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lynzishell · 1 month ago
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ktheist · 3 years ago
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Loved your recent work!!! I was so fond of how oc and tae's relationship grew at such a quick pace yet felt nothing close to overwhelming, the trust, love and effort they're willing to put into their relationship was so lovely to read and unfold 🥺 oc is definitely my favorite character and worthy of so many hugs even though side eyed her for treating yoojung like that! Which reminds me, could you give a little extra details on jk and yoojung's relationship? You don't have to I'm so sorry if this came off as demanding I was just interested in finding out how they'd make it work or how yoojung would grow confidence within herself and her relationship with koo. Thank you for releasing such a lovely work!!!! Have a great day ❤️
First off thank you!!! I'm really happy you liked and event sent this wonderful ask to know more about the character(s) 🥺
 true, oc needs to get her act together and make up to yoojung, esp since yoojung is her best friend's girlfriend now so they'd be seeing each other a lot and the guilt is gonna catch up to her soon. but oc being oc would tell jk to invite yoojung to their get togethers bc she knows it would make jk happy that she and yoojung are getting along. then when she's alone w yoojung (taehyung's probably in on getting jk away for a bit like dragging jk to his study to geek about a new art he got and jk would follow bc he's supportive and welcomes his best friend's geeking) - anyways oc would apologize to yoojung and say that if get togethers like this make her uncomfy, oc would back off and make excuses about being busy next time but they would probably have to meet for special occasions and oc apologizes bc she probably won't be able to avoid that.
"the least I could do is leave you two alone after cockblocking for years." is something along the lines oc would say.
but yoojung being yoojung would forgive oc though the new person she is would give oc a piece of her mind first.
something like, “it’s cool i forgot about it but since you mentioned it, you do know you were an ass back then right?”
in college, yoojung thought oc was cool bc jk always talked about her before yoojung fr met oc. so when oc wasn't the person she thought she'd be, yoojung was surprised but she still joined hang outs where oc was around bc like jk said ‘maybe oc was having a bad day‘ but she was hesitant to talk to oc first bc oc was hostile at the party. later, after oc started dating taehyung, oc started not giving any mind to yoojung and yoojung was ‘oh ): i guess we’re not meant to be friends’. but given oc’s personality, the two of them would’ve been great friends if oc were’t biased against yoojung (she sees yoojung as a fickle and would dump jk when the going gets tough - but since jk and yoojung didn’t date in college we’ll never know if college!yoojung would cut and run) and if yoojung didn’t know/like jk first.
so in college, after the waterslides, her relationship or like whatever she had with jk faded away bc yoojung started distancing herself from him even though she knew he was asking her out like "oh I haven't seen that movie yet, wanna go watch together?"
but yoojung would always say no bc she was pretty traumatized to get close to rich kids even if jk is one of the decent ones. the person she was in college still sought validation from her friends or friendships but she knew when to back off when she felt like she wasn't welcomed by a certain group. so she found her own not so rich friends aka normal friends who she could relate to. actually, before she started hanging out w seonghwa who’s jk’s friend, she was a little floating cloud with lots of friends w no particular friends who she’d hang out with. so the normal friends were more like friends she was close with but never really hung out with them to get to know them until she dissociate herself from jk & co.
then, looking back, she realized that she wasn't the problem at all. it was those rich kids who were like super bratty and probably didn't like her bc she can't afford high end brands (i say probably bc she’ll never know and she defo didnt know yoojin was mean to her bc their names sounded similar lol) so she learned from that and started going "omg yes they're so cheap!!!" whenever a rich brat tried to point out that whatever she's wearing is a ripoff. she wasn't ashamed for wearing what she wore before but yoojin picking on her clothes or shoes like that kinda made her notice something wrong about what she’s wearing. but no more of those!! yoojung finds these cheap ripoffs or no name brands very practical and they last long enough that once she gets tired of them, they would be worn out and ready to go in the bin so she can change her wardrobe occasionally which is fun!
either way once she met jk again, she's like "oh he's the cute dude I had a crush on before" but that's about it. then jk being jk was very giddy to meet yoojung again. after meeting 2 times at a meeting he finally asked her out and yoojung said no unless it's for work bc she's practical and if they're gonna eat a meal together, might as well also discuss about the project they're supposed to work on. they keep meeting up several times and she accepts jk's kindness like driving her home after the supposed 'dinner-work meetin.' it was pretty confusing for jk bc no girl has ever look like she's interested in him but also be disinterested. it's like... like he's not enough for yoojung to want a relationship with but she appreciates his handsome face, treats him like a decent human being and is quite happy with working with him but that's it!! usually for jk, when a girl is nice to him, he thinks they're into him (another slap of reality to his face lmao). he kinda knows he’s oblivious when it comes to girls but don’t know how to fix that. so it takes him a lot of advice seeking from jimin the tru womanizer/personizer (since jimin would screw just about anyone) and from taehyung who’s in an established relationship. so like both friends know how to treat a possible love interest but with different approaches and jk needs all the advice he can get.
over time, after lots of lots effort put into giving flowers, chocolates etc by jk, yoojung admits she likes likes jk but she doesn't wanna be a 2nd choice and he can't be choosing oc and taehyung over her like celebrating holidays w the three of them and including her in it as an addition ; a third wheeler. jk had a lot of thinking to do after that esp about his priorities. they make it work bc yoojung explains to him why she gets upset since he's pretty oblivious to things. his previous gfs just dumped him whenever they're upset bc they get even more frustrated that he couldn't figure things out himself.
anyway, yoojung isn't as fixed on achievements being a yardstick for your self worth. unlike oc who keeps making money and expanding her business so she can be a worthy partner for taehyung. neither definition of worthiness is bad; just different. and taehyung loves oc even if she’s not building an empire as we speak.
