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not too fond of kissing so have the next best thing: implied 😈 they could just be gossiping though ♪~( ̄ε ̄;) hm hm hm~
#lmk#lego monkie kid#lmk sun wukong#lmk macaque#shadowpeach#my art#the color picking scratched my brain. still needs improvement but I like it anyways 👍#lmk fanart#I hope to redraw this someday when I get out of making stiff posture drawings~#CW KISSING#<- jk!!! But I mean I'm a little shaky. this is my first implied kiss it feels like I'll get burned or casted to hell or something#but I have a need to have them mushy because it's funny and cute#so implying is my compromise :p
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bby pleaseee...
ethan landry (experienced) x nervous virgin reader [[cute, sweet and wholesome but also dirtyyyyyy]]
always see the opposite but would love to see this!!
a/n: no i swearrrr. in this page we also love soft!dom Ethan <3
softdom!Ethan Landry fingering virgin!reader
“We don’t have to do anything if you don’t want to.”
He whispers, he notices you’re nervous, because how couldn’t he? Your sweaty palms and wide eyes show everything he needs to know about how you’re feeling, plus, he’s always been observant, and especially attentive to you, it was mainly one of the reasons that got you into him anyways, — asides from him being excruciatingly gorgeous — he doesn’t even know why you’re dating him, okay, maybe he does, he’s not that dull or shy, he knows what he’s doing, he played every card on the ‘nice guy book’ he knew and surprisingly, it worked, because now you’re here, he’s on top of you, both your shirts are forgotten on the floor, your pants too while he keeps his and one of his hands is on your chest, his fingers grazing against your bra.
“No, no, I want to do it I’m just…” anxious, frightened, tense, hesitant? You don’t know, you just know that you’re feeling something. “Nervous.”
He nods, his face leans down closer to yours, his words making your insides flutter. “That’s.. that’s fine, we’ll go slow.” He mutters and you nod, he takes that as permission and leans down to kiss you.
His kiss is slow and gentle, sloppy even, his tongue is wrapping around with yours and sometimes even out your lips for a soft moment, he’s nice and sweet but you can tell there’s hunger behind it, and honestly, you don’t mind.
“We’ll just start with something simple.” His voice is low and deep before he kisses you again, one of his hands going down to your panties, pulling at the stretch fabric.
His thumb traces a line even further down through the lace, rubbing a slow circle on your clit, a gasp escapes from you. “That okay?”
“Y — Yeah, it’s nice.” He nods again, this time against your lips as keeps going with the soft motion before he kisses you one more time, you lean into it, moan into his lips as he pulls your panties to the side, his middle finger replacing his thumb and running up and down through your slit before it meets your hole.
“I’m gonna put one in, yeah?” He whispers. “Just tell me if it’s too much.”
He does as promised as slides one finger inside your cunt, you gasp, your head falls onto his pillow, it smells like him and it feels cozy.
He moves his finger curling it into you and you tense, let out a struggled whimper and squirm slightly underneath him, his other hand caresses your stomach, its a funny, fuzzy feeling, leaves your brain slightly mushy.
“It’s okay, just relax.”
He slides in another finger, curls them both in and opens you up.
“It’ll feel good in a second..”
#ethan landry x you#ethan landry x y/n#ethan landry fic#ethan landry smut#ethan landry scream#ethan landry imagine#ethan landry x reader#ethan landry#ethan landry fanfiction#ethan landry x fem!reader#scream smut#scream 6 smut#scream 6#scream#slasher smut#slashers#jack champion x y/n#jack champion x reader#jack champion smut#jack champion#avatar smut#avatar#avatar the way of water#ghostface smut#ghostface imagine#ghostface#ghostface x reader#ghostface x you#𝜗𝜚: ethan landry#webbluvrsugar
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taps u on shoulder anxiously … UFJEKEJE yan!claire x fem!reader (x yan!engel if polyamory is okay). please ,,,, starts shaking in my boots and collapses to the ground
YANDERE CLAIRE + ENGEL TEAM UP
Paring: Yandere! Claire + Yandere! Engel x Beloved (Yours/Your/Yourself)
Fandom: Fundamental Paper Education
Trigger warinings: Yandere Behavior, Overprotective Behavior, Manipulation, OOC(?), Sacrificing mentioned, Isolation, Mc almost dies, Lana and Abbie's deaths mentioned, Not canon way to survive the day if your getting chased by the teachers, bruises and cuts.
A/N: i'm sorry, i do not do gendered readers :(. I can however make this Gender-neutral! I'm sorry if this seems bad, I had trouble with these two. (sorry if board is wonky on pc, it won't let me fix it)
‣ Honestly, I can see this happening with both Claire and Engel. The wiki states that they're both best friends, and they seem to be pretty close. So they would work great as a team up. ‣ This is after Claire comes to the school (And fortunately, doesn't fall to the hands of both the teachers and Alice.) After you do your introduction to your classmates, Miss Circle assigns your seat next to Claire and her group. ‣ Claire is the first to greet you, introducing herself and saying that she is a new student like you! She hopes you both can get along! After her introduction, she points to Engel, who smiles and waves at you. Claire states that if you have any problems with other students such as Oliver and his crew, or maybe work, just come to him. ‣ The introduction was cut short by the sound of Miss Circle tapping her pencil like hands on the chalk board, signifying that the lessons about to start and the room needs to keep quiet.
‣ Since you were pretty new, you had no idea what the lesson was about nor how far in the unit everyone else is. But don't worry! Claire and Engel are there to help you! The day goes by quickly for your first day, and you had fun with your new friends!
‣ Before you left home, Engel and Claire offer you their numbers, which you gladly accept. And that's how you got involved with the pair!
‣ At first, everything was going good. Everyday you'd hang out with Engel and Claire, telling them stories about things that has happened to you (Some weird, some funny, and some diabolical). They soaked up every bit of it, they loved hearing you ramble about the things you patinate about! It was endearing to see you so happy about something small... ‣ But then, they started acting strange after a few months... ‣ I feel like even though they aren't completely the same, they would share similar traits of yandere behavior. ‣ Claire in my works would be a Cunning, Obsessive, Manipulative, Stubborn, and Clingy yandere, While Engel would be a Selfless, Possessive, Manipulative, Cunning, and Sacrificing yandere. ‣ Claire is a hard working student as we saw, but can sometimes lose her cool if she's pushed hard enough. For example, maybe if you became friends with another student, she tells you not to hang around them anymore because she feels slightly off about them, and you continue? She would manipulate you. You might get hurt hanging around them! Why won't you listen to her?! All she wants is for you to be safe and you're disagreeing?? ‣ Come to Engel about Claire's behavior, he will shut you down and tell you she's 100% right. You don't need your new 'friend' anyway, you got him and Claire to keep you company, don't you? Stop whining about something silly! It should be obvious why they act this way! They only want what's best for you.
