#but chapter 29 FUCKKKKKK

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I also read Shipping Friends by @cheesecakeingfriends today

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elyedenponia.

LIGHT

Eden: Still a sea of darkness… Eden: Then… let me light things up…

— eden entering the Deep End to visit aponia in chapter 29

Elysia: Although the Deep End no longer exists, I know it’s somewhere deep inside you. Elysia: The threads of fate can’t constrain you anymore. You should come out of that cage once in a while! Aponia: For me, the Deep End is the outside, but that doesn’t matter now… Aponia: I’ve long since stepped into the sun. Aponia: Because… you’re here.

— chapter 31, aponia and elysia

Eden: I’ll find Griseo and Su before the Herrscher, gather up all the crystal flowers, and… get them to bloom as they should… Aponia: Good. Eden… go now. Aponia: Let the secret of that night… see the light of day.

— chapter 31, aponia and eden

ok this comes before the previous quote actually but i needed to see those first two together sorry it makes me sick.

GRIEF/HOPE

Eden: We are both witnesses of that banquet. We both lost a friend that night. Aponia: Or perhaps, we witnessed a new beginning. Eden: That’s why you kept that place in the Realm and hid it in this abysmal place? Aponia: Eden… we both have too many emotions that we are unable to leave behind, too many memories we wish to relive. Aponia: Just like how you’re infatuated with yesterday’s music, I also need a place to… settle down this long and thorny journey.

— chapter 29

COME ONNNNNN APONIA AND EDENS MUTUAL GRIEF FOR ELYSIA WHAT THE FUCK!!!! AND THE FACT THEY BOTH DIED IN THE PREVIOUS ERA IN PART BECAUSE OF THEIR GRIEF..

ok these next few also applies to memory ok:

Aponia: “The path that she walks is not the path that people see.” Aponia: Eden… the secret that we’ve been protecting up till now will be exposed soon. It will surface before everyone. Eden: Is this a new prophecy, Aponia? Aponia: No, this is… my wish. ... Aponia: When all the keys are collected, when the crystal flower blooms again… Eden, will you sing that song again? Eden: Yes, that’s also my wish. When that time comes, tell everybody to come and listen. Eden: She likes… that song the most.

— chapter 29, aponia and eden

Aponia: Of course. This is also the last thing… we can do for “her”. Eden instinctively realised that there was something strange about Aponia’s words. “Last”… She had heard this word far too many times today. As if it had become a cursed lyric in a play. Eden: Aponia, you… Aponia: As expected, our past sins will eventually precede us. Aponia: I will not hide or run. I will embrace it. Aponia: It’s just a pity that I cannot fulfill that promise to sing a song for everyone…

— chapter 30, aponia and eden

But at the same time, she mostly felt… comfort in her heart. Even though she didn’t know what future awaited her, she still felt that doing this was meaningful. Aponia: Elysia… is this also what you wished for?

— chapter 31, aponia to herself

FUCKKKKKK!!!!!!!!! THEIR WISHES. :(

FATE/DESTINY

Elysia: Aponia had been practicing her good, but no matter what she did, it always accidentally led to evil. Elysia: I’d call it a cruel joke of fate.

— chapter 29

Elysia: She said “I detest fate for taking you away, yet I thank fate for bringing me to you”. Elysia: Typical Aponia, right?

— chapter 31, elysia and aponia

WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

"Elysia..." Aponia walked out of the lobby and looked up at the sky. There used to be countless glowing filaments. It was the strings of fate that only she could see. And now, those strings were disappearing into nothingness, little by little. It was as though a pair of hands were lining up the star, erasing the originally delineated future, one by one.

— pristine memory, prophecy

"I still have no idea how Elysia did this, but somehow she managed." "... Oh, that's not important. Overall, it's for the best, right?" "But Vill-V, is it Elysia denied destiny, or that I've been blinded... nobody seems to know." "I... don't want to lie to myself. That's why I've come here." "Here? I'm afraid you've got the wrong person. Aponia... this isn't where the future is predicted, but where it's created."

— ascetic's memory, kaiju

"Aponia, this is suicide." "I must have an answer, compared to this... life is trivial. Since the world can't give me what I need, then I can only..." "Become a world unto myself."

