#but alessas just. pure unconditional love of her mother

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finally got around to finishing silent hill (the 1st one.) i definitely did not get. everything story wise. i did go out of my way to get the best ending possible using a walkthrough, because as much as i loved this game, i would not like to play it again! alessa ruins me and i hope dahlia gillespee dies and goes to hell

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REALLY  LONG  CHARACTER  SURVEY.       RULES. repost ,   don’t  reblog !    tag 10 !  good  luck !       TAGGED.   @cupido-periculosa

BASICS.  FULL  NAME :  Ayla Belle Sinclaire  NICKNAME :   Little bird, kizim (Ishak), La-La (niece and nephew)  AGE :  20  BIRTHDAY :  April 16, 1996  ETHNIC  GROUP :   Black/Creole/Turkish  NATIONALITY :  American  LANGUAGE / S :  English, New Orleans dialect of Creole, Haitian Creole, Turkish, French, and some Spanish  SEXUAL  ORIENTATION :  Pansexual  ROMANTIC  ORIENTATION :  Panromatic  RELATIONSHIP  STATUS : Single in general  CLASS :  Middle Class  HOME  TOWN / AREA :   New Orleans, LA  CURRENT  HOME :   Restored home in the Garden District (family home), separate small flat in the 9th ward  PROFESSION :   Florist/ Dancer

PHYSICAL.  HAIR :  Dark brown, nearly black, lightened at the ends by the sun, kinky curly, thick   EYES :  Amber  NOSE :   Soft, rounded, slightly upturned   FACE :   Delicate and soft, with high cheekbones. Heart shaped with a slightly angular jaw. Freckles across her nose and the high points of her face  LIPS :   Full, pink, slightly upturned in a grin at all time  COMPLEXION :   A medium darker tone, slightly golden with a tan, freckles on her shoulders and chest  BLEMISHES :   Often has a few bruises from work and just in general klutziness  SCARS :  A few here and there from surgeries. Nothing so stark or severe they would be noticed at first glance  TATTOOS :  Quite a few. Mostly floral in theme. A white ink piece of various flowers woven together on the inside of her right arm. A large piece in bright pink on her left shoulder of azaleas. A garter tattoo of soft blue roses backed by white lace and pastel green leaves around her left thigh. A single gladiolus blossom on her ribs, near her chest, in a soft white   HEIGHT : 4′11  WEIGHT : 115 pounds.  BUILD :   Curvy, but toned from dancing and being active. Still soft, overall  FEATURES :  Overly expressive eyes. Even if she manages to keep her expression from giving everything away- her eyes betray her every thought. Always smiling.   ALLERGIES : None USUAL  HAIR  STYLE :   wild and untamed, often with flowers braided into it. She will play with it often, braiding it or pulling it back in varying degrees  USUAL  FACE  LOOK :  Friendly, soft, kind and open  USUAL  CLOTHING :   Flower child, fairy look. Often wearing billowy clothing and faded jeans. Gypsy skirts and mid drift tops. Often in bright or pastel colors

PSYCHOLOGY.  FEAR / S : Loss, loneliness, thunder  ASPIRATION / S :   To join a dance company. But she really is content with her life. Overall, she just wants to be happy  POSITIVE  TRAITS :   Kind and understanding, she easily makes friends. Is quick to love and care for others. Sympathetic to all- her family jokes she’d find sympathy for the devil. Loyal to those she care for and unconditional in her love. Optimistic even in the darkest of times. Innocent despite the world.  NEGATIVE  TRAITS : Overly trusting and too forgiving. Often neglects her own emotions and wants. Bottles up any negative emotion until she explodes. Manic in her focuses, often neglecting others and herself if she falls into her “thrall”. Unable to keep her mouth shut when she is upset, often saying things she should not  MBTI :ENFP Extraverted 59%   -   41% Introverted Intuitive 28%   -   72% Observant Thinking 31%   -  69% Feeling (x)  ZODIAC :   Aries  TEMPERAMENT :  Sanguine    SOUL  TYPE / S :   Caregiver/ Spiritualist  ANIMALS :   Rabbit- gentle, cute, faithful, passionate, impatient   VICE  HABIT / S :   Uncertain, prone to overworking and neglecting her own needs  FAITH :  Definitely believes in spirits and a spiritual realm but it is difficult for her to define her belief as one thing  GHOSTS ? :  Yes  AFTERLIFE ? :   Yes  REINCARNATION ? :  Yes  ALIENS ? : Yes  POLITICAL  ALIGNMENT :   Independent  ECONOMIC  PREFERENCE :  Relatively uncaring  SOCIOPOLITICAL  POSITION :  She doesn’t know what to even say to this if that gives you an answer   EDUCATION  LEVEL :   She has some college under her belt but ultimately, her passions lead her. She has little want to get a degree. 

