#but also they're just happy that you're here (both as an audience member and as a performer)

[sosoyoyo]

Listen, if you are able to: for the love of god go to a local drag show!!! Some of the most interesting performance pieces I've seen have been from stuff hosted at a nearby dive bar.

[jokertrap-ran]

[スタオケ] La Corda d'Oro Starlight Orchestra Main Story Chapter 2-17 Translation

*Starlight Orchestra Masterlist *Spoiler free: Translations will remain under cut *Main story tag will be #Main Starlight

Seiji: “Mack the Knife”, a single that was made into a popular jazz classic by Louis Armstrong.

Seiji: The villains in the song are portrayed with sarcastic lyrics, but the way they live life is so carefree and unfettered that it's oddly warm. Comforting, even.

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Osakabe (Past): Are you an idiot? There was no need for you to go against the teacher too. Look, you got kicked out of the club.

Akira (Past): Shut up, I was mad. Isn't it normal to be angry over things like this?

Osakabe (Past): It's not something for you to get angry over.

Akira (Past): Ah, why don't we form a duo to perform together?

Osakabe (Past): Do you even know what you're saying? Haha, you really are a fool…

Akira: Perhaps neither of us has changed, even now…

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Audience: What a gentle melody… but I wonder why I feel like crying…?

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Boy: Wow… Those guys are really amazing!

Yasu: Kirigaya-san…

Tomoeda: I'd like to say much about how I can't believe President Osakabe is doing it with that guy, but…

Yasu: What a brilliant melody. The Starlight Orchestra's the best! Long live Joyo Technical High School!

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Seiji: We did it… Our best performance to date.

Akira: Well, of course. We have a brilliant team backing us.

⊳ Choice: Thank you…!

Akira: I could say the same to you too. Thank you, this is all because of you.

⊳ Choice: I'm so happy

Seiji: Come now, you're still before the guests. Wipe your tears away.

⊳ Choice: Look, everyone's smiling!

Akira: Yeah, even both the delinquents and the members of the Student Council have smiles on their faces. Everyone from Joyo Technical High School is a good person deep down.

Numahira: *Chuckles* Look at that grin on his face. He has his guard all the way down…

Numahira: Come, Busujima. It's our turn.

Busujima: …

Numahira: Hey, what are you spacing out for? Come on, get up. Hurry.

Busujima: …I can't…

Numahira: Huh? What are you talking about?

Busujima: I can't do it, Go-chan… I can't destroy them.

Busujima: It's my first time…. Hearing such a heart-wrenching melody…

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Akira: The concert's finally over. It really flew by just like that.

Seiji: It really did. Did you notice that Busujima from Oba Commercial High School was also there?

Akira: Anyone can be part of the audience. As long as they're here to enjoy the music, of course.

Akira: …

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Akira: …Say, what are your thoughts on joining the Starlight Orchestra to make an impact on the world?

Seiji: Wasn't the criteria to get a full house in the concert hall?

Akira: Come on, now you're just being mean. Surely you've seen just how enthusiastic the audience was today. That's just the start of it.

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Seiji: Well, it looks like you've already made your decision. I don't mind taking on the world either.

Seiji: The Student Council and your underlings seemed to have really hit it off too.

Seiji: Looks like we can leave Mito with no incidents now. Although…

Akira: (L/n)-san. Great timing. I was just about to go look for you.

Akira: Huh? Hashizume-sensei from the Mito Symphony Orchestra contacted you? The one who invited you to perform at that concert hall?

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Hashizume-sensei: Sorry about everything. I just heard about what happened.

Hashizume-sensei: It looks like we've forgotten about the purpose of having a Student Orchestra, a place where everyone can pursue their dreams.

Hashizume-sensei: Ahh, yes. There's no need to worry about the matter concerning Osakabe-kun.

Hashizume-sensei: I've already informed Shinomori-kun that under no circumstances will we ban him from participating in the Concours’ selection rounds.

Seiji: Haha… you really are a master at creating miracles.

Seiji: Look at that look of triumph on you. It's truly maddening that I can't turn down your expectations of me now.

Akira: Will you let me join the Starlight Orchestra — your ship of dreams?

Akira: Let's go to the ends of the world, together.

⊳ Choice: I've been waiting for you to say that

Seiji: I made this decision because of your abilities, so don't disappoint me, Concertmistress.

⊳ Choice: I'll be relying on you from now on

Akira: Same here. We'll be relying on each other from now on.

Akira: Let's take our music all the way to the top of this world. We're in your hands now, Concertmistress.

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Previous Part: (Chapter 2-16) Next Part: (Chapter 3-1)

[alittlefrenchtree]

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Love ya.

Numbeeeeers 😍 Thank you, sweetheart 🤓

3- Pick a Sis’ to be your Sis’! June or Bea? 

Bea, I think. I'm not sure how to explain it with words, but I think I like her quiet vibes better for a family member? June would be the cool friend or something.

4- If you could keep only the book or only the movie, which one would you choose?

The movie. It might have everything to do with the fact that I saw the movie before reading the book but even if they both have flaws, the movie is more efficient for me.

9- If you had to delete the entire movie but one scene, which scene would you save?  

I'd save the New Year Eve. I like Alex and Henry's energies in this scene, they're very cute and funny and drunk!Alex is an absolute delight to watch (in every way).

16- Pick a line and/or a quote for each:

-You have to sell the book/movie to someone who doesn't know anything about it.

Who the hell wrote this question???

Oh it was easy, actually.

I knew it has to be a Zahra line. And one of her very first is actually perfect.

"You can hate prince Harry all you want, but the minute you see a camera, you better act like the sun shines out of his ass and you have a vitamin D deficiency."

It's efficient, you have both the humor and the ennemies to lovers plot so it's perfect.

-The quote that makes you the most emotional.

The Thisbe/Pyramus note would be my pick but it's not an original quote so...

"Sería una mentira, porque no sería él"

I like a lot of things about this line. The Spanish, what it says about not wanting someone to be a secret, about the kind of bullshit you hear about bisexuality and how it speaks about Alex's feelings.

-A quote/line that could be a life lesson to you.

I have two from the same scene.

I like A LOT, the "I'm allowed" from Henry because it's SO IMPORTANT to hear. To hear that even if you're talking to someone you madly love and who is madly in love with you, you're allowed to self-preservation and you should. Think of yourself first and not be ready to sacrifice everything for love without a second thought. Hearing that kind of thought in a romcom actually made me very happy. + I like how Nick delivered that line.

The second one feels like it should cancel to first one but, like always, I like the idea of finding balanced between the two :

"Nothing will ever happen to you. But Henry, nothing will ever happen to you."

17- Who is more in love with the other? Alex or Henry? (we know they’re both equally in love and idiots, just entertain your audience with some arguments to feed the international debate).

Pretty much agreeing with you on the answer here. Their love is very different, but I think Henry would win the debate overall. I haven't enough brain cells left today to justify with smart words but i know he would. Which probably also means Henry is the less balanced/healthy (for himself, mostly) in the relationship. Hopefully, as the fictional time goes on and on, he would be able to work on some of the issues.

