#but hdhdhd i am not finished yet

[hellaephemeral]

[raccoons-inked-quill]

Stroll to Ingloslaght

Desc:

After months of being rejected for his morbid countence,the creature seeks revenge for his woes,now proceeding to Ingloslaght, to end the one who had this disaster all begun.

On his way,however,he stops for directions from a man seemingly in a bit of a predictament, having lost his glasses,a perfect and treasured opportunity to converse sans considering his frightening appearance

Author notes:

My God i wrote this like. Months ago and then got stuck hdhdhd. I may continue as a second chapter later? But I left the ending a tad open ended since I got stuck on it so long.

For weeks I treaded amongst the depths of the woods ,my grotesque figure hidden from the likes of man's gaze by the fortunate shade. And for what reason must I so meticulously lurk in these dreaded woodlands, woven through thorns and branches,to preserve my sight from humanity? The very burning passion that has kept me on my feet ,who's written words regarding myself have sent me on this prolonged travels. It was this man himself,by the name of Victor Frankenstein, whom had so cruelly sculpted me into my detestable shape. And it was that very man I treaded onwards in hopes he will be sought out. That for being forsaken to dispose existence upon me in this wretched condition by his own hands,he will pay with the likes of his own life.

After such  travels, my fruition drew closer. I arrived to the borders of Ingloslaght. What an enlightening  concoction had ignited within me then. I was grappled and willingly overtaken by rage and euphoria,but yet a vaguely present melancholy festered  despite my wishes for it to abstain.

Then proceeded a new realization within me. I knew the man by name,but not by his appearance. Only scarce remnants of the man I remember. Youth still very much blessed his visage, yet at the same time,he in no manner was remotely vigorous. The man held a starking contrast in the fact that he nonetheless appeared entirely unkempt  and teetering on the brinks of life and death much too early if his youthful features stood true.

It was by these aspects alone I must go by,as all else in my mind I only recall as a blur,and that leaves me a far too broad description. 

My conclusion, was that I must  temporarily reveal myself in order to acquire where the fool resided. I had an inkling of an idea given by the brief details provided in his journal. He attended university, and his teachings he received was made up of atleast two professors. Krempe and Waldman. This aside,I knew I soon will be forced to inquire to someone amongst mankind,likely by force given I know well enough my looks will not provide me to any civil conversation.

It was by this thought my vehement dedication was temporarily stunted by dread.

I was moved to only scratch the brinks of the town,and could not bring myself to any confrontation even when opportunity seemed fit. Everytime,I found myself grow close to presenting myself,only to draw gingerly away. The only hope that spared my sense of confidence was that I came closer to enacting out this deed when I thought out my motivations, of avenging myself by the fated and horrid death of Victor Frankenstein . 

For once life granted me a faithful advantage,one that had so fortunately removed the need to inquire upon a member of humanity with the complexities that came with force. Whilst making my typical rounds around the outer trails of Ingloslaghts nature,I stumbled upon a pair of glasses that had evidently not been there long,as there was a lack of dirt and cracks upon it that would not be possible if it were there for more then a day.

I glanced forwards,and immediately met whom I assumed to be their owner. I froze in my posture as the young man had glanced upon me,surely certain that he would remark in terror upon my ghastly form. Then enthrallingly,he only smiled politely. He spoke in a language I couldn't seem to make sense of,so I had quite discomfortedly added that I could not make sense of him in my native tongue. To yet more of my surprise,he seemed to  light up upon hearing it,recognizing it as if it were his own.

"Sir! Hello,it seems I may have to request of you some help,if you don't take it as too much a grievance. I seem to have misplaced something gravely vital,my glasses,and I was wondering if you had caught sight of it."

I couldn't seem to place my finger on the particular origin of his accent, but I had assumed it to be to some form of a French speaking country. I picked up the glasses from where they lay perched in the ground,my grasp on them light.

"Afraid not." I responded.  

"Do you think it will be much trouble to you on your own ? It seems that you've been rendered utterly blind without them,it will be of no trouble to my time to lend aid."

The man's eyes took a final glance at the ground below,as what I had considered to be  his  last resort. Of course, the poor soul had resigned his search  and looking displeased but nonetheless unsurprised,he sheepishly nodded.

