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Alright.
I have finally finished black sails. Started it in April (I know), watched one episode randomly in November (got traumatized by Randall's leg) and decided to finally watch it (after seeing a post about love and monsters) a couple of weeks ago.
Safe to say that I've got an unhealthy obsession with pirates and stories about the sea that traces back when I was like four and not so able to draw, because while watching the series i put together a bibliography of medias that is quite long.
Is this related to what I think of the series? Maybe. Maybe it puts in perspective the obsession it rekindled.
Anyway. Black sails.
Beware, there'll be spoilers sprinkled down here.
I went in totally blind, besides Flint's queerness. I'm a simple woman, i love me a historical drama about pirates with a queer protagonist.
Flint's queerness - as I read somewhere here on Tumblr - is something fundamental in his development as a character, but also as a pirate. And with him being the protagonist of the story, I also thinks it drives a lot of the actual narrative of the series. Because of him being queer, of him being in love with another man, he became a pirate. He decided to retrieve that damn treasure.
So it's a series about a queer man, but not about the homophobia he experienced or experience. The show let us imagine, let us wonder why he decided to become a pirate.
But it lets us know that Flint loved a man.
You know, Flint loves a lot. I think he's not able not to. He cares, and hurts, but ultimately he loves a lot. We see it with basically every character he interacts with (besides poor billy, which is actually really funny to me.) He loves Miranda, respects Eleanor and Vane, loves deeply and unhealthily Silver and Madi.
Something I noticed is how much love there is, throughout the whole series. It's not just about the relationships between the characters (which are vital), but also about the kind of life they're living, about the love they have for Nassau. It's the true heart of the story. The characters do things out of love.
Flint manipulates the narrative in order to obtain his gold, yes, but he also does that in order to protect and save and help those who love. England betrayed him, so he became a pirate. Miranda - his tether to the memory of Thomas - got killed because of his love for her, because of her love for him, because of their hope. Silver and Madi, oh god. In the last season that particular relationship become something Shakespearian in its tragedy, in its inherent imbalance. But it's so full of love. In their scheming, in Flint's decision to help silver save Madi, in Madi's pain at the very end of the season, in silver's smile.
(I'll elaborate more in another post, but oh boy those three broke my heart in many many pieces)
And then there's the part of the story where every one of them is a monster of some kind. In the very last episode flint's tells silver how much every one of them is a monster in someone's story and that how they tell children to be scared of the darkness, because in the darkness live the monsters. And that is the second big theme of black sails. Being a monster. Being a pirate is something awful in the eyes of the British empire, but every character in this show is a monster of some kind. Flint, queer and pirate and scheming and wrathful. Silver, manipulator, scheming and later disabled. Vane, an ex slave turned pirate. Eleanor, woman, queer and super smart. I can go on, but I thing you got the gist. (Love is also monstrous)
And the very last thing in this very long ramble: the power of stories. Throughout the show we see characters hinting about being part of a story, part of something big, about having a "reputation to maintain", a "name to live in". It's almost like they know they're fictional. I felt the power of the stories: they can shape everything. Our present, our future, our past. We can do everything with a story. And my favourite thing was Silver. John Silver, the Long John Silver, starts his story with a lie. The character who's most shaped by the damned narrative is the one who refuses till the very last to tell us his story. I don't know him. I have no idea where he came from, but I saw him shape himself in a pirate, a cook, a quartiermaster, a leader and ultimately a legend. He goes around saying lies, manipulating, telling Flint I have no story to tell I think you know everything that's to known about me.
To end this too long of a ramble: black sails changed something fundamental in the way I see pirates and in the way I experience stories and in the way I shape my very own narrative. It also broke my heart, gave me brainworms and added eight books to my tbr. I don't regret nothing, but if you have some fic rec please give it to me. I miss them.
