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Catatan Harian 7
SUDAH sekitar tiga bulan ini, Surabaya begitu panas; suhu mencapai 36°-37° celcius. Empat hari lalu, sempat mendung dan gerimis. Namun, angin segar itu tidak bertahan lama, sebelum kemudian kota ini menjadi panas lagi. Warkop Moro Seneng di Ketintang, memasang kipas angin tambahan agar tidak semakin banyak keringat yang membasahi baju.
Aku ingin mengatakan: kondisi bumi sedang kacau. Putusan Mahkamah Konstitusi (MK) yang sarat konflik kepentingan; membantu Gibran Rakabuming Raka, putra sulung Presiden RI Joko Widodo, agar lolos menjadi Cawapers 2024. Megawati menghina pekerjaan tukang bakso, diikuti petugas partai PDIP Ganjar Pranowo menghina profesi jurnalis di interview Mata Najwa, hingga konflik pembangunan Bendungan Bener di Jawa Tengah yang menjadi borok.
Serta, fenomena bunuh diri atau suicide siswa SMP, SMA, dan Perguruan Tinggi yang ditemukan di banyak daerah di Indonesia; Unnes, Unair, dan lain-lain. Mengenai korupsi Base Transceiver Station (BTS) yang melibatkan rombongan pejabat, KPK sebagai lembaga independen yang mulai melemah, kasus-kasus pelanggaran HAM Berat yang tidak diusut tuntas, serta nihilnya keadilan atas 135 korban tragedi di Stadion Kanjuruhan. Ditambah, kabar mengenai 24 orang meninggal akibat kelaparan di Papua.
Di sisi lain, Represi terhadap jurnalis masih mengerikan. Berbagai media mengabarkan sekitar 36 jurnalis telah gugur di Palestina dalam kurun 1 bulan terakhir. Sebagian jurnalis kehilangan anggota keluarga mereka, rumahnya ambruk dihantam bom milik Israel. PBB dan NATO justru memasok dukungan untuk Israel dalam bentuk kebijakan yang memiliki standar ganda, hingga menyediakan anggaran/peralatan perang untuk meratakan Palestina.
Lebih baru, Trio Pakel terkena vonis 5,5 tahun penjara akibat membela ruang hidupnya yang dirampas perkebunan skala besar, yaitu PT. Bumi Sari di Banyuwangi. Di tempat lain, kasus Rempang menyakiti ribuan warga yang tinggal puluhan tahun di sana, lahan mereka direbut dengan dalih-dalih pembangunan Rempang Eco City. Semua itu, untuk memudahkan investor China membangun usahanya di sini.
Terbang ke isu-isu Pemilihan Umum (Pemilu). Menurut temuan Badan Pengawas Pemilu (Bawaslu) terdapat 3.002 pelanggaran yang terjadi di Jawa Timur pada Pemilu tahun 2019. Sekitar 11 kasus terkait politik uang atau money politic, dari kasus itu tidak ada yang diproses ke jalur hukum atau Gakkumdu Provinsi. Hingga pada suatu tahap, kita melihat berbagai kebusukan penguasa terpampang jelas di depan mata! Namun, kita tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa selain melawan dengan berujung kekalahan. (*)
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rkive | nj
âł namjoon, you
âł 5k words
âł 1/3 âtake your wife to workâ fic
âłÂ husband!namjoon, domestic au, fluff
A soft caress on the side of his face as he lay asleep in the middle of your bed, invading the side that you assigned to yourself. You glide your hand down the length of his shoulder down his forearms before leaning down for a trail of kisses all over his cheeks.
âWakey, wakey, babyâŠâ you brushed your lips and spoke in gentle hushes, âyou told me to wake you up at 8.30am, itâs now 8:35.â
He moans sleepily in return, eyes shut while his hand wildly search for the ends of the duvet, attempting to pull them up to cover his shoulders again. Of course. You passed the opposing wall a blank stare, the I-knew-this-was-gonna-happen face. You climbed on the bed, over his sleeping body, and to the curtains before yanking it open. Namjoon did nothing more but whine, rocking his body side to side--just like a child throwing morning tantrum. âCome on,â you knelt next to his lanky legs, his toes peeping out the ends of the duvets that didnât manage to cover his whole being. He sat up after a while and leaned his forehead on your back. âIâm so sleepyâŠâ he murmured.
