#but I'll send her the fucking ring. fuck get for promising we'd stay together and then abandoning me with no warning

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

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[opalcicle]

If They Call Me a Slut, You Know it Might be Worth it for Once

Chapter 7. Pretty Girls and Brainrot

Angst. Horny Angst.

Charlie helped me pack up my equipment and took me home. He was gentle and patient with me, and I felt like shit for it.

I am sitting in my shower, all shampoo'd and scrubbed, but I don't want to leave to face the real world. Admittedly, I'm just allowing myself to sink into my own sad thoughts.

We were having such a nice time and I fucking ruined it. I rub my temples as the water starts to cool down. I literally started crying after sex like a fucking loser.

I lean forward and turn off the water but don't get up to move, instead yanking the towel down from the bar and wrapping up in it

And now I'm wallowing like a bitch.

I desperately need to clear my head. With barely dry hands I reach for my phone, ignoring new notifications and opening the message from Tina.

Hi! I'd love to head to the bar this weekend.

I send the message and open tiktok to scroll through brainrot. Maybe I can distract myself out of this with pretty girls and stupid memes. I'm only a few videos in before I instinctively hit the share button, my thumb hovering towards Charlie's account.

"Fuuck," I said it outloud, leaving my phone on the bathroom counter and walking out into my apartment. "What the fuck do I do now?"

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Charlie's POV

I drive home after saying goodbye to my shaky friend. Guilt and grief sitting heavy in my chest.

"I shouldn't have fucked her," I berate myself, "She's the best fucking person I've ever met, and she left my house in tears."

When I make it home I pace the floor, eyeing the mess we'd made before I accidentally let those words slip out. I consider cleaning but something in me doesn't want to get rid of the remnants of our night together. Instead I close myself in my office, seeing whose online.

Condi, Grizzly, Jaiden, Tom, Bizly. Jealousy flares up when I look at Bizly's name on the screen.

Condi's good at this shit.

Hey man, are you busy? I fucked up.

Yeah, give me a sec.

I light a joint in my office and hope the neighbors don't notice. Condi's name pops up on discord along with a ringing in my headphones.

"Hey, man, what's up?" He greets me.

"Well, she stayed the night,"

He pauses for a moment, "Oh shit. What happened?"

"It was- it was great, we were having a great time, and this morning- fuck man, I told her I loved her,"

"Oh shiiiit," his tone is serious. "While you were in bed?"

"Yeah like after we- yeah, it was so awkward, and then we tried to talk about it and she freaked."

"Charlie, man, you probably scared the shit out of her,"

"I know! I know, but now I don't know what to do. She tried to leave, but she had her camera stuff here, and like, I held her while she cried, and I drove her back, and we said bye, and man it was so fucking tense,"

"I'm sorry dude. Look, Grizzly and I are heading to Bizly's place later. Do you wanna-"

"No, oh fuck dude," I cut him off. "Oh shit, Condi she slept with him. This weekend. I was trying to be chill about it."

"Charlie, this is a fucking mess,"

"Fuck, I know," I rest my head in my hands.

There's a big pause.

"Okay, I told the guys I couldn't make it, I'll be over in like a half hour."

"Shit, thanks Condi," my voice comes out a little quieter, "I gotta get cleaned up here, I'll let you go for now,"

"Sure. See you soon,"

The call ends. I sit here staring at the screen. Her name is offline. God, I want to call her.

I clean up the dishes and throw my sheets straight into the washing machine, then wait for Condi to make it over.

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Saturday.

I haven't heard from her in the days since I dropped her off. Giving her space, I'd been spending my time recording videos and editing. It's painful to not know how she's been doing. After Grizzly got the story he insisted I come out this weekend, promising me he'd help keep distance between me and Bizly. Now that it's almost time, I'm tempted to cancel.

Griz is at my door before long. "Hey, how you holding up?"

"I'm fine," I lie.

"Well you will be, we're gonna have a great night," he says, patting me on the shoulder and walking into my place. He looks sympathetic but keeps his tone excited.

"Yeah, we've got some pre-drinks, Uber in an hour, and there will be a bunch of people we know out tonight," Condi said, walking in and closing the door behind him. He sets a 6 pack on the counter, eyeing over the dirty dishes that have started to stack up.

"Yeah!" Grizzly continues, "Ted gonna be there, and it sounds like he's bringing Eddie. Jaiden and some of her friends. It's literally your crowd of people,"

I push away my trepidation. We crack open beers and turn on my switch, starting up a round of Smash Bros. Time flies and we make it through a few drinks. I've got a decent buzz going when we leave for the bar.

Ted and Schlatt are the first people I notice and I make my way over to them, the boys breaking off to meet up with Bizly at a table. I feel a little guilt that I can't face him yet. It would be a shit move to let a girl get in the way of our friendship. Maybe I'll talk to him after a few more drinks.

"Hey, Charlie!" Ted greeted, dapping me up as I meet them at the bar.

"Hey guys, what's going on?" I smile, genuinely pumped to see more friends.

"Getting shots!" Schlatt booms out, as a bartender sets two down in front of them. He slips her a bill, "One more, toots?"

We catch up and I slam back a shot when mine arrives. I get a beer for myself as well.

"Fuck man, what's been going on?" Ted asks after setting the glass back down.

"Ah you know, same old," I shrug, "What about you?"

Ted goes off on several tangents and the two of us wander off to chat as Schlatt talks up two girls at the bar. Eventually Eddie joins us and we all joke for a while before their girlfriends approach and they take their leave.

I find my way to the table that the boys had sat in, and it's just the four of us when a waitress sets down a big tray of shots. We drink and Bizly speaks up, "Hey Charlie I haven't heard from you in like a week, what's going on with you?"