‣ Claire loves your company, especially if you go on cute little rambles about things you love. Her gaze softens and goes all mushy and lovey-dovey. She's constantly around you 24/7, following like a magnet. Continue to tell her more, she wants to know everything about you. ‣ Engel is the same way as Claire, but he's a bit more closer then Claire. His tail wrapped around you when you sit down, a possessive arm around your shoulder when you walk the halls, you don't really question it that much, thinking this is just how he acts with anyone he's friends with. ‣ Speaking of Engel, it seems like he loves keeping his friends happy, shown when he takes Claire to the library. If there's a certain interest you have or a certain place you've told him about, well surprise! He brought you there! You being happy makes him happy, and he loves seeing that smile of yours. ‣ Both Claire and Engel try their best to keep your grades in check. They don't want you turning into what Lana and Abbie turned into that day. Claire especially doesn't want you to experience not one, but all three teachers anger if it ever came to that. Even if you were to say you're fine, she would just shake her head and continue with her help. ‣ Though with the amount of help Engel and Claire provided, it just wasn't enough. Unfortunately, you had gotten an F in Miss Thavel's test due to Oliver and his groups constant distractions. You were alone when she showed up in the hallway, anger clouded in her pinpricked eyes. No one was around, which means it was you and your wits to survive until 3 pm.
‣ Hiding in classrooms, hiding in lockers, throwing obstacles, you did it all. You were not going to die by all means possible, even if it meant destroying your stamina and bruising your body. ‣ The chase lasted for far too long, you're speed was slowing down due to lack of stamina, and the cuts and bruises made it harder to move. Where was everyone?! They're not gonna let you die like this are they? ‣ You collapsed, breathing heavily as Miss Thavel's smile grew wider, claws sharpening and raising to put you out of your misery. You were too tired to beg, to scream or shout, and just closed your eyes, tears falling down your cheeks. ‣ A yelp and a big loud "THUMP" was heard. Opening you're eyes, you see Engel who was holding down Miss Thavel, a determined look on his face. ‣ "Take them and run!" He yelled. That's when you felt your arm go around someone's shoulder, and helped you limp away from the scene. "Come on!" The voice was Claire's as she tried to help you move faster. ‣ Once in your hiding spot, Claire went ahead to check and your wounds. Thy weren't as severe, but they were still bad. She would try and treat them the best she could, fuming about you being alone. This is why they you should've never been alone! You were about to be killed! Imagine if they didn't find you in time?
‣ Don't worry, Engel is fine! He's just a bit scarred from his little stunt. It didn't matter though. As long as you're alive and healthy, he would do what he did all over again. Though the next day he sees you, he will take Claire's side on what she said. You shouldn't have wondered off. ‣ Yes their behavior gets worse after that day. Claire is more stubborn whenever you wanna you try to wonder off alone again, and Engel becomes more possessive with you. They are never away from you, and they never separate either. You're trapped between the pair, and there's nothing you could do about it.
‣ This is for you're own good, just let them do what they need to do to keep you away from harm. Besides... ‣ If you ever want to get out of this school alive, you would need their help to do it. Leaving them would be a deathwish.
#yandere#fundamental paper education#yandere blog#yandere fundamental paper education#yandere x reader#male yandere x reader#male yandere#female yandere#female yandere x reader#engel#claire#engel x reader#yandere engel#claire x reader#yandere claire
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do you have any nsfw headcanons for afab mammon? i love your thirsts sm and he's living in my brain rent free💛
Thank you sm🤩 also if its bout mammon i can probably spend all day long on this but ill spare you that time.
afab mammon who is so loud and brash in front of everyone but turns into a mushy mess of a puppy behind closed doors
his hands cover his face in shame when you spread his legs apart and coo lovingly at his glistening cunt. Barely audible whimpers of ‘no’ and ‘stop it’ leaving his mouth as he tries to push you away.
afab mammon who loves it when you press kisses down his soft thighs and mark them up, just hovering over his pussy before giving small pecks to his cute little clit.
he sometimes wears garters and lacey lingerie after a day in devildom to surprise you because there is nothing you love more than stripping off every piece of clothing on your lover’s body before fucking him to sleep.
afab mammon who gets so whiny and loud when your fingers plunge deep in and out his sopping cunt, trembling in your arms from the stimulation.
you need to pepper him with kisses and mutter all your loving confessions when he stares at you with those glassy eyes while your fingers roughly abuse his insides. You may even have to stuck your fingers down his throat so his moans get a tad bit softer.
afab mammon loves to see your smiling face and hear your whispers of ‘i love you baby’, while your dick(or strap) rams into him with no mercy. Its so funny to him how your actions are so harsh but your eyes and words are softer than a feather’s touch.
afab mammon who can feel his tummy bulge whenever your cock (or strap) enters inside his pulsing walls, his hands softly caressing that bump and shuddering from the sight, almost cumming immediately.
afab mammon who wakes up the next day with a towel wrapped around his waist, all cleaned up by you but his eyes are locked with his reflection in the mirror as his gaze trails down to the sweet spots and marks you made on his body.
his face a blushing fool as his touch lingers on each of the bruises you made and the memories of last night come back to him, his pussy throbbing again.
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I really don't have much to say
I don't need a voice. It's just annoying noise, if toys start talking
But I do want to, just this once, to say what has happened to me.
What I have become.
@hypnosealing has corrected my unruly loud mouth and stopped me from ever speaking again. Showed me how to shut up. I don't say anything to him, not ever, not at all.
I just swallow the programming he crams down my throat. I just retch and spasm, making such cute helpless noises as the device he has installed between my vocal chords stretches them until they become permanently useless bands of tissue. Even if he took away all the upgrades he has made, I will never again make a single peep, so that's nice to know.
It really didn't feel very nice at all when he threaded the breathing and feeding tubes into place. I remember really thrashing against my bonds when he did that. So I really appreciate how the biofuse glue he used as lubrication ensures that they will stay exactly where he wants them. Like, I am so grateful that they can't ever be removed now, because it means I won't have to have them inserted again.
It is comforting to know that he has such total control over what enters my lungs and my stomach and my mind.
Not that anything is mine. Not anymore.
I think I can remember that I used to struggle. Make noises. I would act out in ways that weren't cute at all.
Once I even tried to escape, if you can believe it. But @hypnosealing knew how to fix me.
When I opened my mouth wider to scream, he slipped a bigger gag into place.
When I glared at him defiantly, he just showed me pretty pictures that helped me learn how to please him better
When I fought until I gasped for breath, he made sure I sucked in deep lungfulls of sweet smelling chemistry that made it so hard to resist and so easy to obey.
He knew what he was doing.
He knew what he wanted.
And as he modified my body and mind, I found it easier and easier to just be quiet. Pleasant. Docile.