"I assume I'll be forced to manage,I have a spare somewhere at home." He concluded with a faint disappointment 

"I think I may have caught sight of a glimmer not too far off the trail here,some sort of glass."

This statement had gotten his attention,as he ever so slightly had tilted his head in intrigue

"Oh! Would you mind to show me where you'd spotted it?"

I cheerfully obliged, indulging him in the lie I had swiftly constructed. It would be simple and quick, I reasoned, to quickly converse with this man about the whereabouts of my wretched creator. I had thought to myself that he hadn't appeared much older in comparison, a part of me took an unnerving familiarity in him,thus I assumed this reasoning to be a fair explanation. 

He wobbled forwards,his balance faltering on more than one instance. If not already clear by his absent remarks acknowledging my form,the way he had stumbled forwards in absolute obliviousness to his surroundings had distinguished it well enough. Easily I took pity upon the fellow,as he unlike Delacey hadn't frequented the ability to navigate without the sense of sight.

Evidently he was mildly displeased with the aid,more in resent towards having come off needy. He made certain it wasn't in direction towards myself,as the faint polite smile had returned to his face when he had looked upon me.

"I apologize,you must find yourself vexed to be so suddenly tied to these tasks. I hope I haven't burdened your walks,or whatever finds you out here in these trails."

"I reside not far off from here,in not much more then a humble hut,but it is a temporary abode. There is no place i find myself long."

"Ah,a traveler,I presume?"

I analyzed this title placed onto me,and found it a fair summary. Since the Delacey's,there is truly no place shall I find myself confined,I must always be in travel,to preserve myself from the likes of man. A tinge of frustration had emerged within me,and once more i was reminded of what I was in need of doing.

"I suppose so. But there is.."

I had struggled to put to proper words,a fair description to my enemy without revealing suspicion in such open malice.

"Someone,in which I plan to visit."

He nodded once more,that grin still on his face,strangly its formal politeness presented as if it were something he had long rehearsed,as if he found the intricacies of small talk alike to following the script of a play.

 Although I found my task to be in dire need of proceeding too,I felt the desire to converse further. As it is with no other  since Delacey I had experience to even a brief casual exchange as this. I took graciously to not waste the rarity of the moment,where I would not be taken in my grotesque glory,but as if I were no more revoltingly significant then any other human individual.

"I must ask myself,it is rare that I am to witness any other walk amongst these parts. What is it that has  lead you here?"

He trailed down to look upon his hands, which rested a leathered notebook in one and a  twirling quill in another,spinning with a repetitive motion.

"It is these parts that my dearest friend Henry has frequently visited and discussed fondly of. He is a man who partakes immensely in the pleasures of its nature.

I cannot repay the abundance of compassion he has recently displaced upon me. I am not too well in demonstrating my care,as passionate as it comes. However, I reckoned it would please him if I had sketched out these places,as a souvenir."

"I may confess,that I often am lead to consider my life nothing more then wretched,but it is in nature in which none are spared of its serenity that I find peace. I am certain he will find much appreciation in it permanently preserved. Do you mind if I see it?"

He chuckled then,clearly happy i had taken interest ,and he had shifted from his rehearsed nature to something that appeared to be more geniune. 

"Certainly! Though I haven't quite finished nor fixed its mistakes,and I can't seem to do so in my current condition"

I took the notebook from my remaining free hand,my other still enveloped around his  glasses to prevent revealing their shape,which I reckoned he would distinguish in the blur.

Haphazardly, I had found myself on his stated works. Of course,there on the page remained an illustration that had captured the epitome of our surroundings embodied by a diverse array of ink strokes. I smiled on it fondly,taking much fascination in its dedication. In this admiration I found a sense of tragedy. What anomaly had I befallen then! 

