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kummatty · 2 years ago

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I hate feeling like time is not mine . I knew living at home would be like this bc there's various schedules and I don't understand anything in my mom's kitchen - it clutters my mind and makes it hard to feed myself and im left at the mercy of her food or she's like why don't u cook for all of us - and I can't say no to my sister and ofc my mom has a revolving door of guests staying for the next few weeks, im hoping it gets better when I "move into" the little annex to the house but either way I rly have to assert my own schedule and needs instead of being swept away

#have to put in more effort to do normal things and have a schedule #but also i have to rebuild discipline and scheduling cuz ive lost the habit lol #im so frustrated by the kitchen tho #like theres almost always something on all 4 burners and stuff all around the counter #how am i supposed to....#and my moms food is 😭 and nothing tastes as good as it did in india and my body is having a hard time adjusting back #and we said we'd call everyday and watch movies and time just gets away #restless to start a routine and have the grounding things i need

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