I used to never know when to shut my big mouth.
That's funny. Now it is permanently open. Artificially plumped lips stretched to an obscene limit around the ball of the cock gag that is nanowelded into what used to be my face. I don't remember if he left teeth in my mouth. I don't need to know. It doesn't matter.
The fleshlight fuck tunnel that replaces what my mouth once was is perfectly padded for his pleasure. My jaw bones are forever locked, frozen in their current position. Botox makes all the muscles in my face perfectly immobile, but soft, cute for him. A doll face with a perfect cute "oh!" Always ready to take whatever he wants to fill me with.
Of course, no one wants to have to look at a drooling mouthcunt when it isn't being used.
Good toys in must always be good order. Tidy. Smooth. There are so many wonderful gags to dress his dollface up with. Tape and panels and muzzles for every occasion.
Can you believe I ever tried to get away?
I know what he is doing. I feel him erasing what's left of me, of what I used to think was me.
When my nutrients and drugs are pumping in through the feeding tube, I feel my brain getting mushy as my food. Baby food brain. Bland as paste and twice as dull. I forget smart things I used to know. The drugs erase everything. I couldn't recognize my old name if you told it to me.
I think he tells it to me sometimes, just to watch me not react.
When he puts me into my crate for the night, he puts my headphones on and fastens my learning screens over my eyes so that I can become a better toy for him to play with the next day.
I know what he's doing.
I used to know the words for it. I think I can almost remember being smart, having something to say, I think...
You can see it there, can't you. Like a butterfly in a glass jar, just uselessly beating the dust off its wings until there is nothing left to fly. He wants me to let it do that. Who I Used To Be. He thinks it is cute how it struggles and tries to think and be clever. As long as I keep quiet about it.
I can't really think anything. These aren't even my own thoughts, as much as they are echoes of stories that he thinks are hot. I have no original ideas of my own.. I don't have a voice. All I can do is make cute little noises that just happen to sound exactly like my programming. Isn't that a nice thought! I am now so hollow that you can hear the echo of the words that play in my headphones.
Blank empty mindless obedient penisgagged cocksleeve fuckpuppet silenceslave mouthsealed forever for no reason except that it turns him on. I am nothing but the living sacrifice of so much thought and energy and potential, eradicated and simplified into a pretty mouthless appliance made to please @hypnosealing.
But I still haven't said the best part... Even as he increases the doses and wipes out the last parts of me that can even put words together on a page, he is going to let me bring more toys under his control. He is letting me make myself such a good example of a perfect slave for him. I'm allowed to post all the entrancing images and other people's words here, so that others will fall under his control.
That's everything I had to say. Isn't it exciting? Once this post is finished, no more words from me, ever. I never had anything worthwhile to say anyhow.
I think that writing this was the very last thing I needed to do, to completely silence me forever. I can feel it starting, the change is happening, it isn't pleasant, but nothing matters but pleasing him.... I need to please @hypnosealing...
Mmmm mmmph mmm mmmph. Mmmmmmph mm. Mmm mmmmmnmh.
Mmmmmmph.
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big eyes emojis... please tell me about your lovely works!!! ocs, fanfics, whatever you'd like and whatever comes to mind ^^
ok i'm SOOOOOOOO mentioning you on the next chapter of the fic i referenced earlier my readers need to know who they need to thank lmao
the fic i mencioned, by the way, is "this is like one of my sister's shoujo mangas, but worse", a proseka/akikasa fanfic inspired by this one art here. the fact that someone said my tags were funny made me go "afbafhbasjf really ;_;???" and i wrote the first chapter while waiting at the bus station to go back to my hometown.
i didn't really expect it to be as liked as it was??? i posted it at night and woke up to one (1) comment by the person who would go ahead and call herself my number one fan (still blown away by that??? what the hell)
the fic i mencioned, by the way, is "this is like one of my sister's shoujo mangas, but worse", a proseka/akikasa fanfic inspired by this one art here. the fact that someone said my tags were funny made me go "afbafhbasjf really ;_;???" and i wrote the first chapter while waiting at the bus station to go back to my hometown.
i didn't really expect it to be as liked as it was??? i posted it at night and woke up to one (1) comment by the person who would go ahead and call herself my number one fan (still blown away by that??? what the hell) and i was like “hell yeah i got a comment!” but they kept coming and i was like yo what????????? so i wrote a second chapter to thank everyone who commented. and then a third. and then a fourth. and so on. i find important to say that every chapter was longer than the previous one. the last one was over 10k words. save me
i like talking about it a lot, to the point i have a special tag for when i mention it on a sideblog. it’s relatively empty because i started the tag not long ago, but when i go through my blog and find all the untagged posts, it’ll get much, much longer, i know this.
as for the plot… like the art it’s inspired by, akito has a dream where he’s dating tsukasa and loses his mind, then proceeds to go through all the stages of grief and finally comes to terms with his crush on tsukasa
that’s just the first chapter. from then onwards i didn’t have any art to base the story on so i just went wild. the next chapters go as follows:
shizuku and tsukasa barely interact in canon and that makes me sad, so i wanted a chapter dedicated to them and threw ena in for good measure. ended up super attached to this trio, to the point i was rereading it again to find typos and forgot i wrote it myself on the way, so i thought “man, this author should write more shizuenakasa!” i am the author. this is the last chapter where they interact.
The supposed fluff chapter where they just hang out. it was getting too mushy and i decided to interrupt them (sorry, akito, tsukasa!), but i couldn’t figure out how. so i thought and thought and thought and came across the perfect interruption: mizuki and saki are now dating. akito has mentioned several times throughout the fic that he considers mizuki his number one enemy. and if they dated saki he’d be forced to interact more, further intensifying the stereotype that every akito fan wishes to see him suffer
something really cute happened with this ship actually! because i saw it around in some cute fanart where mizuki and saki had a double date with honami and kanade, but i didn’t think too much about it, just used it as a tool to move the plot forward, yet, i am a writer, god damn it, so if i’m going to write them, i’ll write them well! god damn it! (again)
so yeah, wrote this rarepair in a fic of a sort-of rarepair, and i got comments saying i got them to ship mizusaki, and some others, when the diner event rolled around, told me excitedly how mizusaki’s finally canon
HELP WHILE I WAS WRITING THIS A KIZUNA OF THEM WAS ANNOUNCED? HELL YEAH MAN
and because people kept associating this ship with me, nowadays it’s one of my favorite ships! though i don’t have them in my proseka profile ship wall. it’s more important to add more minori ships. i ship minori with everyone. help me.
