#bts jeon junkook

[chunghasweetie]

𝐇𝐄 𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐌𝐄 | J.JK

— part 2

— pairing | fem!oc x dealer!jjk

— summary | always giving out free shit to his favorite customer

— warning | bad writing (i’m doing my best)

smut, bickering, cussing, drugs🍃, plug jk, dirty talk, belittling, pussy eating, protected sex, porn making, friends with benefits(?), etc

— word count | 2.09k words

— song suggestion | everyday — ariana grande

“I can’t believe this man is really out here waiting outside like this.” Y/n groaned to herself.

She was meeting him once again for pre rolls, some dispos, and enough weed for her and her best friends.

Usually for anyone else it would be a bit strange for a plug to show up at their front door but Jungkook seemed very comfortable doing so.

Unluckily for her, she was very close to the plug.

He had been pulling up to her place everytime she wanted something. And he was more than happy to do it.

She was wearing a pink low cut top with a matching mini skirt. Her makeup was done up nice and her hair was curled to perfection.

She didn’t have much plans for the day. However, knowing that she was ordering from Jungkook, she knew she had to look somewhat presentable.

It’s not like she had to try too hard, she was gorgeous naturally. She had a body people would kill for and a face many would pay to even resemble.

“Hey mama.” The man bit his lip, checking her out at the doorstep.

“I don’t see anything.” Y/n looked at both of his hands and his front pockets. “Jungkook I swear if—“

“You’re already bugging.” Jungkook rolled his eyes. “I have it. A ‘hey’ would’ve been nice.” He stepped into her home.

“And it would’ve been nice to ask to come in.” She shut the door behind him.

“You’re so so pretty but your mouth—“ He exhaled. “You’re annoying.”

“Yet I’m your favoriteee customer.” She teased.

“Hell no. You’re not my favorite.” He shook his head, walking over to her counter, tossing everything he brought on there.

“Oh really?” She cocked her eyebrow. “You’re such a liar.”

“Psh- Why would I lie?” He looked over at her. “You’re honestly my least favorite.”

She could laugh. “Least favorite?”

“You heard me mama.” He shook his head. “You’re so annoying, rude, and you don’t even pay me.”

“I don’t pay you because you’re always tryna fuck.” She rolled her eyes at his insults.

“Trying to?” He laughed. “You act like I’m not successful every time.”

Wasn’t a lie. He was even laying it down when she didn’t order from him.

“You’re so annoying.” She groaned.

“I’m annoying? You texted me to drop off your shit and gave me attitude the second I came in!” He argued.

Also true.

That was their dynamic. Always having petty arguments as their way of flirting with each other. It was annoying but also very entertaining for the both of them.

“Oh my gosh. You’re already starting something.” She shook her head. “Go fucking change so we can watch a movie.”

“No way.” Jungkook fake gasped, touching his heart. “You’re letting me spend the night again mama? I’m so honored!”

“I hate you.”

༊—

“No way.” Jungkook’s jaw dropped at the sight of the scene on TV.

Jungkook and Y/n had been sharing a blunt on her couch and were heavily tuned into That 70s Show.

They had been watching the show together since the beginning of him coming over.

The two were cuddled up, Y/n stroking his hair as they watched the show.

It was the scene in which Jackie and Hyde had been secretly hooking up over the summer, and no one was as shocked as Jungkook.

Y/n had watched the series more than once, and seeing Jungkook’s reaction had her weak with laughter.

“That was so unexpected.” He announced. “But honestly, I’ve been thinking they looked good together.”

“Told you.” She shook her head.

“You didn’t tell me shit!” He turned over to her.

“Whatever.” She took another hit of the shared blunt.

“Pass it to me.”

“No.”

“Damnit woman.” He furrowed his eyebrows. “You’re so fucking irritating but you’re so hot.”

“Awe. You’re such a sweetheart.” She answered sarcastically.

“Keep fucking playing with me.” He stared her down. “Been giving me attitude all night. I’ll straighten that out so fast.”

“The fuck you will.” She replied with an attitude once again.

“Oh wow.” Jungkook turned his attention to the TV, chuckling to himself.

“Okay.” He rubbed behind his neck. “Put the blunt down.”

“But—“

“I said put it down. You got your high. Just being greedy.”

She obeyed him after noticing his demanding tone of voice. He grabbed her remote, turning up the TV.

“Kiss me baby” He leaned in, easily earning a kiss from her.

“Pretty lips.” He pulled away before grabbing the back of her neck with his tattooed hand, crashing her lips back onto his.

She kissed him back willfully, smacking her lips repeatedly against his.

“So pretty.” He mumbled against them. “But that mouth is disgusting. Gotta fix that.”

He spit in her mouth, going back in and kissing her more aggressively.

Moving the couch pillow behind her head, he laid her down on the furniture.

He slid up her skirt, moving her panties to the side with his teeth.

“Not even apologizing,” He made a ‘tsk’ sound with his mouth. “I got some for you.”

He used his left hand to grab onto her breast, and used his right hand to hold her hips down.

His face was immediately hovering her cunt. His mouth was already watering at the sight, spitting and drooling on it.

Although it made her feel good, eating pussy was one of Jungkook’s main sources of pleasure.

Especially hers.

He’s never craved something so badly.

They weren’t dating. They never discussed anything of the sort. They were young and didn’t want to waste time with the labels.

But he would be damned if he had to share this woman.

The two did have their rocky and dysfunctional relationship but he was very happy to be around her.

Always smirking to himself whenever she texted. Hoping she’d ask him to stay longer. Following her on his damn plug account.

He had some other customers that were attractive women, but from the beginning she’s been his favorite. No one else got all the perks like she did.

She was a whiny moaning mess. Jungkook hadn’t even tasted her yet.

“Jungkook, please.” She begged. “Can’t wait like this.”

"I know, baby, I know. It's been too long." He leans in, his breath ghosting over her skin for just a moment before his lips press against her clit.

Her legs immediately squirmed at the feel of his mouth. She could hardly move due to him holding her down.

Grinning, he moves his tongue around her clit, sucking and nibbling at it.

He moves one of his arms to keep her leg in place, while the other one moves upwards, slipping two fingers inside her.

"All that attitude for what?" He asks through muffled groans.

He smirks against her skin, moving his fingers in and out slowly. He starts flicking his tongue over her clit faster, adding a third finger as he matches the rhythm with his tongue.

“You’re bitching at me the moment I get through the damn door. Now look at you.” He chuckled against her clit. “Apologize.”

“I— mm— Fu— I’m”

“Can’t speak?” Jungkook suddenly stopped, pulling out his fingers and moving from her heat since he knew she was close.

“Jungkook!” She groaned. “You can’t do me like this right now.”

“I can’t?” He laughed. “Oh I can. You can give me attitude all damn day but you want me to reward you by letting you cum already?” He scoffed.

“Ugh!” She groaned in frustration.

“Turn around.” Jungkook was already tearing a condom open with his mouth. “Ass up face down.”

She got into position like ordered. Jungkook moved the hair from her face so he could have a better view of her.

“Oh fuck yes.” Jungkook had the sight of her ass all to himself. “Don’t even know how you made it fit in that tight little skirt.”

He was checking her out. He did this everytime. Her body was perfection and way better than any of the models he had seen on Instagram.

“Can you do me a favor mama?” He leaned forward, “I wanna to do something with you.”

“What is it?” She asked, desperate to get fucked already.

“Lemme record.” He tapped her ass, almost fainting at the recoil. “Please?”

“Yeah.” She reached over, grabbing her phone and handing it to him.

“My dirty girl.” He chuckled. “Knew you’d be down.” He took a hit of the dispo the two had on the couch.

He doesn't hesitate as he opens the camera app on her phone and starts recording. He positions himself behind her, lining his cock up with her entrance.

“Oh fuck.” He cussed as he slid in, the camera flash capturing their synchronized gasps as he slid inside her.

“Fuck, you have to watch this video later.” His mouth hung open at the sight.

“Mm— Jungkook” She hummed, “Fuck baby”

“Come on mama.” He slapped her ass. “Make this video good yeah? Bounce on this dick for me.”

She fucked herself on his cock, making her eyes rolled back with each bounce.

He grips her hips as he starts thrusting in and out of her, picking up the pace as he fucks her hard.

“Always so fucking tight” He groaned. “But you’re so fucking wet. How does that work?”

“Mm” She whined. “Jungkook you’re too fucking big.”

“You take it don’t you?” He slapped her ass. “So fucking pretty. Especially when you’re high.”

Her ass clapped against him, the sounds of her moans and her ass driving him off the edge.

They were panting, equally putting in the work to get each other off.

“Been dying to fuck you since you texted me this morning mama.” He spoke to her. “Huge tits, fat ass, and pretty face is just what I needed.”

She could cum with his words alone. She loved how he smoke to her and how vocal he was.

“Fuck” He groaned, pulling out with a loud ‘pop’ sound.

“Jungkook!” Y/n whined in irritation.

He stopped filming, shutting off the phone and tossing it to the side.

“Sorry mama. Gotta fuck you missionary.” He apologized, smacking her ass before flipping her over on her back. “Wanna cum while I look at your face.”

“Can I take it off mama?” Jungkook pouted cutely, pecking her cheek. “Pleaseee”

“No. I still don’t trust you.” Y/n shook her head. “Over here tryna bend the rules.”

She was very strict on Jungkook wearing a condom. She heard all sorts of rumors about the women he had been with and she was not taking any chances.

“I don’t know why. You know rumors aren’t always true.” He shook his head.

“Do you want pussy or not?” She threatened.

“Fine fine” He gave in.

He wanted her to know she was the only girl he was with but, it was too soon to deal with the sappy shit when all they were doing was fucking.

He slipped back in her, stretching her out once again.

He went back to his pace, snapping his hips inside of her while she arched her back at the impact.

Jungkook couldn’t stop staring at her breasts bouncing up and down as he fucked her.

His shaft throbs as he watches her come undone on his cock, tits bouncing wildly. He's almost there just from the sight.

“Mm fuck Jungkook.” She moaned out his name repeatedly.

Their energy was lower because of the weed but their sexual urges were at an all time high.

Jungkook reached over, circling over her clit with his thumb. “Feels good huh mama? You take it so good.”

He was growing closer to his edge.

The double stimulation with the weed still highly active in her system made her go insane.

“Look so fucking pretty like that baby.” He cooed. “My prettiest and favorite customer for sure.”

His thrusts become more frantic, his balls slapping against her ass with each one.

“Jungkook I’m— I need to cum” She whined desperately, barely able to let out a single sentence.

He rubbed her clit more intensely before she came all over his cock, panting at the aftershocks of her orgasm.

Jungkook came shortly after, pulling out pumping himself until he came all over her stomach.

The two panted together, staying still for a moment to catch their breaths.

“F-Fuck. I’ll clean us up.” He said, still trying to get to his breath.

“Let’s just run a shower.” She replied. “P-Please”

He agreed. He cleaned up what he could before the two stood up of her couch.

“So…” She trailed off. “You admitted I was your favorite customer.”

“Goddamnit Y/n.”

[disvolic]

🤟🏻 ' spider - man 　최 소

by jungkook.

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[golden-jeon-jungkook]

This outfit though

[kooktrash]

IM JUST SAYING

[beebee18]

Tattoos..

Jungkook x reader

Genre; Fluff, (older) brother's best friend

Characters; Jungkook, Y/n

Summary; What happens when your brother's best friend, who you haven't see in over 3 years, has to pick you up from the airport?

Warnings; None. (Slightly suggestive)

Main Masterlist Bts Masterlist

(Let's pretend he only has tattoos past his wrist for this one 🤓)

"What do you mean you're not here?"

"I can't be there but I've sent Jungkook, you know him."

"Of course.." I sigh hanging up and braced myself walking out of the airport.

He said Jungkook was here, his best friend. Last time I had seen him was almost 3 years ago. He was a 19yr old typical college nerd at the time, just hot, somehow. I was 17, with a tiny crush.

I tried to hide it at least.

I walked out scanning the number of cars and their owners standing outside, scanning for the same mop of hair, baggy clothes, maybe a beanie..

Someone familiar slid in front of me, shit.

He was tall, buff, hair, longer now, brushed back carelessly, were those piercings? My mouth was probably open for all kinds of bugs.

A hand waves in front of me, snapping me out of my daze. Shit this was him??

"Jungkook?" I widen my eyes a little.

"It's me." He smiles, his toothy grin still the same.

Oh confidence, how it changes a person. And this man had stacks of it he probably chest pressed in the gym.

I think my knees are giving out.

"When did you get piercings?" He chuckles grabbing my bags walking to his car, loading the car walking to open a car door, I followed him absentminded.

"We'll talk when you sit." He gestures to the open door, tilting his head. I nod and sit.

Why did my brother not tell me Jungkook got piercings?! This is life altering information!

I wait for him to climb in, buckle up and start driving. "You've changed, huh?"

He laughs before looking at me, cocking a brow "Good or bad?"

"Good, definitely good." I smile at him, his eyebrow piercing shining when he looks back.

We had a good 45 minute drive home I got bored of looking at the same old architecture from before turning to see, oogle, Jungkook.

I've never seen him drive before, I scan his face, his bedhead evident through his messy hair, slight crease of the forehead, pierced eyebrows shadowing his doe eyes puffy from sleep but focused on the road, an oblivious pout adorning his pierced lips. I slowly travel down, his patented black hoodie covering him along with black trousers. Travelling back upto his face I notice a smirk playing at his lips noting my, not so subtle staring.

I clear my throat "Were you sleeping just before coming here?"

"That hasn't changed." He glances at me once. "For good." I laugh at his addition.

After a moment I look back, continuing scanning him for changes, I look at his hands on the steering wheel, something peeking under his sleeve peaking my curiosity. "What's that? Under your sleeve?"