âI can see that, so I brought coffeeâŠâ you reached the back of his head with your right hand, fluffing his bed hair. You feel him smiling against your back and how his lips moved to the back of your neck. âThis is honestly why I married youâŠâ he added a low deep chuckle that wasnât intentionally sexual.
âGlad to be your honorary coffee makerâŠâ you retorted and switched to face him, sitting on the bed still, to cup his face, âI am extremely underpaid.â
He began thumbing your side with a drowsy smile, almost drunken, chuckling. âWith added benefits, I believeâŠâ he pursed his lips, with his heavy-lidded eyes, fishing for a kiss. You clicked your tongue after a quick peck and pushed his face away before he could deepen them, giving him a lopsided smile, âIn this economy? Sounds too good to be true if you ask meâŠâ
âAm I asking, though?â
You took in a steady inhale, and your eyes turned into thin slits, peering at your husband and his snarky reply so early in the day.
âYou will treat me with respect. You will treat me as a wife,â you prodded his chest with your index finger, âOr you will no longer have one.â You cocked an eyebrow and moved away from the bed despite him holding on loosely, âHurry the fuck up, the pancake is getting coldâŠâ you disappeared outside. Namjoon pushed both the heel of his palm on the mattress with a smile playing on his lips. His wife is feisty and he loves it. He won that conversation and he knows it. As soon as he stepped outside with the mug you coaxed him awake with, your phone camera was on him. He is being followed very closely.
âMay I know what these footages are for?â He said, looking down the water washing down his mug. You zoomed into his fluffy arms. He wore tanks to sleep and his BCG Vaccine scar showing up pretty nicely from the distance you were filming him at.
âFor days that I terribly miss you,â you passed, âBecause even though youâre always on your phone, you never have time to send me a cute self-portrait, so Iâm making a video for myselfâŠâ
He fills his mug with plain water now, leaning against the counter, his black tank showing his ribs from this angle, he took a mouthful sip before talking through the mug, âFor days you missed me? Am I hearing this correctly?â
You nodded from behind the camera, and Namjoon lifts his face and placed his mug aside, âCome here,â he ordered.
âWhy.â âJust get here.â âNo.â âIf weâre saving that for our times away, shouldnât there be a memorable scene.â
Intriguing, you thought.
âWhat do you have in mind--â â--you know what I have in mind.â
You had to stop recording because he was getting rather bold with his words and facial expressions. Sitting on one chair, you sat on his lap while sharing a plate of pancake, drenched with honey. You grimaced at the first bite he fed you. âHow are you eating this much sweetnessâŠâ you commented.
âTo chase away the bitterness of the coffeeâŠâ he shoved another bite-sized into his own mouth. You set your phone to lean against the vase, to shoot horizontally. âWeâre back filming?â he asked, his palm gliding up and down your lower back, glancing once in a while at the camera.
âIs this camera going to follow me when we arrive at the studio building later?â he asked, looking at the food and then at you for confirmation. âYes⊠you have a problem with that? You want to sue me for it?â you challenged him a smile, biting your lips and he broke eye contact immediately, scoffing. âCan you afford the legal fees going against me?â Namjoon licks the residue honey on the corner of his lips. âNow youâre just showing off your big dick energy, big boyâŠâ you circled your arm around his neck and retorted, âIsnât that what got you interested in the first place?â âWow, almost six years of marriage and you still donât know that Iâm only after your money,â you nuzzled the tip of your nose on his.
Namjoon closes in, whispering hotly against your mouth, âI donât care if youâre only using me for my money, I only want to earn for you...honey.â He embraces your lips with his own, kneading the flesh together in a rhythmic motion, with literal honey still lingering on his tongue, fully aware that your phone is filming his every move. He made sure that his tongue made a glimpse as it enters yours, him passing a glance at the lens from the corner of his eyes as if to remind himself that he was being recorded.
âI want a copy of this footage later,â he spoke in hushes, against your ear as you give the camera your clothed back. His dark brown eyes darting at the camera as he sinks his teeth onto your shoulder, playing the staring game with it.
âWho cares about what you want,â you darkly chuckled.
Brushing your teeth next to each other become a routine, now that heâs home more than he leaves the country. He pokes your side and pinched your cheek at any chance he gets, so thatâs something. Something about being home with him felt natural but extraordinary because he rarely gets to do so in the early years of your marriage. âYou know, when you rap, thereâs this vein on the right side of your neck protruding out, and I think itâs so sexyâŠâ you traced the length of the vein with your index finger, tiptoeing next to him, by memory.