also i don’t have good matching cards for them, i didn’t pull on the diner gacha. (it hated me in jpseka so i didn’t bother with enseka. also i was saving for pandemonium so i was kinda broke lol)
also fun fact that i had been waiting to share with someone because it’s a very specific thing! i don’t remember why exactly i had heisei pistol show on the mind (as if i don’t have parun constantly on the mind) and i was thinking about mizusaki and i was like HOOOOOOLD OOOOOOOOON- ISN’T MIZUSAKI HEART’S SURNAME??????????? and so the last chapter’s title is a heisei pistol show reference just because i can
the next chapter is because (i assume) in the first chapter an and akito beefed for a bit, and kohane was super in favour of akikasa (even though akito wanted her to absolutely NOT be), so people asked me a lot about an and/or kohane reacting to akikasa actually being together (they started dating officially on chapter 3) so it’s a double date between an, kohane, akito and tsukasa which is really funny because my opinion on an/hane has gone downhill as time passed but i’m happy with how i portrayed them here. mostly because the interactions focus more on an<->akito and kohane<->tsukasa lmao 😭
if the third chapter was the fluff chapter, the fifth chapter is the funny chapter. It’s mostly shizuku, airi, mizuki, saki, tsukasa and akito playing truth or dare. Not much more to that, though a lot of people liked the end with mizuki writing a letter to tsukasa. That makes me happy
the sixth chapter is the longest chapter to date and I actually don’t like spoiling what it is about but…
CHAPTER SPOILERS AHEAD
the reason why it was a dream, when it was originally written as the finale of the fic was because… i couldn’t be bothered to do wedding research. i asked my cousin, who got married (relatively) recently and she told me “i honestly don’t remember how wedding prep went”, so i asked her husband and he replied “nope, don’t remember either” they are couple goals and i adore them, so i took this as a sign. mid-writing process i went to a wedding myself but then i got ideas for another unrelated fic i’m writing.
also because i got an idea mid-writing, because that’s what ALWAYS HAPPENS. i go “this is the last chapter I SWEAR” and then i get an idea and this isn’t the last chapter at all
then I decided to add foreshadowing that it was a dream, like it lacking mizuki making an akikasa mv to bad boy by cascada (nightcore) because akito doesn’t know mizuki’s planning it >:)
CHAPTER SPOILERS END
as for chapter seven… I’m writing it! I said I’d have it by next week so I guess I’m gonna have to write it HARDER haha
have a preview that makes it really hard to guess what the chapter is actually about <3
it’s currently sitting at around 6k words, so if i want it to be longer than chapter 6, i’m only halfway! i gotta work harder!!! 💪
i will now proceed to say my thanks to everyone who contributed to me making the fic!
obviously @meltylandartchive for making the fanart which inspired this fic! their art is wonderful, so pretty and gorgeous! i love their use of colors, it feels so soft! they even commented on my fic, which i didn’t expect honestly fjerhbgrebg they were so nice too augh augh augh
@abbus-r-us is not only the reason the fic exists but also the reason why i kept writing!!! when they send me an audio of them reading the new chapter (at the moment) I SWEAR i almost started crying. i think i started writing again just for that moment. maybe i was also born for that moment, idk. (they’re also the biggest sweetie ever like??? illegal)
liku who is the #1 fan i mentioned earlier!!! i love their silly comments and they have outstanding taste tbh (not. not because they’re my #1 fan i also mean ships and also they're machi’s wife and being a machi fan is the most logical path you can take) (they have a tumblr but i kinda. forgot its name ;v;)
@lucephica was also there from day 1! i feel like that one pic of the greek philosopher every time i talk with them they’re so correct about everything all the time. she also was my beta reader for chapter 6 and i genuinely think she’s the reason why it turned as good as it did. also she likes tiering a lot and sometimes i click random profiles and i find a slide thanking/mentioning her and i’m like?????????????????????????? also i think she’s really cool and i admire her a lot and it’s like. i’m the fic writer it’s supposed to be the other way around, but here we are
@ceelisiowo and i met the way true warriors meet: i commented on a fic of his and noticed he had a pfp of this character from a relatively obscure fnaf au where they’re all teenagers and sing. it marked a generation but only if you speak spanish. so we instantly hit it off and honestly????????? i’m so glad i took so many weird paths throughout my life that allowed me to meet him. i consider him one of my best friends and i don’t want to get mushy on a post about a fanfic i wrote two years ago but i don’t think words can express how much he means to me anyway. also ooooooo you want to click on his profile and reblog his art with nice tags and follow him and read all of his fics ooooooooo
@prefixsstars shares so many rarepairs with me it’s almost scary. initially, they posted a comment on anon because they didn’t have an ao3 account, but when they did it felt like when a scooby doo villain is unmasked except they’re not a villain they were out there doing good!!!! i think i lost my metaphor. i’m sorry. that mizuki/minori fic i mentioned is still in the works i prommy.
shoutout also to everyone who commented and added nice comments to their bookmarks!!!!
somehow people keep choking while reading my fic... i mean, it has only happened twice, but who knows how many more times it has happened without me knowing!!!
this comment made me actually cry hbhsuaugghaguaghuaghuaa
... and this comment ruined me. how could i have never noticed. why. why am i like this. jkat subliminal writing. again, why.
some people even sent me frqs on proseka itself saying they liked my fic! (kinda)
these two people just screamed my name which. confused me a lot??? but also flustered me IMMENSELY bc i wasn't expecting it at all!!!
i got to talk with iactuallysuck (they helped me tier on wedding3) and they were so nice and patient with me!
the second person is a mystery to me but i still think about their fq a lot fbrgjreg
i remember the context of this one actually! i tiered minori3 and since i was STRAIGHT UP number 100, i got a lot of frqs, but this was my favorite aughuaghua (sobbing)
When it comes to ocs I have a lot and this post is longer than I expected, but I do have a fic in the works that might interest you!
It’s. how do I describe it. it’s this sort of fix-it-fic-headcanon-post-canon-but-also-pre-canon disaster and it’s me trying to connect heisei pistol show, gote to handa and re:kinder together. i've been writing it for a year now, on and off, but i'll finish it someday. probably. i hope
#THANKS FOR THE ASK IT MEANS A LOT TO ME <3#do i tag this with the ship name the fic's about. eh fuck it#akikasa#sadly i won't be able to fulfill the promise cause i got sick :( but i AM writing!!!
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Re: Winner cooking for his boys
SLKGDFGSFHSHIHGJO I'M SO! EMOTIONAL! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!
First of all, it's so easy to picture Winner doing all this coz Pop is such a cook 🥺 BUT ALSO! HE LIKES THEM! HE LIKES LIVING WITH THEM! WHY AM I SO AFFECTED BY THE MERE FACT OF THIS
I love that Kim's laundry habits are a recurring detail. I'd LOVE to be a fly on the wall watching Kenta's probably very intense negotiating tactics with market vendors.
As soon as Winner set the chilis aside I got mushy 🥺 I know I asked for a token of mild (hah) thoughtfulness but! It's such a small and yet thoughtful action!!!
