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We make a lot of fun of Buggy but, honestly, I would be fucking angry at the world all the time too. Imagine growing up as your best friend's shadow, always being seen as the weak and the clown because of course, Shanks is the legacy. He's the strongest. He's the one to wear the straw hat. And you accept that and give up on your dream for him. To follow him because at least that way you'll be able to achieve your dreams, even if you can't call it yours, but his. You give up on your dream and decide to go for an easier path instead, maps and treasure and money and everything a pirate ought to be, but he fucking ruins it. And it's not even his fault, but he's the one to make it happen. Nobody takes you seriously because saying "He made me eat a devil fruit and lost my map" doesn't sound as awful as "He made me lose my independence as a pirate and only way to follow a path of my own and now the sea I love so much hates my guts". And then your father captain dies in front of your god-damned eyes, leaving the youngest generation to continue his legacy. You think "Oh, well, at least Shanks is here. He'll keep the memory of our captain alive", but he hesitates. He shakes under the thought of the future. Falters for a moment. Somebody you âeveryoneâ considers stronger, rougher, smarter and way better as a legacy than you, doubts himself. After so many years of you trusting him despite everything else. After so many years of everyone else trusting him, leaving you behind. So of course it fucking hurts and of course Buggy is rightfully mad. And of course he refuses to go with somebody that doesn't take this as seriously as him. Somebody that made the sea hate him and also hesitates after so many people trusted him doesn't deserve Buggy's love respect. And so Buggy goes away. And now nobody takes him seriously when talking about his past because he has become the clown everyone thought he was. They don't understand how somebody like him shared a room with somebody like Shanks. They don't understand how somebody like him was raised by the king of the pirates himself. But what they'll never know is that Shanks was the one who hesitated. And they'll never know Buggy was the one leaving his dream behind.
So I think Buggy is rightfully angry at everything and everyone and especially Shanks, even if he hasn't actually done anything. Buggy's anger and resentment is one of the things I'll always defend.
#he's my fav clown i luv him#:(( i am very sad#i am also a shanks defender to death but this isn't about him#one piece#buggy the clown#red haired shanks#shuggy#< target audience#but also bc it's implied and pretty obvious#these two make me sick istg
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tch i cant get the words for what I'm trying to say -_-
#txt#argh whatever it's that the way Lady treats women acquiring or possessing a penis as an indicator of#focused but unrestrained desire (in the manga idk if to say also abnormal bc it's pretty much in the#That wasn't there a moment ago abnormal. but still transphobic in the obvious way)#mostly by virtue of how nagai writes Male DemonsTM which are the majority anyway.#like this applies to both kurosaki and OVA ran.#on the other hand the You're A Woman I'm A *Man (abt ran. that can change completely) We Should Copulate and the We're Sisters So We're#Soulmates So We Should Join and the EYE Love You So We Should Be In A Relationship and the Destiny#Got Us Together So We Should etc relationships are all thrown kinda matter of factly and unchallenged in the manga#that the OVA makes the assertion that all these joint elements really do sound creepy and threatening#and oddly coercive exemplified by ran going on abt how jun wouldn't and really can't deny her do anything#even sex or herm etc. but to keep on topic re gender while manga ran just sex shifting is kinda whatever in it of#itself. the fact that first she should change into a man to legitimize and have 'real sex' with jun and that#implying that's the more true way by not challenging it doesn't do any more favors to gender as#it pertains to orientation or deter from seeing gender as two distinct categories with defined Impulses than the#women w penises do
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Lowlifes [M] Pairing: Choi Seungcheol x Fem!Reader Tags: 11.5k, f2l, smut, fluff, humor, foundfamily, gang?au, 18+ Summary: Seungcheol grows tired of watching you fool around with a string of loser boyfriends and steps in when an ex shows up somewhere he's not welcome which unravels years of feelings lost in translation. Warnings: SMUT 18+, MINORS DNI!! mxf unprotected sex, multiple orgasms, lots of making out both in public and private, lots of touching, holding, soft manhandling, language, physical violence, mentions of injuries, broken bones, etc. not super detailed but very much implied they are in an illegal crime crew/gang/ring whatever. people are drinking in the bar and getting lit bc it's big dawg dk's bday ok. i think that covers it.
Seungcheol knows he should mind his business and heâs well aware that you can handle your own problems because you take great pleasure in reminding him of your capabilities.
That doesnât mean heâs not watching out of the corner of his eye as youâre pacing back and forth at the far end of the bar. Your phone is glued to your ear and youâre obviously upset, throwing your free hand in the air with a string of expletives falling from your lips so clearly that he doesnât have to hear you to make them out. Itâs obvious whoâs on the other end of that call and just knowing youâre still speaking to your ex irks his nerves.
He drinks down the remainder of his beer as he continues monitoring from a distance, running the tip of his tongue over his bottom lip with thinly veiled irritation.Â
When you hang up the phone, mid-sentence, it takes everything in you not to turn and drive your fist through the wall. All the pretty promises and apologiesâŠyou knew they were empty. You knew he would disappoint you yet again. Youâre more angry with yourself for being stupid enough to hope heâd come through for once but instead of being here with you and your friends, trying to work shit out, heâs running with his new crew.Â
Things were always tumultuous with Jae and never going to work out, which you knew very early on, but you just loathe being wrong when you give someone a chance. It was a foolâs hope to think he might turn it around and make you feel better about letting him into your life to begin with.
The truth of the matter was that Jae just wanted to be a part of your crew and when they refused to let him in, he went and found another and tried to drag you along with him. There wasnât a chance in hell that youâd leave them, your family, but you tried to make things work and it bit you in the ass more times than you could count.Â
Youâre pissed as all hell when you slip back into the booth, right into Seungcheolâs side. Heâs warm and familiar, and when his arm falls around your shoulder it tempers your rage just a touch. Another thing Jae couldnât standâŠhow close the two of you were.Â
Seungcheol has been by your side since you and your brother were kids. You three have been thick as thieves, literally, for so long that you were more comfortable with him than anyone else in the world. You loved, trusted, and respected Seungcheol to a fault.Â
He also notoriously letâs you get away with pretty much everything.Â
So, for no reason other than needing a distraction and hoping to get a rise out of him, you take the cold fresh beer heâs yet to touch right out of his hands and bring it to your lips. He makes an amused sound and pinches your shoulder where his hand rests.Â
âThat doesnât belong to you,â he grumbles, though he doesnât do anything to stop you from taking whatever you want.
You swallow another small mouthful and set the beer down, pushing it back into his grip. The little gasp of surprise you let out when his big hand catches around yours before you can let go of the glass makes Cheol grin which is an improvement from the scowl heâs been sporting for most of the night.
âYou gonna tell me why youâve been so grumpy?â you ask, leaning into him so he can actually hear you over all the noise, âYou only nurse a beer when youâre in a shit mood.â
He lets you pull your hand from the cold glass but doesnât put any distance between your bodies, he lessens it instead. Youâre so close that he doesnât even need to speak loudly for you to hear him. âI didnât realize you paid that much attention to me.â His deep rumbling voice can be felt this closely and the alcohol in the warmth of your belly feels fizzy.
âIâve known you longer than anyone else here,â you reason, âYou canât hide anything from me.â
Seungcheol snickers, âOh, I bet I could.â
You donât get the chance to try and one up him because your phone buzzes incessantly in your lap. Pulling back, you both see who is calling and Seungcheol kisses his teeth in irritation. You silence the call, sending your ex to voicemail and youâre about to reach for your own drink but another incoming call prevents you.
âYou want me to answer it?âÂ
Seungcheolâs tone is dangerous so you silence the call again and continue reaching for your glass. âHeâll give up.â
That isnât typically the case but you're praying this once it is because you really donât feel like dealing with Jaeâs bullshit any more than you wish to handle a pissed off Seungcheol or get a lecture from your brother. Jeonghan, over-bearing and unhinged as he is, will talk you to death when you make a poor choice as if his entire lifestyle isnât comprised of the ones heâs made. Better to keep him out of it too. Â
Cheol will give you a piece of his mind but heâs more like your big, scary guard dog and even though youâre never on the receiving end, you know heâs got a nasty bite so youâd prefer to keep the leash short and not dangle bait before him. The last thing you need is Seungcheol winding up in a cell because of youâŠhe toes that line enough as it is.
Unfortunately, nothing is going your way tonight and your phone lights up again. Normally youâd leave it alone but another part of you, one far and detached from who is calling, still fears the guilt of missing back-to-back calls heavens forbid something has happened.
Itâs the only reason youâre answering, shouting over the noise, âYouâd better be dying. What the hell do you want?â
âBaby, I just need to talk to you and youâre ignoring me,â he whines back and bile gathers at the base of your throat, âI already said I was sorry! Your friends donât even like me so I donât know why you asked me to come. They donât think Iâm good enough for you.â
âYouâre not good enough for me,â is the first thing that comes out of your mouth, beyond caring about his feelings at this point, âYouâve proved that time and time again and I donât need them to tell me what I already know. Iâm busy. Donât call me again.â
âWait, wait!â he calls out to you desperately - it makes your skin crawl, âIâll come pick you up, sweetheart. Iâll take you somewhere real nice, just us two, ok? You just stay there and Iâll come get you.â
Your face bunches up incredulously, âDonât bother showing up now! The olive branch I extended by inviting you tonight no longer exists. I donât want you here and Iâm definitely not going anywhere just the two of us. Iâm with my crew and youâre with yours,â you argue back, âThatâs what you chose, so thatâs what you get.â
There is silence on the end of the line and then laughter.Â
âYouâre lucky youâre hot because itâs a distraction from how fucking crazy you are! I swear to god, youâre just trying to piss me off so Iâll pay more attention to you! Is that what you want? Want me to drop everything to be with you? Like you donât get enough fucking attentio-â
âHang up,â comes a growl from your left and when you look over, Seungcheol is seething.
You donât waste another breath except to say, âDonât call me again,â before disconnecting..
As you tuck your phone back between your thighs you accidentally meet Jeonghanâs gaze from across the table. His eyes flick between you just having ended another call and Seungcheol who looks like he might shatter the glass in his hand at any given moment. He raises a brow, his silent way of asking if everything is okay and you wink back like itâs totally fine. No worries. Not a thing wrong or out of place.Â
Which, it probably would have been if your phone hadnât vibrated again a minute later.Â
Itâs just the one time so you thought it was a fluke, a misdial, but then it buzzes againâŠ.and again. Then itâs a continually buzzing stream of new alerts so you pull your phone out and find sixteen unread messages. You donât even bother reading them and shove the phone back between your thighs. Just. Shut. Up.
Minutes pass and youâre trying really hard to enjoy Chanâs little impromptu performance at the bar, and it sounds lovely, truly, but itâs difficult to focus on anything at all between your efforts to internally process your exâs fucking audacity and to ignore furious heat rolling off Seungcheolâs body still so close to your own..Â
Heâs wholly enraged and you can feel it.
There is maybe a solid seven minutes where your phone sits silently and youâre about to turn to speak to Jihoon and thenâŠanother text comes through. Seungcheolâs patience finally wears through and he plucks it from between your thighs before you can react. You watch quietly, not bothering to argue with him as he forces a shut down before pocketing it inside his jacket.Â
You still stare at him like some admonished teenager and he stares back with a small smirk, daring you to say something. Heâs not doing it to punish you - thatâs the reason you donât push back - heâs going to make sure you enjoy the night just like everyone else. He knows itâs not going to happen if youâre glued to your phone and so do you.Â
Narrowing your eyes, you smirk back. âYouâre giving that back later, right?â
His answering grin is troubling. âI might make you earn it.â
You toy with the idea of asking how but that line of thought is mercifully interrupted by a round of shots for the whole table being delivered and passed around. You had to wait the additional four minutes of having to sit through Hoshi giving an impromptu speech that almost dissolves to tears because heâs probably (definitely) two shots too deep and then itâs back to chaos and youâre finally free to be a part of it.
Your mood lifts tremendously over the next hour so being present in the moment with the people you love. Haoâs girlfriend Jessie passes you a sticker sheet with little glittery hearts and stars which end up all over the bar, in joshuaâs hair, the tip of Junâs nose, the bathroom walls, and some litter the dance floor. Woozi steals a couple for the back of his phone case and when you run out she supplies you with temporary tattoos. Almost everyone has at least two imprinted on their skin by the time those are run through.
When your hands are empty and your drinks all run dry, an old country western song crackles over the speakers and suddenly youâre being dragged out onto the floor by Mingyu who is hell bent on trying to replicate some old line dance youâre sure heâs fabricated in his foggy mind. Something about heels and toes, and being swung around your partner - itâs fun and somewhat terrifying when heâs nearly lifting you off the ground mid-spin.Â
Itâs not his fault that heâs got long legs and two left feet when he drinks so itâs mostly the two of you skipping in circles, laughing and completely out of breath, but itâs a blast.Â
And then you catch something out of the corner of your eye that makes you stop dead in your tracks. Mingyu doesnât even notice that youâve stopped until he trips over your foot, looking down at you in confusion. âYou givinâ up on me?â
âWhat the fuck is he doing here?âÂ
The voice comes from Joshua in the corner, which means somehow word spread about tonightâs falling out without you knowing, and now everyone is looking at your ex, boldly and moronically standing a few feet away from you which is several feet too close for their liking. Unsurprisingly, itâs Hoshi whoâs already in his face, smiling in the most menacing fashion. âThis is a private event so unfortunately for you, youâll have to fuck off.â
Jae scoffs aloud, âI donât give a shit about your party.â
Then his scowl twists into a smirk but itâs cruel and mirthless, his eyes falling on you and Mingyu who had at some point out of habit placed his body just in front of your own.
âI came for my girl but it looks like sheâs already moved on for the night, throwing herself at one of you sorry assholes because I couldnât make time for her. Typical.â
Mingyu anticipates you trying to step around him and quickly catches you around the waist to hold you back at the same time that Seokmin stands from his chair so quickly it falls backwards and lands with a loud clatter. âWatch your fucking mouth,â he warns menacingly.Â
âWatch my mouth? Iâm just pointing out that facts. I should have known thatâs why she suddenly didnât want me here,â he goes on like every pair of eyes on him arenât glaring daggers, âWould have ruined her plans to get shit-faced and open her legs for whichever one of you looked at her first.â
Jeonghan hurls himself at Jae with an opened switchblade in his hand but, thankfully, Joshua and Jihoon catch him first, and the bastard laughs knowing none of them would let Jeonghan get close enough to do something stupid. Not with witnesses around anyway.
Jae tilts his head, speaking directly to Jeonghan with his hands in his pockets and condescention dripping from his tongue, âYouâre her big brother,â he pouts, just pouring salt in the wound, âYouâre really just going to sit back and allow all your friends to take turns with your little sister? The crewâs designated whor-â
He barely forms a smirk before Seungcheol appears out of nowhere and suckerpunches him in the mouth so hard the crack is audible throughout the bar. Unfortunately for Jae, heâs still conscious when he hits the ground, broken teeth and blood pouring from his maw as he screams in excruciating pain. Youâre sure his jaw is broken and youâre glad.Â
Absolutely no one moves to help him. Hardly even bats an eye.
Then, Seungcheol draws his leg back and kicks Jae in the stomach which means heâs not done and after what your ex just saidâŠyouâre not sure anyone in your crew will step in to stop him. You move instantly, pulling yourself out of Mingyuâs protective grip to push your way to the front where youâre relieved to see Vernon already attempting to pull his friend away and he does but not before your exâs hand is crushed under the sole of Seungcheolâs boot and the screaming starts anew.Â
When you reach them, you immediately put yourself in the middle without hesitation, both hands against Seungcheolâs chest in an effort to calm him down before he loses it completely. One of his hands is still clenched at his side and youâre trying desperately to get him to look down at you. He doesnât but his other hand comes up to sit at your hip and thatâs enough of an acknowledgement that you relax, just slightly.Â
You turn just your head to look down at Jae whoâs never looked more pitiful. Covered in blood, dirt, snot, and tears.Â
Seungcheol glares over your shoulder at the broken man on the floor, his arm now firmly seated around your body in a possessive display as he growls, âAlways running your fucking mouth,â then he nods in your brotherâs direction, âI should let him cut your tongue out.â
Jeonghanâs knife spins dangerously between his deft fingers like heâs itching to use it.Â
Heâs no longer restrained, nearly deranged, and begins stalking toward your ex who flinches away and frantically shakes his head, unable to speak with his mangled mouth. Your voice cuts clear into the charged air. âJeonghan,â you call out and your brother stops mid-step to look up at you patiently. You shake your head at him and he concedes but the fire in his eyes is palpable.Â
He smiles down at Jae, voice lilting and deadly. âYouâre safeâŠfor now,â he tilts his head, crouching down to get closer, âAnd donât bother running back to your crew for help or hope for some form of retaliation,â He pauses, covering his mouth with his knife, giggling with feral delight dancing in his eyes, âI bet you didnât tell them where you were going or who you were fucking with because they never would have let you come and I can only imagine how pissed theyâre going to be when they find out.â
Jaeâs brows furrow indicating his confusion and Jeonghan laughs again, wiggling his long fingers, tapping them with the point of his blade. âHow do you think your ring leader lost two fingers on his right hand? That pretty scar down the side of his face? It was an improvement if you ask me,â he croons and Jaeâs eyes widen with renewed horror, âLoyal little lap dog ever since and hilariously, still harboring a rather sweet crush on my darling sister. Small world, huh? Weâll be sure to let him know how you feel about her and whoâs responsible for,â he waves his hand with an air of distaste, gesturing to Jae, âThis.â
When Jeongan stands again, his smile falls flat and you turn your head quickly, tucking it into Cheolâs chest when you hear the crunch and subsequent thud as your brother stomps and knocks Jae out cold. Itâs cruel, perhaps, but now knowing who exactly heâs been working for, youâd consider this a mercy compared to wait awaits him.
Seungcheol lifts his chin with a silent order and Junhui and Mingyu are already stepping forward to haul Jaeâs unconscious form out of the bar with Joshua leisurely striding behind them, Jaeâs phone in hand. Theyâll dump him outside, a few blocks away. Heâs lucky theyâre not animals - Josh will use Jaeâs phone to deliver a personal message to his crew but beyond that, heâs no longer your crewâs problem. Retaliation isnât even a concern in this situation.