Mankind had possesed the likes to bring into reality  the upmost wonderous of creations,how fascinating do I find this feeble man's illustrations,of which intricately demonstrate the scenery before us embodied with its own sense of beauty. More on this I reminisced,beyond that of this particular man. How oft had I become to being moved by the words of Milton and Goethe,which they had just alike he before me, in their own manner intimately captured the complexities of the world accompanied by their own beauty. It was by mankind's creations  had built the backs of my own character, and made a good expanse to my knowledge. How cruel is it,then,that just as capable of bestowing this lovely artistry,that one outlier had fabricated the wretch that is myself, exempt from the beloved due to how morbidly I was devised.

"Im more than certain your friend will find themselves pleased,you have an immense talent.  I hope you dont find this rude, may I request on you a favor?" 

The man grinned still ,pleased by the praise,but had once again paused to construct a response to what had followed.

"You may,i suppose i do owe you one for the troubles. Though I am not sure if I am in position to do what you request."

"Its simply no more then a nagging question"

I had looked towards him to say this,and again I had been struck with a surreal distant familiarity to this man's features. Infesting my mind with an entourage of haunting explanation. The frail face of the man,in the same nature of distant memory evidently young yet prematurely frail and worn. "Have i irked you?"

The man interupted

"It is not thus,no manner have I been disturbed,rather simply I am lost in a rather unrelated contemplation"

"What must that be?"

I found it proper then to ask,as much I had appreciated the time spent in engaging conversation, I must not let the topic at hand i had brought myself forth in confronting this man to be forgotten so wrecklessly. It would be soon enough that one would tire of this conversation and he may request of a continued search in his spectacles that I held within my hand to his lacking knowledge.  

"Do you know of a Victor Frankenstein?"

"Know of?"

Theres a bewilderment in his voice.

"I am Victor Frankenstein."

In this abhorrent revelation, the glasses, once held quietly in my grasps, cracked from the palms of my despicably putrid hands,piercing skin. A putrid nature only given to me by the young man before me. This wretched boy's countence,by no surprise to his timid nature,shifted to a cowardly form. A realization,though not yet of my identity.

"Were those my glasses?"

He remarked,distressed.

In this flurry of a moment,I came to a response. An excuse no less,the boy would continue to live in obliviousness. 

"Id stepped on them,it seems,I'm dreadfully sorry to that."

"Oh,thats-thats-uh..rather unfortunate."

He had come to a loss of words, he was quiet,his hand now anxiously squeezing his arm in what was presumed an unconscious effort by cause of his ever growing anxiousness.

"I  do have a spare at home though I really would hate to inconvenience you more with this task at hand then I already did. Though I think its a rather potent risk of me to try and return by my lonesome. My vision is absolutely poor,and without them I am rendered close to blind."

I was fairly indecisive, this man before me. That whom brought upon  my miseries,now by his lonesome was in evident need of attendance, mine specifically as we stood alone,although in that lies the issue that the wretch stood none the wiser that  I am vehemently scorned by his faults.

I should find this a perfect opportunity in evoking destruction, of letting out my more cruel nature that he too held to creating by his neglectful devices.  Yet all the same,I was hesitant in acting forth my vengence. Perhaps,if I move him further off from the sights of the town,I may find better opportunity and courage in his killing.

"I can attend to that. Though if you may see this option fit,I would have drastic preference that I am to partake in the sceneic walk. I am alike you an admirer of nature,and one whom does not fair well amougst the vast crowds of townsfolk. "

He gave no verbal reply to this,instead,he gestured out to extend his arm,to which I obliged in holding rather awkwardly. Off we had proceeded,towards the depths of the woods to which no man would follow. Perhaps,my hesitancy would leave me then.

[squishyunho]

50 questions tag!!

tagged by: @celestial-yunho

i’m tagging: i need friends

1. What takes up too much of your time?

sleeping,,, and reading,,,, and watching youtube videos

2. What makes your day better?

being with the people i love uwu and doodling and snuggles and other soft things like that

3. What’s the best thing that happened you today?

uh my dog fell asleep on my lap uwu hdhdhd today was uneventful

4. What fictional place would you like to go?

hmm ATLA’s world probably

5. Are you good at giving advice?

sometimes? JDHDJDJF i dont follow my own advice very well tho

6. Do you have any mental illness?

idk never tried to get diagnosed

7. Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis?

nope and i hope to never ever experiece it fjfjjf

8. What musician inspired you the most?

i dont,,, really know hdhdhd

9. Have you ever fallen in love?

jeong yunho idk what (romantic) love feels like ._.