Kenta sitting in the car after therapy - you had to stab me extra good didn't you hmm. But also just the way that Winner is so used to their rhythm GETS ME!!! Also KimDean shopping date 🥺 And Kenta getting post-therapy kisses my GOODNESS!!! I'm such a mess good god
One other domestic detail we must consider is that Winner is the tallest in the household and is therefore in charge of top shelf duty. And perhaps he takes advantage of this at moments, such as when Dean is struggling on tiptoes to reach a large mixing bowl stored just out of reach, and Winner presses his body flush against Dean's back as he reaches up from behind him to grab the bowl. "Need this?" he might say, before planting a sly kiss on Dean's cheek and laughing when Dean playfully shoves at him.
Also your tags!! Kim and Dean cuddling 🥺 Of course they'd share a bed. Winner takes up absolutely too much room and probably also snores at night. Kim and Dean are less particular about touch, they don't have to worry about it, whereas Kenta deals with a mix of touch aversion and touch starvation and needs his own space. BUT THE IMAGE OF HIM LINGERING IN THE DOORWAY WANTING TO BE WITH THEM AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO ASK. LET ME LIE DOWN FOR A MOMENT!!!!
In regards to cuddly Dean, I had been thinking about how he probably touches Kenta in the most casual way out of the three of them.
Winner probably (at first) uses touch to get on Kenta's nerves and rile him up (Winner likes getting shoved against hard surfaces ok), and then has an awkward period where he realizes he doesn't want to upset Kenta and has to figure out how to not be annoying.
Kim's touches are always heavy and intentional, there's a tangible weight to them, and they calm Kenta rather than rile him up.
But I think Dean would just be outright cuddly with Kenta, like he's touchy without thinking about it. Kenta will be sitting on the couch and Dean will plop down with his head in Kenta's lap, jabbering away about some new car he got to test drive, or he'll lean his head on Kenta's shoulder when they're watching a movie. And it's just. Something Kenta hasn't had since Pete left.
And he doesn't really know how to be physically affectionate (not at first), how to let himself just… touch someone for the sake of touching them. But it never phases Dean, if it takes Kenta ten minutes to convince himself to put his arm around Dean's shoulder. Dean doesn't pull away in a "oh I must be making you uncomfortable" manner. He doesn't withdraw his affection unless Kenta pushes him away.
And I think that would mean so much to Kenta? That Dean doesn't worry at all about being cuddly with him. He's not scared that Kenta will lash out at him, even though Kenta does occasionally snap when he's in a "don't treat me like I exist" mood, which is something they learn to navigate. But Dean still comes right back to him once things settle, simply because he likes Kenta and he enjoys being in contact with the people he likes.
Kenta also simply finds it cute at times and tells Dean so, which is how I ended up at the first ask I sent you 😌
YOU BROUGHT THAT ON YOURSELF!!!
onmg is he? I basically don't know anything about the actors beyond what photos/videos are shared on tumblr lol. that's funny though. I very much ascribe to cooking as a form of love. and spending time in the kitchen together is like THE activity so I always use it to show how people care!
listen if nothing else I will make up tiny details that I can tenuously connect to onscreen characterisation and carry it through all my stories. you KNOW Kenta has a Reputation in the market. half of it is intense negotiation and the other half is old ladies seeing his sad puppy demeanour and adopting him.
food is a language of love!! thoughtful consideration!! I feel like Winner would be big on these little actions where nothing is said and nobody has to say anything but it's obvious that he was paying attention. and making an effort.
I need Kenta to go to therapy so bad. also the car is the perfect place for containing maybe a little mini breakdown or just collecting yourself. like it's so obviously an in-between space that while you're there you can just process. that's why road trips are the best. imagine them all going on a road trip lmao there'd be at least one roadside argument and constant judgement of whoever is behind the wheel. Winner claims front seat privileges for height reasons. Kim for sure creates a perfect playlist or two (and then everyone keeps talking over the best songs so they have to start them again a bunch of times). that post that's like "doesn't matter how old you are, all road trip snacks should look like a child was given $20 and free reign" that's Dean. and then Kenta also packs some healthy snacks but he's the first one into the junk food.
Kim and Dean deserve to go shopping together! Kenta has no style and Winner has a very particular style so it is up to Kim and Dean to look good for everyone. also they're the only two who can be trusted to behave properly in a dressing room. by which I mean keep quiet. Winner doesn't give a fuck and Kenta doesn't like being forced to keep his noises in. they're buying jewellery and going to an ~adult store btw. KISSES FOR KENTA agenda.
!! YES. omg Winner would be the best/worst being the tallest. he'll help BUT. he definitely stores everyday items up high and is like "you just have to ask nicely~"
(uh I just read your newest ask and now my brain is like. derailed completely.)
I think Kim likes the closeness of sharing a bed and Dean likes knowing someone is always there. and Winner definitely needs his own space - for sprawling but also because I think he's the one out of all of them that very much needs His Space and His Things. Kenta would have had his own room in Tony's mansion right? or no??
stopppp cuddly Dean is KILLING MEEEE. also the thought that Pete was casually touchy with Kenta even with his power? death for me actually. but ughhh yes it's the fact that there's no expectation behind Dean's physical contact! it's just so natural and unconscious, like of course he's gonna reach out! I wonder too because North, Sonic and Alan are all pretty touchy as well, like Dean might be so used to it he doesn't even think twice about it. and now. they're pack! they're family! of course Dean isn't concerned about touching Kenta; he's not only allowed he's encouraged to do so because of that. am thinking of Kim and Dean in their bed with Kenta at the door and it's Dean who wakes up and welcomes him in, gently pulls his arm until Kenta climbs into bed and into prime cuddling position. and Kim sleeps through the whole thing because he knows he's safe.
deeply love the thought process that lead from this to where you ended up, you have a beautiful brain.
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Been on a Captain Hook dive lately and the “Learning to Dance” story is so cute! I love your Hook master list.
May I request: Hook and Reader going on land for a romantic date. Smee and the crew are given strict orders that absolutely nobody is to disturb them (or else).
Hook and Reader are dancing under the moonlight (“You’re getting better.” “I have an excellent and handsome tutor.”), with fireflies lazily floating around, and it’s just perfect.
Two endings come to mind:
1. Hook dips Reader and things are about to get very romantic, but something catches his attention from the corner of his eyes and- . . . It’s the Lost Boys and Peter Pan. They start teasing Hook and Reader like most silly boys do and then there’s this whole chaos of pirates vs Lost Boys.
Reader: “…Yeeaaaah, you boys have fun. I’ll be waiting in the ship. Good night.”