Condi and Grizzly exchange a look, but I'm drunk enough and feeling good, laughing, "Ah yeah- I had a- um- I had a date and it didn't go great, I've kinda been keeping to myself,"

Condi looks worried and Grizzly stops mid drink, coughing. Bizly slaps Griz on the back, and responds, "Aw shit, sorry to hear tha- wait," I see the gears turning in his head and brace myself. "Was it- did you-?"

"Yeah- yeah- she came over the other night and my stupid ass accidentally confessed my love for her," I say with a drunken sheepishness.

"Oh! Oh shit, well thats- damn," he looks nervous, eyes wide. The two of us both know that the other is into her, I mean, obviously so after last weekend. But I don't think I ever mentioned to him that I had feelings.

"It's okay man- I know that you- that uh- you know," liquid courage had taken me over, but I still didn't want to have to say it.

"Fuck, man I'm sorry, I didn't know,"

"It's fine, I mean, like, it's whatever," I say it with a confidence that sounds almost convincing enough to believe.

It seem to be enough, and the two other guys visibly relax. Conversation moves on, we order more drinks, and the night's going by nicely. I'm feeling relaxed and having a great time until I see Bizly's eyes widen and look over my shoulder. He smacks Grizzly, who follows his gaze. I lean over to see what they're looking at, and can't figure it out for a moment.

Then I see her. She's taking a shot at the bar, the girl from the party last weekend practically hanging off of her.

"Fuck," I say, as she turns to see the four of us staring. Her face drops. "Oh fuck," I say again.

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Your POV

I wait outside the bar for Tina, puffing on a cigarette. We'd been chatting a bit and I learned that we were here for someones birthday. There are supposed to be a bunch of other streamers and YouTubers inside. I think about the fact that I haven't streamed in weeks and feel a little guilty. It's fine. I'll catch up on the photography edits for Char-. I'll finish my other work and stream later this week.

Tina gets out of the back of a car with three others. She waves them inside when she notices me and almost skips over, the cutest smile on her face.

"Hey!" I greet with a smile as she bounces up and takes the smoke from my hand, puffing it before returning it to my fingers.

"Hi! I'm so glad you made it, you look so good!" She checks me out while giving me the compliment. I'm wearing a corsette top and a little black skirt, with my tallest, most fun platforms.

"You too," I smile while eyeing her cute slip dress.

"Hey I hear my song playing, let's get in there," she beams.

I put out my smoke and she grabs me by the hand, pulling me behind her. We make it onto the dancefloor as the first chorus of APT plays. She's got a huge smile on her face and it's contagious. I join her jumpy dance and giggle as she dramatically mouths the lyrics. As the song changes I pull her closer, sliding my arms around her waist. With starry eyes she sways her hips and our bodies press together. It's a Billie Eilish song that I don't recognise, but Tina is very much into it.

She looks so pretty and her body feels nice. My hands slide over her hips as she moves, the silkiness of her dress making it hard to keep them in one place. I don't think either of us mind. The dance floor is decently full and we're nicely lost in it. I flash her a flirty smile and lean in like I'm going to whisper in her ear. Instead, my lips brush against the side of her face, planting quick kisses before I pull back to keep dancing. I hear a faint gasp through the music and she's got a little grin when I glance at her face again. She's sweet and soft and it makes me want to be gentle with her.

We make it through a few more songs before I pull her away to the bar, "Can I buy you a drink?" I say as we approach, holding hands over the counter.

She nods enthusiastically and I get the bartenders attention. She orders something expensive but I don't flinch. I like the thought of giving a pretty girl a good time. I pause when it's my time to order, thinking of the orange creamcicle drink I had the other night, and go for a vodka coke instead. I hand the bartender cash and we step away with our drinks.

Some of her friends approach, handing us shots, and she introduces me, sliding an arm around my waist. Before too long she's chatting in a giggly quiet tone with what I assume are her close friends. They glance at me and I smile each time. It's obvious she's talking about me and it's cute as hell.

My head scans over the room, checking to see who's here. There's Ted, Eddie, Schlatt, and Jarvis at a booth on the far side of the dance floor. It would be nice to catch up with them. Jaiden and Jacob have made it to the dance floor. Oh. There's Bizly and Griz. Oh shit they see me. I glance down to where Tina is hanging off my arm, then glance back up. Condi's also looking and- oh shit, shit, shit, that's Charlie. We lock eyes for a moment and I turn away.

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Charlie's POV

She looks away, back to the girl she's with. She looks good. I freeze, starring at her. If she was watching me she'd see my face getting redder.

"Hey, man," Grizzly interrupts my thoughts and I snap back.

"Uh yeah, yeah, okay," I say, unconvincingly trying to come off as alright. Bizly is still looking past us and I have to force myself to not turn back immediately.

"Dude," Condi kicks Bizly under the table.

"Fuck, jeez," Bizly makes a face at him but his attention is back too.

"Are you guys gonna be cool?" Grizzly asks, concerned.

"Yeah man, it's fine," Bizly responds, and everyone's attention turns to me.

"Sure," I say, and the other three carry on in conversation. I want to run over to her, to ask her how she's been. The back of my mind itches while I catch Bizly stealing glances towards the bar. As his eyes trail over to the dance floor next to us, mine follow. There she is, in the middle of the crowd. She is dancing with that girl, their hands on eachother.

"I'm gonna get some air," I announce, turning to walk away. When I get outside I realize Condi's followed me. The cool night air feels good on my face. After a long pause I say outloud, "I gotta talk to her,"

"Here? Are you sure?" is what he asks. I can hear in his voice that he's not trying to change my mind.

"Yeah, I just need a few moments and a couple of drinks,"

"Okay dude," he sighs, leaning against the brick wall.

