#but also the way willson is chill and then suddenly like OH FUCK I CAN GET THAT

[barkovsasha]

rays @ cardinals - 8.7.24

[sjbuchananbarnes]

The one with the note

Steve rogers x reader 

W.c: 3.0+ k

A.n; Cursing as usual. 

The one where Steve finds out

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“And then we kissed.” Steve explained to his friends as they lounged around on his couch, a couch that was like sleeping on clouds, as Sam would describe it.

“Kissed?” Both Sam and Bucky yelled in excitement, and ran around the room screaming in excitement, throwing anything they could find in the air .

“Who kissed who first?” They finally settled down.

“I don’t know we both leaned in.” Steve picked at his fingers as neck and face turned a blotchy red color.

“Was she a good kisser?” Bucky leaned on his palm, as his elbow was rested on his thigh.

“Fucken amazing!” Steve threw his hands up in the air.

“And then what happened?” Sam legs sprawled all over the couch.  

“Then we kissed for like ten minutes and then I walked her to her room.”

“That’s it!” Bucky yelled from the kitchen, only to appear seconds later with a bag of popcorn in his hand, “I’ve had countless nights of you talking my ear off about that dame for you just to walk her to her room?”

“Well, I’m still with Sharon.” He shrugged his shoulder as he kept his eyes closed, “Sharon!” He bolted from the couch and his eyes widen to the size of a vinyl record, “Damn it, I gotta stop forgetting about her.”  

“So what are you going to do with that?” Bucky threw Sam’s legs of the couch to make room for himself.

“ I got to apologize to her, then end it.”  Steve paced around the living room, “Now how do I do that?”

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“Then we kissed.”

“Tongue?” Wanda sipped on her coffee.

“Yeah.”

“Cool.” Nat nodded.

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“Hey.” Steve made his way onto the rooftop of the tower, were they were currently making dinner, he earned a round of ‘hi and hello’s’  

“Hey, how was your make out last night?” Tony teased, as he flipped the steaks.

“That’s funny, painfully funny.” He plopped onto the seat that was next to Nat.

“What, I thought everything went great?” Pepper was confused, along with everyone on the team.

“Yeah it was, until I went to my room and I saw Sharon’s toothbrush in my bathroom and I thought “Oh, my god, what the hell am I doing? Hear I have a great woman,amazing,who cares for me, about me and I’m what I’m just going to throw it away?”  Steve sighed, not realizing this was more complicated than what he wanted.

“You got all that from a toothbrush?” Bucky questioned, which earned him a snort from the group and a glare from Steve.

“But were talking about you and Y/n. Steve and Y/n, the woman you’ve been moping over for the last decade Steve, decade!” Nat raised her voice at her very dumb friend.  

“Yeah but I’m with Sharon now. Me and Sharon, Sharon and I, Me and Y/n, Y/n and me. Me and Y/-.” You interrupted his sentences as you walked into the rooftop with a plate of cooked veggies on your hands. “Y/n.” He stood up from his chair, “Hey,you.”

“How are you?” You made your way over to him.

“Good, how are you?” He shifted from one foot to the other.

“Good. Good.” You smiled up at him, wishing he would bring up last night, but that was soon interrupted.

“Hey honey.” Sharon walked through the door.

“Hey sharon.” He turned his head to look at her and did a double take “Sharon hi!” He wasn't expecting her to come over. “So everyone is here.” Steve threw his arm around her shoulders.

You suddenly felt cold, naked almost, there was a sudden shift of mood the minute she walked in.

“So dinner, Stark is it finish?”

“Uh no, not ye-.”

“Dinner, now.”

“Alright, the steak is still mooing but sure dinner, because no one can question Captain Rogers.” Tony threw him his best fake smile.

“Hey Sharon I never knew you left your toothbrush over at Steve’s so soon already.” Nat smiled at her.

“What?”

“Shh.”

“Alright so were low on steak since we weren't expecting guests.” Pepper threw Steve a daggred look. “So boys no extras for tonight.” Causing Bucky and Sam to groan, “Zip it.” She whipped her head their direction, man she’s really good at this mom stuff.

