#but endos dni my entire page

[pocketedgrass]

Reminder that "Endogenic systems" are NOT systems, you cannot have a dissociative disorder without trauma, you cannot be a system without trauma. You cannot have multiple people inside of your head without trauma.

Why? Because DID/OSDD/UDD/etc is your brain's response to not having a stable enough life during childhood to form one single personality. Constant trauma that prevents the brain from latching onto one subset of life and basing a human being off of. This cannot happen if you admit you have never experienced trauma.

I've met multiple "endo systems" that claim they're a system but don't have DID. Personally I believe this is stupid and a crappy way out of calling yourself what you are. As discussed before you cannot have multiple identities without trauma, so the excuse "but I don't claim to have DID" cannot be used.

Most people who claim "endogenic" are people who do not know or understand the true extent of their *actual* disorders. Those who relate to DID/OSDD problems and setbacks and were in turn told they might be endogenic because not everything lined up. This specifically is a very huge reason as to why "endogenic" is so harmful, plastering over real disorders with a fake one because one is more known (and to a lot of people, more fun).

Blame also lies on endogenic supporters, especially if said supporter is "traumagenic" themselves. The support of others who are unknowingly ignoring their true problems and/or creating problems for themselves is cruel, even if it is unknowingly. It spreads even more people who do not understand their disorders and will not grow to understand because they already believe they've figured it out, with a fake disorder and a new community that runs off toxicity and drama.

I know this is all over the place and maybe hard to read, but my point is endogenic systems are not endogenic. Most of them have other disorders that are not dissociative, or have total amnesia from their trauma and were baited into calling themselves endogenic. I haven't seen a single person explain that this is a huge problem and why it's dangerous in the first place.

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˗ˏˋ꒰ 🌱 ꒱ ) he / him ┊ billy , 17 ┊ autihd , gay , bpd ⚣

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🦀 ꒱ ) inbox : 3/5 - requests : CLOSED - divider

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🐛 ꒱ ) read rules & blacklist before requesting

˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍁 ꒱ ) feel free to claim an anon sign off!

*rules & blacklist under cut ( keep reading ) divider : @kiyaedits

# @deadboybilly @deadboyrbs @ccozies

# do not interact : terfs , kink/nsfw , ddlg & variants , proship & anti-antis , proana/anti-recovery , loli/shotacon , dsmp fans , zoophiles , exclus , radqueer , maps/pedos , procontact harmful para .

also : scott cawthon supporters/defenders , msi fans/listeners/defenders , endo sys , “narc abuse” believer

# claimed anons :

🎁 anon

✨🐀 anon

🧟 anon

📼 anon

🎐 anon

🌈 anon

🔥 anon

💗🎤 anon

🐺 anon

🐇 sys

🌌🌼 anon

🐲🌟🏹 anon

🐜🔎 anon

💎 anon

🐝 anon

# request rules :

i’ll only take ship requests from fandoms i know/i’m in (check list below)

feel free to send in multiple requests but do it separately, do not do multiple requests in one ask, this makes it easier for me

be specific ! tell me what stims, colors you want, as well as anything u dont want ! i’m more likely to deny a request if u aren’t specific !

i have trouble reading typing quirks, if possible avoid using them / include a translation at least

search my page and see if i’ve done a board similar to what u want already! i’ll do requests if it has different/other specific stims for things i’ve already done tho!

my blacklist isn’t a moral judgement on all of these , some i just don’t wanna do

# long stimboard rules :

same as the above rules but,

i won’t do fandom requests

i’ll only take two at a time for my convenience

# blacklist :

dsmp - any & all members , qsmp

t0mmyinnit , jschl@tt , r@nboo , etc ( censored to avoid coming up in search )

south park , helluva boss , hazbin hotel , harry potter , the amazing digital circus

danganronpa , boyfriend to death , omori , fnf , the coffin of andy and leyley , ranfren

boyfriends ( webcomic ) , killing stalking , homestuck

hetalia , country humans

factkin , nsfw , proship , kpop

anything in my dni

# whitelist :

i’m very willing to do ( unproblematic ) niche media !!! don’t worry abt being too niche

anything in and out of my interest list, as long it isn’t in the blacklist

animals

boards based off of names

otherkin, fictkin + therian boards

objectum related boards (sfw only. obviously)

pride boards, like sexualities, genders + xenogenders, etc

plushies

character lgbtq headcanons, as long it doesn’t go against their canon (lgbtq) identity

oc boards

music/album stimboards (with specific stims to include)

aesthetics and -cores

i’m willing to do (sfw) agere boards but only for fandoms i know/non-fandom requests