— ascetics memory, kaiju

"Doctor, do you know what Elysia told me? She told me that the people of this era grew up listening to my songs. Doctor, my singing belongs to this era. I belong to this era. This is by no means foolish vanity or cowardly surrender. This is... a kind of faith. The next generation should script their own fate and sing their own songs. New stars will certainly rise. The songs of this era... will thrive and perish with this era."

— singer's memory, the final scene

MEMORY

Strange Girl: It tells me that tragedy isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of hope. Strange Girl: Our footprints will someday guide someone else forward. Eden: “Tragedy isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of hope.” The words lingered in her mind. Eden: That’s pretty optimistic. But… I guess you’re right. It is romantic. Eden: Only humanity could think like that. And only humanity could try to realise such a conviction. Eden: Whether the journey is good or bad, whether the ending is happy or sad, this beauty exists solely because of people.

— chapter 31 eden and elysia's first meeting

When the bard who tells the story of her time becomes part of the story, how does she lead it to its conclusion? For no apparent reason, those words floated up into her mind again. Eden: … Eden: Tragedy isn’t the end… It’s the beginning of hope.

— chapter 31

Aponia: But… that’s definitely not the future that Elysia wants. Aponia: I… can’t stop here. Aponia: … Aponia: …Huh?

— chapter 31

Eden: Since she’s a puppet Ellie made after herself, she can be likened to Ellie’s avatar with the same feelings. Eden: I’m Ellie’s friend who’s kept her company for the longest time. The time we spent together and the precious memories we share… will all become your path forward. Mei: Completing memories… Mei: But you’re a sim, if you use your memory to complete Elysia, you’ll… Eden: I will forever be part of her. Eden: Isn’t that… the most romantic thing?

— chapter 31, eden and elf ely completing elysia

Eden: We’d never forget that day, hence we preserved the memory of that day and split the key that could release it into four. Eden: The reunion of the four crystal flowers indicates that the secret’s keepers have acknowledged your will. Eden: Now, the time to reveal the truth has come. Eden: Miss Raiden, I’m counting on you… Eden held her hand. The crystal flowers shone in harmony as they wove the most precious memories belonging to the singer of an era’s end. Eden: Please bring Ellie… bring our hope back to this world.

— chapter 31, eden's wish to mei

Aponia: For that reason, I wouldn’t want your story to be sealed in the past either. Aponia: I will write down your everything into the Realm, then peruse it through the ages as I await the visitor who shares your will. Aponia: And… look forward to the day when future generations turn to this page.

— chapter 31, aponia to elysia during the banquet

FAITH/PROTECTION

Elysia: This area does feel like her. Bright, holy, and emanating a healing light… Elysia: The last Flame-Chaser you met is also the most special of us all. It was Aponia, who foresaw fate and was imprisoned by fate. ... Mei: Committing evil acts with good intentions - this is the most accurate annotation for Aponia. Mei: But I can feel her yearning, piety… and unwavering faith.

— chapter 29

Eden: Did you know? People often say that I am the Giver and you are the Bearer. Aponia: Bearer… I could not even bear her departure… How can I live up to this reputation? Eden: Although this is not what I wanted to say… Indeed, in truth, it seems to be the other way round. Eden: Perhaps I am the one who receives favor, the one who has to bear with fate’s mischief. And you, Aponia… Eden: You are the true Giver. You bestow discipline upon the masses, giving them hope and a path forward.

— chapter 29, aponia and eden about elysia and discipline

Aponia: Until I leave from his “mind”, I’ll be completely defenseless. Until then, Eden… Aponia: “Please”… Aponia: … Aponia: Protect me…

...

Aponia: “Please” do not interact with the other person in any way. This Discipline is the last gift I can give to you.

— chapter 30, aponia & eden with disciplines of protection

Eden: Aponia, this is goodbye. Eden: Thank you for this last Discipline. Please protect me… until this is over.

— chapter 31, eden's goodbyes to aponia

Aponia: Miss Elysia… Elysia: Don’t be so cold, call me Ellie! Aponia: You… are not afraid of me? Elysia: Afraid? Elysia: Did you think that I would distance myself from you because I was worried that your beauty would steal the limelight? Elysia: Not at all, I love pretty girls!

