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TXT MOST MEMORABLE SEX – Story #4: TAEHYUN (Pt. 2/2)

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Story: Taehyun’s dreams are realized when he has sex with Jessica Ho.

Type: UNCONVENTIONAL/WILD

Content: Chained to a bed, Spanking, Strap-on, Big dick, Missionary, Female orgasm, Cumshot, Hints of gay

Word Count: 7,127 (9,765 including Part 1)

Members: Taehyun, (Soobin)

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Story #4: TAEHYUN (Part 2 of 2)

When Taehyun returned to the hotel room Soobin was sound asleep. He was laying naked on his stomach, the duvet covering his bare ass and legs. The room was dank and smelly, and Soobin's body was exhausted. His night with Jessi had been quite extraordinary.

After she left him drained and satisfied, Soobin had called and texted his friend for hours. Taehyun had largely ignored him, and only sent a single text in return: “I'm fine, out for a walk, don't worry about me. Go to sleep.”

It was now dawn. Jessi was long since gone and Taehyun knew this. But for hours, he hadn't been able to shake the image and vision of Soobin naked in bed with her, and the faint sounds through the door, of the hot sex they had. It hurt. He did feel better after the long nighttime stroll, and the tears had dried up, but he wasn't ready to face his friend. He was glad to find Soobin asleep.

Get over yourself, Taehyun tried to tell himself. You don't even know her!

It was easier said than done. Jessi's eccentric personality and sex appeal had really taken hold of him. His youthful crush had come as a painful surprise.

Now, he felt numb. He tried to ignore Soobin's light snoring on the bed, and push away the mental image of what had happened in the sheets just hours earlier.

Quietly, he undressed in the dark and crawled into his own bed. He was mentally and physically exhausted.

In less than a minute, Taehyun too had passed out. He would ask Soobin all about what had happened in good time, and depending on the situation might even reveal his thoughts and feelings on the matter. But all that could wait. For now, he just wanted to forget that the evening ever happened.

Soobin, Yeonjun, Beomgyu and Hueningkai had breakfast in a secluded corner of the hotel restaurant. “It was fucking great!” Soobin exclaimed when Yeonjun asked him about Jessi, and the sex he had just learned that Soobin had with her. “I have never been with anyone like her before. She… she knew things. It was as if she could read my mind.”

He was genuinely ecstatic, happy about the whole thing and eager when he talked about it. The boys around him all had huge grins on their faces, listening intently to Soobin going on about how Jessi had come on to him, how she had ended up in his bed, and what they had done to each other while she was there. Oversharing was an understatement, though perhaps it was to be expected considering how close the boys were.

When Taehyun came down to join them he looked as though he hadn't slept at all. He had, but far from long enough, and his mind had been plagued by dreams.

Hueningkai was the first to spot him. “Morning,” he said cheerfully.

“Morning,” Taehyun said and yawned. He pulled out a chair and sat down next to Beomgyu, but didn't look up from the table.

“I'm so sorry about last night,” Soobin said. “I thought you'd be at the restaurant for longer. I didn't mean for you to see that.”

His tone of voice did sound sincere. Taehyun didn't respond.

“Soobin told us what happened,” Hueningkai said and giggled. “Freakin’ Jessi! We're all jealous right now.”

Jealous was exactly the word Taehyun would use to describe what he was feeling, but in a very different context. Hurt and betrayed was also accurate, though he had no rational reason to feel this way. Soobin was a grown man, Taehyun had never said a word about how smitten he was by Jessi, and he had no claim over her.

“How did it happen anyway?” he finally asked. He wanted to appear unfazed and casual, and even dared to look up and face Soobin's satisfied grin.

“I was just telling them about that. We talked a bit before the interview. She gave me her number. After the interview, before we left, she asked what hotel we were staying at and if she could come over. I said yes.”

“Of course you did!” Yeonjun exclaimed. “We were all drooling over her and any one of us would have done the same thing. You lucky bastard.”

“She's so old though,” Beomgyu said and frowned.

Soobin sneered. “I'm telling you, it was the best sex I've ever had. She's so confident. She did things to me I've never even imagined. It really was incredible!”

Taehyun suddenly wanted to get up and leave, desperately. If only his friends knew how he felt, and how much it pained him to hear Soobin talk like this, maybe they'd shut up. But Soobin didn't know, and he had no reason to suspect it.

Instead, Taehyun sat in silence, forced to play along and pretend to be happy for his friend. Only he didn't do a very god job at it.

“Are you okay?” Hueningkai asked when he noticed Taehyun's strained expression.

“Yeah,” Taehyun lied. ”I just… Why did you lie about it?”

Soobin raised his head and looked at him. “Lied?”

“I mean, why did you keep it a secret? Why didn't you tell us why you didn't want to eat with us?”

Soobin sighed and leaned back in his seat. “I don't know,” he said. “It felt… unprofessional. Wrong. I wasn't sure how you guys would react.”

”Are you joking? We'd high-five you of course,” Yeonjun said and laughed out loud. He too leaned back, and smiled as he envisioned the sexy, older woman naked. “You fucked Jessica Ho. I salute you man.”

“Don't talk like that,” Taehyun said and rolled his eyes. The anger in his voice took the boys by surprise, but they all knew that he was right. To them, Jessi was a sex symbol to be desired and she played that role well, but she was also a person.

“Yeah,” Soobin said. “She's really nice. Don't be disrespectful, okay?”

“I'm just saying,” Yeonjun said. “You're lucky. We would all have jumped at the chance. There's nothing wrong in admitting that, is there?”

No one had a chance to respond though, because Taehyun suddenly stood up. He hadn't even ordered any food yet. Without a word, he pulled out his chair and walked away from the table.

“What happened?” Beomgyu asked and looked at Soobin as if he would have the answer.

Soobin had a concerned expression on his face. “I don't know,” he said. “I kept him up and he got back very late. I think he went for a walk, but he didn't return even when I called to say that Jessi had left.”

“I'm sure he's fine,” Yeonjun said. “Maybe he's just horny from all this talk and needs to jerk off.”

The boys laughed, but none of them actually found it funny. It was clear that something was on Taehyun's mind, and Soobin especially was mature enough to realize this.

He would have to talk to his friend later. For now, his spent and satisfied body needed fuel, and he was eager for his hearty breakfast order to arrive.

*****

Taehyun was in the shower when Soobin returned to the room the two of them shared. When the former came out in only his underwear, he found Soobin lounging on his bed.

“Can you get off?” Taehyun asked, and it came out ruder than he had intended it to.

