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thr4shit · 4 days ago
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Finally getting blood work to try and figure out wtf is causing the chronic joint pain that has recently spread (again) to more than just hands as well as ramping up in pain level: ���🙂
Having to get a needle put in my arm: 😣😰
The guy who drew our blood was very friendly and chatted with us to keep us calm when our blood was drawn: 🙂☺️
Watched our blood leaving our body because of morbid fascination: 🙂😁
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captainsophiestark · 4 months ago
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Oldies And Goodies
Bucky Barnes x Reader
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Written for my personal fic writing challenge for 2024, Sophie's Year of Fic! Featuring a new fic being posted every Friday, all year long :)
Fandom: Marvel
Summary: Bucky's not a fan of modern dating conventions, until Sam sets him up on a date with a good friend who shows him the potential of the modern world.
Word Count: 1,543
Category: Fluff
A/N: To the anon who sent me an idea outline for this, I hope you like it! It got merged with another idea I had, but hopefully, it's still pretty close to what you had in mind :) Thanks for continuing to read stuff for Grant Ward and enabling me to keep writing him- he's my fave, so I'm glad I have at least a few people to share the love with!
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My eyes scanned the restaurant, trying to make out Bucky through the dim lighting. After a moment, I caught sight of him at a table by the window. I smiled and started heading his way. As soon as he noticed me, he shared my smile and stood to greet me. Always the perfect gentleman. My heart skipped a beat, and I made a mental note to make Sam some cookies or something as a thank you.
Sam Wilson, a good friend of mine even before he'd taken up the superhero mantle, had recently introduced me to the second supersoldier out of time that he'd befriended. Bucky Barnes, the reformed Winter Soldier, was a little different than the Man With A Plan Steve Rogers, but he'd been different in a way that I liked. We'd hit it off pretty well, and with a some meddling from Sam, we'd set up a date within a few weeks of first meeting each other.
I'd spent an hour and a half making sure my outfit looked just right and trying to convince my nerves to calm the hell down. It was just a first date, with someone I was already friendly with. And I knew Sam wouldn't steer me wrong. Tonight was going to be fun.
Once I got close enough to the table, Bucky pulled a small bouquet of roses out from behind his back, holding them out to me with a lopsided smile. I gasped, taking them from him with a slightly disbelieving look.
"I've been told the flowers are a little old fashioned, but... it seemed like the right way to go," he said. I gave a little laugh, taking a moment to smell the roses (literally) before beaming back at Bucky.
"I love them," I said. His shoulders seemed to relax a little, the smile spreading to cover the rest of his face as he took a few steps closer to me.
"I'm glad. Here, let me get your chair."
He pulled my chair back from the table, gesturing for me to sit down. I nodded my thanks, trying to ignore the butterflies exploding in my chest as he scooted the chair back in for me like it was nothing. I gently laid the roses down on the table as he took his seat across from me again.
"Thanks for finding this place," I said, scanning the restaurant to take in the ambiance this time, instead of just searching for Bucky. "It's... really nice."
"Yeah, no kidding," he said, huffing a small laugh. "Honestly, I'm... a little out of my depth here. A lot's changed since the last time I asked somebody on a date."
"Well, for what it's worth, you've been doing pretty damn well so far."
We shared a smile, but then a silence settled over us that wasn't entirely comfortable. As much as this night seemed perfect, I couldn't help agreeing with Bucky. This place wasn't totally my scene, and I was starting to feel a little out of my depth, too.
"So..." I said, taking a deep breath and meeting Bucky's eyes again. "What exactly did dates look like back in the 1940s? One of the handful of times I talked to Steve, he said you set up a pretty cool double date to... some kind of expo?"
Bucky's eyes fell to the table even as his mouth pulled up in a smile. He nodded, talking as much to himself as to me.
"Yeah. Despite how it ended, I was always pretty proud of the Stark Expo one. We got to see a car fly long before any of that should've been possible. Walking around, looking at all the exhibits and experiments... honestly, it was incredible." He looked back up at me, the soft smile still in place. "Unfortunately, there weren't a lot of major, groundbreaking expos happening tonight for us to swing by."
"Damn. That would've been fun," I said, gently reaching across the table to take Bucky's hand in my own. I bit my lip, then looked up at him with a smile. "You know, Steve also said you're kind of a nerd."
Bucky snorted. Clearly, that's not what he'd been expecting me to say. He shook his head, but when he looked back at me, he had a smile on his face.
"Steve's got quite a few stories of his own that he should keep in mind when he says things like that."
"Well..." I took a deep breath, hardening my own resolve. Bucky and I were friends, and for whatever reason, this restaurant didn't feel right for either of us. I needed to trust him and our relationship so far, rather than pretending for norms or anybody else's approval. "Look, I don't know about you, but... this restaurant is lovely, but not exactly my usual vibe."
Bucky sighed, shaking his head and pulling his hand out of mine.
"I know, it's not really mine either. I just-"
"Hold on. I have an idea for a solution that might suit us both. And I think it'll be super fun."
Bucky stared at me for a few moments appraisingly, the faintest ghost of a smile appearing on his face.
"You know, I'm not used to letting the other person plan the date. But I guess I can make an exception."
I grinned. "Good. Because I have an idea that didn't exist in the 40s, but is the kind of modern thing I think you'll be able to get behind. You trust me?"
"...Yeah, I do."
"Good." I took Bucky's hand, grabbed my roses, then stood from the table. "Then follow me."
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"...and in the original, Gollum volunteered the ring as a prize for Bilbo winning the riddle contest!"
I beamed at my date as he raised out of his chair, the few beers we'd had and his passion for Tolkien pushing him to make his point loudly after being called on for the bonus question of this round of trivia. The host grinned, ringing a bell and pointing at Bucky.
"Aaaaand that's correct! Mark that down as three points for Oldies and Goodies! Hang tight everybody while we update the scoring, and we'll be back with our final round in ten minutes."
With that, the bar dissolved into chatter again as everyone went their separate ways for the break in trivia. Bucky settled back down into his seat with a sigh, then carefully cut his eyes towards me.
"So... was that a dealbreaker for you?"
I laughed. "Are you kidding? You got us three points, all while schooling the rest of the bar on some nerdy shit! It was hot."
Bucky laughed at that, shaking his head even as a smile stayed in place on his face.
"Alright, I've done a lot of complaining to Sam about how much dating's changed since I last did it, but I'll admit... I like this."
I grinned. "I'm glad. And for the record, I like it too. As far as I'm concerned, being able to have fun and kick ass at bar trivia with someone is one of the best green flags there is."
"Well, good. Because that table over there is right behind us in the points, and after they shouted out the worst string of horseshit about the Hobit I've ever heard with complete confidence, there's no way I'm letting us lose to them."
"Hell yeah! I'll go grab us another round, and then we'll make them wish they'd never come to this trivia night."
I jumped down from my seat and started heading past Bucky to the bar, but he caught my arm before I could get very far, his expression more serious than I'd seen it all night.
"Hey. Thanks. For getting a round of beer, for agreeing to come out with me tonight, for bringing us here... it's the best time I've had in a while, and you've been pretty much the entire reason for that. So thank you."
I smiled, my heart speeding up in my chest as I took a half-step closer to Bucky and softly kissed him on the cheek before leaning back.
"You're welcome. Thanks for being willing to try out something as new and chaotic as bar trivia. Maybe we could even make it a weekly thing?"
Bucky beamed back at me. "Sweetheart, I would love that."
"Okay, good. Then start getting ready for the next round, because if we're coming back here next week, I want it to be in defense of our title. This is the beginning of the trivia power couple Oldies and Goodies."
"I like the sound of that," Bucky said, his voice dropping an octave as he leaned into me a little. I smiled, and he pulled me into his side, squeezing me tight before letting me go so I could get us both another round.
My dopey smile stayed on my face even as I got to the bar. I'd always had butterflies in my chest when I was around Bucky, but now, it was more than that. Being around him made me happy. I felt comfortable, and I didn't want the night to end. And luckily for me, he apparently felt the same way.
Destroying our enemies at trivia was just the beginning for us. And with no ending in sight, I truly couldn't wait to see what came next.
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haveyouseenthisskeleton · 5 months ago
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Hello ! I just discovered your blog, and it's sooo good ! I am also French, so I'm happy ! I just want to ask : what king of voice the skellies have ? I'm really curious about it !
Thank you! Glad to see other Frenchies around! We're at least 4 in this community now lmao.
Undertale Sans - He has a nice deep voice, but he doesn't talk very loud, except when he laughs, where he's actually incredibly loud and makes you realize that Papyrus and him are really brothers. He never raises his voice, even when he's angry. It's all in the tone. He can be super warm and friendly just as extremely cold and distant if he wants to.
Undertale Papyrus - Loud. So so loud. Papyrus is extremely expressive and screams when he's happy or excited. Other than that, he has two voices. The one to impress people, being silly and showing off (even though not a lot of people are actually impressed), and the casual voice for his friends and family, where he's actually a lot more calm and natural. Papyrus rarely gets angry (he plays around when he's falsely angry, but never when he truly is), but when he is, people usually never want to make him angry again. Papyrus can be awfully terrifying when he's mad, and well, it reminds some people that even he can have bad days sometimes, and is not forced to be everyone's funny guy. It's still really rare.
Underswap Sans - He has a pretty deep voice, like Sans, but he can modulate it to sound less deep. He actually doesn't like talking too deep, because it's aging him. He prefers an energetic and very expressive voice. He still uses the deep voice when he fails to get the attention he asks, or when he's mad. He's definitely using the deep voice to flirt too. He loves flirting.
Underswap Papyrus - A bit like his Undyne, he tends to stutter on words. He often struggles to make himself clear, and he often sounds like he's not taking anything seriously when really, it's just his anxiety speaking. He's usually silent and even has days where he's non-verbal at all because he's too stressed. He never raises his voice either, which often causes people to ignore him in conversations, because he's scared to say what he wants to say, or scared he's going to mess up. He has a comforting voice though, and when he feels safe, he is definitely talking a little more to show he cares, especially when he's exciting about something.
Underfell Sans - He has a deep deep voice and a hell of an accent. He lost a lot of teeth Underground, so he struggles to make some sounds. And since he's lazy, he tends to abbreviate complicated words so he doesn't have to say them. It's usually hard to understand him at first, but everyone gets used to it at some point because he's a charmer and knows how to play his cards right. He's swearing and cursing a lot, even when he's happy, and even around children. He can't help it, it's entirely in his language. He can sound very scary when he's mad though. It's mainly a bluff to send people away because honestly, he can fight small monsters and drunk humans, but definitely not the big ones, but he likes to scare the people he likes too sometimes because he loves being a pain in the ass.
Underfell Papyrus - His voice is very annoying. He's a lot louder than classic Papyrus, and he has no chill. He gets angry or frustrated very fast, and when he's angry or frustrated, he immediately raises his voice to keep control of the situation. Like Red, it's total bluff, because he learned really small that the scariest you look, the more power you have over people. He tries to control it, but old habits are hard. However, it's easy to understand him, because he talks actually really well, sometimes with an elitist vocabulary. His old instructor in the Royal Guard said that being strong is nothing if you can't make a suspect talk, and he kinda beat him and the other soldiers up until they learned to talk like distinguished people the King could present in important meetings. So yeah, he's more educated than people can think, which doesn't stop him to curse and swear in a very familiar language when he's talking with Undyne or his brother. You definitely don't want to see him furious though. Edge was not nicknamed the Snowdin's Tyran for nothing. He's truly terrifying when he's really really mad.
Horrortale Sans - Talking is hard, so most of the time, Oak prefers animal-like sounds as answers. People understand him like that, so why bother? After Undyne almost killed him, Oak stayed in a coma for half a year. When he woke up, he lost the most basic skills. He didn't know how to eat, how to walk... And how to talk. Willow had to find a way to make his memory work so his old knowledges come back, but for almost two years, Oak couldn't talk. And obviously, it left some sequels. It's mostly why he's more animalistic than his old safe. Walking on all four was easier, just like growling like an angry bear to show displeasure. Even years after, Oak is mostly silent. When he talks, it's always very slow as he tries to not mess up his words. The fact that he tends to forget what he was saying in the middle of his sentence is definitely not helping though. So usually, he prefers to write when he has something big to say, as it's easier to focus on his notebook. At least, you know when he's happy because of his very deep loud tractor noise purr.
Horrortale Papyrus - His voice is similar to his old self, but he had a hard time Underground, mainly because of how painful his damaged teeth were. He had the brilliant idea to try to eat rocks when he was too hungry, but it damaged his teeth. Undyne breaking his jaw during their last encounter for sure didn't help to fix the problem, as for a long time, talking was very painful. With a lot of patience and a lot of work, dentists managed to ease the pain, and so he feels himself again (even though not really, as Willow dissociates completely from his old self. He struggles not to imagine that old Papyrus was actually him at some point :( )
Swapfell Sans - He talks like an English aristocrat. Mainly because he is an aristocrat. Even if he was dumped in the streets at a very young age, he became the Queen's favorite fast and she kinda mothered him until he got educated enough to talk like a future monarch. Well, for sure, maybe that should have trigger him sooner that she wanted him to be her heir, but he had other problems at the time. Nox is really good at arguing with people, and he definitely has a deep nice voice that helps to get to the point. He has a very rich vocabulary and sometimes talks like an old man, which never fails to amuse Rus, who is teasing him to death. It's hard to change his mind when he decides something though. He rarely gets angry or frustrated, as Toriel taught him to stay calm whatever how bad the situation is. I like to imagine him a bit like Levaï in Attack on Titans, but a little less vulgar, even though he can insult people (always with class though, you'll never hear him say shit or fuck).
Swapfell Papyrus - Unfortunately, he didn't have his brother's education, and even if Nox tried desperately to teach him, Rus decided he wanted to do things his way. Rus' voice is... something lol. You're not sure what his voice really is actually, because he can mimic every tone, every voice, every animal sound, that's his little superpower. He's super good at mimicking people, and so he tends to use a lot of voices all at once, depending on the situation. He's insolent, he's cursing and insulting a lot, and he will definitely push topics until you show him clearly you have enough. He never sounds mad, even when he is, hiding everything behind his humor, which usually turns cold or dark when he's angry. Rus is actually not too sure who he is really. He spent too much time playing roles, and he's not sure which voice is the real him anymore. He still has a long way to recover from all the abuse Underground, but he's not sure if he wants to heal yet, it scares him. So for now, humor and provocation is his best defense against everything.