âYou think everything I do is sexy,â he shot back, and spit out foams into the sink before rinsing off with little thought. âBut am I wrong though,â you pushed his entire body as he bends over with little strength, and he stumbles to the side a bit.
He leaves the bathroom with a playful kiss on your clothed butt cheek, hollering, âOf course youâre right. Youâre always rightâŠâ on his way out. âYouâre choosing my outfit today!â You reminded him.
âGot it!â He yelled from the walk-in wardrobe.
âIâm thinking of something sophisticated yet modest...something shapey but not too tight, maybe a little loose,â his index finger on his chin as he trudges forward then back repeatedly, âIâm thinking Versace?â He took out a printed silk blouse with blue pants.
You walked out with a black purse, commenting, âI look like a rich manâs mistress on a Mallorca getaway, spending his hard-earned money while he fucks another 19-year-old blonde, and I get to purchase a very handsome male companion with an Italian name like, Emanuele, whom I bore a child with; so I can get a run for the rich dudeâs money when I file for divorce.â
Namjoon let out a delicious moan, âVery scandalous. I like it too.â He lifts his butt from the couch and followed you out the door.
âBut if you were my mistress, I wouldnât be fucking anyone else and Emanuele shall never exist. Itâs just you, me and Mallorca,â he shut the door behind him and it automatically clicked locked.
He fastens his seatbelt while you fixed the rearview mirror because itâs been tilted in a weird angle after a sudden roll in the car the other day. You just canât stop touching each other whenever you guys were left unsupervised. This is why you both have no friends apart from his members. âIf you liked the veins in my neck, then I love the sexy mole on the apex of your left thighâŠâ the belt clicks while the car engine hurls on.
âHow on earth did you remember I have a mole there? Whatâs with the sudden compliment about my body?â you eyed him with suspicions read all over your face. âItâs super sexy. When I think of it, I get super horny? Also, you have like three very prominent moles, from my memory⊠the thigh, the pinky toe and one behind your right ear,â he clicked his tongue while the car moves out the parking lot.
âThe details of that description is honestly disturbing,â you shot, steering the wheel with both your hands, âWeâre not going to be long in the studio building right? I donât trust you being there with me without getting handsy, knowing your touchy ass.â You eyed him up and down, giving him a side glance with a slight warning. âWhenever I see you, I donât want to behaveâŠâ Namjoon leans over to your side, grinning.
âSee, this is what Iâm talking aboutâŠâ you darted emotionlessly.
You have never been inside of Namjoonâs office. Not since they moved. Namjoon said he renovated his studio again, changing the soundproof walls--or as you call it, sponge walls that offers a great cushion for any rough acts. Both of you are terribly explicit and have too many inside jokes for anyone to keep up with. Most of your friends canât tell if you both were fighting or basically roasting each other to no end. The sarcasm gets too raw and merciless at times, coming from two very sensitive people the world had ever seen. Namjoon and you are like lovers who secretly hate each other when youâre around people and strangers, but can be very lovey-dovey when itâs least expected. Thatâs why when you took yourself inside the building after waiting for about twenty minutes in the car, you declared an insult to Namjoon who was on the phone at the time.
You immediately retracted silently and blinked repeatedly. Even as he extended his arm at you, you were cautious at the receptionist who was there waiting on her work station, standing up at Namjoonâs wave--that indicates he needed a paper and pen. You stood next to him as he listens attentively to the caller. When he hangs up, he scribbled a few more words that made no sense to you. âBabe, I think our trip is going to drag a bit longer since someone will be expecting to meet me in an hour,â he underlines a name twice and the receptionist bowed to you while Namjoon used his keycard to gain access inside the staff-only area. You saw that the place had large lounges.
âCan I expect an exclusive building tour with my husband?â you gave a pair of hopeful eyes and he was honestly so whipped for you, that it took very little for him to abide by your request. He had always wanted to offer you a tour of his new studio. Since he had been actively requesting several rooms and units in this new building to be made under his orders.
Staff lounges. Game room. Pantry. Everything is sleekly designed, with modern vibes. High ceiling and good lighting.
âThis is where Taehyung sometimes lives, the game room,â Namjoon used his keycard to gain access to the exclusive room. âWhere the recording studios at?â you wondered and Namjoonâs face switches into a goofy smile. He pointed his thumb to the hallway behind him, âThis way, maâamâŠâ he walked sideways in order to continue looking at you.