He glances at his wrist, looking at me with a smug smile "What do you think it is?"

It looked like drawing, maybe ink. Could it be? "You have tattoos?" Surprise evident in my voice, my expression holding the same, eyes widened with my mouth agape.

I look at Jungkook to see his expression holding a sense of pride.

"Jeon Jungkook! Does aunty hate you now?!" He laughs at my reaction as I turn in my seat towards him.

"Now now, no need for all that princess."

He pulls his hands away from the steering wheel, rolling up the sleeve of his tattoo covered arm, resting said arm between us. "You can see, I don't mind."

I stare at his arm, it's covered in tattoos. Drawings, shapes, words, objects. I lean forward, they look intricate, must've taken him hours, days all together.

"Princess?"

I hum in response unable to pull myself away from his arm covered in memories, some meaningful, some silly.

"You can touch..." His voice falters, he didn't think he would be so effected by you simply admiring his tattoos.

I snap my eyes to his as soon as I register his words, I scanned his face to look for hesitation, all I caught was a slight nibbling of his lips. Now I wasn't gonna pass up that opportunity.

"Wait, are you sure? You're driving." Even though I was excited I didn't wanna crash.

"Let me worry about that, princess." He glances at me once a hint of a smile on his face.

"Okay, but don't blame me if it tickles." He laughs at my words, smiling at me, a full smile.

I lean in a little, my hand tentatively going up to his wrist, my touch light as I traced over his forearm. Feeling him shift slightly I stop for a moment but continue.

When I reached the crook of his elbow, I saw more hidden ink, braving myself to push his sleeve further up, I held my breath.

Jungkook on the other hand held a mix of surprise and cockiness in himself. He felt light tingles at your touch, his other hand tightening around the steering wheel.

Jungkook was burning. How was this effecting him so much? You were simply admiring his tattoos, a lot of people do that. Perhaps it was the expression you held, absolute adoration, you looked enthralled or...

...maybe his secret liking towards you.

My thoughts were swirling, I was touching him, he didn't push me away, he's stupidly buff now.

"Princess, we're here."

"What?" I snap my head up, looking out the window to see my parents house, indeed we were here.

Looking back at him, noting the light blush covering his neck, his failed attempt at holding eye contact, was he, dare I say, flustered? I smirked slightly.

"You have beautiful tattoos."

"Huh? Yeah, they're pretty cool." He leans back in his seat, smug smile on his face.

We break out of the comfortable silence when my phone rings, my brother asking how far away we are.

I quickly climb out, Jungkook following. He moved to get my luggage walking in with me.

"You got any other surprises for me?" I look up at him, a ghost of a smirk on my lips.

He chuckles lightly, eyeing me and leaning in a few inches from me, he whispers "Maybe I'll let you look for yourself..."

//

[xoxomoonlightxoxo]

The Girl That Disappeared | Masterlist

✧ Synopsis: It was a gloomy Friday evening when you felt the mists of melancholy pulse through your veins, aching body floating above the deep water. Squeezing your eyes shut, your lips trembled with fear. You didn’t want to die, but you sure as hell didn’t want to live. Not in this town. Not with the people in it. So, why don’t you just disappear? Leave them to search for the remnants of who you had been before you realised that life is more painful than death. Park Jimin. Kim Taehyung. Jeon Jungkook. Best-friend, step-brother, and an ex-lover. Although their paths had never crossed before that gloomy Friday evening, their names, printed in bold, now remained on the top of the suspect list. Stories entangled in your mystery.

✧ Genre/au: small-town mystery, psychological thriller, dysfunctional relationships

✧ current w/c: 9.7k

Suspect #1: Kim Taehyung

Suspect #2: Jeon Jungkook

Suspect #3: Park Jimin

D-Day: Denouement

[7brownsuga7]

Make up sex

Jungkook x reader

Word count: 2k +

Genre: smut - minors DNI

Summary: You and your boyfriend Jungkook have a heated argument. He fucks you until you’re a tired mess to make up for what he’s said.

Warnings: Fluff, smut, angst, explicit language, unprotected sex, & creampie

Jungkook loved a good session of makeup sex.

Yes, it’s more healthier to talk and work your problems out like grownups. But you both were very stubborn to actually come to an agreement, so you both would fuck it out instead. Letting all the anger and frustration out.

It’s how you did things. You both were okay with that, because after you both fucked the shit out of each other, you could actually laugh and talk about your problems on a more lighter note.

It was a win win situation for both of you.

So when Jungkook walks into the living room and notices you laying on the sofa with your book in hand, totally ignoring his presence, did he know his favourite hobby was slowly approaching.

He watches you from a distance for a while, before he slowly walks up behind the sofa, studying your face.

You were still pissed, as he expected.

Jungkooks smirk on his face is evident when he says, “You still mad at me?” His tone teasing and cocky. He uses his hands to lean against the back of the sofa as you lay down on it continuing reading your book.

You can feel his eyes on you, never leaving your position on the sofa. His black hair hanging in front of him as he looks down at you, watching as you make it your point to ignore him as you continue to read your book. The words on the pages leaving your head as soon as you read it.

“Y/N, you can’t ignore me forever” he comments after a moment of silence.

He knows how this goes.

You are mad, will ignore him for a little while,let him tease and try to make up with you, but he knows it’s mostly an act. Foreplay if you will.

Yes you might actually be mad, but you and him both know you can’t resist him, as he can’t with you.

His tongue pokes his cheek when you offer him more silence.

If it’s one thing you know about Jungkook it’s that he hates to be ignored, especially by you.

It’s not that you planned to ignore him after your argument, but his teasing tone and his cocky look on his face made you reconsider.

Plus, you have fun making him annoyed, and your silent treatment is doing the job.

Your eyes follow Jungkook as he slowly makes his way around to the sofa, sitting just by your feet.

His bare torso almost teasing you as you watch him behind the pages of your book.

This is the first time you’ve seen Jungkook today, despite your argument that you had a few hours prior.

You can tell he’s been in the gym, his wet hair full proof.

When Jungkook gets tired of the games and you ignoring him, does he dryly say, “We gonna fuck or what?”

You immediately put your book down discarding it almost instantly on the floor beside you.

“Are you serious? After what you said, you can fuck yourself”

“You said some things too baby” his black inked hand works it’s way up your bare leg, gently stoking it back and forth. You give him another scoff as you nudge him off of you.

“How about you come sit on my lap and we can talk about it huh?” He pats his thighs, the light fabric of his joggers easily outlining the print of his dick. “I can tell you’ve got some more things you want to say”

You hate yourself for already being wet. You can’t help it when he says things like that, especially when he’s got his shirt off and his dick is visible under his sweats.

When you make no move to sit on his lap, despite your wet pussy pleading for you to, Jungkook looks at you with a raised brow and his tongue in his cheek as his eyes gesture down to his lap before looking at you again with the same intense stare.

“Now, y/n”

You find yourself on his lap, his hardening cock right under your pussy as he holds both of your hands in his, gently playing with them.

“Why do you have to be so stubborn huh? Making it so hard to just talk to you” he tilts his head as he watches you, his eyes taking in every feature on your pretty face.

Your breath hitches when his hands leave yours and make its way to your clothed pussy as his fingers rub you through your cotton panties.

“Is it because you wanted to piss me off just so I could fuck you how you like?” His voice is low and teasing which makes your pussy throb.

When you don’t reply, just heavy breaths, he adds more force as he continues to rub you.

“Answer me” he demands which earns a mumbled ‘yes’ with a whiny moan that slips out of your mouth.

He smiles in response already knowing your intentions.

He moves your panties to the side as his two fingers circle around your entrance.

“You’re already so wet princess”

You gasp and lean onto him, wrapping your arms around his neck as his fingers slip inside you.

It’s your soft moans that make Jungkook go crazy every time, making him want to give you the world, the galaxy, and more.

But for now he’ll just stick to sending you there, to that galaxy he speaks of as his fingers quicken in pace, curving so it hits that spot he knows will have you seeing stars.

“I’m sorry for saying what I said during our argument baby, let me make it up to you?” He nuzzles his nose into your neck as he takes in your sweet smell that he’s obsessed with - He’s obsessed with everything that is you. He then litters a few kisses working his way up to your jaw.

You’re already a whiny mess as you can feel your orgasm approach, despite his fingers working in you for a short amount of time.

“Jungkook” you plead as his lips find their way to yours as he catches your moans in his mouth.

“I want you to cum for me” he tells you before kissing you more harshly as you hurriedly nod.

It doesn’t take you that long after that to come undone around his fingers. Your breathing quickening and your head resting against his bare chest.

He removes his fingers from inside you to suck on them, the taste of you making him eager to try more.

“Lay down for me” he taps your ass in an attempt to catch your attention. You’re not surprised that he’s not finished yet, at least your breathing is returning back to normal.

“Let me clean you up”

You don’t have enough time to register what he’s saying as he suddenly lifts you up off of his lap and lays you down on the sofa.

“Kook, I’m still sensitive” you mumble, watching him pull your wet panties down as his eyes darkly watch you under him.

“I know, I’ll go easy I promise” he kisses your inner thigh, littering kisses that work their way towards your bare pussy. He leans back, admiring you and your wet cunt before he leans back in.

The kiss he gives to your clit makes you gasp, before his lips softly suck on it that almost has you fighting for air.

You grab his hair, tugging on it as his tongue continues to circle your clit before sucking on it again.

“Hmm” the vibrations cause your thighs to close in against his head as you try to fight away the pleasure that is becoming unbearable.

“Don’t fight it baby, let me show you how sorry I am” he sends a lick to your pussy before he starts to make out with it.

You’re a scrambling mess, so much so that Jungkook has to hold you down on your stomach with his hand while the other holds your thigh apart, so he has better access.

His tongue enters your hole and his hand works its way up to your breast to fondle with it. You look down and watch as his eyes are fixated on you.

His intense stare alone can send you over, but the added sight of him eating you out is enough to make you cum again.

Your hands use his hair to guide him through your orgasm, his mouth not showing you any mercy as your body begins to jerk.

“Fuck fuck fuck” your grip on his hair tightens, but that only makes him hum against you.

“Hmm”

Your eyes roll back and you can swear you can see stars.

Jungkook licks off the mess he created, again, as you lay there wondering how you’re going to make it through the night because you know Jungkook has more planned.

“You with me baby?” He hovers over your tired body as his hand comes up to stroke your flushed cheek.

His mouth and chin glistens with your juices and you’re eager to taste yourself.

You nod, pulling him down for a kiss. Your hand makes its way inside his joggers, his boxers fully discarded after his shower, not long after he came back from the gym. You stroke him back and forth, a quiet moan escaping his lips as he continues to kiss you.

You’re already eager to have him inside of you. Despite you and your pussy being tired, the feel of his cock in your hand only makes you want him inside of you.

You pull him completely out of his sweats, moaning at the way he sucks on your bottom lip.

His red tip is already rested against your swollen pussy, you guiding him up and down while your free hand strokes his muscular back.

“Stop teasing and let me feel you” he mumbles against your lips.

You chuckle at that and let him inside.

Both of your moans fill the room as you both feel each other. His cock is stretching you out and you try to prepare yourself for the orgasm he’s going to give you, because he already had you exhausted and those were just his two fingers.

You watch Jungkook as he licks his lips and bites them, he’s watching as he goes in and out of you. His pace is slow, allowing you to get used to his length for now, you know it won’t last long though.

His thumb comes up to your mouth as you slowly suck on it, both of your eyes never leaving each other as his cock continues to give you long, slow strokes.

“I’m sorry beautiful” he tells you again, he really wants you to know how sorry he is.

His pace is still slow, but the added force he gives when his full cock is inside you has you gasping for air.

“I’m so, so sorry” his thumb leaves your mouth and works its way down to your pussy as he softly rubs it.

“I don’t ever want to make you feel sad or angry, those aren’t my intentions baby”

You clench around him as you listen to his words. You’re so fucked out that you can’t even form your own sentence, just whiny mumbles and moans.

Hearing your moans causes him to quicken his pace. That and the feel of his balls slapping against your ass has you a mess as words scramble out of your mouth.

Your legs wrap around his waist as his cock hits your spot each time it goes in you.

Your juices can be heard amongst the sound of his balls slapping against your skin, and your moans, along with his grunts.

“I’m sorry” you choke out, knowing you had some part of the argument too.

“I know baby, I know”

He repeatedly lets his length leave your pussy, just the tip inside before he slams into you. His movement along with the added force makes both of you groan.

“Jungkook” you choke out. His movements becoming so forceful that your body starts to jolt in its position on the sofa.

His hand comes up to your neck as it wraps around it causing you to roll your eyes in pleasure.

“So what was you saying before huh. I can fuck myself? why would I do that when you do it better baby?”

You don’t answer him, your words getting caught in your throat as he continues to ram into you.

“Look at how well you’re taking me” he grabs onto your waist with both of his hands, lifting you up slightly as he slows down his movements, but still fills you up completely with his cock.

“Such a good girl”

“Hmm fuck” you feel your third orgasm approach.

Jungkook hungrily fucks you as he feels you nearly there. His thumb rubs your wet cunt as you shut your eyes.

“Open your eyes”

Your eyes open despite them fighting to stay closed, your tiredness quickly taking over as he continues to fuck the shit out of your slumped body.

You’re sure his eyes have never left you. His hair is a mess that falls in-front of him as he leans over you, him still looking insanely good. His eyebrows are furrowed as he concentrates on giving you another orgasm. His own starting to approach. And his bottom lip between his teeth as he watches your face screw in pleasure.

Your face alone can make him cum right now, it’s enough to send him over the edge. But he’d hate himself if he deprived you of an orgasm.

“Cum for me baby” he watches you in all your glory as you whimper, your orgasm approaching fast.