The atmosphere is obviously soured and you can still feel the rage swirling in the air. There isnât a single member of your crew who wouldnât have loved a turn. Even Minghao, calm and even, the most level-headed in situations like this has a particular air of cruelty about him in the moment and Jessie at his side tucks away a glittering pair of brass knuckles. You donât have to glance around to they are waiting for an order and Cheol still has his eyes focused on the door. There are also a few patrons who are not associated with your crew, the kind who know when to mind their business, but even they seem to be waiting to be told what to do next.
So, you clear your throat and try to paint on a pretty smile.
âPardon the interuption,â you sigh, each head in the room swiveling in your direction, âTurn the music up and order another round for the whole bar,â you glance up to find Seuncheol already looking down at you and you pat his chest, âDrinks are still on the big guy so youâd better take advantage while heâs still feeling generous.â
Thankfully, its enough to get everyone moving again, your crew falling right back into the party swing as if nothing happened. It was so easy for them to flip the switch sometimes. From volatile back to joyous - back to shots, and karaoke, and dancing.Â
Seungcheol was still furious though. He doesnât bounce back nearly as fast.
âWhy donât we take a walk out back?â
He doesnât budge for a moment and you say his name a little more firmly this time to which he reponds, âYeah, yeah. Iâm sorry. Letâs go.â
No one asks questions or follows the two of you when he takes your hand and leads you out the back and into the crisp night air. Itâs dark but the moon etches just enough light that you can still see each other easily. Seungcheolâs shoulders are tense and you watch his fists clench and unfurl methodically. Theyâre also red and angry after making direct contact with Jaeâs teeth. The thought makes your gut roil.
âChoi Seungcheol,â you lightly grumble, âYou canât go around hospitalizing every asshole that is mean to me.â
Nothing at first and then thereâs a little huff of laughter. âI can absolutely do just that, or worse. Besides, I only hit him once.â
âYou broke his jawâŠand probably a few ribs with that kick,â you sigh and lean back against the building, glancing up at the sky. âMy point is that I know you can but that doesnât mean you should. If you get arrested, whoâs gonna take care of me?â
He smirks. âSpoiled.â
âYour fault,â you roll your eyes and really look at him. âI didnât know he was working for Kaito, obviously. You know I wouldâve cut him off completely If I had.â
âI didnât know either,â he admits, shrugging off your surprise, âJeonghan must have found out and kept it to himself. You know how he likes to hold onto things until its useful. Your brother is kind of a sadistic asshole sometimes.â
âHannie is just eccentric and has weird hobbies,â you counter with a small grin, âBesides, heâs your best friend so think about what that says about you.â
He just winks in response. Itâs maddening and attractive, per usual.Â
âMhm,â you hum quietly, pleased to watch him unwind in front of you, because of you. âIâm glad to see youâre in a better mood,â you tease him, âI thought for a few that you might have been mad at me.â
Cheol lets out a long sigh and digs his hands into his pockets. âIâm never mad at you.â
You cross your arms and quirk a brow at him, âThatâs a blatant lie and you know it. I canât even count how many times youâve chewed my ass out for one thing or another.â
âThe handful of times that I have yelled at you came directly after you did something dangerous,â he argues back with a short laugh, âCalling your ex, that fucker in particular, makes me question your judgement and maybe your sanity, but itâs not a reason for me to be mad at you. If anything itâs mild frustration.â
You narrow your eyes at him. Itâs more than mild. âSay what you need to say, Cheol.â
He squares his shoulders, face serious much like his tone. âYouâre too smart to keep choosing assholes that let you down over and over again. So, why do you do it?â
You purse your lips. âTouche,â heâs not wrong, âI am self aware enough to admit my track record is shit but there is not a lot to work with. Itâs not as though our dating pool is stellar, Cheol. Weâre lowlifesâŠwe associates with other lowlifes. Nice boys like girls like me until they realize Iâm not worth the trouble.â
He sputters out a laugh and steps closer, just enough to lower his voice in the echoing alley way. A touch closer and you could probably steal a little body heat youâre starting to wish for. âYou are the trouble,â his eyes sparkle when he says it, like its a compliment, âNice boys too soft for you anyway and weâre not lowlifesâŠwe just live a little differently. You can do better,â he smirks when you roll your eyes again, âYou canâŠyou just donât.â
You uncross your arms and spread them out before you. âOh, any suggestions? I forgot you were a dating expert-â then you break into a laugh and Cheol is throwing his head back, knowing whatâs coming. âOh, wait! I forgot. Youâve not had a girlfriend in what? Five years? Eight?â
He snatches both your hands out of the air and pushes them back toward your chest, trying to reign in his amusement and overall urge to smother you. âYouâre high maintenance enough. Why the hell would I need a girlfriend? Iâve got enough on my plate.â
You reach out and lightly punch him in the chest. âYouâre a big boy, Cheol. Donât let me hold you back. I can handle myself.â
At this, he snorts and pulls a hand out of his pocket to point at you. âYou can handle yourself? Did I not pick you up in a police station two months ago for speedingâŠagain?â
You pull off the wall with your mouth open to defend yourself and he abruptly pushes you right back against it and continues. âWho taught you how to drive and took the blame when you ran over Jeonghanâs bike when you were fifteen? Who showed up at three in the morning to pick your drunk ass up at that halloween party just so you could puke in my car and my bedâŠall night?â he pushes closer and lowers his voice âWho bailed you out of jail four months ago when you took a glass bottle to someoneâs head in club and it turned out to be a fucking cop?â
âHe looked like any other perv fondling girls on the dance floor!â You shout, eyes wide and wild as if someone would overhear, âHow was I supposed to know he was a cop?! And why does it matter? He was a creep and Iâd do it again!â
Seungcheol is simply dissolving into laughter, his earlier shit mood absolutely erased, and then as your volume grows he starts attempting to shush you though itâs half-assed.Â
âShhhh,â he laughs even harder, âI know, I know. Iâm just teasing,â he grins when you finally crack a small smile, âHonestly, I was so proud of you that night. Took fifteen stitches to sew him back together and I hear itâs left a big ugly scar.â
You scoff in disbelief at his blatant pride. âProud?! You chewed my ass out the entire way home.â
âQuit doing dangerous shit without me,â he shrugs unapologetically, âIf youâre gonna get yourself in trouble, at least make sure Iâm there to back you up.â
You roll your eyes, placing your cool hands under your chin to warm them. A cold wind whips through the alley, tossing his soft black hair around. Naturally, he steps into the windâs path, blocking you from the worst of it because thatâs what he does. It grants you the opportunity to slide a little closer and he chuckles, catching on very quickly to what youâre trying to do. Use him as both a human shield and personal heater.Â
He looks down at you with that soft gaze you know is only reserved for you. As youâve grown older together, youâve learned that itâs best to avoid basking in it for more than a few seconds at a time. Your eyes dart down to his chest and back up again, not quite meeting his eyes this time. âItâs colder than I thought it would be tonight.â
He pulls your jacket a little tighter around you. âWe can go back inside if you want.â
Whatever you want - itâs always whatever you want. Sometimes you just want to know what Seungcheol wants.
You hold eye contact with him now, just watching to see if his expression changes at all. Itâs almost dizzying, staring at one another so closely. A stupid decision on your part, honestly.
âWhat if I asked you to take me home?â
Simple. âWe can go home. Just gotta grab my key-â
You shake your head with a small laugh. âActually, I think we should go back in and sing karaoke.â
His lips pull up, always quick to pick up on the game. âWhat song? I love karaoke.â
âLiar. You hate karaoke,â you grin, âWhy do you give into anything I ask?â
His smile is so beautiful - it always has been.Â
âI do not give into everything,â he corrects you and then huffs in amusement, âGo ahead, try your luck but put some actual thought into it. You know most things are negotiable for lowlifes like us.â
âGreat! So, youâll let me drive your car tomorrow night?â you bat your eyes at him soo prettily. Itâs in the bag.
He hardly budges. âNo,â comes from those plump lips more clearly than youâve ever heard it in your life and you instinctually pout like a child which amuses him. âI said put some actual thought into it. Youâre a terrible driver.â
âYou also said to try my luck,â you answer and it comes out more like a grumble, âWhich has apparently abandoned me tonight.âÂ
The way you drop your shoulders and pull yourself inward knocks him off kilter and his smile drops in a split second. When he speaks again, his voice is just a touch deeper - less playful, more gentle. The change is so slight that anyone else would miss it but youâve got that shift of his rooted in your memory at this point.Â
âYour luck? Maybe,â he tips his head in consideration, close enough that heâs slipped his arms around you, big hands splayed comfortingly against the middle of your back, âIâm still here though.â
You know you should put some space in between your bodies right now but that little voice that is usually telling you to mind your boundaries is so far away in the moment that you do the opposite. Closing the distance, you look up at him as you slip your hands around his waist beneath his jacket. âYeah, youâre always here for me. Arenât you?â
When he dips his head closer, his tone is surprisingly serious. âI hope thatâs not an actual question at this point.â
His free hand comes up to catch the back of your neck as you move to pull away, to ask him to explain or just to confirm that what youâre feeling is mercifully mutually, but youâre trapped - body painted against Seungcheolâs in the moonlight. Itâs probably the most intimate position youâve ever been in with him and your heart thrashes in your chest.
âIâve always been right here,â his nose and lips brush your cheek as he speaks, âPatiently waiting.â
âWaiting for what?â you ask too softly but he smiles, you can feel it against your skin.
âFor you to get tired of playing house,â He chides gently, âYou already have a home with me and you know it.â
To say it out loud for the first time is almost staggering for Seungcheol and itâs a devastating revelation for you. Each time you tried dating someone new it had felt like a cheap replacement to distract you from the despairing thoughts of loving Seungcheol and him not loving you back, but he was there. Watching, waiting, already belonging to you in every way the entire time.Â
The first sound out of your mouth is escaped laughter. Itâs soft and disbelieving.Â
Seungcheol smiles as he pulls back enough to see your face. âYou genuinely didnât know?â
You shake your head back and forth, still laughing, and the dimples in his cheeks pinch as heâs rolling his eyes at you, snickering to himself. âYouâre the worst. I seriously thought you were playing dumb on purpose,â he groans, though his hands meet in the middle of your back now, comfortably laced like he plans on staying this way for a while. âTell me. Who are all those idiots in there to you?â
Easy. âTheyâre my brothers.â
âAnd who am I?â
Your lips twitch and he smirks. âYouâre justâŠSeungcheol,â saying it makes everything so plain and simple. So obvious. âYouâre my Seungcheol.â
âExactly. Have I ever felt like a brother to you? Like just a friend?â he prods, pretty white teeth still on display. Heâs going to drive his point home like always.Â
âListen, jerk,â you poke him in the chest with a long sigh, âOf course you never felt like those things to me. I didnât want to see you as just a friend and definitely not as a brother, gross,â you grimace at the thought, âBut just because I felt that way about you doesnât mean I thought you felt the same. I thought it was all very one-sided and I was just going to eventually get over it.â
He raises a single brow. âAnd,â he blinks pointedly, âHave you gotten over it yet?
âUnfortunately not.â
âGood.â
Good because heâs truly out of patience at this point and heâs going to make sure you know exactly how he feels without question.Â
And thatâs how you find yourself caged up against the wall outside the bar, Seungcheolâs lips hungirly claiming your own. His hands trace your body outside your clothing until he gets tired of the separation and you jolt feeling his cold hands against your waist beneath your shirt. There isnât a second of stillness. Heâs constantly moving, shifting, giving, taking.Â
Youâre no better.Â
The second he kissed you it was like a flood of energy zapping each and every one of your nerves. After your lips, your arms were quickly in motion, wrapping around his neck and shoulders. Fingers threading through and tugging at his hair. He touched you and kissed you so thoroughly that despite the fact that is freezing and youâre indeed, exposed outside while your friends are just on the other side of that back door, you want more.Â
More, more, more.Â
Seungcheol does too.Â
âLetâs go,â he mumbles between your lips, still too enthralled to pull away.Â
It makes you laugh, though itâs a little delirious because heâs back to sucking and biting pretty little marks onto your neck, and you peel your eyelids open to see the fog from your breath as you speak. âItâs Seokâs birthday,â your mouth pops open with a silent gasp as he bites you again, âWe canât just leave.â
He drags himself back up and meets your eyes, grinning, âLike hell we canât. Go get in my car,â he digs his keys out of his pocket and passes them over, âIâll let the boys know weâre leaving.â
You stand there for a moment, keys in your outstretched hand, âWait!â you realize heâs already opening the door. Heâs so serious. âWhat are you going to tell them?â
He shrugs, âThat we have better things to do.â
Appalling. âSeungcheol!â
Now heâs smirking. âAlright, alright. Iâll tell them weâre leaving and going back to my place to fu-â
âSEUNGCHEOL!â
âYou donât want me to lie and you donât want me to tell the truth,â he blinks back at you, âI am not sure what you want from me, baby.â
Well. Brain melted. If heâs calling you âBabyâ he can do whatever he damn well pleases.Â
âIâll be waiting,â you laugh, quickly spinning on your heel before you drag him away and he doesnât get a chance to tell anyone youâre leaving. They probably wouldnât notice for a few hours anyway. You shake your head, hurrying your steps toward his car.Â
It feels like youâre waiting an eternity but itâs only been a few minutes and when you glance out the window heâs already hurrying back. Youâre not sure if he just caught the first person he saw and told them to pass it on or if he walked in and announced it to the entire bar but you honestly donât care. Youâre maybe fifteen minutes from the garage, Cheolâs permanent (and your home away from) home. Heâll probably make it in eight with the way he drives.Â
âIâm surprised to not find you in the driverâs seat,â he laughs, shutting the door and immediately bringing the car to life.Â
âYouâre the better driver and Iâd like to get there quickly.â
Smirking, he smoothly backs out of his parking space and peels out onto the road. âI think youâre plenty good at speeding. If your record has anything to say about it.â
You roll your eyes at him. âOk, so youâre better at speeding and not getting caught. This is why I handle the other business aspects.â
His hand slips over the middle and lands on your thigh, kneading and flexing possessively.Â
Watching you handle business has always intrigued and infuriated him. Youâve swindled awful men out of house and home - lining your crewâs pockets with all the spoils. It had always been a fine line between letting you work while recognizing how good you were at your job and trying not to strangle every dickhead who thought that fake smile you gave them was genuine. âMight have to retire you now.â
You pout in his direction knowing his moody comment is nothing more than his protective, if not slightly dominant, nature coming through. Heâs not at all serious, even if heâd like to be. âYou gonna take care of me so I donât have to work anymore?â
He grins at the suggestion. âYou know Iâll take care of you, baby. Minghao is plenty good-looking. Weâll start using him instead.â
You snort at the thought. âYouâre better off sending, Jeonghan. He's pretty, charming, and he knows exactly how to get what he wants out of anyone. Why do you think Iâm so good at it? Learned from the best.â
âYeah,â Cheol turns, the wheel smoothly gliding through his hand, âI donât typically have to worry about you stabbing or torturing anyone though.â
âTypically?â you turn in surprise, laughing, âAre you saying it has been a concern?â
He looks at you with a brow quirked. âOnce or twice,â he scoffs, âYou are way more like your brother than you realize.â
âOh? You got a thing for him too?â
He snickers in response, shaking his head. âLittle shit.â
He squeezes the meat of your thigh again and you realize heâs shifted his hand higher, his fingers spread wide, the pads biting into your jeans. âQuit flirting with me and drive faster.â
The only sound that follows is his quiet amusement and the roar of the engine.Â
Pulling into the garage, youâre feeling too charged from the quiet, electrifying tension. It makes you feel jerky, like every movement of your body takes too much effort and every surface you touch shocks your skin. Youâre already eyeing the stairs leading up to his loft but heâs taking his sweet time coming around the front of his car, waiting for the garage doors to roll back down. You want to barrel straight into him but you donât exactly trust your legs to carry you.Â
The doors close with a loud thud and he looks over at you still standing near the passenger door. âYou look nervous,â he smiles softly, making his way around the car until his hands are seated over your hips. âWe donât have to-â
âNo, no, thatâs not it,â you huff out a laugh, âI think all the anticipation made my body stop working. Everything is tingly and sharp, and I donât think I can move. Stop laughing at me!â
He canât. Seungcheol is simply beside himself. You really canât blame him. Truly, too horny and excited to walk? Thatâs got to be a new one. It certainly is for you.Â
âI can carry you, itâs fine.â
But he is still shaking with laughter and weâre talking a whole ass flight of stairs. Itâs not fine, though Cheol is already scooping you up and you're frantically trying to situate yourself on his back because that seems like the safest option and youâre already off the ground. Heâs not putting you back down until youâre both behind closed doors.Â
âOh my god,â you bury your face in his shoulder as he takes the first few steps up the stairs, âThis is such a bad idea!â
His hands are firmly seated beneath your thighs and your arms are wrapped so tightly around his shoulders that youâre not even shifting much as he carries you but itâs nerve wracking and honestly, a bit embarrassing. Heâs incredibly proud and stubborn so there really is no hope in convincing him to put you down anyway.
âStop panicking,â he laughs, now halfway up the stairs, âIâm not even struggling so your lack of faith in me is hurting my feelings. You act like youâve never seen me workout. I do it for a reason.â
âI thought the reason was just because you like to beat people up.â
He huffs in amusement, âFighting isnât fun when youâre not winning.â
âWell, you always win so you must be having a blast,â you pinch his earlobe, rolling your eyes since he canât catch you doing it.
When he reaches the landing, he digs into his pocket, unlocking the door with one hand and then kicking it shut once youâre both inside. Then he lets you slide down his back but before your feet actually hit the ground, heâs spinning around to pick you right back up. He laughs at the sound you make, quickly grabbing his shoulders and crossing your ankles at his back. Cheol flips the lock on the door and takes you into the small kitchen, setting you down on the counter.Â
âI always win when youâre watching,â he plants his hands on either side of you, leaning closer, âYou get mad at me when I donât, so, I stopped losing.â
He looks up at you with a boyish grin and you bring your hands up, lightly touching his cheeks with your finger tips. Youâve seen his soft skin mottled with bruising more times than you cared to think about. âI donât care about losing,â you murmur, lost in thought, âI just hate it when you get hurt.â
Tracing a finger over his right brow you remember that night years ago when he returned from a job with it split wide open, blood dripping down his pale face. Busted lips, fractured ribs, a dislocated shoulder, and an awful limp. It was the first time you ever saw him soâŠbroken.