18- You have to get a RWRB tattoo (either because you want one or because someone is threatening you and you have to get one to save your life). What do you choose? It can be anything! 

My first (and only) idea so far would be a tiny turkey in a very simple style.

Something like this, but cuter and very tiny (barely an inch). The scene is hilarious, I like their energies there (kind of like the new year eve) and mostly, it kind be linked to other things in my life, so it would be a ok tattoo. (i won't do it tho 😂)

💜

All the questions here!

[tiikerikani]

Stop what you're doing and go to the book launch

2024 Oct 10 – Bar Loose, Helsinki

Honestly, this was better than them having a thing at book fair (best fair), because more of the band can show up and the extremely short notice meant that the audience would be a manageable size.

The only fans who queued outside before they let us in to the bar were people like me, Tall Blonde (whose arm was in a cast), Regular Groupie (coming in from whatever part of the country she actually lives in — the real "stop what you're doing" groupie energy), and the wheelchair-bound woman (and her husband) who's always at the accessible gigs here. People gradually showed up as they got off from work.

Appropriately the bar had the (presumably) Spotify playlist with their songs on, and I was trying really hard not to sing along too dramatically...yet ;) Drinks were happy hour prices too. Senpai allowed himself a couple of beers, maybe because this is more of a speaking engagement even though they were to perform a few songs.

Insert usual book talk content

The book is in fact also a ribbon campaign product (despite no pink), hence releasing on the same day their participation was announced. This just means that 1€ goes to charity for each copy sold except the preorders...

Teemu is wearing The Pendant with another ring on the cord.

One thing the author found remarkable (and possibly quite unique) about the band is really just how incredibly wholesome they are, and not just how they're always in neat, tailored outfits. We usually associate rock bands with personality clashes, drama, on-stage fights, and other petty behavior — in whose story this band completely lacks, despite how large and diverse the ensemble is. They all get along and nobody resents being there, and they have democratic principles and expectations of conduct that they are committed to.

I mean just look how much fun they're genuinely having, especially the fellas without their instruments. (Couldn't resist singing a tiny bit.)

The song is kind of forever associated with that time I went to Köyliö and had cried to it traveling to Turku and back and eating too much Hesburger.

Then they played Onnellinen mies which I didn't film because they always invite everybody to sing along and I do.

Naturally people wanted another song. "We could play what we always play? We already played it downstairs [for warmup] but we could play it again." (So that's the secret, if you don't hear it in a set, which is only when they don't have a lot of time, they will have played it amongst themselves.)

I only filmed from the second verse onwards because I noticed they were doing something really nice with the harmonies in the chorus and I… kind of want to steal it?? Maybe it's my pianist bias but it just isn't quite the same without the piano part.

(nooo he threw me off by not taking the full 8 beats before the last line)

For the rest of the evening they let people have books (and stuff) signed. I had brought my copy so I could ask Senpai to write a message in it. It's not quite as personalized as it was last time but that's okay. I told the author that he didn't need to translate his note for me (I know enough Savonians), but he gave it his best shot anyway 😅

Merch Table Guy (who'd proofread the manuscript) had this demo CD (and some stickers) from Senpai's previous band. He also has albums from other band members' other/previous projects. I think he must either have been a fan from the very start or just enjoys tracking down this sort of thing on Discogs, or both.

But yeah! That's what he looked like in his pre-beard (pre-singer) incarnation 😂

I let the autograph table have a look at the miniature of myself with the book. ("Painting these figures is kind of my main hobby right now, my other important hobby is skipping choir practice to see you guys." —no really this has happened too much.)

The Spotify playlist had resumed and the bands playing later in the evening in the club downstairs had started setting up. Minne sinä meet came on and I'd had a couple of drinks so I gave it my 100% voice. (But not within earshot of the band. Should I have?) You, dear reader, know how much the song means to me, but nobody in the room knows that.

But a couple more words before I go

— You know, I've been having a rough week, and I really... — I hope this helped a bit? — It's exactly what I needed.

[Concert write-up archive and master calendar]

[mainstoryarchive]

Underachievers - 15: Entry

Translator: Peace

Proofreader: Bakemonoremy

Aira: Okay, we're here~♪

[Read on my blog for the best viewing experience with Oi~ssu ♪]

Location: ES Live Stage

A few minutes later

Aira: Okay, we're here~♪

That took quite some time, huh?

The underground side entrance and elevator are exclusive for the live’s audience right now, so we had no choice but to come down the staff stairway.

Hiiro: There were so many people, it was hard to get through. If we didn't have you to guide us, Aira, we wouldn't have gotten anywhere.

Aira: Heheh, I am used to lives—I mean, more as an audience member than anything else, but still.

Tatsumi: Fufu. Let us do all we can so that we may become used to this as idols as well.

In any case, this is ES’s rumored live stage. What a remarkable place.

The fact that there's a staging area that can seat such a large audience at any point in time in this facility makes it significant, particularly for idol activities.

Aira: Japan doesn't really have buildings that can do the job, and the ones that are big enough feel like they're always booked.

That's why only the most popular of idols could stand on such grand stages, while newcomers never had a shot in the first place.

But on top of this place, ES is setting up a number of new stages outside and in the surrounding areas.

From what I heard, even this underground area is constantly being expanded… Well, it seems like there is no lack of places for people to sing, huh?

Tatsumi: Fufu. The amount of idols increases each and every day too, so there still may not be enough space for them all.

Hiiro: …

Aira: Hm? What's wrong, Hiro-kun, you're awfully fidgety… Do you need to use the restroom?

Tatsumi: Fufu. Idols don't use the restroom. That's an awfully old saying, but still, I'd recommend you'd take care of business before the live begins.

Hiiro: Ah, it's not that… It's nothing really, it just feels like there's an odd presence here.

Aira: What do you mean, an odd presence? Like a criminal? How scary!

Tatsumi: Hm. We are usually followed by the one currently hiding in the ceiling, but does this presence differ from that, Hiiro-san?

Aira: Eh, that mysterious fourth person followed us here? Where, where? Why are they so persistent about not showing themself to us?! And in a way that makes them even more suspicious!

Hiiro: Ah, it's not them. It's more… What's the word… It's more nostalgic, I guess?

It's nothing I thought I'd ever smell in the big city, almost like the scent of blood.

… Mm-mm. Maybe I'm just imagining things.

Both of you are used to this, while I'm overwhelmed by the buzzing atmosphere that only these venues have—I might just be a little nervous.

Everyone's so enthused, packed tightly into one spot…

It's the same as how the SS was. The lives themselves are unusual to me.

Tatsumi: Fufu. It's true, for idols such as ourselves, these extraordinary things eventually become "ordinary", so we tend to forget how they feel.

But looking at you, Hiiro-san, I remember how I used to be.

Aira: Well, this may be the "ordinary" for you, Kazehaya-senpai, but I am still completely inexperienc—… Huh?