Fellswap Gold Sans - His voice is always gentle and nice, but with a you're not sure what that doesn't sound right. Wine is an excellent negotiator and by extension a very good manipulator. Words are strategy and he uses them with care to get what he wants, even if it means sounding insensitive and careless. Wine takes the longest time to warm up, that's why he doesn't have very good luck in his love life. He's rude, brutally honest and doesn't hesitate to say when something is bothering him. A bit like Nox, he's definitely an aristocrat and talks like such. He's very proud of his education and learned really early that words have as much power as weapons. He's extremely dangerous because you can never tell when he's angry or not. And usually, when he is, you notice it when it's too late.
Fellswap Gold Papyrus - He has only two moods: very enthusiastic, sounding almost childish, and getting overexcited over the little things, and complete panic when someone is meeting his eyes and wants to talk to him. Coffee struggled to make himself understand since he was a kid, mainly because Wine never left his side and kinda translated everything to the other people. But that comes with consequences: he lacks the basic social skills to hold a conversation as an adult. He is always scared to say something wrong and gets usually completely paralyzed when he can't control the situation. When it happens, he switches to being nonverbal. He knows sign language, and he's actually more comfortable talking like this with his favorite people. He panics less when he doesn't have to use his voice.
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deathmetalunicorn1 · 2 years ago
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Hi I'm really glad that you're back and I was wondering if we can get a part 2 of katakuri and tanjiro reader? Maybe we see some of the beast pirates reactions to the "perfect brother" having such a ray of sunshine for a wife (maybe a bit of a scene with king and katakuri discussing his wife?)
I really want to see reader calling katakuri her handsome husband and see him react like pudding in a way if you can that is!
Take your time and please get some rest!
-To his family and those in Big Mom Pirates, Katakuri was regarded as perfection, strong, loyal, super serious.
-So many respected him, even those not in his crew and family, like those in the Beast Pirates, King and Katakuri were known to have a friendly rivalry with each other.
-When King heard that Katakuri was married, he was stunned, as he never thought that his friend was going to get married.
-The two met up after Kaido and his crew came to visit Whole Cake Island, mainly for Kaido and Big Mom to discuss something.
-The two powerful men met in their usual garden, tea waiting for them as they got caught up on things. King looked around, only seeing the tea, “No food today?”
-Katakuri gave him a small chuckle, “No, Y/N is bringing some lunch for us instead.” King scowled lightly; a bit curious on who this mysterious woman was that managed to capture the heart of the strongest of the Sweet Commanders.
-They heard a gentle voice, “It’s nice to meet you Ulti, I can show you around after I deliver this to my darling husband.” Ulti was shocked, “Ehh?! You’re married?!”
-They saw you holding a large multi-tiered bento lunch as you blushed cutely and Nezuko put her hands on her hips, huffing proudly as if she was saying ‘of course my big sister is married!’
-You approached and King was stunned, you looked like the definition of a cinnamon roll!! Both you and your sister were so stinking cute!!
-Katakuri pecked your cheek in thanks, and you held your cheeks, looking away a bit bashfully after you handed your husband the lunch box.
-You and Nezuko both bowed in greeting to King, introducing you and your sister and almost instantly, King was able to see why Katakuri was so enraptured with you.
-You headed back off to Ulti and Page One as Katakuri set the lunchbox on the table, “Excuse me for a moment.” King was a bit confused as Katakuri enrobed himself in a mochi dome and King could faintly hear Katakuri’s muffled screaming as he melted from your actions and words.
-Katakuri refused to acknowledge King, who could see the blush on his friend’s face and the two enjoyed a home cooked meal, which King had to admit, was wonderfully delicious.
-You got to meet several more members of the Beast Pirates, who were all stunned to learn that you were Katakuri’s wife… HOW DID HE GET SOMEONE AS PRECIOUS AS YOU?!?!
-You’re not sure how you did it, but you were adopted almost instantly when you met Kaido after he asked you to marry his son Yamato.
-Your bright red face was so cute before you told him you were already happily married to Katakuri, but comforted Kaido when he started to cry, as he was already wasted.
-Your kind heart was so pure, to take care of him with no fear, but to you, he was like Mama, just because he was big, scary, and powerful, doesn’t mean he wasn’t a complete bad guy and undeserving of love.
-Both crews had to spend almost an hour trying to calm you and Nezuko down after Kaido mentioning trying to kill himself again, as you cried that you didn’t want anyone to die for no reason.
-You were quickly proving to be the most powerful person in the world, having two different Emperor’s and their crews, vying to keep you and your sister safe.
-Heaven help anyone who would dare try to hurt you or Nezuko.
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strawberryvanillablast · 2 years ago
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Vento Innocente AU: Confrontation with Team Bucci- Capri Edition
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@starry-blue-echoes
Koichi sighed, smiling as he took in the nice seaside air. It had been a bumpy hour since the clinic confrontation, but he and Giorno booked it out of there. They got onto a yacht (with Speedwagon Foundation's money, of course) and headed over to Capri for a couple of days.
Giorno was naturally freaked out at first, like anyone would when they see Stands for the first time. But after calming him down some more, he was surprisingly quick to accept the very existence of Stands. And it did help that Echoes was very friendly and patient with Giorno.
Actually, that was something that surprised Koichi. Giorno, overall, is very quick to adapt to the situation at hand. Koichi supposed the loss of Giorno's memories would lead into wanting to try out new things.
"Now, Giorno," Koichi gently instructed when they reached the island. "Stick by me, okay? We'll have everything sorted out. But you need to stick close to me, alright?" When Giorno nodded, Koichi smiled. "Now stay near this area, okay? I'll make a quick phone call."
Giorno nodded again and Koichi scurried over to a nearby payphone, hoping that no Stand nonsense would occur in the next five minutes.
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Giorno watched as Mr. Koichi went over to a nearby payphone before going over to a large place with the words 'Toilette' written on the wall and two signs that pointed to two bathrooms. Taking his new clothes, he hid in one of the stalls and dressed into a soft pink T-shirt and blue shorts with nice lace-up shoes. His hair was down to his shoulders as the bandages showed some red.
'Mm,' He thought happily to himself. 'Soft. They feel nice and soft.'
Just then, he heard something from outside. Frightened, he climbed just enough so that nobody could see his feet. That way, he would be invisible! He listened to loud voices talk about something (Protecting the boss's daughter?)
Boss.
Boss.
Suddenly, Giorno's head stung painfully and he closed his eyes tightly as he wished for the pain to go away quickly. He bit his lip as he heard the voices fade away and felt his head hurt even more. His legs shook as he stumbled out of the stall. He threw up in the sink and felt dizzy.
And then...
He saw a man lying there. He was bleeding. He looked so alone just like him. What could he do? Suddenly, he saw a group of men come right at him. They asked where the man was. The man who's alone. He decided to lie. He couldn't leave the man alone.
"Kid? Kid?"
"He's waking up!"
"Easy now. Don't be too hasty."
Giorno slowly opened his eyes. It was bright at first but then it slowly mixed into pretty colors. He blinked to see Mr. Koichi and two others looking over at him. One of them had a funny hat while the other one had fluffy, black hair. It was like duck fluff.
"Are you okay?" Mr. Koichi asked. "I forgot that you were still reeling from your head wound."
"Mmm," Giorno whispered sleepily. "I'm okay..."
"Geez," The hat man smiled. "You gave us a scare there, amico mio!"
"Yeah," The fluffy hair man added. "You passed out just like that."
"I'm sorry," Giorno remorsefully replied. "I didn't mean to scare you."
"It's okay," Mr. Koichi smiled. "I'm just glad you're awake now."
A girl walked up to them and Giorno blushed a little. She looked really pretty and she seemed to be nice, too. She knelt down and gave him a small metal thing.
"What's this?"
"It's water," The girl answered. "Keep the bottle. It looks like you need it."
"Thank you..."
"Here," Mr. Koichi gently lifted Giorno up. "Let's get to the hotel soon. We need to get you lots of rest." He turned to the others. "Thank you. For helping us out."
"Thank you for the water bottle!" Giorno added cheerily.
As Mr. Koichi and Giorno climbed into the taxi, Giorno spotted a man. He blinked. It couldn't be, could it? It couldn't be the dalmatian man.
"Giorno, get some sleep." Koichi coaxed.
"Mmm," Giorno yawned. "Okay." He closed his eyes and leaned against the car window.
Little did he know that he would mean them again though not when he most expected them.
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br4inr0tx · 2 years ago
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Hello! May I get an Attack on Titan matchup pleaseee? IF the requests are open, If not please ignore this.
So my name is Bita. I'm a biromantic heterosexual (so my preference would be a male but I don't mind being matched with a female) 160cm height, long black wavy/curly hair, honey-brown eyes. Pisces, my MBTI is XSFP, I'm an ambivert. Friendly, mature, wise, understanding yet little-ish and bubbly, optimistic, when (rarely)angry or jealous I tend to sulk instead of confronting the person. Conflict makes me uncomfortable even if it's between others. I have anxiety, makes it hard for me to leave the house alone. Gotta admit I'm spoiled and irresponsible x0 too used to being taken care of and I like it that way. Can't handle harsh behavior and rude ppl >:( can't handle horror either ×_× but I'm brave when it comes to breaking norms and stupid rules, I stand up for myself and others against closeminded/judgmental people, can't stand them.
I'm polite and considerate, a total gentlewoman 😌 can be very flirty too. I'm also artsy in nature. I have out of body experiences frequently and I'm kinda researching and studying that subject and my observations 👉👈 I'm passionate about that.
I sleep with plushies. I love making new friends, love rain and thunderstorms, amusement parks, swinging, going on picnics, watching the stars, and the colors pink and beige ^-^
My love languages are, first, Words of Affirmation, then Quality Time and Physical touch in a tie.
Thank you~ ♡♡♡♡♡
ofc!
Warnings: minor depictions of anxiety (from someone who has anxiety).
your Attack on Titan matchup is…Armin Arlert !!
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• It’s been years sense I watched or really touched aot truthfully, but hopefully I still do this justice.
• I think you and Armin would get along great. You both have a great head on your shoulders, and anchor each other down when need be.
• He’s 1-2 inches taller then you I think, but not to worry, he doesn’t mention it at all, ever. If you do, he just likes to say that you’re perfect the way you are.
• He used to have slightly longer hair in his younger days, and I can imagine he took decent care of it. He’d absolutely love to braid your hair if you’d let him.
• He’s glad you mature and focused. It’s something one can value. Not only that, but the fact that you keep such a positive attitude is something he adores. Especially considering the world the two of you live in.
• Armin can get a little jealous, but it’s mostly in the form of him getting flustered seeing you with other guys. Just show him that extra bit of affection when you can. Reminding him that your his and he’s your will really help ease his jealousy.
• He’s not a huge fan of conflict, even if he does work for the survey corps. Though I think it’s more of uanessacry conflict that messes with his anxiety.
• That being said, he has anxiety too. I feel like the both of you could help each other, but if anything you guys might be hypocritical when calming the other down. Still, it’s very sweet.
• He loves to spoil you with little treats whenever he can, and generally does nice and gentlemanly things without you asking, like doing house chores.
• Though if you do something for him, he’ll go all heart eyes. Deep down he thinks he doesn’t deserve you but you best know he appreciates you like treasure at it’s very last.
• Armin has been somewhat of a bookworm all his life, and will definitely help with your research as best as he can, even if you aren’t around.
• He can be your plushy. He’s really warm due to being a little sensitive at most times. He give great hugs too, especially to people he cares about both mind and soul.
• He’d like to go on a picnic with you whenever possible. Though unfortunately living in Paradis Island isn’t so kind, and these little picnic dates and EXTREMELY rare. :(
• Same comes with watching the stars. He likes to point out constellations and what they mean- so if you wanted a quiet night under the stars you might not get that lmao.
• He spends as much time as he can with you, and cherishes doing small simple things like holding your hand, calling you sweet names, and kissing your forehead as a greeting.
• Unfortunately some of his time is occupied by his strenuous job, but he makes time specially for you. You mean everything to him, like the same level as Mikasa and Eren if not a little higher. He adores you.
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senanatheskenana · 2 years ago
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Good morning, I wanted to try the survey event if it's still open. If not, feel free to ignore this ask. And before we get to the question, I apologize for the grammar mistakes English isn't my native language.
1. My work ethic is more or less chaotic. I'm a huge procrastinator who can't follow a plan. I tend to do everything at the last minute under the stress and the pressure. Even if I'm interested in the work, I'll zone out pretty fast.
2. Overthinking is my second name /hj. Well, to be honest I'm a very anxious person, I tend to overanalyzing every single thing. How the baker did look at me, my outfit, my haircut... What a pain. :(
3. I use to be a very extraverted kid, but as I'm growing up I'm getting more and more introverted. I like staying alone or with the few people I can trust. Honestly, I don't see why you should waste your energy by befriending a lot of people when you can use your energy to take care of your loved ones.
4. The answer is very cliché, but it would be Japan. I would love to visit this country one day, climbing Mt Fuji, eating traditional food and discovering their culture.
5. I'm finishing High School and I don't really know what I want to study. Maybe biology or history.
6. I love sweet food with all my heart, give me chocolate and you're making me the happiest man alive.
7. I live with my cat and my two dogs and I wouldn't replace them with anything in the world. But if I could adopt another animal, it would probably be a pigeon or a bird of some kind.
8. I'm a trans man and I consider myself as aroace. So yes, this is more on a " if I could to date I would... " kind of thing or platonic. And I don't really care about the gender of my match.
9. That's a hard question. Probably the hardest on the list /hj. I don't really have one favourite song, more like a whole playlist, but if I should give you one I would say... Fine by Lemon Demon.
10. Family well... All depends on your relationship with them and how they treated you in the past. Sometimes it's important to distance yourself from them, to let go for becoming the best version of yourself. But it's also great when they got your back. So to get on a middle ground, I would say that family is important but you shouldn't let them control your life or make you feel guilty for anything. Talking about kids, I don't mind babysitting or keeping kids at home to help a friend but I don't want to be a father. I don't want kids, I would be a terrible father and I don't want them to grow up in this chaotic world. If the world became a better place, with less wars and dangers for them... Then I might reconsider my choice.
And I ended up writing way to much, I'm terribly sorry T_T. Thanks for reading this, take your time and don't forget to care of you. Have a nice day!
