#but I dind't now how to make it better

[theangelcatalogue]

POOR LONELY GIRL (ISTL) || ★!

Prologue!

Romantic!

Gender Neutral!

First victim: Beth!

Welcome back to Island of the lovesickness, love.

TW: YANDERE BEHAVIOR, BLOOD, SCARS, GHOSTS, BAD ENGLISH, BAD GRAMMAR AND MADE BY A MINOR! YOU DON'T NEED TO READ! (Tell me if i missed something)

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Poor lonely girl

In a cruel world

Beth was a lonely girl, she dind't had many friends, maybe she dind't had one.

A real friend, a person that she could cry in the shoulder, that would say to her

" Everything will be alright...! "

Maybe because of her looks! Maybe because of her personality? Oh to have anyone by her side!

But, she found you! And to be honest you are the only good thing is this island!

In these few days with you, she felt she could count with you! You always help her and dont't judge her! And better: You didn't think she is annoying!

And when you found her body, you looked like the only one that really cared about her

And you really confroted Chris!

How she knows that? She is always watching.

Most of the time she is in the cave, but she likes to walk at the florest as well, she found her arm, and uses him to make some type of trap to anyone

Any curious that will investigate is unlucky, she won't kill them i think, but a little scare won't hurt!

But when she was walking around the island, like the lonely ghost she is, she found you...

Walking with Chris and other two persons she dind't knew

Happy! She thought she would never find you again! Oh the others have to know that! Oh yes!

She needs to talk with you!

She needs to have you.

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This island is giving me the chills, why we had to come at night!? It would hurt wait for the sun to shine?? I feel like in a horror movie

" Does Chris even know what is he doing!? We are lost? "

Sierra, me and Alejandro walked behind Chris, and no Sierra dear, he doesn't know what that fuck he is doing

" No i think, we are just walking around, i feel like we are walking makes years! "

" We are walking makes just one hour, where Chris is trying to go? "

Alejandro was just confused as me and Sierra, Chris i swear for god if we are lost i am going to kill you....

Wait, i know this path we are going to the cave where...

Chris what is your plan? I started to remember of Beth body, a axe close to her and a missing arm, now i remember of other details like her face was full of scars and her legs were hurt, i really don't want to remember that

Now we are in front of the cave, that's not good

" Okay! We just have to go inside this cave and find....what was her name? "

" Beth! "

" Oh yeah! Beth's body! Let's go! We have job to do! Can't be lazy now uh? "

When you say " We " you meant me, Sierra and Alejandro right? Because you? You would be the first one to run away! You already did this

" Are you really his Counsin? "

Alejandro asked to me, i don't know it's a real question, sarcasm or another thing

" Man, i have my doubts "

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Walking around the cave was something, i was getting nervous with any sound, and Beth's body wasn't there! I don't know what happend to it and i don't really want to know! But at same time i want to know!

God, kill me already

I heard something, steps

But not mine, Chris's , Alejandro's or Sierra's steps, no

Something or someone was here

I walked scared, i just want to go home, please get me out of here! I walked and walked and realised

I am alone, where is everyone? I got separated of them and dind't noticed!?

I looked around for them, missing a heart beat, i am alone, i am lost!? Oh no! No! No! No! NO!

" Y/N...? Is that really you? "

A voice, this voice... i know this voice! But...

It's really her?

I look behind me, there she is

Scars on her face and legs, missing glasses, and a lost arm

I wanted to say something, do something, but i was too surprised to do that, scared and maybe confused

" I KNEW IT WAS REALLY YOU! I told them that i saw you! But they dind't belived me! Oh i am so happy to see you! "

Beth said in a happy tone, she was happy to see me? Wow, i am shocked, i still totally quiet, really quiet, i can't say a word

" I was so lonely without you! I don't really interact with the others! I mean i try! But i don't think they are in the mood to talk, but that's doesn't matter! You here "

And she still talked, she was talking, and she was distracted

I don't know what happend but i started to run away, i feel like these stupid horror movies characters, but i was scared to act with calm

" Wait- Y/n? Y/N! WAIT! DON'T LEAVE ME HERE! I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE AGAIN! "

I don't know if she started to run too, i refused to look behind, please anyone help me

I started to run and run, i tried to be faster and faster, i was getting tired! Really tired

And then i saw, the exist! Thanks god!

I left the cave and i take a deep breath, i looked behind, yeah, i think she dind't tried to chase me

I think

" WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? "

" We got worried! "

I looked at them, Sierra and Alejandro were relieved and Chris...well i can't tell

Okay, should i tell the truth?

" Y/N! What happend? "

" I will explain later. "

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✦ NOTES

✮ Damn that's bad ✮

✮ Wtf is that? Idk ✮

✮ Idk if i going to continue this, maybe make a remake? ✮

✮ Anyways ily you guys and ty for reading! <33

[ginxparker]

Ghost Drink Scale

i like this headcanon that lives in my mind, that Ghost is a excelent drinker, but a terrible one if we are talking about tequila.

So obv one day, los vaqueros bring tequila to a kinda off party that 141 is having (except there is no music, only a bunch of dudes in small circles chatting, drinking and being loud -and sometimes a little fight, but is all friendly).

141 knows for a fact that Ghost is a awful tequila guy, that is gonna drive someone insane that night, and give everybody headche tomorrow, but the AleRudy have never seen Ghost even tipsy so they dont belive that this is possible. In some way, Gaz convince Soap to prove for the couple that Ghost is indeed a horrible tequila drinker.

So Soap offered LT a drink and the mask man did not refuse while being swip by the nice talker.

And from that day they ended up creating a scale of how much Ghost can change with a glass of tequila:

One Drink Simon: He does space out more frequently, nothing too alarming for now.

Two Drink Simon: He is loud. You can hear his voice across the street. And he dont volume down if you ask, he only whispers loud and in seconds is being loud again.