Hajime: ~..♪

Aira: Shino-senpai!

Hajime: Hm? Is someone calling for me..?

Aira: Senpa~i, over here ♪

Hajime: Ah, Shiratori-kun! Good evening~♪ I'm sorry for not noticing you sooner, but there's a lot of people here…

Fufu, I'm glad, though~. You see, Shiratori-kun, I was actually looking for all of you.

Hiiro: Do you know this person, Aira?

Aira: Yup. Well, it'd be presumptuous for someone like me to call him an acquaintance though—

Aira: This is Shino Hajime-san, a member of the popular unit Ra*bits, and also our super awesome senpai, y'know?

Hajime: Fufu. I'm not that super awesome~, but I'm happy you think so.

Shiratori-kun and I go to the same school, and we became friends after eating on the rooftop together.

Aira: Yup, it was an honor above all else! I have a hard time not boasting about it to the Ra*bits fans on social media!

Hajime: Ah, don't talk about it outside of HoldHands though, okay?

You seem to be a clever, careful person, Shiratori-kun, so I think you'll be fine, but there are others who accidentally caused problems doing that.

For example, among the people I know, there’s someone from Valkyrie… A while ago, he was, I guess you call it "being flamed", and it turned into a huge ordeal.

Although, as a result, people in and out of the business world did take notice of him, and apparently a certain distinguished artist got in contact with him, so it all worked out in the end.

Aira: Oh right, there can be quite some flamewars in there. But what a surprise~, Ra*bits and Valkyrie’s image are the complete opposi–

Ah, wait, I get it now. I'm so sorry, this isn't a topic I should be touching on, huh…

Hajime: Fufu. You're really in the know when it comes to the circumstances of various idols, Shiratori-kun, it's almost as if you're more of a fan than an idol proper.

Tomoya-ku–… A good friend of mine is the same way, so I think it's rather charming.

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[heartfullofleeches]

Ok so, do y'all know the game cult of the lamb?? I keep imagining Reader being the last worshiper of a entity who keeps demanding more and more followers from the reader who is like DESPERATELY trying to find new members for the cult. Mf running around with pamphlets and glue to stick them to walls and stuff. And also, I think it would be kinda funny if some people just started joining the cult for the reader and not for the entity lol

"Thank you all for joining me in the worship of our merciful leader. I was too once like you all, lost soul in need of a flock to call my own. We can all join together in harmony now and be one."

You look around the crowd; relieved before compare that you finally had other followers for the deity that demanded worship and sacrifice, who had left the task in your hands. After weeks of trying to convince people, a large group of them just randomly appeared one day. Standing above them all, they look upon you with awe and disbelief. It was... honestly kind of odd. They seemed to be focused on you rather than the mercy and power of your lord. You could've sworn you heard someone say, "They're even cuter up close", but that may have been the heat of the sun frying your brain. Your proud facade breaks. You take a deep breath.

"Ok- I'm super happy that you all are here, but may I ask why you're here? I've been doing this for a while and most people just think I'm crazy."

There's mutters through the crowd. Somewhere in the front, someone sheepishly raises their hand.

"I only came because I wanted to see if joining meant I had a chance to ask you out.'

What.

"Me too! I thought I was the only one. I heard rumors that to become a part of this cult, you had to kiss the leader and swear your eternal loyalty to them by sacrifice what you hold dear. And I'm honestly down for both."

There's more mutter, all of agreement. Aside from trying to get people into the cult, you hardly went around town. The few times that people saw you after a while was like a ghost's tale. One that captivated the audience rather than strike fear into their hearts. Those who saw you, described you as a breathtaking soul. The one's you actually talked to had always been enchanted by your voice itself rather than promises of salvation. After a while, some of them just decided to see you for themselves; coming to find they wanted to join the cult for all the wrong reasons.

You stand there, stunned. Somewhere in the back, a person shouts.

"I'll give up my blood if you go see a movie with me on Saturday!"

[januaryedgelordess]

I'd like to discuss a SnK theory with someone, it's on the possibility of a different (or expanded) AnR theory.

Disclaimer: Perhaps you should read this post with the lyrics for Akatsuki no Requiem by Linked Horizon in mind, but I also don't stand by the original reddit theory a 100%.

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One of the questions that lingers around the fandom is: "who would've survived the Rumbling had it been done as originally implied by the themes and foreshadowing of the story?". Some believe only Eren and Historia would have had that chance, but they might be mistaken.

The first proof I have in order to back this claim is AnR's official art as drawn by WIT Studio during the production of season three of the anime:

(Note: these are originally four different images, the source of this collage is vaguely anitwt).

Just as shown in the original PV by Linked Horizon, each of these characters are standing by a gravestone while holding a bouquet and looking conflicted. Now, to counter the original AnR theorists, I propose that Eren —and by extension, Historia— weren't the only ones to live on with regret in their hearts, instead, Levi and Hanji survived as well.

Why did they survive? Is my conclusion solely based on these pictures? Well, just in part.

I believe Attack on Titan was never meant to be a one-sided story, and that one of the various themes that weren't thoroughly explored in the later chapters, a theme which was instead rushed and swiftly overlooked, is that of the conflict between "Nationalism" and "Internationalism". It's obvious and needless to point out that Yaegerists were the former, but the latter never take a name for themselves. However, we get a rough idea of who they might be, one of them is clearly Hanji Zoe:

Another internationalist is obviously Onyankopon:

Another one is Armin and so on, and so on.

Are they the only type on people on Earth? Of course not. Notably you also have those who have egotistical motivations, like Jean, who just wants to get married and live a peaceful life in the inner cities; or the Hizuru ambassador, Kiyomi, whose motivation is monetary gain. The world isn't black and white in AoT so, to clarify, it's unnecessary to classify every character in the dichotomy here presented.

Now, if Yams hadn't downplayed this interaction, we may have had a better thought out plan to stop the Rumbling and, possibly, a less moronically cringy way for "The Alliance" to be presented.

Why is that? It's because of various reasons. First, one of the most observant characters, Hanji, is notable for having spied on some of Eren and Historia's interactions (the "You look happy — that's because I am" scene for example) but by the end of the story the audience never got a reason as to why this observant behavior happened. If Hanji really is as cunning and observant as she is portrayed to be, she should've been the first character to suspect that Eren is the father and, therefore, that Historia's pregnancy's due date was off. Instead of the survey corps discussing this info, we get some random officers discussing irrelevant rumours about it. Isayama I mean, Kawakubo played Hanji Zoe dirty, in my opinion, in this scenario.

If Hanji had noticed that important information, and if that info had been shared with the Survey Corps, as was natural for her character to do, "the Alliance" may have had been able to act sooner against the AT.

Now, would more prep time save the world from devastation? No, I don't believe so. I believe it would, instead, make them have a slightly more realistic last fight by a) having them recruit actual soldiers and weapons for the final showdown, heck, if they have enough time even other countries would chime in, vs Hallu-chan and the Attach Titan; and, therefore, b) not having them rely on a Deus Ex Machina to defeat Eren.