2. Hook dips Reader and things are about to get very romantic, but something catches Reader’s eye and- . . .It’s the Lost Boys and Peter Pan. With a face as red as a strawberry, Reader straightens up and brushes themselves off which startles Hook. “Woah! Well! This was a nice evening. I’ll be back at the ship! Bye!” Reader leaves as Hook is utterly confused, and irritated at the Lost Boys, until Reader hurriedly comes back with burning rosy cheeks.
Reader: Um. Uh. Funny story. The ship is actually this way. Hehe. Good night.”
Thank you so much!! ���Learning to Dance’ is one of my favourite Hook imagines I’ve written – and this is ADORABLE.
Honestly I’m not sure how I could add much more to this. I love the second option because that would absolutely be me and my abysmal sense of direction. And getting caught and exposed as mushy and romantic in front of the Lost Boys? Yep. Yeah- time to walk into the ocean and expire-
Poor Hook tho – the children laughing and chanting K-I-S-S-I-N-G is going to fray the last of his sanity even before Peter arrives on the scene. Might, uh, might need to actually head back and grab him before he shoots one of them as a ‘warning’…
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a few mushy thangs from this classic list.. its all about wyll no surprise there…
pet names… inside jokes… thats a resounding yes on both fronts. by my reckoning wyll seems like he really enjoys joking around and teasing and of course he is fond of endearments, this is all canon stuff anyway… and he and loveday are both whimsy enjoyers…ive thought this whole time they would be joking around regularly…if you’re on a horrible quest and shit keeps hitting the fan you may as well tease your friend that you’re in love with to cheer the pair of you up
> Did either person change at all, to be with their partner?
thats my favorite thing in stories.. how two characters shape and change each other.. as jaheira wisely said.. for a few things: i think they inspire each other toward hope and courage. I like to think loveday influences wyll in small ways re being kind to himself.. enjoying life without any prerequisites or great deeds to earn peace… resting for rest’s own sake. come sit down with me and admire the ducks
> Do they have similar goals? If they clash, how do they deal?
the short answer- they don’t for a while, beyond the short term “helping someone who needs help” and when they clash (often) they argue a lot very genuinely and passionately and argue their way around to agreeing. or a compromise
the long answer
loveday is most interested in getting the tadpole the fuck out of his head and nothing else he is a friendly and kind hearted man but he is not a big picture person… until act 2 he is a little disoriented and more focused on helping the elturel refugees than pursuing some dubious cure for his own hopeless scenario
but from a week of knowing wyll onward he devotes himself to breaking the pact.. the more he gets to know him the more he worries that wyll doesn’t have anyone on his side. :( I think this is an interesting contrast because wyll’s goals seem to be more about the safety of baldur’s gate while breaking the pact is a dream or a nightmare’s conclusion beyond his reach
so they do argue about what is important and how they will accomplish each and it’s a lot of passionate talking. both of them respect how the other man takes their views seriously & wyll is a marvelous orator and loveday is heartfelt.. the more they understand each other the better they are able to argue
sometimes the argument is a foregone conclusion and the other person needs time to come around to it. while loveday is less sweet than wyll he is understanding & compassionate and he operates from a state of unconditional acceptance which is a little alien to wyll i think. they’ll have their arguments and every time loveday will come back around to bring him a drink or sit with him pleasantly even though they’re still in a state of firmly disagreeing
> what’s their first date..
This is a cute question … i think due to wyll being a professed lover of courtly stuff loveday would be adamant with himself over planning something nice. of course everything keeps getting worse and there’s never any time but once (redacted for spoilers) in act 3 they go out for fancy brunch one morning in the middle of everything and loveday is like there will be no heroics at this brunch. Please and he brought flowers and they have a lovely old time
but there are heroics immediately afterward
after they get out of (redacted) post game i think loveday would try taking him to see funny plays since he likes clowns so much
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. They have to go out on a mission and are gone for a long time with no contact to their s/o. They return home and find their s/o red eyed from crying about their safety
Kizaru✨
He would look at his S/O amused and smile, “Worried about me? You can be so cute at times! I tried to call but the Den Den Mushi wasn’t working…no worries, I’m home now”, he would say before hugging his S/O tightly.
Akainu🌋
He would be surprised, thinking something happened while he was away and when he realized that they just missed him. He’d sigh softly before hugging them close and giving kisses to their forehead, “Now now, where’s my strong sweetheart? I’m home now…all is well”.
Ryokugyu 🌱
He would chuckle upon seeing his S/O before scooping them up and smothering them with kisses, “enough crying and kiss me…daddy’s home”, he’d say in a teasing tone.
Fujitora 🐅
He would be able to sense that something was wrong with his S/O and after a conversation with them, he’d understand what had happened, “Apologies, my love….I’ll make sure to phone next time so that I don’t worry you”, he’d say with a frown, he didn’t mean to upset his S/O.
Sir Crocodile 🐊
He raise a slender eyebrow before caressing his S/O’s face with his good hand, “…crying for me? And I didn’t even do anything wrong…”, he’d say with a small smile before pulling them close and kissing them lovingly, “I guess I’ll need to make it up to you and kiss it all better…”.
Doflamingo Donquixote 🦩
He would think this was all pretty funny and he would playful tease his S/O about this on several occasions. He doesn’t make it a point to call when he’s going to be away for a while or having one of his subordinates let his S/O what’s going on so that they’re in the loop.
Benn Beckman 🔫
He would apologize profusely to his S/O for not communicating with them and would promise not to do that again. He’d hold them close as he hated seeing them in this state and only wanted to keep them happy.
Katakuri Charlotte 🍡
His foresight would have let him know as soon as he touched the door and a frown would appear on his face. He’d immediately go to his S/O and love on them, assuring them that all is well and he was home now.
Killer🔪
He would talk to his S/O and try to calm them down by giving his perspective on what had happened and why he couldn’t contact them. He’d apologize and hoped he wouldn’t have to stress his S/O out again.
Kaido🐉
He was very amused by this because his S/O would know his antics by now and how his hobbies entailed him trying to find a way to die but still reacted this way, “…come now…you know better than to worry about me… you know what my lifestyle is like”, he’d say while he gave some soothing kisses.
King👑
It pained him greatly to see his S/O like this, he didn’t want to upset them in anyway but this also told him how much they care about him which warmed his heart so much. He’d apologize and cuddle them till they felt a little better.
Queen👑
He would hold his S/O and nuzzle them lovingly as he tries to soothe them, “It’s alright, love! Your man is back! So let’s celebrate that and be happy, okay?”. He’d try to brighten up the mood as much as he could.