Three Drink Simon: Extremely confident. He passes to flirt non-stop with Soap, witch makes Jhonny go red. Rudy is dying of laugh with Gaz, and he just promeses that makes better. Four Drink Simon: He speaks all in any language, but none of them are English. Seven of the ten sentences the group can decipher are profanity (Simon is a real potty mouth with tequila on his head), two are something inexplicable about Soap, and one is a dead mystery because they are 100% sure the language doesn't exist (it is dead Latin, and it's a recipe that reminds him of his family).

Five Drink Simon: He's kind of bummer. He is very sad. He doesn't cry, but he will question the existence of life with himself, that nothing should matter because everyone is going to die, and before he gets to damn emotional, everyone agrees to give it another shot of tequila.

Six Drink Simon: His head doesn't work anymore, he dont wants to know about sad things, or whatever. He just needs to move, he stands, he walks, he can't stay still, until Alejandro drop the best mexican music and Simon starts an awkward dance in place. (At this point everyone is so drunk they aren't the only ones dancing).

Seve Drink Simon: he is sweating duo the dance moves, but he cant care less. He is a little pervert horny guy trying to get in Soap pants like his life depends on this.

And at this point, Gaz is lost in some place with Alex, AleRudy are too distracted burning everyone in the dance floor to notice that Soap likes this Simon too damn much, and leaves with him to some room where them can do all the dirty things that Soap dind't know that Simon could even think of doing with him, but here he was, having all of this being whispered in his ear in one of the sexiest voices that he can ever hear.

They stop in Seven Drink Simon for now, but 141 and los vaqueros are not done with Ghost, some day he will not be able to run way with Soap before they can feed him another shot of tequila.

who would imagine that even the might Ghost have a little weakness like tequila. And, well, at least now they have Soap to relief the headche that Ghost in definilly give everyone in the next morning.

[alogeminiss]

Me drawing

Hi, everyone!

I would like to tell you of my drawing progress.

I love drawing since I was a kid, even I used to love a cartoon called 'Louie', where a bunny who teaches the kids how to draw many things. Obviously, I started drawing animals and flowers like every kid.

But in secondary school the realism attracted me a lot, so I continued to draw actors and singers who I liked, now I'm so embarased of these draws but in that moment I was so proud. I kept drawing realism for six years and spend a lot of hours drawing, I used to spend like 3 hours in just one draw. I got better!

But then I dind't feel satisfied with this technic, looks pretty, but I needed something more. I needed my own style, not just be good for 'copy' a photo.

Meanwhile, my parents gave me my appreciated touch laptop for learning digital draw too.

Was a very hard process, because I watched tiktoks where the people knew very well their own style and I wondered 'why I can't?' or 'what do I need for it?'. I spend a lot of time experimentig and making a lot of draws searching it for. Even I tried with manga and anime style and modifying little details.

One day I made a draw and I said 'that´s it what I was searching for'. But unfortunately, my laptop got broken and I back to drawing on paper again keeping the same style.

Later, I didn't feel satisfied again, and I thought I wanna say something with my draws, not just make cute draws. Also, I changed my technique from graphite to red pen, and I decided to try making fast sketches, but without an image in my mind, just improvising, I like do weird things or a scary style.

My recent draws mean 'desperation' 'anxious' 'depressed' 'bored' and other things. Now, I don´t draw a lot, but I still draw my feelings and my favorite people. Also I don't spend hours do a draw (sincerely, it was exahustive, that's why many drawing are not finished) nowadays I just spend 10 or 30 minutes to do it.

[littlesunbunny]

🐰 Long time no see 🐰

Hello my little friends, how are you? I hope you're doing fine! Let's pretend I dind't write an f* long text of updates and manage to have it deleted! So, as you may know (or may not) I managed to lost my save with the townie makeover I was working on, the only ones I managed to save was the Landgraab and the Spencer-Kim-Lewis. So, I was reworking on The Goths, The BFF Household and The Caliente, as for The Roomies, well, we'll see how long it takes for me to get there. SO HERE'S AN UPDATE, YAY!

I like more the Bella (or Laura, in my country) as for the older one, I think that now she looks like a mother of a teenager and a little boy. As for Alexander... Well, let's hope it's just an ugly duck phase.

I think I did a better job this time in keeping their essence as what they already are in the game, as how they were made to be. Except for Summer, I think the older one looks better, but that my opinion. As for Travis, I think now he looks like a nerdy but confident guy!

I'm currently working on the Caliente's, but hey, here's Katrina, and now I think she looks like a mother of two grown up women. I'm still working or her clothes, but here's her face and what I've done so far.

SOME NOTES ABOUT THE PROCESS: As always, I try to not change they're facial features and bodies (skin tone included), I think it works best for me, to keep their essence. But it's a try, sometimes I'll change a little here and there, mostly when I think they are not racialy accurate or something just looks weird in my view. I was questioning a lot my capacity at making sims while redoing them, mostly for Katrina, as she looked STUNNING in my older version, also for Summer, I really liked the older version, but I suck at replicating things from scratch so, I'll have what I got. I'm trying my best, you know, by procrastinating my university duties and pretend I don't have reponsabilities by playing Sims instead of doing my essays. So, as always I DO TAKE CRITICISM, SO FEEL FREE TO SAY WHAT YOU THINK, IF YOU HATE THEM, IF YOU LOVE THEM, IDK. See ya little buddies 🐰

[hollowscreekmuses]

"Hey, come on, now you're gonna make me blush," he jokes, letting out a chuckle, to be honest he haven't been in a place where he could go all out for someone, in all this time, Avery didn't remember actually having someone that made him feel that way, a couple of casual relationships that was just about it, "I guess I am like they say marriage material," he jokes again, not that he knew if he truly wanted it, thought latetly he had been having these feelings, he dind't know if it was the wolf, waking up some part of it, or maybe it was because he was here, on his own, and he has feeling pretty lonely, but the truth was, it felt something was missing, what? he wasn't sure, maybe he just needed a hug, someone to hold his hand and tell him it was going to be okay, "It's my pleasure though, both things, I actually do enjoy both, so it was no trouble," he shruggs, "Plus I figure after working a long day, the last thing someone wants is to worry about cooking."