You yelled at him for getting hurt but cradled his face in your hands the whole time. While Minghao sutured it closed, you continued cursing at him and everyone else whoâd gone out that night but you never let go of his hand. When Joshua reset Cheolâs shoulder and he nearly passed out from the pain, you sobbed. For days youâd been furious with him yet you stayed over at his place for almost two solid weeks to take care of him.Â
Putting him back together with your own two hands was the only way you could convince yourself that he was okay and from then on, you accompanied him on most jobs. Anytime things got messy, heâd come out victorious, and the very few times you werenât there, he returned nearly unscathed. Bloodied knuckles at most.Â
Your fingers must have drifted down to his lips because he kisses them and it brings you back to the present. He smiles against your fingertips and you move them under his jaw, out of the way, just so you can kiss him again. Itâs soft, slow, adoring and his hands slide into place right at your lower back, his fingers pushing beneath your shirt to stroke your skin.Â
When they make contact, his fingers spread wide, pulling you closer to the edge of the counter. It makes your back arch, pitching your hips forward, and leaves you sitting poised for the taking but even then he takes his time. In the back of your mind, youâre sure he can feel your heat against his groin and it must be driving him just as insane as it does you.
Despite the body heat, when he pushes your shirt up a little further with his busy hands, you shiver at how cold you still are. Itâs accompanied by a breathy little gasp that makes him pull away grinning, eyes still watching your mouth. âStill cold?â
âYeah,â you admit, âDo you ever turn the heat on in this place?â
âOnly when youâre here. I donât usually need it.â
Of course not. Big manly man.Â
âYouâre going to need it if youâre still hoping to get my clothes off.â
Cheol pays no mind to your change in tone. The one you use to nag him to death. Instead he scoops you right off the counter, starting toward his bedroom. âI can warm you up myself just fine,â he says in an equally haughty kind of way.Â
The kind of way that shuts you up because the only other thing that you could possibly manage is some pathetic giggle. He even makes a show of hanging onto to you with only one arm because heâs just so strong and you humor him with an âoh wooooowâ that makes him crack, laughing as he lets you slowly drop to the floor.
Your hand remains on his chest, nervously pinching at his shirt as you look around the room. Youâve been in here before justâŠnot for anything like this. âWhy does this feel normal and not normal at the same time,â you pause, realizing there is actually something different that you hadnât noticed right away.Â
Seungcheol letâs his hands drop away so you can walk over to his dresser to sate yourâŠcuriosity? Surprise? âYou said I needed more personal decorations around the house,â he clears his throat, watching as you carefully lift his picture frames off the furniture to examine them, âI figured pictures were personal enough.â
There is one of Cheol as a teenager standing proudly beside his first car. Another with a few members of the crew all grinning around a card table. You loosen a soft laugh remembering that night clearly. Mingyu and Hoshi shouting over the table like bansheesâŠall because Hoshi got caught cheating and blamed it on his favorite designated target.Â
You pick up one you donât recognize but smile at the familiar faces hanging out of the windows of a car you do recognize vaguely. The job details were hazy but you know you remember that car for some reason.
Seungcheol must have noticed you squinting at it because he comes over and stands behind you, pointing at the picture. âYou donât remember this one because you broke into a case of wine coolers the moment we were all home and accounted for,â he chuckles, his breath tickling your cheek, âAlmost seven years ago now.â
âI hated waiting for you guys to come home,â you pout, pointing to the picture, âWhy do I remember this car though? Itâs so familiar.â
He laughs again and this time you spin toward him like the reason he is laughing is clearly painted on his face. Itâs not but he fills in the blanks without prompting.
âJeonghan caught you in the backseat of that exact car making out with Seungkwan, of all people,â Cheol grins at your grimace âWe hauled you both off to bed, tucked you in, and agreed not to tell a soul. I honestly donât think he knows about it either. You guys were wasted.â
âI definitely do not remember doing that but I did oddly stop drinking wine coolers not long after that night,â you sigh, tucking away the embarrassing story to kick your self over later.
âGuilty subconscious?âÂ
Shrugging off your jacket you give him a fake laugh which eventually morphs into a grin. âWere you jealous back then?â
He takes your lead, removing his clothes one piece at a time. âI was always jealous,â he admits and you let yourself stop to watch as he grabs at the hem of his shirt, pulling it up and over his head. It leaves him only in his jeans, belt already unbuckled.Â
Youâre the opposite, jeans kicked to the side, but your hands rest on your shirt, too busy looking at Seungcheol to force yourself to keep moving. Heâs no better, eyes glued to your hips, to your underwear, your legs, and then his eyes bounce back up to your face, finally noticing the way youâre looking at him.
He takes a slow step forward and then another.
âIâm not perfect,â he cautions, another step closer, âIâm stubborn and jealous,â one more step until youâre touching, âI donât like sharing. If one of the guys flirts with you, even as a joke, Iâll probably rip their head off. Might happen more than once but Iâll get over it eventually, I promise.â
âHmm,â you smirk as he stops so closely you can feel the heat coming of his body, âA little sensitive?â
âMaybe.â His smile is so pretty and disarming because now his hands are on you, palms rubbing circles into your hips before sliding back and down over your ass. âYouâve been chipping away at my self control for over a decade and now youâre half-naked in my bedroom. Iâve hit my breaking point, baby. Iâm going to be selfish with you.â
You shift just enough to pull your shirt over your head, tossing it in the general direction of your pants, and settle your arms around his shoulders. âI think itâs only fair because I have always been selfish with you and iâll be so much worse now,â you grin and he letâs out a heavy, husky chuckle, tightening his thick arms around you, âIâm going to be a menace.â
âI like the sound of that.â
âIâm still cold.â
Then heâs kissing you again, your hands quickly moving from his shoulders to his waist, pushing his jeans as low as you can before heâs forced to part and pull them the rest of the way off, laughing and stumbling with you toward the bed. You land first, quickly shuffling under the comforter for warmth and heâs right behind you, rolling you onto your back to cover you with his body. Itâs an added layer of heat and you wiggle beneath him when his thigh pushes between your legs.Â
Seungcheol wants everything all at once and hates having to choose but loves knowing heâll get the opportunity to do it all in good time. For now, he canât seem to keep away from your lips, canât stop the noises he makes everytime you tug at his hair or scrape your nails against his back and he hopes to god they leave bright red scratches in their wake.Â
He wants to watch you get shy and embarrassed when he works out with them on full display. His ego is a beast and itâs going to be riding a high for a while.
When you push up against him, he gives you a little space to quickly undo your bra before itâs tossed to the floor and heâs slipping a little lower, his face pressed against your soft, warm chest. His mouth dances from one breast to the other and you moan into the open air of his bedroom, one of your hands still rubbing his back, smoothing over his muscles mindlessly. His perfect teeth graze your nipples and you grind down against his thigh.Â
He pushes it higher and repeats the action over and over until youâre steadily working yourself up and then he shifts, taking that relief away from you. Your eyes pop open in surprise but he kisses you again before you can speak and his right hand slides into your panties, wet and uncomfortably cool against your folds now that his thigh is gone.Â
He doesnât waste time, running his middle and ring finger up and down until theyâre so slick-coated that there is hardly any resistance when he slips them inside you, stroking up against that spot that has you arching your back off the bed. Itâs almost cruel how quickly he gets you there and even worse that he hardly touches your clit before you come, stars flashing behind your eyes.Â
Seungcheol kisses your face through it, whispering sweet, filthy praises against your skin. Thatâs my girl, youâre so fucking good for me, baby. Sound so pretty right now, wanna hear you say my name just like that.
Itâs a miracle you donât come again the second he pushes into you because he doesnât stop talking unless his mouth is occupied and heâs too good at multitasking. The only time you get a break from his wicked words is when heâs bottoming out and your ears are ringing so loudly that you canât even hear him anymore. He must realize it too because his mouth was moving and now, heâs just grinning, eyes trained on your lips when he draws his hips back a little and pushes back in.Â
His pace varies because he likes watching the breath get caught in your throat, breaking up the gorgeous sounds spilling from your lips. For all the taunting and talking heâs done, heâs just as worked up as you are and suddenly sits up on his knees which changes the angle. He spreads your thighs further apart, almost crudely, and props your ass a bit higher. At first, he wraps his hands around your thighs for leverage, digging his fingers into your skin but itâs not enough, he needs more.Â
When he moves his hands to either side of your waist, he locks in the perfect position to go as deep as possible and the sounds you begin making are far more desperate, the pitch swinging higher and higher until heâs moaning and panting, driving into you faster and harder than before. You know youâre going to come again, and fast, so when your eyes meets his, and he purses his lips, letting spit drop from his plump lips onto your clit, he doesnât have to tell you aloud what to do.Â
You bring your own hand down, rubbing yourself until your limbs start twitching. Your breaths are so shallow and ragged, your fingertips messily bumping against the base of his cock where he plunges in and out of your cunt recklessly. He looks just as far gone as you do but the second your eyes meet, he smirks and itâs your absolute undoing.Â
When you orgasm for the second time itâs so intense that all of your muscles lock up aside from your legs which shake uncontrollably and Seungcheol groans, hips stuttering when he feels the overabundance over warm liquid spilling out around his cock, splashing against his groin and stomach, dripping onto the bed. He stills, filling you so completely full that you canât even breath without adding to the mess youâve both created.Â
It takes several long minutes of heavy panting and blinking to get your heads on straight and he still doesnât pull out. Not even when he slumps down against you, grinning and kissing you lazily. Heâs doesnât give a single fuck about the mess, even going to so far as pumping his hips a few times, laughing when you hide your face under your arm at the lewd sounds echoing through the room.Â
Itâs playful at first, those half-hearted thrusts, but then his kisses turn into little nips, his mouth starts spilling those dirty words in your ear and itâs not long until you can feel him getting hard inside of you again, having never pulled out in the first place. He keeps fucking into you slowly, swallowing the sound of your whining, revelling in the way your nails no longer just rake over his skin but painfully dig into it over his shoulder blades.Â
He doesnât stop. Doesnât speed up. Doesnât give you the chance to wiggle away from him when the sharp tingling of overstimulation bleeds into, âOh, fuck, Cheol, Iâm gonna come againâŠfuckâŠâ
And you do until tears stream down your face and he pulls out, flips you over, and puts it right back in, fucking you brutally until heâs moaning and cumming, and youâre nearly ready to pass out in the bed youâve both absolutely ruined. You hear him speaking but canât make out the words and then maybe your eyes close because youâre sated and exhausted.Â
It doesnât last long though because Seungcheol is attempting to drag you from sleep because he needs to clean you both up and change the sheets before anyone crashes for the night but youâre not budging.Â
Until you feel the sensation of thick fingers pushing into your cunt and you mumble aloud, âAbsolutely noâŠstraight to jail.â
Seungcheol laughs at you having not even moved when you said it and removes his hand. âI tried waking you up nicely and you kept ignoring me. Besides, itâs all starting to spill out and I like seeing you full. If you keep laying here Iâm going to end up fucking it all back in and giving you more.â
Rolling onto your back takes an incredible amount of willpower and Cheolâs helping hands because your hips are stiff as all hell. Heâs patient, not pushing beyond your limits even though youâre sure he could go a few more rounds without tiring in the least. Affection swirls in your chest and it takes him by surprise when you reach a hand up and around his neck to pull him down to your lips.Â
HIs body relaxes into the bed, pressing his weight more firmly into the mattress to keep the pressure light where it covers your own. He kisses you tenderly, his hands moving softly and slowly over your skin, and your mind is emptied of all but the feel of him. Itâs overwhelming, how deeply attuned you are to one another and yet your body continues to demand more.Â
Your kiss is broken off in a choked moan, Seungcheolâs, when your hand snakes between your bodies. He drops his forehead to yours, taking in a deep, shaky breath when you rub the head of his cock into the mess between your folds. âAgain?â he questions, even as his hips push forward of their own accord.Â
âAgainâŠâ you breathe out, tipping your face up to catch his bottom lip with a gentle nip, â..and again, and again, and agai-â
The delirious smile on your face drops open as he pushes back inside. Your tight, swollen cunt aches with the intrusion but each shockwave that pulses through you is laced with pointed pleasure. The effort to keep his pace even and gentle is difficult but Cheol finds very quickly that there is something incredibly arrousing about slow, deep, intimate fucking.Â
Heâs never experienced anything like it because heâs never had you.Â
Yet here you are beneath him, clawing at his back and shoulders, moaning against his throat, and he knows it will only ever be like this with you. He knew he was ruined for all others years ago but in this moment he fully understands the weight of it.Â
Seungcheol will never want anyone but you.
And when you unravel together again, you look into his eyes and know it too.
The next morning it takes an unprecidented amount of effort to wake up.
Your body aches and joints pop in too many places when you stretch your limbs as if youâve been asleep for years and not mere hours. Itâs easy to pinpoint the loss of warmth at your side, Seungcheol hardly ever sleeps in and itâs evident by the smell of fresh coffee wafting in through the open bedroom door.Â
Slipping into the shirt heâd left you and your jeans from last night, you wander in and out of the bathroom and head straight to the kitchen. Cheol knows you donât drink coffee but you do love the smell of it so the sight of a full, almost untouched pot makes you laugh. His mug sits abandoned in the sink so you rinse it out and refill it, carefully balancing the full cup in your hands as you leave his apartment and head down the stairs into the garage.Â
Joshua is the first person you find, unsurprising as he never seems to get hungover no matter how much he drinks the night before. Heâs sitting at one of the work tables pouring over a set of blue prints for a new job when you walk by, chuckling and swatting away your hand when you ruffle his hair. âMorning Joshie.â He waves over his shoulder as you keep walking.
Itâs relatively quiet in the garage for a Saturday morning but most of your crew is probably passed out from the evening prior. You would have stayed in bed longer too if someone wasnât missing from it - someone you still havenât found. Instead, you happen upon Jeonghan and Mingyu working on an engineâŠyou thinkâŠagain, not your expertise.Â
âWell, well, well,â Jeonghan drawls as he catches you approaching from the corner of his eye, âIf itâs not my darling little sister,â he grins and leans over to kiss your cheek when you stop in front of him, âWhatever are you doing here, in the garage, smelling like sex and coffee, so early on this delightful Saturday morning?â
You give your brother a deadpan stare and Mingyu snickers behind him.Â
âWhereâs Cheol?â
âBringing in another delivery with Jun in the back,â Mingyu mumbles half-way under the hood with tools in hand, âShould be finishing up soon.â
Jeonghan leans against the car and crosses his arms. âIs this an official thing?â
You know heâs only asking because he loves you both so deeply that if there were any chance of it being a fling where feelings are inevitably going to be trampled, heâs putting an end to it immediately. Heâs so fiercely protective that heâd step in to protect you from yourselves without hesitation.
âThat man would have to be thirty feet deep in the ground to leave me.â
âIsnât the saying âsix-feet deepâ?â Mingyu laughs, still focusing on his task.
âI said what I said and honestly thirty-feet still might not be enough - youâll probably have to bury me with him.â
Jeonghan relaxes, shrugging off the tension in his body with a loose laugh. âGood to know,â he grins, eyes soft and gentle once more, âI always knew youâd end up together once you both gave up the worldâs most stubborn ass competition.â
Heâs not wrong. Who knew a little communication could go a long way? Certainly not you and Cheol.
Two cars pull up outside the open garage door across the way and you wiggle your fingers in greeting when Vernon, Hoshi, Wonwoo and Jihoon all pop out looking absolutely exhausted. You turn and set Cheolâs mug down on the counter behind you and pull out a stool to take a seat and hang out.Â
âWonwoo wouldnât let us stop for breakfast please tell me there are still leftovers from lunch in the fridge,â Hoshi complains loudly. He absolutely still looks a little drunk.
Jihoon shoves him to the side and makes a beeline for the fridge around the corner, the two of them cursing and bickering as they go. Wonwoo and Vernon pull up a stool next to you and now youâre feeling a little guilty for only bringing one mug down.Â
âWhereâs Cheol?â Wonwoo asks, pushing his glasses up and shaking out his messy hair.
Jeonghan tosses a thumb in his direction, âDelivery.â
Wonwoo nods and Vernon taps your shoulder. âHey, youâre here kinda early. Where did you go last night? Lost you at some point.â
Your cheeks heat. There are some of the guys you make crude jokes with and some you donât - both Vernon and Wonwoo being on one side while Mingyu and Jeonghan are on the opposite. âOh, I uhhh-â
âNotice anyone else missing last night?â
âJeonghan-â
Vernonâs brows pinch together in thought. Mingyu stands up, setting down his tools before wiping his hands on his pants. âYou know,â he grins, âGuy who lives in a garage, goofy laugh, kinda meanâŠâ
Wonwoo breaks out in hysterics and Vernonâs grin is entirely visible though youâre sure he is trying to make it disappear when he says, âOh! Oh okayâŠyeahâŠthat makes sense. So, youâre likeâŠyeah?â
You snort in response nodding your head. âMhm, weâre like yeah.â
âWhoâs like what?â Hoshi says around a mouthful, coming up to join you with Jihoon stomping past him empty-handed to go help Joshua.Â
âHer and Cheol finally got together,â Wonwoo supplies and Hoshiâs eyes light up.
âOh my god!!! Thatâs so exciting!â he dances over and drops his food on the counter, which Mingyu picks up to polish off while heâs distracted. Hoshi wraps you in a bear hug you try to fight off and then youâre up and out of your chair being squeezed and swung around, âThis is such great news!!!â
Thwap.