And yoojung is content with herself as she is. she'll welcome jk in her life but two strikes and he's out; but jk keeps showing that he's willing to listen and learn and yoojung isn't the kind to fault someone for being ignorant esp since they're eager to improve. and yeah, that's how yoojung grew into herself and how she and jk's relationship is going!
this answer turned out to be a little long. either way, may you have the wonderfullest of day <3
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lebannabell · 6 years ago
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now for some dnd asks for you!!!! 5, 8, 11, 15
dnd ask meme!~send me qs!~
5. What is your best dice set? I love All My Dice but my first set (chessix blue-green gemini) are probably my most blessed set, they roll high (mostly [that one time i rolled a 3,2, then 3 to climb a tree is still frustrating]) but also they were my first set and a gift and they always remind me of my first character and when I first started playing - which was a really important thing to me because it was something that brought me a lot of joy in a time i was seriously lacking it;;; anygay this got sentimental but those r probably my Best set (but fr tho i love all my dice so much theyre all Significant to me)
8. What does your dream dice set look like? This is a super hard question bc i dont think theres really One Set that would be like my Ideal set? Theres so many options out there and im very weak for a lot of them ( but gods i wish i could get my hands on those kraken cotton candy dice [im gon buy some kraken dice soon but those were limited edition so i guess ill die]) 
11. Have you ever rolled a natural 1? What happened? i have rolled so many nat 1s……. the dice goes into dice jail and is shamed for its villiany.. i trip and shoot myself in the foot instead of the enemy;; Bad Things Happen
15. What is your characters background story? I have seven characters that I play/have played and i know imma write an wild amount so im gonna put this under a cut!
Wren, elf rogue - Mines of Phandelver Wren was raised a member of the high elf House of Naïlo, but as a young girl grew tired of trying to garner the attention of parents who simply didn’t care about their daughter except as a prop for conversation. At the equivalent human age of 15, she ran away from home and made a new life for herself on the streets of Neverwinter. Wren spent the next several decades making her name as a criminal, and honing her skills in thievery, until she picked up a job at the local tavern that led her to her Biggest Adventure(god im so sentimental abt wren she really derailed shit and was such a dick but she was so fun i love her)
Eldan Caridalas, half elf sorcerer - Storm About To BreakEldan grew up in a small village, and went by his child name of Taryn (meaning thunder, inspired by his Wild Magic). He lived a happy childhood, with admittedly, some strange moments brought on by his unpredictable magic, but he got through any difficulties with his best friend and essentially soulmate, Alcea (played by another player in the group! shoutout to ash for working w me to make these beautiful kids lmao). When Eldan was around 14, he had another surge of wild magic,  but this one was far worse than all the others had been (when i was workshopping this with ash and dint know what exactly it was going to be yet we called it “The Big Bad”) - He had been speaking with alceas mother when all of a sudden an intense bolt of fire sprung from him, melting the skin off his left arm, and fatally wounding alceas mother. Eldan, unable to cope with what his supposed gift had done, fled the village without a word to anyone, and spent the next 14 years travelling the land, searching for a way to try and control his magic, to avoid hurting anyone ever again. Eldan eventually found his way to the entrance to the unexplored east lands where he ran into his childhood friend once again(eldan was such a Good boy im still sad about what happened to him he deserved better give me #justice for my boy)Reckoning, tiefling monk - one shot run by my friend claudio b4 he moved interstateReckoning was abandoned on the steps of a temple as a baby once her parents saw the devilish heritage in her. She was raised by monks in a temple to The Raven Queen, and she was trained and charged to become an assassin that took down those who went against the natural order of death. She was on her way to one such mission when she ran into a group of strangers in the woods and after promptly finding out one of them was (supposedly) claiming to be a false god, and pushing them into the nearby well, was lassooed and pulled down there with them to deal with the Creature within(will i ever make a not extra character? no.)Ari, human druid, fighter, and rogue (i know) - one shot battle royaleI was originally just going to make a level 15 barbarian for this one shot (rip ragna one day u might get played) but then i was like;; i may as well make the messiest multiclass i can Ari grew up with his older brother as his guardian, but then his brother was killed in a gang accident, and ari had to learn to fend for himself on the street. After many years of struggle, and losing a younger boy he had begun to think of as family, ari sought shelter in the forests, and had just started to discover the magic held within, when he was conscripted into a battle royale for the amusement of The Council Of ChickensRisk, dragonborn barbarian - Uni one shots (lower levels)Risk is aptly named - she’s willing to do most things others would blanch at for the right reward, which is how she ended up in a mercenary business. This is straight up all the backstory i have for risk that ive nailed down ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ shes hard to really conceptualise a good backstory for, esp bc i didnt know the world that the uni DMs had createdTrix, aasimar rogue - Uni one shots (higher levels)Trix practically raised herself, and by the guidance of her angelic counterpart, she was often driven to do things that left no time for friendship. Tired of living a life that wasn’t fully her own, she struck out to the wealthy area of the city to join the Planeswalkers guild, and has since become an initiate with her own housing in their extra planar facility, and does takes the odd mercenary work that comes her way from her new homeZiarda Lionheart, aasimar bard - Storm About To Breakafter what happened with eldan, i wanted to make a lighter, happier character - with a lot less emotional baggage, and so Ziarda was born. Ziarda has always been driven to do the right thing, and not just by her own morals - but those of her angelic guide. Ziarda was raised by a single mother, who taught her not only the value of beauty and joy in making the world a greater place, but also the practical application of music - in fact ziardas flute used to be her mothers. Ziarda left home at 19 on the will of her heavenly advisor, and joined a travelling carnival, where she could spread joy through her performances. She travelled with them for a few years before the travelled to the east to do a show for the soldiers guarding the entrance to relatively unexplored lands, where she was guided to join a band of weary adventurers in their efforts to stop a widespread cult from destroying civilisation. A lot of my characters backstories get more fleshed out the more i play them and have a better idea of what things could have shaped them to be the people they become? but this is their current Pre Adventure Lore
Yeehaw congrats if you made it this far ur insane i wrote so much i love my kids a lot heres a reward for reading all that, or i suppose, for scrolling to the bottom
Anyway thank u anya for givin me the chance to ramble abt my OCs i love them sm and i love You so much and everyday im so grateful that you gave me the opportunity to play this incredible game and to do the dumb cult joining, plan breaking stunts i pull
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negans-network · 8 years ago
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Amazing and Saving Part One
Summary: For @flames-bring-a-ton-of-ash and her 2nd Negan Writing Challenge, this is for a Negan x OC x Dwight prompt (and that doesn’t necessarily mean a threesome). OC Grace is blind, nonwhite, and plus sized – and perhaps too nice for her own good.