The studio was everything you imagined and more. The intricated equipment on display, the recording booth. Your lips parted slightly in a wide smile, at awe of the place your husband spent most of his time in. This is where Namjoon regularly works in. Heâd be sitting in one of these chairs, monitoring the recording session with high fidelity headphones around his head. You imagine him being all serious with his music and your heart flutter like a schoolgirl having a crush on a bad boy down the alley she wasnât supposed to fall in love with. Namjoon pulls a chair out and sat at the same time you did. You couldnât stop scanning the whole room with sparkling eyes. You never thought you would see it in real life. Youâve heard many songs recorded in this very room and you couldnât help being absolutely awestruck.
âWhere do you sit?â you asked him. âRight in that seat, youâre sitting in, recording engineer. BangPD sits here and Pdogg hyung, on that chair, usually,â he pointed to the long couch in the room.
You rested your elbow on the armrest, your chin on the heel of your palm, spinning softly in the chair that belonged to him. âLook how far youâve come⊠this is. This is amazing, youâre amazing, you know that baby?â you gave him a glance, pursing your lips and returned your attention to the setting of the studio. Namjoon appeared bashful and you didnât have to look at him to know that heâs turning red. âIâve always wondered about your early days...how you began. How you bravely chose a path none of the people in your shoes would. You go against the wishes of your folks, and take the storm head first,â you paused, speaking with a little shake of your head, and, âWhy are you so goddamn brave? What triggered you? Who was Namjoon before he is Namjoon? Do you know how much hazards there is for boys your age to embark on a hiphop journey? Drugs? Prostitution?... missing classes? The horror your parents must have faced, you naughty boy.â
Namjoon covered the upper part of his face, hiding his laugh right after, giggling. âI wasnât a naughty boyâŠâ he said.
âSure you are.â âAm not, I promiseâŠâ he rested both of his elbows on his knees, thigh widespread as he sat facing you. The view of the studio as the background from your side, âI just remember wanting something so much that my inside feels like itâs ripping if I ever abandon it. I knew, I just knew that I want to be a musician, no matter how difficult it was going to be, or whom I may lost on the way...even if it means, myself. Itâs not just hiphop to me, I found family, a brotherhood, a pact, a passion I couldnât find anywhere elseâŠâ
You mirrored his actions, and touched the tips of his fingers with yours, lacing and unlacing them, âYouâre capable of everything. Thatâs what your teacher told you.â
âYes, I was capable of a lot of things⊠but none of it appealed to me. I could bow under the demands of conventional educational system, do what I do without an ounce of soul in my power--forever wondering if this was the life I truly wanted, knowing that Iâm good at something elseâŠit was very difficult to tell my father, especially,â Namjoon reminisce, his eyes dropped to the floor as the pain clearly never left his mind.
âYou were starved for days, and stood at a corner within a circle as a punishment,â you spoke in place of him. He drops his head and then nodding. His pocket money was taken away. He had curfew. His family did everything they can to prevent Namjoon from seeing his brothers from the hiphop scene. He skipped classes while simultaneously doing well in his studies despite pouring his entire passion into music instead of his school books. The boy who sleeps in the back of the class from attending rap battle almost never failed any of his quizzes and exams. His treaty with his parents was as follow: if I manage to maintain a good score in classes, youâll let me do music.
You cupped his chin in response to his silence, and made him stare into your eyes, âI, am proud of what you were, what you are and what youâll become⊠and my love may not be enough to fill the holes you have in you, all the flaws you thought you have, and shortcomings that youâre afraid of showing⊠but I will always have your back, through thick and thin,â you granted him a chaste kiss on his lips, making a squeaking sound, âEven if we ever end up divorcing.â You smiled against his ear lobe. âIf I ever made you think about divorcing me, you can rightfully pull me by the dick and Iâll make you want me again,â he commented.
âCan I go in there?â you pointed to the booth. âAbsolutely,â Namjoon shot.
He watched you skipped towards the entrance of the recording booth with a fond smile. The speaker buzzed on, and the green light above turns on while the white tile outside the studio indicating, âIn Sessionâ lights up, simultaneously.
He lowers his mouth to the microphone, and pressed the intercom button before he speaks. âThereâs a headphone on the neck of the tall stool if you put it on youâll hear my voice better⊠without the echo,â he watched you put on the very headphone and you gave him a gleeful thumbs up like a kid putting on a fire suit at the fire station tour. Such an excited little baby, Namjoon thought.