(ps : I find your work very cool)
im glad you like my writing, i really like writing it :)
Also don't worry about writing too much, i think that as long as it's good, you cant write too much xx
I would put you with Kazuha. He's kind and friendly and most of all very calming to be around. Kazuha likes to wander around, so he'd be thrilled to travel with you. While Kazuha can be pretty quiet, he is quite good at calming and comforting people. Kazuha understands the temptation of procrastination so he'd try his best to keep you on track, he may even do it with you. He probably isn't concerned with having children, considering he likes to be transitory and travel but he probably does like having animals around. I can totally see him with a bird too because they can easily follow the Crux
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our-gentle-tide · 3 years ago
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A/n: I accidentally deleted your request while trying to answer it I'm so sorry- but I took a screenshot just incase! I'd be delighted to do this for you and I'm glad my acc looks appealing to you! I took awhile before choosing this specific look. And I totally agree, there's not enough m!reader content and every time I see some it's usually smut, which isn't bad but more fluff, angst ect would be very nice tbh and thank you for offering to help me, I'll look forward to talking to you when I have off time to not just ask about things but also hopefully get to know you along the way if you're cool with that :)
Reader: M!reader
Satan and Mammon (separate) x M!reader
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Satan:
Look me in the EYES and tell me he ain't a softie-
Baby will pamper you- AND if you prefer to be the one doing the pampering like me then that ain't a problem cos he will happily be on the receiving end if that's more to your taste
Read to him- that's it- READ TO HIM HE WILL MELT, will probably stop paying attention to the book and just swoon at the sound of your voice
If you sneak in a cat like me part 2 he will lift you bridal style and sprint to his or your room, doesn't matter if you're taller or not, he can and will do it
Listen to his rants- weather that be about cats, books, shows ect, he'll appreciate it and feel heard
When it's his or your turn to cook ya'll will do it together while either listening to music or a murder documentary, the others got a bit freaked out the first time it happened lol
If you like to have friendly debates or competitions then get yo facts and skills ready cos even tho he loves you, he won't go easy on you
The first time you said "I love you" in a soft and gentle tone he was as red as a tomato and he definitely teared up a bit while saying it back and giving you a tender kiss <3
Once you and him went to the human world and he stayed at your place, it was snowing heavily, so you made a hot beverage and cuddled up with him on the couch while watching a movie/series, after that one time you two made it a tradition to do it at least once a year when winter rolls around
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Mammon:
He either calls you the classic, his human or he calls you my treasure, he has to make it obvious that you're his and no one else's but will 100% respect you if you get bothered by it
When the relationship was still fresh he would turn red just by you holding his hand but now he simply smiles softly and kisses your cheek or temple
Believe it or not if ya'll study together he can focus more, you being around helps him calm down
If you EVER call him baby boy expect two(2) outcomes. 1, he turns redder then dia's hair or, 2, he calls you his baby boy and other petnames by tenfold
If you're good at card games, he and you and occasionally the others, play a bunch of them on rainy days with warm hot coco/tea/coffee
He's the little spoon the minority of the time, his head laying on your chest, you playing with his hair and him listening to your heartbeat cos it soothes him and eventually you two fall asleep in each other's embrace
Patch him up after any punishment or fight he gets himself into, it means a lot to him that you care this much
Ofc just cos he's your lover doesn't mean you let him off with everything, and believe it or not he's glad someone's there to keep him in check without stringing him upside down like someone he won't admit it ofc
Kiss his face multiple times while repeatedly praising him, he will blush and tear up. Baby ain't used to all this tenderness but don't worry! You'll make him get used to it ♡
This was sorta rushed so if you want me to redo it that's completely fine! I need to learn how tumblr works lmao it's really difficult cos when I search online for how to do things on it, it's only how to do it on a laptop or computer. Anyway I hope you enjoy reading this and have a good day/night <3
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amaya-chwan · 3 years ago
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Takeaways from Therapy Game Restart 14 + Illustration Book Release Date
Hello again everyone! ❤️💛💜
It's finally here... chapter 14! In all its glory! 😍🥰✨
Before we get to our takeaways, just some news I missed in the last post!
🎉 SENSEI'S ILLUSTRATION BOOK WILL BE RELEASED AROUND THURSDAY, 23RD SEPTEMBER! 🎉
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Image taken from this Twitter post from Dear+!
It is titled "日ノ原巡イラスト集 DARLING" and boasts a collection of illustrations from Sensei's works so far: Secret XXX, Therapy Game, and Kamisama no Uroko.
The current price is ¥2970 with tax (¥2700 without tax). If you'd like to preorder it on your proxy shopping service, I've found it on the Comi Comi Studios website here! The bonus for purchasing it on this website is a B5 clear file~ I haven't seen it on Animate just yet, so fingers crossed it'll appear on their website soon with another (different) bonus! ❤️💛
Alright, with this amazing news done, let's move onto our takeaways, the long awaited takeaways! Thank you for being so patient with me! 💜
My short life update: currently in week 8 of lockdown and I haven't left my house in a long time other than for exercise or groceries. But I do have my vaccination appointment booked so YAY! 🎉
Here are our takeaways for this chapter:
Oh man, we pick right up from the last page of chapter 13. MINATO, BB, YOU LOOK SO PAINED! 😭
Sensei is the BIGGEST tease... that's all we got of that Minato and Shizuma scene...👀😭
The female staff at the veterinary hospital have really mellowed out! They're not bad, after all. ☺️
Oh dear, Nakajou-sensei, please get better ASAP!
Whoa... did Onodera just...?? I'm starting to think back to that Onodera discussion we had a couple of months ago... 🤔
Poor Shizuma, always roped into Onodera's workplace stuff! IT'S BECAUSE YOU HAVE GREAT PEOPLE SKILLS, SHIZUMA! PROUD OF YOU! 😍🙌
Man, Onodera has a really... blunt way of saying things to her human clients. Wow, brave. 😲
But I will say, Onodera really is good with animals. 🙌
Yet again, I think about that Onodera discussion we had... 🤔🤔
And that’s it for this chapter’s takeaways! For a more detailed breakdown/summary of this chapter, please continue after the cut! There may or may not be a surprise scene (or two) there. Please keep reading if you want to see~  😉✨
Our chapter begins where we left off in chapter 13--Minato pinning Shizuma down on the bed. Shizuma looks up at Minato and reflects on his actions that caused the pained look he is seeing.
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Image taken from this Dear+ Twitter post!
On the next page (title page), the dialogue reads: Shizuma wants to understand what it is about his director (Onodera) that is making Minato uneasy. // However, that beautiful liar hides it well...
(I believe we are taken back to the morning before Shizuma and Minato meet up for their date.)
The title page features Onodera walking back to the clinic, bread in hand, with a cat cozying up on her leg. We are then brought to the clinic's lunchroom, with the female staff and Shizuma on break. The roster in the room shows that Onodera is extremely busy, Nakajou-sensei has afternoon house call appointments, Tatsumi is Nakajou-sensei's support for these appointments, and Shizuma has a half day and finishes in the afternoon in lieu of working on his scheduled day off.
Shizuma asks his coworkers what presents they like from their partners and takes note of their answers. One of the female nurses asks if it's Minato's birthday. Shizuma confesses that their relationship has been affected by the various things happening lately, so he wants to get Minato a gift before seeing him later that day.
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The nurses quickly pick up that the gift is a "tribute" of sorts as this line of work means a lot of missed appointments and dates, and Shizuma confirms their suspicions. While the nurses realise male-male relationships and male-female relationships aren't that different in this aspect, everyone in the lunchroom is alerted to someone shouting Nakajou-sensei's name.
Shizuma and a nurse see Tatsumi with Nakajou-sensei, who has collapsed on the floor. While the staff are concerned about Nakajou's well-being, she brushes it off as a dizzy spell. Before they can help her up, Onodera sweeps her off her feet and carries Nakajou to her (Onodera's) office. While Nakajou asks Onodera to put her down out of sheer embarrassment, Shizuma and Tatsumi are in shock, with Tatsumi commenting on Onodera's manliness in that moment. One of the other nurses gently smacks Shizuma's shoulder and tells the two to grab a blanket and a drink for Nakajou.
In her office, Onodera asks Nakajou why she's been overworking herself to the point of collapsing. The nurse (who gave the gentle smack) very obviously hints to Onodera that it is her fault. As Nakajou calms the nurse by saying that's just how the director is, Tatsumi asks Nakajou about their afternoon appointments. She says she'll be fine to go after a little rest, but the nurse says she mustn't overexert herself.
After a few back and forths about who should go and the clients' needs/personality (picky about the vet, had a pet that doesn't like men, etc), Onodera says she will go. The nurses are shocked and reminisce about all the issues they've had when Onodera interacts with the owners. Tatsumi and Shizuma stand there, and can very clearly imagine those situations happening.
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While Onodera rearranges and informs the nurses of the shift changes to accommodate Nakajou-sensei, Shizuma has a terrible premonition that unfortunately comes true: he is appointed as Onodera's support for the afternoon house calls.
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Wearing a sulky expression, Shizuma packs the necessary equipment in Onodera's car and reminds her that he has a very important engagement that night that he cannot miss, and as such will leave immediately after the house call appointments are done. Onodera bursts his bubble, and tells him to give up on those plans while he can since this is the line of work he's chosen.
As Shizuma reads the client files, he questions Onodera on why he is her support when he's never attended to these clients before. While Onodera tells him that good coordination is important with a physician's support and that he's the only one she can rely on to give her an honest opinion and calm the clients, Shizuma realises that he's basically the mediator between her and the owners. She confirms that this is his strong point, has great expectations for him, and proceeds to drive. Shizuma then reads the patient files at lightning speed, realising there's a threatening 'something' that Minato has sensed, but that's just how the director is. He then vows to make it to their meeting tonight, no matter what.
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The first three house calls, as expected, involve Onodera insulting and angering the owners--Onodera tells the first client that his insistence on seeing Nakajou rather than a 'young' director is having a negative effect on his pet who needs immediate medical care; Onodera offends the second client, inferring from their conversation that her pet's appearance is more important than the need to shave their fur and get an ultrasound done; Onodera accuses the third client of being irresponsible in caring for his exotic animals and asks for more effort on his part. In all three scenarios, Shizuma awkwardly smiles while trying to ease the tension.
The scene skips to Onodera and Shizuma arriving at their fourth and final house call for the day. Just as Onodera explains to Shizuma that she must check a whole host of things at house calls (and indirectly be too blunt about it with the owners), Shizuma asks her to consider the owner's feelings and change when and how she says things. She glares ahead in silence, and Shizuma is just glad that she is now aware of it. He again reminds her to talk with the owner nicely and gently as he probably won't be able to help with the next client as their pet dislikes men. Onodera tells him to just sit in the corner and witness the client become furious while he doesn't help, making him feel slightly guilty for saying that. He is now adament on not helping her.
They reach the owner's home and we meet an elderly woman named Shiratori and her 9-year-old male cat, Tono. Shiratori apologises to Shizuma as her cat doesn't like men. Tono hisses at them as Onodera opens his cage, but is then coaxed into submission by Onodera who covers his vision with a towel and takes him into her lap to calm down. Shiratori and Shizuma are surprised at his sudden docile nature, with Shizuma witnessing how well she deals with animals.
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As Shizuma looks on at Onodera while she completes a check on Tono, he sees she is crumbling at the friendliness and talkative nature of Shiratori, who sings nothing but praise for Onodera and how her family must be proud to have such an amazing daughter. Aiming to ease her troubles and remembering the earlier guilt-trip she gave him, he redirects Shiratori's attention to her broken fly screen and offers to fix that plus everything else that needs repair in her home.
Onodera watches as the two leave the room for a bit before apologising to Tono for ignoring him. Tono looks on at Onodera happily while she asks him how he can live with such a lively human and to tell her his secret to this. She brings him into her arms once more to check his limbs, and as Tono looks up smiling at Onodera, Onodera sees her reflection in Tono's eyes, and both seem to realise something.
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BG Text: Stare...
Suddenly, Shizuma and Shiratori, who are busy fixing the window, hear a loud crash and rush into the room to find Tono atop the cabinet and Onodera on the floor, with her hair in disarray. In the next panel, Tono is shown to be hiding in the bookshelf, looking on irritatingly at the humans. Shiratori apologises to Onodera, who shakes it off and says it's nothing to worry about and no harm's been done.
Shiratori asks if Onodera will fix/tie her hair up again, but when Onodera says her hair tie was broken when Tono used her as a launchpad to get on the cabinet, Shiratori runs to get her a new one. As Shiratori gushes over the 3 piece dopey looking character hair tie set she received as a present from her grandchild (and lets Onodera pick one), a greatly displeased look is plastered on Onodera's face. Shizuma, in shock, notices her displeasure and hopes she just thanks Shiratori for it. And Onodera does, bringing a great big smile to Shiratori's face.
As Onodera and Shizuma leave, Shiratori says she's glad to have talked with Onodera and invites her to come over again. As she says this, we see Onodera looking back with a blank look in her eyes.
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And that’s it for this chapter! THANK YOU FOR READING THIS FAR! 💜 While I was surprised at the lack of Minato in this chapter (Sensei legit is such a tease, LOL 🤣), I'm happy we can learn more about Onodera. Ngl, I'm starting to really question if Onodera is male or female now, given what transpired in this chapter. I guess we shall see in the next one!
I also changed the formatting a bit and removed the bullet points. Please let me know which format is better/easier to read! Ahah!
EDIT: Spelling and grammar checks are done! Didn't change a lot, but hope it reads better! 💜
📢 As always, please support Hinohara-sensei by purchasing her books and CDs! 📢
And please also refrain from resharing these translations and images outside of this post! Thank you for understanding! ❤️💛
There won't be a chapter in next month's (September release) Dear+, so I shall see you in two months for the next chapter (Dear+ November Issue, to be released in October).
As always, stay safe during these turbulent times and look out for each other and for your loved ones! 💜❤️💛
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lovinkiri · 4 years ago
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Simply Jealous
Tenya Iida x Reader
Description: Tenya isn't sure why he's so bothered with you hanging out with Sero so much.
Tagging: @coleluuviida
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You were always seemed quiet, so reserved.
And Tenya, well.. He knew he could come off strong sometimes. So he was quite hesitant on approaching you. It wasn't until you guys were partnered up for a project that he actually spoke to you.
"Its nice to meet you, L/n. My name is Tenya Iida." He held his hand out with a friendly smile.
You hesitantly shook his hand and returned your own shy smile. "Y/n L/n." Was all you mumbled quietly.
You worried that maybe you seemed rude, too standoff-ish. But Tenya only took a seat next to you. "Shall we begin?"
....
The two of you had decided to stay on campus to research and outline a section of your project.
The two of you sat in the library, quietly discussing the project.
Tenya wrote down everything you said, easily keeping up with your surprisingly. He hadn't expected you to talk so quickly for someone so quiet, not that he minded. He actually found us endearing.
He'd even go as far as to say it was cute. And he couldn't help but voice his thoughts, of course not the part where he called you cute.
"You talk very quickly, you know." He said in a small break of silence. You cheeks grew hotter in embarrassment. Had you embarrassed yourself already? In front of the most respectable person in class?
"Ah, sorry.. I've been told that I talk a lot. And I guess I was just adding useless details-" Tenya couldn't help but cut you off.
"No, no, I enjoy it. You match my writing speed and I don't believe any of these details are useless. In fact, they all seem important and carefully picked out."
