#but having made the decision to atep away I feel free and happy for the first time in years
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Just made one of the hardest decisions of my life and I want to cry and throw up and I also want to celebrate and sing on a mountaintop.
#I'm going no contact with most of my family#my mother already won't speak to me and my dad has gone back to being the gaslighting son of a bitch who made me run away from home#I'm so so fucking sad#I didn't think I'd be going into a second Trump era without the support of my family#and I know they love me so desperately#but having made the decision to atep away I feel free and happy for the first time in years#how sad is that#how fucking sad for them#truly#my heart breaks for them#but they have my brothers#and my mother has her community and her roommates#they won't be alone#I just can't take the neglect and abuse anymore#they failed me so badly throughout my entire childhood#I wish they could be the people they want to be but they can't and they won't#oh well... this is the end of it I guess
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