#but even if i get it it pays on the 20th and 5th of everry month
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freaking out again . kills myself
#my mom said she could cover half my ticket but she said that when the ticket was 400 and then i found one for like 200 but i dont have#enough to get that even not even half of it but i think shell still only pay half which is fair#but also she wont have money until the end of the month but im supposed to leave on the sixth#so i need to get the tickets like right now before the prices go up but i cant bc i Dont have the money#but i rly rly rly need to get this figured out#bc im not just visiting for fun. i also have to get my root canal finished#bc the fake tooths literally chipping off i neeeddd it finished and my old insurance is covering it so i need. i just need it#but i dont know how to bring it up again like. and i dont. ayfhfjrbffngkgngj#i need to get my license updated as well like badly so that i have an id for the uhm. flighg#i have a rpettyy good amt of time to do it but i cant drive myself soi rly rly rly need to vet that#UGHH. im just rly fucking scared#i cant sleep im like..worrying so bad but i cant do anyrhing right now#and my dad gave me a hundred bc my acct was in rhe negative bc of the fucking. late payment things which i dont even know how they happened#bc i had enough money for the things i ws buying but its. whatever idk#im just rly rly rly fucking worried again#im judt like. im rly rly rly freaking out#and the job is like. he said hedgetvack tome by the end of the week but today issaturday and i didnt hear anything#but even if i get it it pays on the 20th and 5th of everry month#so i wouldnt get enouguh money in time to get a ticket i dont think#even if i started working like. day after tmrw thatd be what. 3 days pay b4 the paycheck and idek when the pay epriod is ykwim#im just..rly rly rly scared basically#idk what to do at all and its. once this trip is over itll literally be fine i just need this trip to be over and finished and then i cn#figure out job#but i rly rly tly need the reply#bc i havent been likee. applying for new jobs jic i get this one Which was fuckin stupid#im just like.UGH!! im rly rly freaked out is all
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