#but I’d rather wear chacos and socks and also I’d rather not jump out my window lol | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

natugood · 11 months

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I’ve been tired and laying in bed all day and I finally have the energy and desire to get up and go for a walk by roommate has people visiting and I don’t have the social energy to talk to people (especially meet a new person) right now so I am just trapped in my room

#unless I decide to jump out my window and go on a walk in my crocs or flip flops. which tbh I could do.#but I’d rather wear chacos and socks and also I’d rather not jump out my window lol #it’s not that I want to be antisocial I like these people I just don’t have the energy to talk to them.#I have been able to basically be nonverbal all day and it’s been wonderful.#i don’t wanna have to put my limited energy into communicating in words and doing body language and reading facial features and saying no #like when I’m around people I like to be happy and energetic cause that’s how people make me feel!#so when I don’t have the energy I don’t wanna be around people cause I try to express the energy that I want to but I can’t #and it wears me out and makes it harder for me to do anything. like I love being around people but it takes too much brain function.#sometimes I need those spoons for something else #googoogajoob

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