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Your POV

My date pulls me to the dancefloor again, more handsy than before. I catch the boys watching me, locking eyes with Bizly more than once. There's a knowing in his gaze. Im sure they all found out what happened, and I turn my face away so I don't have to look at them again.

Tina pulls my body up to hers and I focus on being in the moment. Her friends are dancing with us now and it's getting to be a tight fit on the floor. Hands and bodies brush in close around us. The music is loud enough to drown out thoughts. Joyride by Kesha plays and I let my fingers run past her hips to rest on her ass. I won't have to see her after tonight if I don't want to. It won't piss my best friends off, it won't be a big deal. This is what's normal for me. This is what I'm good at. Before the next song starts we're kissing. I'm not even sure who initiated. Her lips taste like candy and she feels so soft in my arms. I want to strip her down and make her moan.

Our kiss brakes and she turns her body so her ass is pressed against me, head leaning back in my shoulder. My mind flashes to being on Charlie's lap, pressed up against him, and for a moment I wonder what she'd look like spread in front of his mirror. Fuck, I shake the thoughts of him and wrap my arms around her waist. We move together and she presses against me.

"Hey ladies," a familiar voice sounds from right behind me as big hands touch my hips. A body presses against me, and I lean my head up to look. Bizly.

"Hey!" I say back, drunk and giggly. And Tina turns to look as well. She checks my face, seeing my friendly expression and relaxes.

"Bizly, Tina. Tina, Bizly," I introduce while sandwiched between the two of them, "What's up, man?"

His hands find the spot above my hip bones and I suppress a gasp as he leans over me to talk to Tina. I feel my panties getting wet fast. His hands on me, my hands on her. Threesome? My intoxicated mind asks me.

"It's nice to meet you, can I borrow your date for a few minutes?" He sounds like a gentleman as he asks her, but his fingertips trace into my midriff and he pulls my ass against him so I can feel his hardening cock.

She glances at me to see a relaxed smile and I lean in to kiss her quickly, "I'll be right back," I whisper into her ear.

He sits back at the table, now unoccupied, and I slide in beside him, his arm around the booth behind me.

"Dude are you trying to get it in right now? I'm kind of busy." I tease. His eyes rest on my chest and for a moment I worry he might actually try to fuck me right here.

"I mean if that doesn't work out we can head back to mine," he replies in that low, sexy growl.

"Maybe I'll bring her with," I smile at him.

"What about Charlie?" He says, removing his arm and leaning away from me, the sexual tension shattering.

"Charlie," I say softly, "where did he go?"

I turn my head to look around and notice Grizzly approaching, a drink in each hand. He turns quickly when he notices me.

"He's outside," Bizly says. "You gotta talk to him,"

I look back at Bizly, sadness in my eyes, "What would I even say?"

"Can't help you there. He's worried. You guys talk like every day," he replies.

"Yeah well," I feel my voice turning cold, "I can't be what he wants, I-" I compose myself, "I'll text you if I strike out tonight,"

I get up from the table, an anger brewing in the back of my head, and walk towards Grizzly, tapping him on the shoulder.

"Oh hey!" He laughs nervously when he sees its me.

"Hey, Griz, good to see ya," I take one of the drinks and down about half of it before putting it back in his hand. "Later," I say, waving behind me as I walk back to the dancefloor.

"The fuck?!" I hear him say to Bizly before I push back into the crowd.

[punkscowardschampions]