Hoshi blinks and you slide to the floor. When he touches the back of his head, itâs wet and he turns to find a rag on the ground. It takes less than two seconds to figure out who threw it because itâs Seungcheolâs thundering voice that calls out, âPut her down and get to work, asshole.â
âAsshole?â Hoshi mutters, kicking the rag, âIâm the asshole?â
Jeonghan rolls his eyes, âOh, heâs going to be unbearable,â he smacks your arm lightly, âHey, do us all a favor. Take him back upstairs and tie him up or something would ya?â
âInappropriate,â you snort just before big familiar arms wrap around you from behind.Â
âMorning baby,â he breathes against your hair before heâs planting a hot kiss on the side of your neck, âSleep well?â
Everyone very quickly finds a way to mind their own business.Â
âSlept just fine,â you smile, turning your head to kiss him properly. âNow apologize to Hoshi, you beast.â
He sighs, dropping his head dramatically against your shoulder. âHoshi!â he shouts across the way, âIâm sorry. Order breakfast for everyone on me.â
âAll is forgiven, bro!â Hoshi salutes him in response and the others start gathering to make their requests. Food fixes almost anything in this house.
Cheol laughs and kisses your hair. âHappy?â
âVery,â you hum, turning in his arms, âBrought you coffee but it might be cold by now.â
âThat was nice of you.â Now that youâre finally getting a good look at him you see heâs wearing the dark blue cargo pant, white tank top combo that drives you fucking insane. Youâll sit for literal hours on end just to watch him work on the cars in that exact outfit. Even better when heâs got oil smatterings here and there. The thick leather gloves he sometimes has hanging out of his back posket when not in use.Â
Mechanic Seungcheol is one of your favorite fantasies sprung to life.
âI wasnât doing it out of the kindness of my own heart,â you retort, âI was trying to get something out of you in return.â
âOh?â he smirks, âLike what?â
âKiiiinda hoping Iâd get you back upstairs for a few favors.â
His hands slide along your arms until heâs managed to bring them up and around his neck and then heâs got you caged in, clasping his own low on your back. âIâm sure we can make time for that,â he mumbles along the seam of your lips, brazenly, and very openly making out with you in the next breath like there arenât several people in the garage along with you.
âMAKE IT QUICK. WEâVE GOT SHIT TO DO.â
Cheol tosses up a middle finger in Jeonghanâs general direction and shouts back, âWell, Iâve got your sister to do and thatâs more important. Work can wait.â Your mouth pops open in amusement and he takes advantage of your distraction to hoist you up into his arms, making his way toward the stairs to his apartment again. When he speaks again, itâs only loud enough for you, âI think Iâve got just enough time to fuck you over the kitchen counter and make a fresh pot of coffee before I have to come back down, whoop your brotherâs ass, and get back to work.â
âYour time management skills are-â you cling onto him a little tighter as he starts up the steps, â- very impressive.â
âYou should see my oral presentation skills.â
With that in mind, you lean over his shoulder and shout down, âYOU CAN HAVE HIM BACK IN AN HOUR.â
âAN HOUR?!â Jeonghan hollers back, absolutely exasperated because he knows this is going to be an ongoing battle for months if not years on end. âWHAT PART OF WE GOT SHIT TO DO DID YOU TWO NOT UNDERSTAND?â
Cheol sighs and puts you down to open the door, hanging over the railing with a flat look on his face. âIâll rip the transmission out of your car with my bare hands and toss it into the river if you open this door.â
Jeonghan scoffs but Cheol grins and cuts him off, âAnd then iâll take the knife in your glovebox and split open every individual stitch in the interior.â
Those are serious fighting words between car guys. You think.
Jeonghan narrows his eyes and then huffs, hands on his hips. âYou guys are the worst.â
Cheol blows your brother a kiss as you drag him inside and you can catch a hint of amusement on Jeonghanâs face just before you seal yourselves inside.Â
Youâre okay with being the worst, so is Seungcheol.Â
Maybe being a couple of lowlifes isnât such a bad thing after all.
Thanks for reading! đ
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ILLICIT AFFAIRS PART 2
PAIRINGS: lando norris x gf!reader / tom blyth x fem!reader
TYPE: social media au
WARNING: // cheating implied
part 1 - part 2 - part 3 - part 4 - part 5
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yourusername: the film is out! â€ïž
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user: seeing it tonight!!!
user: yaâll see that kiss or??? đ
oscarpiastri: do i still get those free tickets? đ€
âł yourusername: of course!
âł landonorris: and me?
âł oscarpiastri: youâre rich, shut up
user: wonder how @landonorris felt seeing his girlfriend kissing another guy like that
user: watched the movie last night and OMG
user: yn, do you prefer buzz cut or long hair on coriolanus?
âł yourusername: buzz cut all the way!!!!!
âł user: mother knows whatâs up đ
user: LOVED the movie!!
tomblyth: youâre truly phenomenal! â€ïž
âł yourusername: right back at you, my love â€ïž
âł user: STFU NSPAKSNDBFD
âł user: @landonorris WHERE U AT, BRO???
user: âloveâ đđđđ
âł user: not just âloveâ but âMY loveâ like?? đđ
user: watching it tomorrow, cannot wait!
user: her bf is stronger than me bc i wouldâve been crying
user: DID YAâLL SEE THE KISS SCENE??? đ«Łđ«Łđ«Ł
âł user: i was like đźâđš
âł user: he kissed her like she was air đ« like the air he needs
user: the way tomâs looking at her in that third slide đ©đ©
user: you both killed it, omg!!
âł user: pov coryo took that personal đ€Ș
user: SNOW LANDS ON TOP, MF!
âł user: on top of me, yes!
landonorris: you killed it, pretty girl â€ïž
âł yourusername: đ
user: the difference between her responds to tom vs lando
âł user: sheâs over here calling tom âmy loveâ while lando just gets some bs of emoji, i CANNOT đ
user: lando be fighting for his girlâs affection, i swear
user: yn with tom đ©đ„°đ„°â€ïžđđđđđđ„”đ„”đđ„°
âł user: vs yn with lando đđđđđđđ
âł user: i feel like sheâs definitely in love with tom
âł user: heâs also in love with her, its so obvious
user: tom NEEDED that kiss in order to breathe, i swear
âł user: dude he kissed her with so much hunger and desperation had me giggling the whole time
âł user: convinced that was just tom and yn
user: HAPPY RELEASE DAY YAâLL!!! â€ïžâ€ïžđ
user: you and tom were truly phenomenal as snow and lucy
âł yourusername: â€ïžâ€ïž
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landonorris: fun times with MY girl! đ
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user: he really said, âmy girlâ
user: is she attending next race??
user: he saw all the yntom shippers so he had to shut them up real quick, honestly as he should!
user: PARENTS ARE BETTER THAN EVER â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
user: what about tom? đđ @yourusername
âł user: girl, bffr
user: idc iâm still shipping yn and tom
user: lando said, âeveryone can sit tf down bc sheâs my girlâ
yourusername: love yaa đ
âł landonorris: i love you too â€ïž
âł user: yntom shippers how we feeling??? đđ
user: idk why but her comments/replies to lando seem so dry??? like before sheâd say the cutest shit ever and now itâs like she just comments bc she has no other choice
âł user: seems like sheâs falling out of love to me
user: @tomblyth GET YOUR GIRL, DONT GIVE UP
user: everyone who is constantly shipping yn and tom need to move on!! sheâs literally happy in her relationship with lando
user: are they officially back together??
user: @tomblyth
user: @tomblyth
user: sheâs soo beautiful!!! đđ
user: lando really said, âif sheâs anybodyâs girl sheâs MINEâ
user: ynlando nation rise!!!!!
user: i know sheâs clearly happy with lando but her and tom are honestly just the cutest
user: @ everyone who still ships tom and yn
user: not âmyâ but âMYâ đ
user: he got tired of ppl shipping his girl with someone else
user: mate, youâre stronger than bc the way yn talks about tom is just INSANE! sheâs in love with him .. open your eyes
carlossainz55: đ€©đ€©
user: the emphasis on the âmyâ đ€đ€
oscarpiastri: this is cute or whatever
âł user: my fav boy
user: wait!! does that mean we will be seeing yn in the paddock again???
âł user: i hope so!!! đ©đ©
user: idk about you all but i feel like her smile/face glows more whenever sheâs with tom âŠâŠ.
âł user: definitely, i agree!
âł user: thatâs bc tomâs her âšdaylightâš
âł user: shUT uP OMG OMG, YESSS
âł user: i foUnd my people
user: i missed her, omg â€ïžâ€ïžđđđ
user: will she be at the next race???
user: i feel like if sheâs in love with tom, she should dump him
âł user: thatâs harsh, damn đđ
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yourusername: a small bts photo dump:) đ
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user: hunterâs soo gorggg đđđ
user: âa small btsâ but itâs just tom
âł user: itâs her excuse to post tom đ€Ł
user: the 6th photo was so unnecessary napaksns
hunterschafer: đđđđâ€ïž
user: wovey đ„ș
user: ynâs down bad for tom, huh???
user: the chemistry they have on and off the screen is just unbelievably insane, omgg
user: 6th SLIDE??? HELLO??!!? MAâAM??!!?
user: I SHIP I SHIP I SHIP I SHIP
user: lando đđđđđđ
user: her and tom are DEFINITELY more than just friends and yaâll CANNOT convince me otherwise
âł yourusername: weâre just friends
âł user: yeah and iâm jlawâs daughter, but good try babe
tomblyth: my favorite girl!! â€ïž
âł user: SIR???
âł user: bitCh what???!? đł
âł user: your what????
user: not him calling her his girl, BYE đđđđ
user: THIS LANDO MF BLIND ASF OMG đ iTs cLEAR THAT THEREâS MORE TO THIS WHOLE âfriendshipâ BS
user: tHe 6th slide napaldndnfnc
user: not her posting the lake scene
user: wAit- are they about to kiss in the 6th slide??? bc i donât remember no kiss in that scene
user: everyone is freaking over the 6th slide but the last one??? HELLO????? the hand on the chin?? đ©đ©đ©đ©
âł user: i thoUght i was the only one laswowhrbd
user: wovey, my love â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
joshandresrivera: love you, loser â€ïž
user: their chemistry bro đźâđšđźâđšđźâđš
user: its the way heâs looking at her in the last pic
user: tom and yn took their ârelationshipâ to the next level
user: patiently waiting for landoâs comment
âł user: i donât think he knows what to comment đ
user: she looks so much happier with tom, i swear
user: yn, be honest, are you in love with tom??!?
user: nah i feel bad for lando, bro đđđđ
âł user: bro is clueless
user: lando losing on and off the track
âł user: đđđđđ
user: i genuinely want to know what type of relationship her and tom have cause???? itâs def more than friendly
user: @landonorris
user: i feel like sheâs cheating on lando đŹ
âł user: 100%
user: they werenât acting in the movie đ they were just being themselves, i swear
user: lando is one of the strongest soldiers i know!!!
user: i feel so bad for lando đđđđ
âł user: he deserves better (me)
user: if you donât want lando, iâll happily take him
user: genuine question are they dating?? tom and yn, that is??
âł user: no, but they might as well be dating atp
user: yaâll gotta understand that a male and female can be close friends without having to be involved in a romantic way
âł user: PREACH!
âł user: thereâs a thing called cheating, yk????
âł user: with the way these two act thereâs definitely more going on than just a friendly relationship
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yourusername: NUMBER ONE?!!?!!?????!!!!!??
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user: gagged the hater with this one!!
user: your singing had me captivated
thehungergames: â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
user: CORIOLANUS >>
user: you were amazing
user: proud of you!!!
tomblyth: you did that!! đ€©
âł yourusername: no, babe, WE did that!! đđŒ
âł user: âbabeâ đđđđ
âł user: maâam just say yall together atp
user: well deserved
user: singing was phenomenal, omggg
user: thatâs what happens when snow lands on top!! đ€©
đ pinned
user: number one in the world and in my heart â€ïž
user: you and tom were absolutely phenomenal
âł yourusername: đđđđ
landonorris: you deserve it!! â€ïž
âł yourusername: â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
user: lucy gray is stronger than me bc personally i wouldâve sat down with coriolanus and talked it out
âł user: no bc same!!!! đ© like i can fix him
âł user: i wouldâve ran away with him, idc
âł yourusername: babes, are we just forgetting that heâs the reason finnickâs dead???? or the fact that heâs crazy???
user: SNOW LANDS ON WHAT EVERYONE??!!?
user: proud of you, my love!!! â€ïžâ€ïž
user: not her holding a grudge against snow for killing finnick sheâs so real for that LMAOOOO
âł tomblyth: đ©đ©đ©
user: the real question is did snow ever love lucy gray??
âł yourusername: i like to believe so, yes! but he definitely loved power more:(
âł tomblyth: lies đ (i agree)
âł user: please đđ heâs so unintentionally funny
user: you guys all deserve it, each one of you was amazing!!
user: my snowbaird heart â€ïžâ€ïž
user: best movie this year, i donât make the rules
songbirdsandsnakes: thanks to our favorite coriolanus snow and lucy gray!!!! đ€©đ€©đ€©đ€©
user: the movie was amazing, well done!!
user: I NEED MORE OF SNOW AND LUCY GRAY đ©đ©
âł user: i think we all do!!!
user: well deserved, pretty girl!!!!
carlossainz55: proud of you, yn! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
âł yourusername: â€ïž thank you, carlos
âł user: missing this duo đ„ș
user: â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
user: you and tom smashed it
âł user: they took the âsmashingâ part too serious đ«ą
âł user: you did not đ
user: my lucy gray đ€©
user: I NEED A PIC WITH THIS CAST AND THE OGâS
âł user: yn met jennifer, i believe .. but same!!! đ©đ©
user: your singing was phenomenal, babe!!!
user: whyâd you leave snow at the end??? đđđđ
âł yourusername: cause heâs crazy??????
âł user: he just wanted to talk tho????!!? đ© all you had to do was sit and talk with him and apologize to him????
âł yourusername: so he can kill me after????
âł user: he would do NO such thing
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tomblyth: itâs crazy to think tbosas is currently number one at the moment! this was such an unforgettable experience and iâm grateful i got to experience it with @yourusername â€ïž
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user: I CANT, OMG
user: THE FIRST POST đđđ
user: lando being in the likes??? đ
yourusername: wouldnât have wanted it any other way
yourusername: â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
songbirdandsnakes: snowbaird lives with you both â€ïž
user: you both deserve it!!!
user: you killed it, mate! â€ïž
user: they were both phenomenal, i cannot
user: both were incredible leads
user: itâs hard to tell if theyâre just affectionate with each other or thereâs simply more
user: if they arenât dating, i NEED them to date đđ
user: theyâre in love and nobody can convince me otherwise
âł user: itâs so obvious
user: amazing leads!!!! đ€©đ€©đ€©
user: not lando liking đđ
user: SNOW LANDS ON TOP
user: you were amazing as snow! đđŒ
user: does lucy gray haunt your dreams, be honest
âł tomblyth: always
user: phenomenal actor
user: lucy gray or lucy gray??
âł tomblyth: mhm .. none, i think i prefer lucy gray
âł user: AS YOU SHOULD!
user: MY CORIOLANUS SNOW!! â€ïžâ€ïž you were AMAZING
user: yaâll cannot tell me snow didnât love lucy bc he did
âł user: he did love her in his own twisted way but he loved power more:((
user: i watched the move like 4 times already
user: if evil why so hot??
user: you and yn were phenomenal as snow and lucy gray
âł tomblyth: â€ïž appreciate it, mate
user: whyâd you betray my boy sejanus like that? đđ
user: LANDO IN THE LIKES đ
âł user: hes crying in a corner after seeing the first pic
user: they messed with our feelings đ©đ©
âł user: noo frr cause tell me why i was rooting for them knowing damn well how it would all end up đ
user: i NEED them together
user: they look so good together đ©
user: you can definitely tell they love each other and not just as âfriendsâ
user: well deserved!!! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïž
user: in my world snowbaird ended up together and are living happily ever after
âł user: same!!!
âł user: snowbaird and yntom
user: i know sheâs dating someone but they look so good together, itâs like they are meant to be
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Pssst op
He is shown having a statue in the âever since we all started working panelâ, its just 1) mixed in with the other students statues 2) itâs so stupidly tiny that its near impossible to notice on a first reading/skim through (I only noticed it on my third read when I decided to take my time staring at each page)
Super on brand of Deku to just avoid his own hero statue in favor of All Mightâs statue tho lmao (gdi Deku)
Also, his class didnât ghost him? Theyâre just having trouble meeting up as an entire class because of conflicting schedules. Which makes sense bc theyâre a group of twenty one people who all have different shift hours, work areas and work schedules going on, and have to be constantly on call in case of emergencies. Pretty sure they still have smaller get togethers, talk over the phone, etc. (which is as much of an assumption as them ghosting him for 8 years, but one Iâm more willing to believe in bc them funding the suit implies they wanted to keep him in their lives. Sure wish Horikoshi showed it instead of just implying it and leaving it up to reader imagination tho. Gdi Horikoshi.)
Edit: forgot to add that you donât need to agree with this interpretation, itâs just that I found Horikoshi putting his statue so far into the background that itâs difficult to see both funny and frustrating and I figured knowing that it was there would help somewhat
"The funniest thing is how nobody gave him the recognition he deserved, not even a statue bro, the midoritas saved the world and it was like "ah ya", the romance with uraraka didn't develop, and his class ghosted him for 8 years kskskskss lol"
I'll just...leave this here...