That way, Hanji would live on with regret, knowing the Alliance did everything in their power to defeat the Attack Titan but failed miserably in the end. Instead of having her smile as her ghost-self at whatever the hell the canon battle achieved, she'd mourn the world that's been lost, and she'd feel regret for not being able to save it.

Now, for Levi I haven't done a thorough analysis yet, but I believe it's not difficult to see why humanity's strongest soldier would survive this ordain. I'd really like to hear someone else's thoughts on that matter.

Also, I'm in no way trying to imply LeviHan was supposed to be part of a kino ending, but I'm not too into that ship so I'd like to hear someone else's thoughts about it and on why they were the only two members of the alliance to survive according to WIT Studio's AnR official art.

Now, onto the second part of "who survived the Rumbling?". The next piece of information contradicts previous statements, and it also contradicts an AnR ending to some extent, but bare with me, please.

Exhibit A, Mikasa and Armin should have survived:

However, for Kruger's prophecy to succeed, I stand by my previous statement that "the Alliance" should've acted sooner, and that Armin is part of the Internationalist faction ready to "save humanity". Why do I believe that? It's easy, first, let's remember this quote from the moment Erwin died:

Note how, not only does Eren say Armin will save the humans, he also implies Mikasa will know it'll happen (so she'll be alive by the time the battle ends).

And, piggybacking on that moment as well, Armin would've been able to use his intellect to make a plan to divert the Rumbling titans. I'm adding this here to stress something that can't be stressed enough: Armin shouldn't have had to fistfight Eren twice, and he shouldn't have had to steal someone else's kill. Now onto that kill...

Should Mikasa have been the one to deal Eren's final blow? In the canon version of the story it's shown, in a rather cringy way, how she has to make up a whole different scenario inside her mind to get the mental strength to kill him. To me, Mikasa instead should've used the devastation caused by the Rumbling to completely break away from Eren's character and to be able to see past the "you're being brainwashed" narrative. Now, besides some of Isayama's interviews, there's other proof to back this up: the Historia-Mikasa parallels in Ending 4 and Ending 1:

Ending 1: https://youtu.be/O4wezNlsxB0

Ending 4: https://youtu.be/o05UK9lXtC0

We see some petty similarities in both: how both girls seem to be inside a pond or a lake, a snip of them running when they were young, etc.; but we also see some more important things for this theory: their growth as a person (how they survived whatever the past cast upon them), and them catching up to the people who they look up to and love.

Now, two things we know about Historia are that her beloved Ymir left her and she had to learn to accept it and move on; and that her sister, Frieda, died and she, without initially knowing even that she'd lost her, had to learn how to live on her own when she was young. Would Mikasa and Eren be able to have an end like that? I think it was implied that it was possible, but other than that, as part of any healthy development of her character, it is important for her to move on just as the Eldian Queen did: even if Eren chose to live a life apart from her (like Ymir did to Historia's early knowledge) or even if he were to die (like Frieda did).

Also, I have some doubts about Mikasa being the one who was supposed to kill Eren, since the one who was foreshadowed to be a Helos' parallel, and who'd fit the role just as well is Reiner, but I won't discuss that here.

So, to me, Mikasa was never an Internationalist, but for the sake of her character, a break-away from Eren should've been a good conclusive act.

As to some other parallels between Mikasa and Historia we have this part:

In which it is implied that they share the same burden by birth, and the same destiny, possibly. Mikasa is shown to be embarrassed about it but Historia seems to be thoroughly delighted.

With this parallel I'd also like to recall two other threads left undone: the Azumabito clan and the Ackerman mystery.

First, the Azumabitos. It's implied that their land is to "the Orient", and we also get a small snip during the Rumbling which implies they have a coast (it's obvious their country is a direct reference to Japan, needless to say). All of which would imply that, as it does in the Real World ™️, Hizuru is almost the Eastern-most Nation of AoT's world as well, and therefore, it may be one of the last countries that the Rumbling would have reached. If you add that they were the first people to send an ambassador to Paradis, you get: Hizuru being the first nation to be included in a possible Internationalist "Alliance" (had it been done in the appropriate time) against the Attack Titan; and you also get that this would increase their possibilities of surviving, at least just in part, the Rumbling.

Why is this important? Because AnR's lyrics do not imply the world will be completely and absolutely obliterated. AnR's lyrics imply the world will live on but the power dynamic of the world will be reversed: Paradis will rule, while the rest will be forced inside the cage.

https://www.musixmatch.com/lyrics/Linked-Horizon/Akatsuki-no-Requiem-TV-Size

Now, the Ackermans. Just as Historia and Zeke posses a special particularity by virtue of birth (they are direct descendants of Ymir), which make them valuable assets to "breed" for whoever is using the Eldians (be it Marley, the Azumabitos, or the First King), I believe the outside world would be interested, at any part of the story, to have an Ackerman in their line of defense against the Eldians. In this case the Mikasa-Historia parallel is strengthened, simply because it would be interesting to see Levi or Mikasa confront that part of their destiny (to make the Ackerman clan continue for the sake of a plan, while acknowledging they're the only survivors). Perhaps Hizuru would've been the country to try and make use of that potential? This parallel was, of course, never used, but it would've been delightful to see it exploited at some point in the AoT timeline. However I acknowledge that continuity is impossible in a world without titans, unless one of the surviving countries on Earth are in serious need of Olympic competitors, of course, so perhaps it should've been mentioned before The Rumbling arc.

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Well, this turned out to be more like a vent or a rant than a theory now, and I wish I could've had discussed it quietly with someone instead of just posting it here. There are some other nuances to this analysis that I would like to explore in the future (since this isn't thoroughly thought out) In the meantime what do you all think of a new AnR theory like this one? Does it make a little sense? At least a bit? I hope so. Thank you for reading and sorry about the grammar mistakes.

TLDR: I believe Armin, Mikasa, Eren, Historia, Hanji and Levi should have survived and also it's possible for Hizuru to have survived. Please feel free to point out any flaws.

[ye4gerismarchives]

the bachelorette: the wedding

an: h-hey guys😅 a whole month w/o rhe bachelorette. y’all prolly forgot about it. fortunately, i haven’t😭 sorry yall, i’ve been up all night for the past month reading about nasty white men instead of writing for the bachelorette. this chapter has 4768 words, so i guess that’s a plus.

tags: black, fem reader. i don’t have any triggers off my head, if something does trigger you, do let me know

taglist: @taybird

5:00 am

You had plans to send Levi to his grave. How dare he wake you up at like four in the morning only to start your makeup and hair an hour later? The makeup and hair team were completely respectful towards you and respected your space, considering today was going to be full of emotions.

As your face was getting beat, there was a knock at the door. The makeup artist working on your face stopped so that you could address the person at the door. "If your name is Levi, don't bother coming in," you say. The door opens and your heart jumps because

Her Royal Highness Princess Historia and her girlfriend, Ymir, were in YOUR room.

