#but I don’t super delve into angst bc I also rly just want this to be cozy at the end of the day

[apollo-just-ice]

Love that I had the thought “hmm well some of this stuff in my fic might not be completely accurate :/“

But then I reminded myself it’s like a totally self indulgent written for *me* thing,,, like yeah! It doesn’t have to be perfect, I am writing what makes my heart happy! That is all that should matter really!! And so now I feel okay, honestly. Good job, me.

That rly is an important thing to remember when creating things, is that foremost it should be making you happy, no matter inaccuracies or popularity or anything else

Also an essay of my thoughts about writing a pmd fic below in the tags hahah oops:

[latviju]

Tagged by: no one i just love to talk about myself procrastinate Tagging: @niekonepadarysi @holgerdanske @kahendkoodi

GENERAL

Name: daniel, but i just go by dan Birthday: january 29 Age: 19 Sexual Orientation: really fucking gay School Status: full-time student

YES/NO

Drink?: lmao yeah Smoke?: nothing besides the Marijuanas Eat cake?: fuck yeah Believe in true love?: maybe? idk man Afraid of the dark?: not unless i see a really spooky horror movie Cat person?:  sure, cats are cool. i think i like dogs more though

FAVORITES

Shampoo: uhh whatever’s cheapest and sulfate-free Disney song: idk if i have One Favorite Song??? i guess the first one i can think of is ‘ i’ll make a man out of you ‘ -- mulan has some sick ass songs ok Actress/Actor: umm... mery.l streep is fantastic ngl, i haven’t seen too many of her films but what ive seen of her acting was rly impressive. also i would let e.wan mcgregor murder me tbh he’s not only gorgeous but also talented as well and i love him Car: uhh i don’t really have a favorite per se, but i have a honda civic and it’s nice Person: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ Type of Weather: cloudy / rainy sweater weather 90s Sitcom: i haven’t seen too many so i’m just gonna say friends bc i’m basic

QUESTIONS

What is your special talent/skill as a roleplayer? the ability to be here for like....... almost 5 years?? :’^)  no but for real, uh... idk. maybe my ability to play different kinds of characters? characters with distinct personalities? shrugs

What is your favorite type of roleplay genre, and why? it’s hard to pick one? i enjoy angst, smut, horror..... i like getting caught up in writing and exploring my muse’s rawest emotions. i think those genres are the most emotional (and challenging) to write and i like delving into that aspect of writing

Why did you pick your muse? ngl it was totally at random. i typically only write under-rated characters in the fandom, so i think one day i wanted to make a new muse and was looking into aph characters and saw l.atvia, and i started reading up on the country’s history and was like “hey this is actually pretty interesting” and now here we are, 3 years later and in full-blown oc mode. it was a pretty arbitrary decision tbh

If you could write any other muse - but know you don’t have the muse for him/her - who would it be? hmm i would like to write a r.ussia or china tbh, but i don’t think i have the capacity to write another Big Main Character with such a long, complicated history and rich culture. f.rance is enough for now.

What is one thing you think you need to work on as a partner? um.............. i guess being able to actually commit to threads? like, stop coming up with plots and writing a starter (or getting my partner to write a starter) and then dropping it or whatever. idk. i feel like i haven’t been doing this As Much lately, but i know my flakiness is an issue of mine also this doesn’t really affect my partners but i have a tendency to rp with like the same 5 ppl and that’s due to my blog being selective but also.......... Anxiety, and the inability for most of my muses to just talk to people, smh

What would be your warning label to other roleplayers? warning: super salty, bitter, and judgmental, but still a relatively nice person with good intentions and slightly masochistic tendencies 

What is your favorite episode/scene of your muse? remember when a.ph lat.via had a framed picture of a bottle of vodka in his room in season 5? that’s it. his only redeeming quality as a character. oskars can relate

What crack!ships do you have for your muse? my ice/lat ship with kaj...... lmao also pru/lat was probably a reach considering they haven’t interacted as nations in like............ the past 1000 years

What is your senpai blog? i don’t typically like to single people out on public forums, and i already gave a shoutout to an individual for a meme a while ago. i mean if you want recommendations or w/e you can dm me i guess but otherwise i’d rather not  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