#bnha spoilers#bnha 430#bnha manga spoilers#itâs really funny to me that itâs like. complete background bonus material lmao#like it being the whole class instead of solo makes sense bc the entire thing is about how having a group of people doing the heroine#is better than tackling it solo bc everyone needs to play their part instead of relying on others. multiple hero statues acknowledge this#and Dekuâs statue is at the front of the nameplate so itâs going to be the first statue others see most likely so heâs given more credit#but itâs still both funny and frustrating that itâs tiny one panel background material#funny bc you really do have to whereâs Waldo it#and it implies that Deku just. avoids the fuck out of the statue bc it makes him uncomfortable. bc itâs him as a kid or past hero days or b#he failed to save Shigaraki and thus feels undeserving of such a statue even tho he saved the whole world#which is very on brand of him lmao. dude trying to make up for it and at peace with his quirklessness by inspiring and teaching others in#the hero school version of Japanese Harvard to prevent society from repeating its mistakes is more important to him than his hero teen days#or he just doesnât give a crap about the statue bc humbleness or something. can see that happening#frustrating bc we have to where Waldo it and itâs not more obvious which sucks. but also bc we know that despite being content inspiring th#next gen to be better and not repeat his mistakes. passing the torch like OFA was passed to him. itâs also pretty clear that he still wants#to help like he did in his hero days and heâs limited bc of his quirklessness and although hes made peace with it heâs not satisfied by it.#he still wants to be more hands on so badly and it shows. Iâm so glad they got him the suit it helps him both satisfy that urge and assist#in his teaching practical hero studies to the quirked students so itâs a win win lmao#I have big feelings about this chapter yeah
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hey can you please explain it to us? like how are we supposed to just understand? why would a large ethnic minority vote for an open racist who hates them? this is not intuitive
wasn't trying to imply you're just supposed to understand- sorry, it's just always a lil bit of a uh bitter inducing moment when this topic comes up bc it makes it really obvious that a lot of people just don't engage w the latine community
but basically, most latines are conservative christian. usually catholic (my family isn't catholic, though my grandmother was raised that way). a solid majority of them are one issue voters, usually on the issue of abortion because many catholics & conservative christians are one issue abortion voters.
there's also the immigration issue. a lot of these conservative latines do in fact care about better immigration reform, but a lot of them also have this attitude of "I did it legally, so why can't you?" so they don't even see themselves as a PART of the group being targeted. and if they do and they take issue with it, they tend to go "okay, but the republicans agree with me on everything else and I can't in good moral conscience vote for the other party who disagrees with everything I stand for as a moral christian"
and while many latines have voted blue over immigration in the past, harris leaned pretty heavily right on the immigration issue so it's like. to them. are you choosing the guy who agrees with you on everything but immigration, or the woman who disagrees with you on everything Including immigration?
and then you also have to get into the race of it all because race is beyond complicated in this case. non-black latines sit in a weird in between space with whiteness. to the right, we're white when we're Good. to the left, we're white when it's a Problem. whiteness is conditional. and this is the case for many demographics, but it's especially relevant here. when people sit on that edge of whiteness, they WILL throw each other and other minorities under the bus to earn the protection of whiteness. so you know. behave, vote red, show yourselves to be moral, legal citizens, and MAYBE you'll be granted the protection of being considered white in america. and we aren't. but that doesn't stop people from trying. even taking my dad as an example, I grew up with him talking about how much he hated white people. today, he's out here calling himself a proud white man who voted for trump. it's conditional. and people know whiteness is a protection. naturally, this leads to a lot of antiblackness in the community as well as just racism in general.
it just boils down to latines by and large being conservative christian/catholic and voting based on that rather than viewing themselves a minority race. and being way way more split on the immigration issue than people might imagine, because I've absolutely heard it parroted time and time again that "I got here legally, so can they"
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tristin dugray relationship and intimacy hcs pt 2
wc: 1.1k
pairing: tristin x (implied fem) reader
genre: straight up smut with some mild feelings
warnings: brief mention of exhibitionism, debriefing with madison and louise, aftercare, cuddles, car sex, sex in a variety of places, cockwarming, nudes, brief mention of oral (m recieving)
song rec: mary - alex g (bc this is literally tristin's song. it's so fucking tristin coded.)
a/n: so good news I think my adhd medication is finally working lol
tags @yesv01 @magcon7280
As with all nsfw works all characters are aged up to 18+
WITHOUT FURTHER ADIEU MORE TRISTIN SMUT BC IâM FOAMING AT THE FUCKING MOUTH
Whatâs fun about Tristin
Among many other things
Is his fixation with your hips
Seriously it was one of the first things this horny motherfucker noticed about you
Whenever you wear anything mildly form fitting he canât take his goddamn eyes off your hips
Once youâre together itâs basically impossible for him to resist touching them
Sometimes itâs a playful squeeze
Or an affectionate rub
Other times itâs full on groping while he shoves his tongue into your mouth and makes you grind against his thigh
He could live like that for days and not get tired
Speaking of
Tristin has fucking stamina for DAYS
âMen canât have multiple orgasmsâ tell that to him!!!!!!!!
He just⊠has a fixation with all of you honestly
Like thereâs no part of you that heâs not going to eye the fuck upÂ
You know the looks heâs always giving Rory????Â
Thatâs just the tip of the iceberg babe
Or should I say tip of the penis lol
AnywayÂ
Tristin is vocal as FUCK
Like mans canât shut up
Even when weâve reached the previously mentioned dumbfucking point, heâs still going to be whining and grunting and panting nonstop
His moans have you gushing like niagara falls tbhÂ
There is a zero percent chance heâs not going to give you the most affectionate aftercare every time too
So much praise and kisses and cuddles
Like heâll genuinely get upset if you try to just bounce afterwards
Or worse
If he wakes up the next morning and youâre not there
Maybe he could handle casual hookups with other girls
But not with you
He will absolutely pull you back into bed and demand kisses and cuddles
Iâm not gonna lie
He does have a little bit of an exhibitionist streak
Just a tiny itty bitty one
Mostly just from the urge to prove that youâre his when other guys keep flirting with you
If the circumstances were right and you were down, he would be happy to put on a show for them, show them how good he treats you
If youâre still friends with madison and louise/go to the same college as them they will BEG you for details and live vicariously through you
The line where they saw Tristin and Summer making out in front of Roryâs locker and one of them (I forget which one) was like âif youâre dating Tristin you have the right to make out anywhere and everywhereâ
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Yeah
They will literally grill details out of you
Whatever they can get
And the way they look at him after
The little sighs and head tilts and staring off into space thinking about what you told them, letting their imaginations go wild
It would make you jealous
If you didnât know how much he likes you
But yeah thereâs no one that can take you away from TristinÂ
He loves you
And he loves keeping things fresh and spicy and exciting
He absolutley fucks you in his car a lot
Like a lot lotÂ
Thereâs at least a few pairs of your panties that youâve lost somewhere in the fancy leather seats
Heâll also happily fuck you in your car
And every room and surface of your apartment
And your apartment hallway
And in an elevator onceÂ
And public bathrooms
And your bathroom
And pretty much anywhere he thinks yall can get away with
Seriously this boy is such a slut but heâs only a slut for you
You light him on fucking fire and he canât cope
He needs you biblically,, like in a way thatâs concerning to feminism.
You can tell how he feels just from the way he looks at youÂ
And itâs obvious as shit to everyone else too
Like literally everyone
He eye fucks you a lot lot lot
GOD this boy can seduce you so fast
He moans so loud for you too
Tristin will really give you a good show
He wants to impress you
Wants you to need him
(cough cough praise kink)
He wants to breathe the same air as you
He wants to wrap you up so tight in his arms that it feels like youâre merging into one person
Tristin is the âcuddling isnât enough I need to climb inside your skinâ kinda clingy
Solution is cockwarming
Which you both love a lot
Once he realizes cockwarming is an option?????Â
It slowly increases in frequency
Thereâs a good chance you wonât be able to sleep without it at some point
Seriously he will hold you tight and rub your back and touch your soft skin and tell you all the lovey dovey things he feels about you
Most of it is lovey dovey
But donât let that fool youÂ
He is the CEO of both his family company AND dirty thoughts about you
Seriously heâs set off so easily by you
9 times out of 10 heâs probably fantasizing about you
Remembering your touch
How you feel around him
God he canât wait to get his hands on you again
Let me tell you
Tristin is a motherfucking MENACE when it comes to sexting
He will have you blushing over the phone in ways you didnât know you could blush
Heâs so shameless about it too
If you send him nudes??????
He will literally die
And heâll happily, happily return the favor
Once he realizes how you react when he sends you nudes?????
He never wants to stop
He literally loves getting you all feral and worked up over him
Donât let Madison and Louise find out Tristin sends you nudes or else they will steal your phone and make a copy of your fingerprint with sticky tape and face powder just to access them /hj
Speaking of going feral
Tristinâs happy trail?????????
Are we gonna talk about it??????
Are we gonna talk about how you want to fucking bite him and deep throat him until you memorize every vein whenever you see his lil happy trail????
Because you will
Youâll definitely want to
Okay putting myself down now lol
I need his cock immediately
Constantly covered in hickeys and unable to walk and he loves it so much
He loves when you need him and he loves fucking you so good that youâre out of commission the next day
Itâs what you deserve
You think heâs a menace now???
God help you when he gets baby fever
#tristin dugray#tristin dugray smut#tristin dugray x reader#tristin dugray headcanons#tristan dugray smut#tristan dugray x reader#tristan dugray#gilmore girls smut#gilmore girls x reader#gilmore girls#he is so biteable#i want to bite him
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Toji NSFW Headcanons
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18+ Content below, mdni, implied chubby f!reader
⊠Controversial, but I donât see Toji as a hard daddy dom sadist. Toji sleeps on womenâs couches through seduction, which to me suggests that Toji knows how to make a woman comfortable enough to let him not only fuck her, but BUM on her couch. When heâs in secure-a-couch mode heâs very charming in a nonchalant cool guy kind of way; the type that makes you secretly want to impress them
⊠Heâs observant, and usually has a good guess as to what someone likes off first impressions aloneâmost of the time, heâs spot on too. He can absolutely be the hard dom, but he can also be a smooth talking, slow paced partner as well
⊠That stuff doesnât really make a difference to him, tbh. Believes âeven bad sex is good sexâ & doesnât have strong preferences. At the end of the day, as long as he gets to cum & get his ego stroked bc he blew his partner away, heâs satisfied
⊠He has no qualm with you taking the lead - this mfer the type to lean back against the headboard with his arms folded behind his head, and a cocky smile like heâs ready for a show
⊠Heâs prideful tho, so I donât think heâd be ok with being extremely submissive - heâll relent to a certain degree, but youâre not going to get much begging beyond a simple âpleaseâ or two
⊠If heâs tryin to couchsurf you bet your ass heâs all about your pleasure LOL - in normal circumstances, he definitely prefers the focus to be equal
⊠TBH when heâs genuinely feeling a romantic connection he doesnât immediately have sex. Since sex has been a tool he uses, he has no desire to rush things with you. The waiting makes it more special for himâheâd die before admitting that though. Go to therapy bitch
⊠Very very skilled, that much is obvious, and he loves to show it off. The king of âyouâve never come from head?â and then making you see stars, and come so hard it almost hurts
⊠Loves coming on your faceâstick your tongue out, and give him a pretty smile. He might just get hard again
⊠One of those dudes thatâs obsessed with the physics of things. Like smacking your ass just to see it jiggle, or grabbing it and jiggling it with his hands. Heâll squeeze your lower belly pooch and use it as leverage, rolling his eyes when you bat his hand away or get embarrassed
⊠NGL I see him loving older women. My heart just tells me. They usually have nicer couches for him to sleep on, maybe even a guest room (which makes him bust right off the bat), and are typically more of a challenge. He needs a sugar momma. Thinks itâs especially hot when an older woman calls him daddy
⊠Heâs a fucking asshole, and has an infidelity kink; loves being the married womanâs side piece, and loves being present when the husband finds out even more
⊠Heâs secretly messy as hell, I just know he loves gossip & pretends he doesnât. Loves trashy reality tv but acts like itâs stupid. I see you Toji Fushiguro
⊠Changes positions often, honestly he just likes to flex how strong he is. It donât matter how big you are, you are getting full Nelsonâd, fucked against the wall, thrown over his shoulder, etc. Especially likes doing this with heavier ppl because they donât think he can, so heâs gotta prove them wrong
#toji smut#toji x reader#jjk smut#toji x you#toji x y/n#toji x chubby reader#chubby reader#dreams of toji âïž#headcanons âœ#toji headcanons#dreams âœ#wet dreams âœ
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tasm!peter parker fic recs
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ăâă earn it. by @3vergr3en fem!reader x tasm!peter parker | smut with little plot (public sex, unprotected sex (PLEASE WRAP IT), nipple play, orgasm control, peter has an obvious breeding kink, cream pie, choking, teasing, profanity, name-calling, humiliation, dirty talk, jealousy, established marriage.), 2.9K
-harry is hosting a birthday party for his best friend, peter. Everything runs smoothly until y/nâs best friend back in high school shows up and start flirting with the female. oblivious y/n doesnât think much of it, being used to such playful manner. but peter can see through the manâs facade, and he doesnât like it one bit.
ăâă needy by @webslingingslasher tasm!peter parker x reader | angst
-peter parker and reader getting into an argument based off of peter parker saying something to his friends behind readers back about reader that hurts her feelings
ăâă âstop it youâre being meanâ by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader
-âIf weâre really being honest here, honey, I donât think thatâs what itâs about, at all.â
ăâă changed the wording around, still fits. by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader
-"why do you seem upset?" "why the hell do you think..."
ăâă want you to be okay by @lovelyspooks tasm!peter parker x reader | fluff (at the start) but then angst with no comfort, uncommunicated feelings, 1.6k
-you're peter parkers main priority, he makes sure you know that but lately you feel second best to the city you both love
ăâă smut blurb by @berrieluv peter parker x reader | mentions of sex
-peter and reader r having sex and he's really rough but at some point he hurts her bc of his powers he got after the spider bite. and then he just takes care of her and its cute and soft
ăâă in the real world by @luveline tasm!peter parker x fem!reader | canon typical violence, bleeding, swearing, fluff, angst, hospitals, mutual pining, idiots in love, fem!reader, she/her pronouns used for reader, 5.4k
-you notice something about spider-man during a violent villain showdown, then you have to save his life.
ăâă drunk!peter mini fic by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader
-drunk!peter and heâs all over reader telling her how he wants to marry her and being handsy
ăâă honeybody by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader | fluff, friendship, idiots in love, falling in love, strangers to friends to lovers, slow burn, intimacy, the intangible breadth of the human experience or something similar, mentioned/implied past self-harm, 12k
-something about music makes you desperate to feel it. something about peter, pretty and magnetic and light, multiplies this immeasurably. or, you and peter want to try everything
ăâă frat!peter by @withahappyrefrain frat!tasm!peter parker x reader | 18+
-frat!peter going from feral sex beast to passionate youre the only person that matter to me sex
ăâă 3 is the magic number by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader | smut (strong breeding kink, soft dom Peter, overstimulation, creampies, daddy kink, choking, did I mention breeding kink? also peter having baby fever.)
-you and peter decide it's time to start trying to expand your family
ăâă peter mini fic by @bruisedboys tasm!peter x shy!fem!reader | 0.7k
-peter gets really excited for you when you do things for yourself like a dork. like ordering for yourself or asking for help at the stores finding something. itâs so basic but peter knows you struggle so he just gets really excited 4 u
ăâă min peter fic by ^ tasm!peter x clumsy!reader | 0.7k
-youâre still in the process of patching yourself up when peter gets home, your knees scraped and a box of big band-aids waiting for you on the coffee table.
ăâă tequila makes me sleepy by @cosmal tasm!peter parker x fem!afab!reader | drunk!reader, mentions of gross guys sexualizing reader
-pete comes to find you at a party after you call him.
ăâă your girl by @lanadelreyscokewhor3 boyfriend! teter x girlfriend! reader | some swearing, and vomiting ofc. but petnames and lots of fluff:))
-âmâpeter iâm done. no more.â you moaned, your body feeling weak and achey as you leaned against your forehead against the toilet seat.
ăâă boyfriend! peter thoughts by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader
-always sitting on his lap. always. whenever youâre in his room and heâs at his desk doing work he pats his knee and you trot over and sit on his knee and he bounces it slightly while he explains his work while you just listen and nod
ăâă ridiculous by @peterthepark tasm!peter parker x f!reader | 18+ graphic smut, not much plot, nsfw brainrot, blonde and fratboy peter parker, unprotected sex, kinda public sex, bathroom sex, mentions of smoking and party drugs, swearing as always
-peter parker was ridiculous, especially with that new hair of his. but deep down, you wanted nothing more than to experience one night with the douchebag of a blonde.
ăâă extremely ridiculous by ^ tasm!peter parker x f!reader | smut (18+ graphic smut, rough sex, dirty talk, religious themes, partie, nsfw brainrot, blond peter parker, unprotected sex, mentions of smoking and alcohol consumption, swearing, sexualized halloween costumes, daddy kink, some roleplay, fingering, oral sex, slapping and pain kink, mentions of anal, just pure filth with 9k)
-ever since the bathroom incident, youâre the first person that peter parker looks for in every party. halloween is sinful, but so is the way you look at him from across the room. recommend reading the first part
ăâă smut blurb by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader | graphic smut and stuff
-peter uses his webs to keep you still during sex
ăâă peter parker imagine by @mareagirls tasm!peter parker x reader
-peter and reader are on a date, but reader feels nauseous. but, reader doesnât want to tell peter because a: theyâve both been super busy lately between spider-man duties and college and/or work and b: because even if reader wonât admit it, being vulnerable and being taken care of kind of scares them. but peter finds out/figured it out and wants to help and fluff ensues.
ăâă i say i hate you with a smile on my face by @stylesparker college!tasm!peter parker x fem!reader | 4k
-peter is fairly certain he should not have come to this party. the âfriendâ that he came with from one of his classes, he doesnât exactly remember which one, ditched him as soon as they got to the door.
ăâă kiss me more by @spidernerdsblog tasm!peter parker x reader | 18+, smut, minors dni, 69 (m & f receiving)
-your dad is the chief of NYPD and isn't fond of your boyfriend's secret alias spiderman but that doesn't stop him from sneaking into your room at night for a few kisses and a little more.
ăâă morning after by ^ peter parker x stark!reader | 18+, smut, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it)
-last night after a drunk hookup you and peter aren't quite sure you used protection or not.
ăâă size issues by ^ tasm!peter parker x reader
-you prank your husband by getting the wrong size of bra just to see his reaction.
ăâă i'll crawl home to her by @embrassemoi tasm!peter parker x f!reader | 18+, fluff, nsfw, oral (m), light sub/dom, soft smut, mentions of violence, injuries + blood, thigh riding, cleaning wounds, bit of plot (?)
-After a long day, all Peter wants is a bit of love and someone to take care of him.