#black sails#madisilverflint#captain james flint#john silver#silverflint#the power of the stories is kind of killing me#i have so much to say#but alas it's late#eleanor guthrie#and her terrible choices#im not finished here#im not okay
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You ain’t gotta pray for me, me and my wild boy and all of this wild joy
a late post for day 9: “you’re married?” also kinda a follow-up to the bdilh comic
#zutara#atla#katara#zuko#atla fanart#zutara month#zutara month 2024#will post the rest of my zkmonth late!!!#also little insight on the process of drawing this the lighting is really intense cause the lyrics remind me of a really hot day#and she is drenched in sunlight ala zuko u know#my art#my comics
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once more around the sun!! :3
#mine#cats#happy new year!!! a little late but alas#i didnt like th colours here but now i love them hehehehehheheh#i hope everyone had a good holidays life development for me is i now like ice hockey#in my sports fan era...these greasy sweaty bloody white men...intrigue me#also i got a new diary!! im using th hobonichi cousin in kinda alarmed by it ngl a5 is a lot of space to fill#i tried the hobonichi techo a couple years ago n found it a rlly weird size 2 work in but now.........big page scawwy#im trying not 2 b too insane about it . like relax who cares#if i do cute spreads i will share them :3#also in th same vein im not setting a book goal this year !! tbh i surpassed my goal last year by a lot and wasnt stressed about it at All#but i get so guilty about not reading sometimes like girl . guilty to who? god? are we catholic now? get a grip#anyway anway im going to toot on my flute and then eat my weight in mac n cheese#love how i had to get a new cork in my flute bc i didnt play for like 10 months n th guy was like play regularly! n i was like yeh will do!#and then did not do that#alas...time escapes me
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Quinn Hughes. Norris Trophy winner.
Congrats, Captain!
#nhl#nhl hockey#nhl awards 2024#vancouver canucks#quinn hughes#hockeyedit#sportsedit#nhledit#flashing tw#*mygifs#i kno i posted this late#but here it is#alas! more hockey gifs!!
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09/01/2024
Please help us get our dogs speciality food!
I'm sorry to keep asking for help, but we've run out of food for my gfs service dog in training
His body is changing and he needs more food as he grows, I do not get paid until Thursday so this goal is very time sensitive! I do not want our big baby boy to go without food!! We need $70
CA: $lezsalt or $sleepyhen
VM: wildwotko
Dm 4 PPL
#sorry we are poor#i know ive been ebegging a lot lately but alas shit costs money and i dont make enough#please help#im worried about this boy
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Detectives. Arriving. On the scene.
I can't stop thinking about this game, I can't stop thinking about them, I have to play it at least 20 more times-
#Anatomy's wack I'm so sorry#Disco Elysium#Kim Kitsuragi#Harry Du Bois#Harrier Du Bois#Horrific Necktie#you'll be missed#Alas Im late to the party AND the revolution#nnobodiusart#added alt text
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It’s the perfect place for a picnic!
#sobbing about how much I love them#this scene is everything#this show is everything#it’s so good guys#I didn’t think I’d finish this today#but the fixation is going so strong yall#this was fun to draw- a lot of lighting things to deal with lol#still no fun fact but it’s fine dw abt it#uhhhh yeah#it’s so late and I needed to be asleep two hours ago#alas#I cannot deny the urdge to draw#(like actually tho)#anyways#cinderella’s castle spoilers#cinderella’s castle#cinderellas castle#cinderellas castle spoilers#cc spoilers#starkid spoilers#team starkid#Starkid#ella ashmore#justine grizzwald#lucy grizzwald#bryce charles#mariah rose faith#mariah rose faith casillas#lauren lopez#my art
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Despite all the commonly held beliefs about him, Atsumu is not a bad guy. He knows this because he hasn't moved from his spot at his desk once today. And sure, maybe his eyes wander over to you and his mind keeps conjuring vague questions about how your day is going—regardless, he's not going to budge. He may end up burning a hole into his math work sheet from his staring, but it's a small price to pay.
He's taken you for granted. After you got a boyfriend. Little ole you, who never quite changed from being a snot-nosed brat in his mind until all of a sudden you couldn't hang out. The space you used to occupy (somewhere between Suna and Samu) is conspicuously empty. It's not right.