FAMILY.  FATHER :   (biological) Kamil Demir- sperm donor, never met  MOTHER :  Tiana Sinclaire  SIBLINGS :   (known) Theo Demir, Maria De La Cruz, Caspian De La Cruz- Half Siblings through her father. Evangeline Sinclaire, Ishak Sinclaire, and Jean-Luc Sinclaire (twin)  EXTENDED  FAMILY :  Two nieces and a nephew, Grandma and Grandpa (both deceased)  NAME  MEANING / S : Ayla means “halo of light around the moon”. Sinclaire is taken from a surname meaning “pure, illustrious,  renowned”.  HISTORICAL  CONNECTION ? :   Current incarnation of an oracle type being known as “The Scribe”. Historically used by immortals to know the future, overall she’s uncertain of the connection. She just knows everything. Past, present, future- at least to some extent. 

FAVOURITES.  BOOK :   A large collection of mythology   MOVIE :  Her heart says “Princess Bride”, her mind says “Labyrinth”  5  SONGS :   Alessa Cara- Wild Things, The Beatles- Blackbird, Dream a little Dream of me- Ella Fitzgerald and Louis Armstrong,  Childish Gambino- Not Going Back, Walk the Moon- Shut up and Dance  DEITY :    Complicated  HOLIDAY :   Christmas  MONTH :   May SEASON :   Spring  PLACE :   Her gardens, the beach, the pond by her grandpa’s plantation home WEATHER :   Sun Showers SOUND :  The wind through the branches of a weeping willow, laughter of those she cares for, birds singing, the soft playing of old jazz.  SCENT / S :   sunlight and fresh rain, the first blossoms of wild flowers, the spicy scent of her mother’s cooking, the comfort of old leather, the hint of the ocean and the damp of the bayou  TASTE / S :   fresh fruits, teas of all kinds, spicy food  FEEL / S :   Fingertips idly tracing over her skin, having her hair played with, grass against her bare feet, the sun on her skin  ANIMAL / S :   Dogs, cats, birds  NUMBER :   Nope  COLOUR :  Lilac

EXTRA.  TALENTS :  Dancing, cooking and baking, flower arrangement, can carry quite the tune, and sewing BAD  AT :   sports, driving (god never let her drive)  TURN  ONS :  nothing quite defined but lovemaking is what she would be more prone to. perhaps some control taken from her- in more of a pampering way.   TURN  OFFS :    Bloody play, harm, bondage   HOBBIES :   reading, gardening, collecting a small stash of books  AESTHETIC  TAGS :  sweet summer child  GPOY  QUOTES :  “She’s known sadness, and it has made her kind.”  

FC INFO.  MAIN  FC / S : Ashley Moore.  ALT  FC / S :   I guess Aaleeyah Petty, but that is more for body type  OLDER  FC / S :   N/A    YOUNGER  FC / S :   N/A   VOICE  CLAIM / S :  Ciara Renee, not perfect but it is hard to find someone with the accent Ayla has  

MUN QUESTIONS.    Q1 :   if  you  could  write  your  character  your  way  in  their  own  movie ,   what  would  it  be  called ,  what  style  would  it  be  filmed  in ,  and  what  would  it  be  about ?        

  A1 :  I think if it would be anything from Ayla, it would just be her view on the event’s of @fangs-and-lace ‘s story. Get more of her emotions and thoughts. As for film and such, I have no idea    Q2 :   what  would  their  soundtrack / score  sound  like ?          

A2 : Love scores from movies, old jazz, and upbeat pop       Q3 :   why  did  you  start  writing  this  character ?          

A3 : I wish I could say that I just created her because I loved the thought of her, but I didn’t. An old rp partner had a ship with her mother muse and literally gave me a ton of kids to figure out how to write for. 

     Q4 :   what  first  attracted  you  to  this  character ?        

A4:   See above. But honestly, something about her just kept calling to me to develop her. And boy, did she go through a lot before we got to this point.       Q5 :   describe  the  biggest  thing  you  dislike  about  your  muse.      

 A5 :  I honestly love Ayla. She is such a sweet muse, an honestly caring muse. So much of her is so genuine. My only issue is getting in her headspace. She is someone who knows the future but does little to focus on it. She has been hurt just by the circumstances of her life, but still remains kind. It is so hard to slip into her perspective sometimes  Q6 :   what  do  you  have  in  common  with  your  muse ?          

A6 :   Unconditional love. If we love you, we truly love you. We will be ride or die.  Q7 :   how  does  your  muse  feel  about  you ?        

A7 :  She loves me, but is concerned about me. I’m not the best to myself and I often ignore my own health issues and such  Q8 :   what  characters  does  your  muse  have  interesting  interactions  with ?      

A8 :  Lord... of course, she adores any interactions with @fangs-and-lace. Positively loves @xviperinae, even enjoys talking to @shadowofawolfandman. @cupido-periculosa and @refusedtobow / @md-vampire-hunter are others she is excited to know better. She really does enjoy every interaction she’s had, and honestly loves talking to everyone

 Q9 :   what  gives  you  inspiration  to  write  your  muse ?        

A9 : Honestly? I like writing Ayla when I feel down or upset. She truly makes me feel better  Q10 :   how  long  did  this  take  you  to  complete ?        

Q10 : 2 hours, give or take