Word Count:  7226 (again I’m so sorry for this being a lot y’all.)
Warnings: Foul Language, Sexual Imagery and Language, Graphic Violence and Gore, talk about the Wolves and mutilation, somewhat minimal Negan but I’m getting there.
Author: @genevievedarcygranger
Author’s Note: Don’t ask me why, but this turned into Dwight appreciation and the second part (and end) will be all about Negan so don’t worry!
Sitting on the steps of her old home’s front porch, Grace adjusted the bandages covering her eyes, or rather what was left of her eyes. The bandage scratched, irritating the freshly healed scar tissue. Grace couldn’t understand how Carl could stand his own eye patch, but she supposed it was probably easier for him since he only lost one eye. She wasn’t so lucky.
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When the Wolves came to Alexandria, Grace had been in her kitchen reading a book she borrowed from her friend Olivia. She had heard the screams and grabbed a butcher knife before she ventured out, wondering why the other Alexandrians were running away. If the wall had been breached by the Dead, they needed to be cleared out quickly. What came through was worse than the Dead, though.
The Wolves were apt in naming themselves, covered in grime from living out in the forest, smelling no better than the Dead. Some of them were just as bloody as the Dead, too, but each of them were branded with a W cut into their forehead. One of them came for Grace, a large machete in his hands that already dripped with fresh red, blood. Grace didn’t want to think about whose blood it was.
On the defensive, Grace waved her butcher knife in the air as a warning. Though she had killed many of the Dead before she came to Alexandria for safe haven, she had prided herself on managing to avoid killing the living. Now it was obvious she wouldn’t have a choice. “Back the fuck off,” she hissed at him, but the man ignored her, leaping up her front steps with a demonic laugh.
He swung his machete at her, narrowly missing, slinging the excess blood off her front porch and flicking it all over her blue sundress. “You’re a feisty one,” he growled at her. His ice blue eyes were red rimmed and contrasted sharply with the rust colored blood stains of the W cut into his forehead and the brown dirt smeared across his face. The closer he got the more Grace could see that he was much taller and broader, his teeth crooked, broken, and yellow. “I love it when they struggle. If it was easy, I wouldn’t have as much fun.” His machete slashed through the air again, adding fresh stains to everything.
“You’re not gonna fucking touch me,” Grace growled right back at him, cautiously backing up out of the machete’s deadly range. Her own butcher knife slashed at the air while she reached behind her for the door. Mentally, she was calculating the odds of beating him back and decided she could win so long as none of his friends showed up. “Get the fuck out of here before we kill you and all your dirty friends!”
The Wolf laughed with cruelty, the sound high and grating on her ears. “I’m gonna touch you all over, missy, every inch of you will be covered in me. And then every inch of you will be covered in blood. And then me and my dirty friends are gonna kill all of you.” Suddenly, he leapt at her, and Grace ran inside. There he caught her by her long brown hair and tackled her to the floor. He didn’t lose his grip on the machete, but Grace accidentally cut her thigh on her butcher knife as it was pinned between her body and the floor.
Flat on the ground of her stomach, Grace squirmed, spitting curses at him. She had not lived this long after the end of the world only to die like this. To shut her up, the Wolf used his grip on her hair to slam her face into the floor, and Grace’s glasses broke off her nose and cut it right on the bridge. Stunned, she struggled weakly while the Wolf easily rolled her over on her back. The butcher knife remained trapped underneath her, cutting into her back from the weight of being forced flat by him. Lazily, the Wolf dragged his machete over his sundress, straddling her thighs to keep her from escaping. The machete blade cut through the blue sundress, simultaneously cleaned by the material before slicing through her skin and getting wet from her own blood this time. It sliced her skin so quickly, Grace had barely registered the pain before the Wolf lifted the blade to her face. “You aren’t a pretty thing, so this won’t matter.”
Snapping out of her daze, Grace grabbed at the machete blade as it came down. It cut her palms as she tried to push it away, but the Wolf used a two-handed grip to force it down. Grace barely had time to close her eyes before he pressed it down. She screamed in agony as he cut a W into her forehead, the bottom points right over her eyes. When he pulled away the bloody blade again to examine his handiwork, she was still screaming at him, her hands hovering useless over her face, too afraid to touch it. Of course, it hurt, but one of the most startling sensations was trying to open her eyes and she couldn’t see anything – and her eyes were already open. “You can cry all you want, girly, but this is an improvement,” the Wolf sneered at her, dropping the machete to the side as he used his hands to rip the rest of her dress open. “Besides, no one will hear you scream but me, and I’ll love every second of making you scream.” He pressed his mouth to her bloody skin, licking it up, and Grace jerked in surprise at the sensation, disgust curling in the pit of her stomach, warring with her fear and her pain.
Her sense of smell was heightened by her loss of sight, the metallic scent of blood overpowering her nose. It made her nauseous, and the heat of her own blood felt like it was burning her already tortured flesh. No, she wasn’t going to die like this.
While he was distracted, shifting down so he could push her dress up over her bleeding and cut up stomach, Grace’s hands flopped to the floor, blindly searching for the machete. One of her cut hands recut itself on the blade, but she didn’t pull away, tightening her grip instead. Taking it in her grasp she lifted it and sliced at the air horizontally, blindly, using all of her remaining strength that was fueled by her pain – and her overwhelming anger.