# tags :

#stimboard - my stimboards

#request - requested stimboards

#not a stimboard - txt posts

#posted - replies to requests

#denied - request rejects or boards i need more info on

#my gifs - gifs i’ve made

#<3 - boards for my friends or boyfriend

#pride - lgbtqia+ related boards

#kin - kin related boards

#ship - ship related boards

#my favs <3 - favorite boards i’ve made

#sfw agere - agere boards

# trigger tags :

will not be censored (i.e. “bl00d” or “kn1fe”)

please filter out tags/content that trigger you

tags will be formatted as #cw (trigger) , but i will also provide a base tag as well

things i trigger tag : (fake) blood , bugs , knife , gun , snake , blade , scopophobia , flashing , fast moving gifs , horror , eyestrain , fake gore , weed , implied drug use

i do my best to tag everything with food with #food , sometimes i forget , sorry in advance

i am not responsible for your triggers if you refuse to use the filter features

while i do post agere content occasionally, this blog isn’t entirely safe for those who are regressed - be careful, filter out triggers

list of my interests !! (not in most fandoms, just things i like)

bolded & blue = current hyperfixations/fav to make

# special interests :

fnaf ,

marine biology ( sharks esp ) ,

scream ( movie franchise )

i have spin jealousy unfort so while i won’t block u pls don’t claim to like these more than me etc etc,,

# shows :

craig of the creek , adventure time , good omens , bee and puppycat , supernatural , gotham , moon knight , total drama , spongebob , gravity falls , bluey , amazing world of gumball , clarence , steven universe , smiling friends , live action one piece , mlp (fim) , fionna and cake , star vs the forces of evil , impractical jokers , ed edd n eddy , teen titans go

# games :

DDLC , roblox , minecraft , kirby , thats not my neighbor , papa louie games

# general :

horror media , bugbo , monster high , sonic , cats , clowns , lps , pusheen , laceygames , rob zombie , horror movies , plushies , nerdy prudes must die

# color(s + combos) i enjoy..

blue , red , green , pink , yellow + purple , blue + brown , blue + green , blue + orange , blue + white , orange + green , green + yellow , pink + green

# inbox :

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# long stimboard requests :

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Yoooo intro post ???? ‼‼‼

Hey gamers, uhhh I'm Mewo/Albedo/Fruity and this is my general/mix of so much shit blog !!! My other one is strictly alterhuman based primarily, but I wanted one that my irl friends are permitted to be privy to lmao

Abt me: I'm queer, generally using the label "gay" for myself, an agender trans boy, and polyamorous aromantic/fictoromantic. I use a shit ton of pronouns, but I primarily use it/its, xey/xem, and rlly any noun neopronouns. I also use he/him, however I am brought much joy by my neopronouns being used, so he/him is secondary :P. I'm diagnosed with clinical anxiety (over most of the anxiety disorder spectrum, so including OCD and social), depression, and (localized) Hypermobile Spectrum Disorder (HSD), and am self diagnosed autistic, ADHD, BPD and UDD.

Recognized dissasociative traumagenic/multigenic collective of five and counting. Questioning UDD. We do not tolerate fakeclaiming of our identity, nor do we owe you the information of us being traumagenic or recognized as dissasociative in the first place. Know your place, because you are on OUR blog.

SPEAKING OF WHO I AM, KIN LIST JUST DROPPED Y'ALL (Subject to change/being outdated bc I don't have enough time in my day to add and remove every single questioning kin everytime smth happens in my brain XD)

We also have a list of fellas which may front, and information about them.

I'm an alterhuman, a xenogender user, and generally the cringiest person you'll meet !!! My interests that I'm gonna post abt mostly are alt fashion/fashion in general, OMORI/rlly just my friend's OMORI posts, my friend's writing projects, my own writing projects, Regretivator, various mental health stuff, and rlly just anything in general that I like (speaking of which check out Carolina Magat on YT/The Nursery Series my friend [@valleyfthdolls] makes it and it's cool and I play Cody hehe)

I'm a scene kid in style/music taste and a punk in ideals, sparkledog nightmare cringe boyfailure, baby Kandi kid, and the scary faggot transspecies the conservatives warned you about.