#peter parker x reader#peter parker#peter parker smut#tasm!peter x reader#tasm!peter parker#tasm!peter parker x reader#spiderman x reader#spiderman smut#smut#fic recs#peter parker imagine#tasm!peter imagine#tasm!spiderman x reader
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iâm actually so obsessed with your bouncer!ellie.. we need a fic immediately đ€ -đȘ
taste of lust
SETTING : modern au
WC : 5011
WARNINGS : sexual harassment ( nothing graphic ) ( but reader is sort of implied to have trauma related to it , nothing stated explicitly tho ) , bouncer!ellie x bottlegirl!reader , idk shit about clubs so like some stuff might be insanely inaccurate but i did my best to research ( sorry in advance ) , dash of dealer!ellie bc who doesnât love her , dom!ellie , sub!reader , teasing , overstimulation if u squint , ellie calls u pretty girl & princess , readers first time with a strap , ellie refers to her strap as her cock , iâm not fluent in english yet so there might be mistakes , not beta read
A / N : hello everyoneeee !!! i know this took FOREVER to finish and iâm so sorry about that .. iâve been super super busy and this fic was so long omg T_T there was a point i started over completely bc i didnât like the direction it was heading to .. this fanfic shit gets serious truly . in case u missed the warning there is sexual harassment in this fic and reader is implied to have trauma related to it . putting this here again to make sure u guys see it . anyway , i took so long to post this and so much stuff happened !! but alas , it is here , the bottlegirl!reader and bouncer!ellie fic !! this is my fav fic of mine so far so i hope u guys enjoy reading this as much as i liked writing it <3 ( and yes there will be a part two !! )
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being a bottle girl wasnât exactly the job of your dreams. having to deal with creepy rich men every friday and saturday night was definitely not something you enjoyed doing, but that was what paid the bills and allowed you to live a rather comfy lifestyle for a college student. the bad part no one tells you about going to a top college on a full-ride scholarship is that a lot of the students are rich kids who most definitely cheated their way through high school, who live in nice apartments paid for by their mommy and daddy, who use birkins and other designer brand bags as their school bags, who would never be caught dead eating at the cafeteria. of course, you felt out of place. you werenât exactly poor, but your family definitely could never afford that kind of lifestyle.
youâre pretty. extremely pretty. and you knew you could use that to your advantage. so when you saw a new club in the city that was looking for bottle girls you immediately knew you had to apply. sure, you had to deal with a couple creepy customers every night and sometimes even had to remind them theyâre not allowed to touch you, which was annoying. you also hated being seen as an object, and you knew thatâs exactly how these men saw you, and what was even worse was those very unsettling âyou remind me of my daughterâ comments from older men since you were so young. but the money was the main thing you needed, and you were able to put up with all this because of the pay. although the salary itself is just enough to survive, most of your earnings were in tips, and you made good tips. with a little bit of flirting and pretending you were really into customers, you scored lots of tips in the hundreds and sometimes even thousands. that wasnât really enough for you to be able to afford luxury items whenever you wanted, but you were able to treat yourself every once in a while and that was enough for you.
you and your coworker ellie are the only college students that worked at that club. she wasnât a bottle girl, however, she was a bouncer. during busy nights the bouncers typically took turns being at the door, and the rest would be inside the club making sure everything was fine. she didnât mind being inside, it meant she could steal glances at you. truth was, she was into you, and it was obvious. but you took it as her just wanting to get a reaction out of you. thatâs what it seemed like. but you canât lie, whenever she wasnât looking, youâd stare back as discreetly as you could.
she was a little possessive over you, which you werenât really aware of. whenever she saw you flirting with customers, she couldnât deny she felt a little jealous. she of course knew you were just trying to get more tips. regardless, she still couldnât stand seeing the way you twirled your hair, spoke in that sweet and flirty tone, and even sometimes gave them compliments, and the fact it wasnât towards her. she wanted it to be her, and her only. she wanted you to be hers. but she never did anything aside from flirt with you a little every once in a while, because she was scared sheâd make you uncomfortable.
ellie. where does one even begin to describe her? her strong arms, her short auburn hair she styled as a mullet or put in a half bun when she felt a little lazier, her mesmerizing green eyes. from the moment you laid eyes on her you found her extremely attractive, but you were too shy and didnât know how to approach her. whatâs funny is this is the total opposite of the character you put up for your customers, an extroverted, flirty girl. the thing with you is, you can flirt with people, but only when youâre not attracted to them. when you are, such as in cases like these, the main thing you do is avoid avoid avoid. you rarely had the opportunity to interact with each other, but when you did, you always felt she was trying to subtly flirt with you. it was the kind of flirting where it was hard to tell wether she was flirting with you or just being nice, so you simply took it as being nice because you didnât think there was any possibility she could be into you. she was just out of your league. even if it was flirting, you didnât know if she had any other intentions. so you decided to play it safe.
that night was different from the others. your boss informed you that thereâd be a bachelor party tonight and surprise surprise, youâd be serving them. the thing about bachelor parties is theyâre very demanding and their tips can vary a lot. and demanding in your vocabulary is basically a synonym for entitled. theyâll insist you sit down, have a drink with them, maybe even try to grope you or something. you were not happy about having to deal with them tonight, but your boss told you they were short-staffed tonight, so youâd simply have to suck it up.
the moment the group of about 15 men came in, ellie sensed something was wrong. she rejected about half of them at the entrance before being informed by her supervisor that it was a bachelor party. she didnât really care. she knew they were up to no good.
âi really donât think we should let âem in.â she crossed her arms.
âany good reason?â he asked, annoyed.
âsomething just feels.. off,â she whispered, âi dunno. feel like theyâre up to no good.â
âi donât pay you to do âvibe checksâ on people.â
âi still donât think we should let âem in. feels like they have bad intentions. have you seen how theyâve been eyeing the rest of the female staff?â
âbig deal, this is a night club,â he brushed her off. âthatâs how men look at women in nightclubs, williams. suck it up.â
âthat still doesnât-â
âdo you want to keep your job or not?â he snapped.
she sighed and rolled her eyes, defeated, and hesitantly let the group in. her eyes were glued on them until they sat down at a table, the feeling in her stomach worsening when she realized youâd be dealing with them. it was one thing for any of the other girls to have to deal with them, but for some reason, she found herself way more worried about you. you were newer to the job and a little younger than the other girls. she couldnât bear the thought of someone possibly harming you, or taking advantage of you, or anything like that. she felt this strange desire to protect you, something she hadnât really felt towards anyone before. she felt this way toward you, yet she barely knew anything about you.
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tonight was going to be a long night. the moment those men sat down, you could immediately tell. you could tell by their piercing gazes, which you swore you could physically feel even though you werenât looking at them, that youâd have to remind them several times they can look but not touch. you heard them whispering stuff to each other while looking at you and then laughing and hitting each other as if they were a group of teenagers. you took a deep breath, put on a smile, and finally went over to their table.
âhey boys,â you greeted with a flirty tone, âanything i can get you guys today?â
âyeah, a piece of that ass.â one of them said, while the rest laughed.
you faked a giggle, trying to do your best to handle this professionally, as you would with all the other annoying customers.
âanyway,â you continued, âdo you guys have anything in mind? if not, you can take a look at the stuff we have over there at the bar.â you said, while pointing at the bar.
âweâll need a moment, babygirl.â one of them replied, holding out his credit card.
you nodded, took the card, and quickly walked away. you absolutely hated that nickname. before you took this job, you didnât really mind it. but when you started getting called it by basically every single customer you eventually grew to hate it. if you hadnât been working, you at the very least wouldâve given them a death stare or contemplated telling them off (even though you knew youâd never have the balls to do anything of the sort.)
after a couple of minutes, one of them whistled at you to get your attention. strike two. another thing you very much hated. now you were even being treated like an animal. who the hell do they think they are?
you walked over to them and plastered a fake smile on your face and asked if they were ready.
âwe just wanted to know what you recommend. iâm sure you drink lots since, you know, you work here.â
some of them chuckled, and you didnât really get what was funny. but you decided to not start anything and just answered the question.
âwell, we have lots of options,â you responded, âwe have many of the classics you can find anywhere else, and we also have some that are less common. we just got the louis xiii cognac which is very hard to find, so iâd recommend that one.â
âyeah? are you just saying that âcause itâs the most expensive?â
âif you want less pricey options, we have those too.â you replied, avoiding the question. of course you were suggesting it because it was the most expensive. thatâs kinda your job. youâre supposed to make money.
âwe can afford it.â one of them said.
âyeah, bring us that one.â another chimed in.
you smiled and nodded, walking away. gosh, you felt them draining any energy you had every second you spent near them. you carefully took the bottle and put it on your tray, and grabbed a few glasses and put them with the bottle. you made your way over to their table, placing their glasses in front of them one by one, and although you werenât looking at any of them, you knew they all had their eyes glued on you. you tried your hardest to pour their drinks quickly enough so you could just get out of there, but not too quickly that theyâll notice. unfortunately for you, they caught onto what you were doing.
âwhyâre you pouring so fast, babygirl? you in a hurry?â
tonight was going to be a long night.
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ellie couldnât wait for her turn at the door to be over. she made sure to peek inside every chance she had, but sheâd be lying if she said she wasnât eyeing you. she couldnât help it. she couldnât stop looking at how the black shorts and black baby tee you wore hugged your body and showed off your figure, and she had never been more grateful for the existence of the uniform. but above looking at you because of how attractive you were, she wanted to make sure you were safe. she had dealt with lots of men like them before, and she wouldnât hesitate to kick them out if things escalated even the slightest bit.
after a while, her supervisor dismissed her and told her to stay inside to make sure nobody was causing any trouble. of course, she went over to the area you were, since there was no one watching over that area and because you were there.
âwhyâre you pouring so fast, babygirl? you in a rush?â she overheard one of the men speaking to you, with a sort of entitled tone. if she hadnât been paying attention before, she definitely was now. with the way they were acting, it seemed like they didnât notice she was there. you were clearly uncomfortable, but tried to play it off, you didnât want to cause trouble or provoke them. she watched closely as they kept offering you to sit down and drink with them, not listening to you no matter how many times you politely told them youâre not allowed. telling you to âjust have one drink, itâs fineâ and âno one will knowâ and they âwon't tell your boss.â but your boss was not the only concern. the concern was you. you didnât know these men, you didnât know what they could do.
but suddenly, one of the guys sitting on the edge of the seat pulled you in by the hip and forcibly sat you down. in that moment, ellie immediately went over to the table and knew she had to step in.
âsir, youâre not allowed to put your hands on the employees. iâm gonna have to ask you and the rest of your party to step outside.â she said in a stern tone.
âshe willingly sat down with us,â one of them lied, âshe just wanted to have a drink. nothinâ wrong with tha-â
âi saw what happened. no point in lying. now please step outside before i have you forcibly removed from the premises.â
âyeah?â he stood up to face her. ïżœïżœyouâre just a woman. whatâre you gonna do? you canât get all of us out of here.â
âsir, back down.â she warned.
âor what?â
she didnât respond. instead, she punched him in the face, breaking his nose. a few of his friends stood up, but before they could do anything, some of the security had already gone over to the scene and stopped them, escorting them out as ellie went with you to the break room.
âyou alright?â she asked, seeing how shaken up you were.
âiâm, uh, iâm fine. donât worry.â you responded, sitting down on the couch, still uneasy from the experience. you hated people touching you without your consent, even something that was sort of minor like this. you were already uncomfortable, and this just made it even worse. you didnât notice ellie had sat down next to you until she wrapped her arm around you and you melted in her embrace. you felt a little embarrassed at how comfortable you felt with a girl youâve only had small talk with prior, but you were able to push that feeling away because in that moment, you didnât care. the fact she hadnât judged you and said âitâs part of the jobâ or something along those lines, let alone saying you were overreacting was enough to tell you that you could trust her.
âdo you, uh, want me to drive you home?â she broke the silence.
âi canât. i have to finish this shift.â you mumbled. âplus, my roommate has someone over tonight. i canât go home right now.â
âthen, if you want, we can go to my place,â she suggested, quickly adding on âbut just so you donât have to stay in this environment, iâm not trying to be creepy i promise,â because the last thing she wanted was for you to take it the wrong way and be uncomfortable.
âthanks, but, i still have to go back out there and finish my shift.â
she was a little sad. if it was up to her, sheâd make you quit and happily support you. she made a lot of money for a college student, between working as a bouncer and dealing weed on the side. she had more than enough to support the both of you, but sheâd never talk about anything of the sort out loud.
âi can speak to management for you,â she said, âiâm sure theyâll understand.â
you accepted hesitantly, the voice in the back of your mind telling you youâd just end up fired. but that didnât matter to you in the moment. you had to get out of there. you couldnât stand it anymore.
ellie guided you through the back door, making sure you wouldnât have to face those men again, holding you by the wrist with just enough strength to make sure she wouldnât let you go easily but not too hard so she wouldnât make you uncomfortable. she opened her car door for you, waiting a couple seconds for you to get settled in in case you needed her help for whatever reason.
the car ride was short and silent. it wasnât the awkward kind of silence, more so the kind of silence when thereâs nothing to say. it was a comforting silence, a drastic contrast from the loud music in the club that had been blasting in your ears for the past 2 or so hours. you were looking out the window, watching the city lights and buildings as you passed them. ellie would be lying if she said she didnât steal a few glances at you when you were looking away. she couldnât help it, you were just so mesmerizingly beautiful she couldnât help but look at you any chance she could.
when you finally arrived at her place, you were surprised to see she had a house and not an apartment. it wasnât a big house, but it seemed like it could house about 3 people. you were about to ask about her roommates, but almost as if she read your mind, she said;
âsorry about the mess, i uh, i live alone, so. donât usually have people over either.â
âitâs fine,â you shook your head, âiâm just grateful you let me come here.â
she noticed you sounded like you were in a better mood. âyou feeling a little better now?â
you nodded. âyeah. i guess i just needed to get out of there.â you bit your lip in worry. âbut now i donât know what to do. iâm pretty sure iâll end up getting fired after leaving like that.â
âafter what happened to you? nah. itâs understandable,â
âare you sure? i-i mean, am i not supposed to let them know beforehand-â
âyouâll be fine, donât worry.â she reassured you. âyouâre sort of new, arenât you?â
ânot really. iâve been working there for a couple months.â
âso youâre new. got it.â
you playfully rolled your eyes. âsure, letâs say that.â
she smiled. âanyway, you wanna do anything? or do you just wanna rest?â
âi guess we could watch a movie or something,â you suggested, âif you want, of course.â you were surprised at how bold you were. it wasnât anything too bold, sure, but thatâs only true for everyone else. for you, something like that, which others might think is minor, is sort of a big deal. not only were you at this girlâs house, but suggesting to watch a movie as well. you were a bit scared that mightâve been too much.
âyeah, sure,â she replied, âyou into horror?â
âuhh.. not really..â you admitted.
âitâs fine, we can just watch something else.â
âno, no, itâs fine!â you insisted. it was, in fact, not fine. especially at this time, horror was not your thing. it wasnât a huge fear of yours or anything, but you were a little embarrassed of the fact you still got scared while watching them, sometimes even got nightmares. but no way youâd admit that to her right there. you felt you were already being too much of a burden on her, so youâd just suck it up to not bother her any further.
a few moments later, you were both on her couch watching some random horror movie she had picked out. you didnât even know what was going on in the plot, you were way too scared. youâd argue this was one of the scariest movies, scratch that, media in general youâve ever seen. where did she even find this sort of stuff? ellie was full of surprises indeed.
you didnât notice you had snuggled up to her, your head laying on her chest, from the fear. once you realized, your face turned red as you pulled away in embarrassment and mumbled some apologies as you moved away. to your surprise, she lightly tightened her grip of her arm she had wrapped around you (which you only now noticed as well), telling you with no need for words that it was fine, and you could stay that way. you didnât really know how to react to that, but you stayed. something about her was so comforting. you barely knew her, yet you trusted her as if youâd known her all your life. it was a strange feeling. youâd been on multiple dates with the same person many times before yet you still felt more of a connection with your coworker who you had only spoken to a handful of times beforehand. you werenât even paying attention to the movie anymore. your mind was too busy paying attention to the thoughts racing in your head to process what was going on in the screen about a meter in front of you. you had lots of questions, and the more that popped up in your head, the more your heartbeat sped up.
ellie could feel something was wrong. she lightly lifted up your chin to make you face her, locking eyes with you. she asked if it was because of what happened earlier. you felt like you should look away, but you couldnât. something about her was just so mesmerizing. you lightly nodded, not wanting to admit all the thoughts in your mind at that moment. you looked into each other's eyes for a couple seconds, before she planted a soft kiss on your lips. it was the type of kiss that happened almost as a reflex, the type that you have almost no control over. you could feel her try to pull away after realizing what she did, but before she fully pulled away you pressed your lips against hers, pulling her in this time in a deeper kiss.
before you knew it, you were straddling her lap as she placed kisses on your neck, occasionally sucking on it softly and leaving light purple marks on your skin. you hadnât realized how much it was turning you on until you started lightly rocking your hips back and forth, desperate to get any sort of friction. ellie realized what you were doing, and placed her hands on your waist, almost guiding your movement, causing you to let out a few soft moans and whimpers.
âellie..â you whined.
âi know, baby, i know.â
she carefully lifted you off her lap and laid you down on the couch, hovering over you. she tugged on the hem of your shorts.
âletâs get these off.â she said, as she undid the button and slipped them off you with ease, revealing your soaked cotton panties. âcute,â she thought to herself.
âiâve barely touched you nâ youâre already so wet,â she teased, rubbing your clit through the thin cloth causing you to moan softly.
after a moment, you started to whine, tired of her teasing.
âdesperate, huh?â
you broke eye contact as you looked away in embarrassment. in the back of your mind, you couldnât believe everything that was going on. you found it a little embarassing, hooking up with a coworker you had barely spoken to prior. but as you had been doing the whole night, you tried to push those thoughts to the back of your mind and focus on the moment.
âdonât feel ashamed, pretty girl.â she said, noticing you felt a little off. something about her caring but almost demanding tone was turning you on even more.
she carefully pulled your panties to the side, sliding two fingers in, thrusting them at a slower but steady pace. this was better, but it still wasnât enough. you bucked your hips ever so slightly, to tell her you wanted more.
âyouâre gonna have to try a little harder than that, baby,â she said. she knew exactly what you meant, but she wanted to hear you say it. you whined in complaint, hoping she wouldnât make you say it out loud.