You couldn't help but smile at the praise. "Thank you, Iida. That means a lot. Especially coming from you."
Tenya chuckled softly. "I'm no one special. Just like you, I'm a future hero."
You two fell into deep conversation, not even breaking out of it as you were eventually kicked out of the library.
You two talked about a lot. The project, your teachers, your high schools and the people who helped you along the way.
Eventually, you two reached the girls dorms. Tenya felt his heart flutter as you look down, once more bashful.
You just had to be this adorable, huh?
"Thanks for walking me to the dorms, Iida." You said, gently kicking your feet against the ground.
Iida nodded, tilting his head slightly as he admired the way you looked in the dark.
Undeniably stunning.
"No worries. Escorting you home was the least I could do for keeping you out all night." He gave a small grin as you lifted your head to meet his gaze.
"Goodnight. See you tomorrow?" You nearly winced at your tone. Did you sound clingy?
Well, Tenya didn't seem to think so, as he nodded as quickly as he could. "Of course. Please, sleep well."
Tenya watched as you giggled and retreated into the building. He stood there for a moment, his smile still stuck on his face.
You were.. Really something.
....
By the end of the project, you two had gotten very close. He'd introduced you to the rest of the Dekusquad and they all loved you immediately.
That was a good sign to Tenya.
And over time, they'd noticed how fond of each other the two of you were. From the way he so generously would offer you his orange juice to the way you'd hugged him in thanks.
They were happy for him. I mean, they were there for him but they'd always hoped he'd find someone who seemed to complete him the way you did.
Tenya himself knew he had feelings for you, but he figured it was just a small crush.
Well, that was until you started hanging out with a new student more frequently. You were always with the guy. You'd even started hanging out with him during lunch hours.
And well.. To say that Tenya was a but bothered? That was an understatement.
What really got him though? The way you immediately opened up around this guy, grinning with confidence. Tenya himself couldn't remember making you smile that hard before.
He didn't let it show how much it bothered him though, as he didn't want to drive you away.
You'd already came out of your shell and started to open up to him. And you definitely weren't Y/n, the quiet student who sat in the back.
You were Y/n, one if the funniest and cheerful people to be around. You had a smile that could brighten up anyone's day and eyes that could scare off any bad thoughts.
He couldn't afford to lose that, to lose you, over his dumb jealousy.
It wasn't until this new student started to make advances on you that you stepped, especially considering how uncomfortable you seemed.
"You know, you've been so good to me, I've been thinking-" You were pulled away before he could place his hands on you.
Tenya could tell he made a good decision from the look of relief across your face. "Oh, Tenya! Did you need me?"
He gave a small nod. "Yes, its really important."
You rushed out a goodbye to your classmate before quickly leaving the room with Tenya. "Thank goodness you came! The school assigned me to be his mentor for a bit but he's been trying to get me in bed for the past two weeks."
... Mentor? You were just mentoring him?
Tenya sighed deeply and felt himself fully relax. Noticing you confused look, he blushed and quickly fixed his glasses. "I'm glad you're okay."
You grinned. "Your cheeks are all red again, Tenya." You teased. "If I didn't know any better, I'd think you were jealous."
It was when he didn't respond that it fully dawned on you. "Wait, wait.. Were you really jealous?"
"W-Well.." He cleared his throat and turned away, not quite sure what to say. He didn't want to lie and deny it but he couldn't quite get the full truth out.
"Hey, I.. I like you too, Tenya. A lot. You think maybe we could get something to eat soon?" You suggested nervously.
Tenya watched you in surprise before smiling. Suddenly, his nerves were calm. "I'd be honored, Y/n. I like you too."
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hitoshisbabygirl · 4 years ago
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Emerald eyes of an Oni~ I. Midorya
Author's Notes ♡: Hey guys! I’m back with another collab! It really loved this idea and it actually has me writing some other fantasy pieces I’ve been thinking about starting .・゚゚・(/ω\)・゚゚・.! This is nice and steamy , I really wanna make like part two to go more into actual Oni Deku ʕ⊙ᴥ⊙ʔ. But I may or may not. I hope I did a decent job with this wonderful idea and I hope you enjoy reading this and much as I did writing it ~ bunny ❥
Warnings : NSFW!!! (´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`) we love making baby Deku in control and large (the best way I could ⊙﹏⊙)
There’s some pet names, female oral, Size Kink (sorta touching on it) and overall some sex and I think that’s it!
Word count : about 3.6k give or take!
Paring(s) : Oni!Izuku Midorya x F! Reader
Enjoy ♡
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Being lost in the woods could have the right perks for the right people. It can be both relaxing and terrifying , the way the forest could be both scenic and suffocating could make the strongest man cry. Fortunately for Izuku Midorya , he knew this forest all too well. Growing up as a boy living with a small mythical village of other children rejected , stolen or given up to the village over something tragic with their biological family or for the way they came out and became. From minotars to elfs, pixies to sirens, the forest children had all types of creatures that lived in the hidden village grotto. But Izuku or Zuku , a childhood name from some of the younger children of the village, he was different.
Unfortunately , Deku was the only child of his kind, a oni born child, both his mother and father being human to oni made, him being born already a fully oni without corruption being needed for him to awaken his bloodline. Being the only child of his kind came with perks like being his own special and unique child. But it also had its disadvantagements, many were afraid of his large stature , growing horns on his head and his canines grwoig . Besides his hulking disposition, Izuku was the most helpful and sweetest child of the village.
He always made sure that his other members were well taken care of and never sad or lacking. Being as he was one of the babies of the village, he tried giving as much as he could to everything and everyone he met. The village was all he knew, and as everyone started to grow up and get out of the village or protect it, the more he realized that he would probably stay in this forest forever, protecting the place he’s become to love and recognized as his home, his safe space. Years went by and now at 20 (2000 years in his demon form) Izuku was a hulking boy, filled out with decorative tattoos running down his arms and back, dark forest green hair covering his horns coming from his forehead. He had protected the forest all his life and was used to having other children around him. But for the last couple of years as other children from the village were moved to protect their home from different sides of the forest Izuku had been lonely, sitting in the trees warding off people who tried to sneak in or steal the hidden treasures of the forest.
One day while In a tree Izuku saw a new face, a person he had never seen or met before. A girl that looked very lost , pushing through the trees as she became more distressed. With a few hops Izuku got closer , watching the human girl glance around and tripped over a root of a tree, starting to fall with a streak. At that moment Izuku jumped down, catching the girl before she could fall. With eyes close the girl waited to hit the ground only to feel herself suspended. Cracking open an eye she saw emerald colored eyes and horns looking down at her, her facing heating up as she made eye contact with a rather handsome looking giant. As the giant placed her down, she looked at the rather friendly man in front of her as he opened his mouth to speak to her. “Are you okay? I saw you falling from in the trees and I thought I’d help you out. You don’t seem like you know where you are, and I don’t think you’re planning to do anything. My name is Izuku and I’m a guardian of this forest.” The y’all and freckled demon spoke, causing the girl in front of him to smile and respond.”Well hello Izuku my name is [ ] and I’m rather lost! I’m sorry to disturb you and your home, I hope I didn’t do any damage! It seems like you’re a friendly er, person” The girl named [ ] said as Izuku felt his heart flutter in his chest. She was the warmest person he had met, and he had the urge to protect her. “I'm an Oni with a human heart, so in essence I could be called a human from my emotional state” Izuku said causing [ ] to smile as he turned around, taking her hand to help her navigate with him throughout the forest. “Well Izuku, it seems like this forest is huge, and you could use a friend! How about every so often I can come and bring you something to eat? Or I’ll eat up here so you’re not as lonely!” [ ] said as Izuku froze, looking down at the girl with a warm feeling across his face. “S-sure why not? That would be nice..” Izuku said, smiling back as the girl held out her hand , Izuku taking it as the shook hands, sealing the fate of their relationship.
The next year, the unlikely duo had a closer bond than anyone had ever seen between a human and one of the creatures that protected the village, especially a Oni. The two had become a taboo but loving relationship between a demon and his human. Within the short time frame [ ] had met the other village children and seen all types of beautiful things hidden in the forest. She tried out different hobbies with all the the different types of species that lived in the forest, she swam in the forests’ waterfall with the sirens and mermaids, ran along with the Minotaurs, climbed up trees and watched the world around them with griffins, and much much more. Izuku couldn’t of been happier with everything he saw, happy he found a human that was normal, didn’t want to catch it keep any of his family as trophies and was the sweetest and loving person he had ever ment . He felt he was his happiest now, and the villages mother Uhume , could easily see that. She pulled him aside while everyone was having a small festival in the waterfall pit, handing him a gemed ring. She smiled as the confused boy looked down at her. Uhume told him very plainly that if this human was who he wanted to take up as a wife, that it was the love that mattered, not the species. If he really loved this girl , he should take up with her as his wife and they could live in the hidden village together. And within another year, the two would be married.
As the now married couple took care of various things around the forest and the village, [ ] noticed things. Izuku would cuddle up to her more and kiss her face but when it got too heated he’d stop, walking away from the situation or changing the subject completely. He would steer clear of her and head outside when she’d give him more affection and her own kisses on his face and neck. Most affection caused Izuku to freeze up and hide from her the rest of the day. Then one day [ ] couldn’t take it anymore. She decided to wait for him to come home and trap him in their bedroom. That day, when he came home [. ] let everything be normal as usual. Once Izuku went and laid down she strutted into the room, shutting and locking the door behind her as she saw her hulking boyfriend peer at her. “Hey my love whats up?” Izuku said as [ ] smiled, walking to the bed and sitting beside him.
“Hey zuku...are you scared of me?” She started as he raised an eyebrow, sitting up on the headboard of their bed. “No I’m not scared of you. I love you my dear, whats on your mind? Why did you ask me that?” He said , taking [ ]’s hands as she felt her face heat up as Izuku looked at her. “You just..avoid my affection and touches..is there something wrong with me?” [ ] hated to admit but the fear that one of the mythical creatures would do a better justice to Izuku than her human body. She was weak, and from him bring the only Oni born child from the village she knew his blood was strong. She couldn’t help the feeling Of hold him back, and Izuku noticed the way she tensed up. “My love..I chose you, from the first time I met you I felt something different. I know you might feel like you don’t do enough for me but I can promise you, you are the most beautiful person I’ve met and I’m so glad I have you in my life. I’m just scared..if we take that next step I’ll hurt you..I’m not the smallest person yknow” Izuku finished with a light laugh, face heating up as he kissed the back of [ ]’s hand.
With a small smile and a deep breath she leaned forward, kissing her large boyfriend without giving him the chance to move away from her. With a muffled moan Izuku kissed back,placing her hands around his neck as he pulled her closer, the kiss deepening as [ ] let out her own moan. With hesitation he pulled back, [ ] letting out a whine as he sheepishly giggled. “Sorry babe I’ll uh..let you calm down and I’ll go get you something to uh drink! Yeah drink..” Izuku said as he went to get up. With a huff [ ] grabbed his arm, stopping him mid stride to the door “Zuku..stay..kiss me more..?” [ ] said as he felt his heart get in his throat “[ ] if I stay and kiss you more...I’m not sure how much I can hold back..” Izuku whispered as she crawled closer, kissing the side of his neck as she turned his face to hers “I don’t want you to hold back..make me yours” And with that Izuku let out a growl, pushing [ ] back onto the bed as she let out a giggle. With eyes voided out of focus he crashed his lips onto hers, starling her breath away as she moaned at the feeling, kissing him back just as hard. With a light touch, Izuku grabbed at her clothed hips, pulling her shorts down with a tug.
As the kiss deepened , Izuku lowered himself onto [ ] , giving her no room to breathe as he pulled away slowly, panting as they caught their breaths. “Oh my..Zuku baby are you alright? You’re..so warm” [ ] said breathlessly as she rubbed his head , the male letting out a groan as he rubbed her hips harshly, sucking in his bottom lip. “[ ], I hope you know what you’re asking for...please, if it’s too much just..stop me?” Izuku said as he averted his eyes from hers. With a gentle smile she kissed his forehead and agreed, letting her husband do whatever he was planning. With a shaky breath he pulled the rest of her shorts and underwear off, soon helping her come out of her shirt and bra as she covered herself, feeling nervous as Izuku ran his glance over her body, biting his lip as he pulled her arms away from her body, showering her neck and breast with kisses. As he made his way down her chest to her stomach he bit her hip, a yelp falling from her lips as he laughed, kissing the bite as he started to pull her legs open. As his glance went from her puffy lower lips up to the eyes boring down at him and flushed face of his lover he smiled, reaching up to kiss her one more time as his fingers danced around her core.
“My love are you ready..? I promise..I’ll be as gentle as I can be” Izuku said as [ ] bit her lip “Pleaae..I’m ready for you ..” she said softly as she rubbed a horn sticking out through his bangs. With a grin he continued down, kissing the inner parts of her thighs as he made his way to her clit, blowing a small puff of air onto it. A gasp fell from [ ]’s lips as Izuku carefully let his curved tongue run over her clit, his eyes focused on her reactions as he sucked the small bundle of nerves into his mouth. With a long moan the smaller girls head fell back, biting her lip as she rubbed the top of his head, giving Izuku the courage to continue.
He soon pushed her legs up higher, letting his tongue lick up and down her lips, slowly pushing the tip into her dripping hole. [. ] whined, bucking her hips into his mouth as she gripped at a horn, the beast between her legs letting out his own groans as his movement picked up, between suckling her clit till her legs shook and rubbing her lips with a thick finger. Without warning she felt the one sip into her clenching hole, then another,causing a loud moan to come from her throat as she felt him start to stretch her wider. “So small..so cute..you have the prettiest little pussy [. ] I can’t wait to stuff it full” With those words alone [. ] let out a whimper as she gripped his head to pull him in more to her clit, chasing a high she could feel brewing in her belly “I-Izuku..I think I’m gonna..I’m gonna” She started “Cum for me baby..go right ahead you got it” He encouraged as he saw the way her body tensed up. He picked up the pace onto her clit , sucking harder as she started to have her first orgasam of many for the night. Without hesitation he slid in another finger , licking quickly at her clit as the overstimulation started to kick in , [. ] whimpering as she tried to close her legs. With a growl and a smack to her inner leg , Izuku continued to pump his fingers into her heat, hitting her g spot as well as rolling his tongue around her sensitive nub.