Oh yeah, I'm also a minor (16-18 age range) sooo NSFW/NSFT dni plsss Xp

Other DNI shit. I don't cover everything, but I do just block ppl who make me uncomfortable :3

-Including an entire new paragraph for this bc holy shit. THOSE WHO ARE NOT PLURAL WHO ENGAGE IN SYSCOURSE DO NOT INTERACT. You do not belong in the conversation regarding them, and do not have the experience of those who are plural. Absolutely do not interact with me. I would also prefer for anti endos and anti-leaning neutrals to not interact. If I see you are anti endo and following me I WILL clown on you. It's quite frankly none of your business if sum1 is disordered or not, and I'm fucking tired of dealing with this bullshit. Live your life how you want, endos are not opressing you, and I do not give a shit if they describe their lived experience as plural. The brain is confusing and we do not fully understand the origins of systemhood fully. There are many debates still ongoing in the medical community, and until they come to a concensus that 100% is agreed on and 100% proves that endos are secretly lying to you, until that point comes, if it ever does, then we accept endos on our page, no questions asked.

-Identity police (specifically ppl who hate "conflicting" queer identities, bc literally sum1's identity has nothing to do w/ you XD), proshippers (I am fully aware it's fiction, no, I do not hate those who engage with hard topics in fiction, but that does not mean I want the romanticized view of those things for the titillation of the viewer on my dash, ESPECIALLY due to it triggering my intrusive thoughts), racists, homophobes, transphobes, Zionists, pro-cringeculture, anti-recovery blogs, anti-alterhuman, intersexists, radfems, blah blah blah y'all get it.

BYI: I will post the occasional vent, I have a godawful memory, and I am severely mentally ill. I will often react before thinking when I am in states of distress, and my BPD can make me inappropriately angry, or inappropriately emotional. I have a hard time remembering trigger tags at times due to my bad memory, so please give me gentle reminders if I mistag something, or if I forget to tag something for you. Just in general, if I do something that makes you uncomfortable, give me a gentle reminder, because chances are I just literally didn't realize/or I forgot.

Alr bye bye :3

[foxitheskeleton]

hello tumblr! ive been putting off making this intro for a while now, and im not entirely sure what to write, but here goes nothing. (also, still learning formatting, apologies if this looks bad!)

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you can call me Kai, i use any pronouns. i am 20 (i will try to keep my age updated, but i may forget). i probably won't update this post much, unless something big changes.

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basic dni criteria apply, just don't be rude.

this blog is endo-safe (as well as other system types), and safe for all therians/otherkin! if you do not agree with these communities, please block me and move on. i will not tolerate discourse in my notes or messages.

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some things about me:

• i am a theriomythic dragon. a drawing has been added to the bottom of this post. (i am emotionally attached to my profile picture, but it isn't my theriotype).

• i am plural, not diagnosed with anything (yet) as ive only just discovered it. my headmates never fully front, and i am still learning how to communicate with them properly. (we have a system sideblog, @infernointerlude! may not be very active there, though.)

• i am very likely autistic, and often have trouble talking to new people at first. if you want to be friends, just know that me not talking much is a common thing, and it usually gets better over time. (also, please don't be afraid to interact with me. i don't bite!)

• i draw and stuff sometimes! my art is pretty limited, and im really just learning how to draw humans, but if you want a drawing of an animal or something (and if you ask nicely) i can possibly do that for you :) i also do origami and papercraft, and i have been learning how to make my own papercraft models in blender and pepakura. i also take commissions on ko-fi! link is at the bottom of this post.

• i like music, and often hyperfixate on it. some bands (artists?) i listen to include twenty øne piløts (clearly), Linkin Park, Citizen Soldier, Demi the Daredevil, and NF. that is not the full list, so feel free to ask me about anything related to alternative music (or whatever the genre of these bands are)!

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i may not post here very often, considering i don't post much on other social media either (i tend to just lurk the therian/otherkin tags here). but if anyone has been curious about me, i hope this is helpful!

also, this is me! :) (please don't steal, i spent so long on this. thanks!)

(small update: i have a buymeacoffee page! you don't have to check it out if you don't want to, i just thought it would be cool to have one.)

[a-quilted-milky-way]

hello and welcome to my gender blog!