âuse your words, princess,â she smirked while locking eyes with you.
âplease, ellie..â you begged.
âplease what?â
âplease, more..â
âgood girl,â she said under her breath, speeding up her pace and thrusting her fingers inside you twice as fast as she was before, causing you to moan and whimper louder. soon you started feeling a knot forming in your stomach, making you attempt to grip the couch.
âellie.. fuck..â you moaned.
âi know, pretty. but you donât get to cum yet.â she smirked, suddenly pulling her fingers out.
you whined at her words and the sudden emptiness inside you, as ellie softly chuckled at your reaction. she found it so cute. she found pretty much everything about you to be cute.
she stood up, and went to grab something from her closet. it was a bright purple strap, and it was quite big. you werenât sure it would even fit inside you. you watched as she effortlessly took off her pants and put the harness on, walking back to the couch and positioning herself, the tip right in front of your entrance.
âi want you to cum from my cock.â
she started sliding it along your slit, coating it in your slick, causing you to whine a little, before positioning it once again in front of your entrance and slowly sliding the tip inside you easily.
you were still a little scared since you had never done anything like this before. youâve gotten fingered before, sure, but this was the first time someone used a strap on you. especially one this big.
âellie..â
âhm?â
âiâve never, uh,â you stuttered, âdone something like this.â
ânever gotten fucked with a strap before, huh?â she said, âi could tell. you seem kinda nervous. but relax, princess, iâll take care of you.â
the nickname only turned you on more. you didnât get why you loved it so much. it had never crossed your mind, yet you were now sure it was your favorite pet name ever.
with that, she started slowly sliding it in, looking at your facial expressions to make sure she wasnât hurting you. surprisingly, you were able to take it all. she started thrusting it at a slow pace, gradually speeding up, but not quite fast yet. she definitely wanted to fuck you way harder and faster, but she wanted you to get used to the feeling first.
after a few thrusts you started to get used to the feeling, and it was amazing. she sped up her pace a little more, gripping your thighs, and this time she was able to locate your sweet spot, and boy was she about to abuse it. she hit it with every thrust, making you twitch and moan at every wave of pleasure.
âgood fuckinâ girl,â she praised, âalready taking my cock so well.â
âellie.. please..â you begged, between moans, âfaster..â
âyeah? you sure you can handle it, tough girl?â
you nodded, and she immediately sped up. she fucked you a little faster than you expected, and it was a little too much, but the overwhelming pleasure was, at the same time, addicting. the sounds of your moans and whimpers, her groans, and your wet cunt filled the room. soon, that familiar knot in your stomach started forming again, except this time it was much more intense, causing you to try and grip the couch once again. she realized what was going on, and started using her thumb to rub circles on your clit. you started tearing up from the overstimulation which was the littlest bit painful but also overwhelmingly pleasurable.
âi wanna hear you say my name, baby,â she demanded, âi know youâre close.â
and almost on cue, you came all over her cock as you moaned her name, just as she demanded, as she fucked you through your orgasm and finally pulling out with a slight pop.
â đ©â„ïžđȘ â
it had been about an hour since you finished your.. activity. she insisted on getting a bath started for you, and now there you were on her bed, in one of her t-shirts that was a little big on you, freshly out of the bath. you texted your roommate before getting in the bath to tell her you wouldnât be coming home tonight, and of course, she didnât mind that at all.
not only were you on ellieâs bed, but you were cuddling her, trying to sleep. she told you you didnât have to, and that she just enjoys sleeping with body warmth, but you knew better. maybe it was true, but it sure as hell was not the only reason. but you didnât mind. you acted stupid and like you bought her story, because truth is, you really wanted to cuddle with her, and you were even thinking of similar excuses if she hadnât brought it up first.
âyou awake?â ellie whispered.
âmhm, sort of.â you replied, in a sleepy voice.
âi just, uh,â she paused for a moment, âi just wanted to know. when will i see you again?â
âon our next shift together.â you joked.
âno, dummy, i mean like this.â
you thought about it for a moment.
âi guess weâll see,â you responded softly, âiâm pretty sleepy. i think we should talk about this later.â
she seemed satisfied with your response, but she still had the fear you were only saying that to be polite, and you didnât want anything more or didnât want this to repeat. of course, sheâd respect you if that was the case, although sheâd be a little disappointed. but she felt there was something more there, something she couldnât quite put her finger on. you werenât like any of the other girls sheâs hooked up with before. she wasnât exactly sure what set you apart from them, but she knew there had to be something.
maybe it was just feelings.
but even if it didnât seem like that was the case because of your shy personality, you wanted something more. just like her.
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College student! Bakugo x College student! Black! Fem! Reader
Synopsis: Headcanons of how Bakugo would be as a college student + what itâd be like to date him.
TW: Swearing, mentions of injuries, suggestive on some parts
Note: Made with the help of @katsumiiii <3. Also this is a sort of implied quirkless au bc itâs a college au but it doesnât matter too much.
ⶠWhen Katsuki gets to college, he mellows out a whole lot
ⶠOf course heâs more mature than he was in high school. But now, he has a very obvious security in himself and is like a whole new person
ⶠHeâs much quieter, and keeps to himself for the most part
ⶠSomehow, heâs even more focused on his goals than ever, and because of that he just doesnât have energy to waste on cussing people out and yelling all the time
ⶠHe has so much going for himself and he knows it, his priorities are set in stone and nothing can keep him from reaching his goals
ⶠKatsuki would likely major in something related to business whether itâs actually business, finance, analytics, etc, thatâs all he can see himself in, and heâd fit the part well
ⶠEven though Katsuki has worked through a lot of his issues by this point, he still has a lot of frustration and stress he needs to channel
ⶠAnd being competitive by nature, he joins the football team and boxes on the side
ⶠDespite most of his teammates being fairly popular, Katsuki is extremely lowkey
ⶠHe is still very popular, in a sense. People know him and know of him, but he minds his business and hardly speaks to most people
ⶠBut of course the one person he spends as much time with as possible is his pretty girlfriend
ⶠWhat drew Katsuki to you initially was your determination and work ethic
ⶠYou were smart, and heavily involved with the school and your peers, and he found this oddly attractive
ⶠBefore getting together, you were decently known through your in involvement around campus. But after, you were both school celebrities
ⶠEveryone knew, or knew of, the two of you. And they all knew you belonged to each other
ⶠThough, you were both so busy that youâre hardly together during the week
ⶠBut you always make your way towards each other by the end of the day, and compensate for lost time over the weekends
ⶠDuring your freshman year, youâd sneak into each others dorms for the weekend to spend time with one another
ⶠOf course, staying in a drab dorm room all day could be boring, even with company
ⶠSo the two of you would always end up taking little adventures together whether it was a walk around campus, driving around town, shopping, or going out to eat, you always made sure your time was well spent
ⶠBy your sophomore year, Katsuki would get his own apartment near by the campus
ⶠAnd although you still had a dorm, you essentially lived with him
ⶠA good chunk of your clothes and shoes were there, he bought all your body care for you so you werenât taking it back and forth, more bonnets than youâd ever need, and of course, him.
ⶠBut it was an advantage to the both of you, and your relationship. Because as busy as the two of you could get sometimes, even if you didnât see each other the whole day, laying in the same bed at night was enough for you
ⶠDuring the week, even if your schedules had no alignment whatsoever, Katsuki would always make time to see you
ⶠHe has a special knack for always knowing where you were at all times, and knew just when to show up, even if your location was off and you hadnât communicated where you were to him in the slightest
ⶠThis especially comes into play in the context of getting all three meals in on a daily basis
ⶠKatsuki still loves to cook, and heâs never played about having a proper diet and he wonât start with you
ⶠEven if heâs gone from his apartment by the time you wake up, thereâs a nice warm breakfast sitting on his counter for you
ⶠAnd no matter where you are come lunch, heâll make sure that you eat
Katsuđ: You eat yet princess?
You: Nah, I donât have time to eat rn anyways
You: I think ima just skip lunch ngl
Katsuđ: The fuck do you mean youâre gonna skip lunch
You: I mean Iâm gonna skip lunch!
Katsuđ: No tf youâre not
Katsuđ: Iâm otw Iâm bringing you food
You: bro
You: my location not even on rn fym youâre otwđ§ââïž
Katsuđ: ? I donât need your location to be on to know where you are
Katsuđ: What kind of bf would I be if I didnât know where my gf was
Katsuđ: Especially if I just let her voluntarily starve like a dumbass
You: Alr.
Katsuđ: What do you take me for??? A fucking loser???
You: Now what if I said yes Katsuki.
Katsuđ: Then youâre not getting food
You: Yeahhhh okayđđđđ
Katsuđ: Iâm outside
Katsuđ: Hurry up before I change my mindđ€Šââïž
You: Ty bbgđ
Katsuđ: Do not call me that
ⶠKatsuki pulls his random âIâm outsideâ texts often
ⶠUsually, itâs to bring you some food, and sometimes he just misses his girl
ⶠAs crazy as they may be at times, seeing that notification pop up never fails to make you smile
ⶠNobody misses it when you smile like that either, youâre so well known as a pair that itâs expected that youâre going to see him when you basically skip out of the room
ⶠUnfortunately, being a well known pair doesnât stop audacious people from hitting on either of you
ⶠOn Katsukiâs end, he think people are insane when they approach him in such a way knowing that heâs dating you
ⶠItâs such a slap in the face whenever it happens, that he can do nothing but stare at the person like theyâre stupid until they go away
ⶠOn your end, Katsukiâs temper jumps out whenever people get the nerve to approach you in any sort of flirtatious way
ⶠIf heâs in the area whenever it happens, he always pops up to remove the person from your space
ⶠIf heâs not, you always tell him exactly what happened and the only response you ever get is, âIâll handle it.â
ⶠRegardless of whether or not heâs present, he always handles it by having a less than friendly exchange with your pursuer that usually puts an end to things
ⶠIf the person decides to persist for some reason, you become more reluctant to tell Katsuki about it
ⶠYou know he cares about you, but you donât want him stressing or putting to much energy into something thatâs not worth it
ⶠBut Katsuki can read you like a book, and to him, no energy that goes towards you is ever too much
ⶠThough Katsukiâs is reputation is fairly polished, itâs only blemishes come from people he ended up fighting over you
ⶠDays where neither of you are busy are both of your favorite days
ⶠTheyâre usually spent at his apartment, or running errands together
ⶠAnd of course, he squeezes in time for dates
ⶠOn occasion, heâll randomly tell you to get dressed up nice before taking you out for a fancy dinner and spoiling you with delicious food and thoughtful gifts
ⶠWhile you always stress about him spending so much money on you when he doesnât let you do the same, he doesnât mind at all
ⶠTo others, Katsuki always seems to have a suspicious amount of money for a college student
ⶠIt sparks some rumors, but nobody cares enough to make a big deal about it
ⶠThe truth is, he makes money by modeling for his mom on the side, and makes a little off boxing as well
ⶠAnd if heâs being honest, most of his money goes to you
ⶠHe pays for your hair products, hair, nails, clothes, random things you want, and sometimes even your groceries
ⶠMost of the time, you do small dates like picnics and study dates
ⶠHeâll set a cozy mood in his apartment with a led lights, a playlist going, candles lit, and both of you in matching pajamas
ⶠKatsuki makes snacks during breaks and gives you kisses whenever you get a question right
ⶠAnd what kind of boyfriend would he be if he wasnât your personal tutor? He helps you on all and any work that you have, and if he doesnât know jack shit about the class heâll learn just for you
ⶠOn days where just one of you is busy, youâre still attached at the hip, tagging along wherever the other goes just to be in each others presence
ⶠGame days are âsecretlyâ Katsukiâs favorite
ⶠThereâs a certain feeling that he only gets when he sees you wearing his jersey and hears you shouting his name from the stands
ⶠRuns over to talk to you whenever he gets a chance, even if heâs not supposed to be over there
ⶠTakes his good luck kisses VERY seriously, and honestly gets frustrated if he doesnât get one both before the game and during half time
ⶠEven though heâs supposed to be with the team after games, he somehow always manages to slip away and simply go straight home with you
ⶠHalf the time, he should be going to his trainers to get any cuts and bruises treated, but heâll break a bone before he goes to a trainer instead of you
ⶠPuts it on everything that he heals extra fast when you do it, and even faster if you kiss him while you patch him up
ⶠWhile cleaning him up should really only take 30 minutes, it always ends up taking 2 hours because Katsuki canât keep his hands to himself
ⶠAlways going to kiss you on your lips, cheeks, and neck, always trying to hold your hands, grab at your thighs, pull you closer by your waist
ⶠYou can hardly manage to ice a bruise when he gets like this
ⶠBut when you finally get done cleaning him up, he thanks you and smothers you with more kisses
ⶠCooks up a nice dinner to curl up on the couch with, and puts on a movie that you more than likely fall asleep to
ⶠBut like the good boyfriend he is, Katsuki carries you to bed where he puts your bonnet on for you and crawls into bed with you
ⶠComing home to you is by far Katsukiâs favorite part of his day, and even with the path in front of him, he thinks heâd be lost without you
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how can someone look me in the eye and tell me oswald doesnt have bpd guys pleaswe this shouldnt even be up for discussion....
i have bpd and ive never related to a character more, especially this scene
the ranting, taking everything personally (despite the context of the scene being a pretty obvious personal thing), the anger, spilling something and ed having to tell him to breathe (which, also implies this happens a lot, especially with ed's slightly annoyed tone).
in many other scenes, ESPECIALLY ones with isabella, it clearly shows him displaying traits of bpd and time n time again i see "hes crazy" or "hes a sociopath" (which makes no sense and is just ableist)
hes someone with likely multiple complex mental disorders, but bpd especially sticks out to me bc of how obvious his case is
like i was sitting there watching the isabella dilemma thinking "man hes so me" bc he was splitting just as violently as i do
and as someone with multiple complex mental disorders, i fantasize about killing people i split on too (he actually does it, i dont, but i understand it). ive had homicidal thoughts (not urges, thoughts, clear distinction guys im not gonna murder someone) about the people ive split on, ive thought about the things oswald does, though not as cartoony as some of his, considering theyre in a fictional universe.
i fully belive edward was not oswalds first fp either, his mom to me is the first who comes to mind as his attachment figure, the only person he can rely on, his favorite person but also in a way his only person. she gave him love, gave him care, gave him all he needed to survive, and oswald clung onto it.
edward gave him "love", attention, care, and after oswalds mom had been gone, he needed that. so he needed edward. boom, fp moment
we constantly see how emotionally invested oswald is in ed, how much he cares for him, how much edwards words control his emotions, and we see how he once again, violently splits on someone, but for the first time, its on the one he "replaced" his mom with.
i wqont even lie i might be lowkey headcanoning some of this maybe or making shit up cause i havent watched gotham in a long time but oswald so clearly struggles with emotional regulation and anger. its 0-100, its black and white, its night and day, he is always overcome by his emotions. the way he yells and rants with ed in the scene i shared, the way he felt learning mr penn had betrayed him, the way he felt when his mom died, the way he felt about edward, or even isabella, is so clearly the way someone w bpd, such as myself, would react.
anyway im crazy idk share ur thoughts
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Thoughts for The Montkraken Episode
so, I just finished the chapter and⊠wow I have a lot to say. I took screen shots for every part I wanted to talk about and I think this rant will be SUPERRRR long so bear with me. Tumblr wonât let me add screenshots so when I have better service Iâll edit the post to add them. These paragraphs are theories and side notes that I wrote after reading a certain section so youâre gonna see my thought process throughout the story. As always, spoilers ahead so I recommend skipping this if you havenât read it already.
Alright so I was once a hater of this ship BUT⊠the Shobaru shippers may have a point in this guys đ. LIKE.. I HAVE THE SCREENSHOT OF SUBARU BLUSHING UHHH. That is not a heterosexual stare feller đ€šâŠ
AHHHHHHH THE FROSTHEIM DUO ARE BACKKKKK!!! I missed them so so much theyâre so silly and deserve the best. Honestly the only two I trust in this school cause I CANT. I literally suspect anyone but them, but Imma be so disappointed if either of them are hiding something. Iâll be sad, but like Iâll help đ. I was actually so sad when the MC mentioned being the reason they could be in danger like GIRLLLLL DONT SAY THAT PLEASEEEEE. ITS LIKE THE ANGST WITH ADEUCE AND YUU LIKE STAWPOPP. Also when the Vagastorm kids were like âaw yeah Mido wouldnât lie like thatâ it makes me happy that people can at least trust him enough to be honest and idk I found that kinda sweet :3. Weâre also getting a bit of a timeline, like the One-Eyed Sleeping Beauty Murder being BEFORE the clash (sorry if this was already mentioned I donât really remember stuff from the past chapters) which couldâve been a trigger.
Also, I feel like theyâre trying to tell us that Jiro is Zenjiâs brother because when he had that little laugh about the MC being scared of bodies, he said too. When you click the âtoo?â option, he just says that he isnât the one afraid. Itâs not Yuri as well cause heâs literally a doctor that is in the same room when autopsies are in session. Whatever the case, I assume he was referencing to Zenji, though it being a blurry memory. Little theory tho.
OK SO THIS IS JUST SO FUNNY TO ME. In Chapter 9âs title it says, âGirl Learns Shocking Truth About Monsterâ. I like to think the shocking truth was the fact he didnât shower for 3 days đ. CAUSE THATS THE PART SHE SOUNDS MOST SHOCKED. Idk that part was silly to me. THEYâRE OUTFITS FOR THEIR DORM IS SOOOOOO PRETTY. They ate I fear, a bit more than the other dorms. Also side note, they dropped A LOT of info with just how they word things. For example, Yuri saying âJiro, you are well aware that I will not be associated with those germs AGAIN.â Soooo Yuri was in Frostheim? I donât doubt it bc thereâs another line that says âIâd rather not recall how bitterly cold that place isâ which can MEAN TWO THINGS. Iâm super sure that theyâre implying that yeah, he was, but then something happened blah blah blah.
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH HYDE AND DANTE??? Like ok bitches, spill your shot to us too donât be shy. So, confirmed by them, Dante and Hyde used to go to school in Darkwick (which I assume the rest of the teachers are too). That explains their back and forth. WHAT REALLY CAUGHT MY EYE WERE THESE LINES.