— chapter 31, aponia and elysia's first meeting

Eden: This is the cross Ellie’s carried all her life, and… the destination she reached after exceeding fate.

— chapter 31

note the two earlier quotes from this section......

Elysia: Eden, I’m sorry… Eden: It’s okay, Ellie. Eden: I know how much you love this world, how much you love the people in your heart. Eden: Because of that, I also understand that this was a difficult choice for you to make. Eden: That this was the last resort you took when you were at a complete loss over what to do. Eden: So, I’ll walk to the end with you. ... Eden: No matter what you may be hiding, I always believe… that you’re my beloved friend, Elysia. One who treasures and protects the beauty of this world.

— chapter 31, eden and elysia's conversation

[borathae]

Hi Sibi!!!! Ahhhh I got so behind with the chapters again 😭 work’s been quite chaotic lately and I just now had time to catch up with you and my sweet little MV babies, I missed them so much😭 but also having four chapters waiting for me it’s like a reward jdkdkkdkdkd so here goes my review in a long ask again (I’m sorry jskskskks)

Chapter 29 was so damn sweet Sibi what the fuck 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THANK GOD the blood was just from her nightmare! You really had me thinking the worst with those out of context lines Sibi jskskksksksksks anyways everything about the chapter was so extremely sweet and lovely and GOD I love these two little idiots so much 😭 they just needed to talk! Both of them were torturing themselves thinking the other hated them,the miscommunication and the wrong images they had about the other was breaking their hearts as fast as it was tearing them apart and that’s just so 😭 I’m so glad they finally had THE TALK and realised that NOTHING will change the love and admiration they have for each other EVER 🥺 but like I said this two little lovely idiots need to start communicating their feelings in a normal way and not pushing it to the limits of Kook having to do an intervention or finally talking while being inside memories jskskkskskskss but it was so incredibly cute and lovely and just so so sweet.

I really loved how Yoongi Boongie got to show his sillier side with her 🥹 they were having so much fun with the flower crowns and then with the snowball fight, I really hope that Yoongi can now feel a little bit more comfortable with being silly with her because happiness and silliness fits him so well 🥹 and it made him remember memories from when he was a human! Happy ones! 😭 I also could hear Yoongi screaming “Medic! Medic!” So clearly jskskskksksksksk I love his oscar worthy dramatic ass jsksksksksksk like that my baby having the time of his life 🥹 oh Sibi AND HIS HEARTBEAT?!!!!! Oc feeling his heartbeat for the first time??? Aaahhhhhhhhh I just- I’ll go cry in the corner for them cause that was sooo emotional 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭they need to stop being like this (not really please keep them being even sweeter and even more in love😭)

And I’m so so so happy that they talked about their future and inmortality even if it was very lightly like I’m glad Yoongi know that she wants AND plans to give up her mortality for him because she wants to spend eternity with him, like this baby has been going over the idea of using that blade to be mortal again because he wants that and because he doesn’t want her to give up being human BUT for her the most important and precious thing is to get to live eternally with him just like Tae told him, now he finally understands how MUCH she loves him even to the extend of giving up her mortal life 🥺

Chapter 30 Sibi 🥴🥴🥴 first of all waking up in the morning and the first thing you see is a sleeping Min Yoongi in all his cute and beautiful glory? Oc is really leaving THE dream, THE life jsksksks you go lucky queen 👑 but also here ai am once again asking for a Yoongi Boongie in my life jsskksksk AND SECOND… AAAAAAAHHHHJSJSKSJSJSBSJKSKSKSLSKKSJSJSKOAKSJSBSBJSJSSSJJSJSHAHAHHAHAHKLSKSKS I CAN NOT! My brain? Completely melted into a super horny goo jsksskskskssk what the fuckkkkkk???? Min fucking Yoongi you terrible terrible menace! Him going from a sunny whiny baby to full on dom? Thank you Sibi for keeping us well fed jdkdkdk gosh I love him so much, I love them so much I truly love how he can let his walls completely down with oc and be vulnerable to the point of letting his more dominant persona slip, oc really is a queen for treating him like the sweetest king he is, like yes my sweet love you deserve to receive pleasure as much as you give it LET👏🏻YOURSELF👏🏻BE👏🏻ON👏🏻THE👏🏻RECEIVING👏🏻END👏🏻GET👏🏻THAT👏🏻BOOTY👏🏻ATE👏🏻 jsksksks he deserves it more than anyone and I’m happy he has oc by his side to get it into his head one way or another 🥺 but also he’s a fucking menace once he gets control back holy shit there’s not that much that I can say other that holy shot cause my brain after this chapter truly melted, horny and endeared by how tender and loving both of them are while still fucking like crazy, I’m this 🥺🥴