"Oh sh*t, Your Royal Highness," you let out. Members of your team start to curtsy and bow to Historia. Ymir stands awkwardly behind her. She must have been getting used to the royal bs around her.

You stand to curtsy as well but Historia raises a hand to stop you. "Today is all about you. Ymir and I are going to be your bridesmaids today! Levi called us and we decided we would support you today!" she says cheerfully.

So, Levi probably wasn't going to die today. Now, you couldn't bring yourself to be mad at him but you still side eyes him. He was a powerful guy- you were still under the impression that he said something to Mikasa during the show and caused her unusual behavior.

"O-Oh?"

"Yeah! Ymir and I will get changed but we'll see you in your dress."

And with that, the princess and her girl left your room. It was like a dream.

5:30 am

Weeks before the wedding came, you went dress shopping. However, it didn't go how you wanted it to go. Ideally, you would be dress shopping with Sasha, Mikasa, and Connie. There was no way in hell you would call Sasha and ask her to go with you. You called Connie, who refused to pick up. You thought about calling Mikasa but you felt uneasy about it. So, Levi and his husband, Erwin, went with you.

Erwin was a complete angel. He asked you respectful questions about your life and even made you laugh. Spending time with Erwin made you realized how...dark Levi was and even made you question why they were even together. But your thoughts couldn't stop you from seeing how Levi melted under Erwin's touch. They loved each other. You hoped that You and Jean would be like that.

With their help, you managed to pick the perfect dress.

Slipping it on for the second time was just as magical as it was the first. Your team awed and cooed over how beautiful you looked. Historia and Ymir entered in matching pink outfits and immediately started fawning over how good you looked.

You felt your face redden up and you couldn't help but smile. But all of that went away when a familiar face entered.

"You...you look good, y/n."

"Mikasa...what are you doing here?"

Mikasa was standing in front of you in the same pink color that Ymir and Historia were in but her outfit was a sleeveless wide-legged jumpsuit. Her bangs were brushed away from her face and the rest of her hair sat behind her ears- well, mostly.

"Levi called me. He apologized for everything and told me to come over to apologize to you too. And then he forced me to be your maid of honor," Mikasa explained.

Levi forcing her to come over sounded like him but apologizing? He must have realized he went too far, especially since Mikasa was his niece. Levi was too caught up in creating and entertaining drama that he probably forgot Mikasa's relation to him.

So, you decided to let everything go.

You walk towards Mikasa with arms open and she's shocked but she doesn't hesitate to envelop you in her arms are well.

"I'm so sorry, y/n. I know was so out of line. I'll never let any man get in the way of our friendship again," Mikasa said as she squeezed you harder.

"Same here. If things don't work out with Jean, I'll marry you instead," you joke. You can feel Mikasa's laughter vibrate against your neck. She pulls away first and you proceed to ask another question. "Have you been in touch with Sasha?"

Mikasa purses her lips and shakes her head. "She's been radio silent. I can't tell if she got more backlash than me. She's off social media and just unwilling to speak with anyone. The hate probably got to her and she's just hiding for now."

You weren't too surprised. Mikasa was doing a job- a terrible one- but Sasha went out of her way to sleep with one of your guys...but she was drunk. You could imagine Sasha being the most discussed and debated online. Without speaking to her, you wouldn't know what was really going on in her mind.

"Oh! You never said hi to Princess Historia or Ymir. They're my bridesmaids for the day," you point out. The color leaves Mikasa's face when she realizes who's in the room with her. "Sh*t. Your Royal Highness," Mikasa curtsies. Historia lets out one of her signature giggles and begins to introduce herself and Ymir to Mikasa. As that goes on, your team starts helping you with your dress again.

You were slightly glad Mikasa was by your side today. The situation between the both of you was awkward but you were willing to give her another chance.

7:30 am

In the last two hours, you've done photoshoots and chat with everyone around you. Now it was time for Jean to be yours and for you to be his. You did question the early wedding time that Levi gave you but this would probably be the last time you saw that man so let's just let him do what he wants.

You were visibly nervous. You were gripping onto Mikasa's hand like it would be your last time doing so. "Hey, just remember, he's not your real husband. At least for now. This is all show," Mikasa reminds you. She was right. Jean may have been romantic with you but also he got his hour of fame, he could possibly leave you. Maybe he would get married to Connie.

You started to take a few deep breaths as you pulled up in front of the venue. Levi had rented a beach (not the one you and Connie were on) for your wedding.

From what you could see in the car, there were multiple seats and people were filling them up. You hoped that Connie's family had no ill-feeling toward you and decided to show up. It would be a shame since you were caught on television talking about how you would love for them to be there.

Your car came to a slow end. "y/n, do not worry. Remember, THIS is all fake. Only you decide if it's real," Mikasa reminds you. Levi opens your door and offers his hand to you. "It's go time." Mikasa helped you with your veil making sure that it wouldn't hit the ground.

"y/n, I know I may have been a menace but I'm happy for you. You might have had the most popular season yet," he says. Him bringing up ratings was no shock to you. You don't reply and Levi have his moment.

You like to think that Jean would like to spend the rest of his life with you. You knew that wasn't the case with many Bachelorettes and Bachelors but you look at Levi and Erwin...ah well, that wasn't a good example, considering that Erwin wasn't a contestant. He was the previous host. 'CALM DOWN,' you tell yourself, 'YOU AND JEAN WILL BE GOOD. AND IF HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, ITS WHATEVER BECAUSE I'M THE BEST THING EVER.'

Minutes later, you're at the end of the aisle. Jean has his back turned and he's pacing back and forth slightly. Next to him is Connie. You know this because you recognize his big egg head. You're happy he put everything aside to support the both of you.

Mikasa takes her place in front of you and the music starts. Levi offers you his arm and you take it.

This was really happening.

You looked into the audience with a smile on your face but everything was moving so fast, you couldn't recognize their faces.

Before you knew it, you were by Jean. He still couldn't look at you- not until Levi gave you away. The marriage officiant clears his throat and begins to talk.

"We are gathered here today to witness the union of Jean and y/n. Welcome friends and family! We're glad to have you with us.

Today is the beginning of a remarkable journey for this couple. Drawing on their mutual admiration, respect, and trust, they are ready to embark on the next chapter in their lives. We celebrate the love and light evident in their relationship and wish them well on this joyous occasion.

Who gives this woman away?"

"I do," Levi answers. He takes Jean's hand and places it on top of yours. Jean then moves his under yours so that he could hold it. He looks down at Levi and mouths 'Thank you'. The shorter male nods and takes a seat.

The officiant gives you and Jean a moment to face each other. Jean had the biggest smile on his face when his eyes landed on you. "You look gorgeous," he whispers. "You're not so bad yourself," you reply.

The officiant continues. "If anyone has cause to object to the forming of this union, speak now or forever hold your peace." You look over Jean's shoulder to see Connie. You couldn't see his whole face, thanks to Jean's height, but you could see his eyes. They were narrowed and looking straight at you.