Soobin sat up straight. “What's up?” he asked. “I'm sorry I kicked you out last night.”

“You didn't,” Taehyun pointed out. “I chose to leave.”

Taehyun put on a t-shirt and glared at his friend.

“Why?” Soobin asked. It was perhaps an odd question because why would Taehyun stay when Soobin was balls deep inside a woman? Any of the friends would show their room mate the same courtesy. But there was definitely something up, and Soobin was genuinely concerned about it.

“It's just… I don't know. I really liked Jessi. Maybe I did get a bit jealous.”

“Oh,” Soobin said. The thought that Taehyun might be into the older woman hadn't even occurred to him. “I'm sorry. It didn't mean anything. It was just sex.”

“That doesn't make me feel better,” Taehyun said. He sat down next to his friend on the bed.

Soobin looked worried, regretful even. “Yeah… I guess it wouldn't. I really am sorry, I wouldn't have brought her over if I knew.”

“I dunno… It felt terrible when I saw you together. I was surprised, and hurt.”

“Is that why you disappeared for so long?”

“Yeah. I needed some space. And time. I feel better now, I promise. It's not like you slept with my girlfriend or anything.”

Soobin didn't know what to say. He knew that he hadn't done anything wrong. But he hated knowing that his friend was hurt by the situation. If he could go back in time the evening would have played out very differently.

“You know,” he said, “Jessi asked about you after you left. I didn't think much of it at the time, but I got the feeling she wanted you to stay. She's freaky! I'm sure she would have loved a threesome.”

Taehyun actually laughed at the idea. To his surprise, it didn't make him feel worse. It even eased his mind.

“Can you imagine that?” Taehyun asked. “There's no way I'd have sex with you though.”

Soobin laughed too, but more so out of relief that Taehyun had opened up, and that they could clear the air. There were no hard feelings between them.

“Me neither,” he said. “But hey, I promise I'll never see her again, okay?”

“Why, did she ask you to?”

“No. But if she did. I'll block her number if you want me to.”

“No, don't do that.”

This is when the day took a turn, and a twist happened with a timing that almost seemed too good to be true. Soobin's pants started vibrating, and when he casually took out his phone from the pocket, he stared at Taehyun with a mix of surprise and horror on his face.

“What?” Taehyun asked curiously. Soobin showed him the screen. “Oh.”

“I won't answer,” Soobin said.

Taehyun then made a spontaneous decision, one that would prove to be the best thing he could possibly have done.

“Can I?” he asked with a grin. It was partly meant as a joke, but at the same time a part of him really wanted to. “We're all friends, aren't we?”

Soobin wanted to appear as casual about the whole thing as he could. It wasn't a big deal. He held out the phone, offering his friend to take it.

It was hard to read Taehyun's expression when he answered it. “Soobin's phone,” he said and tried to smile. On the inside, he was suddenly incredibly nervous.

What followed was a very brief conversation. Soobin sat in silence and just watched.

“With Soobin?” Taehyun asked.

He looked at his friend to let him in on the conversation and continued: “Without Soobin? No, I can't do that.”

This caught Soobin's attention. Was Jessi asking his friend out? He motioned for Taehyun to let him listen in.

“Tell her yes,” he mouthed and smiled wide. “I swear, it's fine by me.”

Taehyun hesitated for a moment. “Alright,” he finally said out loud. “Yeah, see you tonight.”

When they hung up, Soobin's face lit up. He was genuinely happy for his friend. “I didn't hear, where did she say?” he asked.

“The lobby bar.”

“Where people can see?”

Taehyun gave his friend a crooked smile. They both felt certain that drinks in the lobby was not what Jessi was really after. Taehyun certainly hoped that there was more. Young, naive and horny, he felt a tingle between his legs just thinking about it.

“I'll stay away then,” Soobin promised with a smile of approval.

Taehyun might have been too smitten to think straight. There was nothing normal about any of this, about the potential of sleeping with his best friend's sexual partner. He felt incredibly lucky to have been in the room when she called, and how things played out so well to his advantage. But he probably should never have agreed to the date.

Soobin was the one who had encouraged it though. Taehyun wanted it, Jessi seemed to want it too, and they were all adults. Soobin repeated several times that it was fine.

And that's how the young Taehyun landed a date with the charismatic and significantly older Jessica Ho, a woman he had only just met the day before through a professional work engagement, and who had just spent the night with his colleague and best friend.

No, there was nothing normal about this at all. It was wrong on so many levels. And Taehyun was so excited he couldn't think of anything else, to the point that he was completely oblivious to the fact that Soobin was far from okay with it despite claiming that he was.

When Taehyun got out of bed to get dressed, Soobin's heart sank a little. The idea of his friend getting down and dirty with the woman he himself had just had did not feel good at all.

Foreplay starts here...

Finding himself alone in a room with Jessi was Taehyun's biggest dream at the moment. But when it became reality, it was also his greatest fear. He had never felt as awkward as he did at this time.

Jessi, however, was not one to feel insecure. She was confident, took initiative, and didn't appear to be embarrassed or worried about anything – just as Soobin had described her.

It was thanks to her straight-forward and unfazed personality that Taehyun only felt out of place for a short time. Within minutes of them being alone in the privacy of his hotel room, Taehyun and Jessi were making out as if they had done it a million times before.

Taehyun had three things going for him: First and foremost, he was an incredibly sexy man. Soobin was good looking, of course, but Jessi found Taehyun to be next level. His adorable face and a surprisingly manly and muscular body was a winning combo. He had broad shoulders and a skinny waist, distinct muscles but a humble demeanor.

Second, he appeared shy but willing to explore. He wasn't the one to take the first or even the next step, but he also wasn't one to back away. When Jessi took charge, touched him in a new place, or came up with a suggestion, Taehyun was immediately onboard. He didn't seem shy at all when things got real.

Third, he had a huge dick. For a Korean man of a relatively short height and no sizable features beyond his muscular physique, this surprised Jessi quite a bit – in the best possible way.

She had expected something average, maybe on the smaller side. Instead, what she got was premium plus. XL. A dick and body of the deluxe edition. It took her by surprise, but if there was something Jessi knew it was that – at least for her – size definitely did matter.

“Oh my,” she exclaimed when Taehyun presented himself naked to her. For a moment he blushed, but the second the older woman pulled him closer and his hard dick brushed against her body, he was so mesmerized that he quickly forgot all about how lucky he was to even be in her presence.