Rio & Buster

Rio: Do you think I need to report or tip the deliveryman for taking advantage of the unlocked front door? Rio: can't decide Buster: Are you sure it was unlocked? Rio: Well I was sure I locked it actually but apparently not Rio: Indie also swears she didn't forget so must've been me Buster: Unless she swore on her stash there's no reason to take it as gospel, babe Rio: True Rio: thanks anyway 😚 they look really pretty in the kitchen window Buster: Hold on, I didn't send you anything Buster: What kind of delivery was it? Rio: Yeah, tbh, I didn't think it was you Rio: but I was hoping Rio: [the picture] Rio: they look kinda cheap Rio: cannot work out who they're from Buster: Is the address right? Maybe they're for next door but yours was open Buster: Fuck it, throw them out and I'll replace them for you Rio: There isn't one, there's like nothing Rio: Maybe Drew's planning to give 'em to someone Buster: Ask him Buster: Could also be one of Indie's friends, you said they were cheap, like Rio: Awh, how sweet Rio: yeah, I'll ask Rio: how are you anyway? Buster: Better before I was worried about your home security Rio: Don't be Rio: You've never forget to lock up before? Rio: Be Drew that'd be 😥 Buster: Course not Buster: My parents would kill me Rio: Guess you have more stuff to steal Rio: luckily we've just been gifted something so that's as good as you can hope I suppose Buster: No bullshit, are you okay? Rio: It just shook me up a bit Rio: but now I've had time to calm down Buster: You can stay here any time and for any reason Buster: You know that Rio: I know Rio: I promise I don't need that though Rio: even though I miss you Rio: wish you were here Buster: I miss you too Buster: I'll come and see you this weekend Buster: Move some shit around Rio: Can you? Rio: don't if you can't Buster: I can Buster: And I want to Rio: I wish they were from you Rio: not an unsubtle hint Buster: I don't need any hints Buster: I just ordered some Buster: But we can track the delivery on these, like Rio: I love you Rio: see who gets here first, you or the flowers Buster: I love you Buster: But they better or else we are gonna have to have a word with whoever the fuck delivers shit to your place Rio: 😂 Rio: its not quite that rough that the postie throws it and runs Buster: Says you Rio: What does that mean? 😏 Buster: It means I've only got your word for it since I can't exactly forgo the hotel and sleep over Rio: You'd prefer your hotel, I'm not gonna oversell it that hard, like Buster: I ain't gonna deny that either Buster: Unless you stayed there and left me alone at the hotel Rio: That just ain't gonna happen Rio: never ever Rio: least no one here is really keeping that close a check on where I am Rio: much easier Buster: Yeah fuck knows where I'm gonna say I am if anyone asks Buster: I'll obviously think of something as per but the standard excuses are gonna start sounding like they are exactly that one of these days Rio: I know Rio: be easier if visiting your sister was a little more in question Rio: but that would require actually doing that so Buster: As much as I love you, babe Rio: I know Rio: she's settled well though Buster: No need to try and make any friends when she's got Junior, is there? Buster: He more or less guarantees her an easier life Rio: Alright for some Rio: lucky he's such a nerd they let him skip Buster: Exactly Rio: Why you gotta be so overachieving, huh Rio: I'm so bored without you Buster: I didn't get put forward a year, I'm clearly not working hard enough actually Rio: Nah, you just don't have crazy genius brain Rio: which I think is probably a good thing Rio: and your school would never, doing everything by the 100 year old book Buster: Cheers Buster: For the compliment and the reminder Rio: You know you're still going to get everything you want Buster: Course I am Buster: I've earned it despite my lack of a genius level IQ Rio: Are you mad I called you not a genius? Buster: Like you said, it's a good thing Buster: Fuck being a weirdo Rio: Bit rude Buster: Come on Rio: You don't need to call anyone a weirdo if you're not mad Buster: You know what I mean Buster: I'm perfect as I am Rio: Okay Buster: Don't get mad Buster: Just 'cause I ain't Rio: 🙄 I'm not Rio: shh Buster: Convincing Rio: Well I will be if you keep going on Buster: Behave Rio: Come over and make me Mr. Perfect 😏 Buster: Friday afternoon Buster: Soon as school's over and done with Rio: 😾 I guess I'll behave then then Buster: Are you gonna be perfect? Rio: Aren't I always? 😇 Buster: You know you are Buster: But you also know I wanna hear you promise Rio: I promise I'll be perfect for you Buster: Good girl Rio: Buster Buster: Rio Rio: You're so rude Rio: distracting me Buster: What are you doing that needs your full attention? Rio: I'm trying to cook Buster: I'll leave you to focus then, yeah? Buster: Wouldn't wanna be even ruder or anything Rio: Don't you dare Buster: You know I always dare Rio: Oh, so we're playing now? Buster: Yeah Rio: And you aren't playing nice Buster: I didn't make any promises to be Rio: Me either Rio: 'til Friday Buster: You can't help yourself though Buster: You're an angel Rio: For my sins Rio: and yours Buster: What sins are those? Rio: If I need to remind you, then its really been way too long since we last did a visit Buster: Or I need to remind you how heavenly everything we've ever done together is Rio: I wouldn't mind that reminder Buster: Call me Rio: [does] Buster: Tell me the kitchen ain't on fire Rio: It ain't Rio: Dinner is gonna be late Rio: but we'll all survive Buster: Well I'm not sorry about that Buster: I've gotta wait til Friday to have dinner with you Rio: I can't wait to cook for you Buster: Don't make me miss you more Rio: You wait 'til I have my own place proper Rio: treat you like such a 👑 all day every day Buster: I'm