She heard a gurgling sound followed by the sensation of rain, but she knew it wasn’t rain. It was too hot and it was spraying out rather than coming down and she was inside. It was too heavy, too, something slimy falling on her, coating her in fresh blood. The Wolf collapsed the side, lifting the pressure from her legs so she could pull herself up and curl in on herself. “You bitch!” He managed to choke out before he fell with a thud, and went still.
Grace remained where she was, breathing heavily, clutching the machete to her chest like a lifeline with one hand while she used the other to wipe away the blood. Her head snapped from side to side, listening for more Wolves or the Dead. She heard footsteps approaching and whipped the machete out. “You fucking touch me and I’ll kill you, too!”
“Grace,” came Carol’s voice, one of the new Alexandrians that Aaron found – one of the few of Rick’s group to stay after the others left to lead a herd of the Dead away.
Dropping the machete, Grace started hyperventilating, breaking out in shakes, no longer forced to be on guard. “Check and see if he’s d-dead,” she stuttered.
Listening, Grace heard Carol doubtlessly shove a knife through the Wolf’s head. “He is, now you’re bleeding a lot, we need to get you to the doctor.”
“Wait, wait, what did I do to him,” Grace asked, this burning desire to know what she did to him since she overwhelmingly knew what he did to her. “Carol, Carol, did I kill him?”
“You gutted him,” Carol’s usually soft and bubbly voice was no longer light and joyful. It was hard, bitter with the truth, callous about the situation. Carol’s arms carefully wrapped around Grace’s shoulders and she flinched at the unexpected touch.
Reaffirmed by the truth, Grace nodded and kept nodding. She wanted to cry, but she wasn’t sure if it was tears or blood that was streaming so hotly down her face. “I can’t see,” she whispered, horrified, “I can’t see.” Before Carol could say anything else, Grace passed out from blood loss and shock.
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It took a while for Grace to recover, but luckily, she managed to get a blood donation from Daryl of all people when he came back and the invasion of the Dead was finally finished. She had meanwhile lied in a coma under Denise – the new doctor’s care. Denise, despite her inexperience was surprised that Grace pulled through, especially since it was a traumatic experience. Of course, Grace was traumatized by it, but after everything she had went through since the world went to shit, she was no worse off – except for her eyes.
She felt like such a burden now, useless to be on watch because she was blind. Her days were listless as she couldn’t even read for pleasure anymore. Eventually, she was moved out of her house to live with Olivia, unable to even cook for herself without catching her food on fire. Luckily, she had avoided burning down the house, but she was all out of sorts. What was there for her to do now?
  In the coming weeks of her recovery, Grace had grown close to Carl. It made sense. Grace was a young woman entering college when the world went to shit, so she was practically a kid going through the apocalypse like Carl. Now, like Carl, they had both loss their vision, him only partially while she lost hers full stop. He was learning how to adapt to it, how to shoot properly, and Grace had to learn how to walk around and navigate Alexandria without tripping over everything.
 Curiously enough, Grace also forged a friendship with Daryl, too. He had donated blood to her, one of the few remaining survivors with the same blood type. Grace remembered waking up and mumbling her blood type to Denise before passing out again. When she had pulled through, Denise told her about what Daryl did. Grace had stumbled through the streets of Alexandria looking for him for hours before she found him and thanked him.
After that, they ran into each other often – sometimes quite literally. Now forced to navigate the world but sound and touch, Grace became very familiar the pattern of angel wings on Daryl’s jacket. He became a friend and nothing more, just like Carl, Denise, and Olivia.
For a while, Grace started to believe that Alexandria could rebuild and she could recover, too. One of her new jobs was to watch Judith, Alexandria’s only child below the age of ten, whenever Rick’s group would go out and scavenge. It was an easy job, despite her being blind because often Judith wanted to be held. Sometimes Olivia would pop over and help, too, and there were often visitors who wanted to play with the baby. Grace didn’t mind being a glorified babysitter, proud that she could watch Judith and put Rick’s mind at easy while he went and found them food. Grace thought he was a good leader and he was a great man, often bearing witness in her own way to Rick’s love for his children and for the members of his group. Rick became a friend to her, too, in a way, thanks to Daryl. It was through Daryl’s recommendation that she got this job, anyway.
Then under Rick’s leadership, a new threat arrived. Instead of herds of the Dead or packs of Wolves, there were new communities – one of the Saviors. Blind as she was, Grace couldn’t help them, though before she would’ve doubtlessly volunteered. Now that she has killed once and lived with it – and it was too, too easy to live with the Wolf’s blood on her hands – Grace was willing to do it again to protect her friends and family. She didn’t want anyone to go through an experience similar to her own.
One day Maggie, one of Rick’s group who revealed she was pregnant, started having problems, so Rick took a small group of his people and left for the Hilltop’s doctor. A few days before that Daryl and a few others had left, too, gone hunting. Denise had died, and all of Grace’s friends had left except for Olivia.
When her friends came back, they were changed. Two were dead and Daryl was missing, effectively a prisoner of war. The Saviors took him. Rick gathered everyone from Alexandria in the Church and told them what happened, choking on the details. Without her eyes, Grace’s mind conjured up some fantastic imagery of what exactly happened, and she cried. A small part her – part of her that refused to tell anyone what she thought – thought to herself that at least their suffering was somewhat quick. Reflecting back on what she went through, Grace knew it would’ve gone on for hours had she not sliced the Wolf open. Still, it made Grace’s blood boil to know that Daryl was one of the Savior’s captives. She could only hope that he didn’t have to go through anything similar than what she went through.
~
 “Grace.”
Tobin’s voice made her nearly jump out of her skin, she had been so lost in thought. Uselessly, Grace tilted her head up towards the direction she heard Tobin, fingers still fussing with the edges of her bandage that covered her scar and prevented infection in her eyes. “Sorry, Tobin, I was just daydreaming and enjoying the sun. It feels like a beautiful day,” Grace apologized and explained to him. “Is it a beautiful day? I bet it is.”