It did feel surreal though. Jessi was sitting on the edge of the bed, legs spread wide and with a reassuring smile on her face. He was naked in front of her. How the hell did this just happen? he wondered.

Jessi would have guessed that Taehyun was on deep water, and that he would struggle to figure out what to do. She knew that she could be intimidating. Taehyun, however, kept on surprising her. He was standing by the foot of the bed, and as soon as the initial blush settled, he practically attacked the woman in front of him. He lounged toward her and kissed her on the mouth, and pushed her down on her back on the mattress.

“Oh my,” Jessi repeated and giggled. For the first time in her life, or at least in many years, she was the one who felt self-aware and submissive. Things were usually the other way around, and Soobin had acted like a bewildered and inexperienced school boy in comparison.

Taehyun wasn't sure what came over him. All he knew was that he was horny as hell, had the woman of his dreams practically naked in his bed, and that Soobin's stories of his time with her would be a dream come true if they happened to him too. In hindsight, he realized that maybe he had something to prove, if not to Soobin and their friends then to himself.

Taehyun was eager and impatient, and nothing would stop him from having a good time. Maybe he felt like he had something to prove to her too, the woman he fancied so and wanted to impress.

Jessi, however, was not one to submit herself to anyone else. When Taehyun attacked her, she quickly reclaimed her position of power.

Taehyun climbed on top of her and she abruptly pushed him aside. He rolled on his side next to her, while she sat back up and slid her panties down. If Taehyun was so eager, she'd give him exactly what he wanted.

She kicked the panties to the floor, and quickly reached back to undo her bra. She enjoyed being the one in command, and the object of desire to whichever man she was with. Taehyun's eyes on her body when her boobs were revealed made her feel young and good about herself. She loved being the one in control, and could surely tame the young Taehyun too. She was determined to succeed in making him bewildered and confused about how to act and react.

When she was completely naked, Taehyun made another attempt to be closer to her. She stopped him with a hand firmly planted on his pumping chest.

Without a word, she pushed Taehyun away and stood up. It was time for her to take charge and reclaim control of the situation. She realized that she had to work harder for it, but it was time for Taehyun to experience the same sensation she had given Soobin. It required a new level of initiative on her part.

“Down,” she said sternly. Taehyun wasn't entirely sure what she meant, but he quickly calmed himself and lay on his back.

Naked, wet and determined to take control, Jessi stood and smiled in front of him. “Move back,” she said.

Taehyun slid further up on the bed, until his head hit the bed frame. It was plain and made of wood, but had a decorative pole at either end.

Jessi suddenly turned around and walked away from him. For a second, Taehyun was confused. Did she want to stop? Had he done something wrong? For the first time since he undressed he felt really unsure of himself, and that was exactly what Jessi wanted.

She bent down to open the bag she had come with. Taehyun stretched his neck and squinted to get a better view of the sexy body hunching down on his floor.

When Jessi stood up, he relaxed himself and tried hard to appear casual. But he failed miserably when he realized what Jessi had in mind. In her hands, she was holding two sets of hand cuffs.

She didn't even ask permission. Without a word and with the same kind of eagerness Taehyun had showcased less than two minutes prior, Jessi climbed into the bed, spread her legs wide, and crawled on top of her victim. Taehyun lay motionless and wide-eyed on the bed, his large and rock hard dick throbbing on his stomach.

Jessi's groin pressed down on it. Taehyun closed his eyes when he felt her close proximity, and her thighs and knees squeezed against his tiny torso.

Jessi grabbed his arm and pulled it. She cuffed his wrist before Taehyun even realized what on earth was going on. She forcefully attached his hand to the bed post.

She glanced at Taehyun's face to make sure he was okay with the situation. He wasn't smiling, but his wide open mouth and lustful eyes told her all she needed to know.

She grabbed his other arm and repeated the process. Before he knew it, Taehyun was chained to the bed as though he had been crucified. It was far from what he had imagined would happen, and the idea had never crossed his mind before in his whole life. But he absolutely loved the way it made him feel.

When she was done, Jessi abruptly climbed off her victim. She got out of the bed and stood by Taehyun's feet. He stared in amazement at her large bosom. Watermelons, he thought. Yes, I want some!

She smiled wide, a naughty expression that was more about power and control than it was about being seductive. Taehyun's surprised yet approving expression was a huge turn-on for her.

But not as much as the whole situation was a turn-on for him. Being cuffed to a bed made Taehyun feel incredibly exposed. He was unable to move his arms more than a few centimeters. He was stuck, naked and exposed, submissive to the woman who now had all the power. It was a brand new feeling, but he absolutely loved it.

“Is this okay?” Jessi asked. Despite it all, the last thing she wanted was to make Taehyun feel uncomfortable.

“Yeah,” Taehyun whispered. He cleared his throat and repeated the word, in an effort to appear as though this wasn't his first rodeo. “Yeah!”

That was the last word either of them spoke before Taehyun orgasmed and shot is load all over Jessi's stomach. The road to that moment took them a good hour to reach. It was the most incredible, sensational and memorable hour of sex Taehyun had ever experienced.

Chained to the bed and unable to do anything, he wondered what would happen next. He didn't have to wonder long, however, as Jessi quickly kneeled by the foot of the bed and bent forward.

My God he's huge, she thought when she reached for Taehyun's massive cock.

Holy fuck! Taehyun thought when he felt her firm grip around his thick shaft. Though she never said anything about it, he could tell that the woman was impressed by his unique organ, and that made him feel incredibly good about himself.

Surely Soobin hadn't been able to impress her like that. At least he hoped so, and he was deeply convinced of it in the moment.

That was the last time Soobin crossed his mind for the next half hour or so. When Jessi leaned forward, stroke his cock and kissed it, Taehyun was transported to a different world. Her world.

Everything and everyone outside the room seized to exist. When he felt her wet lips on his cock he entered dream land. He was in for quite a ride, and Jessi had a lot in store for him. The cuffs and her mouth tightly wrapped around his magnificent dick were just the humble beginnings.

Sex starts here...

Taehyun was on all four and moaned loudly when Jessi spanked his ass. There was already a bright red imprint from the palm of her hand on his cheek. He had submitted himself entirely to her, and simply went along with whatever she wanted to do to him next.

Jessi had a strap-on fixed to her body. It was a leather-like pair of panties with a silicon dick attached to the front. Taehyun had never seen one before in his life. Now, he was about to have his ass penetrated by one.