not sure I can wait, baby Buster: Jesus Rio: Next time your parents are away, tell me and I'll get the next flight Rio: never guaranteeing a free house here but we can play then Buster: Hold on, I'll check the calendar Buster: [a date] Rio: It's done Buster: Easily Rio: then when you go uni we can be together all the time Buster: Every day Rio: Can't we just be 18 now? Buster: I swear I feel older than that already Rio: Me too Rio: its crazy we've been doing all this over 2 years now Rio: never mind everything else Buster: Yeah Buster: Looking at their calendar only proves that my parents treat me like I'm older when it suits 'em Rio: Good for parties Rio: good for me and you Rio: but it must feel so big when its just you in that house Rio: my poor baby Buster: Technically not good enough though 'cause I can't move out or change schools Buster: But I ain't complaining Buster: Especially when I've got you to keep me company if it gets lonely Buster: Just one call away, like Buster: And like you said, the parties and visits mean I rarely am alone anyway Buster: We'd definitely have gotten closer to getting caught if I had different parents as well Rio: It won't last forever, even if it feels like it Rio: best place for you to be right now Rio: and I'll always be here Rio: no matter what Rio: sometimes I forget no one knows Rio: when I'm talking to you Rio: but then its painfully obvious again when we have to hide it Buster: I know Buster: Me too Buster: But that doesn't have to be forever either Buster: We can tell 'em when we're older Rio: We'll have to Rio: I can't just suddenly decide I wanna move to America when you happen to be going too Buster: And when I propose, you won't be able to hide a diamond that big Rio: You can't just say things like that Buster: Don't you wanna marry me? Rio: Of course I do Buster: Good Rio: You really want to marry me Rio: and be with me forever Buster: Of course I do Rio: Buster, I love you so much Rio: how are you real Buster: I could ask you the same question Buster: But I reckon whatever you think makes me unreal does the same to you Rio: You're just Rio: I'm just so glad you're in this as much as I am Rio: we want the same things Buster: I've never half arsed anything in my life, I'm not about to start with the most important part of it Rio: That's why I love you Rio: you're so dedicated and passionate and Rio: fuck Buster: It's for you as much as it is me Buster: I ain't forgotten the future you want Buster: I'm gonna give you everything Rio: Just marry me now Rio: Jesus Buster: Not until you can openly wear the ring every single day Rio: Okay Rio: deal Buster: I'll get you something else to wear in the meanwhile Buster: A ring that's not so obvious Rio: Baby Buster: I fucking love you Buster: There needs to be another word for it that's more descriptive or whatever Buster: Just more everything Rio: I get it Rio: I get you, you get me Rio: There's nothing I wanna do where I don't want you with me Rio: other people don't even register, never mind compare Buster: I feel that too Buster: Since I was a kid Rio: No one else could hold my attention like you Buster: 'Cause there's nobody else like me Rio: Not even close Buster: You won't ever regret choosing me Buster: I'll make sure you don't Rio: I know Rio: but it was never a choice really Rio: not in a bad way just in a Rio: I don't even know Rio: like we was meant to be from the start Buster: I know Buster: Like you said, we're the same in that and loads of other shit Rio: Plus you're the hottest boy to ever walk the planet so obviously, you're mine 😋 Buster: Yeah, that too, like Buster: But even if you weren't the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, I'd still want you to be mine Buster: 'Cause you're the best in so many other ways as well Buster: And I'll never be over how perfect you are or what you make me feel like Rio: Stop being perfect and sincere when I'm just trying to live over here Buster: We've established I can't Buster: Or won't Rio: How do you do that Rio: cheer me up Rio: make me forget Buster: 'Cause I always get what I want Buster: And I want that for you Rio: You're the best Buster: I know Buster: So I deserve you Rio: What do you wanna do when you're here? Rio: Aside from have me be perfect, obviously Buster: We need to get you a ring, of course Buster: Unless you want me to surprise you with it Rio: 😁😁😁 Buster: If that's what you actually look like, show me Rio: [the most excited selfie] Buster: Baby Rio: Daddy Rio: tbh Buster: Tell me what you wanna do when I'm there Buster: Aside from saying that again, obviously Rio: 😏 and again and again Rio: Hmm Rio: just be with you Rio: I don't care what we're doing, as long as its what we wanna do Rio: makes a change from my routine Buster: Well that's the least I can do Buster: Don't worry Rio: I'm never worried Rio: not when I'm with you Buster: Good Buster: You're safe with me Buster: Even if you forget to lock every door Rio: I won't Rio: I'm not a total idiot Buster: I know how smart you are, babe Rio: 🙄 Buster: Don't Buster: I'm serious Rio: Its whatever Rio: I don't need to be smart Rio: just work it Buster: You are though regardless Rio: Whatever you say, babe Buster: You gonna listen to whatever I say? Rio: 🙉🤭 Buster: Alright then Rio: Awh, you mad at me? Buster: Is that what you're trying to do? Rio: Maybe Rio: has it worked? Buster: Try harder Rio: 😤😠💪 Buster: Come on Rio: . Rio: That's me not replying, 'cos nothing makes you madder than being ignored Buster: Well played Rio: Thank you Rio: If I do it for real will you call me again? Buster: How could I resist? Rio: Don't Rio: only me who's gotta resist talking to you Rio: which is really really hard Buster: I'll make your efforts feel worth it Rio: 😣 Buster: I promise Rio: Okay Rio: I can do it Buster: Prove it Buster: [calls]