“Grace,” Tobin’s voice was laced with fear, “You better go back to Olivia’s home now. The Saviors are here to collect. They’re going through every house. You need to get out of here.”
“The Saviors?” Grace repeated, using the railing on the steps to pull herself to her feet. She wasn’t sure what they would do to her as a seemingly defenseless blind girl, but she wasn’t exactly sure what she could do otherwise to stay out of their way. Hiding didn’t seem like the best of options since they were searching the houses. “How many are there, Tobin? Do they have a lot of guns?”
“Too many and too many,” Tobin answered her, his voice fading due to distance. She tilted her head, listening to his retreating footsteps, “I’m sorry, but I have to go.”
“Tobin!” Grace shouted after him, frustrated at his cowardice. Ever since Carol left him, he was different. Under her breath, Grace muttered about how he could’ve at least escorted her to Olivia’s house.
Distantly, she heard Tobin call back to her, “They brought Daryl with them!”
At that, Grace caught her breath. She knew the rumors that people assumed she and Daryl were interested in one another when that couldn’t be further from the truth. So, despite her slight irritation with Tobin, she was grateful that he told her that. There was no way she was going back to Olivia’s. Now she had to find Daryl.
Stumbling through the street blindly, Grace reached out her arms and waved them in front of her in a sweeping gesture. Her normally mincing and hesitating steps were braver now in her rush to find Daryl. She journeyed to the gate, following the sounds of commotion. She wasn’t afraid of what could happen, because all she could think about is checking to see if Daryl was alright.
As she neared the gate, she heard Rosita’s familiar voice, exchanging icy words with another man. Grace slowed, concentrating on what Rosita was saying in a tight, quiet voice, “It ain’t here.”
“Well, if it ain’t here, then you know where it is, right? We both know you know where it is,” said the man’s voice, equally as tense and low as Rosita’s. The man was unfamiliar, probably one of the Saviors if Grace had to guess. “Now you’re good to go, so go,” he spoke again to Rosita. Grace heard the slam of a car door, the engine idling, and his voice cut over it, “Don’t take too long.” There was a splashing sound, like running water, and briefly Grace wondered if he pissed on the car. The engine revved, signaling that Rosita had left, and there was rattling sound, the clang of metal signaling that the gate had closed after them. They had gone.
Not discouraged in the slightest, Grace walked forward, towards where she heard them speaking. Maybe they had left Daryl at the entrance as a way to tease him with the view of Alexandria. At least, that was what she figured they would do to him.
Suddenly she collided into something, or rather someone. Immediately, her arms wrapped around the person, careful not to lose her balance or knock them over. She didn’t need to piss off a Savior like that. As her hands made contact with the person’s back, her arms easily able to wrap around the slim individual, she felt the textured pattern of angel wings. Was this Daryl? Grace tightened her grip around the man, hugging him close to her, her chin digging into his shoulder.
Grunting in surprise, Dwight had run into this shorter, plumper woman, too distracted by watching Rosita drive away, tucking her hat in his jacket. Before he could bark at this woman, she hugged him, and Dwight was so surprised by the familiar contact. Part of him missed it, and he remembered Sherry. This woman was a lot more curvier and plumper than Sherry, though, every lump and bump pressed against him. He went limp, pliant, arms hanging low and crossbow in hand loose in his grip. She was nearly squeezing the air out of his lungs, but he didn’t feel threatened at all.
The man gave a low grunt, but didn’t push her away. Grace’s suspicions that this was Daryl was affirmed when she felt something curved like a crossbow brush against her leg. “You’re so thin,” Grace began, lifting her head just enough that she was able to talk into Daryl’s ear. Greasy, long, and stringy hair brushed against her lips, and Grace was sure that this had to be Daryl. “They haven’t been feeding you, have they?”
Part of Dwight wanted to laugh because he hadn’t been eating any better before he joined the Saviors. Over the woman’s shoulder, he saw Laura and Gary watching him. Laura looked a little jealous – she had been trying to hook up him since he had joined the Saviors’ ranks and started impressing Negan – and she also looked partially suspicious about the woman, stepping forward to drag her away. Gary just stood there, muffling his snickers as he laughed at Dwight’s predicament. Dwight waved his free hand at Laura, signaling that he was fine and he could handle this. Gary grabbed Laura and jerked her away, both of them heading in to go raid the houses.
Pulling away slightly, Grace gripped the tops of his arms firmly in her hands as she held him a short distance away. She wasn’t surprised that he had neither hugged her nor spoken yet as the Daryl she knew wasn’t a touchy-feely kind of person or very talkative for that matter. “I’m so glad you’re here, now,” she informed him sincerely.
Once Dwight got his first good look at the mystery woman, he wasn’t sure what he should say. She had a white, fraying bandage over her eyes, but the bandage didn’t cover everything. She had scars, jagged and rough, peeking out from under the bandage, three that reached into her hair line. If it weren’t for the scars, she’d be pretty to Dwight, her skin a pretty brown and fairly clear of any other blemishes otherwise. Her brown hair was cut short to her neck, and her nose was pert above her luscious and generously full lips. The woman was actually smiling at him, a tremulous smile, but one all the same. The only person who really smiles at Dwight anymore is Laura when she was trying to fuck and Negan all the time. It was a refreshing smile for Dwight.
The blind woman dragged her hands up to his face, needing the touch to reaffirm that he was real to her. There Grace grasped either side of his face, the slight stubble of facial hair stinging the sensitive scar tissue on her palms from where she had cut her hands, but she didn’t care. Her hands traveled up further, thumbs on the corner of his mouth and fingertips on his cheekbones, but one side of his face felt wrong. She wasn’t familiar with touching Daryl’s face – she had never done it before – but she knew he had slight facial hair. Grace also knew that he didn’t have any scars on his face, but from her own scars she knew the rigid, bumpy texture of them when she touched one. “What did they do to you?”
Dwight watched her expression fall into one of horror. He was use to the pitying look, but her look wasn’t quite a look of pity. It was rather like one of compassion or the deepest sympathy. He had to wonder who she thought he was.  