I also love how talkative Yoongi gets post sex 🥺 he could finally share his insecurities with her so she can help him feel better about himself so he can enjoy more 🥺 AND GOD the part where he told her that he felt so tiny with her… it warmed my hard so bad 😭😭😭😭 just after saying a few chapters ago that he wanted to feel tiny and taken care of just once because he was so tired of always being the big bad creator and all what that embodied to now him telling her in one of his most vulnerable moments that he feels tiny and safe when he’s with her 😭🥹 I LOVE THEM AND I ONLY WANT HAPPINESS AND LOVE AND SAFETY FOR THEM 😭

Oh and chapter 31! Omg they weren’t normal nightmares!!!! That’s why the effect they had on her was so strong, baby was truly going insane because Suzy was mentally torturing her to the point of her giving up so she could take control 😭😭😭😭 thank god she finally told Yoongi about the nightmares otherwise Suzy could have had succeeded on taking over her without anyone noticing or being able to help 😭 I’m soooooo happy our oc is FINALLY free from her nightmares and all the pain and suffering that bitch was causing her, it was so hard for her I hope that she can now start to heal from the feelings of killing someone (an absolutely terrible someone) now that she’s free from her mind games AND free from the assumption of everyone hating her for what she did 🥺 baby deserves happiness with her lovely little family 🥺 her goodbyes to the rest of the group in case she didn’t comeback made me cry! Especially Hobi and Kookie 😭😭😭 Sibi why are you like this? 😭 I love how Jimin is just trying so hard to be better also and it just translates to him being super awkward and shy jskskskkss I love him jsksksks you go little Mimi you’ll get there eventually your a trying your best 🥹

I do have to say that I still don’t trust Frederick completely… 🤔 but I do feel honesty in him saying that his happy for Yoongi and I think this time Yoongi could feel that too since he didn’t control his mind to change things? I was like “oh? 👀 mmh idk still sus 🤨 but oh indeed“ I’m curious to know what this guy has going on… can he really be trusted? Is just his wife being a total bitch that makes him sus? I don’t know yet 🤨

Also please Yoongi needs to stop being so sweet and cute all the fucking time 😭😭😭😭😭 I want to squish him and tell him how loved and cute he is, love that oc is already doing that jskskskskks but 😭😭😭😭 so fucking cute, AND he also needs to stop (please never stop) talking to her like he’s proposing to her every time cause is not going well for my mental health jsksksksk when he was telling her how she was his “land” and he wanted to know her completely so he can take care and respect her properly like one is supposed to do with a new found land that signifies a new beginning like my sweet dude STOOOOPPPPPPPP IM GONNA CRY HES SO LOVELY AND SO IN LOVE IT HURTS OC YOU LUCKY GIRL WTF SQUISH HIM AND SMOOCH HIM 24/7😭😭😭😭 (this man gosh! MV Yoongi AND real Yoongi really trigger my cuteness aggression daily, he’s just a little guy 🥺👌🏻)

