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byanyan · 8 months ago

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ougghhghgg ok so the crisis didn't end there, ended up having to go to urgent care to sob out half my life story to a doctor who was actually super kind and helpful and I'm feeling a bit better now, we have a plan in action I am on my way to get some new meds and the despair is less immediate and overwhelming

#dude I was so sure I was gonna get admitted to the hospital lmao. we almost went straight there instead #but I reeeeally didn't wanna be stuck in the psych ward if I didn't have to be #this worked out much better. I got some peace of mind I got a new script I've got follow up appointments for the next 3 weeks let's gooooo #feeling less heavy. still shitty!!! but!!! less 'oh god I'm never gonna be able to fix this oh god' kind of shitty #I'm rambling I'm oversharing I'm sorry ajdgskg I've been HARDCORE dissociated to get through this and I'm finally feeling more present agai #it's been a fucking day man. it's been a whole fucking day and I'm just so relieved to just. NOT be so overwhelmed.#okok I'm sorry I'll shut up I'll shut up but don't be surprised if u see me coping w shitposts later sfjgksh #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.#personal cw

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