#but also the fact there hasn’t been a non crossover fic in ENGLISH in 3 years 😭 idk who check the tag still but man

[no1ryomafan]

Thinking about now that I rewatched Kikaider a second time I do wanna write something but I still don’t have motivation for my post canon fic idea where Jiro and Mitsuko reunite, I did write it out however the draft I did needs a lot of reworking and I can’t tell if the motivation to do it isn’t there for the fact I massive revamps always demotivate me faster or if it’s cause while I like the concept there’s a lot of stuff in the fic that doesn’t reflect my personal views on the show, one main thing being “yeah it be nice if Jiro actually went back to Mitsuko and it wasn’t teased in the crossover cause that fake out in the credits was kinda lame, but what the ending of the crossover does give him satisfies me enough because it ends on the note he’s gonna get better even if will never see the reunion which sucks” because in my brain I don’t need the reunion even if it’s deserved, I’m fine with Jiros story ending where it did-

But the idea I do have motivation for is another dumb crossover idea even if it’s a one shot cause my dumbass isn’t gonna do two crossover projects at once but I’m feeling immense guilt over doing it despite it being a COOL idea and I have MOTIVATION for it just the Kikaider tag has been in crossover hell and the last English fic that wasn’t a crossover was in 2022… Yeah this shit is as dire as the getter tag which hasn’t gotten a non crossover since September and I’m the one in charge of writing that but OOPISE ZXG happened.

In all seriousness I know it’s not my job to be the savior of dead fandoms especially when fan writing should just be my own self indulgent fun, I just can’t help to still feel bad about the state of the tags for the fandoms I’m in cause yeah this shit is fucking bleak 💀