10. What’s your dream date?

as long as there are snuggles and my partner is happy i am happy

11. What do others notice about you?

i think my height? or how young i look? sjdhdhd idk what i would notice about myself tbh

12. What is the annoying habit you have?

i bite my nails (which is why i use nail polish to convince myself not to,,, kinda works) and i like touching my hair kek

13. Do you still talk to your first love?

i dont have a first love but i do still talk with my first crush uwu we’re still really close

14. How many ex’s do you have?

0,,,

15. How many songs are on your playlist?

too many JDHDHD

16. What instruments can you play?

i learned the piano for one summer but other than that nothing

17. Who do you have the most pictures of?

probably ateez at this point,,, if not then either vixx or monsta x

18. Where would you like to go before you die?

to the fansigns of all my idols so i can thank them for saving me uwu,,, and outside of that i just wanna see the world

19. What is your zodiac?

scorpio uvu

20. Do you relate to it?

sometimes?? but like also everyone says we’re dark and edgy and im just,,, in a yellow sweater,,, craving my favorite milk tea

21. What is happiness to you?

happiness is in the little things uwu

22. Are you going through anything right now?

uhh not really just the regular stuff

23. What’s the worst decision you’ve ever made?

i will choose to ignore this question because remembering bad things makes me cry

24. What’s your favorite store?

uhh just any artsy store i guess uwu

25. What’s your opinion on abortion?

im pro-choice uwu

26. Do you keep a bucket list?

im not organized enough for that jdhdj

27. Do you have a favorite album at the moment?

treasure ep 2 zero to one 👀

28. What do you want for your birthday?

ya know the usual, love and affection ((money wouldn’t hurt either))

29. What are most peoples first impressions of you?

they always say im so bright and cheery and hyper kffjfj

30. What age do you seem according to most people?

HDHDHADHF OKAY SO. IM 17. SOMEONE THOUGHT I WAS 11. but most common guesses are like 13-15?

31. Where do you keep your phone while you’re sleeping?

on the table next to my bed because thats where the outlet is fjfjfj

32. What word do you say the most?

idk probably “like”

33. What’s the oldest age you would date?

uhh my parents have a pretty large age gap so i dont mind much but im still a minor so someone closer to my age for now

34. What’s the youngest age you would date?

a year younger than me at most lmao im convinced people born after that are still fetuses

35. What job/career do most people say would suit you?

idk djffjj maybe an artist? no one really tells me

36. What’s your favorite music genre?

idk fjfj i cant choose one

37. If you could live in any country in the world where would it be?

tbh i really have no idea hahdhdhdhd

38. What is your current favorite song?

mixtape#4 by stray kids, bon bon chocolat by everglow, don’t do sadness/blue summer & and then there were none from the spring awakening soundtrack uwu

39. How long have you had this blog for?

uhhh *checks emails* like a little over a month

40. What are you excited for?

the stray kids concert later this month!!!

41. Are you a better talker or listener?

depends on my mood tbh

42. What is the last productive thing you did?

i finished packing for a trip uwu

43. What do you want for Christmas?

jeong yunho uhh idk i actually appreciate pretty much everything as long as it has some kind of personal thoughts in it like??? imagine if someone looked at this and said “chi might like this a lot”??? i would?? cry???

44. What class do you get the best grades in?

uhh art classes i guess? it helps that im really interested in those classes uwu

45. On a scale from 1-10, how are you feeling right now?

a sOLID TEN OMG I JUST GOT A NOTIF FOR AN ASK IN MY ASK BOX AND I ACTUALLY SCREAMED OUT LOUDDHFHFJFJFF IM SO HAPPY

46. What can you see yourself doing in 10 years?

probably,,, sleeping JDHDHDH hopefully with an SO and a pet/pets and lots of snuggles

47. When did you get your first heart break?

havent gotten one yet uwu

48. At what age do you want to get married?

eh im not really picky

49. What career did you want to have as a child?

i reaaaaally wanted to be a vet uwu

50. What do you crave now?

love and affection,,, and maybe some milk tea