#but I got a ten inch different between my bust and ribcage and I've had that since I was like 16 or 17 | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

centeris2 · 1 year ago

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oh dear now I’m having a bit of an existential crisis over the sso character update/creator because like, do I make myself again like I did when I first started sso over 9 years ago? If I just make a current version of myself it will no longer match what Rebecca the fanfic character looks like (and not just because like, updated graphics. It’s been 9 years I look very different physically)

that’s a bit of dissonance I was not prepared for and I’m not sure how I’ll tackle that once the character update does come out

#don't mind me I'm talking #sso #that's not even getting into like #it's not like it'd be easier to make myself or my OC??#Rebecca the character in my head is basically my body from 9 years ago Plus if I did manual labor for a living #given the MC basically is doing manual labor all day every day between riding and caring for horse and stable chores and whatnot #my current appearance is absolutely NOT that hahah #but either way there isn't Muscle options #and yes I know people are freaking out over big vs small bust sizes #but I got a ten inch different between my bust and ribcage and I've had that since I was like 16 or 17 #I am a Well Endowed Lady with a back seat to match and I have been that way basically since puberty #I had some crazy body proportions for the bust waist hip ratio that hour glass figure was ROCKING #which is not even remotely an option for the sso character at the moment #my current body is kiiiind of in there? I mean if I wore some tight sports bras to really get my chest down #just bleh did not expect to have to go 'huh do I want to make my avatar look like ME #or look like my self insert character that accidentally became her own character but is college body me plus more exercise?'

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