"Yes, one of them," he chukles, "So I was raised by my biological dad and his husband, thought to me they are both my dads, it doesn't matter if one of them is my flesh and blood and the other is not, to me, he is, you know?" for sure better than his own mother who pretended he never existed and ignore any and all comunication, "My dad, Axel, is the musical one, he's the one that taught me guitar and pretty much all I know about music, my other dad Nate is the brains of the family, so when I went to college, he sat me down and told me he knew what college students ate and he wanted me feed myself, so I got a few cooking lessons from him, it kinda become our thing," Avery smiles at the memories, thought it also hurts to know they are there and he's here, unsure if he can ever go back, it was probably the longest he had been without talking them, "So I guess," he looks over at her, trying not to let his sadness get in the way of the nice time with her, "We them both to thank for turning me in such a great catch," he jokes, "How about you? do you have any family? I didn't even ask how long have you lived here?"

~~*~~

Willow laughed and nodded at him. She couldn't imagine having such talent, especially not since she was that little. She had lots of private tutors for all sorts of things. Art and music and language. None of it stuck and she just wasn't a fan. Thankfully she had several siblings to hide behind until she left.

"Look that that, chivalry isn't dead. Made me dinner and wrote me a song. I'm a lucky girl," Willow grins over at him. She's not entirely sure how to handle the treatment. It had been a very long time since she'd let anyone take care of her in any capacity and even then it had been someone she was related to or who was paid to keep her alive. Letting people do things for her felt like an admission of something she wasn't ready to acknowledge yet. Not even to herself.

"Where'd you learn to do all this? Like, you told me about your dad but did he teach you to cook to?" She wondered what that felt like. Having a parent that actually took the time to invest in you.

[sourcherryandsprinkles]

Come find me | Venji

Summary: A fix it/continuation from season 2. Or, Benji is the one Victor goes to after the wedding

Pairing: Victor Salazar x Benji Campbell 

Word count: 1178

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Victor pressed the doorbell and waited nervously. He could feel his palms getting sweaty and quickly wiped them on his pants. While he ran the few miles from Mia's house, Victor had tried coming up with the perfect speech to tell Benji when he'd get to him, but as he stood on the Campbells' doorstep, he unfortunately forgot all his pre-made speech.

After the talk with Felix, everything was clear in Victor's mind. Benji was the one he wanted to go to prom with. They'll wear matching outfits and dance all night and take cute, cliché prom pictures. Thinking about college and long-distance relationships was difficult, but he could see it. They would meet for Thanksgiving and Christmas and even spring break - and perhaps in between if their college wasn't too far by. Get an apartment together after those three years apart. Victor could see a future with Benji, a future he couldn't see himself having with anyone else.

Maybe Felix was being dramatic, but he was right: it would kill Victor if he didn't do those things with Benji.

The sound of the handle twisting pulled Victor from his mind, making him snap his head up as the door opened.

Victor didn't speak, taking in the sight of Benji. He had taken off his suit and replaced it with a grey tee shirt and sweatpants, and his eyes were red, as if he had cried.

A knot of guilt tied itself in Victor's stomach. He made Benji cry.

''I can't do this right now.'' It pained Benji to see his ex on his doorstep. After what he witnessed at the wedding, seeing the boy he loved dancing with another boy, his heart was crushed. ''Go home, Victor.'' He moved to close the door in Victor's face, but Victor stopped him.

''Benji, wait.''

Victor hated to be insistent, but this time, he couldn't give up. Allowing Benji to close the door on him would mean closing the door to their relationship, calling it quits for good, and he didn't want that.

''I ran here all the way from Mia's house, so please, let me talk. You don't even have to say anything, just...listen.''

Benji sighed. As much as he didn't want to hear Victor out, the boy had run a few miles just to talk to him. ''Just say whatever you're going to say, and leave.''

To make things right, Victor started by owning up to his mistakes and apologizing. ''I'm sorry for spilling our- your personal problems to Rahim. It wasn't my right to talk to him about your alcoholism. I shouldn't have. I broke your trust and I know saying 'sorry' won't make you trust me again, but I want you to know that I really am sorry.''

At first, telling Rahim felt good. Victor finally had someone to talk about his problems with - other than Benji and Felix -, someone who understood parts of his life his two best friends couldn't. But this was Benji's secret, not his.

The concept of Anonymous Alcoholics is exactly that: you stay anonymous. But Victor outed him to Rahim, someone Benji didn't know, someone he didn't trust. It would be so easy for him to tell everybody about Benji's alcohol problem.

''Is this all?'' Benji asked.

''No. About tonight. I know what it must've looked like, seeing Rahim and I dancing. You must've felt replaced, but he is a friend and I only went with him because you blew me off last minute. To me, there's nothing more than friendship for Rahim, but he doesn't feel the same. After you left, he came to me and he...he kissed me.''

Tears welled up in Benji's eyes and he looked down. ''I don't want to hear this-''

Telling Benji that Rahim and him kissed could come off as cruel, but Victor wanted to be honest. ''It would be a lie to say I didn't feel anything from that kiss. I did, but only for a few seconds. The moment it was over, I felt conflicted with my feelings. I didn't know what I wanted, but Felix helped me figure it out. When I close my eyes and imagine myself going to prom and maintaining long distance for college and getting an apartment, I can picture you and Rahim, but I can't see myself doing those things without you.''

A brisk of wind blew and Benji shivered, feeling the chill air through his thin shirt and bare arms. Victor wanted to take off his jacket and give it to him or hold him close to provide some warmth, but he wasn't allowed to do that anymore.

''I want you, Benji,'' Victor continued. ''I spent one day with Rahim when I've known you for almost a year. The choice was obvious. No, it wasn't even a choice, it was doing the right thing. I love you and I miss you and I really hope it's not over for us.''

It was clear to both that they still had feelings for eachother, still loved each other, but was love enough to overcome all their problems? They each had their wrongs, but will they be able to work things out?

''Benji, why is the door opened, it's- Victor?'' Mrs. Campbell looked at her son and then Victor and back to Benji, confused.