Jessi had already lubricated the fake cock with a gel from a tube she had pulled out from her bag of sex toys. And, she had already stretched Taehyun's pink hole wide with her fingers for the last thirty minutes. It was the first time Taehyun had another human in his ass, but they were long since past the point of setting boundaries. In fact, to his surprise he quite liked the sensation.

Now, the busty woman positioned herself behind her boy toy. She put a hand in Taehyun's inner thigh and he immediately got the hint. He spread his legs wide, pushed his chest against the mattress, and removed the pillow under his head to still be able to breathe.

At first, he felt the silicon tip play around his hole. Then, he grimaced and groaned when the head stretched it wide. Finally, he moaned softly when Jessi penetrated him from behind.

The lube helped a lot. Jessi's foreplay had loosened him up, both physically and mentally. Taehyun had heard that a man's g-spot was in his ass, and that knowledge was a part of the reason why he even allowed the woman to push his limits to this point in the first place.

The penetration was quite painful. The silicone dick was only half his own size, and the material was soft and flexible, but Taehyun had never been impaled before. He worked hard not to make his pain too obvious, afraid he'd scare the woman off. Of course, had asked her to stop, Jessi would have obliged in an instant.

This is fucking insane, he thought. What the hell is this? Did she really do this to Soobin? Does Soobin like this shit?

It had all happened so quickly, in the span of thirty minutes. But he didn't stop her, and at the end of the day he was glad that he didn't. Once the lubed strap-on was fully inside him, and Jessi began rocking her hips back and forth, Taehyun was genuinely surprised by how amazing it all felt. The rumor about the g-spot was true.

As Jessi fucked him gently from behind, Taehyun experienced a sensation he had never before imagined. What he felt was unlike any orgasm his dick could ever produce. In fact, he grew slack during the act, as his blood left his cock and was put to more immediate use elsewhere in his body.

His heart was beating fast. His ass worked hard to keep the pain in check. The silicone cock that stretched his hole and rubbed repeatedly against his walls made him feel things he had never even imagined.

Jessi too got an enormous pleasure out of the situation. While her make-shift dick was fake, it felt incredibly real. In her mind, she was experiencing a sensation similar to that a man would feel when he's inside a woman. It was not by chance that she had brought the strap-on in the first place. It was one of her favorite sex toys, and she was thrilled to have found a man who was willing to let her use it on him.

The act of fucking someone with it, however, could not actually make her come. It could only take her so far. That's why, fourth-five minutes into their hour long sex act, Jessi pulled out.

Taehyun was actually a bit disappointed at first. He had grown accustomed to the sensation, and had discovered the g-spot he didn't even know for sure that he had. Had Jessi continued a little longer he might even have orgasmed and come hands-free, in a way only the most experimental gays know is possible.

Of course Taehyun wasn't gay. And that never happened. But it didn't matter, because Jessi hadn't even begun to give Taehyun the sensational treatment she gave Soobin only twenty-four hours ago.

The strap-on was skillfully removed and put aside. Taehyun, who had already been freed from his cuffs and had his dick sucked, quickly rolled on his back again.

He wanted to see the woman. All of her. He wanted to fuck her, but also to love her. He wanted to touch every inch of her sexy body, and have his way with her in ways he had never been with a woman before.

What Jessi did to him was more than a little out of his league. As much as he enjoyed it, it wasn't what he had expected nor wanted. She somehow seemed to know this, as if she could read his mind.

She had her fun, freaky as she was. Now it was time to make Taehyun feel as though he was the man in their sexual relationship.

*****

Just over an hour into their hot time in the sheets, Jessi was on her back and Taehyun was sweating profusely. His hair was wet and sticky, clinging to his face as though he just got out of the shower.

Jessi had her legs spread wide and Taehyun had his dick deep inside her. Her aging pussy was wide and floppy, but the sheer size of Taehyun's cock filled her up nicely. Her lips stretched as wide as only her largest dildo had ever stretched them. Soobin had certainly not managed to pleasure her like that, and Taehyun was not the only one who was shocked and positively surprised by this night.

The most pleasant surprise to Jessi, however, was not how big Taehyun was. It was how skilled he was at using the tools at his disposal.

Not only did he fuck her slow but passionately, edging her on like few men ever had. In fact, she had grown accustomed in recent years to her lovers coming inside her mere minutes after they penetrated her. There was a downside to her sex appeal.

He was also a natural when it came to touch. Taehyun's hands and body on Jessi's skin made her feel more desired than ever. There was something about the way he put his hands on her, the way he caressed her boobs and thighs and stomach so lovingly but firmly. He achieved just the right pressure to make her feel as though she was the love of his life. In his mind, she was.

As confident and sexually prominent as Jessi appeared to be, what she really wanted was to feel loved. Soobin had given her a sense of that, but not nearly enough. Taehyun's way of handling her, however, made her feel just that, and neither of them understood that a major reason why their sex was so good and memorable was precisely because Taehyun's heart was totally committed to their otherwise superficial relationship.

The man had a massive crush on his lover and he knew that. Just how deep said crush went and how important it was to their sexual connection, however, was something neither of them fully appreciated.

It was deep though, and it was important. Taehyun felt it too. When he rocked his body and rolled his hips, pushing his organ repeatedly into the woman, he felt a sexual satisfaction unlike any sex he had ever had before. He wasn't inexperienced, but he wasn't wild in bed either. Now, plain old sex with no fuzz and frills made him feel things he had never felt before. The way he fucked her was erotic and absolutely sensational, to both of them.

Whether Jessi actually came or not would forever remain a mystery to Taehyun. It was not a mystery, however, how she reacted and behaved when he pleasured her. Jessi was moaning loudly to the point where she was almost screaming, and the sounds made Taehyun go wild inside.

Jessi's orgasm was actually real. Why Taehyun questioned it wasn't certain, but it could be because he had never made a woman come before. Or maybe her earlier antics made him believe that she was the type of person to exaggerate, also in bed.

The orgasm presented itself in more ways than just loud noises. Jessi aided Taehyun's erotic motions by rolling her own hips too, making him thrust even deeper inside her. Their rhythm and pace were totally in sync, perhaps another reason why they felt so connected and their sex felt so exceptional.

But when her orgasm neared, she froze. For the first time, Taehyun felt as though he was the one in control. That's because he was. Jessi was completely surprised by it, but the truth is that Taehyun had managed to get her – the most sexually confident woman he had ever met – to feel like a young girl lucky enough to have sex with her idol, her bias.

That's exactly what Jessi felt, and it came as a shock to her. Taehyun was so good in bed, and they were such a perfect match, that she felt like a teenager again. Taehyun was not the only one who would think back on this night as the most memorable sexual experience ever.