“P-please, fuck” you cum around his cock when it hits your spot. You can still feel him working inside you as you come down from your orgasm. Him still forceful with his movements as he chases his high.

Your pussy is a throbbing mess, it clenching now and then around his dick. Your juices have surely made its way to your sofa, luckily it’s leather.

“Kook” you’re becoming sensitive and his cock is too much for you to take anymore. You reach down and stroke him while his cock continues to go in and out of you. You can feel your wetness on him which eggs you to tighten your grip around him.

“F-fuck” he watches your hand move along his length as the rest of him feels the warmth of your insides.

Your free hand moves to his hair, pushing back the strands that have fallen down as you feel him cum inside of you.

His body slumps against yours, being careful not to hurt you as you both try to control your breathing. Your hand running up and down his back, a kiss being delivered to his shoulder.

If sex was going to be like that, you want to argue more often.

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・❥・ A life that’s so carefree | Jeon Jungkook ・❥・

PAIRING: Jungkook x Fem!reader

SUMMARY: Jungkook is a good guy, you know that… he’s just stuck on you and won’t leave you alone. Maybe you should be concerned, maybe even run. Deep down however, you know you love this.

WARNINGS: 18+, stalker au, stalker JK, stalking descriptions.Sex, descriptions of sex, cunnilingus, unprotected sex.

CONTINUATION OF: trapped hearts

You took a couple deep breathes before you got back up. Pulling your hair into a ponytail, you stripped yourself off of your soaked dress.

Slipping on your leggings and sweatshirt. You were about to press the call button, to ring Yuna. Until a series of knocks echoed through your house. A shiver ran down your body, that dreadful nauseating feeling taking over your body once again.

You entered your living room, watching the door as he continued knocking.

"Baby, cmon, let me in." He called out in his innocent voice.

"It's not at all what it looks like, I promise.

The thunder rolled right after his sentence, lighting up your rather dark living room in a shade of blue.

What do you do now? What the fuck are you supposed to do now?

You know Jungkook, fuck you’ve dated this guy for a year you know he wouldn’t hurt you. But after all this? How can you be so sure? Are you sure? The doubt that surrounded you was going to suffocate you, the fear, the shock it was going to eat away at you. If you opened this door right now, you’d be inviting him in. You’d be giving him permission to come in and talk to you, rewarding his behaviour. But if you didn’t, you wouldn’t be able to sleep. You wouldn’t be able to understand why he did that, why he made you sick of your life.

Maybe it was stupid and naive, maybe it was a mistake. But you couldn’t help yourself. Not when his whiny voice was coming through your door, begging for you to open the door, to let him in. His voice, his presence itself was wrapped around your throat like a snake. He had you obsessed with him, you know that. No man that you’ve ever dated before had this much power over you. They were always obsessed and like puppets for you. But something about Jungkook made you exactly like the men. It was sickening, you know.

Your hand reached for the knob, “baby please, I can explain all of this.”

You shut your eyes, trying so hard not to cry. The key clicked and the door opened, revealing his worried eyes. The rain was literally slamming off the ground, so loud in your ears and the house and the grumbling of the thunder around you was fierce. He pulled you into his chest, hands in your wet hair. He held you so tight as if to prevent you from running away from him again, he smelled good. Sweet and leathery. His leather jacket was soaked, his hair too. It was dripping down his face and onto yours as he cupped your chin, bringing your face closer to his.

Your heart beating out of your chest. But for all the wrong reasons, just as scared as you were a minute ago, right now you’re nervous. Nervous because you want to kiss him, you want to kiss him so bad but at the back of your mind you’re reminded he was stalking you. His thumb pressed against your cheek, rubbing the coldness off it. You closed your eyes, sighing. How come he can make you nervous yet relaxed all at the same time?

“Jungkook..”

“I know baby, I’m so sorry.”

“But why?” Your voice was so small, so hurt and soft.

He entered your house, closing the door behind him. The fire in the chimney the only proper light that was helping you see him. The fire was going when you got home, you’re guessing he was the one who did it. He shrugged his jacket off, laying it on your couch.

He must be freezing, he was only wearing a tank top underneath it. You walked around to the smaller couch, right across the fire. Sitting with him and waiting. Not sure what for, but you didn’t know what to ask first. There was a million thoughts racing through your head so all you could do was sit there, listening to the fire crackling in the background.

He stared at you, watching the scared expression on your face. Maybe not scared, but void? He knew he messed up. He really did, but it was much simpler this way. Your eyes finally met his, the gleam in them not as present as before and his heart sinks.

“Why?” You asked, your voice shaky.

You hugged your knees to your chest. Out of reflex his hand began playing with your now semi dry hair, “because I wanted to make sure you’re safe… because I missed you so much that I’d rather die than not be as close to you as possible.”

You shook your head, hiding it in your knees before you sighed leaning away from he touch, “didn’t I say we could remain friendly?”

His expression softened, head tilting to the side just a small bit, “friendly isn’t being friends Y/N. You know that.”

“I don’t know what to think of this… what about the pictures?”

“I’d lose sleep looking at them, engraving every feature of your face into my brain. Into my heart.”

“You can’t say these things Jungkook, or behave like this. We broke up.”

He sighed heavily, “exactly, but I couldn’t be without you. Or close to you. Because every time I’d be away from you I wouldn’t be able to breathe. My entire life would look nothing short of a massive black hole. It was like someone would continuously take my life away, like a battery deteriorating.”

It was silent once again. What could you say to that? There’s nothing that you could possibly say and not hurt him. You loved him so much, so much that you find it comforting that it was him stalking you. Beside you at all times. Though it doesn’t excuse what he did.

“Why did you break up with me, be honest with me.”

You swallowed the lump in your throat, the room suddenly too warm. You’re not sure why you were sitting in almost pure dark aside from the fire in the chimney, though it did bring a certain level of comfort to you. You leaned into his chest, listening to the steady beating of his heart. Your fingers playing with the hem of his head white tank top.

You didn’t know how tell him without upsetting him. That’s the last thing you want to do, but at the same time he does deserve an explanation. Mostly because for some reason you resent his mother more than you ever have before. She’s ruined this beautiful thing that you had with him, all because of her personal feelings and issues. Such stupid people.

“Your mother was giving me hell. She kept following me whenever we’d be together, she’d tell me to stop leeching off of you, to leave you because a low class like me doesn’t deserve prestige.”

He was quiet. The fire felt ice cold compared to the fire taking over his body. His mother never had the right to come between your relationship. She shouldn’t have ever said even a word to you. His mother was someone he could barely tolerate as is, but right now, right now he’s not even sure if she exists for him anymore. Sure she’s his mother, the woman who gave him life. But she was never truly there, she never hugged him, or spoken softly to him. She’s never played with or talked to him about anything but his grades. She was practically never present in his life, she had absolutely no right to intervene.

“She had no right…” he trailed off, “I hate her.”

You shook your head, “don’t. She was just concerned about you.”

He laughed mockingly, “she wasn’t concerned about me, she was concerned about herself and her money. She was never there for me. She never cared about me, I only ever felt the love of my father, until he died. She didn’t even comfort me, I was seven years old when the only person who ever showed me love died. She told me to stop crying before she dropped me off to school. I was then picked up by my babysitter. That’s the mother she was. I despise her.”

You frowned, heart sulking at the thought of seven year old doe eyed Jungkook hurting by himself.

“Kook,” you whispered, climbing on top of him, “I love you.”

“ I know that,” he smiled, head leaning back against the couch “I love you so much more, I think you know.”

“That’s not funny” you chuckled.

He smiled as you held his face in your hands. Your lips so close to his own. He couldn’t take it, the warmth of your plump lips against his own melted him within seconds. It was messy, rough and dirty, the type of kiss that had his breath stuck. The type that made him hiss as you hands began trailing over his body. Feeling the warm smooth skin beneath your hands. He was fucked, so whipped for you.

Your hips had a mind of their own, grinding softly against his bulge. He hissed, detaching from your mouth, his hands now on your face, eyes looking between your bodies and brows pulled into a frown.

“Fuck Y/N,” he hissed as you pressed down harder, “are you sure?”

“Isn’t this what you want Jungkook?” You said, voice low and uneven from your rocking, “ you must have been going crazy hm? Watching me fuck myself in my room, watching me play with my pussy the way you would. Every time I came, I thought of you. Every time I fucked my self I imagined it was you. Fucking me so good, the way only you know how to.”

He groaned, a deep guttural groan that resonated against your own chest. He flipped you over, laying you down on the couch as he hovered over you. His necklace hanging above you. Fuck he’s so fucking hot.

“Should I fuck you good now? Or should I fuck you so good you’ll never be able to pleasure yourself without me hm?”

You scoffed, “as if”.

He didn’t need much time to have you naked underneath him, only taking his pants off. Yet you were fully naked underneath him, breasts round and plump. Fuck he could cum just at the sight of you. Your pussy was pulsating with need, the bottom of your stomach filled with hundreds of butterflies. As he kissed down your body, sucking and marking, his finger dipped into the wetness of your cunt. It made him smile against your ribs, always so ready for him.

His mouth was hot against your skin, bruising every inch of it as your breathing hardened, his finger playing with your clit, “mm kook I need you”.

He was busy marking your skin, but still listened. He eased a finger inside, hooking it as he pumped it in and out, rubbing the walls of your pussy as you moaned a little more now. Breathy and soft. God he loved you so much. His finger continued its sweet torture inside you as his tongue bestowed itself on your clit, flicking it and sucking, alternating between the two. It was good, so good, but you needed more. You need him inside you.

“Fuck me Jungkook, fuck. Me.”

He chuckled, going to take his shirt off before you stopped him, “leave it on.”

He didn’t tease, he just smirked before lining himself up with you, “still on the pill?”

You nodded closing your eyes as he eased the tip inside, just the smallest bit. Every time you thought he’d push in more he’d only pull out, making you whine. What a tease. It took you by surprise when he finally did push all of himself in. Right to the brim. You gasped against each others mouth, kisses only ghosting against each other as he continued fucking into you. He did exactly as he promised. He fucked you good. Too good. He was pumping in and out of you at a pace that had your breath stuck mid air, that had you arching right off the couch and into him.

His pace was animalistic, balls slapping off your ass. The tip of his dick kissing that good spot inside you, he was everywhere. You could feel him in your stomach, pumping in and out with a rhythm, with so much precision that you’d have his babies right now.

“Fuck kook,”

“Shit”

Your thighs were on fire, tightening around his waist as his thumb came down on your clit, drawing perfect little circles and matching his pace. It was insane. There were not thoughts inside your head aside from him, from his furrowed brows and masculine scent to his dick. He pushed forward a little more, earning a loud moan out of you. A moan that bounced right off the walls, your nails digging into his back as he forced your legs higher up his waist. Getting a better angle and access to that sweet spot.

You were a goner that second, when began shallowly fucking you. Your face said it all, your pitching moans and quicker breathing. The red chest and cheeks, you were cumming. Right around his cock, it took him only a few hard and sloppy rounds before he followed after you. Filling you up with his cum.

He stayed buried inside you, your pussy now overstimulated and swollen. His lips never left yours, barely giving you any time to breathe. You missed him so much, so much that you didn’t even realise it until now.

“I’m sorry.”

You smiled at him lazily, fucked out, “don’t be, just don’t stalk me. Not that you have to anymore.”

You just laid there, with him still inside you and on top. He was dozing off as you took the white fluffy blanket and laid it on top of you two. Your fingers gently playing with his hair.

“You’re lucky you’re cute” you chuckled.

a/n: I know this is so short please forgive me lol. Hope y’all enjoyed! Also what do y’all think? Should she have forgiven him? I think she should (obviously ha) I mean he’s Jungkook ;).

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"I am Still - Jungkook"

The BangtanTV short:

Footage of JK performing, with voice-over: "Others should approve of it, that way I'd feel proud. I strive to be better too. I always say this, but ARMY always fires me up."

And then footage of him in a car.

"I just follow my own compass."

The clip ends with a close up of JK's hand, angled so his ring finger is closest to the camera.

It's pretty difficult not to focus on the JM tattooed on his finger...

"I just follow my own compass."

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This is soo GOJOHIME coded!!! 😭

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⤷ ❝hands on❞ — jjk (s.m)

➤ Pareja: jungkook!tatuado x lectora!fem

➤ Recuento de palabras: 7.2k palabras

➤ Género: compañeros de clase, smut y obscenidad.

➤Resumen: Cuando conociste a tu compañero de proyecto nunca te imaginaste terminar babeando y obsesionada por sus manos y por un bocado de él, en un esfuerzo por aliviar algo del estrés decides alimentar tus sucias fantasías con algunos textos y mensajes inocentes sobre Jungkook con tu mejor amiga, detallando, explícitamente, lo que quieres que esas grandes y jodidas manos te hagan, hasta que un día le envías por error unos de esos mensajes a Jungkook, y es ahí cuando él decide cumplir todos tus deseos al pie de la letra.

➤ Advertencias: 18+ | lenguaje maduro y explícito | lenguaje vulgar y obsceno | sobreestimulación | las manos de Jungkook (sí, es una advertencia) | sexting | masturbación | charla sucia | tensión sexual | halagos durante el sexo | sexo oral (r. mujer) | juego y estimulación del clítoris | un poco de insultos | bofetadas en los pechos | chupar pezones | la lectora está atada de manos a una silla | follar con los dedos | jalar el cabello | nalgadas | bromas juguetonas durante el sexo | sexo duro | sexo con protección | JK ama tus tetas y juega con ellas (mucho) es dulce pero también engreído | Jungkook tiene un gran pene! 

➤Si no eres mayor de 18 años, POR FAVOR, no leas. Si lo haces es bajo tu propia responsabilidad, ten en cuenta las advertencias. 

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Esto es malo.

—¿Crees que realmente revisará y contará todas nuestras fuentes? —Jungkook preguntó pero yo no podía escuchar nada de lo que decía.