You wanted to feel bad, but you couldn't. YOU decided that Connie would not be your spouse, and that was final.

No one responded to the officiant's request, so he continued.

"Marriage is an integral part of the human tradition. Let us remember, as we stand here before the Universe, that the vows taken today hold great importance, just as they did to our ancestors. As individuals, we choose to enter the union of marriage to share all aspects of ourselves with our soulmate. Today, this is true for Jean and y/n."

Soulmate. You hoped that was true for you and Jean. You did meet him on a tv show.

"There are few greater joys in life than finding someone with whom we truly "click." In that spirit, I will now share a short reading on soulmates from author Richard Bach:

"A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we're pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we're safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we're two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we've found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life."

Under the eyes of Ymir, together we take a moment to acknowledge the seriousness of the commitment being entered into today. With great joy, we also recognize the special bond shared by Jean and y/n.."

This...this was a special bond indeed. Not only that, it was completely random. The next part of the wedding was your vows. The next part of solidifying your relationship.

"I will now invite the couple to share their vows. Jean and y/n, the promises you make today are sacred; they are the groundwork from which your marriage will grow and blossom over time.

Jean, would you like to begin first?"

Jean nods and squeezes your hands. "y/n, hopefully by the end of this ceremony, you will be my wife. I know there's a lot that you're worried about but I'll do everything to make you happy. I'll always protect you and keep you satisfied."

"y/n, your turn."

"Jean. I'm not too sure what to say...you've out-speeched me," you joke. Jean chuckled. "But...I too promise to love and protect you. I'll also make sure we're on the same page because that's very important for our relationship. I'm willing to fight for us."

You look at the officiant, letting him know that you were done.

"Let us proceed. Jean, before your family and friends, do you take y/n as your beloved Wife, to have and to hold, through laughter and in sadness, through challenges and successes, so long as you both shall live?"

Jean is silent for a moment. He's rubbing the back of your right hand and staring straight into your eyes- almost as if he was reevaluating everything. This made you nervous. Jean was a smart guy. You know you couldn't hold him down and force him to do anything he didn't want.

"I...I do," he finally answers. The weight on your chest dissolves.

"y/n, before your family and friends, do you take Jean as your beloved Husband, to have and to hold, through laughter and in sadness, through challenges and successes, so long as you both shall live?"

"Yes, I do," you answer quickly. You hear small laughs coming from the audience.

The officiant gives you a small smile before continuing. "Wedding rings are a traditional symbol of the strength of the bond between two soulmates."  Connie comes from behind Jean with the wedding bands and gave you both one.

"This bond is never broken, and continues in a perpetual circle, glowing with the warmth and eternal light of two souls in a perfect union. By wearing these rings, you will be always reminded of the connection you share and the vows you have made today. Jean, please, repeat after me;

I, Jean..."

"I, Jean..."

"present you, y/n, with this ring..."

"present you, y/n, with this ring..."

"as a symbol of our everlasting love."

"as a symbol of our everlasting love."

"Let it never lose its luster..."

"Let it never lose its luster..."

"just as my love for you will never fade."

"just as my love for you will never fade."

Jean, still gently holding your hand, slips the ring on (whatever finger your culture uses for weddings!). He can't help but admire it for a moment. He looks back up at you with the biggest grin. All you had to do was place the ring on his finger and your marriage would be "official".

"y/n, repeat after me. I, y/n..."

"I, y/n..."

"present you, Jean, with this ring..."

"present you, Jean, with this ring..."

"as a symbol of our everlasting love..."

"as a symbol of our everlasting love..."

"let it never lose its luster..."

"let it never lose its luster..."

"just as my love for you will never fade."

"just as my love for you will never fade."

You slip the ring onto Jean's left finger.

"By the power vested in me by the Ymir Life Church and Paradis, under the eyes of the Ymir, I happily pronounce you Husband and Wife! Jean, kiss your bride."

At that moment, everyone disappeared. It was just you and Jean. Jean places a hand on your waist and pulls you in. You find your hands riding up his chest and resting on his shoulder as you get closer. You and Jean connect and all of sudden, you're not in that bubble anymore.

"Ladies and gentlemen, for the first time, I give you Mr. Kirstein and Mrs. l/n!!."

You and Jean left together as "spouses". The first thing you did was official wedding photoshoots that were to be spread all over Paradis and all over the world- thanks to social media. Y'all kinda look like Meghan and Harry tbh.

Anyway.

You both got an opportunity to change in your reception outfits. After that, it was another car ride to the reception venue. Jean held your hand and couldn't stop talking about how beautiful you looked. You were so flustered, you couldn't get a response out. When you reached the venue, the driver helped out first and Jean slipped out of the car after you. He took your hand and entered the reception venue with you.

When you entered the dining hall, you were welcomed by cheers and claps. It was extremely overwhelming- not in a bad sense, however. You looked around the room and caught some familiar faces. You saw Bertholdt and Reiner sitting at a table with another unfamiliar girl. Across the room, Mikasa is seated with Connie, Historia, and Ymir. Everyone else is family that Levi most likely reached out to.

You and Jean take a seat and the cheering calms down. You lean on Jean's shoulder and sigh. The day wasn't over yet, but you were already so tired. Jean places his head on top of yours. "I can't wait to just be with you. I don't know what you had planned tonight but to be honest, I just want to sleep. I haven't realized how tired I was until now," Jean says quietly. "I have to agree. Let's just take a shower, cuddle and just pass out."

Jean brings his head up and smirks at you. "A shower? Together?" You only roll your eyes jokingly. "Oh, look, I think Levi is gonna call us up to have our first dance." "Don't worry, I'll get my answer sooner or later, y/n. You can't run from me." Jean pokes your arm teasingly, which causes you to squirm a little bit. Levi calls you up and Jeans takes your hand to lead you to the dance floor.

(Song of your choice) starts playing and you're not even sure where to start. Jean has a hand on your waist and is holding your free hand. You have a hand on his shoulders. "I'm not even sure where to start, we never practiced," you whisper. Jean smiles softly. "Don't worry about it. We're in this together aren't we?" He begins to move, taking full control. You stumble a bit but your reception dress hides your clumsiness. After a bit, you weren't stumbling anymore. You rest your head on Jean's shoulder and he pulls you even closer. Your movements get even slower. The music slowly disappeared and so did everyone else. It was just you and Jean.

When the music actually came to an end, you pulled away slowly. "You did great," Jean says softly. "So did you." You both go back to your seats. Waiters started to come out and take everyone's orders for dinners and started to pour drinks- meaning a toast would be coming up.

Mikasa comes up to the dance floor and awkwardly clanks her glass, trying to get everyone's attention. Everyone turned their heads and it wasn't because of the awkward clanking of the glass. There were some 'What the hell is she doing here?'s and 'Eren's b*tch?'s. You could visibly see Mikasa's nervousness so you attempted to lock eyes with her. It took her a while but she could finally look you in the eye. Mikasa clears her throat. "Um, hi. You're probably wondering why I'm here but today is not about me. It's about y/n and Jean. I was once y/n's closets friends until I was pressured to do something that I wouldn't normally do." Mikasa gives Levi a side-eye. The shrimp man crosses his arms and rolls his eyes.

