#but he knows w mob theres No Way he could take on mob. its inconceivable. and thay makes him anxious and fearful | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

shoezuki · 2 years ago

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It is currently 3:51am and i cant seem to fall back asleep but i just had a fucking phenomenal idea for a ritshou fic entirely based on something i experienced as a kid.

So in like 3rd and 4th grade i would be put into 'special' classes with one teacher, maybe 3 other students, with no explanation to little old me. And we'd all sit close together carefully pronouncing vowels and consonents and words

And i went on like that for weeks maybe months not telling my mom until one day the truth is revealed. Where the teacher has a meeting with my mom. And i finally get glasses.

And it turns out that, because i would struggle to read what was on the chalkboard cuz i always sat in the back of the class, it was assumed i had issued with pronounciations (which was actually true to a small degree i had a lisp then) and so id be pulled into these smaller pronounciation lessons but somehow in them id pronounce things PERFECTLY. and it took so long for people to realize that was because i would be close enough to the board in those classes that i could see properly. But id thought blurry vision was normal and no one had bothered to ask me bout it

Anyways im gonna write ritsu goin thru that

#also got like 2 more ideas cuz sleep addled brain #specifically fic idea where ritsu tutors shou because shou is doing bad in class #and ritsu is afraid shou will just ditch school or get pulled back or leave his class in some way #so hes like. im going to make sure none of this happens. i cant let him do so bad he disappears again #but ritsu struggles w it because shou is autistic as fuck and possibly dyscalculic #other idea is shou seeking out mob in school cuz ritsu doesnt show up one day and basically thay shou n mob dynamic #i think shou would still be like. dismissive and critical of mob to a degree. but moreso avoidant #kinda in a fearful way. because shou's whole thing was knowing how to counter any psychic powers #and that inherent need to always need to know how to counter someone persists in him. its instinctual at thay point #but he knows w mob theres No Way he could take on mob. its inconceivable. and thay makes him anxious and fearful #anyways im sayin all this so i remember in the morning #my glasses experience was funny qs fuck tho. like ya i was young but no one thought to be like 'yo egg can u see this?'#but also i thought i WASNT fucked up. then boom turns out my vision is concerningly bad

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