#but also im so unwell from not eating enough and camp teardown and like | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

local-magpie · 4 months ago

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the homoeroticism of trying not to be incredibly fucking weird around the probably-straight-statistically-speaking campmate you're down bad for AND theoretically going to be camping with for two weeks every year now in a camp that is effectively a found-family group he was born into and you are newly on the fringes of

#'dont fuck it up' extreme mode #if he goes looking for my blog because he technically knows it exists i am Going to Die of Embarrassment #but also im so unwell from not eating enough and camp teardown and like #mentally screaming #i got some solid proof this pennsic that i am absolutely incapable of judging how people feel about me #but that doesnt. help. the fear of being too fucking weird about this crush #im not! good at subtlety!#and i like hanging with him in general hes fun but like #i dont want to fuck THAT up EITHER #yelling at the void

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