"y/n is absolutely amazing...I can't really put it into words but there's something about her that just make people want to be around her. I can see why Jean fought so hard to be with her."

Jean squeezes your hand when she makes that comment.

"I often think to myself about how y/n could have easily met Jean at a café or a movie theatre or something rather than on TV show. But at the same time, this was good for her...and all of us. Here we discovered the lengths of our friendship and who we really were as people. I believe these ups and downs helped y/n find Jean- her true love. Honestly, I wish you both a happy future. Make it worth it."

Mikasa raises her glass and everyone clinks their glass with their neighbors. Connie begins to walk up to the dance floor as soon as Mikasa leaves.

"I'm going to be really honest with you. This is was unexpected. I honestly thought that today was going to be about me." Connie raises his eyebrows at Jean, who furrows them.

"But I guess it's a good thing I didn't marry y/n. I wouldn't have been enough to handle. So, congrats to you, Jean. You're tolerable."

Connie gets off the dance floor without giving you or Jean a look. You look at Jean and he's hurt. "H-hey...maybe he's drunk or something. In his feelings, you know? Don't let him make you feel bad," you say. Jean gives you a small smile before sipping down his drink.

Moments later, it was time for parent dances. Jean got up to dance with his mom. It was a little bit uncoordinated than yours but they looked like they were having a lot of fun.

Next was the bouquet and garter toss. You started with the garter first. You sat in a chair with your legs cross. You knew this was going to happen but it wasn't rehearsed. Jean could see your uneasiness, so he started doing a silly sensual dance. It made you laugh and your laughter got louder once he started shimming down to the floor. He got closer to your thigh and you felt your face heating up. You slapped your hand over your mouth once he starting biting the garter and pulling it off. As he continued, you cupped your face. When Jean was finally day, cheers erupted and you uncovered your hot face. Jean closes his eyes and throws the garter into the crowd and it lands in the hands of Reiner. The guys cheer even louder for him as he awkwardly glances over at Bertholdt, who is a few people away from him.

Next was the bouquet throwing. You closed your eyes and the guest counted you off. Once you heard the number three, you threw the bouquet. You open your eyes and turn around to see that Bertholdt had gotten the flowers. His face is so red...he look like a tomato.

After your guest settled down, it was time to cut your cake, meaning that your wedding day was almost over. You picked a (cake of your choice) for tonight. "It looks delicious. I can't wait to try it," Jean whispers in your ear. "It is. You'll love it," you respond. You pick up a knife. Jean wraps his hands around yours. You both gently place the knife on the cake and pushed it down. You lean back to give Jean a kiss and he gives you one. Jean grabs two forks by the cake and hands one over to you.

Jean scoops a piece of the cake first. He places a hand on your chin and you open your mouth. "Ladies first," he says as he places the cake in your mouth. You take a minute to savor the taste before swallowing. You also take a piece of the cake and get on your toes to feed Jean. He chuckles softly at your struggle before taking the fork from you and feeding himself. "You're right, it's good," he says after swallowing. He bends down slightly to give you another kiss.

The night was slowly coming to an end. There was no sight of Connie after his stupid speech and Levi and Erwin were getting ready to get home. Historia and Ymir had left right after the cake cutting ceremony but had promised to call you once everything had settled down. You and Jean formally greeted your guest and started your goodbyes.

Mikasa had gone up to you with a slightly awkward face. "Today wasn't so bad, huh?" she starts. You give her a kind smile. "It wasn't. Did you enjoy yourself?" Mikasa pauses to answer. "Your wedding was beautiful...however, I can't get upset over the reaction about me being here. y/n, I have to apologize again. What I did was completely wrong. I shouldn't even be blaming Levi for everything. I could have told you at first and-"

You pull Mikasa into a hug to shut her up. "Mikasa, move on. Come on, we're adults! At least you're apologizing and trying- unlike someone we know," you joke. You pull away. "Hopefully, if Jean and I have a real wedding, it won't be as awkward for you." Mikasa nods. "I'll see you around. Congrats." As Mikasa walks off, Reiner, Bert, and this mystery blonde come up to you. Inside Reiner's pocket is your garter sticking out and Bertholdt is clenching your bouquet.

"Hey," you start," Thank you for coming. Who's your friend?"

Bertholdt looks over at the blonde. "Thank you for inviting us...um...this is Annie. My dad thought you were her."

Now, why did Bertie's dad think you was this yt girl?😟

LMAO. "Nice to keep you, Annie. You Bertie's girl?" you ask.

Annie shakes her head no frantically. "OH, NO. Never in a million years, no. Yuck!" she answers dramatically. Reiner throws an arm over Bert's shoulder. "He's actually my boy now," he says proudly. "OH-! Congrats! So we're having a wedding for you soon, yes?" You tease. Reiner nods and Bertie tries to hide his face in Reiner's hair. "When did this all happen...? I just eliminated you like...two weeks ago?"

"Well...Reiner and I were still in contact and when I left, he reached out to me. We met up a few times and we hit it off," Bertie explains. "Congrats. I'm really happy to hear that," you answer. You turn around to look for Jean. He's talking to his mom. He gives you a small glance before continuing his conversation with her. "I better go catch up with Jean. It was nice to see you...and finally meeting you, Annie." The trio say their goodbyes before leaving.

You make your way over to Jean but you're stopped by the human fit of annoyance- Levi. You were so tired of him but you threw on a smile since Erwin was walking over as well. "Yes, Levi? I thought we were done here," you say in a singsong voice. "Aw, you're ready to go?" Levi says sarcastically. You open your mouth to answer but he cuts you off. "For starters, thank you for adding on to mine and Erwin's paychecks. We really appreciate it. Arrangements for your hotel and honeymoon have been put together. You're tired of me, but don't hesitate to call me if something goes wrong. Besides that, I wish you luck. Make everything worth it."

Levi walks past you and Erwin stops to hug you before following his husband.

Jean makes his way up to you, his mom following behind. "Everything good? I saw shrimp talking to you." You take Jean's hand. "Everything's good." Jean pulls you into a side hug. "Aw, you guys are so cute. I really do hope you last," Jean's mom comments, "I've always wanted a daughter."

"Mom, nothing's official yet-"

"I'm glad you think of me as your daughter, June."

"Well, I'll see you later. Jean, take care of her tonight. Be good to her and listen to her. Don't be rough, she's not a rag doll," June warned her son. She had a finger up in his face and everything. Seeing their relationship on the regular was going going to be hilarious.

Jean swats his mom's finger out of his face before waving her goodbye. He then fully wraps his arms around you. "No offense. But I'm glad this is over. We'll get to know each other one on one now," he says. You can't help but agree.

ITS FINALLY OVER. well not exactly. i have one more chapter to write and y’all will never hear about levi, 12 guys, and dates ever again😭 but since this series has reached its goal (you getting married) please do me a favor and rate my series, it would be appreciated!