Pulling away slightly but not stopping the pumping of his hand he smiled up to her “I’m sorry sweetheart you’re just so tight..if you expecting to take me tonight I’m going to have to get you nice and wet..and wide..I don’t wanna hurt you okay?” He said with a deeper than normal voice, his eyes darker and intimidating as she shook her head to his words. The once sweet and bubbly boy in front of her was gone, replaced with the savage blood of his demon side. With a smirk Izuku sucked her clit in time with his fingers, causing the girl to feel a even tighter sensation in her belly “H-hey Izuku...stop wait..I feel like I have to pee..” [. ] warned , whimpering as dark emerald eyes looked into hers. He moaned over her clit after hearing what she said not slowing down his ministrations as he doubled them in speed. Afraid he didn’t hear her [. ] started to push at his head between her thighs, trying to slow him down as Izuku growled and pushed back, pulling her legs even higher as he started licking her clit in tight circles, pushing his fingers right against her g spot as she screeched, clear liquid gushing out from her trembling hole.
With a satisfied moan Izuku sucked the liquid from her hole, stopping as [. ] started to scream and tug at his hair and horns. With a quick glance up eh saw a beautiful mess, [. ] legs shaking, her chest falling a rising hard, a flushing face with tears running down her cheeks. Her lip was red and trembling from being big on. Being forgiving , Izuku pulled his sopping fingers from her pussy, popping his lips off of her lewdly as he let out a deep breath. “You okay sweetheart? I’m sorry I hope I didn’t push you too hard.” He started as he wiped the wet stains from her face. “You sure you’re not some type of sex demon..?” [. ] laughed as she ran her fingers through his thick hair. “That was..amazing..I feel like I’m ready for you now..” She admitted, feeling her face heat up as Izuku stuttered “I-it’s okay I can just go handle myself, tonight was about you not about me. If you aren’t ready it’s okay! Don’t force yourself” He said sweetly as he rubbed the back of his neck shyly. With a shaky hand [. ] took his hand and put it on her cheek, opening her legs up as her puffed out pussy clenched. “Please..Fuck me Izuku..” And with that all small sense of control snapped . With a groan he pulled down his loose sweatpants, the bulbous head of his dick red as he let himself free, the thick and long shaft throbbing as he crawled closer, it full and swinging . [. ] gulped ‘oh god how is that going to fit in me’ she thought as a glimpse of shy Izuku appeared “I promise I’ll be gentle, trust my baby I don’t want to hurt you..it’s why I took so long to get you ready” With a gasp she felt the tip touch her still sensitive clit. She moaned loudly as He started to runt his hips against hers, his head catching onto the hood of her clit, giving a delicious feeling of need pumping in her veins. “Ready..?” Izuku asked as he gripped himself, positioning against her clenching hole.
“H-hey Zu?” [. ] called out as he shot his eyes right back up to hers. “Yes?” “Kiss me when you put it in..I don’t wanna scream” She said , laughing as he did too “Trust me..you’ll be screaming a lot tonight” Finishing that statement her leaned down and gave her a deep kiss, pushing his hips slowing into hers as they moaned into eachothers mouths, her arms and legs wrapping like a vice around him as he settled himself into her dripping heat. Looking at where they are joined she could see he was over half way in, and with a slight pull and push the rest slipped through her lips.
With a deep and shaky breath Izuku sighed, holding himself above her as She whimpered, getting used to feeling so...full. Soft kisses and hushed words of praise fell from his lips as he rubbed the bulge he made in her stomach, kissing her neck to get her comfortable. Soon she moved her hips , gasping as she started to gush more around him. “I-I’m ready” she said. And slowly, on so slowly he started to moved his hips, soft pants and moans falling torn their lips as they both got accustomed to the feeling of eachother, Izuku with the tightness of her pussy and [. ] with the fullness of his dick. “I-I love you so much [. ]...”Izuku whispered as his pace picked up, a high pitched whine fell from [. ] lips as she scratched up his back, causing his pace to increase again as he let out his own groans.
“Please..harder Zu..please..give me more” [. ] whined as she felt her stomach turn. Her mouth falling open as he followed her command, wrapping his arms around her small body as he pulled her even closer, biting down on her neck as she watched his dick stretch out her pussy and bulge her stomach, her eyes rolling back as he kissed the spots he bit down on. “Come on baby..I can’t feel you getting tighter..cum..cum for me yeah? I promise I’ll give you more just let it out..” Izuku whispers as he pulled away from the artwork on her neck, looking her in eyes as she let her mouth fall open, a small string of drool leaving her mouth as her tongue rolled out, the feeling of him continuously hitting her g soloist overtaking her senses as he smirked, leaning down to suck on her lip and soon taking her tongue in his own mouth as a hand snaked down to run at her clit, throwing her into another orgasam. With a loud moan she clenched down on his dick, starting to squirt again as he still pumped into her, his hips slowly getting sloppy as she gushed over them both. With a deep groan he started to pump his cum into her, moaning into her mouth as they gave deep kisses to eachother through their orgasams. As he pulled out from her dripping heat he saw the mix of hers and his cum fall from inside of her. Softly , he leaned down and kissed her once again, moaning into their deep and sensual kiss.
Once they felt like they couldn’t breath he pulled away for air. Izuku smiled down at the woman he loved , her breath heavily as she slid her hazed eyes over to his “Yes..?” She said softly “I meant it [. ] I love you...you just look so pretty..so beautiful like this..under me and fucked out..” Feeling heat pool to her cheeks [. ] looked away and giggled. “Well you did it..finally..” she said. Looking at the mess between her legs she saw that Izuku was getting re excited from their kiss. With a smirk she turned around, sticking her ass out as her pussy throbbed , some of his cum leaking down her legs Seeing her turn around like that made him re-ignite , his dick getting back exciting go again. “You sure you can handle this again baby?” Izuku smirked, smacking her ass ash she moaned out, pushing her ass even closer to him. “Please daddy?” She whimpered, turning to him as she bit her lip. “You little slut..what you ask for you shall receive..”
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kuronanox · 4 years ago
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Jazz lies - Shinji Hirako
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It would be wrong to say that (Your Name) was having fun at this jazz bar that a few coworkers wanted to check out, but it definitely wasn't a place she would call fun.
Out of courtesy of some of the artists at the bar they decided to stay for about an hour and half listening to the music.
"Excuse me miss the lovely gentlemen over there bought you a nice drink." One of the bartenders told (Your Name) setting the nicely made drink in front of her.
She looked at the man who bought her the drink, he had weird teeth and a grin on his face. His hair was a bit long and girly for her taste.
By the time the performance was over (Your Name) and her coworkers got up to exit the bar. She didn't touch the drink once. The whole time it sat in front of her as the man with the weird smile stared at her most of the night.
"Awe yer really left a man hanging!" Shinji jokes as he leans against the door watching her exit.
"Sorry I don't take drinks from strangers." She responds blandly not looking at him in the eye.
Shinji just chuckles and walks out after her side by side, as a few of her coworkers were a bit ahead of them.
"Can't a man try?"
"I've seen better." (Your Name) awkwardly says looking him up and down and then straight ahead to avoid eye contact.
"Damn girls these days sure are harsh." He says with hands in his pockets. "Yer new to town?" He proceeds.
"No, just checking the place out."
"Ahh! So you will come around more often?" Shinji pipes up excited to see her more since jazz bar tended to be on the older side of age.
"Nah, Jazz isn't my vibe."
"Ouch, I thought you were cute too."
"I'm sorry but who are you?" (Your Name) stops walking and looks at Shinji with slight irritation. "Isn't it weird to talk to a man I don't even know the name of?"
"It's Shinji and this man is trying to make a friendly conversation with a cute girl."
A feeling of guilt build in her because he was rather nice the whole time, but it was always good to be defensive just in case he was a real weirdo.
"(Your Name)." She says and continues "sorry I'm just being cautious, there are a lot of sick people out there."
Shinji sighs and rolls his eyes. "It's okay baby doll I've seen sick people in my life time and I ain't one of em."
(Your Name) just smiles, she was still being careful though because he was still a stranger, but it was good to converse with someone new once in a while.
"So I'll let you go now only if I get yer number!" He grins noticing the hesitation in her eyes. "Don't worry, if you don't wanna talk to me anymore after this just don't respond to me." He assured the girl as she willingly gave her digits.
"I'll see you around." (Your Name) says bidding a farewell catching up with her coworkers.
(Your Name) couldn't help but be a bit interesting in this Shinji man because he was a sweet heart. Shinji was being a hopeless romance, but she couldn't tell if he was being over dramatic or if he was foreal.
He told her she was his 'first love' but she knew he was probably joking.
Although they didn't meet a second time they spend a few weeks sending text messages to each other. (Your Name) thought he was going to be pushy and ask her out again, but to her surprise he didn't.
Shinji genuinely was interested in her.
"Why the hell you keep smiling at your phone like a idiot baldy?" Hiyori says peaking over him curious who Shinji had been texting the last few weeks. "AHH!" She screams and snatched the phone reading a loud.
Shinji - "Good morning baby doll, how was yer day?"
"HIYORI STOP OR ILL-!" Shinji screams chasing the smaller girl as the other visords attention grew to them.
(Your Name) - "Good morning! It's been nice! I've just been cleaning my place. What about you Shinji?"
Shinji - "I'm glad you had a good day <3 I went to the store to get the newest record."
"Like I said Hiyori it's no one!" He continues as she kicks him in the face and continues to read out loud.
Shinji - "Shopping alone ain't fun, when yer going to join? I'll pay for dinner!"
(Your Name) - "is this a lame way of asking me out to eat lmao?"
Shinji snatches the phone back with red tints on his cheeks as Hiyori laughs on the floor. "Shut up will ya!"
"Oi Shinji, my books will come in handy if she decides to go out with you." Lisa seriously says flipping her book the couch.
"Hate to admit it but she's right." Kensei butts in getting ready for dinner.
"Oh shut up." Shinji says embarrassed as he walks into his room and slams the door.
To Shinji luck (Your Name) agreed to go eat with him for dinner a week after he asked her. Although it was their second time meeting the atmosphere was smooth and easy.
"Yeah! I graduated college a year ago and I work at the hospital in town!" She tells Shinji passionate about saving life's everyday. "What about you Shinji?"
Shinji was sweating because he didn't actually work. So he tightly gripped his knife and put the steak in his mouth as he smoothly played it off. "I work at a company, top secret for the government only." He winked.
"Kami I'm safe, being dead actually is inconvenient."
(Your Name) face lit up as she took a bite of her wagyu. "Nice! Never thought I'd meet someone so high in status."
"Yer not missing much baby doll, I live ina abandon warehouse actually."
Shinji grins as they take a toast together and enjoyed the view of Tokyo below them.
"So what are your future plans?" She then asks Shinji as he tilts his head.
"Oooh we already wanna start thinking about the future together?" He jokes as she laughs and playfully roll her eyes. Which for (Your Name) was good because it lighten the mood.
After dinner was finished and Shinji paid they walk down the busy streets of Tokyo admiring the views. "Isn't it pretty?" (Your Name) asked Shinji as they walked side by side with linked arms. "What? My face? Oh I know!"
"No dummy the lights of Tokyo!" She lightly flicked his forehead as he shuts his eyes tight.
"Yeah, one day I'll show you the view of Tokyo at a better place, maybe." He tells her as she happily nods her head eagerly.
The night was getting late as she grew tired but the city was still awake. "I'll see you off then? Please get home safe baby doll."
"I will! Maybe we can go out again later!"
"Of course I'll really like that." Shinji grins as she walks down her path towards home. Watching from afar Shinji shunpo to see if she got back in the house safely and after he left.
"Spill the beans how could anyone possibly like you baldy?" Hiyori asked one night as they all sat around.
"Oh shut up! I'm pretty handsome!"
"More like a hand full." Kensei added.
"That's Mashiro who is." Shinji bites back as Kensei could only agree to that statement.
"Young love, can't wait to see what the future holds for you." Rose says.
Shinji just left to his room after that, they were giving him a headache. He laid onto his bed and closed his eyes. (Your Name) was pretty, kind and mature. She had a future ahead of her, but Shinji was living in a dump with lots of roommates and plus he was basically a soul.
Shinji was surprise she stuck around as long as she did. They had went on many dates after that and he successfully earned a kiss on the 5th date.
The only problem for Shinji was the fact that he basically lied about his whole life to her, he wasn't sure if it was right to tell her the truth or wait it out.
It wasn't until 6 months into their relationship that the problem he feared worse appeared.
They had left the bar shortly after midnight, Shinji was walking her back safely to the train station, and then he would secretly watch her go home to make sure she was safe, but a drunken man had appeared from a ally way.
The drunken man was causing a problem for (Your Name) as he said some rather vulgar remarks. Shinji was a laid back man as he told the drunken man to beat it and go cat call someone else.
"Yer really pushin my buttons." Shinji tells the drunken man giving him a glare and lightly grabbing (Your Name) to safety behind him.
The drunken man crossed the line when he tried to grabbed (Your Name) shoulder as Shinji puts his foot onto his chest not allowing him to come any closer.
Before they could walk away the sound of a gun click appeared as Shinji pushed (Your Name) out of the way.
"I don't hurt humans but it seems like you want to harm someone precious to me. I don't mind being naughty just for this special occasion." Shinji grins calm and composed as he stopped the bullets from flying between his fingers.
(Your Name) was in panic mood at first because they were at gun point and then second Shinji was using some unknown godly powers to her.
"Don't worry baby doll, yer safe with me." Shinji says disappearing from her sight as he grabbed the gun from the man and broke it in pieces with his bare hands. "Don't play with toys sir, I've seen scarier!"
Of course the man got terrified and ran away scared for his life. "See ya!" Shinji calls out.
(Your Name) watched from her spot unsure what to be afraid of.
The man who was about to possibly rape her or Shinji who was lying about his identity the whole time. The tears grew in her face because of how frighten she was.
"What's wrong bab-"
"Stop, don't get any closer." She tells him as Shinji sees the water in her eyes. She looked terrified and hurt. "I can explain to you about all this."
"Explain what? That you've been lying about yourself the whole time? What are you? Some kind of god?"
Shinji knits his brows and grabs her hand lightly but she pulled away. "No. I'm going home alone tonight. I'll talk to you when I'm ready."
"I'm not letting ya walk home this late alone." He tells her as she protested but by a flash of a step they were back at her place as he set her down lightly.
"Talk to me when you are ready, I'll be waiting." Shinji says as she looks away from him obviously surprised on how they got home so fast.
"Whatever, thanks for tonight." She slightly says in a forgiving tone as she walked into her place.
He didn't hear from her in weeks, it was only 6 months together and during that period of time he felt happy and light. He didn't think about Aizen or any ill thoughts when he was with her.
Shinji knew it wasn't going to work out, they were so different and so far from each other's world yet he wanted so bad to make it work.
"Is this the common word to say that I got ghosted?" He sulks in the corner as his phone rings to see a message from (Your Name).
(Your Name) - "Meet me at the bar we first met."
Shinji walks in and spots her sitting alone but beautifully shining. She notices him and gives a small smile.