Esto es realmente malo.    

—Solo tengo diez, pero miré documentos de la época medieval y aún así no encuentro más…

Sus dedos se abrieron paso a través de esos largos mechones negros de su cabello con frustración y sus ojos se cruzaron con los míos por unos segundos.

Esto es jodidamente malo.

—No mucha gente ha escrito sobre este tema en específico y nos estamos quedando sin información…

Jungkook tomó distraídamente su lápiz mientras seguía hablando y mi pulso se aceleró por el pánico creciente en mi cuerpo.

No, por favor no, el lápiz no…

Lo hizo girar hábilmente sobre sus nudillos, moviendo su muñeca casualmente para que crujiera con un pequeño estallido agudo.

Y luego; apretó los puños. Duro. Si, este es el final para mí.

—¡Agua! — casi grité mientras saltaba bruscamente de mi asiento, los papeles de nuestra investigación se deslizaron en todas direcciones y la mirada sorprendida de Jungkook se lanzó hacia mí.

—¿Estás bien? —Jungkook me preguntó sin dejar de mirarme y yo traté de relajar mis nervios.

—Sí. Oh, sí. Solo tengo... sed. —respondí formando una sonrisa forzada, y esas fueron las palabras más verdaderas que jamás había dicho.

Mi dulce, amable y jodidamente sexy compañero de proyecto sonrió; felizmente inconsciente de todas las formas en que lo profanaba mentalmente.

—La cocina está a la vuelta de la esquina, si no tienes problemas en ir sola en lo que investigo más sobre nuestro tema. —Jungkook habló con calma sin borrar su bonita sonrisa y yo solo pude asentir rígidamente antes de desaparecer por el pasillo.

Y unos momentos después, en la relativa privacidad de la cocina de Jungkook, apoyé ambas palmas de mis manos sobre la mesa y traté de respirar correctamente antes de gruñir por lo bajo.

Dios, soy una desgracia.

No siempre había sido así. Todavía podía recordar una época (hace 3 semanas exactamente) en la que era una persona normal, lejos de ser una completa exhibicionista.

Mi carrera era mi prioridad justo ahora, estaba a punto de titularme y debía esforzarme el doble si quería terminar mi último año sin problemas y poder obtener un trabajo decente, tenía todo planeado, nada se me salía de control, sabía lo que quería y lo que tenía que hacer para conseguirlo, tenía toda mi vida organizada y estable.

Hasta que Jeon Jungkook envolvió sus gloriosas manos alrededor de mi piso de cotidianidad y aburrimiento y me sacó de ahí.

A primera vista, Jungkook no representaba una verdadera amenaza. Sí, era hermoso, no estaba ciega, estaba bien formado y era abrumadoramente educado, pero no era una novata inexperta en eso, el salir un par de veces con Park Jimin me habían dejado en claro que había llegado a un nivel superior de belleza con él.

O eso pensaba.

Tal vez era su costumbre de usar mangas holgadas que colgaban sueltas sobre sus brazos hasta que solo se veía el más mínimo indicio de las yemas de sus dedos, pero mi impresión inicial de Jungkook no fue cuando ingresó de último a clase de arte, eso habría sido inolvidable. Más bien fue hasta que el Dr. Kim anunció a los compañeros de tesis que había descubierto mi error fatal.

—Trabajarás con Jeon Jungkook. 

Y ahí los dos nos miramos el uno al otro a través de la pequeña sala de conferencias e intercambiamos amistosos asentimientos, y después de finalizar la clase, mi nuevo compañero se dirigió a mi escritorio.

—Hola, déjame darte mi número, envíame un mensaje de texto con tu disponibilidad y puedo reservar tiempo en la biblioteca para nosotros.

Y entonces sucedió.

Jungkook se arremangó las mangas de su camisa y mi cerebro sufrió un cortocircuito.

Santa mierda.

Sus manos eran obscenas. NSFW. Básicamente pornográficas.

Sus dedos eran largos y con un toque suave en cada nudillo, uñas bien redondeadas y palmas anchas con un toque de venas que subían por sus brazos hermosamente.

—¿Está bien? —preguntó pero su voz solo se escuchaba de fondo mientras yo seguía observando sus manos sin descaro alguno.

Los diseños hábilmente tatuados en su piel sobresalían de su mano derecha y se entrelazaban con su muñeca y su antebrazo, no podía ver más allá de lo que me permitía la manga de su camisa pero estaba segura que todo su brazo estaba tatuado, y juré que moría por pasar mi lengua por cada trazo en su piel.

—A menos que no te sientas cómoda…— volvió a hablar y casi estuve a punto de decirle que se callara para seguir observando sus manos como tanto quería.

Esos anillos; uno en el meñique y otros dos más en sus dedos índices y… el pulgar, Dios, tragué saliva al imaginarme de rodillas frente a él mientras Jungkook me obligaba a chupar su pulgar como si fuera su polla, preparándome antes de…

—Quiero decir, así no tienes que darme tu número, como sea, escríbeme y nos ponemos de acuerdo.

¿Esas eran pulseras de cadena? ¿Quién era este hombre? ¿Quién era yo? ¿Cuál era mi nombre? ¿Qué tan profundo podrían esos dedos deslizarse en mi...?

¿Por qué se está alejando?

—¡Oh, joder! ¡Espera, Jungkook..!

Y realmente todo se había ido cuesta abajo desde allí.

Sus manos eran solo una droga de entrada al resto de todo lo que era Jungkook. Cada detalle que había ignorado sin esfuerzo ahora fluía repentinamente a través de mi conciencia en alta definición.

Su olor era algo deliciosamente masculino con un toque de vainilla que me dejaba aturdida cada que estaba cerca de él, los suaves rizos de su cabello colgaban románticamente sobre los perfectos rasgos de su rostro y ojos, y ese pecho tan ancho, firme, lamible.

Jungkook era un plato completo. Y yo me estaba muriendo de hambre.

No era un secreto que mi libido había estado encarcelado durante demasiado tiempo por todas las horas extra de trabajo y clases que me exigía a mí misma, y ahora solo se había vuelto completamente salvaje, rasgando mi cuerpo cada que tenía alguna sesión de estudio con Jungkook.

Había logrado milagrosamente compensar el mal funcionamiento inicial en el que prácticamente había babeado sobre sus manos en lugar de darle mi número y establecimos un horario de trabajo, pero en realidad, las reuniones con mi compañero se convirtieron rápidamente en un ejercicio diario de incontrolable sed de deseo.

Y era necesario tomar medidas.

No iba a dejar que Jeon Jungkook y sus gloriosas y varoniles manos destruyeran años de arduo trabajo casi autoimpuesto.

—Necesitas una salida.

La voz de mi amiga Jungyeon interrumpió otro de mis sueños de clasificación porno que tenía sobre Jungkook; en el que me daba una palmada en los muslos en el parque público en el que estábamos.

—¿Qué tipo de salida? —pregunté en medio de un suspiro de tristeza; mirando mis muslos y viendo la notable falta de la mano de Jungkook antes de arrugar mi nariz al tener una sospecha de cuál era la solución que Jungyeon ofrecería.— Por favor, dime que no vas a sugerir una noche sudorosa con algún tipo sucio del bar al que vas cada viernes.

Jungyeon puso los ojos en blanco y me dio un golpecito en la frente.

—No princesa, estaba pensando en una salida más creativa. Como... escribir.

—¿Quieres que empiece a escribir poemas calientes?

—Se le dice literatura erótica.— Jungyeon me corrigió en tono de burla y ahora fue mi turno de rodar los ojos.— Pero como sea; tu pequeño y sucio secreto podría traer mucha alegría al mundo, específicamente a mi mundo.

—Debes estar bromeando. —respondí casi a punto de echarme a reír ante su sugerencia.

—Por supuesto que no estoy bromeando, en lugar de pasarme horas buscando combustible de fantasía en esos blogs usaré tus fantasías como combustible. —Jungyeon explicó con calma como si fuera la solución a todos sus problemas .—Solo envíame un mensaje de texto cuando tengas otra de tus fantasías y podrás estar más tranquila y yo disfrutar un poco, será como un servicio de suscripción sucio.

—Estás loca.

—Soy una genio.

Pero dejando de lado la falta de límites y tacto de Jungyeon, ella era, de hecho, literalmente una genio, porque todo lo que necesité fue intoxicarme de Jungkook durante nuestra próxima sesión de lluvia de ideas que yo ya me estaba escondiendo en el baño para escribirle mi primera fantasía.

Yo: Quiero que Jeon Jungkook envuelva sus manos alrededor de la parte de atrás de mi cuello y presione mi cara contra la mesa mientras me folla con fuerza hasta que esté gritando.

Jungyeon: Definitivamente soy una genio. ¿Te sientes mejor?

Yo: Sí, un poquito.

Y así comenzaron varias semanas de lo que cariñosamente llamaba "porno kookie".

Algunos eran bastante explícitos:

Yo: “Quiero que Jeon Jungkook arranque mis bragas empapadas y mueva mi clítoris desnudo en sus gruesos muslos hasta que sus jeans estén mojados con mi orgasmo.”

Otros eran de naturaleza más filosófica:

Yo: “Si muero antes de lamer el sudor de los abdominales de Jeon Jungkook, ¿realmente viví?”

Y algunos otros fueron extrañamente específicos:

Yo: “Quiero pasar mi lengua por cada vena de las manos y antebrazos de Jeon Jungkook mientras lame y muerde mis tetas.”

Jungyeon estaba viviendo su mejor vida por supuesto y esperaba con alegría mis reuniones de estudio con Jungkook para poder tener más “kookies".

Los textos, sin embargo, no eran más que una curita en la herida de bala que tenía. No eran suficientes.

Cada vez que Jungkook me sonreía o me miraba con esa expresión suave y brillante, o decía algo extremadamente inteligente; el latido insistente en mi entrepierna se intensificaba cada vez más hasta que me veía obligada a buscar un alivio inmediato cuando realmente tenía que hacerlo. Frotando mi entrepierna sutilmente contra el respaldo de su sofá cuando Jungkook iba al baño después de que usara la parte inferior de su camisa para limpiar algunas gotas de agua en la mesa; casi asesinándome con un destello de sus abdominales bien marcados por unos segundos.

Pero la peor parte de todo era que sabía muy bien que mi fijación hacia Jungkook no era simplemente sexual. Cuanto más lo disfrutaba genuinamente como persona, menos efectivos se volvían mis espeluznantes textos.

Y ahora aquí estaba: escondida en su cocina con el calor y la humedad pegándose incómodamente entre mis piernas y sin ningún tipo de alivio a la vista. Gruñendo con irritación, saqué mi teléfono y me preparé mentalmente para servirle a Jungyeon un Kookie humeante recién salido del horno de mi imaginación.

Yo: Quiero que Jeon Jungkook me ate a la silla de su comedor. Quiero que rompa mi blusa por la mitad, me golpee las tetas y me chupe los pezones hasta que grite...

La fantasía en mi cabeza se construyó a un ritmo alarmante y mis dedos apenas podían seguir el ritmo de la suciedad que estaba imaginando.

Yo: Quiero que me suba la falda y frote mi clítoris a través de mis bragas empapadas hasta que esté gimiendo su nombre una y otra vez…

Yo: Quiero ver como mete sus dedos en mi coño mojado. Quiero que me incline hacia atrás y juegue con mi clítoris hasta que no pueda recordar quién soy.

Yo: Quiero que me parta por la mitad con su polla y me golpee el culo hasta que no pueda sentarme por días. Quiero ver como sus jodidas y sexys manos recorren todos los lugares de mi cuerpo caliente por él…

Me dolía el cuerpo. Estaba atormentada. Los textos que alguna vez habían sido una válvula de presión ahora estaban aumentando activamente la presión dentro de mi cuerpo. Estaba gimiendo de frustración, presioné el botón de enviar y volví a guardar el teléfono en mi bolsillo, lista para enfrentar una vez más la fuente de mi miseria cuando de repente...

Da-ding

El sonido de un celular a través del pasillo me regresó directamente a la realidad. Y yo conocía ese sonido.

Era el sonido que Jungkook había programado como alerta de mensajes para mi contacto, y ahora… ahora significaba el sonido de mi mundo derrumbándose por completo.

Con las manos temblorosas saque mi teléfono para confirmar la terrible verdad que muy en el fondo de mi ya sabía. No le había enviado un mensaje de texto a Jungyeon.

Le había enviado un mensaje de texto a Jungkook.

Por un momento, un momento increíblemente breve, consideré la idea de que él simplemente ignoraría el mensaje y continuaría con su búsqueda de información para nuestra tesis. Pero no fue así.

El jadeo débil pero insoportablemente claro llegó a la cocina. Fue el grito ahogado de un hombre que acababa de descubrir que su compañera de tesis quería que la "partiera por la mitad con su polla".

Debía correr. Huir a cualquier otro país y cambiar mi nombre. Mis ojos recorrieron frenéticamente el lugar que me rodeaba; buscando desesperadamente un medio de escape.

Había una sola ventana en toda la habitación, justo encima del fregadero, y estaba segura que si debía trepar por el fregadero para poder salir de aquí. Por supuesto que lo haría; saltaría directo a un tiburón si eso significara librarme de la cocina de máxima seguridad de Jungkook.

Tenía un pie sobre el fregadero y el otro colgaba precariamente en el aire a punto de arrastrarme a la salvación y huir de ahí justo antes de que dos manos grandes y fuertes rodearan mi cintura; tirando mi cuerpo hacia atrás de regreso a la cocina con un esfuerzo vergonzosamente pequeño.

El pequeño chillido de sorpresa que solté no fue nada al darme cuenta de que Jungkook me había arrojado cuidadosamente y con suma facilidad  sobre su hombro como un saco de harina mientras se alejaba conmigo en brazos de lo que había considerado como la única forma de salir viva de su casa.