When Jessi's orgasm hit her and her body froze, the screamed so loud it made Taehyun worry about the neighbours. There was no way their sex wasn't heard by people in the adjacent rooms. Who knows, maybe Soobin was sitting outside in the hallway, listening and crying?

In didn't matter in the least. Taehyun was so into what they were doing that he didn't care. All he wanted to do was to bust inside the woman, to finally come into her wet pussy just as he had dreamed of since they first met little more than a day ago.

But he knew he couldn't. Could you imagine that? Taehyun, the second youngest member of TXT, planting his seeds inside the famous rapper more than a decade older than himself? If he got her pregnant it wouldn't just be a national scandal and the potential end to his career. It would be an awkward thing to explain to Soobin, one of Taehyun's closest friends.

No, coming inside the woman was out of the question. They were already taking a huge risk by having unprotected sex, with a real dick unlike the silicone strap-on.

That's why, at the one hour and six minute mark, Taehyun abruptly raised his body, sat up straight with his thighs spread wide, and pulled out.

Jessi immediately understood what was about to happen. She raised her head on the bed and stared straight down between her legs, at Taehyun's huge cock.

The second Taehyun's head slid out from the tight grasp of Jessi's lips, he grabbed the shaft and jerked it fast. Jessi had her mouth wide open and the rocking motions of her hips never fully stopped. She kept thrusting her groin against Taehyun's cock and balls, while he grimaced and pleasured himself with his hand.

Taehyun was already on the edge, so much at the brink of explosion that the masturbation only lasted for less than five seconds. His broad shoulders and buff chest were vibrating, and his stiff arm was shaking, until he abruptly reached the tipping point and erupted just above Jessi's own toned stomach.

The orgasm he felt was so strong it made his neck lock itself and his muscles cramp. A strong headache immediately came on as a result of the tension. The explosion had built up for so long his balls were completely full, and the release happen with such a force that the load shot further than he had ever imagined it would.

The sperm catapulted out from the tip of Taehyun's cock like bullets from a paint gun. It sprayed across Jessi's stomach and some reached her large breasts. She panted heavily and smiled wide when the hot white liquid drenched her body, and she instinctively began to smear the seeds all over herself.

Taehyun briefly opened his eyes. The sight of the woman using his cum as a moisturizer turned him on so bad he thought his body would burst altogether.

But it didn't. Instead, he was suddenly overcome with a sense of relaxation, and a relief that felt so good the world's best spa treatment would be miles away from having the same effect.

His muscles quickly softened. Some more sperm dripped out. He never stopped jerking the shaft with his hand, and Jessi never stopped thrusting her hips, until they were both certain they had already passed the peak of their performance.

By the time the display was over, Jessi's front was completely covered in cum, and Taehyun's hand was soaked. He couldn't recall ever producing so much sperm or experiencing an orgasm so intense before, not with another woman nor on his own.

His ass was still sore and painful, but his g-spot was still satisfied and fully powered. Perhaps the sensation of Jessi's strap-on was a significant reason why the release was so strong and good, despite the time that had passed since she pulled it out and took it off. Regardless, the whole evening was a new world that Taehyun had been exposed to, and it felt amazing.

Holy fuck! I know what Soobin was talking about. She's insane!

Jessi stopped screaming when no more cum came out of the impressive organ between her legs. She stopped humping the man and threw her head back on the mattress.

Taehyun too stopped moving his hand, and lightened the grip around his cock. He kept his fingers loosely wrapped around it though, even when he leaned forward and collapsed in his lover's arms.

For several minutes the couple just lay there. They were both breathing heavily as the sweat dried up and their bodies became cold.

Taehyun was smiling wide by Jessi's ear. This was the best sex he had ever had, and the experience was far beyond what Soobin had described. Jessi sure was full of surprises.

Taehyun woke up abruptly when the door to the hotel room opened. For a second he wondered what time it was, what day it was, and thought it was housekeeping coming in to clean.

It was not housekeeping, and he had only been asleep for an hour. It was in the middle of the night, and this became apparent when Soobin turned on the light to be able to see his own hand in front of him, but snuck inside on light steps as though he didn't want to wake his friend up.

Soobin had not, however, expected to see Jessi still in Taehyun's bed. The thought that Jessi was still there hadn't even occurred to him. He had blindly assumed that unless he heard sounds of sex, if Taehyun was done with his lover, Jessi would be long since gone. When he himself had come in a condom inside her, and they were both satisfied, she had been out of there before he could even close his eyes.

In Taehyun's case, however, Jessi had no intention to leave at all. She wanted to stay indefinitely, to live a life naked and full of passion, restrained to a hotel room, just eating, sleeping and fucking Taehyun with his large dick and the incredible touch of his hands. She wanted the moment to last for as long as possible, or at least for a few weeks.

It took Soobin a moment to realize that Taehyun was not alone. When he met his friend's bewildered gaze and saw his shirtless upper body, he knew that Taehyun had indeed had a great night. But it wasn't until he noticed the bump under the duvet beside the man that he realized that Jessi had never left.

When he did, an enormous pain shot through Soobin's body. He instantly recalled his own incredible night with the sexually charged woman, and the idea that Taehyun was now the one in bed with her was surprisingly excrutiating.

“Sorry,” Soobin whispered.

“It's okay,” Taehyun said.

That was the extent of their conversation, as Taehyun quickly lay back down and wrapped his arms around his lover, and Soobin turned off the light and crawled into his own bed.

From that moment, both men lay awake all night. But neither said a word about what they were actually thinking or feeling.

By the time Jessi woke up the following morning, Soobin had already left the room, and Taehyun was impossible to wake up. She decided that it was best to just leave. She had gotten more than what she came there for, and though she would likely never see either of them again, she would never forget the wonderful time she had with the young, hot superstars.

*****

It was not without a significant amount of jealousy and pain that Soobin listened to Taehyun tell his tale with an ecstatic enthusiasm. In fact, though he had himself encouraged his friend to hook up with the woman and assured both Taehyun and himself that it was no big deal, the whole thing made him feel awful. He would have been happier if he had kept Jessi to himself.

Taehyun, however, had forgotten all about the pain he felt when he walked in on Soobin naked in the sheets with the woman of his dreams. The time when he cried in the hallway outside their shared hotel room felt like a distant memory. All he remembered now was how amazing Jessi had been, and how how good she had made him feel.

“Fuck you guys,” Yeonjun said and leaned far back in his chair. “I'd kill to have sex with her.”

