#but at the same time. ow! owchie! owww!!!!
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god i can't wait for the hormone levels to even out again. when they do it's over for y'all
#it's me#(tw vent in the tags)#for reference: i use a gel pump for my testosterone#but for some reason there's more gel you can pump out than there is gel w/ testosterone#so each time i start a new bottle there's a few days at the very beginning where i'm getting next to no testosterone#because there's a few pumps of gel--that they don't tell you to remove anywhere! they just say ''pump three times to prime'' and nothing#else!--that doesn't have any testosterone#and i'm only on one pump a day#so for those few days without testosterone. and a bit after those few days. my hormones are way wonky#i started a new bottle a little under a week ago#unfortunately even once i get the proper dose of testosterone it takes time for hormone levels to even back out#so i'm stuck dealing with extra chronic pain + migraines + dislocation/sublux risk because of fucky hormones until they eventually even out#hopefully it's only another day or two before things go back to normal for me#but at the same time. ow! owchie! owww!!!!#i feel like that fucking Homer Simpson meme#it literally hurt to yawn for like a day and a half. it would be just a band of pain going from the junction between the back of my head &-#--my neck#all the way up and around to my temples#and it was specifically yawning. i could open my mouth as wide as i wanted but as soon as the tension came in from yawning it was all over#luckily forcing through it and yawning a few times seemed to fix it#but dear god it was uncomfortable
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