Un quejido de indignación se me escapó cuando sentí mi trasero golpear la silla del comedor y traté de hacer todo lo posible para mantener mis ojos pegados a sus rodillas; estaba segura que sería incapaz de encontrar la mirada del alma inocente que muy probablemente había traumatizado de por vida.

Por un pequeño instante de silencio todo quedó extrañamente suspendido, no podía decir alguna palabra sin que la vergüenza se apoderara de mí después de que Jungkook hubiera descubierto mi sucio secreto acerca de él, y entonces sentí que dos de sus dedos se presionaban firmemente debajo de mi mandíbula; elevando mi rostro hacia él.

—Debo decir...—Jungkook murmuró arrastrando sus palabras pensativamente, dejando que su mirada intensa se posara sobre mi.— Que esto es algo sorprendente dada tu... historia.

Estaba cerca. Demasiado cerca. Lo suficientemente cerca como para que su aroma, esa mezcla familiar de vainilla me hiciera agua la boca.

Y definitivamente no se veía traumatizado. O inocente.

Tragué saliva al darme cuenta del hecho que el hombre frente a mi parecía más una estrella de rock empapada de sexo; con carisma puro envuelto en tatuajes y músculos sólidos.

—¿Oh? —balbuceé por lo bajo sin entender sus palabras y Jungkook solo me sonrió.

—¿Sorprendida? Eso es lindo viniendo de la mujer que quiere que yo…—alardeó con suficiencia en su voz antes de sacar su teléfono para comprobarlo.— La parta por la mitad con mi polla.

Y ahí estaba.

—Obviamente no quise enviarte eso... a ti. —murmuré por lo bajo sintiendo como la vergüenza subía por todo mi rostro.

—Oh, lo sabía incluso antes de que te atrapara queriendo saltar por la ventana. —Jungkook se rio entre dientes sin dejar de mirarme y yo solo me encogí en la silla.— Hablando de eso…

Su cuerpo se inclinó sobre el mío para tomar algo sobre la mesa y cuando regresó a su posición de antes mis ojos se abrieron al ver lo que era; una cuerda para saltar, la misma que había visto colgada en la pared cuando entré a la cocina y que ahora estaba enrollada sin apretar alrededor de su muñeca. Apenas tuve tiempo para procesar eso antes de verlo moverse hacia un lado y tomar mis manos hacia atrás contra el respaldo de la silla.

—¿Me estás… atando? —pregunté aún sin creerlo y jadeando por lo bajo al sentir un tirón fuerte con la cuerda en mis muñecas, fijando mi posición para que no pudiera moverme.

—¿No es lo que querías? —Jungkook susurró suavemente contra mi oído y su voz melosa y profunda me hizo temblar de forma vergonzosa. —Esta fue la solicitud que enviaste, ¿no es así? —agregó inclinándose para inspeccionar su obra y cuando estuvo satisfecho volvió a estar frente a mi. —Además no puedo permitir que intentes saltar por otra ventana, esto es realmente por tu propia seguridad.

Me sonrojé aún más al ver la sonrisita burlona que me regaló y abrí mis labios para decir algo, pero todo lo que salió fue una especie de sibilancia mientras Jungkook seguía mirándome con diversión engreída.

—¿Sabes que eres una especie de leyenda en la universidad? Te llaman la nena pura y casta. —Jungkook comenzó a hablar y no pude evitar rodar mis ojos ante sus palabras.

—Y se preguntan por qué nunca me acostaré con ellos. —farfullé con amargura siendo muy consciente de lo que se decía de mí y eso solo hizo que Jungkook riera por lo bajo mientras le daba un considerable repaso a todo mi cuerpo a su merced. —Sabes que no puedes andar atando mujeres a sillas contra su…

—¿Contra su voluntad? —Jungkook completó con una sonrisa diabólica adornando su perfecto rostro antes de inclinarse y quedar frente a mí, cara a cara. —Supongo que es bueno que tenga tu permiso por escrito aquí mismo.

Sentí mi respiración atascarse en mi garganta al escucharlo hablar, Jungkook me dio un rápido vistazo antes de enterrar su rostro en mi cuello y su aliento cálido aliento me hizo cosquillas en la piel segundos antes de sentir sus bonitos labios besar mi cuello con hambre, ahogué un gemido por la forma en que su lengua se deslizaba por toda mi piel; marcándola con intensas lamidas y pequeñas mordiditas, y cuando se alejó de mí no pude evitar lloriquear en silencio.

—¿Por qué no me lo lees, hmm? —Jungkook pidió elevando su teléfono a la altura de mi rostro.

—Yo no, no puedo…—balbuceé sintiendo como la vergüenza inicial regresaba a mí y respiré entrecortado cuando Jungkook pasó su pulgar por mi labio inferior lentamente; obligándome a mirarlo.

—Hazlo. —Me ordenó con su voz más dura de lo que esperaba.

El áspero timbre de su orden disparó una chispa caliente de placer directamente al centro de mis piernas, y juré que nunca había estado tan nerviosa como ahora, había algo en su mirada, algo que me hacía querer obedecerlo en todo lo que me pidiera, y así lo hice.

—Yo... quiero que Jeon Jungkook…. —comencé leyendo el texto y mi respiración se detuvo cuando el calor de su mano libre se deslizó sobre mi torso. —Me ate a su silla del comedor.

—Listo. —Afirmó en un susurro dejando que sus dedos delinearan las correas alrededor de mis muñecas.— Continua.

—Quiero que rompa, oh Dios… —balbuceé con la respiración agitada al sentir sus dedos deslizándose por mi pecho haciendo que cada palabra que decía se escuchara rota. —Quiero que rompa mi blusa por la mitad, golpeé mis tetas y…

No pude seguir leyendo más porque la mano pecadora de Jungkook se enganchó en el cuello de mi blusa; tirando con fuerza hacia los lados y rompiendo la tela, haciendo que los botones volaran en todas direcciones y que mi piel se estremeciera al sentir el aire fresco colándose por todo mi pecho.

—Me vuelves jodidamente loco… —Jungkook murmuró con una voz tan sensual y ronca mientras sentía sus ojos posarse en mis senos que subían y bajaban con cada profunda respiración que daba, lo vi relamerse sus bonitos labios al notar el sujetador de encaje negro que me había puesto hoy solo porque todos los demás estaban sucios.

Sus manos eran dulces cielos ardientes mientras se acercaban para palmear mis pechos levemente uno por uno, y yo simplemente no pude evitar gemir en voz alta; arqueando mi espalda hacia adelante y hacia sus manos sin vergüenza. Mi dignidad ya había desaparecido hace mucho tiempo a este punto y no deseaba recuperarla por ahora.

—Por favor… —rogué por lo bajo antes de soltar un pequeño gemido cuando sus grandes manos amasaron mis senos con una presión perfecta, podía sentir el peso de sus anillos a través de la tela de mi sostén.

—Nunca pensé que podría hacer esto. —Jungkook habló mientras sus pulgares rozaban con brusquedad mis pezones; arrancándome un gemido involuntario y haciendo que tirara con fuerza de la cuerda en mis manos. —Deberías de ver lo bonita que te ves así… —continuó hablando en medio de un denso suspiro, y el calor de su aliento chocó contra mi pecho haciéndome remover en la silla mientras sus manos seguían amasando con fuerza mis senos. —Pero quiero que sepas que yo también tengo muchas ideas de lo que yo te quiero hacer.

Y tan pronto como dijo eso su boca ya se encontraba sobre mi pecho; dejando besos húmedos y calientes por encima de la tela en uno de mis senos, haciendo que arqueara mi espalda más a su boca y que el calor en mi entrepierna aumentara incontrolablemente.

Había pasado tanto tiempo y estaba tan sensible, demasiado sensible.

—¡J-Jungkook! —jadeé entrecortado al sentirlo mover su boca hacia mi otro pecho sin previo aviso, dándole la misma atención con su deliciosa boca hasta que estaba retorciéndome y apretando mis muslos juntos sobre la silla.

—¿Ansiosa, bebé? —Jungkook preguntó formando una sonrisita burlona aún en mi pecho y yo solo pude lanzarle una mirada desesperada; rogándole mudamente que me diera lo que tanto quería.

Jungkook sonrió al ver mi estado de necesidad y volví a gemir cuando tomó un nuevo bocado de mi seno en su boca, sus dientes mordisquearon mi pezón sin mucha fuerza por encima de la tela que solo envió una punzada aguda de dolor teñido de placer directamente a mi clítoris, a este punto mi interior ya estaba apretando alrededor de la nada.

—Suenas tan bonita, bebé… —Jungkook elogió gentilmente, dejando que sus labios calmaran mi pezón. —Déjame darte lo que quieres…

Solté un pequeño suspiro de alivio al escucharlo justo antes de que sus dedos se engancharan al borde de las copas de mi sujetador tirando con fuerza hacia abajo hasta que mis senos desnudos se derramaron por encima y lo escuché gruñir ante la vista.

—Joder… —Jungkook jadeó antes de estirar sus manos ahuecar mis senos; como si estuviera probando su peso en ellas, su mirada me devoraba con hambre y ya podía sentir mis bragas empapadas bajo sus atenciones.

No hubo pensamientos más allá de ese segundo, mi deseo era desesperado en este momento, necesitaba más de su toque, más de él, lo necesitaba, lo anhelaba tanto que sentía que podía quedarme sin aliento, empujándome hacia él como una gatita necesitada, hasta que…

Slap.

Jadeé de placer por lo bajo cuando su palma se conectó contra mi piel, golpeando bruscamente un lado de mis senos.

—¿Es esto lo que querías, bebé? —Jungkook preguntó encontrando mis ojos llorosos antes de sonreír al ver mi estado y dar otro rotundo golpe justo del otro lado.

Mi boca se abrió de golpe al sentir mi piel arder, pero no surgió ningún sonido, salvo mis suaves y ahogados jadeos de placer, podía sentir como mis bragas empapadas se pegaban a mi entrepierna con cada impacto exquisito que recibía en mi piel ardiente.

—¿Quieres que marque estas tetas perfectas? —Jungkook volvió a preguntar solo ganándose un asentimiento desesperado de mi parte acompañado de un nuevo gemido cuando volvió a golpearme, y un gruñido primitivo retumbó en lo profundo de su pecho mientras los veía rebotar, completamente hipnotizado.

Jadeé cuando uno de sus dedos comenzó a acariciar alrededor de mi pezón adolorido, calmando mi piel rojiza con tiernas caricias en todo mi seno y cuando menos me di cuenta sus bonitos labios estaban en la misma zona; plantando pequeños besitos y erizando todo mi cuerpo una vez más.

—Debo haberte imaginado así mil veces… —susurró por lo bajo con su boca aún pegada a mi pecho solo para completar. —Y aún así nada se le acerca a lo jodidamente sexy que eres…

Sus ojos se lanzaron para encontrarse con los míos antes de sacar su lengua para lamer la punta hinchada de mi pezón una y otra vez, mi pecho se agitó ante la deliciosa sensación y gimoteé con fuerza cuando se metió todo mi seno a la boca; la obscena imagen de Jungkook chupando con hambre mi pecho mientras su mano grande y pecaminosa apretaba el otro era sacada directamente de mis fantasías más oscuras, y sabía que podía correrme con la simple vista.

Jungkook era implacable, mi cuerpo se inclinó hacia atrás contra las ataduras en mis muñecas al sentir como sus manos bajaban por mi cuerpo, acariciando cada porción de piel que tenía a su disposición con casi adoración mientras mi coño se apretaba desesperadamente alrededor de la nada.

—Jungkook, por favor yo… —sollocé por lo bajo antes de ser interrumpida cuando me tomó por mi barbilla con firmeza, su rostro de porcelana y sus rosados labios estaban a escasos centímetros de mí y tuve que reprimir la necesidad de lanzarme a besarlo.

—¿Y ahora qué, cariño? ¿Qué más quieres? —preguntó sobre mis labios, su voz era suave e indulgente, parecía dispuesto a querer complacerme en cualquier cosa, y yo jadeé de solo pensarlo. 

—Yo… necesito tus manos… —rogué sintiendo mis mejillas arder al pedirle aquello, pero él solo me sonrió.

—¿Dónde las necesitas, mhm? —Jungkook instigó acariciando burlonamente mis piernas desnudas haciéndome temblar en mi lugar, sus ojos oscuros estaban observando cada expresión que hacía mientras me tocaba suavemente.

—Más arriba… —balbuceé a medias moviendo de a poco mis caderas hacia él, desesperada por sentirlas donde más lo necesitaba, pero él era un burlón y solo las deslizó una o dos pulgadas más.— Jungkook…

—Dime. —Susurró contra mis labios con su voz ronca y grave antes de robarme un pequeño y casi imperceptible beso que me dejó queriendo más. —Dime dónde quieres mis manos, cariño.

—Por favor, por favor, quiero tus manos en mi coño… —rogué en medio de jadeos desesperados inclinándome para poder besarlo de nuevo y solo recibiendo una sonrisa llena de lujuria de su parte.

—Buena niña. —Elogió con un tono meloso justo antes de acortar la distancia que nos separaba y besarme con dureza.

Apenas y podía seguirle el ritmo a su demandante beso, sus labios sabían delicioso y chocaban contra los míos con firmeza y hambre una y otra vez, una especie de ronroneo se derritió a través de su garganta cuando nuestras lenguas se encontraron para jugar entre ellas, haciéndome tirar de la cuerda detrás de mí para poder besarlo con más fuerza, su aroma varonil se me pegaba como perfume en todo mi cuerpo e inundaba todos mis pensamientos, de repente un gemido salió de mi boca rompiendo nuestro húmedo beso ganándome un leve mordisco en mi labio inferior cuando mi cuerpo tembló al sentir sus dedos frotando suavemente sobre mis bragas, forzando mis piernas a abrirse para que pudiera seguir tocándome, y yo, obedientemente lo hice.