Hyde: ââŠYou really are a softie, Dan-Dan.â (Haha Dan- Dan)
Dante: âIt would seem that way to someone as cold as you.â (???) ââŠThere are lines that shouldnât be crossed, Hyde.â
Hyde: ââŠIâll keep that in mind.â
WHATTTTT. WHAT ARE THE LINES. GO IN DETAIL ARGHHHHH. This gives us more info on the character individually too. Dante describes Hyde as cold⊠DANTE. So, it was obvious that this whole happy go lucky attitude was fake, but I expected to be more like Haruâs kind of attitude not like that yk?? now I know how much of a cash grab this game is, but I really hope they arenât going to stretch the story out too long to the point where you have to P2W cause I havenât paid a cent and I donât plan to. I still want to learn more about them and stuff so :(. On the topic of Dante, there was a small flashback where I missed a word in the sentence that Dante said while talking with Alan. âIâm the man you supposedly killed.â Supposedly?? Now, I didnât my catch this in my first run, but now itâs like wdym supposedly?? Shouldnât you know? This is giving hella Jiro vibes and honestly, Iâm getting sick and tired of these characters having a bad memory.
SPEAKING OF JIRO- he seems to have problems remembering things and they come back to him in the very weird moments (honestly a kin moment). I would like the think that heâs just suffering from the damages he had to go through from the clash. His relationship with Yuri is so⊠sad to me. Yuri seems to doubt him a little bit and I feel like he sees him as just a specimen, not much of a friend. Meanwhile, Jiro smiles a lot to Yuri and listens to him like a master, like thatâs what heâs supposed to do. NOT AGAINST HIS OWN WILL DONT GET ME WRONG. Heâs just so neutral about it it makes me a bit like awwww :(. Theyâre cute tho idrc.
Ok moving on to Haku and Tohma. (Ok at this point Iâm getting nervous cause why are we seeing so many characters now. Thatâs probably just a coincidence). OK THESE TWO HAVE GOT IT GOING. Like thereâs tension when you get their chat in the campus but this is like woahhhh⊠Also I donât like how Tohma says âour wheelhouse? I see..â it makes me think heâs like implying âso you think youâre a part of them now?â IDK THATS JUST MY LITTLE STRETCH. Also poor Zenji, heâs like âaw yeah I died in vain lolâ LIKE OUCH.
Nicholas. I DO NOT LIKE HIM. I REPEAT. I DO NOT LIKE HIM FOR A MINUTE OF A SECOND. The only staff I like are the cats, the grocer guy, and MAYBE Dante. LIKE HES SO⊠NORMAL?? LIKE THEREâS SOMETHING WEIRD GOING ON IK THERE IS. When MC says âI canât believe Professor Nicolas would do something like thatâ I DO đĄđââïž. I am in full support of Yuri finding crimes against this guy.
Also, little other side note, I just realized that Yuri and Jiro have matching earring in opposite ears. Itâs so cute.
Ok I might have to go back to the beginning and see what the âgoat like anomalyâ Jiro is talking about when he mentions the prophecy, cause I said â⊠the chancellor is a goat??â BUT ANYWAYS. Speaking of the prophecy, Iâll jot it down.
âThe whisper of the new moon shall lead the champion to the academy on the solitary island. So long as the champion resides there, the world shall be sheltered from profound tragedy.â
Stating the obvious here, but this is most likely referencing to the last cutscenes we get when we choose our characters. Iâve checked the cutscenes again and thereâs no visible moon, meaning it could correlate to the ânew moonâ portion. (Search up new moon to see what I mean). Assuming Solitary island means death, that would also help with the theory. So, whoever we chose in the beginning might just be the person who won the Laurel Crown.Honestly, this is just a silly little Drabble for a theory and VERY vague. Maybe the champion resides in the events of the past that we still donât know about but this kinda helps?? Idk Iâm just putting what I think at the moment. Iâll probably reread the game so I can get a better timeline. Also, Yuriâs rant about demon particles⊠doesnât exactly sit right with me. Were they chosen to be resilient or was it just a birth thing?? Idk but I feel like a lot is missing from his theory. I mean, weâre using human logic to a supernatural cause so I donât think pacts acting as allergies would work. If theyâre not chosen, could it be that the ghouls can make pacts with more than one demon? I wanna see what happens if that was the case. Please comment if I missed something đ.
Ok Towa appeared. (Why are we seeing so many characters I donât like this) and we went back to that tree⊠WHAT IS THAT TREE?? And what the hell do you mean the fruit grew? What is that fruit supposed to be? An anomaly going to birth?? Is it supposed to represent the houses?? Motivation?? It seems so weird to me cause we just got introduced to that tree last episode. Sighs.
OK REN AND RITSU. WHAT IS GOING ON. I GUESS SINCE THIS IS THE LADT CHAPTER FOR INTRODUCING CHARACTERS BUT LIKE ⊠STOP. I feel like something is going to happen with the MC pls đ. Anyway, those two talking about ramen is so cute please donât ever change you virgin and lizard looking freak đ«¶( with love of course). GROCER GUYYYYYYY. YIPPEE :3!! I love that the cat is the owner and not the human lmao.
Also I will always be a MC defender cause she is so relatable. âWhy are hospitals so creepy at night?â GIRL IKKKKKK. Idc what yâall say, the fact that sheâs normal is keeping me sane from these freaky deaky events. ILOVE NORMAL CHARACTERS! LIKE MATSUDA FROM DEATH NOTE OR THAT ONE GUY FROM MASHELE. Anyways, I love her little comments and everything sheâs so silly. Idrc if she doesnât have much of a backbone cause honestly, sheâs surrounded by danger so the best she should do is listen to the people that are constantly surrounded by it.
ALSO NEW THING. (Well idk if itâs new but yeah).
mention of a Dionysia Breakout. <ââ Idk what that is, but it sounds like a little more. I love little details and slip ups thanks characters <3!!
HA! HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA! I WIN NICOLAS đ!!! YOU DO HAVE SOMETHING TO HIDE. AND I WILL FIND IT TRUST YOU WILL BE DELT WITH. I WILL KNOW THE PRIOR PAST >:(!! Also, Moby is being soooo annoying tbh. More character descriptions to add: competitive as a teacher. NO ONE WILL MAKE YOU HATE YOU JIRO âŒïžâŒïžâŒïž HES SO SWEET He literally asks if weâre scared and says we can hang back awwww. Though he doesnât understand much, he can use logic and he can at least understand how we feel. Itâs a nice sentiment :)!
I canât take the transformation seriously Iâm sorry. Iâm still impressed by Yuriâs deductive skills and the transformation just sounded like he was constipated.
THE WHOLE BATTLE SCENE WAS EPIC!! MC HESITATING BECAUSE OF LEOS WORDS BUT STILL PUSHING FORWARD. YURI GETTING FLUSTERED. JIRO SMILING AND TRUSTING YURIâS ORDERS. THE FUNNY EXCHANGE ABOUT MUSCLE WHEN THEY WERE CARRYING THE POD. Those annoying ass pussy sticks we call Darkwick students đĄ. JIRO LOOKING BADASS AFTER THE SHOT. URGHHHH I LOVE THIS CHAPTER.
HARU AND PEEKABOOOOO!! AHHHHH IM SO HAPPY I SEE THEM AGAIN!! Iâm so glad heâs going to Hyde too cause Iâm not ready. Also⊠the mermaid thing is so weird. For the Montkraken Mermaid, they seem to refer to it as âitâ or âthat mermaidâ, but when they speak of the second mermaid, they use personal pronouns like âhe /himâ. Haruâs expression as well when he heard someone was abusing mermaid flesh⊠itâs a new one with a little crease under his eye. Itâs such a sad face like, did he know this mermaid personally or was this fear?? Either way, I wanna meet him cause the other one was so pretty.
âŠYou guys know the âI see who you are⊠you are my enemyâ sound thatâs on TikTok or reels or wtv? YEAH THATS SONG WAS PLAYING IN MY HEAD WHEN HYDE SAID WE HAD TO DO A SPEECH. HYDE IM IN YOUR WALLS. URGHHHH I HATE HIMMMMM. Call to action my ass IK either Taiga or Leo are gonna get their asses out of the door after the speech. OR BOTH. Iâm starting to tweak.
NOOOOO THE SPEECH IS THE NEXT CHAPTER?? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
I feel so bad for Zenji⊠like Iâm so deadass. Dude he sounds so sad about how heâs dead itâs so.. URGHHHH. ALSO I CALLED IT. THEY ARE BROTHERS. AHAHHAHA!! Well it was kinda obvious cause everyone thought it too but WOMP WOMP. Also I love his real name, Taro Kirisaki. Itâs pretty :)!! But these lines killed me
âand though I have taken my final blow, my brotherly heart canât help but worry for my kin. ⊠Not that he has any idea Iâm still around.â YEOUCH?? I DIDNT COME TO CRY BROâŠ
Iâm tweaking out because of this speech bro. Iâm gonna choose the corniest stuff and hope for the best. âI feel bad please stop for me đ„șâ headass.
Taiga is officially my enemy as well. I called that shit about him leaving URGH. WHAT A FLIBBERTYJIBBET!! His outfit eats tho so it balances out. LIKE DAMNNNN. HE LOOKS SO GOOD.
DOUBLE?? TRIPLE??? QUINTUPLE???? HELL I MIGHT BECOME A GHOUL TO GET THAT MONEY GOLLY đđđ!! CAUSE IN THIS ECONOMY??Also thanks Jin you a real one twin. Bouta split this cash with my wife and Iâll send you a wedding invite.
EDWARD. ED PLEASE. STOP PUTTING ME IN THE SPOTLIGHT⊠well itâs out now so woopy!! I really wonder what the others have to say about that cause they just gave really vague surprised reactions. Well, Ritsu documented it. I love that little guy please donât ever change you silly.
NUMBER ONE CORNELIUS HATER IDC. Unless I know your intentions I DONT CAREEEEE. YOU ARE AN OPP IT IS ON SIGHT WITH YOU. SAME WITH YOU NICOLAS!! âI didnât know whether to tell you or not Iâm sowwy đ„șâ CHUPA MI PITO HOE đĄ.
⊠youâre telling me I didnât have to do that awful speech because DANTE AGREED?? IM DONE. IM WHOOPING EVERYONE IN THE ROOM AND AURING THE PLACE OUT. FIRST ONES OUT ARE HYDE FOR NOT TELLING ME, NICOLAS, AND CORNELIUS. ARGHHHHHHH. Also, dude, who is that Janitor guy like seriously.
ROMEO??? AND HYDE???? WHAT IS THIS ABOUT BUTTERCUP?? Wdym worked for him?? What is going on⊠SPECIAL MISSION??? SHO??? OH NAW. I CANT TRUST NOBODY ANYMORE đ
Towa crying :(. What does the fruit shrinking have to do with it now?? Iâm so confused.
ALRIGHT IF YOU MADE IT TO THE END WOW YOU HAVE DEDICATION. Yeah this is my personal yap session to this chapter and itâs so URGH. Iâm so excited to see the next chapter and I hope we get to see more and more. Now with the Gala in place, we can finally start WORKING. Based on the timeline, we have about ⊠8 months left?? So hopefully, for MCâs sake, she gets cured. BYE BYE UNTIL NEXT EPISODE!!
#tokyo debunker#tokyo debunker mc#tokyo debunker spoilers#montkraken#Episode 7#spoilers#theories#yapping#omfg#this insane#Darkwick#Alan Mido#Jiro Kirisaki#tohma ishibashi#kaito fuji#lucas errant#jin kamurai#leo kurosagi#shohei haizono#subaru kagami#shobaru#ritsu shinjo#zenji kotodama#edward hart#tdb#lyca colt#towa otonashi#haru sagara#taiga hoshibami
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a bit self-indulgent edward nashton headcanons bc im going insane and i have to share my though with the world
- he guessed the jokerâs riddle wrong. joker didnât mean to call himself his âfriendâ, he literally introduced himself as â the jokerâ - the card. the less you have the more one is worth (jokers in a deck of cards) (but maybe im overthinking this lol)
- his teeth are not taken care of. the orphanage did not provide proper dental care for the children, so his teeth are crooked and he has a few cavities. he would like to get braces but still canât afford it
tw: self harm mention in the next one
- he self harms (honestly thats canon, in the year one comic we see him as a child and his hands with very prominent bite marks). he also punches walls (implied in the batman movie when he slaps a wall in his cell in the asylum)
- he stims (in the year one comic he thinks to himself âstop chewing on your glasses, edwardâ) and is autistic (literally gets called ârain manâ in the year one comic) but undiagnosed due to his financial situation and fear of any doctors (my personal headcanon, but also implied considering how the medical staff at the orphanage treated kids)
- cannot cook to save his life. he buys pre-made food or makes really bad watery soups so he can put them in cups and drink them while working
- usually keeps his nails a little longer. he picks at his skin a lot so it annoys him when his nails are very short
- has ocd (implied in the year one comic (intrusive thoughts) and in the movie (compulsive writing))
- has anxiety (pretty much canon)
- doesnât really listen to music, he prefers podcasts (canonically listens to a motivational podcast in year one) and audiobooks
- usually wears a few layers of clothing. heâs usually cold and also insecure about his body. (i love his year one cardigan)
- really likes animals, especially dogs. he likes how they donât leave their owners and are always on their side. would like to have a dog but canât (obvious reasons)
- has very big trouble managing his emotions (canon) and gets incredibly upset when something doesnât go his way, even the small things
tw: animal abuse mentioned in the next one
- has a fear of water and drowning (might be from that one time when the guy at the orphanage forced him to drown a rat)
- doesnât really know how to take care of himself due to childhood neglect
- has nightmares every night. after seeing the batman in real life they stopped for a while (heâd just have no dreams at all and occasionally a very distorted fever dream, but still not a nightmare), but he still kept repeatedly waking up in the middle of the night
alright thats it for now, i might edit the post and add more later or idkđ
#danonation#edward nashton#the batman 2022#paul dano#the riddler#riddlebat#dano riddler#the batman#edward nashton headcanon#headcanons#edward nashton headcanons#riddler: year one#riddler 2022#dano edward nashton x reader#edward nashton x reader
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btw, do you have any posts or can you talk about how using transmen or transmascs as a "gotcha!" when discussing using bathrooms is actually a really bad argument, especially in light of what happened to nex?
i hate the way people use passing trans-men as an example, bc they almost always word it like, "you want these men in a bathroom with women?!", like a) now that they pass they've suddenly become a misogynist abuser who cis women are in danger of, b) that trans men are a danger to cis women and not vice versa, and that c) all trans men pass, when a good chunk of us cannot use the male bathrooms and we are in danger in both.
like please stop throwing us under the bus and posting one photo of a transman who can pass, esp with the way it's always implied that now that we /do/ pass we are inherently violent, or disgusting to women. idk it's pretty obvious to me the underlying rhetoric in this is that as soon as we pass we're somehow something to be feared! and i want to people to think about why they think of trans men this way!
Nex isn't the only one who has suffered because of this. Noah Ruiz, a Latino trans man, was beaten by cis men for using the women's bathroom in accordance with campground policy, after a cis woman saw him and became upset. & in Australia, Onyx John was attacked by cis girls trying to bash him in the bathroom, part of a larger bullying campaign which led to his suicide. (Trans men&mascs are also victimized in the men's bathroom as well: see Caesar Lewis, Tobi Yandle, and this California trans boy).
Honestly, its very representative of how many activists relate to trans men&mascs that they do not see the danger in forcing visibily trans people into the women's bathroom in this political climate. The assumption that trans men are emotionless beings incapable of being hurt is one based both in patriarchal views of manhood & in the way transmascs are not seen as valuable or attention-worthy by society. People love throwing around images of bulked up guys with huge beards as a gotcha, and never question the idea that trans men are invulnerable to violence physically and emotionally.
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Okay it's that time. I just kinda wanna talk about the nightmare sequence in this chapter of Fighting to be Loved, specifically what's real/ what actually happened bc I love to yap about what i wrote whoops
1. The athletics festival where Pallas got killed did take place in the courtyard, and Zeus, Hera and Poseidon were all there for it.
2. Someone pointed out that it's implied that Athena rewatched the moment of Pallas's death with time dives many times, and that person is correct, that's exactly what happened. Like the goddess of strategy wouldn't try to analyze her own mistake in that moment, trying to understand what went wrong.
3. Athena doesn't really speak or cry as she tries to staunch the bleeding, both of which she originally very much did. The nightmare is kinda meant to take her voice away bc she feels very powerless right now.
4. Pallas did call Athena "Thena" in reality. Nobody is surprised.
5. The whole scene with Triton is unfortunately pretty accurate to reality as well, he was very rough with her in that moment both verbally and physically. So yeah. That slap did happen.
6. Also her kinda flashing back to learning to dive is in reference to what I laid out in this post. I'm kinda just sighing at Triton in tired exasperation.
7. When Triton demands Zeus to take his daughter back, that's pretty much where we leave reality and enter the fucked up world of Athena's guilt-ridden mind. Bc in reality Zeus yielded pretty quickly (Poseidon was like 'you cannot ask them to keep her, not under these circumstances')
8. So yeah actually Zeus said exactly nothing of what he does in the dream. Surprising, I know. The thing is, he wouldn't even taunt Athena with her love for others bc he just expects her to be cold, so if anything she'd be scolded for it. Which still sucks. He made a big fuss about the whole "Pallas Athena" situation so he actually never acknowledges that title of hers, not even in anger, bc he is personally offended that she insisted on it despite him not wanting her to.
9. Also the most obvious, literally nobody in the family made any prayer even close to this one.
10. Zeus definitely makes comments along the lines of "I shouldn't have let you out of my head." when he's angry at Athena. Very much the "be grateful I birthed you" route. So yeah. Athena has like all the reasons to feel unwanted in general bc honestly the only parental figure who unconditionally loved her is literally the immortal equivalent of dead. Poor owl
So yeah that was that fucked up scene I wrote, stay tuned for more LOL.
#epic the musical#epic athena#epic the wisdom saga#epic fanfic#fic: fighting to be loved#ftbl#ao3 writer#etm#epic pallas#epic zeus
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