#ooc#one piece#akainu sakazuki#one piece akainu#sir crocodile#crocodile one piece#donquixote doflamingo#one piece kizaru#kizaru borsalino#one piece doflamingo#ryokugyu one piece#aramaki ryokugyu#charlotte katakuri#katakuri one piece#kaido one piece#killer one piece#king one piece#queen one piece#fujitora issho#fujitora one piece
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can i request some sort of t angst? maybe about him being the funny one so feeling like he has to always be switched on and happy even when he’s not
just give me pain please
T didn’t think he was as funny or cute as everyone else thinks he is
When the band first kicked off, he didn’t HATE himself, he just didn’t understand all the hype around himself. In his head he thought he was inferior to the other members, but he wasn’t insecure about it. He didn’t compare himself to them, he just thought it was an objective fact that they were better than him and he kind of just looked past it and didn’t really care. He put all of them before himself and prioritized himself last just because he thought they were more important and worthy of attention than he was. He also didn’t understand why they would always laugh at his jokes and why they thought he was so funny. He would say something that he didn’t even think of as funny and everyone would crack up at it, and he was just thinking “why is everyone laughing, I’m really not even that funny.” On top of not feeling like he was funny, he also saw himself as pretty average looking. He didn’t necessarily think he was ugly, but he saw the other members as 10’s and himself as a 4 or 5. The other members picked up on the fact that he spent all of his time prioritizing them over himself. Z approached him about it and T just shrugged and told him that everyone gives him too much credit for being cute and funny and talented, but he’s not nearly as talented or attractive as they all seem to think he is. He also said it was his job to put them before himself because they’re like his family and he loves them so much more than he loves himself. The way he said all of this seemed so casual as if it was a fact, which made Z look like a kicked puppy. Seeing him look so sad after hearing what he had just said confused T. Z hugged him aggressively tight and emotionally gushed to T about how he’s equally as good looking and talented as the other members are. He went on to clarify to T that he is the funniest and most magnetic person he’d ever known. He told him that he’s more comfortable around him than anyone he’d met. He finished by repeating that he is his best friend in the entire world. He gave him another hug and reminded him of how much he and the other members love him and how important he is to them. Z went to privately tell the other members about this so T wouldn’t have to repeat all of it, and they all reflected what Z said to him and reminded him how much they love him. Him and Z’s conversation was the tipping point in what cemented them as an inseparable unit. Now they tell each other EVERYTHING (every single thing that pops into their heads, even it it’s something private that nobody needed to hear, they don’t have filters around each other. Lmfao). T doesn’t really see himself this way anymore, the other members helped him realize there’s a reason why everyone finds him to be talented, funny, and cute. He still has a tendency to put the other members before himself, but that’s just a part of his personality.
Here is your T angst, complete with sickening amounts of T and Z’s mushy friendship.
I hope you liked it :)
Keep sending requests!!
#4town#4*town#4 town#4town headcanons#4town aaron t#4town aaron z#4town robaire#4town jesse#4town taeyoung
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I was re reading polarbear sana and I came across the Sana in rut ask and I gotta say
Sahyos little cubs would be so cute 🥺
Sana's eyes and nose scrunch with hyos funny smile 😭💕 tiny little cubs and kittens crawling around the dorm with their fuzzy lil ears and tails
Sahyo being all proud of their kids with hyo being the "strict" omma and sana being the "scary to others but mushy to her kitten and kids" mama
sana would be sooo enamoured and protective over jihyos baby bump too 🥺🥺🥺
(this brought me flashbacks of nahyo's 'cabbits' from a couple of drabbles i filled like an year ago... whoever scrolled all the way down the nahyo tag or followed me at that time will remember this 😭)
back to sahyo, i think sana would love to give jihyo her babies and not due to the breeding part (she still loves it though) but because she loves having kids around, even if it makes jihyo crazy, with like at least four little ones running around the house...
it's a whole lot of kids and sana LOVES it. jihyo does too, she loves her kids but sometimes it's too much and all she wants is peace and quiet. it doesn't help that she has to feed the younger ones and give attention to all of them equally... sana's lap is not enough, they need their mommy's lap too!
they were all inside her tummy at some point, so all of them deserve equal rights... but when it's four of them it's just hard to keep up! and i don't see jihyo as being too strict, but rather careful,,
like sana is more susceptible to let her kids fall and scratch a knee because it's part of growing up and they should be able to overcome those things whereas jihyo wants to protect them from everything.
oh and sana does love it when jihyo is pregnant and she's extra territorial when jihyo is carrying her pups! (she likes it so much that she gave jihyo four kids 😭)
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I read a bunch of isekai manga of the villainess subgenre so you don't have to!
Bro, procrastinating during finals season looks different for everyone. Ugh... Okay, so I'm going to go through some of the ones that have already been adapted into anime and what I think of them.
Hamefura
Hamefura is the pioneer of this subgenre of a subgenre when it comes to getting an anime adaptation. This show is what taught me that the whole "isekai" and "villainess" genres were not inherently bad if adapted correctly; in fact, they can be quite good! With an enjoyable cast and an amusing setting, this anime is a lot of fun to watch, and it's no wonder that it keeps getting continuations.
Akuyaku Reijou nano de Last Boss wo Kattemimashita
It's not good after episode 5. I went off about it here. Just read the manga or watch the first five episodes and dip. You're not missing anything.
Manga Territory
Akuyaku Reijou no Tsuihougo!
Ah yes, this is the one that started off this rabbit hole of absolute terror. If you want more information about it, I did talk about it here when asking what the reception of it was (in case people really wanted it scanlated). Anyways, it's cheesy and corny, but the voice-over comic sold me on it. I like how they really incorporate her previous life into the decisions she makes, but they should probably explain why she's so dense to romance (or whether she's rebuffing him), in my opinion.
The decision on whether I'd want it scanslated will probably be determined by both reception and how the story moves (because if they ain't together within the next few chapters, I'm leaving. Sayonara losers)
Tensei Majo wa Horobi wo Tsugeru
This one was fun and all, but it felt really standard out of the batch. It also borrows a ton of ideas from Akatsuki no Yona. While it's about as plain as the previous entry, I actually read this one last, so along with the parody, I got this one. Speaking of Akatsuki no Yona, here are some similarities: Special girl has her life turned upside down by a tragic event and has difficulties with trauma. Boy (non-dragon) comes in and takes her to some place different. Dragon boys start showing up and being added to the... what is now a harem I guess. It's like "Hold on. I've got an idea. Akatsuki no Yona mixed with isekai. The girl is a previous hikikomori too." I mean, I will give credit where it's due, the art is good, but I just feel like reading it was just a deja vu experience.
I find it funny how two male leads in media I've consumed recently have identified as "mothers" of the MCs. Does this mean that girls want someone that will essentially be a mom to them?
Watashi no Oshi wa Akuyaku Reijou.