—Mmh, estás tan mojada, bebé… —Jungkook se maravilló mirándome a los ojos; sonriendo con lujuria mientras su mano seguía frotando pequeños círculos sobre la mancha de humedad en mis bragas, ganándose un gemido desesperado de mi parte. —¿Es todo para mí?

Asentí con la cabeza frenéticamente sin poder articular alguna palabra justo antes de ver como el rostro de Jungkook se endurecía en desaprobación mientras chasqueaba su lengua, sus dedos presionaron con dureza directamente en mi clítoris, y el impacto del placer hizo que mi cuerpo se tambaleara hacia atrás con tanta fuerza que la silla raspó el suelo.

—No puedo escucharte, cariño. —Jungkook demandó ralentizando sus movimientos en mi entrepierna, claramente dispuesto a que le diera una respuesta.

—S-sí… —sollocé incoherentemente tirando con fuerza de la cuerda y moviendo mis caderas hacia sus dedos; desesperada porque me tocara más. —Es todo para ti, Kook…

Jungkook me recompensó con una sonrisa radiante antes de verlo moverse hacia abajo por mi cuerpo y depositar un húmedo beso en mi abdomen antes de abrir más mis piernas con sus manos, y lo escuché gruñir por lo bajo cuando pudo ver lo mojada que estaba realmente.

—Que linda… —tarareó para sí mismo mientras deslizaba un dedo justo por la mitad de mi coño vestido; hundiendo la tela entre mis pliegues hinchados y arrancándome un jadeo desesperado.

Lo vi lamer ligeramente la piel de mi abdomen como si fuera un gatito al mismo tiempo que apartaba la tela húmeda de mis bragas hacia un lado para que sus dedos se deslizaran por completo entre mis pliegues resbaladizos; haciéndome gemir con fuerza y recogiendo la humedad cremosa de alrededor con sus largos dedos.

—Entonces supongo que no te importará si pruebo un poco… —Jungkook habló haciendo contacto visual conmigo, observándome expandirme en lujuria cuando colocó sus dedos dentro de su boca, chupándolos seductoramente y gruñendo por lo bajo ante mi sabor mientras me veía morderme el labio con total necesidad.

Y sacó sus dedos con un chasquido de saliva, estaba completamente segura que este hombre me iba a volver loca.

—Sabes tan delicioso… —ronroneó justo antes de hundir su rostro entre mis piernas, jadeé de sorpresa al sentir sus labios envolver mi entrepierna goteante y medio vestida antes de sentirlo cubrir rápidamente la zona con besos profundos con la boca abierta, la sensación era tan extraña y deliciosa que mis caderas empezaron a temblar por la intensidad, pero sus manos me sostenían por mis pantorrillas; obligándome a soportar el placer que me estaba dando hasta que el vacío en mi coño se volvió realmente insoportable.

—¡Ah! Dios, no puedo... yo... —gimoteé negando con mi cabeza sintiendo como Jungkook me daba las últimas lamidas a mis bragas empapadas justo antes de quitármelas por completo. —Mi falda, quítame la falda, quiero...

Jungkook se echó hacia atrás, inclinando la cabeza expectante al no entender lo que quería.— ¿Oh?

Sentí que mis mejillas comenzaban a calentarse una vez más, pero en este punto ya nada se interpondría en la realización de mi fantasía, no cuando ya estaba atada con las piernas abiertas y las tetas afuera.

—Quiero ver tus manos. Cuando tú... quiero verlas en mí…— Pedí en un tono necesitado sin dejar de mirarlo.

Por su semblante pude notar como si algo en su mente hubiera hecho clic y estuviera entendiendo todo; su vista se movió de sus manos a mi rostro sonrojado y de nuevo a sus manos, su sonrisita burlona se ensanchó aún más al darse cuenta de mi pequeño fetiche con sus manos y como si estuviera recordando el mensaje que llegó a su teléfono.

“Quiero ver como sus jodidas y sexys manos recorren todos los lugares de mi cuerpo caliente por él.”

—Ya veo… —resopló suavemente y luego sus palmas golpearon mis muslos haciéndome jadear y a él reír por lo bajo. —Cualquier cosa para ti, cariño.

Ni siquiera pude entender lo rápido que Jungkook me había quitado mi falda, porque de un momento a otro ya se encontraba amontonada alrededor de mis tobillos; dejándome completamente desnuda a él, su mirada oscura rápidamente regresó a mi coño reluciente y lo vi relamerse los labios ante la vista que tenía.

—Mira este hermoso coño, bebé… —Jungkook tarareó, pasando su pulgar sobre mis pliegues hinchados y resbaladizos, evitando cuidadosamente mi clítoris necesitado, juré que podía morir ahí mismo cuando deslizó su dedo índice dentro de mí, hasta el nudillo, el acero frío de su anillo hizo contacto con mi piel sensible y gemí con fuerza apretando su dedo en mi interior.

Había pasado tanto tiempo desde que algo que no eran mis propios dígitos inadecuados habían estado dentro de mí de esta manera. La sensación era tan diferente y tan deliciosa, y si lo combinaba con la vista erótica de su mano venosa y tatuada presionada lascivamente contra mi coño era como una inyección de puro deseo potenciado burbujeando en mi interior.

—Tu coño está tan apretado… —Jungkook siseó, moviendo lentamente su dedo dentro y fuera de mi antes de agregar un segundo dígito; haciéndome gemir ante el estiramiento. —¿Cómo tomarás mi polla si estás tan apretada, cariño? ¿Cómo lo harás si tu pequeño coño apenas puede manejar dos de mis dedos, eh?

Jungkook hablando de esa forma tan sucia me puso aún más caliente de lo que ya estaba y simplemente no podía apartar la mirada de entre mis piernas, la visión de sus dedos desapareciendo una y otra vez dentro de mí sólo para reaparecer cubiertos de mi humedad me hacía jadear, el sonido lascivo y húmedo alrededor de su mano con cada embestida que daba solo hacia que mi cuerpo se retorciera contra la silla, gimiendo erráticamente mientras la sensación de placer continuaba creciendo dentro de mí, me estaba acercando al borde y él lo sabía. Su mano libre me sujetó por el cuello con la cantidad perfecta de presión para mantener mi mirada enfocada en el lugar donde sus dedos me estaban follando.

—¿Quieres correrte en mis dedos, bebé? —Jungkook preguntó y soltó una risita oscura ante un gemido particularmente fuerte que me dejó cuando su pulgar comenzó a frotar mi sensible clítoris, y todo mi cuerpo se sacudió con fuerza.

—Sí, sí, por favor… —jadeé desesperada moviendo mis caderas lo más que podía hacia su mano; haciendo que sus dedos se hundieran más dentro de mí, sus labios se envolvieron una vez más en mi entrepierna comenzando a chupar mi clítoris al mismo tiempo que sus dedos encontraban ese punto dulce en mi interior, rozándolo suavemente.— ¡J-Jungkook!

Estaba llorando su nombre a este punto, siendo incapaz de poder escapar del abrumante placer que me inundaba, sentí a Jungkook succionar mi clítoris y golpear mi coño con sus dedos sin piedad hasta el momento en el que simplemente me rompí. Mi boca se abrió en un grito silencioso mientras ola tras ola de exquisito placer corría por mi cuerpo una y otra vez, Jungkook susurró sucios elogios contra mi coño tembloroso mientras lamía con hambre mi orgasmo como si se tratara de un néctar de la fuente más dulce.

Solté un sollozo de sensibilidad y Jungkook se apartó de mí, poniéndose de pie entre mis piernas temblorosas antes de tomarme por el cuello e inclinarse para besarme con dureza, sus labios se estrellaron con los míos de forma desenfrenada y yo gustosa lo acepté, estaba tan caliente, y sabía que necesitaba más de él, mucho más.

—Lo juro… —murmuró cuando nos separamos y yo no pude evitar hundir mi rostro en su cuello, comenzando a besar su mandíbula afilada. —Hubo días en que pensé que moriría si no podía tenerte.

—Tómame, entonces… —rogué por lo bajo, mordisqueando levemente su cuello y ganándome un suspiro tembloroso de Jungkook, como si quisiera controlarse un poco.

Casi chillé cuando se alejó de mí para mirarme desde arriba, sus ojos quemaban agujeros en mi cuerpo desnudo, caliente, cubierto de sudor y aún atado a la silla, lo vi relamerse sus bonitos labios y formar una sonrisa arrogante mientras tomaba mi cabello desordenado en su mano con dureza para guiarme hacia su pelvis; solté un gemido cuando movió mi cabeza de lado a lado y cuando mis labios chocaron con brusquedad contra la tela áspera de su pantalón, justo sobre su dura erección.

—Mira lo duro que puso verte así… —Jungkook farfulló con diversión cuando mi lengua salió para intentar lamerlo aunque fuera por encima de la tela y él solo soltó una risita oscura al verme así antes de alejarme jalando mi cabello hacia atrás con fuerza.— Otro día podré sentir tu boquita en mi polla, ahora necesito follarte.

Y tan pronto como dijo eso soltó mi cabello para alejarse de mí y caminar hacia un cajón de la cocina; sacando un condón de él y regresar junto a mi mientras se quitaba la camisa por su cabeza, y yo pude haber babeado ahí mismo sin darme cuenta, joder, este hombre lo era todo, tiré con fuerza de la cuerda en mis manos queriendo poder tocar sus marcados abdominales y eso fue suficiente para que Jungkook soltara el nudo rápidamente y me hiciera ponerme de pie antes de girarme y colocar mi cuerpo con brusquedad sobre la mesa, con mis senos presionados contra la fría superficie.

Sentía mis brazos débiles y adoloridos por tenerlos tanto tiempo atados que cuando escuché a Jungkook bajar la cremallera de sus pantalones con urgencia giré mi rostro hacia atrás queriendo poder verlo, pero ni siquiera pude hacerlo cuando con su pie separó mis piernas; abriéndome para él mientras deslizaba el condón por todo lo largo de su pene en un rápido movimiento.

No podía respirar bien, aún sentía irreal que estuviera aquí, lista para ser follada por Jungkook y sin poder verlo por completo, todos mis sentidos estaban a mil, quería verlo, tocarlo, darle una buena mamada, pero todo eso se esfumó cuando lo sentí frotar la punta de su pene contra mi entrada un par de veces, cubriéndola con mi humedad antes de alinearse correctamente y empujar su pelvis hacia adelante; colando varios centímetros de golpe dentro de mí.

—¡Ah! ¡Jungkook! —me quejé al sentir como si una especie de rampa me hubiera partido por la mitad, había subestimado su tamaño, Jungkook era tan jodidamente grande, y tenía cada centímetro de él en mi interior, tratando de ajustarme a su grosor y lo podía sentir a la perfección palpitando dentro de mí.

—¿Te gusta, bebé? —Jungkook preguntó con su voz ronca y profunda, su densa respiración chocó contra mi nuca enviándome escalofríos por todo mi cuerpo mientras me sujetaba por mis caderas para salir y volver a introducirse en una embestida dura y profunda.— ¿Te gusta mi polla?

—Sí… —sollocé cerrando los ojos mientras lo sentía comenzar a marcar un ritmo más fuerte y constante, sentía mi humedad deslizarse por el interior de mis muslos, cubriendo su polla y haciendo que sus penetraciones fueran más deliciosas tocando lo más profundo de mi.— Me encanta, Jungkook…

Y ante eso recibí un audible gruñido de su parte contra mi oído, su pelvis chocaba con fuerza contra mi trasero, hundiendo su gruesa polla una y otra vez en mi coño, su agarre en mis caderas mantenía mi cuerpo firme contra la mesa justo antes de que la palma de su mano se estrellara contra un lado de mi trasero con fuerza; haciéndome gemir su nombre mientras recibía un nuevo golpe en el mismo lugar, y luego otro, y otro, y cuando menos me di cuenta mis ojos se llenaron de lágrimas ante la dureza de sus azotes y penetraciones.

Sentía la piel mi trasero arder con cada choque de su pelvis cada que volvía a hundirse dentro de mí, podía sentir todo mi cuerpo húmedo de sudor y flujo, solté un gemido particularmente fuerte cuando el ritmo de sus penetraciones se volvió brutal, los jadeos goteaban de mis labios sin que siquiera los pudiera controlar y todos mis pensamientos racionales se esfumaron cuando un fuerte y posesivo jalón en mi cabello me hizo levantarme de la mesa; Jungkook tiró de mi cabeza hacia atrás hasta que mi espalda chocó contra su firme pecho.

—Tu coño se siente tan bien, bebé… —Jungkook jadeó en mi cuello, su respiración agitada y caliente me hizo cosquillas en la piel y gemí fuerte cuando su gran mano tatuada se envolvió alrededor de mi cintura, manteniéndome al ras de su pecho mientras que la otra se aferraba a uno de mis senos; apretándolo con fuerza y haciendo rodar sus dedos sobre mi pezón endurecido y sensible.

—Jungkook… —gimoteé, incapaz de procesar nada más allá de las deliciosas sensaciones de su polla enterrándose en mi coño con cada embestida dura y profunda, tanto que ya podía sentir el nudo formándose en mi vientre cuando comenzó a golpear repetidamente en mi zona de placer.

—¿A quién le pertenece este lindo coño? —Jungkook gruñó posesivamente al mismo tiempo que sus embestidas se volvían más desordenadas, follándome con una fuerza sorprendente mientras mi orgasmo me esperaba ansioso en algún rincón.

—A ti… a ti te pertenece… —jadeé con fuerza aferrándome a sus manos, sintiéndome tan colapsada con todas las sensaciones de él, en cómo su polla me llenaba tan bien, en cómo su aliento cálido me hacía sentir increíblemente más húmeda, estaba tan cerca del borde.