[punkscowardschampions]

Rio & Buster

Rio: I miss you so much Buster: I miss you too Buster: More than I knew I would Rio: Won't take that too personally, babe 😜 Rio: but seriously, before it was like, this was normal and you being here was the novelty but then I got used to being together everyday Buster: We spoiled ourselves, babe. I wasn't mad about it at the time but like Rio: I know Rio: 😔 Buster: I've been in such a mood since you left, it's a good thing my dad is barely here Rio: Baby Rio: has he spoke to you about any of it yet Buster: Yeah but you can guess how it went without me having to tell you, I'm sure Buster: In essence he's glad to have his house back Buster: Used to only having girls of mine around for the night, like Rio: Yeah, I mean Rio: can't blame him Rio: even if I'd rather be there still but Buster: I reckon Indie was a bit much for him, me and Nance weren't ever like that Buster: No offense to the kid meant Rio: Such 👼s Buster: You know Buster: Golden boy for a reason, babe Buster: Do all my sinning out of doors Rio: Ain't nobody been indoors to tell her init Buster: I told him the score Buster: There won't be any drama if she comes back again Rio: It's alright Rio: She needs to get back to normal here now Rio: Same, I guess Buster: How is it over there? Tell me Rio: Honestly I've just been trying to hide in my room Rio: 'cos once one of them knows they all will Rio: such a bombardment Buster: Yeah Buster: Gotta do it while you can 'cause once the birthdays and shit start there'll be no chance Buster: Is Indie staying with you or what? Rio: Ugh Rio: don't remind me Rio: and the baby, she's late so vague hysteria setting in Rio: Yeah, thank fuck Buster: I don't envy you at all Buster: Anything I can do to distract you, you know I will Rio: You better Rio: putting that in the vows 😉 Buster: Yeah? What else you gonna say? Rio: Spoilers Rio: You know you cutest when you blush Buster: You're cutest when you just wake up and I'm mad I don't get to see that now Rio: I'll send you all the #iwokeuplikedis selfies you want Buster: Don't tease me, babe Buster: Don't say it if you're playing Rio: 'Course I'm not Rio: even if I'm gonna work my angles and lighting to my advantage still Rio: my prerogative, can't have you getting 😬 Buster: Shut up Rio: Wish you could make me Buster: Christ, me too Buster: I already wanna come see you Rio: When is your next break? Buster: Not soon enough Rio: I can always come back Rio: for a weekend or something Rio: I'll get a hotel, like, don't worry Unc Buster: We'll figure it out Buster: I do have a reading week coming up soon so as long as I study too Rio: Yeah, I don't wanna distract you further Rio: I mean I do but also Buster: Gotta meet the fam's newest addition, there's my excuse Rio: Take pics for me Rio: you know I ain't being allowed in with flowers Buster: That's what my sister's for Buster: I'll bring you flowers instead Rio: Stop being cute Buster: I know that ain't what you want Rio: But it makes me miss you more Buster: I need you to miss me Buster: 'Cause I gotta miss you Rio: Trust me, I do Buster: How did we do this for so long before? Buster: Seriously Rio: I don't know Rio: Shouldn't have put a 💍 on it Buster: Shhh Rio: Maybe I wait to drop the bomb when this baby finally gets here Rio: distraction is our best friend Buster: Good luck, babe Buster: Unless she's born tomorrow I reckon its unlikely Buster: Unless you're gonna take the ring off Rio: Get Drew back 'round to fuck it outta her Buster: Not a mental image I need, cheers babe Rio: Alright, curry it is then Buster: I reckon my aunt fucking Drew again is more likely Buster: But you know Rio: Damn Rio: Too real Buster: Fuck thinking about either of them Buster: How's the job hunt going? Rio: Not gone out yet Rio: I know, I know Rio: I'm moping Buster: Baby Rio: I will Rio: but Buster: What can I do to motivate you? Tell me Rio: 😏 Buster: Come on Buster: Use your words Rio: Ugh Rio: I love it when you talk to me like that Buster: I mean it Buster: No more moping Rio: I promise Rio: I'm gonna make you proud of me Buster: I know you will Buster: I already am but shhh 'cause I'm doing tough love right now Rio: 🤤 Buster: I dread to think how much privacy you don't have Buster: It's not even hot it's just annoying Rio: Idk, being a moody cow since I got back has kept everyone keeping distance Rio: not saying you were right or anything Buster: You can say it Rio: It definitely has its perks Buster: Yeah Rio: but cuddling with you right now in this bed would definitely be appreciated Buster: You in mine would be even better 'cause I know we'd be alone for hours yet Rio: The things we could achieve in that time Rio: No slacking there, that would motivate me Buster: It'd distract me shamelessly but I wouldn't be mad about it Rio: I could crack the whip too Rio: it's not like you've actually fallen behind, right? Buster: Nah 'cause not 😇 Buster: course* Rio: Bit hypocritical coming from us but like, calm down then? Getting mad n stressed about things that haven't even happened Buster: 😂 Rio: We've got shit handled, right baby? Buster: Always Rio: Good Rio: Getting my 'fuck everyone else' mentality set for when the inevitable Buster: If you need any tips, like Buster: Borrow my 👑 Rio: 😏 I know, my baby invented that shit Buster: Probably my parents but we don't need to tell anyone that Buster: Least of all them Rio: I mean, obviously gonna need the reminder that they should be our biggest fans but Rio: I don't wanna be the messenger on that one 💀 Buster: I'll do it Buster: Not giving a fuck, remember Rio: I'll remember you always, babe Buster: Don't Buster: You're so cute Rio: I love you, you know Rio: no matter what any of 'em want to say, can't be changed Buster: I love you so fucking much Buster: And I'm gonna marry you one day even if nobody else turns up to the ceremony and its just us Rio: Good Rio: Me too, I actually don't care Rio: I do but if anyone's trying to make it a choice then I'm choosing you over keeping them happy because you matter more Buster: Exactly Rio: I wonder if Edie will turn up when the baby's here Buster: I doubt she'll bring gifts and claim she was guided by a star, like Rio: Alright Rio: true but don't kill my hope out the gate like that Rio: I'm hoping morbid curiosity gets the better of her if nothing else Buster: Sorry, babe Rio: One person I would've liked to see when I walked in the door Rio: soz everyone else Buster: They can't fault you for that even if they might want to for some other shit Rio: Even if she's probably gonna swing on sight, like Buster: I reckon that's a given Buster: But I also know you can handle it Rio: Not like I have a choice, if she hates me she does but it's preferrable to this Buster: You can't still believe she actually hates you Rio: Of course she does Rio: I tried to bone her Da, in her eyes Rio: she had a fucked enough head re. all things him and I made it worse Buster: She loves you, that's why it hurts her Buster: If she hated you she'd be here fronting it out Rio: If