''Hi, Mrs. Campbell,'' Victor greeted politely. He guessed Benji had talked to her because she wasn't looking at him the loving way she used to. ''Sorry for being here late, I was just talking to Benji.''

She hummed, tightening her bathrobe around her to shield her from the air. ''I suggest you go home and talk to Benji tomorrow. He's had a tough night.''

''Mom...'' Benji said, embarrassed. He knew that his tear stained face gave it away that he had been crying, but his mom didn't have to say it in front of Victor.

Victor nodded. He didn't want to get on Mrs. Campbell's bad side any more. He said goodbye and good night to them and walked home.

Tonight hadn't gone as planned - in more ways than one -, but at least Victor had talked to Benji. Will this monologue fix their relationship? Probably not. But being honest and communicating was a step in the right direction.

Just as he was about to get in bed and call it a night, Victor's phone lit up with a new message from Benji.

Victor,

I appreciate you coming here and clearing things up - fighting for us. I know I didn't say much, but I didn't want to say something too fast and then regret it. I need time to think before making a decision. I hope you understand.

I can't say I'm not hurt by the kiss - because I am -, but thank you for telling me, being honest with me.

Love, Benji

[vic-kingsleigh]

°•°𝗟T𝗦 #02: Just a little kiss.

𝐒𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: "Jungkook is stressed, he had a crazy day at work today, and just before he could finish at least half of his stuff the damn power went off on the whole building. Y/N’s is sick and tired of getting ignored because he is stressed, so she asks Jimin to get him relaxed..."

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: Dom!Jungkook x Switch!Reader x Sub!Jimin

𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐂𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 1.2k

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: Jungkook Kisses Jimin with Y/N’s consent, .

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Ok, things were going pretty well, Jimin had really been struggling before getting this opportunity, his mental health had been fucked up from a long time ago, but the way he was living was not helping to make it better at all, but now that he felt like he wasn't necessarily drowning with his financial worries everything seemed way clearer

He was actually having a little bit of a hard time getting used to his new lifestyle, he was a lot more free, he even had free time..?Life had not been this calm for him since a loooooong time ago, he felt that for every good hour he was having the next ones would not be bad, they would be horrible. 

He tried to shake off those thoughts from his mind, now that he wasn't doing everything he could to get money, he had more time to get concentrated in the career he was studying, right now he was practicing some choreographies, just to keep in good shape and to move aorund a little bit, he could do some technique exercises later, or tomorrow, or any time now, he was free!

Feeling all hot and sweaty now, it was a good time to go home, there were showers and changing rooms at the school facilities, but after a little bit of an inconvenient he prefered to take a bath at home. It didn't take long for him to go back home, not really, at least that's what he thought when it was compared to how far from the school his old place was. It wasn't as long of a walk, and in this case, public transportation was optional, he did have the money to get on the bus! Ah, this new way of living was really exciting but intimidating at the same time.

He opened the door calmly, closing after him, he sighed."Tired?"

He jumped in his place, looking immediately at the owner of that precious voice, You, always you.

"A little bit..."

"Sorry about that, didn't mean to scare you"Jimin looked at his watch, he took some time walking, but it was still early for them to be home, weird.

"No worries, I just didn't think I would find you here, ha, it's a little earlier than usual"He said, with that honeylike voice of his. Man, it made you want to force him to talk and laugh the whole day so delightful to listen to. 

"I know, but there was this weird problem with electricity in the whole building, you should see Jungkook, he is all stressed he's not even listening to me, can you imagine that?"

"Terrific" He said smiling, the whole situation was funny to him

"Thank you! Anyway, I was meaning to ask you a small favour."

"Go ahead boss, your words are my command, I'm listening" He answered quickly, well, something you had figured out in these two months with him in here was that he was very loyal, responding to your orders in a heartbeat, always kind, patient and lovely, and you were trying to push his boundaries a bit, hoping he wouldn't mind.

"Well, it's been a little time since you're here, and Jungkook has gotten more used to you.. in every way. What I mean is, he could really use a good makeout session and even a fuck, but I'm too tired and stressed to convince him with that character of his"

"I see, do not worry, I will make sure he's drooling for you when I get him out of his office!"

"No, sweetie, that's not what I want" Just like a pretty puppy he tilted his head, he dind't understan, you giggled.

"I want you to take charge of things, get him all hot and bothered and take it from there, whatever you both want, just get him out of his work headspace"

"Oh..."He was surprised to say the least, not expecting you to want him to fuck Jungkook, he thought the one he would be satisfying would be you, but soon enough he found out you loved to watch him do things with Jungkook, and he was willing to do a lot to not lose the comfort this weird job broguht to his life.

 "Yes mistress, I will take care of this"

"Oww, such an obedient baby I'm so proud of you. Good luck, I'll take a bath"

He ran to his room, took a good shower and then found a sexy outfit, one that didn't really cover a lot, you had gifted it to him after his first month here. After taking a long breath he knocked on the door to Jungkook's studio, entering once the soft but stressed voice allowed him.

 "Hi Jimin, what can I help you with?"The older asked coldly, his sight not leaving the screen of his computer. Ok, He can do this, yes yes yes. 

"I was thinking, it's a little late now, you've worked a lot and... and maybe it's time to-"

"I'm fine thank you, anything else?" Jimin contained a sigh, you weren't lying about that toxic work headsapce he sometimes got in, so mean.

"No... Nothing..."

"Ok, close the door behinf you" No, defeat was not in his vocabulary, not this time. He walked towards Jungkook. 

"I feel lonely, can I?"Jungkook didn't even pay attention, nodding his head, the younger didn't hesitate to sit on his lap, pressing his cheek to the elders chest, sighing after that."You- nevermind, doesn't matter, I need to finish this"

Jimin smiled, one point to him. He spent some minutes just laying there, he din't want to rush anything. After some time he satrted leaving warm and tiny kisses on his neck and collarbones.Jungkook was shocked, he didn't expect this, the younger always seemed so calm and shy, not the one to start this type of stuff"Jimin....""Pretty please?"Jungkook wasn't even looking, but he could fucking hear the pout on those plushy lips, not even him, the big and though CEO, the respected Jeon Jungkook, and he still couldn't deny anything to Jimin, not when he was so... enticing."Fine..."

