#but I’m over it cus why do I have to beg for scraps of your attention??! like I can live without you and I will the fuck. | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

godiswoman · 1 year

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i never thought I was someone who held onto friends too long while they’re hurting me but DAMN Im just stupid!!!! the pain of not being prioritized. my GOD it’s like I truly believed they’d be there for me through this life transition. and radio silence. my energy has been so unconsciously pessimistic towards friendship the past few months just cus I can’t count on them but they’re saying I can. total mixed signals and I’m like wait there’s literally no reason I have to be friends w them if they make me feel alone and isolated even though we had a good thing going for a while. damn I’m really trying to grow into this new phase im proud of me

#it’s always sad when u feel like somethings ending and it doesn’t have to #like that’s how I feel w this #they put in so little effort now that we don’t live together #it’s sickening #i always thought we were more solid than that #when all it takes is every now and then prioritizing a friendship… and they can’t even do that #obviously that hurts #but I’m over it cus why do I have to beg for scraps of your attention??! like I can live without you and I will the fuck.#you think you’re special enough for me to put up w this like lolol #wake up call for me was reading Reddit posts and other people were like yea my friend had a baby and now she’s just dropped off #I’m sitting there 😀 me and every single one of my friends are childless #like no way am I friends w people who can’t keep a friendship period

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