#btw how do people make fanart... i tried and I just panicked

[manotelier]

FINALLY FREE FROM FINALS!!!!!!!!!

I took a break from writing as I had a mental breakdown with my writing skills. I’ll continue writing the Mess In His Life as it’s a work I enjoy writing it because I do not care about the writing style nor the grammar issues. I just write for fun so I’ll keep this one.

I posted here that I wanted to learn to draw and I finally started! Now that I’m on holidays for one month, I’ll practice and learn more about it. I did two drawing where I practiced the face.

This is my first drawing where I was able to draw the face because I struggled a lot before and couldn’t understand how to make a face. My sister helped me for this one as I still wasn’t confident with my hand and my pen.

You could see that I was just vibing. Tried to follow a tutorial hair but ended up frustrated so I just free-styled my way here. The coloring isn’t good because I don’t know how to color! But coloring seems to be fun, I can’t wait to learn about it. My favorite part is the eyes. The eyes are cool right hehe??

The seconde one, I finished it at 03:30 am today because I was pulling an nighter. I started the drawing before iftar, wanting to practice a little bit before attacking my last finals.

And TADA! It’s good right?! I also can’t believe that it’s me! I did the drawing!! Look at him, he’s cute right?!! I was really surprised and my sister too! She pointed the fact that the jaw wasn’t the same (My friend sait that he have a Tyler Posey jaw...) so I tried to rectify the jaw. The lines seems to be less shaky and there’s a default with the eye. I draw the right eye a little bigger than the other (like in the first drawing). My friend said it’s okay because we all have one eye bigger than the other. The perfectionist in me is bothered but hey! I am a beginner so lets not worry about that. AND LOOK AT THE COLOOOOOR!!!! It’s so much better. I tried to follow those cute tiktok you see with super pretty coloring!! I really can’t wait to learn about it. I really love drawing eyes.

Drawing is fun and I wish that I’ll keep having fun. I do not wish ending like I am currently with writing. I do hope I’ll enjoy drawing and find it fun even if it’s hard. I didn’t except to enjoy drawing so much. After all, being bullied by your art teacher and treated like a nuisance, you wouldn’t really like drawing right? Spending all those years resenting art because of one teacher that thought that I was a failure and was always mocking me, that I was too low to understand art and I end up playing his game. Giving terrible assignments, not caring about what he was saying because I thought that I’ll never draw. I’ll never be interested by art. Ahhh the innocent 13 years me.... LOOK AT YOU NOW DUMBASS!!!

Tagging @artbyeloquent and @jesterlaughingstock 🧡