You don't eat lunch together anymore: instead, your stupid boyfriend (he's in Kita-san's class, and not even that good-looking by the way) collects you and off you skip to some obscure corner of the school where you guys probably make eyes at each other over your bentos. You don't walk home with him and Samu these days, no it's Whatshisname doing it in their place while holding your hand and calling your name with sugary familiarity. Like that guy knows something he doesn't. Well, jokes on your boyfriend because Atsumu knows how ugly you are when you cry or how spine tingling your whoops of glee are, or how your eyes absolutely sparkle when you eat something you like. Atsumu is willing to bet a month's worth of Osamu's cooking this scrub doesn't even know what your favorite café order is.
Fuckin' ridiculous.
But what's Atsumu supposed to do about it?? If you like this guy seriously, it's the least he can do to not get in the way of you being happy.
Are you happy? You deserve it, more than most people, in his opinion. Life hasn't been super fair to you, so the least it can do is give you someone who treats you well. Yeah, maybe it's just the universe balancing itself. This thought sustains him for a little while as the days pass.
Until he misses a spike serve in a particularly spectacular fashion. The ball ricocheted off the wall and out of the open gym doors. He rounds the corner of the gym, snatching up the wayward ball, only to look up at a sound. On the other side of the chain link fence that separates the gyms from the fields is your boyfriend with his tongue down the throat of the captain of the soccer team.
A grin, all teeth, cracks across his face. He can hear his heartbeat in his ears as blood rushes to his brain. His breath becomes shorter, and he checks himself before he starts hyperventilating. Atsumu Miya is not a bad guy, really he's not. After all, who wouldn't be happy to get what they want?
#hq x reader#haikyuu x reader#miya atsumu x reader#haikyuu fanfiction#reader insert#atsumu x you#atsumu didnt realize maybe he had feelings until it was too late#and to be fair!!#he was willing to accept the L#alas this fucker in 3rd fumbled the bag and now atsumu gets to be the hero#what a win#inarizaki x reader#im doing aran next because yeah#ive been atsumu in this situation and it is in fact delicious#friends to lovers#call this a first love situation#atsumu x reader#hq atsumu#atsumu miya
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feast (ID in alt)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#tw blood#im posting this so late because october escaped me Suddenly.. hello....#i wanted to make it a photoset with this other vampire vw wip but i don't think i'm finishing it any time soon and the mood of it is#completely different anyway. also i don't think i ever shared anything about my vampire au on here !!! it's all old art by now so im shy lo#but maybe i'll do a photodump of it. long story short vash is a vampire since birth and ww is a human vampire hunter that turns during thei#travels together due to EoM experiments + getting vash to drink from him at some point.#humans turn once they get bitten but bc ww has been experimented on#& got bitten by a bunch of human turned vampires thruout his hunts he thought it wouldn't be a problem for vash to drink from him but alas.#theyre both ok though theyre traveling together definitely not hating themselves for what theyve become and feeling guilty for what theyve#done to each other. theyre completely normal about it. the biting part is really appealing to me in vampire aus so i draw it a lot but#in reality vash only drank from ww once and ww mightve done it twice under the realization he might actually die otherwise#since he wont drink from humans after being turned.... he's combatting the 5 stages of grief at all times#if this is all nonsense im sorry DMGKSDF I'M NOT good at explaining and this au came from nowhere in the depths of my mind its a mess#ruporas art
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They used to be so close
#luca au#sundrop#fnaf daycare attendant#moondrop#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#babies I love dearly#I feel like glaze really ruins the quality but alas#poor moon was all alone#so many abandonment issues#the chapter this month is gonna unfortunately be late#cause irl stuff is getting busy#but it is in the works#almost done really
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I manifested this at 3am last night and I don’t know how I feel about it but it exists now so this is my contribution for @jonmartinweek day 5, Criptids | Webs and Weaving <3333
Cue silly color palette moment
#this is absolutely not my cryptid Jon design it just looked cool when I was being fueled by nothing but late night impulse#I wanted to make him mothman Jon but alas#Martin’s feeling so silly#Jon’s looking at him!!! In love indeed#the magnus archives#the magnus archives jon#the magnus archives martin#jonmartinweek 2024#teaholding#jmart#tma jmart#eyes#so many eyes#tma major spoilers#tma spoilers#tma season 5#??? i think
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Silver + glasses = wise old man trope...