only it were that simple, babe Buster: Come on Buster: I ain't saying that's all it is but it's part of it Buster: And its what's gonna let you fix it Rio: Whatever it is Rio: I just wish she'd come back for the others Buster: She ain't gonna stay away for ever Rio: Good luck Buster: Watch her roll in when we all least expect it Rio: I get why she pisses Indie off so much Rio: like, I also get why she does what she does but fucking hell Buster: Yeah Rio: Distract me Rio: I don't wanna think about this anymore either Buster: Think about me Buster: [sends gym selfies] Rio: Thanks baby Rio: the amount that actually helps is telling 😂 Buster: Course it does Buster: I did a heavy work out like Rio: I can tell Rio: Jesus, you're hot Buster: I had to distract myself too Buster: I had so many dreams about you I didn't even wanna move Rio: Gotta take those frustrations out somewhere, right? Rio: Where I'm going wrong, I'm still laying here so frustrated Buster: Well you could work out Buster: Or Buster: Work it out another way Rio: Will you show me how Rio: I need your help Buster: Poor baby Buster: 'Course I will Rio: Seriously Rio: I'm in such a state without you daddy Buster: I bet you are Rio: [Video] See? Rio: I can't do this without you Buster: You really have gotten yourself into a mess haven't you, angel Buster: What are we gonna do with you? Rio: I don't know, what are you gonna do to me, daddy? Buster: I'm about the hands on approach so we're gonna have to get yours out of the way first of all Buster: Need you to focus on me and what I'm trying to teach you Rio: [Pic to show she's done it] Rio: I'm so ready to listen and learn Buster: Good Buster: No half measures, yeah? Rio: No half measures Buster: You're so well behaved Rio: Does that make you happy, daddy? Am I doing a good job? Buster: See me after class for that extra credit Buster: Earning that A* easily Rio: You're such a good teacher Buster: What you gonna have waiting on my desk for me to say thanks? Rio: If I say me will you get mad, sir? Rio: I just wanna show you how much I appreciate all that you've taught me in person Buster: Do you think I should be mad at you? Buster: It sounds like you are just trying to be good Rio: Really good Buster: Okay then start slow, you've gotta be patient, babe I know it's hard Rio: Take me time, I remember Rio: but it feels so good, I want more Buster: I know you do but trust me Rio: I do Rio: you know what's best for me, you always make me feel better Buster: And if I was there I'd be worshiping every inch of you, wouldn't I? That's what you need to do Rio: If you could convince me to get up from off my knees Rio: You want me to make all the noises I would if you were here, baby? Buster: We both know I have in it in me to be that persuasive Buster: Slow but intense, yeah? Buster: Give it everything you've got, vocals included Rio: Okay Rio: Fuck Buster: One finger is all you're allowed first, don't be rushing through this Rio: but daddy Buster: You can add more when you I say you can Buster: You're here to learn, right? Rio: Yes, sir Rio: Sorry, sir Rio: Please can I spank myself, just once, because I deserve it Buster: Okay, you are being good enough Rio: I won't leave any marks Rio: because it's yours and only you're allowed to do that Buster: Well remembered Rio: How could I forget Rio: I can still feel that lesson Buster: I wish we could go over it again anyway Buster: Soon though Rio: You promise? Buster: I swear, baby Buster: You know I need you Rio: Does it hurt for you too, daddy? Buster: So badly Rio: Me too Rio: it's the kinda hurt only you can make better Buster: I'm right here, baby Buster: I know what you need Buster: You can do it, no more teasing, I promise Rio: Yeah? Rio: Please can you make yourself cum with me so I can imagine you're doing it inside me Rio: that's what I need Buster: Together, yeah? Buster: I want that too Rio: You've got me so close Buster: [sends pics] Buster: Look how you've got me Rio: 😻 Rio: Why aren't you inside of me right now Buster: Close your eyes and I am Rio: Are you using the toy I got you? Buster: You know it, babe Rio: Good Rio: Fuck I'm making so much noise Buster: Me too Buster: I can't stop Rio: Don't stop Rio: Lose control for me Buster: Jesus Rio: Tell me how good it feels Buster: It's so fucking Buster: My god Rio: So soft and tight 'round your thick cock yeah? Rio: Almost like the real thing Buster: Nothing makes me feel as good as you but Rio: 'Course not Rio: it's like we were made for each other you feel so right Buster: We were baby Buster: That's why I don't want anyone else however long I have to wait for you Rio: Keep talking like that Rio: I'm gonna cum for you Buster: I love you and I'll always love you Rio: Oh my God Rio: Buster Buster: Just me and you forever, Rio Buster: That's all we need Rio: For fucking ever Rio: I'm going to marry you Buster: Fuck Rio: I love you so fucking much Buster: I can't stop thinking about that ring on your finger while you're fucking yourself for me Rio: Baby Rio: You like seeing that I'm yours? Buster: I love it Buster: I love you Rio: You're so good you're so good Buster: It's you babe, all of it Rio: You're mine, aren't you? Buster: I'm yours, Rio Rio: Shit Rio: It feels so strong, I'm scared to let this out Rio: I won't have any control Buster: Lose control for me too, baby Rio: For you Buster: Just for me Rio: No one else exists for me Rio: it's always been you, Buster Buster: Tell me again Rio: You're the only one I've ever wanted Buster: Oh fuck Rio: I'd always think about you, anyone else I'd been with Rio: even if I tried to stop myself, I couldn't help it, my brain always went there, back to you Buster: I know Buster: I felt it too you know that, yeah? Rio: Yeah Rio: you wanted me so bad Buster: The only girl I did want Rio: It drove me insane thinking I would never get to have you Rio: more than that kiss Buster: I'd get to have you every night but not like this Buster: Not real enough Rio: That's so fucking hot Rio: I wanna make every fantasy you had about me whilst you were fucking yourself real Buster: Only if I can for you too Buster: I'll never forget what it was like to first touch you or taste you Buster: I thought I'd die Buster: I'd have been happy to Buster: 'Cause that's what heaven is. You are Rio: You're literally perfection, a dream come to life Rio: I feel so lucky I get to spend my life with you Buster: Baby Rio: Yes? Buster: I just Buster: I don't have any words left Rio: Then stop talking and cum for me Rio: I know you need to, moan for me Buster: I have to Buster: It's so loud but I don't care Rio: Let them know who you belong to baby, who got you like this Buster: I'll get over being able to say your name like this Buster: As much as I need to Buster: never* (thats hilarious me just changing the meaning with my typos like) Rio: You don't need to, it's my favourite sound Rio: I intend to make you make it every day Buster: Promise? Rio: Promise Rio: You're so beautiful, Buster, you know that Buster: You're the most beautiful