“But she's old!” Beomgyu exclaimed and frowned, for the second day in a row.

“She is hot though,” Hueningkai chipped in absentmindedly.

So hot! Soobin thought.

Am I in love? Taehyun wondered.

Neither of the two spoke their thoughts out loud. They kept their dreams to themselves and stuck to the sexual details. But if anything was clear and obvious, it was that Jessi had given Soobin an experience unlike any he had ever had before, and that Taehyun had discovered a whole new side to his sex life. The impact Jessi had on TXT was far beyond what the cameras caught during their interview, and Taehyun evolved from a boy to a man who knew exactly what he wanted and preferred – sexually and emotionally.

Few people had an impact on the boys as great as the one Jessi had. Yet none of them ever saw her in person again. It was a bitter sweet experience, but at least to Taehyun the sweetness far outweighed the bitterness. He would never forget her, and whether with women or men, his sex life from this point on would be so much more adventurous.

He did occasionally worry about Soobin's feelings, but only fleetingly. The older woman stuck on him, and he would always remember her as one of the best experiences of his youth.

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WHY DON’T YOU LOVE ME BACK? // M.YG angst (Suga)

Summary: You finally had your debut with your girl group with Big Hit entertainment. That was your absolute biggest dream but what happens when you have to decide now? Do you want to live your idol life and let the love of your life go for it? Or do you decide for the life of your life?

Word count: 5k

Genre: angst

warnings: established relationship / swearing / soft yoongi / mentioning of breakups / mentioning of suicide/death

Pairing: Yoongi!idol x female idol!reader

A/N: Hello guuuuys! Today I hope very much that you will like this one here! I didn't get any requests so I want to say it again one more time: FEEL FREE TO SEND ME YOUR REQUESTS!!! 😟🥺It’s my second fanfic on this blog I worked very hard on it so I really really hope you guys will enjoy it. If you guys think I could do anything better or you have another preferences please let me know. I’d be very happy if you guys leave a like so I know you read it and liked it. Another note: English is not my first language I’m very sorry if you guys find any mistakes.. 💔

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5th December 2020

What could be better than having a debut just before the year ends? My group and I were supposed to have our debut much earlier but that was postponed due to the COVID pandemic so it was complicated to have a debut this year but nevertheless our company managed to give us a debut before the year ends and I really have to say it's the best thing that could ever happen to me!

My dream has finally come true. How long was I a trainee? Exactly. Six years. Six freaking years I was hidden behind the scenes of my big and famous company. It feels really shitty to be in the shadow of two famous groups in South Korea. Don't get me wrong I'm a really big fan of BTS and TXT but we got tired of being told that we're going to make our debut but at the end we didn’t. I know the guys from BTS and TXT personally and we all get along super well even the other members of my group. But to be honest BTS and TXT couldn't wait for our debut to happen and finally it's here (y/g/n) finally gets the recognition.

31st December 2020

Of course our lives have changed dramatically since we made our debut. Of course it's much harder to go out alone now than before. Before I was a nobody. No one knew me but now I don't even dare to go alone to the convenient store that is just around the corner of our dorm. You might think I'm exaggerating a bit but no, unfortunately it's the truth. Nevertheless, I don't want to spoil my idol life. After our debut we had a lot of promotions and interviews. But even before that we didn't have much time because we had to shoot our music video and photo shoots and we were all sent to the hairdresser because our old look was officially bye bye. I’m happy with my new look I think I look so beautiful I can't believe what a haircut and a nice makeup can do to a person.

Today is the 31st of December. New Year's Eve! New year takes place in less than 24 hours! Where am I? I'm at this year's MBC Gayo DaeJeon. My first new year's eve without my family and officially my first new year's eve as an idol. I'm so excited I can't believe it I'm going to be on stage with my girls and I'm meeting other idols how exciting is that. I'm sitting in the makeup room getting my makeup done by our makeup artist and on the side our hairstylist is making me a high ponytail. I hope I'll look good. Dabi, the oldest of our group and therefore our Unni, has just finished and looks adorable. Miso sits to my left and is also getting her make-up and hair done. Hyemi is getting ready after me because she doesn't take up much time. She has the shortest hair of all of us. I’m sitting with my mobile phone in my hand and texting with my mother. Sometimes I wish I could be with her and with my father and my siblings. I miss them all like hell. I haven't seen them since before our debut. I can't wait to hold them all in my arms next time.

(eomma):

y/n we miss you! New year's eve isn't the same without you but hopefully you'll have fun on stage today. We'll all be watching you! Your dad and I your grandparents and your siblings so don't worry we're always with you! Good luck my child fighting! 🎉🎆

I notice how i get tears in my eyes but no I mustn't cry my makeup gets ruined. Just as I want to answer my mother i get a new text on my phone.

(yoongi):

I'm excited to see you tonight! You'll be great I believe in you.

By the way... I guess I didn't tell you that I'm dating Min Yoongi. That's right, Min Yoongi.

flashback

2014

"Y/n! We're about to meet BTS!" says Hyemi as I just walked into the dance practice room. What BTS? The group that made their debut last year? "Really why?" I ask looking at her confused. Apparently all new trainee male or female, are introduced to BTS because they want to give us some nice words and encouragement on our way as trainees. Just as I was about to sit down, the seven men came in the door. One after the other, they passed us by. Wow, these guys can count themselves lucky that their time is up. But one boy in particular stands out to me. He has red hair. Not too light and not too dark, a red that almost goes brown. He is beautiful.

I haven't really informed myself about who BTS is, of course I still have difficulties to remember their names, I just became a trainee before I didn't care who was a trainee here... but this man is beautiful!

Oh crap he looks at me. Why is he looking at me. Someone tell him to look the other way please I’m so awkward I don't know how to act when someone looks at me I better look the other way. The leader said some nice words to us they all wished us luck and said that they can't wait for us to make our debut and that when the day comes they're all gonna be happy and supportive! Really nice of them I never thought that they would do something like that. We all got up and bowed and said thank you, while BTS was about to walk out I saw the red haired boy looking at me one last time before he went out. Crazy man do I have something on my face stop staring!