“Oh, it doesn’t matter what they did to you. Now that you’re home they can’t hurt you anymore. I won’t let them,” she fiercely added. Gently, she traced her fingertips over the scar tissue, mapping it out over his eyelid, but she could tell that he still had both eyes undamaged unlike her. “We almost match now,” she lightly joked, motioning with her free hand towards her face. Her bandage had slipped down, and she used that free hand to push it back into place. She caressed the scarred cheek before she wrapped her arms around his neck, dragging him down into another hug.
With fascination, he watched as the bandaged had slipped down and revealed a hollow eyelid, deeply mangled, the scar tissue thick knots. Self-conscious of his own burn scars, Dwight found kinship with her. Her familiar touches were soothing, as well, and he was still at a deep lost for what to say to her. He didn’t want to speak, didn’t want her to pull away in disgust once she knew he was a Savior. Dwight was just so…lonely, and tired of keeping of a façade with everyone. This time when she hugged him, Dwight loosely wrapped his arms around her back and patted between her shoulder blades, deeply unsure of himself.
With a deep sigh, Grace said sternly, “You listen to me, no matter what you may think, I want you to know that none of this is your fault. You thought you were doing the right thing, and that’s all that matters. It’s not your fault that they’re dead, it just happens. It’s not you, it’s Negan.”
Even though Dwight knew those words were for someone else, he took them to heart gladly. He couldn’t help but think about how he got himself in this situation, after what happen with Sherry and her sister Tina. Tina was dead because he couldn’t keep her safe, and both Sherry and Tina trusted him to that and he failed. Sherry was married to Negan now, and Dwight knew he lost her as a wife. The woman’s words comforted him greatly, probably more than she knew.
This felt so right, and Grace felt something warm deep within. Even though Alexandria was crawling with Saviors, Grace still felt to safe in this embrace. “I missed you so much, Daryl.”
Immediately, all good feelings were gone. It felt like someone dumped a bucket of ice down his back, and Dwight instantly broke off the hug, quickly disentangling himself.  Off all the people she thought he was, it had to be Daryl. Daryl, who Dwight had been torturing with Easy Street for the past three days, who Dwight fed dog food sandwiches, who Dwight made cry, who Dwight was desperately trying to emulate in order to gain Negan’s approval. Bile rose in the back of his throat, not because he was mistaken for Daryl, but because he felt guilty for enjoying the human contact she gave him no matter how brief it was. He was ashamed of himself.
“Daryl?” Grace said softly, so tender as if she were placating a child, “Is something wrong? Are they not going to allow you to stay here again?” Fear clutched her heart at the thought, but she tried to not let it show on her face. She needed to be strong for Daryl.
 Warring with himself, Dwight considered just walking away, letting her believe that he was Daryl. He also considered smashing her hopes and dreams and re-entering the Savior persona he had crafted for himself, but he just couldn’t manage to do that to a blind woman who was so kind and trusting, her touch a sweet balm. Instead, he found himself telling her in a small voice, “Sorry, but, I’m not Daryl.”
The first emotion Grace felt was embarrassment. Being blind, she often did stupid things without realizing it. She took a step back, blushing, stuttering out an apology, “Oh, no, I’m sorry. I just touched the jacket and the crossbow and assumed…” She cleared her throat rather than finishing the sentence. The next thing she felt was confusion, wondering who exactly this was then and why they would let her manhandle them like that. Grace quickly brushed that aside, though, as she found that often people would let her get away with anything just for being blind now – something she secretly hated. But the most pressing emotion she felt was panic. Where was Daryl then? Was Daryl worse off than this man? “I’m Grace, by the way. Who are you then, if not Daryl? Where is he?”
Shuffling his feet, Dwight thought fast. “Grace,” he reiterated for himself, stalling. “I’m Dwight. I’m a Savior.”
Tilting her head all the way to one side, Grace turned her face in the general direction of Dwight’s voice. He was a Savior, but definitely not what she had expected, or even what she had heard for that matter. When she had made her way here, she could hear the rowdiness of those Saviors as they pillaged and took what they wanted, breaking shit while they did it. “Hey, Dwight,” she greeted him, not sure what to expect from such a confusing man.
 Shifting nervously, switching his weight from one foot to the other, Dwight slung the crossbow back across his back. For some reason, he felt compelled to make things up to her, as a way of apologizing for taking advantage of the identity mix up. “I can show… or take you to Daryl. He may be too busy to talk to you, but maybe not. You can’t speak to him, though. He, he won’t be staying her.”
Jumping at the opportunity regardless of whether anything could come from it, Grace demanded, “Please, take me to him.” She held out her hand in Dwight’s general direction. Grace needed this.
Hesitating slightly, Dwight eventually accepted her hand and marched her at a fast pace deeper into town to find Daryl. Dwight figured that he would be with Negan, so all he had to do was listen for his voice, which shouldn’t exactly be hard since the man loved to talk and hear himself so damn much. He didn’t say anything to her, and tried to take the paths that would have the least number of Saviors around. After building up the tough-guy persona for so long, he didn’t need it all to come crashing down around him over one girl.
Determined, Grace kept up with him, unbothered about holding hands. Since she became blind this was a regular thing for her. “How is Daryl? What has happened to him?” Since she couldn’t exactly see him for herself and she may not be able to touch or talk to him, she needed to know somehow if he was okay.
  “He’s strong,” Dwight reassured her, “We’re… I’m trying to break him, but I can’t. It’s hard, and it’s taking a long time, but he’s holding on.” Thinking back about what she had said to him, Dwight tacked on, “He eats regularly, and he works hard. He’s in mostly the same shape since we got him.” He avoided telling her about the beating or what kind of work Daryl does or what he eats, figuring Grace didn’t need to hear or know that kind of stuff.
