#but godddd i want the blue symbol shirt :((

[aturnoftheearth]

lord huron WHERE is the merch . i have been saving up where is it !!!!

[theythemsam]

tw: discussions of drugs/being high

spn 7x02, liveblog, collected posts (all 31 of them) or as i like to call it: People dying in a hospital... very suspicious! I actually like that introduction of the Leviathans. Also I’m high, So I’m very rambly and very chill and honestly that is the perfect way to deal with Hallucifer and Dean the ableist jerk.

Hell, yeah Jody will be back!!!

 Also Leviathan!Cas is still very good!

 Watching supernatural while high is good. Like I see Sam getting tortured and I hear Lucifer making the bad, bad jokes, but I’m just here, smiling, not taking it in, just enjoying. It’s big sexy of me

 Ahahaha, I love Hallucifer and the rape implications for sure

#thankfully they literally don’t reach me, bc I am happy and safe and warm

 Uhhhh gross black gore in the water, yummy!

 Jared plays Sam being triggered and wonky very good

 Dean taking Cas’ trenchcoat, soaking wet and then drying and keeping it with him for so long is actually sweet though

 Aaaand of course. How do you show that water is everywhere? By sexualizing women!

 The little possessed girl actually plays it really well, I love it!!!

 The creepy whisper of Lucifer while Sam is sleeping is done so well though!!!

#like true horror movie stuff and then Lucifer just reverts to “ohhh he wants to howd your wittle hand” #which ok is still terrifying bc now I imagine Lucifer just going: owo whats this? And that is very scary

 Sam looks so young and vulnerable in that scene. I love it!!!

#he’s also so pretty! Aaand the fact that the t-shirt fits with the way his eyes are colored (similar greenish grey, similar blue) is just so nice!!

 “It had to be a mess, Sam. Or you wouldn’t believe it was your life.” As much as I hate hallucifer, Mark really plays the childish, annoying, but yet so creepy part of him so well. Like the way Lucifer perches on chairs to appear as if he just doesn’t care, this is a funny little show for him, but not that interesting. Ugh! So good and creepy.

 Godddd, Sammy is so pretty! Pretty baby boy! I want to wrap him in a blanket and protect him. His big wet sad eyes and the way he just looks so hopeless, Ugh! How does Jared do that, like that that point he’s… what? Sam is 29, idk how old Jared is, but he look like a much younger person, it’s awesome!!!

 The Leviathan not understanding sarcasm: Yes That Sounds Good!

 I love that Bobby takes care of Dean and wants him to also take care of himself.

 Also I love Bobby calling out Dean for being a hypocrite, while also supporting him and offering him a chance to talk about it.

#dont like the combination of expressing feelings and gay again though

 The dude perching and jumping down to kill the other athletes is so good!!!

 The little girl is so creepy!!!

 God, that locker room looks like such a fucking mess

 God, the way the doctor strokes down the woman’s leg is really fucking gross though! Like why was that necessary?

 The light illuminating Lucifer in red is so good! Also Sam in the blue flannel and a blue-ish backdrop fits very well with that.

#SYMBOLISM!!!

 Aaaand Lucifer has started to try and bully Sam into killing himself.

 God, the way hallucifer!Dean talks to Sam hurts so much

#like that’s the way Sam thinks Dean thinks about him… I’m In Pain

 The ableism in this is so bad & tbh I’m glad I know it’s not Dean or it would hurt worse, but jesus

 Lucifer!Dean tricking Sam and making fun of him and playing with his reality is such a good story line though, especially bc it combines a multitude of triggers for Sam and the fact that hearing that kind of stuff hurts worst when it comes from people you love.

#hallucifer: gaslights sam me: making finger guns and sunglasses flying down onto my face, dogging the triggers bc im still so nice and floaty, like hell yeah this is fine #like gaslighting and suicide and rape are normally topics that hit me hard #and right now im just here like big doofus grin on my face not taking anything in

 Body sensations as a way to deal with hallucinations and flashbacks

#big mood me id #its nice haha I do that #not pain but I found ways to centering after flashbacks and getting triggered when I need em and they are good

 “You gotta make it stone number one and build on it” That whole exchange would be so much more cute, if Dean wasn’t so ableist the rest of the time

 The boys got too comfortable in one place, time to burn it down

#this is the fourth time their home was destroyed by fire #their first house sam & jess’ place #the roadhouse #bobby now

 Like I get that Dean doesn’t deal well with losing people, but saying he will murder-suicide himself and Sam is such a selfish garbage thing!!

#fuck you Dean

 Sam knocked out on the floor is so prettyyyyy

#why is sam so pretty #i did not give permission for that asdfghjk #pretty baby must protect

 I love that Sam seizes when he is faced with hallucinations

#like he does the same thing in the panic room while detoxing