—Buena niña, ¿Vas a correrte de nuevo para mí, cariño? —Jungkook me alentó mientras sus labios se unían a mi cuello para chupar mi piel sensible con hambre, dejando varias marcas rojizas por toda la zona y haciéndome asentir débilmente antes de que mi cuerpo temblara cuando sus dedos se hundieron en mis pliegues resbaladizos, encontrando mi clítoris para frotarlo furiosamente mientras sus penetraciones perdían ritmo.— Córrete en mi polla bebé, vamos, quiero sentirlo.

Un placer abrasador me atravesó en respuesta a su orden, mis piernas temblaron cuando mi orgasmo golpeó mi cuerpo borrando mis pensamientos y haciéndome gemir su nombre una y otra vez mientras mi interior se apretaba alrededor de su dura longitud, Jungkook gruñó y me sujetó con fuerza mientras seguía empujándose dentro de mí antes de dejarse ir con dos estocadas más, la última hasta me dolió, pero era esa clase de dolor placentero por el que pasarías mil veces en la vida.

Estuvimos así por varios segundos o minutos apretados el uno con el otro, tratando de regular nuestras agitadas respiraciones, hasta que la voz de Jungkook rompió el denso silencio.

—Sabes lo que esto significa, ¿verdad, bebé? —musitó con calma pasando sus manos por mis caderas y cintura con calma.

—¿Qué significa? —pregunté girando levemente mi rostro hacia él y casi volví a gemir ante la erótica imagen de su frente cubierta de sudor y su cabello húmedo pegándose a los lados de su rostro mientras mordía su labio inferior con fuerza sin dejar de mirarme.

—Significa que es mejor que a partir de hoy todos esos mensajes sucios me lleguen directamente a mí. —aclaró formando una sensual sonrisa y yo no pude evitar sonreír también al escucharlo antes de volver a besarlo con pura necesidad.

Bueno, algunas cosas eran más importantes que nuestra dichosa investigación. 

n/a: omg pupiss por fin estoy de regreso a mis andadas de escribir nsfw y eso me hace feli, gracias a todxs lxs que esperaron pacientemente mi regreso y que me siguieron hasta aquí, las amo demasiado ♡ para las personitas nuevas espero que les haya gustado esta historia, pronto seguiré publicando mas os que tengo por ahí guardados y que algunos de ellos ya conocen, gracias por todo y no duden en comentar lo que piensan ♡

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[starrnai]

The Stars In Your Eyes

In which jungkook would do anything to see you smile.

(Im back to my usual content but let me know if you guys like this... im thinking of doing a series? would u guys be interested? also dm me any requests <3)

Jungkook saw you were putting books in your locker and immediately approached you, leaning on the side of it with a cigarette in his hand and his friends standing behind him.

"Come with me, I have a basketball game now" he spoke in the gentle voice he used only with you.

His friends were shocked because he had never spoken so softly to anyone.

"Okay" you say shyly. Jungkook's friends smirked but he immediately shut them up with a stare then he offered you his hand "Do you want to watch my match?" Jungkook asked you as you guys were walking to the basketball court. You nodded you head quickly, "of course I love watching you play."

Satisfyed, Jungkook walked with you towards the court and put his arm around your shoulders, he then looked you in the eyes and said something that made your heart beat fast "I need your support more than anything because watching you in the stands gives me the strength to play better, just like when I'm with you. You're my star."

It was true, the way your eyes sparkled, brighter than anything on this planet, made his heart beat faster because of your uncomparable beauty- he couldn't stop looking at you but he didn't want to show it in front of his friends so he just held your hand tighter. His friends noticed the way you looked into each other's eyes and saw his love for you.

As you guys were walking to your seats, one of your classmates noticed you and waved at you, "Hey! Is this the new girlfriend of the hottest basketball player in the school?" she asked you excitedly. You began shaking your head but Jungkook began saying," Yes she's my girlfriend" Jungkook with an arrogant voice. Everyone looked at him in shock including you, you were surprised by how arrogant he was towards his classmate but deep down you were happy that he claimed you so proudly and so openly.

Your friends who were watching the whole thing, were laughing because you finally tamed the cold guy, he was wrapped fully around your little finger.

Subconsiously you smiled at your thought. He looks down at you and sees you smiling again. Your smile is the sweetest thing he has ever seen. A national treasure. More precious than any diamond. He wanted to kiss you then but he couldn't do it in front of his friends so he just stared at the perfection that was you, which your red cheeks and your eyes that were shining so brightly.

~

The basketball game finally begun and there was so many people in the stands but you noticed that your face was the only thing he kept looking at. And all your classmates were looking at you in jealousy because you managed to make the coldest guy in school have a soft spot for you.

The game came to an end and jungkook won you cheered for him and were so happy for him and as soon as the game was done he immediately came to you, to see his star shining up at him.

"I played so good because of you. I'm always playing my best to make you proud" Jungkook said as all his friends were admiring him and how sweet he was and they were jealous of how kindly he treated you.

"m-me?" you stuttered. what did you have to do with him playing well?

he noticed the confusion in your eyes

"Yeah of course you. I never played so good like I did today, I always try to play my best but today I played harder than ever because I want to see you look at me with those stars in your eyes" Jungkook said as he gently touched your cheek lovingly and slowly leaned in for a kiss.

ᯓ ᡣ𐭩 nai

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The Girl That Disappeared | Suspect #2 JJK

⇠ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯. | 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐱 | 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 ⇢  

✧ Synopsis: It was a gloomy Friday evening when you felt the mists of melancholy pulse through your veins, aching body floating above the deep water. Squeezing your eyes shut, your lips trembled with fear. You didn’t want to die, but you sure as hell didn’t want to live. Not in this town. Not with the people in it. So, why don’t you just disappear? Leave them to search for the remnants of who you had been before you realised that life is more painful than death. Park Jimin. Kim Taehyung. Jeon Jungkook. Best-friend, step-brother, and an ex-lover. Although their paths had never crossed before that gloomy Friday evening, their names, printed in bold, now remained on the top of the suspect list. Stories entangled in your mystery.

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“Y/n-ah! I’m leaving, please turn on the security,” your mother’s voice echoed from the entrance as you heard the front door close. She was working on-call today, and while it seemed like you finally had an opportunity to spend some quality time together, the hospital rang her in for an emergency operation at the last minute. 

“Okay, love you,” you yelled from your room, picking up the laundry off the floor before heading downstairs. No one was home. Mr. Kim had a night shift and wouldn’t be back until later and only God knew where Taehyung was. 

Scrolling through your phone, you smiled at the photos Jimin sent you from his parent’s ranch house. It’s been a week since he left, and you couldn’t help but miss him. The two of you haven’t gone this long without seeing each other, so it felt weird not being able to call him over. 

“Y/n, it’s so nice here, you would’ve loved it,” he smiled through the phone, resting his head on the soft pillow. 

“I bet,” you whined. 

“Next time, you’re coming with me, okay? There’s this waterfall I’ve been dying to show you,” 

“Okay … I missed you Jimin-ah,” your voice broke, glossy eyes looking down at the teddy bear he got for your birthday. 

“Y/n-ie, you know I missed you more,” Jimin moved in closer, placing a kiss on his front camera as you glanced up.

“Now, get some sleep, I’ll talk to you tomorrow, mmhm,”

“Goodnight,” you whispered with a little wave. 

“Sleep tight, angel,” 

He never called after that. All your attempts went straight to voicemail. It was strange, Jimin always valued communication, and never was the type to let you wonder about his whereabouts. Kept you posted even with a little “k”, just to signify that he got the message. But, now, it felt like he was gone. Vanished into thin air, like nothing happened. And, it killed you knowing that you couldn’t do anything about it. 

The clock read 7 am on the dot, which meant that you still had about two hours till the first bell. It was the first day of your period and your cramps were horrendous, to say the least. They’re usually a pain in the ass but never this bad. Looking through the medicine cabinet you rummaged past the bandaids and the gummy vitamins before remembering that Taehyung took the last Ibuprofen for his headache last night. It was ironic how little painkillers you had in the house, knowing that your mom was a doctor. But, it’s because she always preached the importance of letting your body heal naturally. Science could only get you so far, I guess? 

Zipping up your windbreaker, you grabbed your wallet and keys before heading outside to the local grocery store until the sound of a slammed door left you frozen in your tracks. It came from upstairs. Looking up at the dark corridor you turned on the lights, following the breeze seeping through the cracks of your room. 

“Taehyung?” you called, hands hovering over the doorknob. No one answered. Why would they? You were the only one in the house, right? 

“Taehyung, if this is one your stupid jok-” you whispered again before facing the empty room. 

No sight of Taehyung, but your window was open, which explained the door. The only problem was that you didn’t remember opening it in the first place. Nonetheless, you would gladly accept this version of the incident over the possibility of some paranormal activity. One problem at a time, please. 

So, you shut your blinds and went back downstairs to turn off the security system before grabbing your bike from the garage. You didn't have a licence, and only got your learners about a month ago, so if no one was home you had to resort to another form of transportation. 

You didn’t mind biking though. Found it rather therapeutic. Loved the alone time it allowed for without the bombardment of life and its constant obstacles. Just you and your thoughts. And, although there was a bit of a fog, it was clear enough to see where you were going. So, you buckled your helmet and went off on your journey to secure some Ibuprofen. 

Exiting the gated community, you biked through the local primary school, passing by a parking lot of sleep-deprived parents rushing to work after dropping off their little ones. It was getting a bit chilly as the wind picked up, so you stopped to put on some mittens and a hat before glancing back at the rustling sound behind the corner. 

“Hello?” 

Again, no one answered. But, that didn’t stop the chills running down your spine, remembering the incident earlier at home. Looking down at your watch, you gasped at the 20 minutes that had already passed, yet, you were nowhere near the grocery store. So, it was time to focus. 

Biking down the empty road, your eyes were scattered across the painted scenery. The old brick houses and the tall trees. The rusted mailboxes and the garden gnomes. It all felt so nostalgic. So close to your heart, as if tethered by the strings of your past. But, the feeling was short-lived. Consumed by the eerie melancholy inching up your skin as you felt someone's presence behind you. 

This time, you weren’t wrong. Covered from head to toe, it looked like a man. Keeping a civil distance, he followed your turns. Left. Right. Straight. Right. Left. Straight. Coincidence or not, this wasn’t a common path that people took. Not many knew of the shortcut. So, you began to speed up, feeling the adrenaline kick in once he did the same. Now, it was a chase. 

Pushing through the burning pain in your calves you picked up the pace, feet firm on the pedals. He didn't pity your fatigue, only fueled it more by inching closer before the two of you were riding side-by-side. Keeping an eye on his uncanny demeanour, you flinched at the sound of a car horn blast through your trembling state as a white Honda glared past you, pointing at the stop sign. 

“I'm sorry,” you whispered under your breath. 

“You're fast,” the man scoffed, tilting his head with a sly grin. That's all you could see. 

“Who are you?” you yelled, voice trembling in panic. 

“I’ll give you a head start, mmhm?” he sneered, changing the gears on his bike. 

Feeling the tightness in your throat, you were gasping for air, dilated pupils scanning the surroundings for help. Unfortunately, as if praying on your downfall, the street was empty. Not a soul in sight. So, you pressed on the pedals, leaving the man in the dust as you prayed that the next turn led to people. 

Gas station. Bingo. 

Hoping off your bike you bolted towards the door. 

“Hey, hey, hey,” the cashier yelled out, furrowed gaze searching the panic on your face. You could feel the flush rise up your cheeks, but the absence of Mr. X occupied your mind. 

“I’m so sorry,” you mouthed, clearly out of breath before dialling Jimin’s phone number. It was like second nature. You didn’t even realise it until your call went straight to voicemail. 

“Oh, right,” a sigh escaped your lips, remembering that he was still MIA.

Looking through your contacts, there was only one more person you could call. But, the possibility of them actually agreeing to help you was as slim as your waist after all that exercise. Nonetheless, you took a deep breath and pressed the call button. 

“Taehyung?” 

“What do you want, y/n?” he scoffed. 

“Right. So, potentially … if you could … would you mind picking me up from the gas station near River Banks?” you whispered, careful with every word as you anticipated his response. 

“Potentially, screw you. What the fuck did you lose there?” 

“It’s kind of a long story but I do need to be at school in about half an hour,” 

“Can I even say no?”

“Last time I checked it was a free country but a dangerous one at that. So, if I'm kidnapped, my blood is on your hands,” 

“You and that victim mentally of yours go way back, huh?” 

“Please, Taehyung. I’ve never asked you for a favour before,” 

“Fine, give me 10 minutes,” he sighed, ending the call before you could even thank the guy. 

The car ride home was quiet. No radio. Windows rolled up. Silence. 

“So, you’re really not gonna tell me?” Taehyung asked with an arched brow, glancing at your stiff form as the light turned red. 

You’ve never been good at lying. Even if your mouth stayed shut, your face would’ve revealed it all. Essentially, there was no running away from the truth in your case. 

“Well … no one was home and I needed medicine so I decided to bike to the grocery store,” you began explaining, avoiding his eyes. 

“Mmhm,”

“And then …” you paused, hesitating the next part. What if Mr. Kim finds out? What if you were blowing this out of proportion? 

“Y/n. You’re making me angry. Just say it,” he scolded, pressing on the pedal. 

“Sorry. Um, so yeah … I was biking and then out of nowhere this man started following me. So, I tried losing him by taking different turns but … ended up getting lost,” 

“You were followed?” there was a slight change in Taehyung’s voice. Less sarcastic, more intrigued. 

“I guess?” 

“Well, did you see what he looked like?” 

“Not, really. He was covered from head to toe. Except …” you gasped, eyes shut as your brain scavenged through its short-term memory, recalling the moment at the stop sign. 