"Alright get it to it, if you wanna call me a freak I understand." He says.
"No one is calling you a freak, I just want an explanation. I had time to think and I'm sorry for the way I acted. I was scared and confused."
He takes her hands and grins. "Of course baby."
The music started to play as the bartender served them a couple of drinks.
"Just please let me finish before you ask any question. Basically you are dating a dead man, I'm from the world where souls live and we have powers that protect and balance the living and dead. Remember when we were talking about how sick people can be? Well there was a guy that got me and few of my comrades exile from the Soul Society and that is how I ended up here."
(Your Name) had to process everything, it was so unreal. At the same time she was curious and slightly interested about another world out there. Of course she wanted to be angry at him for lying about his identity, but she understood from his perspective.
"Well that was a lot to take in, you must be serious about me if you told me all this."
"100% percent, I ain't leaving soon." He sips his wine now.
(Your Name) smiles and then looks down.
"Just don't lie to me anymore. Keep everything real."
"I won't. At the mean time, I'm glad we had this talk so now I can finally use my godly powers as you say." He grabs her hands as they run out the bar.
Stumbling a bit she grips his hand tightly and follows. "Where are we going?!"
"You will see!" He shouts as Shinji hoisted her and lifts them up to the sky.
The view from Tokyo was below them and this time she could see everything.
"How?! This is so beautiful!"
Shinji was happy, although they haven't talked serious yet, he was willing to give it time and effort.
"Remember I told you I would show you a better view. Well here it is!"
(Your Name) was overwhelmed with happiness as she clung onto him. It was weird for her because they were basically standing in midair.
"We won't fall right?"
"Nah just relax I got you."
The night came to an end in a positive way as both parties understood each other and why things were the way they were. Shinji had a sense of relief because he didn't have to hide anymore.
They laid in bed at her place, god forbid he brought her back to his.
The night was cold but the room was warm, they laid peacefully and in each other arms.
(Your Name) would make sure in the future to talk about their relationship because it was a complicated subject. A human and soul together as a couple.
Everyone always says it doesn't hurt to try something new so that's what she was taking this as but genuinely she wanted to brag about how strong and cool her boyfriend was but that was for another time.
For now they both just want to cherish the easy and smooth moments together before anything complicated comes up.
"So our next challenge is to meet my peeps." He tells her as she groans.
"Are they weird like you?"
"Oh baby doll, we are a mix of hip and style."
(Author notes: Heya! I'm taking request at the moment! I'll be on vacation so I might have some time to write a few pieces! The rules are telling me a character and a general plot on what you want the story to be! Also none of my one shots have been edited.)
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roselen-mylady · 4 years ago
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In Another Life
Bucky Barnes x reader ° part eight
Summary: Waiting 88 years to find your soulmate? It was cruel. But it was a cruel fate Bucky would have to face whether he accepted it or not. Bucky was a tortured man all his life and he wasn't even granted the solace of having his soulmate at his side. All he had was the promise of one in another life. They were separated by two different times.
But the pain in their lives were connected.
Y/n had been alone ever since she could remember. All she could depend on was the soulmate that was destined to be at her side. Yet when the snap occurred she lost him.
And Bucky never got to meet her.
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After the rather unsuccessful trial, Y/n asked Nat to help her find the showers, figuring the routine act of showering couldn't hurt in easing her busy mind. Y/n dropped the bag off in a room Nat told her was free to use and once grabbing a new set of clothes, they headed off making friendly chatter as they went. But Nat was quieter than usual, an unconscious frown settling in her lips. 
"Wow, if I had known the showers here were so nice I wouldn't have insisted on going home after training." Y/n marveled at the spotless shower room, ogling at the appeasing design. 
Nat let herself be removed from her thoughts, a small smile escaping as she stepped further into the room. Like most gym showers they were separated by small stalls, a clouded door cutting off the occupant from view. It was well lit and simplistic, the only noticeable decoration outside of the marbled tiles being the Avengers logo. 
"Yeah, the showers are pretty nice. There’s towels and toiletries in any of those cabinets over there.” Nat explained, jerking a thumb over her shoulder at the row of neat and out of the way cabinets. Y/n nodded quietly, looking around as Nat moved to sit on one of the benches in the center of the room. 
Y/n tried to ignore the tension that seemed to build around Nat. Her eyes focused on the floor not even noticing as Y/n walked past her making her way to the cabinet. A familiar sense of worry crept into her bones as she shot another glance at Nat. 
Even the towels were pleasing to the eye, all stacked in beautiful rolls on the shelf. Y/n grabbed one, pondering if being one of the heroes was really such a bad thing. A painful feeling bubbled in her chest at the thought and she shut the cabinet with a silent exhale. The responsibilities that came with being a hero certainly weren't worth nice towels. But maybe her friends were. 
"You know in Steve's defense, he tried to tell them to wait for you." Nat vouched, looking up from her hands as Y/n moved to the showers. Y/n scoffed a little, relieved that Nat was talking again. She switched on the water, grateful for the sound it created to fill the silence between their statements. 
"Yeah, well, for Steve that was a pathetic attempt. He could talk someone into robbing a bank if he wanted to, you know." Y/n replied, sending Nat a jesting look. She received a half hearted laugh from Nat as the door closed behind her. 
She tugged off her clothes letting them pile onto the floor before tossing them onto the bench next to her clean set. Both were silent for a moment or two as Y/n stepped into the water, telling herself she was only a little jealous of the water pressure. The warmth that flushed against her skin was soothing and a soft breath slipped past her lips as she allowed herself to relax. 
However, her relief didn't last much longer than a couple of fleeting seconds before Nat spoke up again, her tone establishing a more serious mood. "Why do you still belittle yourself?" Her voice rang out clear as a bell, making sure Y/n couldn't pretend she didn't hear. 
Y/n's bare shoulders slumped and she inhaled deeply, pushing forward her palms to the falling water. Apparently her past hadn't been as concealed as she hoped. 
"What do you mean?" Y/n questioned, trying her best to keep an innocent feel to her words. But Nat wasn't having any of her games. 
"Your whole, 'I'm just a psychiatrist' thing. I'm surprised Steve hasn't figured out that it's not true." Nat remarked. Y/n knew it was an accusation but the way in which Nat spoke was calm like she was making an observation. 
"He hasn't had reason to suspect otherwise. I thought the same about you but I was wrong, I guess." Y/n confessed, any defensiveness toward being exposed washing away with the sweat on her body. It was only a matter of time before one of the Avengers found out and she was glad it was just Nat. 
A strained laugh echoed through the room and Y/n could practically see Nat's offended expression. "I used to be a spy and assassin, you really think I didn't find out everything about you when Steve brought you here the first time?" She questioned. Y/n hummed in response, grabbing the shampoo bottle next to her towel. 
"I was going to tell Steve too but, ever the gentleman, he wanted to respect your privacy." Nat explained. She shifted her legs, letting them cross as her eyes landed on the signature 'A' on the wall. 
"And you didn't?"
Nat dropped her gaze to her folded hands, picking at her fingers more out of habit than distress. "I couldn't. When you started to come around, we were receiving the backlash of the snap. There were hundreds more death threats than ever before, which I didn't even think was possible. I couldn't take the chance of Steve getting hurt because he's too trusting." 
Y/n remained silent, understanding Nat's actions. Though it irked her that the secret of her history was no longer her own, she reasoned with her irrational side to let it go. 
"Imagine my surprise when I found out you'd actually been scouted by S.H.I.E.L.D for years." Nat continued. The slick feeling lingered in Y/n's hair as she struggled to get the conditioner to wash out, her focus deviating from the routine toward Nat. 
"Why did you never accept? They'd been hunting you down since you were 13." The question sounded desperate and hurt as if the refusal was directed at Nat herself.  
Y/n sighed wringing out her hair and shutting off the water. "You don't know everything." She mumbled. "I did accept." She tucked the towel around herself before stepping out, meeting Nat's confused gaze. "S.H.I.E.L.D had been trying to get me to join since they had found out about me and once I was 14, I ran away and joined." She continued. 
A darkness settled in her eyes and she directed her eyes away from Nat, instead glaring at the floor. "Why didn't you stay?" Nat asked, her voice more tender once noticing the pain in Y/n's expression. 
"I realized S.H.I.E.L.D wasn't what I thought it was." A sick feeling settled in Nat's core as she quickly put a timeline together. 
HYDRA. 
Nat stayed silent even as Y/n moved to sit next to her. "Look, I'm sorry for not telling you. Believe it or not I have trust issues too. But by the time I got to know you guys, I thought telling you the truth would do more harm than good." Y/n admitted, lifting her eyes to meet Nat's. 
"It's okay." Nat offered her support, glancing over at Y/n. The brisk air nipped at her damp skin making her almost shiver when droplets fell from her hair and ran down her back. "I just wish you'd stop pretending you don't belong here." 
"I don't belong here." Y/n fought, her brows furrowing in frustration. "I'm not a hero. I'm not an Avenger. Everything I said back there was true." She insisted, trying to cling to the life she'd created for herself. 
"But you worked for S.H.I.E.L.D." Nat tried to emphasize as though it would change Y/n's mind. She shook her head looking away from Nat. She should've never stayed. 
"I don't want to talk about it, Nat." Y/n pleaded. The desperation in her tone overpowered any need to question further and Nat nodded, putting a gentle hand on her friend's forearm. 
"Alright, we don't have to talk about it." Her words trailed on and Y/n dreaded what she sensed Nat wanted to say. "But you have to tell Steve. The longer you wait, the more it'll hurt him." She warned.
Y/n dragged herself up to her feet offering a reluctant nod. She knew telling Steve would either change nothing or everything about their relationship and she feared the moment when she would have to find out which. 
"I will. But you can't say anything to him about this until I do. This stays between us." Y/n urged. Nat gave a small nod of agreement but Y/n could tell she would go back on her word if it meant keeping Steve safe. 
Though it hurt a little that Nat believed she'd hurt Steve, she understood her weariness. Her past had been the one thing Y/n had protected for so long and Nat wasn't sure how she would react to having to share it. But what Nat didn't know was that Steve and her came first to Y/n even before herself. 
"So, what exactly did they recruit you for? It didn't say in the report." Nat asked cautiously, trying to ease some of the tension between them. Y/n felt a hint of a smile creep onto her face, figuring Fury must've had some kind of contingency plan to protect her even after his death. 
"Well, I'm kind of a certified genius." Y/n answered, slightly amused by her explanation and the look of surprise it earned. "Graduated early and stayed at SHIELD for a year as their personal genius." Y/n elaborated looking back at Nat with an offended gawk. "What did you think I was recruited for?"
"I'm not sure." Nat replied, trying to apply this new piece of information to her memories with Y/n. All this time she was a genius? It didn't seem real with some of the stupid things she'd done.
"After my time with S.H.I.E.L.D I joined a high school for some normalcy until I transferred to college. Thankfully I'd be moved around enough classes to avoid suspicion. You must've seen all the classes on my record." Y/n explained, tugging on a t-shirt. 
Nat's brow furrowed and she scoffed, letting her shoulders slump in disbelief. "I thought you were just indecisive." Nat let out a breathless laugh. Y/n chuckled, pulling her jeans up and opening the door. Bringing her belongings out with her, she sat next to Nat to slip on her shoes. 
"Maybe that played into it. Everything was too easy for me but psychology kept my attention." Y/n turned to Nat, studying her thoughtful gaze. "Come on, I'm sure Steve is looking for us." She nudged her friend's arm, drawing her to her feet. 
"You know, for being ex-S.H.I.E.L.D, I thought you'd be easier to train." Nat teased earning a harsh glare from Y/n. 
"They wanted me for my brain, I only had to pass basic training." Y/n defended, jabbing her elbow into Nat's side. The woman laughed in reply, enjoying the pout that had settled on Y/n's lips. 
•••
As if the universe decided to have pity on them, Tony changed his mind, arriving at the compound with what he affectionately called a Time-Space GPS. Bruce seemed almost relieved now that Tony had joined, knowing the whole operation no longer rested on him. 
Or so he thought. Surely, he must've noticed Y/n adjusting his calculations and making suggestions that he would've never thought of. Maybe he just wanted to respect her secret? She gazed at said man with a suspicious glint in her eyes, not even noticing as Tony turned to her.  
"Hey, Doc. What are you doing here?" Tony asked suddenly, turning to Y/n's strangely familiar face. Her eyes flicked toward him, her face flushing in embarrassment as she readied herself for his disapproval. 
"I-I..." She stammered timidly under the gaze of her idol. Something in his eyes seemed knowing, a look that Nat gave her only minutes before and she began to crack with fear of her past being out in the open. It was out of character for her to be so anxious and Steve quickly stepped in sensing her unease.  
"She's with me." He said, his tone firm as Tony turned to him. Tony raised an eyebrow at this, confused by Steve's defensiveness. She was at risk being there but Steve didn't seem to care. 
Y/n had already gone this far with them and that made her a part of the team in his book. She may not have had superpowers or been in battles like they had but she was a hero for years by simply helping those their failure had hurt. She did what they had hoped to do but in the end never really did. She made the world better. 
"Alright…and since when did we bring civilians into this?" Tony argued. Y/n could hear a bit of concern in his tone and her brows furrowed wondering why on Earth he'd care if she got caught in the crossfire. She was a nobody to him.
"Since now." Steve fought. Tony sighed knowing fighting with Steve was pointless. He had spent years resenting the man and he didn't have the energy to fight him anymore. 
"Okay, awesome." Tony said sarcastically. Y/n watched as he held his hand next to his mouth leaning over to her. "Blink twice if you're being held here against your will." He whispered, loud enough for Steve to hear. 
Y/n's nerves dissipated and a soft smile came to her face as Steve frowned. She turned to Tony shaking her head, her suppressed laugh bringing his own smile forward. 
"I like you." She told him. He looked at her with an amused glimmer in his eye as he put an arm around her shoulders. He didn't know why but there was something familiar about her, a joy from his presence that only came from one that admired him. 
"Y'know what, I kinda like you too." He said gently, trying to figure out why he seemed to recognize the feeling. "Well, let's at least get you some kind of gear since you're gonna be stuck with us. Jeez, are we just gonna send her out there with a little clipboard? You guys are insane." Tony taunted, pulling himself away and turning a playful glare to Steve. 
"I wasn't planning on sending her into a fight." Steve tried to defend, not picking up on Tony's joke. Tony's mood changed with Steve's and he sighed, starting to lead Y/n off to the lab.  
"Yeah, well, I learned the hard way that anyone who's involved with us always ends up in the fight." Tony told him, not waiting around for a response. Y/n gave Steve a tender look as she followed Tony, her heart aching at the sight of Steve's guilty expression. As much as he hated to admit it Tony wasn't wrong. 
Was he doing the right thing? 