"Thank you sir" Jimin giggled softly, getting back to his task, those sweet kisses, that slowly made Jungkook stop his fast writing. Jimin hummed, wanting the attention that Jungkook actually gave him.They looked at each other for some seconds, and Jimin decided this was the moment, he slowly got closer and closer, until he was kissing Jungkook's lips, so soft, taste like mint and warm.Jungkook's head was spinning, so... good. 

That feeling that was so Jimin, just overwheming, like a soft breeze that slowly took him to an unknown place that he liked a lot, he didn't think and at the last moment he was kissing back. They spent a good time like that, and although Jimin had planned a makeout session, a really steamy one, it didn't happen that way. Not that he didn't like this, oh no, this was so good, he never imagined what kissing Jungkook would be like, but now that he knew, he loved it a lot. An hour passed, an hour in which they just stopped kissing to breathe heavily and then got bacck at it. 

They stopped at some point, and Jimin rested his cheek on the elder's shoulder, blushing. Jungkook caressed the soft hair, feeling it."I... I really needed that, thank you so much" 

Jimin smiled, kissing his neck."You are very very welcome"

[alesreadings]

Crave by Tracy Wolff.

2.5 stars.

“There’s not much to be afraid of when you’ve already lost everything that matters.”

I'm warning you: if you haven't read the book and don't want any spoilers, don't read further, because my review is filled with spoilers and sarcasm. I am conflicted with this book. I hated it, it was cringey and the romance was ugh (but I shelved as romance, AND as "this shit has no romance"), the characters were stupid as fuck and the plot was not interesting but predictable, and the villain, oMG, WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT??? However, it was fast paced. It took me a while because I was on a reading slump and having constant breakdowns, lol. Anyhow, it amazed me how quick I read this book and how fast many chapters went... Which is good, because my reading slump was stick to me, and I guess I gotta say thanks to this book ¿? Ok, let's start the review! Grace lost her parents due a mysterious accident (as your typical avergage normal YA girl) and she has no more family, except her uncle, who lives in Alaska and runs an Academy. So, Grace moves on to Alaska to live with him and her cousin, Macy. Everything is normal, until Grace realizes that something is not right. Surprise! Vampires, dragons, witches and shapeshifters are real! And she might be one of them! Plot: It was predictable as fuck. I could guess many things that were going to happen and I wasn't surprised. Also, there were many plotholes, that left me with many many many questions that were not answered in the entire book. Lia killing Grace's parents has no sense. I mean, beside of being senseless, it's stupid and has no point. No one could saw that coming (let me explain you why before you think "uhm, yeah, well, that's the point of a plot twist") because there was no hint that Lia had something to do with it. Lia is barely in the book, and appears only when it is convenient for Grace, not to give us hints that hello! she is the "villain". Lia being the villain is a crime. I'd rather be a good villain for this book. I mean, I get it, you want your "mate" *insert gags* back and you're suffering, but, sweetie, why you didn't kill Grace inmediately? It was ridiculous and lame. Why Grace was left alive? What specie does she belong? Is Hudson alive? Why is she a gargoyle now? Why we had Jaxon's pov? (I dind't read them all tho, lmao) What was the real purpose of Lia for wanting Grace, a simple human, to her sacrifice? Will Grace have some braincells in the second book? We'll never know. Also, I think everything goes really quick in the span of 2/3 weeks. And I mean it: everything. Characters: Oh, this one is gonna be amazing. Get ready. Grace: I always liked to think: "what would happen if I find out that vampires are real? how would I react?" and the answer it's totally the opposite to what Grace did. Grace isn't smart, let's face it. Any of the mc with vampires involved is it. They're more interested on the hot dark haired guy who's telling them to stay the fuck away from them because, they're dangerous. *stares at Edward Cullen* But, the girl is drooling for the vampire since the moment they make eye contact and then it's insta love. uGH. I mean, Jaxon is telling you to stay away from him, to scare you and in the first moment you're touching him because why not? he's hot and totally not like the other guys you've met before, and oh, also the scar that makes him look like a true fucking bad boy. Yeah, no thanks. For some reason, she's the one who summons problems and Jaxon is "saving" her. She's convinced to it and despite of what he's done, she thinks he's the good guy, the victim, the hero and the most powerful dude in the world. Ugh, ugh, ugh, cringe. What amazes me of Grace is the fact that she wasn't scared to see what Jaxon can do... Sweetie, are you ok? Anyone in their five senses would have left the dude when he warned the first time. Anyone. And you can think "if a guy like him told me to stay away from him, I wouldn't do it, because he's hot", yeah, but hE'S CREEPY AND A STALKER AND A MURDER, WHAT THE HELL!?!?!?! I can't blame Grace for all the shit going in her life tho. I feel pity for her tbh. The fact that she said "Jaxon was never