He increases the receiving volume and told you that the microphone in the recording booth is up and ready to receive any sound and that you could say anything you want.
âNice tits,â you bit your smile and pointed to him while drawing a heart shape with your index fingers. Namjoon gave you a fool in love grin, with a dumbfounded chuckle. Of all the things you could have said, you settled on that. This is what he loved about you. The fact that you could be tastefully affectionate, riddled with deep conversations he truly enjoys--at one point, and be an idiot, the next. Itâs true what they say, that the union ripens with time like a fine wine. The longer you were together, the more youâre helplessly in love with one another. The secrets to the everlasting marriage? Consistently hitting on each other to no end.
Namjoon had to leave for the meeting. He is monitoring a recording session in the studio next door and at first, you were there to watch him work. But after a while, you felt like you havenât finished exploring the entire building. As he stood by the chair of the sound engineer-in-charge, you tugged on his sleeve to have him leaning down so you could whisper in his ear. He nodded in return, crossing his arm, putting on his work mode as he straightens up. You grabbed your purse from the black long couch to leave the studio in a hurry and grinning excitedly all the while. Before you leave, Namjoon reminded you to, âBe careful. Keep your phone on at all timesâŠâ
Not long after you stepped out the studio, Namjoon tutted his tongue, shoving his hand to the back pocket of his jeans for his keycard, before rushing out the same door. His keycard at the end of the lanyard dangling meters away from the floor. You spun around at the call of your pet name and sped back to him. He had his lower half of the body inside the studio still, wanting to make sure you get access to all the rooms in this buildings. You kissed his chin and put the lanyard around your neck, turning away. Namjoon watched you enter the lift and you waved back at him enthusiastically. He is very much enamored by his wife.Â
Youâve always wanted to know what itâs like to be in their wardrobe area. Most of the attires are owned by the company, and the stylist sometimes designs clothes that would suit them.
âNo, I want my Gucciâs here today!â You heard a fairly familiar voice, coming from the hidden halls of the large space intended for clothesâ only. âTaehyung?â you guessed. The pretty boy came out from the dividers as if he walked out of a magazine shoot. Pink tinted glasses, flowery printed dress shirt with striking yellow trousers. Wrist decorated with multiple bangles and rings on fingers. Once he locked his eyes with you, he puts away his phone immediately. The person on them was still talking. He taps the âend callâ button and you blinked at him.
âMrs. Kim NamjoonâŠâ he recalled, letting on some sleazy drawl at the end of it. His expression was nothing at all polite. âWhoâs day did you ruin with that abrupt end call, TaehyungâŠâ it wasnât a question, just a mild reality-check for the fantasy-stricken boy who sometimes needs to be called out.
Taehyung visibly shrinks twice in size as he plopped on the couch next to you. â...whatâs bothering you sweetie?â you rubbed his back, joining him.
Taehyung took some time to reveal whatâs on the inside, but thatâs just typical Taehyung. Heâs a little-guarded soul with glittering fences. Letâs so few in, but entranced all others. How could he not, with his handsome good looks and honey-dripped voice. He wanted to become a good lyricist, just like Namjoon is. You could tell their work apart because even though Namjoonâs work is poetic, Taehyung prefers to fall into the beauty of imagery as well as metaphors. Taehyung has a vivid imaginations a fellow artist and writers share, but he describes it differently.
âRetail therapy isnât a thing, is it, noona?â he added an awkward chuckle at the end of it, laced with the bitterness of a lonely soul. âIt is only a thing when you do have money,â you replied honestly, and from the sparkles, in his eyes, as he beamed at you, you knew he appreciated the sincerity.
âIâm trying to write a love song, but it had been sitting on my desk for about a week now⊠I kept trying to imagine a situation of being in love, but Iâve never been in it, so how will I write something I know nothing aboutâŠâ his shoulders dropped as he sighed out the words, âI kept getting dissatisfied with the imagery I come up with, feeling that itâs not enough or too much⊠Namjoon hyung wonât have these problems, would he?â
You propped your elbow to rest on your knee, chin on the heel of your palm. Your wedding ring sparkling under the light of the hall. Nose scrunch as you showed disagreement on Taehyungâs accusations. Your eyes shot to the corner of the room along with a click of the tongue.
