#but fr Brahms introduced me to it he’s so special

[self-shipping-doll13]

With trying to change/grow myself for the better comes identity weirdness such as ‘am I actually shy or is it just my upbringing’ Lately I genuinely have seen my own growth as something I can be curious about and love rather than to fear in stagnation. I contain multitudes or whatever.

It’s great to have my blog to be unapologetically myself, here’s stuff for my Ivar/Liam era (and Liam as an oc was only created barely 2 months ago!!!)

Ivar is giving me the same look he gives Heahmund during that scene… hahahs no he’d be glad that I’ll protect myself from the harsh world by learning my worth as a person and that, since I am his I have a free pass to be selfish and dramatic. The more I am outside my state of insecurity the more he feels he knows who I am, the more it feels like me being sweet and vulnerable with him is because I trust him.

Liam’s always willing to encourage me out of my introverted shell, and is happy to see me talking eagerly to people!!! Irl or otherwise even if he doesn’t know much Abt my blog. His reaction to finding out about certain things I post would be to put on his old man glasses and take notes so he can bring it up later. He loves me being explorative. He feels so blessed to be able to witness me maturing as a person and guide me yep I wrote about this before.