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cruelsister-moved2 · 2 years ago

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i definitely need to be in like a medium sized rural town in the long run because living in like a relatively small, green, walkable city severely destroyed my brain and body but having lived for about 6 months in literally a clump of 3 houses in a field 3 miles from the nearest bus stop or village shop is now also starting to do my brain in albeit the damage is much slower and more just like im really bored of doing the same walk every day and not being able to attend anything regularly compared to living in a city being like i lay awake every night in both fear + overstimulation from the noise and become a shut-in. anyway very excited for the compromise where i live near a train station AND a field :))))

#ive lived in 2 cities both of which i love #one i really want to go back to and one i go to every saturday ish #but am also like i would rather commute 2h than go back to living there #the problem here is PARTLY that i still cant drive arurgh urghh *smashes up my autism w a hammer*#but it would just be nice to be able to like order takeaway or walk to the shop to get butter #anyawyyy looking at another house on wednesday :)#also especially if they continue to FLOP i could theoretically afford to buy a house here some day :')#whereas living in a city is like would u rather throw 1/3rd of ur income into a black hole for a guy u have to threaten w legal action in #order to get ur oven fixed #or work like a dog for 25 years in the hopes of one day purchasing a 1 bed flat with smashed windows #my sis lives in ox n her like poky 4bed student flat is like 2.5k a month #i made her so mad by showing her a literal 5bed stately home #with 2 kitchens 5 sitting rooms 5 bathrooms #furnished w 4 poster beds etc #fireplaces in every room #for 2.5k a month up here #literally do 4 of u want to move in w me jodie n lewis n live in luxury hellooo thats crazy

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