meant to be the hero of my story... because I was always meant to be the hero of his." killed me, but not in the good way. For some reason that is beyond of my comprehension, it's like Grace believes that she can fix Jaxon, that she can make him see that he's a "good guy" and that he doesn't have to carry the weight of the world. (what the actual hell??) Jaxon: The great, handsome, vicim, hero, powerful, hot and mysterious Jaxon Vega. He's a fucking dick. He's a stalker (in his chapters he clearly says it) and a prick. Oh my gods, I truly hate him. The only good with him is his taste in music (because it's written by a women), but the rest? ugh, he reminded me of the average vampires who think they're the heroes of the story and the world depends of them (Edward, Hawke, Rhys but he's a fae ik, and who knows who else, ewwww). He's disgusting in so many levels that I can't explain. I still wanna know something: what had to do Jaxon in Lia's plan to kill Grace? I know that boy ain't something good. My ace ass was cringing everytime he appeared in front of Grace and I was relieved when he was gone. I don't have much to say about him, beside that I don't like him and hIS ONLY EXISTENCE IS A FUCKING RED FLAG. My boy Flint deserved better tbh. I was most interested on him beING A FUCKING DRAGON, THAT'S AWESOME, that in Jaxon being a typical vampire. And I will never get tired of say that Flint is way fucking better than Jaxon. He's my boy, ok? ok. Macy was irrelevant, even tho I loved her a lot, even more than Grace. She deserved better and if she is not endgame with Flint, I'll riot. Romance. Nope. No. NO. nO. The fuck no. How you can fall in love with a guy you barely met 2/3 weeks ago? And even more, say that you love him. On the first day in Alaska, Jaxon warned Grace to stay away from him, and she touches him like they're something ??????? And on the third day, she's drooling at the sight of the guy because he "saved" her. Everything was so rushed and it was like it existed a "love triangle" bUT FLINT DIDN'T HAVE A CHANCE LIKE JACOB IN TWILIGHT, LOL. We all know from the beginning that Jaxon (Edward) is gonna be the champ, the winner and the endgame. You can predict that from the beginning of the book. Also, MATES???? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME??!?!?!??!?! This trope is so used and boring that makes me sick. I mean, please, give me something built from zero. Not the "they're meant to be and that's it. suck it" nOPE. Give me plot twists. Hype. Like with From Blood and Ash this book is so overhyped. I mean, I read it because I like vampires and the academy trope. But literally, many people told me "this book is everything" "you're gonna love it" "Jaxon is so wonderfu, sexy and you'll love it"... Yeah, well, you can see now how it went. This book isn't thaaaaaaat bad, but isn't good either. It's fast paced, yes, but not something that I would recommend. You know? I think age is hitting me like a bitch and saying that many of the YA vampire books are not my thing anymore, and I really love vampires, lol. ANYHOW. This is my opinion, I'm not saying that this is purely trash or something like that, and you know why? Because I'm gonna read the second book of this one to see if my boy Hudson still alive, yep.

[ssin-ent]

Silk on your dress, fingerprints on your neck

requested( by my lovely anon D🥰)->Can I request a yuta smut, where you're going on a date with him, and a lot of girls are staring at him and the waitress even tries to flirt with him, so you're feeling a little jealous and a little bad about yourself (like, he could do better than me kind of way) and then it's smut and choking and belt spanking and kinky bc he doesn't want you to feel like that ever again bc for him you're perfect?

[warnings: smuts, belt spanking, chocking, finger sucking, mirror sex]

AN: the reader is wearing a short navy silk dress half sleeve thigh

Tonight was the first time  in a while that you were seeing Yuta, he told you to dress up nicely and that he'll pick you up at 8.

When he showed up, ho did he look beautiful, he was wearing a black suit with his shirt a little bit unbuttoned and his hair pulled back and tied up.

And now you were at the table of this fancy restaurant of his choice, you were more than happy to be here and most of all with him but you were eyeing the place and the people, well mostly the girls up and down and flashing them a dark stare everytime one passed by your table. In fact since you came here, girls kept on looking at what was yours.

And you din't missed the way the waitress had been looking at yuta everytime she came here, and how she said " everything is alright?" in that faux little sweet voice, flashing your boyfriend the sweetest smile and for sure only looking at him while doing so andlet's not forget the wink she gave him and you don't know what’s not clicking in her mind when she saw you kissing him and holding his hand....What reassured you is the way yuta answered her, politely rejecting her advances and showing no sign of  responsiveness to her acts.

But, these girls all looked so pretty, they had a grace you didn't have, body features you could never reach...how could someone like Yuta could have end up with someone like you , you thought...

You, Being like that during the whole  dinner didn't got unnotice by Yuta, he often moved his hand on  your exposed thigh, he thought about asking you what was wrong but he knew better than that, instead he did his best to make you understand that he was all eyes and ears for you with his little touch throughout the night .But when he saw a glint of sadness in your eyes, he rushed the dinner to an end, called the waitress that you never saw more dissapointed at the way he waved  her off , to be true that made you feel a bit better.

Still, he quickly dragged you out of the restaurant to head home, staying silent during the ride but a reassuring grip of his hand was tightly on yours.

“Yuta, will you answer me now? why are we home already ? we dind't had time to finish!” you told him once you got home.

“Don’t you think I didn’t see  how you were looking at these people in the restaurant baby, you know im all yours right?” he said taking your chin in his between his fingers.

you nodded ,"you are so perfect babe, I wanted you all to myself actually , no one to disturb us"

He continues “you know how gorgeous you are to me, look at you baby, a goddess” he says looking straight into your eyes before pulling you into  a kiss, making you putty in his hands.

After breaking the kiss you looked down, feeling suddenly unconfident.

"oh , dont you know it? it feels like you had forgot it" I should remind you , right?” he said cocking his head to the with a smirk side and pulling his hand around your neck.

He tightened his hold, “what about I show  beautiful you are” you whimpered ,anticiption building up  in you  which he chuckled to and selled your lips into a sweet kiss contrasting with the way he just slammed you against the wall.

His knee moving to rub against your clothed core as he delivered kisses to your neck and  down your shoulder, you let out a sigh at the feeling of his soft lips, savoring the sweet attention.

He moved his lips in between the valley of your breasts, pulling the straps of your dress, revealling your bare chest which he delivered kisses to . Humming as he sucked on one of your nipples, his hands caressing your hips.

“Yuta” you breathed as he started to nip on the nub, you reached for his belt trying to get him to take  it off but he caught your wrist with his hand.

“You’re giving me ideas kitten” he murmured in your ear, you looked at him in confusion before you ended completly bare in front of him while he still was fully clothed with his belt in hand.

When he delivered the first smacked you moaned loudly, not used to the feeling of being spanked by leather, this happening only rarely.

Each slap of the belt turned your skin redder and redder , making tears gather around your eyes at the pleasurable pain.

He was groaning every now and then when he delivered a harder hit to your bottom making your insides clench.

He gave fast and successive hits making your scream his name like a mantra Yuta Yuta Yuta

“yeah you like that? you kinky slut”  he leaned over you, puttin the belt around around throat, using it to  pullyou up against his chest , then he whispered in your ear “But you’re my slut right? ”   you nodded as he moved the belt front your neck to tie it around your wrists as he was sucking marks on your neck.

