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feralthembo · 7 months ago

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i actually like ballas as an antagonist. hes believable. hes just some guy some fuckin nepo baby. whatever the orokin equivalent of a tech ceo was. this guy was like space roman apple guy. i want to put him in a jar and study him like a bug.

#It Speaks #he put himself in a position to get leashed up and chimerafied just to gain power. i want to think too long and hard about this #what would bring a man to do that #a woman? it was a woman. but not her as a person. an immitation would do. a doll? a doll.#but then these children who love their wire mother so so much show up. half dead void devils. vile beings.#to him at least #and ballas never learned to share. but he doesnt realize that. he lets her have her corpse children. or so he thinks.#but these children are affected by his resentment. and so does the flesh mother. she hides them away like dionysus in the ivy.#he sees this act. he sees betrayal. use of love meant for him used on these... things.....#so he plunges himself into a self defeating chain of events. loses his wife. his empire. his legacy nothing but war. defeat and extinction.#but he cannot exterminate what has been recrafted and sent back by forces greater than himself.#is that not why he hates them? the fact that THEY were blessed? they were LOVED? but not him?#but instead of moving forward he kept gripping the past. harder and harder until it too shattered under his cruel grip.#i just think hes neat

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