#but hey! deeply haunted 19 yo who needs some life advice here lol
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hey guys! how do i repay the debt that must be paid
#srs#had an ex boyfriend of mine text me something random out of the blue yesterday#we haven’t talked in two years and ended on horrifically bad terms . like horrible terms. and it was my fault too#i have gone through a lot of very VERY painful emotional growth since then and i also feel guilty every day#like i literally think about the situation i caused multiple times a day and i literally dream about it most nights like EMOTIONAL dreams#and so i have been desperate to apologize#but haven’t yet because i wasn’t sure i was ready and also did not want to infringe on his boundary by putting myself back into his life#but have had a very strong feeling Something was near#and then HE texted ME for something he did NOT have to text me about#and now i am like . okay . the universe said ‘you’re not doing this fast enough bitch’#but i still don’t know how to apologize#properly#without like coming across as just Talking About Myself#maybe i’m overthinking it#but hey! deeply haunted 19 yo who needs some life advice here lol#lol
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