Just as everyone started to sit down the next song that came on the speakers, not to loud or too sofly, was You Belong with Me. Sam and Bucky tried to hide their laughs the best they could but had to leave the table ever so discreetly, which they accomplished and reatet five minutes later after there laugh fest.

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“Hey.” You walked into Nat’s room.

“Hey.”

“Sup.”

“Have you guys seen Steve?” You took off your shoes and rummaged through her fridge until you settled with blueberries.

“Nope,sorry sweetheart.” You could hear Nat’s pity in her voice.

“ Ugh, he’s going to stay with Sharon, isn’t he?” You threw yourself onto the couch and placed your feet on huge the coffee table “ He’s going to stay with her, and she’s going to be all like “ Hi I’m Sharon, Steve stayed with me and going to get married, have lots of kids  and rule the world together.” You shoved some barriers into your mouth.

“No offence but that sounds nothing like her.” Wanda mumbled and screeched as you threw a half empty water bottle in her direction.

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“What am I going to do? Ugh , why is this so difficult.” He yelled as he walked all over the Bucky’s kitchen and living room. “This is a complete nightmare!”

“Oh yeah so hard.” Sam rolled his eyes, “”Hi, I’m Steve and I have two women that love me, what ever shall I do. They're both gorgeous and sexy, my wallet is too small for the hundreds and I can’t find a condom big enough to fit me and my diamond suite is too tight!” You go for the one you love, dipshit.” Sam mocked.

“Listen Steve I got two words for you, threesome.” Bucky was chilling on the couch with a face mask placed on, scrolling through his phone, man he loved technology.

Steve threw him a look that if looks could kill, Bucky wouldn’t be dead because he loves him too much.

“Okay look, let’s go with logic for this one, we make a list.” Willson explained as he went over the bucky's desk to pull out a pen and notebook. “Sharon and Y/n pros and cons.”

“Let’s start with the cons, there more fun.” Bucky sat up from the couch and took off his sheet mask and rubbed in the product.”Y/n first, go!”

“Uh I don’t know, I mean, I guess sometimes she’s a little ditzy. She can be very indecisive, and sometimes she’s too into her looks.” Steve took a sip of his water. ”Like me and Sharon have a lot in common, cus were we’ve spent a lot of time together, I loved her aunt.” As soon as he said those words he cringed to himself, also earning a look of disgust from his best friends. “And I guess Y/n is just agent.”

“So you guys want to go for some beer?” Sam set the notebook down, but when he looked at Steve he didn’t look too pleased,” I guess not. Anything else” he mumbled and picked up the pen.

“Uh, I guess not.”

“Oh, her ankles are too chubby.” Bucky pointed that out. “Now what about Sharon?” Bucky seemed to be having too much fun with this.

“She not her.”

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“Okay now this is the double chocolate chip cookies.” Nat placed her array of pastries on the table. “Now take something and tell em what you think.” She had recently taken up backing and it wasn’t going to well.

Both you and wanda happily obayed you went for the brownie and Wanda went for the cookie.

“What the fuck, Nat.” You mumbled, still no expression on your face, unlike Wanda who was about ready to throw up.

“That good?” Her green eyes beamed.

“No, what the fuck, why would you let me put that in my mouth.” You took a napkin and spit the cookie out and took a gulp of water.

“To the trash they go.” Nat sighed, she really thought she was getting better at this.

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“So how did things go with blondie?” Bucky asked as they barged into the diner, sticking out like sore thumbs.  Quickly a waitress came and took them to a booth were the three were seated.

“Horrible, she cried and cried some more, she threw things, heavy things, that hurt.” Steve sighed and rubbed his eyes. “Anyway, I did the right thing.”

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“Hey, Bucky do you happen to hav-” You walked into his room expecting just to find Bucky but you were also met with a pair of blue eyes and a brown eyed man.”Hi.” You smiled at Steve. “Were you going?”