Then he put you back on all four, butbhis time you were positioned so you were facing the mirror in front of your shared bed, having the full view of the lewd scene about to happen.

“Youre going to watch how beautiful you look as I ruin you, and don’t you dare look away or I’ll stop everything” he stated, dominance radiating from his voice.

you whined and nodded as he rubbed his fingers at your dripping entrance, coating them with your essence.

He sweared under his breath “fuck, you’re soacking, you’re always ready for cock, right?” he smirked  before bringing his fingers in his mouth, sucking on the digits making sure to look back at your reflection in the mirror to  meet your desperation filled eyes.

He waisted no  time and disguarded himself of his clothes and slowly thrusted into you, stretching you out, making you feel every inch of him until he was  deep inside you. He leaned over you  his warm chest against your back as he kissed your neck and started to  thrust in long drawn out stokes, his shaft rubbing deliciously against your walls.

You trembled as a shaky “ Yuta” escaped your lips, you felt helples, completely at his mercy , and it made your whole body tingle. he kissed down your spine before he gave slap to your ass and started to thrust into you at a rough pace,making your hips slam with his.

“Fuck , so perfect, look at you taking my dick, you take it so well, only youcan take my dick like that, my good girl” he said gripping your hair ,making you look straight into the mirror, you took in the sight of him, your walls contracting around him at the lewd sight.

In a matter of time time you came around his lenght loudly before he flipped you on your back , putting one of his hand around your neck as he thrusted a few last times inside you, grunting “ i’m going to make you my masterpiece, paint you my cum’ he said before he came all over your chest and stomach.

Out of breath, he whipped the cum out of your skin with his fingers to make you suck them clean as he was conteplating the way your lips were movig around the digits and the red fingerprints prints on your neck

He pulled his fingers out to whisper against your lips:

“I love you , beautiful”

[marshmallow-phd]

I've been okay. I'm working on home office again because the COVID situation in my country got worst. But working like that It's better for me. I have to study for college entrance exam, and home office makes it easier.

Anyway, I have some news. Luhan It's my bias now ( Kris too). AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT. By the way, I dind't had anymore dreams with idols.

How you and your family have been? Hope you and your family are taking care of yourself.

I have being thinking about buying some books, but I'm kinda broke right now 😅. I'm not really one of reading, I didn't had much stimulus from my parents when I was one child.

💙 Anon

P.S.: I'm happy you missed me. 😊

Oh gosh, I’m so sorry its getting worse. But I’m glad you’re able to work from home! That’s not something I could do myself. I’m way too easily distracted. 

BUT OH MY GOSH LUHAN IS YOUR BIAS?! That boy deserves so much more love and affection! This makes me so happy! And Kris too!! I will gladly take the blame!

We’ve been good! We’ve been able to still see each other and I’m constantly hanging out with my parents so we’re all doing really good. 

Oh gosh, my parents definitely helped along my reading addiction. And now they tease me about the amount of books I own and constantly read. 

And of course! I love coming on here and seeing your messages! 

[hannahsmusings]

Jackson

*when Jackson feels the familiar feeling of the plane starting to speed down the runway, he leans his head back against the headrest and closes his eyes, knowing ths was totally normal but that dind't make it any more easy to deal with, he hated being in planes like this since he had no control, not able to go up to the cockpit and yell at the pilots for bad flying like he could in cars, he was totally at their mercy and he absolutely despised it, ontop of the nausea and motion sickness he often got* *his eyes fly open as he feels your hand grabbing at his arm, it sending a shock through his system, nearly forgetting about the plane and the thoughts of a crash, looking over at you and seeing you were absolutely petrified before looking down at your hand on his arm, his arm feeling like it was set on fire in a good sort of way, desperate to roll his sleeve up and have proper skin on skin contact, not having yearned for that in so long, not realizing how touch starved he was until this moment* I-It'll be better soon.. *his voice was soft for once, his mind going a mile a minute but not about his fears, about your hand and wanting more and more of your touch* *he finally looks away as the pilot comes over the intercom, announcing that they've hit their cruising altitude, keeping his eyes forward as you move your hand away, nearly wanting to yell at you to put it back since it felt so damn good but he refrained, nodding at your apologies* You'll get used to it. You have to. *his voice still wasn't totally his own, it was stitled and low, his skin feeling like it was crawling in an attempt to get to yours, feeling so out of sorts, bringing his scotch up to his lips with shaky fingers*

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*i felt hot with embarrassment, normally good at hiding my discomfort, hating how easy it was for me to reach out to you for comfort, not sure what I was expecting as you were the least warm person I'd ever met* *nods a little numbly as you say I'll get used to it, letting out soft sigh and tucking my hand in my lap, ignoring the way it was tingling from contact with you and biting my lip* Yeah, I know. *murmurs softly before shakily reaching for my tea, everything feeling weightless now and realising that was the meds kicking in, humming at the feeling as I yawn quietly and my eyes get heavy* You weren't kidding, this stuff is intense. *my words were a little slurred and voice a little husky with sudden exhaustion, finishing my tea and letting out a satisfied little sigh as I turn my head to face you and curl up into a ball on the seat, letting my gaze run over your face and your hair and blinking slowly* 'M sleepy now. *mumbles a little, still looking at you and not filtering it as I was too tired to hold back anymore*

[theangelcatalogue]

MORE OF TSUMUGI SHIROGANE!DARLING

Ok what if the turtles had rival love interests(people who got a crush on y/n or people y/n haves a crush on/is atracted to)

AND,it would be based on Tsumugi ships

And Tsumugi is shipped with most everyone is crazy,even with Junko

But the WORST rivals(every rival is worst,but i picked ships that i like or found cool) for them

K1-B0

Ok i know about their relation in canon but imagine with me

K1-B0 is a robot made to pretend be a human and spy the human world

And Y/n helps him with that,she was in his side since he was made(let's say he was made when she was a child,and he had a robot kid version of him and pass the years they would change K1-B0 memories to a better version/older version of himself,idk how to explain)