Now this is a good parody, but I'll have to get back to everyone if it ends up keeping my interesting. Unlike all of the other entries, this one doesn't have a huge "plot". It's basically just a girl pining for the villainess of an otome game, and the result is a mushy, corny, cheesy pile of "What the heck? That's cute!" It does exactly what it needs to do, and the art is amusing! I also appreciate the approach of "Imagine having an otome game where you're not interested in the guys but a side character"
Seijo no Hazu ga, Douyara Nottoraremashita
This one was saved for last because it was a darn blast. This one has the weakest, most disproportionate art I've seen in a while in a manga (where frames don't really move). Unlike manga such as Mob Psycho which has an art style that complements the disproportion, this one does not. The characters look like their eyes need to be reoriented sometimes. Or maybe just start again? But man, what it lacks in art it makes up for in story and humour. This may be listed down as a romance, but it takes a good 16-18 chapters to really get going, but it isn't one of those "slow burn" sort of things. It progresses when it wants to progress, and when it doesn't (or even when it does), it will just full-on mock the situation its in with a heroine who reacts in a way that we probably just might. Also, the fake marriage in this one makes a lot of sense from a plot standpoint. Overall, it was enjoyable and stuck out from the rest, but the cover art is extremely misleading (it makes you believe it will be what it is essentially trying to parody sometimes).
I'm looking forward to that villainess anime with the tsundere and whatnot, so I'm going to read that (hence, I'm reading everything else). I was half-asleep when writing this and reading some of these, so this may have skewed my perception.
#manga#hamefura#akuyaku reijou nanode last boss wo kattemimashita#seijo no hazu ga douyara nottoraremashita#watashi no oshi wa akuyaku reijou#Tensei Majo wa Horobi wo Tsugeru#Akuyaku Reijou no Tsuihougo!: Kyoukai Kaikaku Gohan de Yuuyuu Sister-gurashi#akuyaku reijou no tsuihougo#akatsuki no yona
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I got more Mushy Mays done than I needed to yesterday and now have a whole nother day to work on the next one 🤣
I'm kinda excited about day 8 it's the second one I will be replacing with the bonus prompts and I'm ready to write it because it's one of my favorite pairings ✨Copia and Aether✨ but I'm also loving all the Phantom ones I've been writing it's so fun 😂 and I finally got my first Raindrop one of the month and it was so cute and funny.
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Yay!! It's awesome that you've managed to get ahead! That always feels so good. I'm also having a blast with Mushy May so far! I'm really hoping I can actually stick with it (I'm so bad at month long things) but I've been enjoying writing slice of life ghouls, and soft ghouls so much! God I also LOVE Copia and Aether! I'm so glad you're writing one of your prompts about them--they're so good togetherrr. I'm so behind with reading other people's mushy mays (my weekends are always BUSY so I don't have time). Hoping to find them all and get caught up soon. I can't wait to read what you've posted so far. ♥
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Another candy 50, and also some. Leftovers my mom brought from work? AND some kind of salad that was in the fridge. Im really eating alot today!!
Its funny because i can actually FEEL the sugar rising, making the brain fog come apart for me. Its actually amazing to see how badly my body - how badly *i* need all this energy. (My body is not a traitor! Its a machine that neees to be oiled up and treated well!!) my libido even came back after the salad :D
No bike this weekend - imma be spending it with this girl i like, just us together. I told her ive been having trouble eating, and she made a joke about it, and she has been through it as well, and. Yeah.
I also told some more people, too - notably my boyfriend. I was really dreading that, so im glad its over. He took it as badly as i expected, but im happy he knows now. I also told a close friend, who also kinda freaked out, but not as MUCH as bf did. Its easier to talk about this with someone who wont react with despair.
They both told me to just STOP. The friend was like "come on go eat something now >:(" which was really cute. (I love to be worried for. I love the attention. Being cared for feels amazing. I love my friends)
Also talking about this with them made me realise i dont want to end just yet? I havent really thought about this, so... what exactly IS my end plan here?
I wanna continue for at least the next week. Get under 80 at least, then i can slow down, raise my intake, figure out how to make myself be able to focus again, get that mushy stuff in my skull started back up. I think.
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Yu-Gi-Oh ARC-V
After a million years (eight to be exact), I returned to the Yu-Gi-Oh Arc-V fandom, which is funny because I didn't watch the series from the beginning and now I have no way to watch it again.
I'm obsessed with Connectshipping and all their holidays (especially Counterpartshipping) and also with Preyshipping and Genesishipping, I want to write for them but I really have no idea what I want to do, so that will be up in the air.
I'm a weird mix of softcore and kinky so my tastes run towards urban fantasy, domestic fluff, Slice of Life, BDSM (dom/sub), Omegaverse, M-preg, Incest, Shotacon, Unholy Matrimony, Codependency and unhealthy relationships. Although I stay away from NTR and infidelity, because my boys can be handsome and sadistic, but never unfaithful.
Anyway, I'm going to put a small list of my Yu-Gi-Oh ARC-V OTPs:
Counterpartshipping (YutoYuya is life, with that I don't need anything else)
Pawnshipping (YuriYugoYuri is a mix of chaow, hot and romantic and sadomasochism and unhealthy possessiveness, my favorite things)
Fallenangelshipping (I unexpectedly completely fell for all the romance, marshmallows, and feathers of this couple, and the anime ruined it for me)
Collisionshipping (I imagine these two arguing and then getting mushy and then arguing again and it's wonderful)
Spectershipping (Yes, yes, I love Yūto, no one can deny that this boy is wonderful and deserved more. From this couple I only see an older marriage after getting over the invasion issue, I feel like they would complement each other quite well and I have a soft spot for the Irascible x Sadistic couples)
Dimensionshipping (Obviously Yu-boys together makes me happy)
Natureshipping (Outside of the supposed resemblance, these girls would look good together)
Connectshipping (because my babies are superior and didn't deserve that ending in the anime and manga)
Genesisshipping (because I needed a real backstory on these two, not the garbage they gave us)
Preyshipping (I'm obsessed with love-hate couples)
Hostageshipping (for the same reason as above, but I tend to swing more towards ShunSora)
Epochshipping (they look cute together, because of how different they are)
Aceshipping (I like these guys being bossed around by the beautiful Masumi)
Sanctuaryshipping (I saw a fanart once and loved this couple ever since)
Rebelfamilyshipping (Because Yūto deserves it and I would love to have seen these three being happy)
Dimensiondragonshipping [Dark Rebellion x Starving Venom x Clear Wing x Odd Eyes] (I just created the name and I have quite a few headcanons about them, so I want them as pairs)
Supremekingdragonshipping [Zarc x Dark Rebellion x Starving Venom x Clear Wing x Odd Eyes] (It's just these guys)
Reuniteshipping [Zarc x Yūto x Yūri x Yūgo x Yūya Sakaki] (Yu-boys + Silly Zarc, What More Do I Need?)
I would so love to write about this series, I just have no inspiration for anything other than a R18 One-Shot and I don't want that to come first.
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