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hi! we're the quilt collective and this is our gender coining blog! we are a polyfrag system of over a hundred, we collectively use he/they pronouns but if you're talking to someone in specific you should probably ask them. we're all mentally ill in a variety of ways + autistic + adhd-ey

the host is named sam/fionn/a bunch of other names and here is its pronouns page :] https://en.pronouns.page/@sams_pronouns

request status: open

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tags:

-> a quilted starry sky ��⛦ into the pile : terms/flags made by other people

-> hope you enjoy .✫*ﾟ✫*. quilt's coining : terms by me

-> other stars in the sky ⛧⌒⛦⌒⛧ saved for ___ : terms i am saving for a headmate (though as all terms are for a headmate somewhere down the line i might not always tag this)

-> in your eyes i see the stars ☆.⁠*⁠･⁠｡ icons: icon making

-> the heart of a supernova ✫⌒*･ﾟ✲ aldernic terms: for aldernic terms (see above, i might not always tag these)

-> thank you for asking ˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚ requests: requests

note: i reserve the right reject requests without explanation, also if i don't get around to an ask, i might just be busy (i am just a busy guy)

dni and banner/edit credits and id under cut

please don’t interact if you’re:

- anti xenogender/mogai, obvs i am a xenogender blog so really. just don’t.

- against mspec lesbians/gays or lesboys/turigirls as many of our members are mspec monos and our host is a lesboy

- planning to start discourse in any way (telling me if something is unintentionally offensive or if i accidentally recoin something is not included under this btw)

- racist/transphobic/sexist/antisemetic/homophobic/ other basic dni stuff

- anti endo. i think that endogenic systems are valid and cool and even if i don't understand entirely everything i feel as though anti endo people tend to be very mean and all that

- nsfw account, as i am a minor (also like. if you have minors dni on your stuff? cause i am. a minor. like idk what to tell you)

- involved in shipcourse, ship incest or pedophilia, or whatever. idk. just leave me alone

- anti agere/petre

- transid

IF YOU SEND MEAN ASKS I WILL DELETE THEM BECAUSE I DON'T CARE!!!

thanks for reading and have a nice day!

banner/edit by @/cocajimmycola (i love it so much!! go check them out because they do the coolest things. hands down.)

[Image ID: A rectangular banner divided into three rectangles with soft edges. The left rectangle has dark purple at the top and fades towards white. It has an image of Eridan Ampora from Homestuck casting a spell with a wand. The center rectangle is pink and purple and has an image of Rose Lalonde from Homestuck on it. She has a dress and also appears to be casting a spell with two wants. The third is blue with a chain pattern in the background. There is an image of Vriska Serket in her god-tier outfit, with a blue color palette instead of an orange one. End ID.]

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Introduct¡on to It’s page!

Its name ¡s Apollo, It made th¡s page to help others f¡nd genders with “darker” mean¡ngs, l¡ke ken¡c genders and ones related to blood and gore and such. It plans to post other th¡ngs and other categor¡es but th¡s ¡s Its ma¡n pr¡or¡ty.

It ¡dent¡f¡es w¡th many genders that could be cons¡dered to have a “ darker “ meaning, what It means by darker !s just l¡ke not the soft aesthet¡cs, lean¡ng away from puppy and cat genders but It will add them ¡f It finds any that f¡ts what It’s looking for.

It m¡ght attempt to co¡n things ¡n the future but It asks that you try to see ¡f you can f¡nd anything that could be what you’re ask¡ing It to co¡n or could be very similar, ¡f you want something that ¡s s¡m¡lar but doesn't f¡t ent¡rely It w!ll be happy to help ¡f the or¡g¡nal co¡ner g¡ves bless¡ng for It to do so. ¡f you f¡nd any genders that you th¡nk would f¡t on !ts page please feel free to send them to !t so !t can repost!

follow my s!de blog for general mogai, mainly genders I think are cool, coining genders ( requests welcome ), and reposting for my hoard!

Introduction to my page!

My name is Apollo, I made this page to help others find genders with “darker” meanings, like kenic genders and ones related to blood and gore and such. i plan to post other things and other categories but this is my main priority.

I identify with many genders that could be considered to have a “ darker “ meaning, what i mean by darker is just like not the soft aesthetics, leaning away from puppy and cat genders but i will add them if i find any that fits what im looking for.

I might attempt to coin things in the future but i ask that you try to see if you can find anything that could be what you’re asking me to coin or could be very similar, if you want something that is similar but doesn't fit entirely ill be happy to help if the original coiner gives blessing for me to do so. if you find any genders that you think would fit on my page please feel free to send them to me so i can repost! 

DNI

terfs, swerfs, pro-shippers, endo systems, pro-endo systems, idk just don’t be an ass really, ill update this if needed :)