They are best friends and always help each other,K1-B0 likes to hear Y/n talk about her likes and Y/N likes to help K1-B0 fit with others

And Y/N would beat the ass of any robophobic(not the people with fear Yes people that hate robots)

Random yokai: *Says something offensive to K1-B0*

Y/N: I see you choice dead

I want to make a whole post about these two

(ARTIST OF THE FIRST DRAW I DIND'T FOUND THE OTHERS SORRY)

Now the other worst rival

Angie yonaga

MY FAV DANGANRONPA SHIP

Maybe both already meet or going go meet while the story goes on

Angie could be something yokai/magic related,or just a girl that Y/N meet

Both became very close and bang Y/N is in love(and Angie too lol)

Y/N would be so devasted if something happend with Angie(SHE CARED ABOUT ANGIE'S DEATH DON'T CHANGE MY MIND)

Idk i just love Angie X Tsumugi(In this case Y/n)

(I dind't found so many Tsumugi and Angie arts so lol)

[cherieberryart-blog]

Read this while listening to

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rwTGs6eL3iE

Chritmas eve

You: whoah why are manga and anime so perfect when it comes to have a boyfriend, look at me just a potato girl who can't even get closer to the boy she likesT.T *sigh*- you say while reading a shouj manga

You look through the window at start thinkg about him,

_ I really really fell for you hum *weak smile*, can't we go back to the times that were just the two of us ?

Of course I wish for my families health and hapiness, but this Christmas can I wish to be with you ? *tear almost fall* AHHH Y/N what cheesy thing are you saying, this love thing isn't for me * you throw a teddy bear to the wall*

-Let's get dreesed, maybe a walk will be good *smile*

After dressing up you go outside

But... you see someting

- Huh... what is that - you take a better look and ... yeah as you thought jungkook. He was seeting alone? what ? like he is always with tae or jimin-You didn't know if you should aprroach him, well you haven't talk to him after saying all those things that have hurt you all that time,to him, after that both of you stopped talking *sigh* -well Y/N you were friends for a long time maybe you should talk to him -as you were thinkg you didn't realise he was starind at you

Your eyes meet ...

-I really hate love ya know *you tought*, your heart started to hurt

Jungkook: Y/N, listen ...

Y/N: jungkook... i dont know .. if.. we should.. talk , you really hurt me . Where's ... your ... girlfriend * you said, and it pained so much*

Jungkook: Y/N- he said with a soft voice

Y/N: jungkook I've known you for a long time , and you known me for a long so you know I'm not the type of girl who likes dramas, BUT ahhh since you ya know you asked me that , I can't this is too much -you were so frustated for the fact that he can make you so cheesy, yes jungkook know you like him, why beacuse he is a player and you were the only person who didn't believe that fact, so one day he asked you to make out with him... you had mixed feelings... but although you liked him so much you didn't accept it, after that he still talked with you and gave signals that he had some feeling for you... but once summer was over ... he changed schools.. and you and him didnt texted often like you used to to, then you heard he fell in love with a girl who was in your class in primary school. This crushed you so much , although you were always there, he fell in love with other girl

Now the boy you've tried to forget is standing in front of you, and you still haven't forgot about him

Jungkook: Listen.. me and G/F, we aren't togheter anymore... I broke up with her

Your eyes winded, but you weren't happy also, in fact you din't know how to react

Y/N: why are you telling me that * dumb Y/N you asked him about his girlsfriend ofcourse he replied you*

Jungkook:I own you a explanation *you were know confused*

Y/N: ah ah ah are you going to say you have feeling for me , because after beeing with her you started to know that you dont really love her but me * you said jokingly because you don't like people to feel bad although he hurted you*- but for your suprise he... stared at you seriously, you tought he would laugh

Jungkook: what if you are right?

Y/N: then I would say I'm dreaming, or Fullmetal Alchmist is real and this is a Ed and Winry scene *you laugh arkardly* ok NOW SERIOUSLY stop joking, you stoped talking to me got your self a girlfriend, and now you are telling me that you actually like me ? *suga dumb face*

and if you actually like me, why dind't you say something earlier, do you know ... *stop talking Y/N dont say you still like him*

Jungkook starded to get close to you, and looked in your eyes

-Well, you see ... I really tought you were a great girl i liked you as a friend, but then i started to want to kiss you * you ty not to blush*, but nothing more, yes I was stupid, Tae and Jimin told me you liked me and then you confessed to me , I didn't know what i felt about you

I tried to forget you , i removed the idea of trying to make out with you, but then you acepeted but soon told no , and I was confused... finaly you said no, so I didn't care more

When you came to my house, you were so beautifull and hot,*smile* and when you ofered me that CD, I wanted to hug you and be with you, so when I had the oportunity the moment you smiled I kissed you, and I dont regret it

Y/N: Why you texted me saying ...

Jungkook: Shhhh, that was because I was confused about my own feelings Should I tell her or not ?I didn't want to hurt you, because maybe that was just an impluse and that is why I told you so

Well, once I changed school Jin's cousin had some friends, then I meet her , and *your heart started to hurt*, we started to talk more and more, and I wanted to forget you so we started dating, I know I was dumb, but I realised I already love someone *smiles*

Y/N: All these time, I cried because of you , thinking I wans't good enough, and you were happy *tears start to fall*

Jungkook: Y/N

Y/N: Should I just acept that, you hurt me jungkook why are you saying this only now ? *smile weakly*

Jungkook: I wansn´t sure if I had the right to say this after I hurt you, but ...

Y/N I'n so in love all of you

Jungkook pull you closer leans his face closer, stares at you, whipes your tears and slowly pulls his face closer and kisses you

After a passional kiss he says again

I love you Y/N,please be my girlfriend

Y/N: So I have a boyfriend now *giggles*- you still loved him, so you accepted just becayse it is jungkook you accepeted is feelings he was the first boy you that you reall loved

You both touch your foreheads and laugh smiling

Merry Chritmas kookie Merry Chritmas Y/N

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHkxauiiEWs