#but also intrigued and worried I'll forget to respond at all if I wait until after I have slept.

[some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat]

What kind of discussion group do you have in mind?

I am once again daydreaming of making my own social media platform and how to make it not give a hoot about American laws (no relation to American soil, I'm European anyway) and be structurally resistant to enshitification through independence and community ownership unfortunately I am one inexperienced programmer with not much spare change to throw at such a gamble so I'm only daydreaming

[kurtismcilroy]

Lil Ghost!

Thought I'd try a oneshot style for once on Tumblr (and hopefully do these more often ^^), I hope you all enjoy!!

Caregiver: Mobius, he/him

Little: Loki, he/they (3 years)

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Loki LOVED October, it was a time to cause as much mischief as they wanted and get away with it! Well, Mobius would allow it anyway since his excuse always was: "Halloween's just around the corner, the kid's just excited!" Which didn't really go down well with Steve after Loki poured all of his cake mixture on top of his head. In truth, Loki just liked to cause a bit of disruption but still be perceived as an angel by Mobius. It gave them comfort, but today they were feeling extra mischievous!

After a rather poor attempt to pull a fluffy blanket over his head, Loki was now a ghost and ready to haunt! Holding the blanket over his eyes so they could see where they were going, they made his way downstairs to find his papa making breakfast. However, that made his mind race with thoughts. What if they spooked papa at the wrong time and made him mad? What if he didn't get any breakfast because of this? And what if-

Loki's brain worked like this a lot from his childhood experiences. Deep in their fears, they knew they'd be okay. It was just Loki having a hard time trying to figure that out for themselves, especially when so young. Thankfully, Mobius was quick to notice Loki standing with glazed over eyes. "Hey sweetheart, are you alright?" He said as he walked over to them, placing a comforting hand on his shoulder. Their head whipped to look at him, eyes now wide and blown. They couldn't respond - it felt as if his jaw was locked. "It's okay. How about we sit and cuddle for a bit?" Loki could only nod, his fingers making their way up to their lips.

Mobius carried his baby up to the sofa, swaddling them in the blanket and cuddling them on his lap. He had about five minutes until Loki's pancakes needed to be tended to, so he used that time to calm him. "Some yucky thoughts again?" Mobius asked gently, not wanting them to dwell on it. They nodded, keeping close to his warmth. "Nothin' to be worried about, kiddo. They can't hurt you." They shared a quiet moment, just basking in each others company, until a timer sounded. "Oh! There's your pancakes, bubs!" Loki, seemingly forgetting about his worries for a moment, shot his head up. "pwancak??" They asked, intrigued. "Yeah that's right, baby!"

Pancakes were one of little Loki's favourite foods. While food wasn't so much a comfort when big, little Loki was enamoured by it, especially as an Asgardian. Mobius knew this well, always wanting his sweetheart to be happy. In this moment, he was carrying Loki in one arm as he tended to the pancake in another, plating it and sitting Loki in a high chair.

"Alright buddy! Are we ready?" Loki nodded enthusiastically, waiting as Mobius cut off pieces of pancake and fed it to them. It was a little unusual to Mobius that pancakes could make Loki this happy, but he wasn't going to question it. They were happy, and that was all that mattered to him.

Loki couldn't have finished the pancake quicker, both joyful to have his scary thoughts gone and to be eating chocolate first thing in the morning. Mobius had to chuckle a little, little remants of chocolate still present on his chin until he cleaned it up. All dishes aside, he carried Loki back to the sofa and turned on the tv to a kids channel. "Hey darling," Mobius began, "what did you have your blanket around your head for? Are you cold?" Loki giggled behind their paci. "nwoho! m ghos'!" They put the blanket back over their head. "boo!" Mobius feigned being scared, even giving out a little scream. They couldn't stop laughing. "Awh man! You got me really good! Now, I'll have to get you back!" He leaned forward and gently grabbed Loki before tickling his tummy.

Loki squealed, but he also laughed. He was happy, and so was Mobius. He'd much rather spend forever caring for his little than having them suffer through night terrors and such alone.