. this has been a wip for like. weeks - i had no energy left to finish it properly lol so i'm posting it as is-----
'bonus' (VERY. UNFINISHED- )
#twst#twisted wonderland#deuce spade#ram's art#i im not tagging anyone else actually--#this is so unfinished i just. didnt feel like finishing it---- it's been a wip for WAY too long rip#alas irl stuff has been ROUGH lately (i'm free again though so. hopefully the next art thing i post is like. actually finished---)#im so sad i didn't manage to get anything drawn for the white rabbit event in time :[[[[[#i loved it so muchhhhhhh and i got EVERY card for it!!!!!!!!!!!1 lets gooooooo!!!!!!!!#since there's a vil card for the scarabia hometown trip as a bonus for the rerun - i hope this event gets a bonus card in the future.....#yea - apparently there's no vignette for the bonus cards - but at least i get to see more of the costumes-!
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a scene from "shadow language" by @eyeldritch! when i tell you this fic has altered my brain chemistry. i had physical reactions in my ribcage while reading it. please everyone go over there and check it out!!! definitely one of the sweetest jarthur fics there are :)
(wip + sketches under the cut, click for hd)
fantastic gorgeous magnificent writing, this fic has been downloaded to my bedtime rereads folder <3
#im ngl im pretty happy with these!#working with a limited color palette was definitely an interesting challenge#jarthur#private eyes#privateeyes#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john doe malevolent#arthur lester#malevolent fanfic#fanfic recs#izel scribbles#artists on tumblr#sketchbook#traditional art#art#marker art#alcohol markers#colored pencil#mixed media#artists of tumblr#late night posting again alas#my best work
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you know what. I've overlooked the potential that cassius-caesar has for drama with some real bite to it. caesar was playing these men like a keyboard.
Now that there were several praetorships to be had, it was expected that the one of greatest dignity, that is, the praetorship of the city, would fall either to Brutus or to Cassius; and some say that the two men, who were already slightly at variance for other reasons, were still more estranged by this circumstance, although they were relatives, since Cassius was the husband of Junia, a sister of Brutus. But others say that this rivalry was the work of Caesar, who secretly favoured the hopes of each until, thus induced and incited, they entered into competition with one another
Plutarch, Brutus
⭐ places I’m at! bsky / pixiv / pillowfort /cohost / cara.app / tip jar!
#ignore. ignore that brown eyed girls' abracadabra is the reason i started thinking about this#like i get the serious motivation for caesar to play them against each other like this but part of me is also like. were you bored on#a thursday or something. top tier kontrabida behavior if im being honest. caesar for#1 kontrabida actually. kontrabida king of the late republic#i feel bad for not giving the crown to crassus but. alas!#komiks tag#roman republic tag#gaius cassius longinus#gaius julius caesar#drawing tag
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stargazing ⭐
happy [late] laven week!
#dgm#laven#lavenweek2023#lavi#allen walker#lavi bookman#d. gray man#I really promised myself I will do at least one artwork for laven week this year#i hope everyone is doing well in the laven fam#wanted to do the happy artwork but i'm not really in a happy place lately#anyways it was supposed to be ready for day 4: night + stars but alas#i am just glad i managed to do anything even though i missed all of the possible deadlines ;;#mizunoir
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don’t worry claudeleine I’LL save you *runs and trips directly into metal trashcans, to cacophonous effect*
#ANYHOO madeleine should make them matching suits. Madeline should share Claudia’s lipstick.#fellas is that gay. to blend your lipstick with someone else’s li—#iwtv#my art#ran out of meds last month and was late for pride again….alas…#claudia#claudia iwtv#madeleine#madeleine iwtv#claudeleine#interview with the vampire#iwtv season 2#maybe they don’t give Louis closure maybe they just run directly to Brazil and eat nazis. fuck if I know#I also know their thing is yellow. I just got attached to red-claudia.#edit: didn’t realize I put them in a shaft of light.#it’s just that I’ve done vamps under streetlamps for like. cool multiply layer usage. THIS MIGHTVE NOT BEEN THE TIME FOR THAT.
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