Unsurprised by Dwight’s answer, Grace nodded. This is what she figured from Daryl, but a tremendous weight was lifted off her shoulder hearing it from Dwight. She ignored how he said that he’d been the one attempting to break Daryl. Though Grace barely knew Dwight, she could tell that he wasn’t a cruel person. Grace intimately knew cruelty, and it wasn’t Dwight. Besides, she didn’t think anything could break Daryl. He was strong, strong like how she wanted to be and needed to be in this world. Daryl was a survivor. Dwight? She wasn’t so sure about as far as being a survivor.
“What happened to you, Dwight?” Grace asked him about the burn scar. “You don’t have to tell me, but I’ll tell you about mine if you want. Make things fair.”
“The world isn’t fair anymore,” Dwight muttered darkly. Then he sighed, “They burned my face for stealing supplies and trying to run away.”
Mulling it over, Grace could see why that was punishable, though doubtlessly extreme. It seems Dwight was the survivor type after all. “These people invaded Alexandria, the Wolves,” she started to explain to him, “One of the men found me in my home, tried to rape me. He cut a W in my face – a cult thing. Took out both of my eyes. Cut me up pretty damn bad.” She fell silence and the air was thick with tension as Dwight remained silent, too. “It’s like you said Dwight, the world isn’t fair anymore.”
Just as she said that, they both heard a gunshot, and fear pierced Grace’s heart. She tugged urgently at her hand, and both she and Dwight broke out in a trot in the direction of the single gunshot. Dwight rounded a corner, and Grace felt the subtle change of grass to pavement under feet. He slowed, and so did she, breathing heavily both out of adrenaline and fear. Listening intently over her thunderous heartbeat, Grace heard Rick’s tense southern drawl and another man’s louder booming voice. She had just opened her mouth to ask Dwight was what happening when she heard her friend and roommate Olivia stutter, “No, I mean, yes. The inventory is correct.”
“Olivia,” Grace gasped to herself. Not Olivia, not another one of her friends. “Did they shoot her?”
“No, he shot the window,” Dwight whispered back to her carefully, keeping his distance. Daryl was standing nearby, having finished loading up the truck with the guns. He had his head duck down and it was hard for Dwight to catch his eye. Negan didn’t need to see this.
“What’s happening? I can’t hear what they’re saying. Where’s Daryl?” Grace’s voice was frustrated, a high-pitched whisper. She yanked at their clasped hands again, but didn’t loosen her grip, clinging to him tight. Her other hand came up and grasped his elbow, practically hanging off of him.
Part of Dwight wanted to shake her off, but he also didn’t want to hurt her feelings. He could understand why she was frustrated. “Olivia lost two guns, and since we’re taking your guns, Negan’s going to kill her unless your guy Rick can find them.”
“Olivia can’t have lost the guns,” Grace belligerently argued in her disbelief. “They must have been stolen.”
 “It doesn’t matter, Negan will punish her.” Dwight watched as Rick hurried away, calling a town meeting to find the Glock 9 and .22 Bobcat.
“That’s fucking stupid!” Grace commented a little too loudly, and Dwight winced.
 It was too late. Evidently, Negan heard her and beckoned Dwight and Grace over with an imperious wave of his gloved hand. Olivia and Daryl remained with him, but the other Saviors – like Arat – continued about their business. Left with no choice, Dwight pulled Grace over to Negan, and she stumbled after him, though not protesting. She threw out her free hand and waved it in front of her, looking for Daryl in her own way. “Sir,” Dwight began, but Negan quickly cut him off.
“Who the fuck is this?” Negan jerked his chin at Grace, his gaze heavy on her hand’s death grip on Dwight’s hand.
 “I’m Grace.” She turned her face in the general direction of the new man, not sure what to think of him. “Please, please don’t kill Olivia. I’m sure it’s not her fault. Someone probably stole them.”
 Side-eyeing Olivia, Negan saw the woman duck her head at Grace’s words but otherwise say nothing. Negan looked back at Dwight and raised high brows, giving him an incredulous look like ‘Can you believe this shit?’ but Dwight’s face was tight and blank, unresponsive. He was no fun to play with. Lastly, Negan took a good look at Grace. She was dark-skinned, short, chubby, and pretty. Her eyes were hidden by a bandage – blind then, too. No wonder she spoke so freely. This community was just full of oddities and surprises. “Well Grace, ex-fucking-cuse me if you think it’s stupid, but nothing lights a fire under someone’s ass like a death threat and I need those fucking guns. Do you know where the hell they are?” His question was a little bit redundant.
“No, I’m sorry,” Grace answered him. She lifted her chin as she suddenly asked him, “Who are you?”
With a small chuckle, Negan answer her, amused by the woman. “I’m Negan. I know you’ve had to have heard of me.” He watched realization flood her features, but he didn’t see any noticeable signs of fear or anger or hatred. Maybe she lacked a way to express those emotions without her eyes. Licking his lips, he moved on when he didn’t get the kind of reaction he wanted. “What the fuck are you doing here with Dwight?”
“I’m looking for Daryl. You took him and then you brought him back. I want to see him,” Grace explained confidently.
Negan outright laughed at her now, “Very poor choice of words, Grace. You’d be looking right at him now if you, you know, could.” He took Olivia’s hand in his, forcing her to follow him as he went over and grabbed Daryl by the collar of his shirt. He pushed the man in Grace’s general direction before shooting a look at Dwight. “Now technically, my orders were that no one could speak or look at Daryl, but considering you’re, um, situation, I’ll make somewhat of an exception. The catch is that he can’t talk back. Don’t touch him either. Just say what you fucking need to say since it’s so damn important, Grace.”
Unbothered by the audience, Grace took the opportunity, “Daryl, it’s okay, it’ll be okay. You’re a survivor and what happened isn’t on you – it isn’t on you!” She reached out, Daryl out of her grasp, but she reached out all the same.
“Well, that was fucking sweet.” Negan deadpanned. “Now Daryl has to get back to work now, and me and Olivia need to go get acquainted. How about you and Dwighty-boy go and get a little acquainted, too? Dwight!” He jerked his head in dismal, giving Dwight a look that obvious signaled this to be discussed later. Casting one last look on Grace and marking her in his mind as interesting as she was too kind in this world, Negan ushered Olivia away to a nearby bench to sit and talk.