“Hi.” He stood up, you had already taken his breath away, his hands started to clam up. “I just got back actually, from Sharon’s, actually.”

“Oh.” There was disappointed in such a small sound put you still kept up the smile.

“No, no, it’s not what you think. Actually the other thing” Bucky stood behind Steve, grinning and nodding his head like an idiot, and Sam stood next to him also grinning give you the thumbs up. Both started to nod their head towards Steve, like an invitation, a go ahead sign.

“Oh.” You still couldn’t let your hopes up. “What’s the other thing?”

“I, uh, uh, well we.” Bucky nodded at his friend but got frustrated and blurted it out instead.

“They broke up!” He yelled, “Well go hug her, punk.” Bucky shoved his best friend.

“Really?” You face lit up.

“Really, it’s always been you, doll.” Steve lifted you off the ground and held you tight.

“Oh, god..” You smiled into his neck. “This is good, really good.” You pulled away and looked into his blue eyes, getting lost in them by the second.  

“How about we go for a walk? Just the two of us?” You quickly nodded and he excused himself to go to the bathroom.

“Aww.” Bucky and Sam held each other by the waist, Sam accidentally knocking over the notebook.  But that was the sound that pulled you out of tace, not even realizing Steve was no longer in the room and you looked down at the notebook that landed by your feet.

“What’s this?” You bent down to pick it up.

“What? It’s nothing!” Sam yelled and yanked it out of your hands, your suspicion getting bigger by the minute, Bucky looking at Sam terrified.

“What is it? It had my name in it, I want to know what it is.”  You pointed to the book, reaching over to grab it, but Sam pulled it back on the last second.

“No, no, see? See.” He waved in front of you.

“Sam give me the paper!” You demanded. “This is the las-”

“What’s going on?” Steve’s eyebrows bunched up in confusion.

“Sam and Bucky wrote something about and won’t let me see it.” Sam waved the notebook behind your back as you were facing Steve he saw in the corner of his eye and he panicked.

“Oh no, he won't? He won't!” He yelled and Sam and looked at Bucky for help.

“Because isn’t that the short story we were writing?” Bucky asked

“Yes, yes it is!” Sam was on full panic mode. “The one we wrote.” He shifted from side to side.

“And I’m in it? Let me read it.” You extend your arm out.

“No!” All three men yelled at you.

“C’mon.”

“Hey why don’t you read it to her.”

“Yeah, great idea Buck.” Sam glared at him “I’ll just read it.”, He cleared his throat and looked at the paper, “There once was a princess, her name was Y/n and she fell in love with a common peasant, who’s name was Harry and they end up getting married, having harrie babies,the end.”

“And the three of you came up with this?” You looked up at them.

“Yeah we suck , at least we know we're not going to be accomplished writers.” Steve let out a nervous laugh and a sigh of relief.

“Well I gue-” But you took that opportunity to take the note book of Sam’s sweaty hands. “Ha, I got it.” The four of you ran around the room until you darted towards the bathroom were you successfully locked the door.  The banging out sode of the door fading as you looked down at the paper.

You opened the bathroom door, Sam and Bucky scrambled out and into Bucky's Bedroom, were they were so obviously eavesdropping.

“What is this?” You eyes showed all types of emotion, your shoulders slumped. Your voice just above a whisper.

“That’s is.. That’s.. that’s , and that’s just remember how crazy I am about you.” Steve made his way into the living room, so you wouldn't be standing in Bucky’s bathroom.

“Kinda ditzy? Too much into her looks?” You stared down at the words that were taunting you. “Just an agent?”        

“Now, that’s, that’s uh…” Steve couldn’t form a word. “Now that’s just opposed to..”

You turned to leave and then you saw another one and let out a gasp. “I do not have chubby ankles!”  Making the way towards the door Steve turned you around by the shoulder.

“Turn it around, turn it around!” He pleaded.

“She’s not … fur?” You squinted at the word, “What the fuck does that even mean, is that some kind of kink? You know what, I don't want to know!” You open the door but before leaving you turned to him “ You niece fucker!” You slammed the door shut and booked it to your room.

