#but I'm glad I pushed through!
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#this gave me such a headache initially#but I'm glad I pushed through!#i've always wanted to draw satori holding one of her beloved pets#she has so much love for them n I think that's wonderful#also idk if it was obvious in my previous drawing but I give the komeiji sisters side-parts that resemble a heart!!#touhou#satori komeiji#utsuho reiuji#okuu#touhou project#東方project#my art#fanart
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Hiiii I'm here with a slightly different style and trying some perspective to bring you Gem's lighthouse because I adore what she's doing already this season
#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#hermitcraft season 10#geminitay fanart#geminitay#digital art#digital painting#queer artist#nonbinary artist#Ash's art#yes this Did take me basically all day and yes I Was shrimping for 50% of the paint time#i almost gave up on this one actually but I'm glad I pushed through because I'm really proud of how it turned out#Also! This is my first finished/polished piece of 2024!
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some simple arts of Agent 47 because I've been thinking a lot about the Hitman series again lately. still love this messed-up bald assassin, honestly lol. it was kinda fun to try and draw him again; it's been a while :'0
please do not remove caption or repost. also on deviantart
#hitman#agent 47#hitman fandom#hitman world of assassination#hitman woa#io interactive#i say 'simple' art here because there isn't much going on with the poses or whatever#but boi let me tell you#it was so hard for me to actually try coloring again#that process was anything but simple for me hahhaa#i'm glad i pushed through with it here but art has been such a Struggle lately#so i consider this a bit of a win in my book that i even managed to get a full-color pic done at all haha#friend helped me out a bit with getting the colors to look good so i definitely appreciate that tbh;; <33
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The biggest goal in 2024? I got everything that I want, so... There is no big goal in 2024 at the moment. But maybe, like, looking for another series.
Not Joong saying all this knowing full well that the announcment of him playing a restaurant owner and professional killer rather than a university student was gonna drop only a month later
#also i can't believe i pushed off watching his birthday event until now and completely missing another vampire mention for my masterpost smh#joong archen#adrm#meine grafiken#joonggifmine#joong's bday 2024#joong events#also i'm glad to hear that joong doesn't wanna play an engineer#bc ngl i don't really wanna have to sit through another engineering bl just for him either skdkdjjfjf#me 🤝 joong
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Aaahhhh, I just saw your posts about going to the show!! Did you have fun?
sorry for replying so late ;_;
I D I D it was one of the best shows i've ever been to and i've been to a lot! the atmosphere in the crowd, how everyone was so hyped up, the stage production, these beautiful lights, seeing the boys (the trio girls were the only ones i really couldn't see clearly because from my pov they were right behind the mic stand ;_; but they sounded as beautiful as always), idk... there's really not a lot i regret
#oh also there was a banner the group right in front of me had done i think adam took a picture of it but apparently said he couldn't take it#the banner i mean#i think ii saw it#but anyway i'm really glad i managed to push through and get this close ehehhehehe#vagueconfusion#msgrep
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this year has been So Much that i haven't even been able to settle my brain down long enough to fully post about why it has been So Much, so i'm proud of myself for just making it through and doing my best (even if i'm years behind on projects and movie reviews with no air in sight).
but at the same time, making it through the year also means i now have more credit card debt than a year's worth of my disability benefits? so that's...less good.
#i wish i were still the scrappy kid who could push through gig work to survive#cuz paying debt down more quickly (instead of having interest cancel out my payments)#isn't possible with the costs and budget i currently have#but i don't think i have that in me anymore when i can't even blog reliably#...turns out what i'm capable of when i insist on surviving just about anything#and what i'm capable of when i'm relatively safe and have gone back to owning stuff#are two very different things. especially when cat duties never let up and start at 4 am each day.#i am glad to be heading into 2025 though#'making it through' is always a valid accomplishment#tbd probably#money stuff#life stuff#randomness
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SURPRISE ATTACK!!!
Coming in to get you!! and remind you how cool you are, you make the best outfit designs and have such funny and interesting ideas and the way you draw everybody is super pretty!! :D
waaaaa T T thank you!!!!
