#but I feel like theyre gonna try to keep the peace as long a pheasibly possible. even if they realised that their mom may perhapse not be
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Finally fully read the last 25ji event *punches a wall*
#rat rambles#sekai posting#I love them sk so so so much its unreal#I want to put them under a microscope and study them#just the way ena struggles to relate to mafuyu's actions but has begun to much more easily relate to their emotions#which in turn allows her to somewhat understand their actions even if she still struggles somewhat#and also the way mafuyu is clearly becoming more and more uncomfortable and even scared of her house#its the dread with barely supresses panic#it just. hit me rly hard seeing mafuyu like that. our moms are very different but I still know that feeling all too well#and evidently ena is familiar with it too#mafuyu was so expressive in the event it rly shows how far theyve come even if escape is still far away#what rly gets to me abt mafuyu though is how clear it is that their mask holds a grain of truth to it#and thats what makes it so hard for mafuyu to break out of it. because despite how artifishal their mask is it exists because of their#unfortunately still present desire to be what those around them want to be. because despite everything they still love their parents#thats where a lot of their internal confict comes from and why it felt impossible for them to find themself#theyre doing a lot better than they used to. theyve made so much progress#but its mostly been under one private enviorment and thats rapidly becoming a problem as it becomes less private#they wont be able to keep both parts of their life seperate forever. its already starting to crack and bleed#and thats whats rly scary abt mafuyu's homelife to me. its not gonna get any easier to keep the peace and theyre starting to realise that#but I feel like theyre gonna try to keep the peace as long a pheasibly possible. even if they realised that their mom may perhapse not be#the greatest (unlikely theyll let themself get past mildly disagreeing with like a thing for a while tbh) that underlying fear can override#a lot when it comes to parents especially#one thing I do find interesting abt mafuyu is how despite everything they dont actually seem to have a lot of self loathing issues#also I am very convinced at this point that mafuyu has some sort of social anxiety disorder#it just seems like so much of what they do is based on fear (even if they dont realise it)#so in conclusion: mafuyu has mental illness™ and no one is surprised#ok wow I talked way more abt mafuyu than I meant to. I made this post to talk abt ena. oops sorry ena fkfmdjdjd
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