“Wait, Y/n!” He ran after you, but you way too ahead of him.

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“My diary! If I had told her it was my diary she would've never made us read it!”

“Yeah your a bit too late on that bud.” Nat patted his leg.

“Yeah, plus he’s a dick why would he even make such a horrible list?”

“Hey cut him some slack. It was Sam’s idea.” Bucky gestured towards Sam, who was leaning on the kitchen island.

“What!” Both of them yelled, shocked that their friend would do that.

“I’m just going to go.” Sam stuttered and head out the door.

“Good luck in your next life, as toilet brush.” Nat yelled at him.

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“No..” You mumbled in disappointment, tilting the bottle of wine but nothing came out, you set down in your coffee table and continued watching TV, the rain bringing in some type of comfort to the room.

“Y/n.” Steve yelled from your porch, the one he just landed in thanks to sam, “Open up I want to talk.”

“I didn’t let you in for a reason,Steve, if someone doesn't let you in it doesn’t mean please get your bird friend to drop you off.”  God, you asking Tony for a porch was going to bite you in the ass.

“It’s your pro list.” Steve was getting drenched by the minute, the paper he was now holding started to rip.

“Not interested.” Getting up from the couch and going to the door, for a second Stve got excited, maybe you would let him in.

“Number one, the way you cry at dog shelter commercials.” He yelled as you shut the curtains.

“Number two, how much you love your friends.” Steve continued to yell, but you had already retreated to your room.

“Number three, the way you bite on your lip when you get nervous.”

“Number four, how brave you are.”

By then your friends had all walked into the room.

“Number five, the way you talk to any kid and make them feel welcome.”

“Number six, the wa-” Bucky cut him off as he opens up the curtain.

“Hey Steve, what are you doing?” He stared at his dumb blonde friend.

“Bucky, mind opening the door?”  Steve nodded to the door.

“Oh yeah.” He opened it up, and Sam was ready with a clean towel for his friend.

“What were you doing up there you, dumbass.” Nat warped snugg into the towel.

“You know catching some rays of sunlight.” He pointed towards the sky.”What does it look like I was doing ,Nat.” Steve dried himself up and knocked at your door.

“Being a complete dumbass.” Wanda mumbled, to which Steve head but chose to ignore it.    

“C’mon Y/n, open up. I just want to talk.”

“No.” You yelled from behind the door.

“No?”

“No, that’s what I said.” You opened up the door to see Steve, big sad puppy eyes, his lips turned into a frown, dripping all over your marble floors.

“Look maybe we should go.” Sam pointed towards the door, all of them already itching to get out.

“No, really guys you don’t have to go, we’re done talking here.” You explained.

“Y/n, c’mon, I know how you must feel -”

“No you don’t ,Steve, no you don’t.” Your voice cracked.”Imagine everything your insecure about, now imagine the one person in the world you trust the most, is now actually using it not to date you.” Your eyes become glossy by the minute, Steve stayed silent, “Huh, would you feel?” You dug your finger into his chest.    

“But I want to be with you, regardless of those things.” Steve voice was soft, gental.

“Oh, you should of said that ,Steve, then I’m not mad at you. That’s so big of you.” Sarcasm drenched your voice, from the corner of your eye you saw your friends making a dart towards the door. “Don’t you dare!” You pointed a finger at them, making them halt in action.

“You know what? If it was the other way around, there would be absolutely nothing you could put on that list that would ever stop me from begin with you.”

“Well that’s just it Steve, the difference between us.” A tear ran down your cheek.  “I would never have a list.”

Sofly you shut the door to your room, Steve sat on  the edge of the couch, in disbelief, he couldn’t believe this was happening to him, he got the girl and lost her all in twenty four hours.

“You guys wouldn’t believe what capsicle just did.” Tony walked int your room, already wheezing at his dumb friend, but stopped when he was greeted with scilence, “Never mind.” He backed out of the room the minute Steve turned to look at him. 

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