âNamjoon has a different approach on solving writerâs block. Yours happen to be retail therapy, and Namjoon, well Namjoon, sometimes he reads a comic book.â âNamjoon hyung has you. I have no oneâŠâ âThatâs not true! Sometimes when we both deal with something difficult, we donât talk about it to each other from the get-go, and thatâs one of the flaws in our marriage that weâre still working on,â you paused and inhaled, âBeing in love and staying in love are two different things⊠love is flawed. Itâs nothing perfect. Listen, about your songwriting⊠Have you consulted anyone about it?â
âIâm consulting youâŠâ Taehyung goofs, âBut literally Iâve spoken to everyone including Yoongi hyung about it, but nothing helps.â âYour efforts will pay off, buddy,â you patted his forearms twice, â...maybe youâre too focused on it and it has stopped you from viewing in another perspective.â
âYou guys talk back each other a lot, even in front of us, is it really like that back at home when no one sees?â Taehyung asked, and you could see from his face that he was a little amused. âSometimes, I mean⊠Namjoon and I, we donât hide anything from anyone. What you see is what you get. If I donât like something heâs doing, Iâll call him out on it. Vice versa. We tease each other to no end, if thatâs what youâre askingâŠâ you shrugged. âDo you guys ever fight, like really fightâŠâ he mirrored your movements, clawing his chin, as he scratches the stubbles under his jaw. âDefinitely...Definitely,â you stressed on the second time you said it.
Heâs stubborn, youâre stubborn. You want things to go your way, he wants things to go his. Youâre all about managing finance, and heâs all about spending it. He wants a house outside the country and you want one close to home. You talk about priorities and often questions his. Emotional, spiritually, physically.
âThings will change when we have children, I promise you,â Namjoon once said. The way he laid it out so frankly, didnât convince you one bit. This conversation has occurred once too many time and youâre starting to feel that the marriage you built on this foundation is beginning to brittle underneath the weight of his fame and responsibility. âI hope soâŠâ you said in a whisper, barely believing what you said.
âI guess in marriage there is a lot of tolerance and understanding? Because when we think about the things that we did in order to build this relationship as strong as it is, makes you want to keep it that way, even through the occasional âearthquakeâ and âmudslidesâ... He got options, I got options, but weâre here now, and thatâs all that matter isnât it?â
His lower lip protruded out, as he was thrown deep in thoughts. The common understanding is that love and marriage co-exists, but the longer a couple stays together, the more their friendship is put to the test. Thatâs why itâs important to befriend your partner before falling in love with them. At least, when the love ends, the friendship remains.
You excused yourself for wanting to see the rest of the building before Namjoon comes back and wanted to go home. Itâs not every day you could roam around the most famous building in the country, home to many famous producers and their studios. This is basically your version of Disney World. This is where the magic happens. Seokjin once took a picture of the building rooftop garden and ever since you saw it, youâve always wanted to take a look at the views from up there. It was as breathtaking as you expected.
The blue cloudless sky is turning to orange zest, floating in the air as the sun descends to indicate the day is almost ending. Youâve been here all day.
âIt will take two minutes, he says,â you spoke to yourself, âIt wonât be long, he says.â You carefully leaned your elbows on the wooden rails to watch the busy streets downstairs. All the red light and the white light decorating the traffic underneath you. Busy people everywhere. All rushing to go home to their loved ones, finding food and winding down after a hectic day. Namjoon never gets to spend that. He never was the one for a 9 to 5 job, because to him, inspiration can strike him anytime. There was this one that he stopped in the middle of eating because he had an idea on how to change the beat after the chorus belonging to a track. Or this one time he sat in bed, stripped down after a steamy lovemaking session because he knows what verse to write. Youâre still salty about that.
Not because he started working right away. But because he doesnât give himself a time to be just Kim Namjoon, the Kim Namjoon that has a wife and a normal life. Is this what heâs going to be when he has a kid, later?
Weâve spoken about kids before. We spoke about that a lot.
âI guess in marriage thereâs a lot of tolerance and understandingâŠâ your own voice piqued your thoughts as you rode the waves of reminiscing.
From Namjoonâs point of view, he understood that you too had given up so much for his work. You were patiently waiting at home, dutifully understood your responsibility as a wife, the homemaker, and he knows what troubling thoughts you might had had whenever heâs away. Just the same as he is.
