#but dissociation isnt even voluntary anymore and only happens when im disressed
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I've always had low self esteem
But right now my mind is pushing into absolute self hatred with how I look, how I act, how I sound. Everything.
I hate myself. More than I ever have before. I fucking hate everything. Yes, I've changed in many aspects from where I used to be but these feelings now are new and they hurt and I'm tired.
#personal#i fucking hate looking at myself#i hate me#i hate this version of me i hate my appearance#i hate that id rather be dissociated out of my fucking mind rather than accept im a living human being#but dissociation isnt even voluntary anymore and only happens when im disressed#ugh wtf#i feen nauseous too and all this sucks rn
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