"What school did you go to?" Tony asked suddenly. She opened her mouth to question why he was asking but he beat her to it with a short shrug. "I saw the work you did. Lemme guess, some kind of tech school?" He inferred. 
She nodded slowly, trying to hide the stupid grin on her face at his subtle compliment. If only he'd known. They entered the lab and she stopped walking as Tony paced forward, trying to find some bracelets like Natasha had once used. 
"Midtown. I was really interested in making new technology." She explained. The mention of the school made him pause an intense feeling of grief washing over him as Peter came to his mind. He sighed trying to force the memories away. He was doing this for Peter and everyone else. 
"Why'd you stop?" He asked. Y/n shook her head, coming to stand next to the table to his right. 
"I guess other opportunities came around." She replied hoping he wouldn't question further. "But after that didn't pan out I went to college, learned anything and everything I could. I wanted to do it all and couldn't stick to one topic. Don't get me wrong, I still love science, hell, I even have the old arc reactor and repulsors I made back in the day. Just psychology was the only thing that could meet my ambition." She sighed, leaning against the table. 
Tony was silent for a moment realizing why he took such a liking to her. She reminded him of Peter. He sighed knowing he was going to do something stupid as he reached into his pocket, pulling out a small earpiece. 
"Were they any good?" He asked. She laughed giving a little nod as she thought of all the cuts and bruises she got from using them. 
"Well, I could fly a few yards in the air and I'm sure those poor soda cans had seen better days but they weren't exactly Iron Man quality." She confessed. He nodded, putting out his hand to her. Her eyes fell on the piece, her brow creasing in confusion. 
"Come on, before I change my mind." He urged. She quickly took it, studying the earpiece as he looked away. Tony never really had handled touching moments like those well. It had something to do with his own self hatred, he just couldn't understand why someone would look up to him. 
"What is it?" She asked curiously, tracing over the small button behind the ear hook. He moved to lean against the table beside her, using his finger to point out the button. 
"Uh, a gift for my wife but she didn't much care for the color. It's just a prototype anyways but it should work the same. Put it on and press that." He instructed watching as she pushed off the table and took a couple steps in front of him. She slipped on the earpiece, pressing the button like he told her. 
Bits of metal began to expand from the piece and it flushed over her body covering her from head to toe. A display lit up in front of her and she gasped as a voice greeted her, introducing itself as F.R.I.D.A.Y and welcoming Y/n. She quickly retracted the helmet staring at Tony with wide eyes, completely speechless. He smirked, trying not to show how entertained he was by her awestruck expression. 
"I don't understand…" Y/n said quietly. She was overjoyed to be given a suit, something she had spent most of her teenage years trying to recreate, by her hero nonetheless. But also confused. Why would he give her something so valuable? 
"How old are you?" Tony asked. Y/n's mouth hung open trying to find the relevance of the question before looking away. 
"24, almost 25." She answered slowly. Tony nodded. She was still so young yet so smart for someone who hadn't even reached thirty. Yet, she still had the ignorance that came with innocence. She hadn't seen what most of those on the team had and he wished to protect that like he had intended for Morgan. 
"I lost a kid because of Thanos. Though it wasn't just Thanos's fault I guess, we were too busy fighting one another to get our heads out of our asses and pay attention to the real threat." He crossed his arms, staring at the wall. 
"I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how that must've felt." She said. He offered her a half hearted chuckle looking up at her. 
"You really are a psychiatrist." He said, trying to mask the sorrow that filled his heart and gaze. But Y/n had seen enough people to know exactly what diverting looked like. Tony had been right about her not experiencing horrible things and she knew she'd never understand what they felt. The only trauma she'd experienced was the loss of her family but it was nothing compared to half the universe's blood on your hands. 
But while she didn't experience it first hand, she did through the people she'd become close to. She saw not only every tragedy that affected them but every reaction to it. She saw the brightest in them but also the dark that no one should ever have to see. She saw the aftermath of what they did and had experienced. And in that way she was just as wise.  
"He would've been around your age. He was like you, bright and hopeful. He was going to be better than me, better than any of us." Tony said softly and Y/n listened carefully. It was strange seeing the man that once appeared godlike in her eyes to have flaws or breakdowns for that matter but she had to remind herself he was human too. 
"Well, maybe after all of this, you can give him this suit instead." She suggested. He looked up to her, his expression insecure but his eyes grateful as he chuckled. 
"Keep it. Black never really was his style anyways." Tony remarked. Y/n smiled and he smiled back, realizing just how much he had changed her life by doing that. He cleared his throat, breaking eye contact before pushing off the table and walking off. 
"Well, we better get to work. I promised the old soulmate I'd be back for dinner." He joked. Y/n nodded watching as he went before turning back to the suit. 
It shaped to her frame as if it was fitted for her which was strange for a metal suit. Judging by the way it had moved she figured it had been nanotech, similar to the suit Tony had worn in the New York fight in 2018. It was surprisingly easy to maneuver in and she instantly figured out the concept of the display, getting acquainted with the A.I. F.R.I.D.A.Y. 
She didn't understand why Tony's wife wouldn't just adore the suit even though it was a prototype. The color was amazingly detailed, mostly black with silver accents in the grooves of the metal. She supposed having Tony Stark as a husband meant being able to make specific requests as to high tech.  
Y/n grinned idiotically, letting the suit retract back into the earpiece before going out to meet the others. 
Could she be one of them? 
•••
"That's Thor?" Y/n whispered harshly to Rhodey as the hobo looking man sipped his beer. His prominent beer gut moved with him and his sunglasses slipped down the bridge of his nose as Y/n stared in distaste.  
"Supposed to be." Rhodey answered shortly. Y/n remembered Thor being the object of every woman's fantasies but the years had not been kind to him and she figured it was no longer the case. 
"I'm gonna go check in with Big Guy. Ask Tony how long this thing's gonna take." Rhodey announced, jerking his thumb back to the time machine behind them. Y/n nodded absently, catching sight of Tony as Rhodey walked away. 
"Hey, Tony! I told Rocket that we need to add more paneling the exterior of this thing or it's going to fall apart but he doesn't think so. You'd think fixing spacecraft and all he'd understand the importance of paneling!" She explained, shouting the last part back at Rocket with a glare. "But whatever." She sighed sarcastically, turning back to Tony with an annoyed expression
Tony came toward her, carrying a bit of tubing over his shoulder as he carefully walked around Thor. He rolled his eyes at both him and her statement, calling over to Rocket. 
"What's the thickness of that exterior?" He questioned. Rocket looked at him from his hanging position giving a nonchalant shrug. 
"Quarter inch. Your girl over here is just paranoid." Rocket argued, making Y/n cross her arms. Tony shook his head, walking over to him and setting down the tubing. 
"You might wanna listen to her, Ratchet. That's like half an inch short of what we need." Tony said. Y/n hummed in agreement, not caring about the annoyed look she earned from the angry raccoon. 
"It's Rocket. Take it easy, you two aren't the only geniuses on Earth." Rocket fought before returning to his task. Tony scoffed, turning to look at Y/n whose face was flushed at the comment. 
"Hey, Couch Doctor. You want me to help you start on the paneling?" He questioned. She waved her hand dismissively, looking around for the metal sheets they would need. 
"Nah, it's ok. I'll handle it. I was the one that mentioned it anyways." She volunteered, tugging off her Midtown sweatshirt and tossing it over a stack of materials they'd been using. Her arms were now exposed in the tank top she wore, allowing Tony to catch sight of her countdown. 
"Well, that's interesting." He commented. Y/n followed his gaze to her wrist. Her face flushed from uncovering her rare countdown but she tried to brush it off but grabbing some welding tools. Thankfully, it was only them and the raccoon, making her relax slightly.
"Yeah, wish I could explain it but I'm at a loss." She mumbled. Tony couldn't bring his gaze from her wrist as she gathered the welding unit and protective gear. He tried not to make it obvious while he calculated the numbers but Y/n caught his stare giving him a quizzical look. 
"That's almost 90 years ago. Isn't that around Cap's time?" He asked. Y/n paused, her gaze dropping to her countdown. She'd made her own calculations before, piecing together that her countdown would put her 88 years in the future.
However, she'd never thought about it the opposite way. There was no reason to.
Tony felt a little at fault for her sorrow and he quickly changed the subject, trying to take her mind off it. 
"I mean there can't be too many hundred year-old men in the world." He mumbled. She shook away the thought, doing her best to disregard any theroies. It made more sense that her countdown was looking into the future rather than the past, as odd as that sounded.
Trying hard to force away the thought of her soulmate, she began welding some of the plating onto the machine. It was a difficult subject for her yet it had been brought up twice in the matter of a day. 
"So, I gave you a suit. Now I gotta give you a name." He announced suddenly. She stopped her hand lifting the welding helmet to rest atop her head. 
"A name?" She repeated, raising a brow. He nodded, putting out his hands in a playful gesture. 
"Yeah, I mean a hero name. Y'know like Iron Man or Captain America, the whole deal." He explained quickly. She was reluctant but figured a simple name couldn't hurt and she finally smiled looking over at him. 
"What'd you have in mind?" She asked him, watching as he stared at the ground thoughtfully. 
"Um, Iron Girl?" He suggested. 
"Wow, I could tell you put a lot of thought into that." Y/n mused. He chuckled coming to stand next to her, leaning against the machine. 
"You're right that's a little sexist. Uh, Iron Star?" He tried. Y/n provided a small shrug in response, reaching up to pull down the welding helmet. 
"I think I'll just stick with Y/n." She laughed. He groaned letting his hands fall against his thighs. 
"Come on, Iron Star's pretty cool." He argued, rather proud of his brainstorming. Y/n shook her head, sending him an amused glance through the visor. 
"If you say so, Stark."
•••
"Do you think it'll work?" Nat questioned gently. Y/n leaned further into the couch under Nat's intent stare, sipping the water bottle she'd been given. 
"Well, with Tony's help I think we have a chance. His algorithm sure as hell makes more sense than mine." Y/n sighed. Sweat had collected on her brow and she wiped at it with the back of her hand as she closed her eyes. 
She silently wondered how she missed something like that before. Asking about soulmates was an unspoken ban. It was risky after the snap just as risky as asking about someone's family. She'd never thought to ask because Y/n kept it covered and Nat had just assumed she'd lost her soulmate to the snap. 
They'd been working for hours and Y/n requested a break, not sure how much longer she could handle Tony and Rocket bickering over loud music. Nat had come to keep her company but also out of her own curiosity about Y/n's past. From Y/n's position she got a clear few of her countdown something she'd realized she had never seen before. Had her numbers always been so odd? 
Nat shifted uncomfortably on the couch opposite to Y/n, thinking about all those who had disappeared that fateful day. She'd been there when they all vanished and she vividly remembered the dread that set in after watching such a horrific display.
Suddenly, Steve's need for Y/n made perfect sense to her. 
The way Steve's fingers numbly fell into the pile that was once his lifelong friend. The words of shock that slipped through his lips in the form of a whisper. Collapsing onto the ground with the most devastated expression she had ever seen. 
He lost Bucky and so many of his other friends. His new family. He'd lost everything  But he had Y/n. 
And now that he had someone left to fight for he couldn't let her go. Not with hope hanging in the air. 
"What's wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost." Nat looked up, forcing a smile as Y/n took another sip of her water. 
"Just thinking about what's going to happen when we get everyone back." She lied. Y/n swallowed quickly, pointing a playful finger at Nat. 
"I don't know about you but I'm going to take a nap as soon as this is over. Tony's horrible sleeping schedule is rubbing off on me." Y/n laughed. Nat's smile became more genuine as she watched Y/n tap her earpiece letting just the helmet unfold around her head. 
"But first I gotta fix up these protocols a bit. I have no idea what 'Last Ditch Effort Protocol' entails but I really don't wanna find out." Y/n's voice came out sort of muffled and mechanical like Tony's was as Iron Man. 
"Probably something flamboyant." Nat replied. Y/n nodded, her hands swiping at the air before her nonchalantly. 
"Yeah, no one's quite as extra as Tony Stark."