2015

I started to get to know them better each and every one of them. I get along best with Hoseok and Taehyung. Every now and then we run into each other in the building and talk for a few minutes. We trainees also got to meet all the guys in person, they are all so nice and down to earth I don't regret it one bit that I joined this company! Jungkook is about my age and every now and then we have a few laughs together. Once you are in the company you are like one big family whether it is with the trainees or the staff. However I have not been able to get close to one person and that is Min Yoongi. I don't know what it is but every time he and I are in a room with other people it just gets awkward. I don't know what it is but every time he is near me I feel intimidated and just want to get out of there. We've never spoken a word to be honest maybe it's because he feels awkward around me too? I can't understand why he feels this way I always try to get along with everyone even if i don't want to and make everyone feel comfortable around me because I want it to be mutual. So what's his problem?

2016

I have heard from his members that he has a crush on me and gets shy around me which I totally don't understand because how can anyone be into me? Especially back then! I don't want to go into too much detail but I can tell you that after a while and with the help of Hoseok and Taehyung he and I started texting at some point. We had been friends for a long time but only online. We were both too nervous to meet in person and to be honest that had been impossible because he was busy as fuck and no one was supposed to find out that we were texting. BTS recognition grew more and more each year and he became busier and busier each day. I was of course very happy for everyone and one rainy day in the evening Yoongi appeared out of nowhere on my doorstep and confessed his love to me. I am still overwhelmed by it and it all feels so unreal and like it just happened yesterday, but I went for it and agreed to be his girlfriend.

back to December 31st 2020

For four years we have been hiding our relationship. Nobody knows about it the whole Big Hit staff doesn't know about it and neither do our managers the only ones who know about it are his members and recently my members. I didn't want to tell them until we made our debut together because I was too scared of being told off during my trainee time. But I have to say that the girls stand behind me and accept our relationship and they all swore they would take it to the grave with them.

I quickly turn down the brightness of my screen because there's too much danger of my hairstylist and makeup artist reading the text. I close my phone and put it on my lap. How much I want to answer him but I don't dare I can't answer him when there are too many people around me. After a while we were called and it was finally our turn I'm so nervous but we managed it all with flying colors and we were the topic of the evening.

In a few minutes it's already new year I'm ready and let 2021 come to me. At midnight Yoongi calls me and I answer the phone with joy.

"Happy new year y/n! I love you and I hope we will spend more time together this year even though it will be harder now." I smile to myself and say "Happy new year Yoongi... how is your shoulder? Are you resting enough? Are you eating enough? Are you sleeping enough? Are you in pain? If you are in pain then take a painkiller and go back to the doctor!" I can't see it but I can tell he is grinning and shaking his head. I don't let him get a word in edgewise.

"Don't worry I’m fine I just miss you you're the only painkiller I can take" - "Hahaha yah! You're so corny! I miss you too sweetheart I wish we had spent this new year together... I’m sorry it turned out like this!" I feel really bad because I know he won't be able to spend new year with his boys or me... To be honest we have never had a new year together except on the phone but this time it could have worked out! He is at home with his injury and if we wouldn't have had our debut then we would have had a first new year together after four years of relationship!

January 10th 2021

At the beginning of the new year our manager gave us our schedule plan at it looked hella busy! This whole January we would be completely busy we don't even have one weekend off! I can’t believe it how will I able to see my family or even Yoongi? I saw him at the first weekend of January we spent it together at his family’s house in Daegu behause to be honest that is actually the only place that we can go to a little far away from Seoul without having to worry that any of the staff could know or see us. My family also knows and loves him to death but with my family living in Seoul it’s complicated to take him there. Our manager left the room and I looked at Dabi with the ‘You and I bathroom NOW!’ look she understood and got up from her place and she followed me to the bathroom. We checked if any other person was inside when there wasn’t I said “What the fuck I’m I gonna do now Unni? How am I able to see Yoongi? How will I be able to even go out. I won’t even have time to take the fucking trash out from our dorm when it’s my turn to clean!” I yell. She stands there giving me a confused look. “What do you expect y/n? You chose to have this idol life you know its busy and complicated to have a boyfriend especially as a fresh debuted idol! Why do you think they won't let us have a relationship? I wish I could help you but I can’t. We’re gonna be busy as fuck!” she yelled back. “Psh shut your volume down unni!” she opened the door to see if there was anyone outside but there wasn’t.

I feel bad I really do. I don't want my members to be in trouble because of me that's the last thing I want. I hug her and apologize to her. I have to think of something I don't know what to do. I don't want us to be away from each other for too long what happens when he stops loving me all of a sudden? What do I do when he goes back to work then it will all be worse! Before I became an idol we could always see each other at the end of the day but now it will be impossible. I have to talk to him about it because one thing we promised each other is that we talk about everything because that's the only way a healthy relationship can work and such a complicated relationship we both have. I take out my phone and write him a message.

(me):

Yoongi. Tonight FaceTime date you and me?

In less than two minutes I already get my answer.

(yoongi):

of course!

evening

I turn on my MacBook and call him on FaceTime. After three rings he answers the phone and turns it off too so he doesn't have to hold it in his hand. He still has his bandage on and his hair is wet he must have been in the shower. He wears cute pyjamas and fight me or not but black haired Yoongi is the most beautiful Yoongi. I always fall in love again when I see him. Hard to believe we were so awkward with each other back then but this year is already approaching 5 years together. I could never imagine my life without him.

"Hey my darling" he says happily and smiles at me. I smile back and ask him how he is. He tells me that he is getting better every day and that during his time off he has found a lot of time for himself and his music and how much he misses the others. And me too, of course. "What's wrong with you?" he asks me when he notices that my mind is somewhere else. I think he took the Facetime date too seriously. He be sitting there with his cup of ramen. I just laugh. "Yoongi... I'm going to be busy all of January and manager oppa said that February might not be any better," I say and wait for his answer. He swallows his noodles and drinks a glass of water. "Does that mean we won't see each other this month?" he asks. I think he's a little disappointed I know him and I know his tones and his looks and I can hear my heart breaking by now. And how much I'd like to see you Yoongi. Every second every day. "No," I say, and then an uncomfortable silence descends.

“You know what baby it’s fine don't worry. I mean I wasn’t any better back then do you remember when I always used to be so busy? I never had time for you and I felt so bad. But you were there for me and you stayed by my side and you were and still are the most supportive girlfriend I could ever ask for. I think it would be unfair to be mad at you. I’m happy for you forever and always” well that was unexpected. I start getting tears in my eyes. I didn't think of this reaction not at all! I smile at him and say “Thank you baby... I will appreciate it I really do. But still I feel bad because especially in this period where you're sick I wish I could be there for you and take care of you. This debut was so unexpected I’m really sorry” - “Yah don't be sorry y/n. You worked your goddamn fine ass off to be where you're at right now be proud of you this is just the beginning. And it’s not like that we won't see each other ever again right?” he says. He’s right. He’s totally right. It’s not like we won't see each other ever again.

