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jxstnn · 11 months

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I've always had low self esteem

But right now my mind is pushing into absolute self hatred with how I look, how I act, how I sound. Everything.

I hate myself. More than I ever have before. I fucking hate everything. Yes, I've changed in many aspects from where I used to be but these feelings now are new and they hurt and I'm tired.

#personal #i fucking hate looking at myself #i hate me #i hate this version of me i hate my appearance #i hate that id rather be dissociated out of my fucking mind rather than accept im a living human being #but dissociation isnt even voluntary anymore and only happens when im disressed #ugh wtf #i feen nauseous too and all this sucks rn

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