#but I have to keep in mind what Rabbi Lerner said and just apply it all the time - Torah should be transformational not informational | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

animazed · 10 months ago

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then I end up feeling bad because she’ll be like ‘you ok? Good to go by yourself?’ and I’m like shit, she really is nice. She doesn’t deserve so much anger. So then I leave with a ‘make good decisions!’ which isn’t said in any passive aggressive way but sounds like that after the fact. idk. It was more for like ‘get to school and have a productive day’

#which still sounds kind of passive aggressive but I think she knows I mean it lovingly #aaaaaaanyways #I want some ice cream or something to cool my head and ease my mood #rant #I need to breathe #and focus on myself more #though I think this kind of sums up the crux of my issue here #that I don’t want to just learn but grow #and that that’s not happening here #and I think this is kind of part of the reason why #I need to surround myself with better people #and ones who are growing on a closer level to my own #and damn that’s hard here #I need to reach out more and talk to people like Mrs. Perlman #GROWING people #inspiring people #literally just talking about things to work on #anyways hopefully I’ll get that again once I’m back in America #though Jeffrey won’t be there so I’m nervous #but I have to keep in mind what Rabbi Lerner said and just apply it all the time - Torah should be transformational not informational #I think I’m gonna hit my tag limit soon but anyway I should add ‘make good decisions’ to my list of mottos to live by #maybe not so much ‘drive safe don’t rape’ anymore lol #but in addition to ‘a Jew cannot be broken’ and the spiritual canary analogy #k bye now ✌️

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