#but also when youre on a bunch of meds bc your brain cant produce the happy chemical and your metabolism is awful and its still terrible | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

spectrum-core · 10 months ago

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the "being a bit fat" bit is insane though cause that's something only people who knew me 10 years ago could be aware of, for people who didn't know me in high school im just an average guy with a thick neck and rounded face

#personal #which is to say i only look fat if you compare me to when i SKIPPED MEALS #(no ed i just was extremely fucking depressed)#now. the overweight aspect is real and i am Working on it. as much as i can when im poor and kinda still need to put things inside my #stomach so i dont die you know #but also when youre on a bunch of meds bc your brain cant produce the happy chemical and your metabolism is awful and its still terrible #on meds but its more manageable at least and you get headaches at least twice a week #yeah that shit comes with side effects and gaining weight is an awfully common one #so even my doctors are relatively lenient with that shit and its like 'alright as long as you can. you know. Do Things. and have a decent #fat/liquid/muscle ratio then whatever. youre fine'

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