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welcometothedopeworld · 1 year ago

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new blog from paraliveeee yeiii<3 , can I request hdncs of hug and care sessions for cozmez (separately ~) after a competition maybe?., well just a gn reader who likes to show his affection as a reward after the boys gave their all on stage: '))

Summary: How you would take care of the cozmez boys after a performance.

Pairing: cozmez X G/N!Reader

Genre: Angstyish Headcanon

Word Count: 1019

Warning: Nayuta's has spoilers for Episode 7, trauma, trap reactions, mentions self harm

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A/N: Thank you so much for your request! I hope I did it justice! Also I want to apologize for taking forever in answering it. I just really wanted to make sure I did it right!

Kanata Yatonokami:

Every competition is hard for him

That's only because half the time he's worrying about Nayuta

Old habits die hard and that counts for on the stage

He cares a lot about his brother so he pushes harder than him so he doesn't get hurt from the phantometal

That doesn't always happen but it's the thought that counts

That's why he all but collapses on top of you when he's done performing

He's sore and in pain and soon his trap reaction is going to hit

And while he'll never admit it, he's terrified

So what do you need to do?

Give him love and cuddles of course!

Kanata's going to deny it at first

He doesn't need to be coddled like a child

But deep inside he can't deny it feels good to be cared for

Especially from you

For once, it doesn't feel like he needs to carry the weight of the world on his shoulders

He can relax with you and feel completely at peace

As soon as the trap reaction hits, Kanata's not pushing you away anymore

In fact, he can't stop pulling you closer

You need to swarm him, completely invade his sense

Hug him as tight as possible

Remind him that you are still with him even as he slips into dark memories

He wants to be reminded that he is not alone, that you are still right there as he goes through this awful pain

Imagine him like a cat where he sinks his fingers into your skin

He might even bite you

He doesn't mean to hurt you in any way, shape, or form, but he needs to ground himself

He needs something to tether to and you're the one holding him

You're the one stroking his hair, hugging him tight, whispering to him words of encouragement

He's going to hold onto you every way and hold on so tight so he doesn't slip away

Eventually, and it takes some time, the trap reaction will fade

If Kanata thought he was exhausted before...

It's even worse now

He has completely lost all energy

He will drop his dead weight on top of you

He's just so tired and that trap reaction sapped the last remaining remnants of his energy away

Poor thing is absolutely dead tired

Here's hoping you can carry him

Because you're going to be the one to carry him to bed

Nayuta will offer to help but he's not looking any better than his brother

It's best if you handle it on your own

As soon as his head hits the pillow, sleep almost overtakes him

He's coherent enough to pull you down with him

Again, Kanata will deny it to his last dying days

But he loves cuddling with you like this

He's still trying to ground himself and he needs you with him

He can't sleep without you

So tuck this baby close to your body and kiss his forehead

He'll smile sweetly and whisper how much he loves you right before falling asleep

And when he wakes up later

He'll smile fondly and hold you close now

It's the least he can do for what you've done for him

Nayuta Yatonokami:

Okay spoilers for this one but I have to talk about it

It's the only way

If you don't want to read the spoilers, watch episode seven and then come back

Okay, now for his reaction

We all know he's got that corrosion going on

There is no way it's all gone and he's felt what it's like to go through with that

Performing is extra daunting to this poor boy

It hurts to rap and to create his illusions

But he loves performing with his brother so he will endure the pain to the best of his ability

And he'll push himself too far

He's just trying to keep up with his brother

And that comes back to bite him

If you think Kanata is too much after a performance, Nayuta is worse

Kanata will at least try to act like he's strong and can handle it

Nayuta almost completely loses consciousness every time he performs too hard

His body can't handle the effects of the phantometal like his brother

He uses it too much and he's hurting because of it

You'll need to place nurse for him as you comfort him

Make sure he's safe and not too physically injured

Bandages are a must and he needs water

This is all before the trap reaction has set in

And you'll want to patch him up beforehand because he becomes erratic when the reaction comes

Nayuta's all apathy and creepy laughs

He's seen what he's done to others and the pain he's feeling

He doesn't care anymore about anything

You'll need to hold him tight so he doesn't hurt himself

Keep a close eye on him and remind him how much you love him

He's going to need it

Sure, he's going to deny it and push you away

But deep down he wants to hear it

He needs to be told that someone besides his brother loves him, that they would care if the corrosion took away his life

Really, the boys switch temperaments when the trap reactions hit

Eventually the reaction will subside and this time Nayuta really will pass out

His poor, battered body can't keep up with the phantometal any longer at that point

Please make sure to catch him and bring him to bed

Watch over him and keep him safe

Oh, and cuddle him like your life depends on it

Because when Nayuta wakes up

And you're holding onto him like he might drift away, like he's your whole world

It will honestly bring a tear to his eye

Because he never realized how much you needed him and how much he needs you

And he'll hold you close and kiss your face

He'll whisper in your ear while you're asleep all the reasons he loves you

Because he loves you so much

And everything you do for him means the absolute world to him

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8-rae-rae-8 · 9 months ago

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had another feral thought,,,,,,classification au where all littles are registered and it's mandatory for littles to have caregivers. Littles live a very restricted lifestyle and society had weird standards for them -

at 15, Simon is classified as a little with an age range of 0-3. The youngest age range. He's shitting himself because it puts a wedge in his plans to escape his abusive home life. With no way of getting into college, the military was the next best thing. Thing is, it's illegal for littles to join. Some narrow minded thing about littles not having the emotional control to handle the stress that war brings. And Simon refuses to put his trust into a equally narrow minded caregiver who'll probably just baby him and infantilize him. So at 17, he submits falsified documents, calming he's not a little nor a caregiver. He's just a regular ol' guy with nothing to hide. Years later, after enduring many hardships and trauma. Simon crashes and regresses; right in front of his captain, John price and his husband, Nikolai - who are both caregivers. He's expecting them to be hostile and overwhelm with questions. But instead he's met with kindness and patience. Price waiting for Simon to come to him for a comforting cuddle. When he's back in his adult headspace, Price and Nik sit him down for a talk. They offer to become his legal caregivers and explain they'll go slow and go at his pace. They understand that every little is unique and never really agreed with the mindset that most caregivers do. They understand that littles are just as capable as caregivers and don't want to restrict any of their littles. (spoiler alert, Johnny and Kyle are littles and John and Nik legally became their caregivers) Simon, is still apprehensive but after getting a taste of what an actual loving accepting family is like, he's now craving it, he's so touch and affection starved, he can't help but accept. After the paperwork is sorted out, the whole group goes back to John's and Nik's large house on 'bonding leave' Where babyspace Simon is pampered and smothered in love and affection from his two caregivers and two older brothers. Once again, please forgive me for being a nasty little goblin

-Feral anon

FERAL ANON. FERAL ANON PLEASE. /pos

I adore this and I need more /nf

IT'S SO !!!!!

Him crashing and maybe even babbling out pleas for them not to tell anyone and that he'll be good-

He finds out that he likes to sit on Price's lap while leaning back so he's tucked into Nikolai's shoulder too

Would Roba have known?

#feral anon #classification au #simon ghost riley #cod agere

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