January 17th 2020

Well... seven days passed and we still haven't seen each other and we haven't talked since one week. We text every now and then cause I really only get to use my phone when it's night and we go back home but every night I'm so damn exhausted and tired that I forget to answer to his texts. I don't even have time to text my parents back or my siblings. I feel so bad I'm such a bad person. I miss them all so much. I miss my parents. I miss my sister and my brother. I miss my grandparents. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my boyfriend so damn much. I really didn't think this life is gonna be so hard for me. I feel like I've been put in the middle of a scale with my career on one side and my relationship on the other side and I have to choose one side or the other. I've never thought about breaking up with Yoongi ever in my life. Never. I just can't. I need this man too much. Even though we never have the most beautiful and perfect relationship and see each other very rarely, it's just the thought that I know there's someone in my life who loves me and accepts me for who I am that counts. He took me with my imperfections he put his career what he loves most in his life in risk to be with me and now that we are both in this situation I don't know what to do I feel bad and selfish for even thinking about it I don't want to make him feel like my career is more important than him or our relationship he doesn't deserve that he deserves the world and he deserves to be happy. But I love my career I love my job I love my members I love our staff I love our fans. Our biggest fear was not being accepted by the society outside especially now in this period when BTS is one of the biggest groups in the whole world and have a very big influence in the KPOP industry. We were afraid that society would think that since we are the first girl group to make a Big Hit debut in a very long time that people would think that we would mess with the boys heads or that there would be any rumors started between us and the other groups. But on the contrary people have been happy for us and love our music and us individually. I feel like Hannah Montana I feel like I am living a double life.

20th January 2021

"I know you are overwhelmed with the situation my child, I can imagine that it is very hard for you but you have to know what is best for you. You can't tell anyone from your company, you are a rookie, if they find out you had a boyfriend during your trainee time then it is even worse. I wish I was with you and could help you or just be there for you. I love Yoongi very much but I love you even more and I am happy with any decision you make. Just make the right one" my mother says on the phone. Tears have been flowing since she got on the phone but I don't want to tell her and I try not to sob but I know she can tell by my tone that I am crying. She is right. I have to make a decision. Yoongi is getting better day by day and soon he will be busy too he will go back to his daily routine and the other members. He will have comebacks he will have dance practices he will have to go to the recording studio he will have photo shoots he will do interviews and when the corona situation allows he will have to go to other countries and I have to do the same.

I love him to death and I will never love anyone as much as I love him but I am just not happy like this and you can tell me what you want he is not either but he doesn't let it show. Yesterday on the phone there was such an awkward tension between us it felt like I was making small talk with a stranger. Even though I might be the bad guy but one of us has to make the first move. I have wished and hoped that this day will never come but I have to do it.

23 January 2021

Yoongi told me that he is back in his flat in Seoul with his mother. Unfortunately he still can't travel alone so his dear mum went with him. I missed her too, she's the nicest and sweetest woman ever. When I imagine that I won't see her again either, tears well up in my eyes. But today I have to do it. Who would have thought that our reunion would be like this? Who would have thought that I would break up with him. He won't expect it but I have to do it. I’m cold and sick and I just want to go to bed and get the day over with. It's 11pm at night and we've come home after a long hard day. I look out the window and wait until our manager is out of sight.

My members know about my plans and of course have asked me a million times if I am sure and if there is no other way out. I am very happy that they are worried about me but I also feel bad towards them. I have been hiding it from them all our trainee years and when I told them they were all so good about it and even want me not to do it. But no I will do it I am young and want to concentrate on my career and what is coming up for us.

I told Yoongi that I would come, of course he doesn't want to because it's way too late but I said it was important and that we had to talk about something. When I said we had to talk about something he was quiet and then just said he would wait for me. I put on a hat and a thick jacket and the hood of the jacket and a mask and a scarf and go out into the high snow that has covered Seoul. His flat is not far from mine but still I have to take a taxi. I ask the driver to wait for me because I don't want to stay there long I want to get it over with quickly and go.

(me):

can you come down?

(yoongi):

why don't you come up?

(me):

I think its better when you come down Yoongi I don't want your mom to be worried or hears any of that were gonna talk.

He doesn't text back instead I just see the lights turning on from his window. A few minutes later he comes down. Oh my fucking lord he is so handsome. I want to run up to him and kiss him from head to toe. I want to be in his arms. I want us to go upstairs together and fall asleep together. I want to build a snowman with him. I want to be with him forever I love him he is the love of my life.

He comes up to me and smiles at me. He stands in front of me and we both don't say a word. His smile turns into a confused look he notices something is wrong. "Don't I get a kiss or a hug?" he asks me. My heart breaks into a thousand pieces. I would love to rip your clothes off Min Yoongi.

"I want to break up." Silence. Silence. Silence. Silence. "Yoongi say something?" I ask him. He says nothing. He looks at me with a blank look he is sad he is disappointed he is devastated just like me. "Yoongi please?". He does not speak.

"Yoongi, I'm sorry. I-i-I really love you I love you more than anything but I know that I can't give 100% in our relationship now. I just want us to be happy but I see that we are not. It could have been great during your time off but I can't be there for you... sooner or later it should have happened. I want to be with you but I can't anymore it was okay then but it's not okay now we're both famous you're in the biggest boy group in the world if anyone finds out we're together we'll be screwed. Especially me Yoongi. Female idols have it harder than male idols you know that. I’ve been thinking about this for a long time and I think this will be the best thing for us I-" he interrupts me.

"How dare you to tell me what's best for me? Do you have any idea what you're talking about y/n? Stop trying to tell me what's best for me when you know you're the best thing that's ever happened to me in my life god damn. I was going through a difficult time in my life and you were the only one who was there for me! And now you're telling me let’s break up because you're afraid people are gonna find out? And that they are gonna blame you? The fuck? Theres always two fucking persons in a relationship y/n! I also wanted that. I wanted you. Don’t you love me anymore? Why don’t you love me anymore? We hid our relationship for four fucking years why can't we hide it now?" he said yelling at me.

I am shocked and sad I want to die. I don't want to live in this life without Min Yoongi. But I know it's best for us I do it for him and his career too.

"Yes I don't love you anymore" were my last words before I left.

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A/N: damn y/n!!! did you just break up with the mf min yoongi? you better save your relationship! guys if you want a part two (with maybe a happy ending?) let me know! love you bye 🎀

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