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I'm Kiyoomi Sakusa and I'm a germaphobe - Chapter 26: I will not fail
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Chapter 25 -  What kind of feeling is that?     | Masterlist
(y/n) = your name | (l/n) = last name | (e/c) = eye colour | (h/c) = hair colour
“Kiyoomi...” she whispers softly and begins to tremble. She talked to him a few hours ago. They were supposed to go to the park together tomorrow. So why is he lying in front of her now? Blood overload, with weak pulse, closed eyes and cool skin? “(l/n)-sensei! (l/n)-sensei!” brings the voice of her doctor’s assistant out of her mind. “We have to get started. Are you all right?" he looks at her seriously and questioningly. Nodding, she looks away from Kiyoomi and gives a determined and loud “Yes! I won’t fail again.” She speaks the last words to herself so quietly that only she can hear it. She takes her time to take a deep breath before she gives her concentration to Kiyoomi. They spent several hours in the operating room, and fortunately the bleeding stopped quickly. Lucky for him, only a few ribs are bruised. It’s different with his skin. He had several deep wounds, some even with broken glass. They were stitched, at least as far as she could sew his already extremely damaged skin. His whole body is still overlooked by first and second-degree burns. Water bubbles draw his whole body. She hadn’t imagined his skin that badly. He must be in pain if the fabric of his clothes rubs against the blisters, and they start to wet. But these cuts and also the bruised ribs will probably hurt him more now. She closes the last cut on his chest and looks at the EKG device to look at his heart rate. Now everything here is in the green zone. “I didn’t fail." She whispers with relief. Just so loud again that only she can hear it. “Brilliant (l/n)-sensei! Once again a complete success, right? And that, even though I’ve seen really black for the young man here." Her assistant taps her on the shoulder and smiles at her proudly. I really like working with you, (l/n)-sensei." he adds. “Yes... You’ve been a big help to me again. I’m going to call his emergency contact right away and then I need a break..." (y/n) still sighs relieved that she has actually managed to save Kiyoomi. That she didn’t lose another patient in a car accident. Especially not another loved one like their parents. She was scared, but she faced her fear again. After Kiyoomi is taken to a hospital room, (y/n) goes to her treatment room to call Kiyoomi’s emergency contact. Actually, that’s Wakami’s job, but this time she wants to do it. “Well, let’s see who you left for emergency contact.", she mumbles to herself as she goes in search of the emergency contacts. As expected, Kiyoomi has an emergency passport in his wallet, with three numbers deposited. Shouyou Hinata, Motoya Komori and Atsumu Miya. In this order, (y/n) also tries to contact the people. But the first two no longer answer their phone. Well, it’s also very late. They’re probably asleep by now. With a sigh she now tries to call the last number. She’s on the line for a long time, and just as she’s about to hang up, she’s hearing a voice. “Miya, hello?” an irritated voice calls up. “Atsumu? Hi, it's me... (y/n) (l/n). I’m a surgeon at Ileos Clinic, and I’m calling about Kiyoomi Sakusa. Maybe you can still remember me." She answers him calmly. “(y/n)? Yes, of course I remember the sexy lady on Hinata’s birthday. How could I forget you. But...how did you get my number?" Shaking her head, she rolls her eyes and leans back in her chair. “I’m calling about Kiyoomi. He had an accident and is now in the hospital with us. He was operated and-", “Shit what? Don't fuck with me! You're joking right? What the hell happened? How is he?” Worried, his voice gets through the phone. She expected the least pity from Atsumu, and yet he is the one who answered his phone at night and asks for Kiyoomis condition. “Calm down, calm down. He’s got multiple cuts and bruises on his ribs, but he’s doing okay so far. He’s in his room, and he’ll get through it. He’s still weak, and he hasn’t woken up yet, but he’s not in a life-threatening state. From tomorrow, you can visit him if you want." His relief can hear them even through the telephone line. “Well, I’m glad... And how are you doing with all this? Sorry you had to operate on him." She is surprised that he asks her about her condition. “I’m fine so far.", “When is your shift over? Shall I come over? Maybe you want to talk...?" His voice is friendly, and she still hears a little concern in his voice. “I don’t want to ruin your sleep.” After all, he has to train a lot like Kiyoomi and needs his sleep. “That’s quite all right.", “Okay, if you say so. How long do you have to work? Hopefully you can sleep soon." he asks her, and she hears a gentle laugh on the other line. “Just one more hour. So it’s not that long for me to be able to go home either." She laughs. “Then that’s all right. Don’t worry too much. See you then." She also says goodbye to him and ends the phone call. Atsumu, who she thought was a daredevil and macho, actually seems to be quite nice. Just before her shift ends, she goes to Kiyoomi’s hospital room one last time and looks after him. Still, his eyes are closed, but according to the EKG, his vitals are excellent. She gently strokes his hair and looks at him with a sad expression. “Kiyoomi... what are you doing with yourself?" she whispers softly. Carefully she bends forward to give him a kiss on the hairline. “Good night, Kiyoomi. Rest. I’ll be back tomorrow to check on you." She says it as quietly as possible since she does not want to wake him and leaves the room with feathery steps. A little tired, she rubs her eyes as she leaves the clinic on the darkest night and stands in front of the building. “Hey, are you okay? Have you finally finished your shift?" She hears a voice that she had in her ears less than an hour ago. “Atsumu? What are you doing here?" she asks in surprise. “Well, you said you’d be out in an hour. So here I am..." he grins and walks up to the young woman. "But...", “No, no. You need someone to talk to.” He interrupts her and puts his arm around her shoulder. “So should we go to me or to you and talk about Kiyoomi?" She really wasn’t expecting that. Still, she’s glad to see him here. Smiling, she leans her head against his chest and looks up at him. “Thank you.” Without answering her, he just smiles nodding and follows her steps to go home to her. Having arrived at her home, he is amazed at her rather large house, just like Kiyoomi. But he does not have much time to look at it, because she draws him joyfully into the living room and makes him sit down. She goes to the kitchen in a sweeping manner and comes back after a few minutes with a pot of hot tea, which she pours to Atsumu and herself. Then she sits next to Atsumu in the cross-legged seat on the sofa and looks at him. “What happened to your beautiful face?" asks Atsumu anxiously and brushes his thumb over her slightly scabby lip. “Kiyoomi’s mother sent her bodyguards after me when I went to her property to look for Kiyoomi. Very nice man.” She laughs ironically and looks at her tea. Atsumu briefly twists his face at her words, but then looks over to his tea. “His mother is a fury. His father’s perfectly fine, but she’s a disgusting bitch. Sorry...” Anger is heard in his voice, which he tries to suppress, since he is still talking about his friend’s mother. “It's all right.” (y/n) answers quietly and looks over to Atsumu again. “You know, Kiyoomi has never had a girlfriend. Even if he understands that he has feelings for you, he probably won’t be able to sort that out properly." (y/n) must laugh at his words. “Yes, I know. I’ve been told that a few times, Atsumu." Now he looks again in her direction. “Hey but, the offer still stands. If he’s getting on your nerves or you’d rather have a hotter and cooler guy by your side, feel free to come to me." he laughs mischievously and bends over to her. “So? Now that you mention it, you’re actually quite a handsome guy. Maybe I’ll come back to your offer sooner than you’d like. Maybe now?" She whispers seductively in his ear and slowly moves her index finger from his neck down to his chest. With an urgent look she looks at him and looks at a completely surprised, irritated Atsumu. “What?" he escapes uncertainly. Laughing, she leans back against the couch and tears flow down her cheeks. “You should have seen your face, Atsumu!" she keeps laughing and hitting her thighs. Sulking, he looks to the side and crosses his arms in front of his chest. “That was not funny. Don’t play with my feelings." He keeps pouting. “What's going on? Who’s so loud here?" Kaede’s tired voice makes the two look towards the door. “Osamu? Did you dye your hair? The other looked better on you." He mumbles to himself as he sees Atsumu sitting on the sofa. (y/n) has to stop laughing and sees Atsumu turn red. “Hey you asshole! My name is Atsumu! Osamus Brother!" he just hisses. “Oh... okay... Did I miss something?" he asks in wonder. “Yeah... I had Kiyoomi in the operating room today... he had an accident with a car. Atsumu was one of his emergency contacts." She answers him calmly and slips a little closer to Atsumu to tap on the sofa next to her. “Oh... how... How did this happen? How is he?” Although he absolutely dislikes Kiyoomi at the moment, he feels sorry for him. An accident is never nice. The three of them now sit on the couch and (y/n) tells him how all this happened. They sit there for a long time, talking, fooling around and trying to get some nice thoughts. 
Chapter 27 - I don’t want this
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—pairing: idol! Taeyong x reader
—genre: au/ fluff/ boyfriend! Taeyong
—words count: + 1k
summary: for a long time you have felt pretty lonely and sad, yes you have friends and stuff but they always are making comments that make you feel upset or uncomfortable and sometimes they don't even seem to care about what you think or say. In university some people are really nice but the majority just use you since you are so kind to everyone, you don't want to change your personality since you know it's better to help people and be nice rather then treat them like sh*t. You just need a friend, someone you can trust and tell your problems to, hopefully you will find it soon. You could talk to your boyfriend Taeyong but he is already so stressed with his idol life, that is enough to him.
today you were able to get out early from your job so you decide to walk home, so like that you can explore the city, look at the the people, breathe fresh air and clear your mind a bit. You usually take a taxi or something because you are tired but it's 4pm and the weather it's nice so it seems like a good day to go for a walk.
lately you have felt pretty lonely, people lately hasn't been the best to you lately, since you are so smart and offer to help people when you say no they start telling you mean stuff and are so stupid, you really don't mind about people's comments or anything but having no one to talk to makes you overthink stuff, by luck you distract yourself cooking, painting and working so like that it doesn't affect your mental health.
Taeyong is the best boyfriend you could ask for but you are used to be the one who gives him advices and makes him feel better since he is constantly under stress, so you decide not to overwhelming with your problems and keep them to yourself.
you walk past a buddhist temple you have seen before but never were curious of walking, you have never been really religious or anything but  today you felt like visiting it, those structures were big, beautiful and amazing, it truly left you impressed. You walk and see some tourists looking outside the place, you are able to see the inside if you are quiet and respectful, so you decide to climb the stairs. You see a boy bowing at the giant Buda figure inside the temple, it was really beautiful and breathtaking, he gets up and walks to the entrance were you are standing. 
"Uhm excuse me." You say reaching to the boy. He looks at you scared and kind flinches. You looked at him confused.
"I'm really curious about this religion and i have never knew anything about it, so would you mind to tell me a little bit about this?." The boy's body relax a little bit looks at you up and down 
"My name is y/n by the way." You extent his hand to him and he shakes it. 
"I'm Daniel." He gives a sweet smile. He tells you to see somewhere around the temple so he can talk better to you.
"Well i don't really consider myself religious but buddhism sees life as a process of constant change, and its practices aim to take advantage of that. It means that one can change for the better."
"Wow, that's really beautiful." You say impressed.
"Yes, it's good! Also they practise meditation, which is a way of developing more positive states of mind that are characterised by calm, concentration, awareness, and emotions. Using the awareness developed in meditation it is possible to have a fuller understanding of oneself, other people, and of life itself." He explains.
"It really sound fascinating, how did you get into it?" You never knew there was a religion that teach such necessary and important things like those.
"Well my parents are buddhists so I've been into it since i was young. Like i said i was never really into it but since I'm 18 I've always need something to keep me mentally stable and help me relax so i started coming here often." He gives a kind smile.
"That's really cool, I'm glad you found something that gives you peace, that's really what i need right now." You sigh.
"Well if you are not into religion you can do yoga, start meditating by yourself or you can talk to me!" He suddenly changes and starts being more open and friendly.
"Thank you, you are so nice. I think ill take all three." You laugh.
you continue to talk about your stuff and you tell him all the things that you have been feeling lately, he gave you some advices here and there about how to distract yourself from those negative thoughts and move on from this toxic people. You feel so thankful that this total stranger it's actually listening to you and being interested in what you have to say. You talked about college, your job, the music you're into and how you how much you love painting and cooking.
"Well, thank you so much for telling me about this, i found it pretty interesting."
you decided to exchange numbers and talk with each other, he said that every time he could go to the buddhist temple he will meet you outside and talk to you and maybe go and eat something. You have been seeing each other for around one month now and it has really helped your mental state, he teach you some breathing excercises that helped your anxiety and tried to meet a couple timed at week to do yoga.
Taeyong's POV
y/n has been kinda weird lately, she doesn't talks or says any important stuff to him anymore, she just talks about college stuff and the netflix show she is watching, also she goes out almost everyday and comes back later at afternoon, so it is making him Taeyong worried if she is seeing someone else. He doesn't want to sound mean or anything but he knows y/n doesn't has friends anymore, just the ones back in her country, but here in Seoul many people has been fake, treat her bad and been fake because she is dating and idol. He tries not to overthink and keep trusting his girlfriend.
"Hey Tae, we need to talk to you." Johnny says.
"Okay?"
"Hyung, y/n has been kinda weird lately she doesn't even wants to talk to us that much." Jaehyun sits down in the couch.
"We all talked and we wanted to tlwt you know that our friends and their friends have seen y/n hanging around with some guy." Taeil says. Taeyong looks shocked and like it's about to cry.
"We didn't believe it until Mark told us what he saw today." Taeil continues.
"What did you saw?" Taeyong takes a deep breath and close his eyes.
"I was walking around the Han River and i saw them sitting around there." Mark says upset. Taeyong close his hands frustrated.
"But look, we aren't saying she is cheating, maybe it's her collage partner or something." Jaehyun says trying to make his friend happy.
"Yes, and when i saw them they weren't holding hands and not even were so close to each other."
"Bro, she loves you and instead of thinking about breaking up ask her if there is something else making her distracted." Yuta pats his friends back. 
Taeyong grabs his jacket and makes his way to y/n's apartment, he calls 3 times and she doesn't picks up which makes him worried since he is thinking about all the things that member said.
Y/n's POV
you are in the living room watching some tv when you hear Taeyong open the door.
"Y/n we need to talk." He looks like he was crying and you wonder what happened to him.
"Yes, what happened babe?." 
"Y/n, you don't love me anymore? Are you cheating on me?" He ask straight up.
"No, Taeyong, what the hell? How could i ever cheat on you. You are the person i love the most." You say slightly frustrated.
"Some people are talking about you hanging out with another guy and even Mark saw you with him the other day, and the fact that you have been so quiet and don't even talk to me that much anymore, so i think I'm convinced it may be truth." He sits down and takes a deep breath trying not to look at you. Your heart breaks at seeing him like this, you know the truth and if you tell him he is gonna still feel upset.
"Taeyong listen to me, this guy is a buddhist, a met him the other day when i walked around the temple, he explained me that it helps you relax and control your emotions, i told him that i was going through a tought time and he decide to help me. He teach me how to meditate, breathing exercises and we do yoga almost every afternoon. It has helped me a lot with my stress. And that's it, he is just a friend, there is not any other relationship between us and if you want to talk to him or something I'm sire you would be more convinced." You say while holding his hands.
"And why didn't you told me about this?" He looks at you sad.
"I love you more than anything else in the world, you known i can help you and that you can talk to me about anything." He looks at you.
"Tae i know, but I'm always the strong one that is comforting you, making you feel okay and helping you. I know you have been through a lot lately and i didn't wanted to bother you with my problems while you have your owns. I'm sorry." You look at the the floor disappointed at yourself.
he grabs your lower back and pulls you into a kiss. You feel safe and peaceful again in between his arms and lips. He kisses you softly making your feel better than before and taking all your worries away. 
"You can always trust me, okay?" Taeyong kisses your forehead.
"From now on, let's promise to trust each other anytime, and talk about every single thing that is bothering us. We are stronger together."
"I love you." You hug him.
"I love you too." He leaves another kiss on your forehead.
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papasbabymommyslittleone · 4 years ago
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hi everyone! I just wanted to say that I'm glad everything turned out well last night with Vee and Roman, it was kinda fun keeping Ro company for a while. I surely didn't mind it. Is there any morning routines with the boys when they start the day little? - 🐇Buwwy
Hi bunny!!!! It was lots of fun talkin to you last night too!! Thank u!! Daddy is gonna talk now!!! - 👑
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Awww look how excited he is oh my gosh so cute!! Thank you again for being so friendly with Ro! 💕💕
And yeah we have a bit of a routine! Roman is hardly ever little when he first wakes up because he tends to wait to see if Vee is little first, but it does happen sometimes - like today! I can always tell because he sprints down the stairs and starts bouncing on his toes when he says good morning and he is always still in his jammies which he never does if he's big!
I make sure he has a nice filling breakfast and coffee (caffeine tends to calm him down!) and then I help him choose some clothes for the day! We brush our teeth together and do a tooth brushing dance 😁
On the nights Vee doesn't sleep in mine or Logan's bed with us, I always make sure to check on him in the morning if someone else hasn't already. If he's regressed he might not be able to come and get us so I don't want him to be alone and little!
If he is regressed when he wakes up the first thing has to be a diaper change (with a nursery rhyme and some little tickles!), then I like to get him a bottle of milk and some baby snacks for breakfast since he can't really eat full meals when he's small! I usually bottlefeed him on the couch while we watch one of his baby shows and it's so sweet 🤍🤍🤍 That's what we did a couple of hours ago and now the boys are doing some beautiful coloring! - 🐶
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