#but Him getting stabbed and leaving a borderline permanent copper scent in the living room because no mayyer how much my mother
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> Be me.
> Doing dishes, using a scouring sponge on my pizza pan.
> I enjoy the metallic scent, as usual.
> Metallic scent is nostalgic to me. It reminds me of being a child and sitting in the living room watching cartoons.
> Remember that the reason the living room had a metallic scent back then was because of The Stabbing where one of my mom's ex-boyfriends broke in the front door and started stabbing her boyfriend of the time.
> Realise that's probably a bit messed up, but so was the vast majority of my childhood.
> Continue doing dishes.
#fae irl#stabbing#domestic abuse#The Stabbing was also like. the straw that broke the camel's back in the landlord deciding to evict us lolol.#no not the nightly screaming and fighting and the cops being called for domestic disputes every other day and all that.#but Him getting stabbed and leaving a borderline permanent copper scent in the living room because no mayyer how much my mother#and her friend cleaned & cleaned & cleaned the smell of blood just Wouldn't Go Away (my mom was left to clean up the fucking CRIME SCENE)#is what did it asdfghjkll--#god. i almost miss that apartment.#its so nostalgic.#i was just a KID man.#all these horrors were going on around me all the time and injust wanted to watch Inuyasha on On Demand.#the horrors were happening and i was getting upset at missing the first showing of the last episode of ATLA for GROCERY SHOPPING.#of all things.#i missed school so many tomes because my mom and i jad tonsoend the entire night with a chair under the door handle and#our backs against the door to keep her damn boyfriend out of the apartment so he wouldn't beat her again and she figured it wouldnt be#fair to make me go to school tored after a long night like that. she pulled the mattress over in front of the door and I just#went to sleep right there man.#.....#christ.#*matter
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