Chapter 32

Noooo Hobi jsjsksjjsksjsjsksjjsjsjsksksn Hes so funny AND terrible and the same time, of course he would get it on with not one but TWO witches and be all cocky about being destroyed by them sjskkskshsjsjsjskss he just wants his friends to congratulate him for fucking two witches jsskksksskksks that’s Doctor Love for you sjksksksks I love this kinky little perv so much my little sunshine boy skskkskskjsjsk I also loved how Jimin is in his friendly bickering fase with oc 🥹 I want them to be good friends 😭 and how lovely was to see them back home 😭 oc back in her greenhouse again greeting her plants and giving Yoongi a little tour 🥺 will we get see her giving Kookie a tour too? I think he would accidentally stop listening to her five minutes in from how pretty she looks while talking about her plant friends, no sound entering his ears just a lovely visual of his baby being happy and excited, he would probably apologise and try to concentrate on what she’s saying so hard hksksksks also I know I said it before but I LOVE when Kook calls her baby 😫 it affects just like Yoongi calling her princess and Tae calling her Sweetest does I LOVE IT, and on another note, seeing them ALL, like the whole family having dinner and playing board games at the state like the happy family they deserve to be warms my heart so muchhhh please I want happiness and fluffy domesticity for them all 🥺 seriously everything’s is just too fine, too good? WHAT IS COMING FOR US IN THE NEXT CHAPTERSSJSJKSKSKSKSK?????

I seriously FEEL like after this chapter shit is starting to go down fast because why does it feel like the ending?! 😭 everything is fine, everyone’s happy, no more going from city to city, no more nightmares just happy life at the state BUT THEN Yoongi is going away again and alone?! Like no sir, that’s not possible ✋🏻 I do think that after the conversation he had with oc about the feelings he has regarding killing Namjoon he’s going to start to really consider looking for alternatives that could maybe bring him back instead… considering how oc told him she would get mad and told him right away to start looking for other ways so he doesn’t have to live with the weight of killing someone that at some point was so dear to him 😔 GOSHHHH i know you said this story has happy ending but I’m dying here cause I can feel the ANGST coming jsksksksskks and I just want my babies to be happy, I know you do too, this is terrible jsksksksskksksksks anyways! I loved these later chapters so much SO MUCH FLUFF AND SWEETNESS😭 and I’m so excited for what’s to come too!!! I hope that work doesn’t get in the way of me enjoying the chapters on the day they come out anymore jdkdkdkskjsksksksjskks thank you for your lovely writing once again Sibi! 💜💜💜

-Shy anon

Okay so I'll put all my answers under read more fjadsjf

Chapter 29

I’m so glad they finally had THE TALK and realised that NOTHING will change the love and admiration they have for each other EVER 🥺 but like I said this two little lovely idiots need to start communicating their feelings in a normal way and not pushing it to the limits of Kook having to do an intervention or finally talking while being inside memories

YES GOSH THIS!!! This is definitely something these two need to work on together, but I'm so proud of them that they are finally starting to see that they can actually talk about their stuff. Here is to a better future between them (she says after the last chapter dropped ahahhahahhah bye)

I also could hear Yoongi screaming “Medic! Medic!” So clearly jskskskksksksksk I love his oscar worthy dramatic ass jsksksksksksk like that my baby having the time of his life 🥹

THIS HAHAHA I could hear it clearly as well :( he is so fucking CUTETETETE :(((((

oh Sibi AND HIS HEARTBEAT?!!!!!

HIS HEARTBEAT!!! 😭😭😭

this baby has been going over the idea of using that blade to be mortal again because he wants that and because he doesn’t want her to give up being human BUT for her the most important and precious thing is to get to live eternally with him

THEM THEM THEM

Chapter 30

first of all waking up in the morning and the first thing you see is a sleeping Min Yoongi in all his cute and beautiful glory? Oc is really leaving THE dream, THE life

SHE IS SO FUCKING LUCKY ISTFG I AM CLAWING AT THE WALLS I WANT THIS FNADSFNADN

I love him so much, I love them so much I truly love how he can let his walls completely down with oc and be vulnerable to the point of letting his more dominant persona slip, oc really is a queen for treating him like the sweetest king he is, like yes my sweet love you deserve to receive pleasure as much as you give it

YES THIS!! istfg L I love him so much and I love them so much and I love that they are both so vulnerable and open with each other L I honestly think that their emotionally safe sex is gonna help Yoongi so so much with opening up. Like idk it’s the entire aspect of “being naked with someone” quite literally and figuratively which just MAKES ME SO FNADFN

LET👏🏻YOURSELF👏🏻BE👏🏻ON👏🏻THE👏🏻RECEIVING👏🏻END👏🏻GET👏🏻THAT👏🏻BOOTY👏🏻ATE👏🏻

YES KING LET YOURSELF GO!!! YOU DESERVE IT!!!

but also he’s a fucking menace once he gets control back holy shit there’s not that much that I can say other that holy shot cause my brain after this chapter truly melted

BRUH SAME fnadnf he is sfuckingfkdakfhot fjadjf

AND GOD the part where he told her that he felt so tiny with her… it warmed my hard so bad 😭😭😭😭 just after saying a few chapters ago that he wanted to feel tiny and taken care of just once because he was so tired of always being the big bad creator and all what that embodied to now him telling her in one of his most vulnerable moments that he feels tiny and safe when he’s with her

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIST HSIT she is his safe space I AM FUCKING CRYING ON THE FLOOR 😭😭😭😭

Chapter 31

baby deserves happiness with her lovely little family 🥺

YES THIS!!! I want my baby OC to be happy and happy and happy!!!!

I love how Jimin is just trying so hard to be better also and it just translates to him being super awkward and shy jskskskkss I love him jsksksks you go little Mimi you’ll get there eventually your a trying your best 🥹

HE IS SO CUTE JAFDJSF istfg I love him so much haha he is so awkward and I love him so much fadjf

I do have to say that I still don’t trust Frederick completely… 🤔 but I do feel honesty in him saying that his happy for Yoongi and I think this time Yoongi could feel that too since he didn’t control his mind to change things? I was like “oh? 👀 mmh idk still sus 🤨 but oh indeed“ I’m curious to know what this guy has going on… can he really be trusted? Is just his wife being a total bitch that makes him sus? I don’t know yet 🤨

I honestly think that the best indicator for how trustworthy Fredrick is, is Yoongi fjadsjf I truly think that if Yoongi was still doubting Fred, he would have deleted his memories again 👀

Also please Yoongi needs to stop being so sweet and cute all the fucking time 😭😭😭😭😭 […]when he was telling her how she was his “land” and he wanted to know her completely so he can take care and respect her properly like one is supposed to do with a new found land that signifies a new beginning like my sweet dude STOOOOPPPPPPPP IM GONNA CRY HES SO LOVELY AND SO IN LOVE IT

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH I AM SUFFERING BECAUSE OF THIS MAN jfajdsfj like, I gave myself such HIGH standards when I created him fjadjfa now I don’t want anyone else except my cutie pattootie Boongie. Like if my future man ain’t fucking calling me “his land” I don’t fucking need him fandfna

Chapter 32

Noooo Hobi jsjsksjjsksjsjsksjjsjsjsksksn Hes so funny AND terrible and the same time, of course he would get it on with not one but TWO witches and be all cocky about being destroyed by them sjskkskshsjsjsjskss he just wants his friends to congratulate him for fucking two witches jsskksksskksks that’s Doctor Love for you sjksksksks I love this kinky little perv so much my little sunshine boy skskkskskjsjsk

I love this lil dude so much hahahah he is so comfortable with his sexuality LIKE AS FUNNY AS IT IS it’s already really fucking refreshing to see someone so openly see sex as “something normal and not shameful” LIKE PLEASE YES CONTINUE BEING SO COMFORTABLE WITH BEING A KINKY PERV HAHAH

will we get see her giving Kookie a tour too? I think he would accidentally stop listening to her five minutes in from how pretty she looks while talking about her plant friends, no sound entering his ears just a lovely visual of his baby being happy and excited, he would probably apologise and try to concentrate on what she’s saying so hard hksksksks

YES OMFG THIS!!! HOLY FUCK THIS IS SO KOOK CODED HAHAHA he would either stop listening because he is gazing at her or he would stop listening because he got busy watching some bugs or studying plants. While OC is all busy talking, which then ends in her continuing to walk while he stays back and it takes the two of them way too long to realise that she is talking to the air and Kook lost her HAHAHAH

also I know I said it before but I LOVE when Kook calls her baby 😫 it affects just like Yoongi calling her princess and Tae calling her Sweetest

BRO S A M E fjadfja

I seriously FEEL like after this chapter shit is starting to go down fast because why does it feel like the ending?!

Oops 😶