  Doing as Negan asked, Dwight pulled Grace away quickly, wondering if he was going to be punished for this later. The first Alexandrian he found he passed Grace off on them. “Take her to her home.” Dwight motioned to a nearby Savior, too, and commanded him, “Make sure her home has a mattress.” Then he started to leave.
 Before he could go, though, Grace squeezed his hand in her grip. Urgently, she told him, “Look Dwight, what I said to you earlier before I knew who you were? Doesn’t change anything.” She was telling him this because she felt connected to him, both because of the scars and because he just seemed so lost and broken. He was strong when he obviously didn’t want to be, and to her it was like Daryl was when she first started to become friends with him. Dwight was just an abused puppy at this point, and if she could provide momentary solace and comfort, she wasn’t going to begrudge him that. “If whatever I said meant something to you, good, I’m glad it did. It should.”
 Instead of reply, Dwight slipped his hand out of her grasp, the action gentle. What she was saying now almost disturbed him. He hurried away, trying not to think about it. Still, he couldn’t stop himself from affirming that with her blessing, he didn’t feel like such a monster anymore.
~
 Later that night, Grace couldn’t stop thinking about everything that had happened. Over and over again in her mind she replayed the incident with Dwight and her brief encounter with Negan. Since he had lost her eyes, she had been less hasty to make assumptions, she had noticed.
Despite what she had heard about both men for being part of the Saviors, she didn’t feel burning hatred. Before she could dredge up that emotion now problem, but now that she had met them both it was more difficult.
Olivia had told her about Negan that night when they ate dinner together. She described him as handsome, too handsome, with a dazzling smile and dimples and a bad boy look complete with a black leather jacket. Of course, Olivia mentioned how despite being scary at times, he could be disarming with his charm as she’d been forced to hang out with him while Rick finally collected the guns from Spencer’s home. She said that Negan briefly flirted with her, completely calm, too calm, and that is what threw her off the most as she couldn’t tell if he was being facetious with her or not. In her mind’s eye, Grace pictured him, and she couldn’t see a monster at all.
Ever since she had killed that Wolf – the real monster – it was hard for her to think anyone else to be a monster. She had killed someone, but she was doing that to survive or he would’ve done much worse to her before killing her out of pleasure. Grace knew true monstrosity intimately, and she didn’t think either Dwight or Negan were monsters.
~
In the Sanctuary, Dwight and Negan had a discussion somewhat similar to the one Olivia and Grace had over their dinner of canned green beans, only Dwight and Negan were both drinking beer. “What the shit were you doing with the blind girl, Dwight?” Negan cut right to the chase, “Of all the women in Alexandria, you pick the most vulnerable one. It’s because she can’t see your nasty ass scar, huh? Or maybe because she’s got a nasty ass scar, too, and you feel right at home. Still, she is a fine piece of ass.”
Dwight switched his beer to the other hand, picking at the label that was peeling off. He had to be careful about what he said. “I wasn’t trying to do that.” Slowly, he explained, “She’s different than that, she’s…” He hesitated to say special, not knowing where that word came from.
“Shit, Dwighty-boy,” Negan sounded shocked, “I’m not saying you can’t fuck her, I’m just asking why her? She doesn’t exactly look anything like Sherry, you know. That’s almost kind of fucking weird.”
 “She thought I was Daryl,” Dwight admitted to Negan, refusing to talk about Sherry with him. “She just came up and started talking to me like I was him. I figured what’s the harm in letting a blind girl talk to Daryl. It would only break him faster.”
“Oh, she’s Daryl’s girl? I’m surprised he can get good pussy like that,” Negan commented. He tilted his head at Dwight, though, and took a hardy swig of his beer before he asked, “Why were you holding her hand, Dwight?”
Avoiding Negan’s knowing gaze, Dwight wrote it off, “She’s blind. She was clinging to me.” If Dwight were a lesser man, he would have been blushing.
“You were her walking stick, huh? I bet she wanted to use your walking stick. Oh, hell, on you it’s probably not a walking stick. Mine sure as hell is,” Negan laughed at his own joke before continuing, “Shit you can laugh, Dwight. It won’t kill you. And neither would a good fuck. I’m sure she would’ve let you fuck her if you’d ask politely.”
Dwight didn’t say anything, too awkward to come up with something to say. He hadn’t looked at her that way, but not that Negan had mentioned it, the gears in Dwight’s mind started turning.
Since Dwight didn’t respond, Negan kept talking, “Shit, I should ask her for a fuck. Or Olivia. Both are hot as shit. Next time we go to Alexandria, if you don’t do it Dwight, then I fucking will. Abso-fucking-lutely no reason good pussy like that should go to waste or be wasted on fucking Daryl of all people.” Negan was actually being serious. The next opportunity he would get, he wanted to proposition to Grace. She seemed like she would be a lot of fun. Suddenly an idea hit him, and Negan snapped the fingers of his free hand. “You want to break Daryl? You fuck his woman, Dwight. You of all people should know this.” Negan smiled and gulped down the rest of his beer.
Knowing he was referring to himself and Sherry, Dwight again said nothing, taking another small sip of his beer. He stared at the floor, cowed, broken.
“Well, goodnight, Dwighty-boy. I’m gonna Ping-Pong my dick all over Sherry’s titties now. You and your right hand have fun while you’re think about ol’ Graceful’s fantastic fucking ass.”
After Negan left, Dwight was left alone with his thoughts. Yes, Grace was something alright, she was different, she was special. Far too kind and forgiving and strong. Everything Dwight was not. Dwight didn’t know what to do with this information, except know that at least there was someone out there that didn’t despise him for what he did and what he is doing. Rather than going to Daryl’s cell to talk to him about Grace, Dwight went to bed, granting Daryl that one kindness just for Grace.  
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