#but even if it’s not a hard exclusion criteria i might just die of shame if they ask about it
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if it turns out that i’m unfit to donate blood i will actually lose it for good.
#it’s stupid but after going through the initial stages of preparing to give a stem cell donation#hyping myself up for over 3 months only to be told that i was not needed after all#my already low sense of self-worth took a pretty dramatic hit earlier this year#if i can’t even donate regular ass blood i will truly achieve worthless-on-every-level-including-physical#a lot of the requirements for donating don’t apply to me because i lead the most boring life imaginable#but i’m barely above the required minimum weight#and the constant fatigue could be anemia or it could be something entirely else that disqualifies me#also no medical professional has ever pointed out my self harm scars#but this seems like a situation where it could come up#i haven’t done anything in a while in part to fulfill the no-open-wounds-in-however-many-weeks criteria#but even if it’s not a hard exclusion criteria i might just die of shame if they ask about it#god i’m so fucking nervous…#going to an unfamiliar place for the first time and only having a vague idea of the procedure is nerve-wracking enough
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