thing I've ever seen Buster: Not just girl, anything Rio: I know you mean that Rio: and I love you Buster: I really fucking love you Rio: I can't wait to be your wife Buster: Soon, baby Rio: Yeah? Tell me about it Buster: I'm gonna make you happier than you ever reckoned you could feel Buster: Give you everything Rio: Yes baby Buster: And I'll wear a ring too and everyone will know that I belong as much to you as you do to me Buster: We won't have to be apart again ever Rio: You're making me cum, oh fuck please I feel like I'm gonna pass out this is so fucking good, don't stop Buster: I'm gonna make you cum every day, as many times as I can Buster: I won't ever stop Rio: I'm begging you fuck every hole I have they all belong to you every inch of me is yours forever Buster: Jesus fucking Christ Buster: Please Rio: Oh God Daddy I'm sucking on my fingers because I taste so sweet Rio: I wish they were yours and I wish you could taste me too Buster: If I don't stop moaning soon my voice is gonna go I want you to know that Buster: and God, I just want you Rio: I'm sorry daddy I'm just such a dirty little whore for you Buster: Cum for me now Buster: Cum with me Rio: I've never been this loud Buster: You're so fucking hot Rio: It really is all for you Buster: Tell me Rio: Everything I do is to turn you on Rio: to make you want me Rio: so you'll fuck me so good like you do and make me cum over and over and over Buster: Babe you're so Buster: I can't Rio: Good can't? Buster: The best Rio: That's alright then Buster: Never stop Rio: I promise babe Buster: You're so perfect Buster: Fuck me Rio: Soon Buster: I can't wait to be with you all the time Buster: I'm gonna buy us a house and fuck you in every square inch Rio: That's all I want Buster: All our neighbours are gonna know us Buster: If you think you're being loud right now, you aren't Buster: Not compared to how its gonna be Rio: Fuck, baby Rio: I might die Rio: every time I think you can't make me cum any more than you have you prove me wrong Buster: I know that's how you wanna go Buster: We can go together Buster: Starting right here Rio: As far as death pacts go, pretty fucking sexy Rio: suck it, Romeo and Juliet Buster: The only way my competitive streak will have it Rio: Works for me Rio: not up for living without you really, if we're taking it to this morbid place Buster: You don't have to Buster: I'm not going anywhere Buster: Not without you Rio: Keep this on the downlow though, babe, the engagement is enough for 'em to handle Buster: If what's mine is yours then that includes my life Buster: Technically Rio: Interesting, like to see you argue it in court for some black widow Rio: not just 'cos you'd be hot and I gotta keep my eye on her Buster: I know you would Rio: Just very interested in the judicial system, thanks Buster: Okay, babe Rio: 😒 Buster: When I get to uni I'll take you to library Buster: You'll love it Buster: Once I get started reading from those law books then you'll properly understand what horny feels like, right? Rio: Mmm Rio: Shut up 😣 Buster: You're so cute Rio: I can't help it Rio: I like seeing you get passionate about things Rio: and you're very persuasive, as you mentioned Buster: I really am gonna fuck you all over that campus Rio: 🤤 Rio: Better than joining a wanky society Buster: Better than anything they could offer me, honestly Buster: You know how you make me feel Rio: Leave that off the personal statement though Rio: Probably be into it, love some self-confidence for a chance Buster: It's gotten me this far, like Rio: Can't say better than that, I reckon Buster: Exactly Rio: Who else can say they're fucking me? Buster: Cunts can try and say it but I'd call bullshit Buster: You're mine Rio: Yep Rio: Totally yours Buster: I know a lot of things are shit right now and I probably shouldn't say this but I'm really happy Rio: I feel it too Rio: usually feeling happy just feels stupid like bitch wait and see but even though I know some things are bad now and there's potentially more to come Rio: it still feels right Buster: Yeah Buster: Like whatever happens I don't have to handle it on my own so it won't be that bad anyway Rio: You don't have to, ever again Rio: that's a serious vow Buster: I'll make the same one to you Buster: Right fucking now Buster: Whatever you need babe, whenever Rio: I know Rio: it feels good, doesn't it Buster: Literally the best Buster: I've always told myself I can do anything, like you've met my parents, kind of a given, but I properly believe it when I'm with you Rio: Good Rio: 'cos you can Buster: You too, angel Rio: I feel it Rio: I'm not saying I've got everything worked out magically but Rio: I actually do believe you Buster: Good, 'cause I said I'd motivate you Buster: I'm not trying to fail at it Rio: I reckon you're good 😏 Rio: add another win to the tally, like Buster: Will do Buster: But if we're keeping score don't forget to add your own points Rio: Oh yeah? How'd I do in the end? Buster: I've never cum so hard or so much without you actually being here before Rio: I'll take it Rio: 'til we're back together, like Buster: It makes missing you a little bit easier Buster: For today at least Rio: Yeah Rio: you know I'm always here Rio: we'll get through it Buster: Yeah Buster: I know you are and we will Rio: You'll be done before you know it Rio: we should go away, in the summer Buster: Great idea Buster: Especially now we can acknowledge we're in the same place together, like Rio: 😂 Rio: I worry how none of them could piece that shit together Buster: They didn't wanna Buster: Simple as Rio: Can't relate Rio: too nosy for that Buster: You're the only one who can get away with telling me what to do though Buster: If any of the rest of the fam tried it they know what'd happen so Buster: Even when it ain't something as important as this Rio: Yeah Rio: I promise to only use my power for good Rio: mostly Buster: I was gonna say Buster: Please be bad sometimes, like Rio: Good for us Rio: same thing Buster: Yeah Buster: Do I need to use my powers of sending a fancy fruit basket to your fam for what they just heard from your room? Rio: 😳 Rio: Send me one too for sustenance because I can never leave this room again now Buster: Poor baby Buster: I'll send you everything you could possibly need Buster: and add some earplugs for the rest of them Rio: So thoughtful Buster: Who's actually home? Like how much damage control are we talking about? Rio: Can't say I checked before starting Rio: idek, hopefully they were all very busy somewhere else Buster: I'll cross my fingers for you, babe Rio: Whatever Rio: it was too good to feel too bad about Buster: No argument there Buster: Someone could have literally walked in and I wouldn't have been able to stop Rio: Shh don't say that Rio: Gonna turn me on all over again Buster: Sorry but its true Rio: Not that sorry Rio: Add it to the fantasies list Buster: Noted Buster: I should shower, the state of me Rio: I should join you Rio: Video chat? Buster: You're full of good ideas, aren't you? Rio: It's been said