Ur the coolest <3
#I'm glad you like the designs!#I got an ask that made me overthink and now I feel a bit pressured..#takes the fun out of things a bit#(it was well meaning! just my fucked up brain lol)#it feels less exciting now#and I was so happy yesterday#moodswings T_T#I think If I push through and make stuff I like I can get back into it#it also may be the fact that I pumped out sm stuff yesterday and expecting to get back into that perfect rhythm is just gonna end badly#I'm trying to stay positive tho!!#And I shouldn't analyse my moods#That's too much thinking#I need to stop and draw floofy bois instead!!#Sorry abt the rant#Buttttt#If you do have questions abt the au#Or thoughts#That would help I think#Thank you for the ask#Reminds me I'm not alone <3#answered asks#Charlie Somegrumpynerd
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episode 2 rough cut dddddone!!! it is over 27mn, 29 with credits roll!!!
there is about 1h08 worth of "watchable" thralls currently existing right now???? yipee!!!!
#thoughts#thralls of power#animatic project#!!!!!#I am SO GLAD I finished this one#and pushed through while I had the mental headspace to do so#it's a little messy by virtue of being Ambitious and very poorly drawn at the moment#but the tension!!!! I think it works soooo well I'm so pleased#it is truly the most ambitious episode regarding camera movements and such#and the fight scene also#then I'll need to be veeery nice and finish episode 1 first#instead of immediately jumping to episode 3#which I'm unbelievably excited about#it's kind of the episode that truly dives into what flavor of ganondorf this one is --and one that gives him a lot of depth hopefully#it has koume and kotake!!!!!#and. other things too. don't worry about it.
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Sunset
#dreamypumpkinsart#anthro#furry#sfw furry#fox#ninetales#dreamy (pumpkinsoc)#HI THIS TOOK FOREVER AND ALMOST GAVE UP ON IT BUT I'M SO GLAD I PUSHED THROUGH
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Very thankful I got to say goodbye to my Uncle today. At first I thought he didn't recognize me, but I think he was just surprised that I drove home to see him.
He's in a lot of pain so I held his hand and rubbed circles on it. He told me it felt really nice and he squeezed my hand. It made me happy to see that he still had some strength in his hand to do that.
I told him I loved him, and even though it was hard to hear his response I think he told me he loved me too.
#Seeing someone at the end of their life is so hard#it took me about 30 minutes to actually go to his bed and hold his hand#and I kept watching his breathing because I was so afraid it would stop suddenly#It made me so uncomfortable but I'm glad I pushed through it#tw death#tw hospice#sierra speaks#tumblr diary#1/4/2025
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this book has taught me to focus on what's really important
SEE I'M NOT LYING WHEN I SAY I FINISH MOST OF MY DRAWINGS AT 2 AM IT'S LIKE A FUCKING CURSE OR SOMETHING
anyway here's the rough sketch I made for this that I already posted but shhhh no I didn't
#originally I was going to write the full name of the book but just having I'm ok on there was funnier to me#what we do in the shadows#wwdits#wwdits fanart#nandor the relentless#*funny tag for my art*#I would like to thank the sunk cost fallacy for getting me through this drawing#seriously I almost gave up on this drawing#(like normally I finish a drawing the day I start it but I got so frustrated#at one point I straight up went to bed hoping to finish it in the morning)#but I'm glad I pushed through and finished this!!!
