#btw I think the sinner eyes I did for Mara this time look so much better than in the other edit

[lovelyamneris]

“Kira’s head hurt too much to think of something brave to say or do, and it hit her like a bolt of lighting that she was going to die in the musty tower room of the Gatehouse on a random school night.” -Two Is Company by @incorrectsibunaquotes

[videograhams]

dating eddie miller would include / being in hoa headcanons

i wrote these so long ago lmao but for @thatfinalsibuna :)

THESE ARE TERRIBLE LMAO

he's a leo/cancer cusp.

he tries to keep sibuna from you for a really long time because he doesn't want to see you hurt/drag you into this.

him having a nice friendship from Patricia that you envy. you swear you can't stand the word yacker lmao.

he finds it kinda cute when ur angry/jealous but he'll always reassure you you're the only one.

Patricia does not seem to like you, you can’t really tell if shes jealous since she mostly ignores you. 

kt is probably your best friend. Joy is loyal to Patricia and Mara is always on school work so. But Fabian always says if Nina were here you two would be friends. It's nice to nice to know someone would like you lmao i was like 10 when i wrote this.

As for the guys, Jerome and you would hang out a ton. He's just funny and helps you get out of your comfort zone with funny pranks. He is also strangely good at giving advice. 

btw this makes eddie incredibly jealous. Like he legit gives Jerome the death stare all the time. let's b real u lowkey like the angry ur mine makeout sessions. 

Fabian confesses about sibuna to you. He wants you to know and he trusts you.

You can't keep quiet and have a late night talk with Jerome about it. You both feel so excluded. 

This eventually leads to jeroy having a huge fight bc she knew

You apologized to joy and she forgave you but still felt like they needed a break.

Jerome cries to you for legit the whole week.

Eddie can't stand this. You sitting with him and helping and all.

Eventually anubis pretty much hates you. Fabian feels horrible.

It's time for the dreaded sibuna talk with eddie lmao.

"Y/n- look- I was just trying to protect you. What don't you understand?" He gets really flustered knowing what's coming next.

HE CONFESSES ABOUT BEING THE OSIRIAN AMD TELLS U EVERYTHING THATS GOING ON WITH FROBISHER

Kt says sorry and everything is pretty normal.

So another dreaded talk comes.

"Eddie, I want to help you- and."

"Y/N! what don't you understand? Creepy dead guy from 100 years ago? Alive! The sinners-"

Things get really quiet and folds his finders together by his face and "I can't."

"I can't- I wouldn't be able to live with myself if you got- or."

He looks at u with those eyes "if anything happened to you."

He gets up and cups your hands in his "I can't risk you- okay please don't make me."

u give in and say you'll stay out 

"Thank you!! Just stay here okay,I love you-"

u two look at each-other and he awkwardly

"So see ya later, osirian" you mock

"Very funny" he snarks kisses ur forehead and goes to meet with sibuna

“Y/N COME HERE PLEASE.”

“WHAT DO YOU NEED JEROME.”  you walk into his room

"Did I just hear an I love you?" He gives that cheeky smirk

"He just blurted it out- I think it was an accident."

"Please that was no accident." He looks down and starts laughing

"I mean? I love you just like that? He's pathetic." He's lowkey depressed bc he's too shy to say it it to joy

Ugh "is that all Jerome"

"Yes yes u can go now" he shoos u with his hand

Jerome spreads to alfie and joy which goes to Patricia fabian then mara

Eddies embarrassed af first and legit in denial he said it "psh i would never we r in high school."  but then in front of everyone during dinner while they're making side comments and giggling "So what?" He's annoyed "it's true." He leans back gets flustered then walks to his room .

you try to talk to eddie but he makes an excuse to be alone. you pry but he's being a bitch

HES PARANOID DENBY OR SOMEONE WILL GRAB U "text me when you get to the house." "Let me walk you into class" 

"who were u talking to?"

 "Babe I'm just worried." 

He waits outside your class. "Il walk you back to the house." 

Doesn't go to sleep if he can kiss you goodnight. He legit always gets in trouble.

u guys have weird games like whoever wins a staring contest gets a sandwich from the loser type shit it's fun and cute.

you two trash talk people literally all the time in ur room, in public. Bonding sesh.

bonus stuff i found in my notes 

Late night talks and cuddles r always in his room which could potentially lead to something more but y'all bitches scared of victor lets be real

when u two decide ur ready he rents a hotel for one day on the weekend and it's cute omg.

"I meant what I said. "

"You know eddie, not sure if u know this but when you say something to other people it has to make sense." you chuckle

"Don't ruin the moment lemon."

"Lemon? Tf?

"You’re always so sour."

"Always as u were saying" you groan.

"Nope you ruined it." He looks away

“EDDIE I SWEAR.”

He laughs hysterically "you’re face, relax I'm gonna tell you"

"When I said I loved you."

"Really?"

"Yeah I mean well it wasn't a lie so"

You kiss him. "Then I love you too."

He smiles and u two cuddle and talk and make fun of how mushy and disgusting it is.

On graduation he starts, "okay lemon- I wanna"

"Literally never call me that"

"Would you stop ruining the moment"

"On this day- in two years il propose to you."

"Yeah right." you mock.

when your in college with him living in an apartment all while he's cooking dinner he just gets down on his knees and u nut.

He teases u all the time and but you get use to it

He gets really serious when it comes to you.

Yes. you two are not perfect. He fibs a lil and jealousy comes into the mix but you guys love each other and its meant to be.

not my gif.