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A/N: I am so sorry about this being late, I started it in early October, however I have a bad habit of just putting things off -_- I am happy that it is done though and I hope you all liked it! ^^

[its-the-love-shot-exo-writer]

CHEN SMUT

Unadulterated Kim Jongdae smut ;-)

ENJOY

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The boy with the sunshine laugh and dark blazer has been eyeing you forever and now he’s walking up to you.

You knew it wasn't out of shyness or insecurity that he didn't approach you till then, no, you could tell he was simply waiting for the right moment.

You couldn't see him as someone with many insecurities because he carried himself with a certain air, something that told you he knew what effect he had on people.

That's the reason you found him intriguing. Because if he could make the world around him kneel, imagine what he could do to you?

You can't believe you are already having such thoughts, after all you haven't even been introduced. “Is this seat taken?" He says gesturing to the rather obviously empty seat next to you.

You smile and let him pretend that he didn't just watch all of your friends leave one by one.

“I'm Kim Jongdae but I also go by Chen,” the handsome face finally speaks and you feel mesmerized by it. If he was intriguing from a distance, now he's sheer power.

It's all you can do to not think about the fact that your lace panties are already starting to get a little wet. That primal reaction of your own body is embarrassing and you try not to think about it.

“Hi, Chen.” You barely manage to get the words out. The truth is you're not the person you are in front of him, not in your daily life. You are confident and comfortable in your skin, but this man reduces you to a stuttering mess and you have no control over your own body.

It's not just that he's hot there's something about him, something that forces you to look at those beautiful eyes, the expanse of chest visible through the few open buttons. You can see his collar bone, and his neck and you wonder what it would be like to taste him.

He smells great and that only seems to make you want him more.

“Do you want to get out of here?” He asks and once again you have to respond.

Of course you want to get out of this place with him. And you tell him as much. And he smiles. And you are forced to take in that beautiful face because with that smile this man is deadly. You know he's probably the same age as you but he feels older.

And so you gather courage and stand up and before you can stop him from doing it, he grabs your hand. You barely have time to compose yourself to not be screaming at the way that direct skin contact makes your cheeks warm.

But there's also something deeply comforting in the way he continues to hold that hand and leads you outside. As you wait for the valet to bring his car around, you watch the people around you who are laughing and talking or plainly making out. Chen catches you watching the kissing couple and smiles meaningfully.

“It's just… they're cute! I'm not a pervert or anything!” You try to hide your feelings but that only makes you sound more foolish. “That's exactly the kind of thing a pervert would say, isn't it?”

And now he's actually laughing. You made him laugh that hard and your jokes are never that funny to begin with. But you know genuine laughter and he's being genuine and it makes you flustered all over again because now he for some reason looks insanely gorgeous.

“Don't worry,” he says still smiling gorgeously. “I know a pervert when I see one and you're probably not it.”

Well, he's only saying that because he doesn't have any knowledge of what havoc he's wrecking on your panties. Or the disgusting thoughts running rampant in the back of your mind.

“You're that good at catching perverts, huh?”

“I know,” he says, “because I am one.”

Your brain suddenly does a 360 and you're suddenly focused on his words. You wonder if he actually said that to you or did you just imagine it? “What do you mean?”

His expression gets a little serious. “I guess some people would think I'm a perv,” he continues. “Considering all I can think of right now is how you'll look out of that hot little dress.”

Once again you wonder if this is really happening but when you pinch yourself you know you're not dreaming so what is going on? You almost hate him for his bluntness and you don't know what to say next until the valet arrives with his BMW and you're left thinking about it all but he doesn't give you time to think as he walks over to the vehicle and pays the valet.

As soon as he's in the driver's seat, he revs the engine and glances up at you. You who are left on the sidewalk alone and no longer in contact with him.

You who crave that contact like it's a fucking drug. Your drug. You've never been the kind of person who's too reckless but you have to admit you can be impulsive at times and that doesn't always work out for you.

But the truth is every time we go to a stranger we open ourselves up to a million dangerous possibilities and a million good ones. It doesn't matter how much you vetted a person, people still get duped even after decades of staying together so everything is a gamble.

He's still looking up at you, expectant. “Would you like to go to my hotel room?”

And then you know you've made your decision. You smile to yourself as you get in the car with him.

When you're in the passenger seat, you find him staring at you again. “No matter what happens,” he says. “I'll promise you one thing: This is not a night you'll forget easily.”

(next installment will be up later tonight)