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not only did a i go to the grocery store after work i also banged out a huge pan of taco filling and made a really great burrito with it even though i forgot to get sour cream and the bag of microwave rice i had banging around actually expired summer last year and i didn't feel committed enough to cooking a pot of regular rice. but overall huge success
#i don't usually feel up to doing 'real cooking' after work so i'm pleased with myself i did a big chore AND cooked a meal#lmao this makes me sound so pathetic but like. you guys know i'm exhausted after work. i'm glad i pushed through#but now i have to go back to the store and get sour cream. but it's ok bc i skipped getting coffee bc i was already getting too much#(size thing more than cost thing) (i can only carry so much home) so i can go get coffee if i go to the store again tomorrow#and it'll be QUICK!#chatpost#i oughtta bake up some potatoes tomorrow if i have time. i love a potato in a burrito. it's just a different starch than rice really
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BREAKING NEWS
ITWOM is finally fully edited! :D
#itwom#in the world of monsters#toast talks#literally i've been procrastinating on this SO hard#and I'm so glad I finally pushed through and finished it#don't ask why I decided to post a first draft unedited story on the internet in the first place#but I do feel much more relieved now#on to fun things!#once I figure out a setup#i'll be resuming the audio chapters too#no I haven't forgotten about those lol
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The mass attack I did this year!!
#This almost kicked my ass LMAO#But I'm super glad I was able to push through and finish this!!#art#my art !#digital aritst#homestuck#homestuck fandom#fantrolls#fankids#ocs#artfight#team stardust#artfight attack#artfight mass attack
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#Nothing to see here folks!#Just an old bitch whining and being annoying about stuff - move along! Pay no attention to the hater behind the curtain!#Wrestling is Bad Actually#*Heavy sigh*#I miss wrestling#I really do#I miss watching it and enjoying it and getting excited about it and writing fic about it#But I just can't do any of that anymore. Tony Khan ain't letting me LOL#And I have boring real life adult problems and wrestling used to be my escape from all that but NOT ANYMORE!#It's just really hitting me today how much I'm in Fandom Limbo#I stopped watching AEW months ago because - to put it as diplomatically as possible - it is very much Not For Me anymore#And everything I've seen and heard since then has only confirmed I made the right decision there#But I don't currently have another hyper-fixation to fill the void#So I'm just stuck here desperately waiting for something else to come and save me from this nightmare#And I don't want to be a hater! I used to fucking LOVE AEW and I take no joy in how much I think it sucks nowadays#And I don't wanna be a party pooper either - I see everyone else squeeing about the Bucks or Junglecorpse or MJF and Ospreay or Bryan#And it's just like...I'm glad y'all are having fun - really! But GOOD LORD does none of that appeal to me in the slightest#Most of my faves aren't getting booked - let alone pushed!#And the few that are are even worse off because Tony's booking is SO BAD it makes me unable to give a shit about wrestlers I used to love#I feel like Lieutenant Dan on New Years - everyone else is having a grand ol' time while I'm just sat here like 🙁#I feel like I'm going through the fives stages of grief in regards to fandom at the moment and it is not a good time let me tell ya#So yeah - don't be surprised if I stop being a wrestling blog the second the new Dragon Age game comes out#Save me Bioware! You're my only hope!
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Hey there! I thought I'd give a small update.
I'll (finally) be back at a psychiatric hospital from Wednesday (March 13th) onward. It's a day clinic, so I'll be there during normal 9 to 5 work hours on regular work days (so, I'm home at night and on weekends). It's a pretty indefinite stay, depending on how long I need to be stabilised enough to move on. The plan is that I'll go to a different day clinic after that (one I've been to in 2022) for specialised therapy, which would be a definite stay of three months. Depending on how closely after the first clinic I can get into the other one, this will all take until sometime toward the end of the year, most certainly.
All this to say that I'll probably be less active on here in general. And my requests will stay closed indefinitely. Also, right now, I don't know when or even if I'll ever open requests again because I keep getting overwhelmed by them. I'd rather start writing just for myself again because I do have ideas I've been putting off because I can't get my priorities right. I might take general ideas in my asks, but no requests. But we'll see with time! (For now, I'll just write the last five requests I have left - please stay patient, they're coming! -, and then I'll focus on my own stories.)
Anyway, I just felt like giving a little update for anyone interested and also for myself to look back on.
Take care! <3
#been waiting for a spot in a clinic since applying in October; been looking for much longer tho ofc so i'm glad it finally worked out#i'm beyond terrified tho lol but that's always the case so i'll just have to suck it up and push through for now#can't change anything if i don't get help and all that#jesse.talks
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