As he works, as he tries to tirelessly be present in this studio where he stands, you are always in the back of his mind. And things donât change even if heâs out of the country, performing, lecturing, educating, analyzing, designing. He ensured that you get calls from him, texts from him, pictures of what heâs doing and where he was. Always making sure you feel safe despite the distance. Because he saw how little you thought of yourself because he saw how your smile faltered when he spoke to his stylist, because he caught the hesitance in your voice when you feel slightly inferiored. He understood all the thing you didnât have to say out loud. Because itâs hard to be in love when youâre two continents away.
âBecause hey, youâre the famous one between us two,â Yeonjun spoke through the microphone. He got the pronunciations clear and in pitch. Namjoon slammed the stop button and tapped the pad of his index finger on his chin. âAlright, go home. We got it,â Donghyuk--also known as Supreme Boi; managed the recording with little hiccups. Yeonjun skips outside, beaming because it had been a long day for him as well. Namjoon gave him a shoulder squeeze and acknowledged his skills. Donghyuk carefully wraps up while noticing that Namjoon had plunged into exhaustion onto the black couch. âYou gotta go thank your wife for that line, bro,â he gushed. Namjoon shuts his eyes and laid the back of his head on his wrist. âIâll tell her thatâŠâ he drifts. Donghyuk spins his chair to face Namjoon, and tilted his head to one side, âI thought you said you came here with your wife?â
Namjoon rolls off the couch and dashed out the door at once. He tried to call her but she was on the phone with someone else. He walked past the pantry, past the lounge, past the wardrobe hall--but she was nowhere to be found. Sheâs not in the cafeteria too.
Namjoon headed back to his studio and there you were.
Sleeping on your side, on his black couch, curled in a ball. Koya the koala plushie in your arms, you donât even use the armrest as your pillow. Namjoon slowly shut the door, making as little sound as possible, and knelt next to you. Wonders in his eyes, his dimples shallow and his lips curved into a small gentle smile. Softly, he tucked your baby hair behind your ear and thumbed your cheek. He ghosted his lips over the skin just above your eyebrow and shut his eyes as he stamped a kiss on them. You didnât even stir, you must be really tired. He hooks his finger on a drawer underneath his work desk and took out the blanket you knitted for him to use on his nights away from home and spread them on you so you could stay warm.
With the lights dimmed to perfection, Namjoon manages to move you on top of him. âWe have to head homeâŠâ he whispered. And it your dazed state, you said, âI am home.â Your nails scratching the thin fabric of his shirt, as you nuzzled your face into his chest where your ears are pressed against the soft thuds of his heartbeat.
âHome is wherever Namjoon is.â
And whenever he isnât around, youâre homesick. He placed his palm over the back of your head, and slide it down your spine and then up again. With a soft exhale, he shuts his eyes and held you tighter--in the comfort of his studio, Rkive.
âSoâŠâ he begins, flickering eyes towards the on-going streets and then to you, who was driving beside him, âThereâs no chance Iâm going to get the footage you had been earnestly recording, right?â
âCorrect,â you shot. The car radio plays rather dimly, in the background, just as preferred. You had a feeling that Namjoon will exercise his rights as a husband or as heâd like to call it, your non-negotiable life partner to gain his portions of the videos you made for his own selfish pleasure, so you attempt to hide the smile that was itching to get out, because right here, is where he lay out his arguments.
âYou know, Iâm the one that came up with Jungkookâs nickname âthe golden maknaeâ...right?â he slowly shifts in his seat, covering his philtrum with his index finger, panning the view outside the moving car. âKnown fact for someone who had been supporting you for a while, yesâŠâ you quirked, in an elegant tone of someone who has the upper hand of the situation.
âDonât you ever wonder if I were to give you a nickname, what it will be?â â...no, not really.â âA dictator.â âYouâre just picking fights with me because you know you wonât get your hands on the videos. Are you seriously going to call me a dictator because I didnât give you what you want? Did it ever occur to you that you donât deserve the footage?â
Namjoon lands his palm over the expanse of your clothed thigh, a very possessive gesture that youâve grown numb to. âLetâs negotiateâŠâ
âNegotiate whatâŠ? All the negotiation is not up for discussion.â âI can make your footages a lot spicier.â âI like them sweet and bland; unlike your corrupted mind.â
He smirked, âDo you? Do youâŠ?â âSiri, play Do You by RM.â And just like that, his smirk is gone. Thereâs no changing your mind, is there? Namjoon has to be a tad more creative. But he liked the challenge.
Thatâs why the moment he stepped into the apartment, his eyes darkens and his lips turned into a Cheshire grin.
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