[milasartblog]

Together at last

After couple of days of preparations, it has finally come: the day of performance. The audience was waiting patiently, and yet with excitement. Actors were on nerv, dancers tried not to panic, repeating their movements. Only one dancer didn't join the last training, the leading dancer and a character of the performance: Cereza. She was in a dressing room, sitting alone, looking at herself in the mirror with upset look, thinking to herself.

Cereza: Okay, Cereza, this is it, the moment you've been waiting for. Your first performance on a big stage, your dream is coming true. Sure, you have the most responsible and important role, but you have practiced a lot. You can do it.

She tried to lift her spirit, but no matter how much she cheered herself up, something was still worrying her soul. She sighed deeply and heavily.

Cereza: Why can't i enjoy it just like any human?....Even with demon powers, i feel like an useless person. Sure, i'm stronger, but still so weak.....My past doesn't make things easier either....Tom....

She clenched her fist as looked down. Then she relaxed her hand.

Cereza: No news were heard from Lucifer and Michael since the last time at the underground parking. Well, I can understand them, too many things to do in Heaven and Hell. Hope Algaron got what he deserved. And my brother....*sighs* I wish i could see him more often. I know i did a lot of bad things in the past, as a mafia member, there is no forgiveness to my actions. And yet, i wish God could see my reason behind them. But what done is done, i can't fix it.....even tho i wish i could.....Who am i kidding? I just want to be with my brother....to see him.

Her emotions scratched her soul, trying to get out. But if she do it, the make up will be ruined. With another sigh, she was about to get up and go, when suddenly arms surrounded her neck. Moreover, they were holding something. Cereza was about to use her powers, but one look stopped her. The look that made her stunned, a look at so familiar to her face.

???: You forgot your necklace, princess Okami.

Cereza couldn't believe her eyes. She tried to convince herself that it's just a game of her mind, but emotions made her turn around and see her own brother, standing just right in front of her, not as a soul in Heaven, but as....a human.

Cereza: T-Tom?

Tom: What is with such look, sister? Of course it's me, Tom.

Cereza: But i thought that-

Tom: That i got stuck in Heaven with no permission to go to human world? Well, i couldn't help myself not to see my sister, so i came here.

Cereza: But...you didn't have to....You didn't have to risk like this. What if-

Tom: I know, sister. But when i heard from sir Michael about what happened to you....i couldn't help but blame myself, for not being able to help you. I'm so sorry, i was such bad brother for you.

Cereza: What? No, you're not bad! Your sickness didn't allow you to do anything. It's not your fault.

Tom: And still...

She looked at her brother again, from bottom to top, not believing her eyes. Cereza carefully and gently held his cheeks, being afriad to wave this dream away. Or was it a dream? The touch waved her hesitation away, feeling his cheeks on her hands. She looked into his sad eyes.

Cereza: Hey, what happened to me is in the past. The more important is that you're safe in Heaven. That's what matters.

Tom: But you-

Cereza: I'm happy when you're happy too, brother. I'm fine like this, trust me.

Tom looked at her sister with smile as put his hands on hers. Cereza smiled too.

Cereza: So it was Michael, who let you go to human world. And i guess, not for a long.

Tom: Well actually, it was-

He couldn't finish the sentence as the narrator was about to announce the beginning of the performance.

Cereza: Sorry, Tom, i have to go. We will talk later. I will come to Heaven and ask Michael about you. Love you!

Tom: But that's-

And she quickly went to the stage, getting ready to start the performance. Tom couldn't help, but smile as he went to find a sit and watch the play. As everything was ready, the play started. Cereza was doing her best with her role as Okami. It was her dream to one day play such role, moreover perform a dance. And now this dream came true, even tho she was not a human anymore. Tom was standing and watching from distance, smiling and being happy for his sister. For her surprise everything went amazing, audience enjoyed it and in the end they even stood up and clapped. After the performance, Cereza immediately went to change clothes and get outside of the theater. She chaotically looked around with hope to see her brother one more time, but sighed, not finding him.

Cereza: I guess he went back to Heaven. Well, i can't blame him, he can't stay here for long time, as-

Tom: Oh, there you are. I thought i have lost you.

Cereza jumped from surprise as turned around and noticed Tom. Being stunned and puzzled by the situation, she got closer to Tom.

Cereza: Wait, i thought that-

Tom: That i went back to Heaven?

Cereza: Yeah.

Tom: Well, I couldn't explain you things fully as you had to go. And now i can. So, about the thing with me being here, well....it wasn't sir Michael who let me go. I mean, he partialy took part in it, but it's all thanks to sir Gabriel, the one who was guarding gates.

Cereza: Yes, i remember him standing next to gates. Wait a minute, Michael partialy took part in what?

The awkward silence covered siblings as Tom rubbed his head.

Tom: You see, sister...i'm staying with you here.

She couldn't believe what she heard. Her heart beated so fast from happiness and worry at the same time.

Cereza: Wait, you....are going to be here? With me?? But....how? I thought....I thought it's impossible with angels. They're-

Tom: Always following rules? Well, i thought so too. And i honestly don't know how or why, but i think sir Gabriel heard our prays and one day when i was about to go and ask God for permission, sir Gabriel suddenly came to me, gave me a paper and told me to go to human world, find you and stay with you. Being puzzled and stunned, i asked him why he was doing it. The only answer he gave to me was to not think about it as something that all angels do, especially him, just do what he told me. I couldn't thank him at that moment, so i left as fast as i could. And so...i'm here.

Cereza: That means....

Tom: I can be like you, walk around like human while being an angel.

He smiled to her as Cereza couldn't hold her tears anymore. Tom got worried for a moment, seeing her sister like this.

Tom: C-Cereza, did i-

She hugged him so tightly, not holding back her emotions anymore. She just wanted to cry, from happiness. Tom was frozen for a moment, but also not surprised by such reaction as tears began to run from his eyes too. He hugged her back, caressing her kindly, like they did when they were alive, like brother and sister. They didn't want to let each other go, being afraid to ruin this dream, which was a reality.

Cereza: I still can't believe it, brother.

Tom: Same, sister. Same

They stopped hugging each other as they smiled.

Cereza: I couldn't even think that Gabriel is capable on such things. When i first looked at him he seemed not friendly to me.

Tom: Well, he was just doing his duty. Now, let's go back home.

Cereza: Yeah. I have so many things to tell you.

They held their hands and with happiness in their hearts they walked to Cereza's home. All the way they were talking a lot, like it was years or more since they have been together last time. While they were walking, one familiar angel watched over them, and with a deep sigh and god-will-definitely-punish-me thought he came back to his shift.

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And that's another story for our universe^^ It's been long time since i payed attention to other characters like Cereza and Tom, my bad qwq Will try to pay some attention to others^^

Cereza and Tom belong to @wildstarfan and @milasartblog (both me)

Okaria et Feria belongs to @wildstarfan and @captainthane