“Yes?” 

“The side of his mouth was … bruised like he got punched or something?” you leaned back into the seat, fidgeting with your rings while Taehyung merged onto the right lane. He was too focused on the road to hear what you said, but as you glanced at his face your eyes widened, spotting the same purple marks. 

“What?” he growled, furrowed gaze glaring back at your parted lips. 

“Nothing.” you chuckled awkwardly, reaching for the radio before his cold hand touched yours. 

“Look me dead in the eyes and tell me.” he sneered, interlocking his fingers with yours. You’ve known each other for almost a year, yet, your shoulders have never even grazed past each other. So, this was strange, to say the least. 

“Tell you what?” you said hushly, gulping down the nerves as he levelled his face to meet your scattering eyes. 

“That you’re scared,” 

“I’m not,” you scoffed, feeling the flush in your cheeks. 

“Good. Because why the fuck would it be me, you dumbass.” his voice got louder with each word, throwing your hand back before rolling down the windows. Finally. Some fresh air. 

Why would it be him, y/n? You weren’t his favourite but, this was too much. Taehyung was a straightforward person, if he hated you he would say it to your face. So, these mind games were really not his thing. But, then again, what’s up with the bruised lip? 

Fixing your uniform you walked into the brightly lit classroom. First period. Physics. No one was in their seats, let alone bothered by the fact that the teacher was almost 10 minutes late. Placing your books on the desk you looked over at the empty seat beside you. Jimin was still gone. No one has heard from him in weeks. 

Bing Bing

Rampaging through your backpack you searched for your phone. You didn’t have time to properly pack because Taehyung was counting down the minutes before he threatened to drive off, so you just threw everything in hoping to fix it during your free period. Scrolling through the notifications your eyes focused on the text message from an unknown number. 

“I missed you.” you mouthed under your breath.

“Sorry everyone, the meeting took a bit longer,” Mr. Choi chuckled softly, speed-walking into the room before ushering everyone to their seats. 

“I missed you?” you whispered again, eyebrows knitted with confusion. Was it Jimin? Did he change his number? 

“Nonetheless, I am pleased to introduce our new transfer student …” 

You couldn’t recognize the area code, so you tried looking it up on the internet but found nothing useful. Was this some kind of a scam? An innocent prank, maybe? 

“Jeon Jungkook” Mr. Choi’s voice suddenly echoed in your ears making you glance up at the dark-haired boy standing in front of the class. Interestingly, he was already looking at you. Hooded gaze focused on the way your demeanour changed completely. 

“Jungkook, feel free to take any empty seat,” 

Bowing to the man, he did exactly that. Slowly passing by the first three rows before stopping by the seat next to you. Nodding his head, he seemed pleased with the pick. 

“Oh, no sorry, Jungkook-ah, that seat belongs to another student,” Mr. Choi called out with a smile that quickly faded as he watched him sit regardless. 

“There’s plenty of options. I’m sure they’ll find another one,” Jungkook muttered with a sly grin, taking out his books before turning his attention to your widened eyes. 

“It’s a pleasure to meet you, y/n,” he rasped against your hair, gently tucking it behind your ear to fix the back of your collar. His dark orbs flickered down to your parted lips, sending shivers down your spine.

The first kiss you shared with Jungkook was between your eyes. The way his furrowed gaze softened upon seeing you walk down the wooden stairs of your childhood home, in the lavender dress he bought for your birthday. The way he nervously nibbled on his lip ring before caressing the back of your hand, fingers intertwined with yours. Everything about him was gentle when it came to you. The way his warm embrace moulded into yours, as you grew to share the same breath, the same heartbeat. One singularity in the form of two lovers. 

He filled the void your father left as you failed to please his expectations. The ones only a son could bear. The nights you spent crying in your room, wishing that your mother didn’t have to suffer the humiliation of raising a daughter, Jungkook was there. Like a knight in shining armour, he always saved you. Hoped to give you the future you deserve if you promised to share it with him. The two of you were inseparable. Attached by the hip. 

Until, one day, you weren’t. 

It’s been a week since Jungkook transferred schools. His seat still next to you. Inches away from the past that tethered your souls. You didn’t talk much. Mentally exhausted from the consequences. But, his eyes. They never lied. Sneaking glimpses across the room, watching your every move. He wanted you to give in, to tell him why you left. Help him understand how someone so close could betray his trust, his loyalty, his love. Jungkook didn’t hate you, wouldn’t let anyone get too close, but he was hurt. You could see it in his eyes. The same eyes that onces sparkled under the shimmering lights of the night sky when you shared your first kiss.

Dipping your feet into the pool you wanted to test the water before running through the new drill your coach crafted for the upcoming swim meet. To put it lightly, it was freezing. Goosebumps all over your skin, nipples cut through glass type of freezing. You would think a school with such a budget could afford a heated pool but beggars can’t be choosers. So, you tucked your hair under the swim camp and started on some stretches. 

“One … two … three …” you breathed out, counting the reps before glancing up at the flickering lights. School ended about an hour ago, so the place was pretty empty except for the janitors and a few teachers who stayed back to work on some grading. There was no practice today, but you had a spare key to the pool, so it was just you and the water. 

“Hello?” you called out, covering yourself with the towel. No response. 

“Sorry, this is a closed practice,” you shouted out again, hearing footsteps coming from the changing rooms. 

“Hel-” 

The lights went out. Goosebumps covered your skin, heart beat through the roof. Now what? 

“This isn't funny. Turn the lights back on!”

No one answered, but the footsteps inched closer. You could sense that they were near but it was too dark to make out a figure. Then, he chuckled. Subtle but devious chuckle. Like it was all premeditated. 

“Where is it?” a voice echoed, bouncing off the four walls. It was familiar. 

“Jungkook? Is that you?” you gasped, looking over your shoulder, hands trembling in fear.  

“Where is it, y/n?” his tone was firm. 

“Where's what?” 

“Don't act dumb, love,” he sneered, hands hovering over your waist making you flinch at the sudden feeling. The smell of his vanilla musk lingered in the air as you matched each other’s breathing, skin to skin. 

“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” you whispered, chest heaving up from the tension. 

“Where’s my baby?” he rasped against your ear pushing your frail body into the water as his hold around your waist tightened. Eyes squeezed shut, you began to kick him off of you. But he was stronger, assertive, more needy. Gasping for air you felt the water seep into your lungs, nails digging into his skin as a warning to bring you back to the surface.  

However, once you were up, he would have more questions. Questions you didn’t have the heart to answer. But, Jungkook deserved to know the truth, even if it hurt. Because, deep down, your father’s abuse wasn’t the only reason you left. 

You didn’t remember much of that night thanks to the five whiskey shots that pulsed through your veins. Intoxicated your system till you became numb. Unaware of the dangers around you and vulnerable to those with bad intentions. Until it was too late. 

“Stop … please …” you whimpered, flinching at the feeling of his tongue on your breast. Parted lips leaving a trail of wet kisses down your stomach, wrists red from his tight hold as your arms stayed pinned over your head. But your cries for help were as worthless as the consent he never got. 

Until the door slammed open and Jungkook’s irate gaze saw your lifeless body buried under the weight of another man. No amount of restraint could hold him back. He was flammed with rage. 

“Y/n!” Jungkook growled, pushing the guy onto the floor as blood covered his fist. And, as the four walls caved in, your world fell apart. 

But, you could barely open your eyes, let alone get up. Too ashamed to move anyways and the migraine only made it worse. Searching for your top your heart ached with pain once you saw Jungkook’s hollow orbs swelled with tears as he wiped the blood off his face. He looked defeated, almost as unconscious as the man on the floor. Stepping over the body with one hand on his side he whimpered, biting down the pain in his ribs before covering you with his jacket. 

“We have to go.” he muttered, picking you up bridal style. 

“Koo, we can’t just leave him,” you yelled out, worried gaze searching his pale face. 

“It’s nothing fatal, he’ll be fine,” Jungkook scoffed, feeling the tightness in his throat as he glanced down at your saddened eyes.

Tension consumed the air. It was suffocating. 

“Jungkook, please slow down.” you exclaimed, tightening your hold on the seatbelt. And, although his glare was focused on the road, he couldn’t hear you. Too occupied by the burning pit in his stomach. It didn’t take long until the dashboard flashed warning signals as his speed reached 200 km/h. You were virtually flying. Yet, there was no end to his high. 

Reaching for his cold hand you tried to snap him out of it before the car suddenly stopped. 

“Oh, shit!” Jungkook yelled out, protecting you from the impact, as your body swung forward. 

Eyes squeezed shut, your hands trembled in fear. He hit someone. You hit someone. Fidgeting with your seatbelt you desperately tried to get out and help the crouched man on the ground. He wasn’t bleeding but his skin looked burnt. 

“Y/n!” Jungkook jerked you back, tightening his hold on your arm as he pressed on the pedal. 

“What are you doing? We have to go back!” you yelled with a furrowed gaze. 

“Jungkook!” you threw a few hits at his chest, reaching for the steering wheel as the car swerved along the bumpy road. 

“Enough!”

You couldn’t recognize him. He never raised his voice at you. Barely ever argued. But, now, Jungkook felt so distant. So cold. 

“Fine.” you whispered, digging your nails into your palms. It felt like a nightmare that you couldn’t wake up from. Stuck in a maze of despair, robbed of peace and the possibility that it was all in your head. That none of it was real. 

But it was. And, it would only get worse. 

Unlocking his front door, Jungkook stepped aside, letting you go first, hesitant with his touch. Furrowed gaze fixated on the ground, his head hung low, heavy with thoughts. Tucking onto the ankle straps of your heels you hissed out of frustration, vision blurring in and out of focus. 

“I can do it myself.” you scoffed, as he bent down to help. You didn’t mean to sound rude but there’s only so much one can endure before the sun sets. It was exhausting. 

“I know you can but let me,” he muttered softly.

And, for a moment there was silence. No words were exchanged. No one knew what to say. Feared that something else would go wrong. But your eyes, they were screaming. 

“Koo?” you whispered, caressing his cheek as he inched closer, burying his face into the warmth of your palm. 

“Y/n, I’m so sorry,” Jungkook blurted, gripping your dress. 

You weren’t his first love but you were his first love. And, he promised to always keep you safe, fight for the beating of your heart until the air was stripped away from his lungs. But, he failed. 

“I’m sorry for letting you get hurt” his voice was quiet, shaky. Glossy eyes looking up at your trembling lips. 

“Baby, you saved me.” you exclaimed softly, pulling him into your embrace, feeling the tension in his body slowly dissipate. 

“Nothing happened, right?” he whispered into your skin. 

“Nothing,” you said hushly. 

“Promise?” 

“Promise.” 

To be honest, you didn’t remember what happened. Only the scars remained witness, your body painted like a canvas with purple hues of abuse. But, nothing happened, right? 

“How do you know about the baby?” you questioned with an arched brow, trying your best to stay afloat as Jungkook inched closer. 

“Oh, y/n, you always underestimated the power of a small town. News here spreads faster than wildfire.” he grinned, resting his hands on your waist before your back hit the concrete. 

That night, when you layed on his chest and listened to his heartbeat, the puzzle pieces began to come together. Something did happen. Something that didn’t belong to Jungkook. You were raped and on very thin ice with your father who was ready to kick you out of the house if you didn’t oblige his threats. The ones that entailed getting rid of the baby, and clearing up the family name. But, you couldn’t bear to lose someone so close, so innocent. 

So, you didn’t. You hid the pregnancy from everyone. Of course, your mom knew but you didn’t want to risk getting her into trouble with your father, whose behaviour worsened with each fight. Completely unhinged, he couldn’t be stopped.

But, when he slammed you against the kitchen cabinet while you stood in front of your mother’s trembling body you finally felt it. The striking pain in your abdomen that travelled up your pelvis and into your back. The pooling of blood that rolled down your leg, marking your clothes with the loss of your baby. And every day since then, you wondered. Wondered what life would feel like without the constant longing to be whole again. 

“And, hey, thanks for this,” Jungkook teased with a sly wink, parading the dove necklace Mr. Kim gifted you for your graduation. 

“Give it back Jungkook, this isn’t funny.” you snapped, reaching for his hand before his hold on your waist tightened, pulling you in. 

“You stole something from me, now it’s my turn,” he rasped against your ear, nibbling on the soft skin. Inches apart, his heavy gaze flickered down to your lips. 

“Hmm, I haven’t swam in a while but I think I can make the team, right captain?” Jungkook glanced up, searching your furrowed expression. 

Unfortunately, he did make the team. If you couldn’t tell already, he was a crowd favourite. Always managed to get what he wanted, even with minimal effort. Simply put, life just seemed to work out for Jungkook. 

So, when the team went on to win the Nationals your coach decided to splurge and take everyone out for the weekend. Nothing special. Just a trip to the next town over. He rented a bus, but if you had a ride you could just meet everyone there. Sadly, both your mom and Mr. Kim were busy with work and Taehyung closed the door on you when you asked, so that seemed like a hard pass.

“Damn, Mr. Lim couldn't wait till sunrise?” your friend teased as the two of you waited by the school entrance. It was just shy of 7 am, but the sky was grey and foggy. 

“That's what I'm saying. I couldn't even sleep yesterday,” you scoffed, feeling the puffiness around your eyes. Something about the little getaway fueled your nervous system to stay alert the whole night. Was it excitement? Fear?Anxiousness? Only time will tell. 

“It's fine, in about 5 minutes we should already be hitting the road. And, hey, I brought the book you asked for,” she exclaimed, digging through her bag. 

“Nice! Fair warning though, I will be taking my beauty slumber as soon as we get on or else I might just die,” the two of you chuckled before collecting your stuff noticing the bus turn into the school parking lot. 

Heading up the stairs you were welcomed by an older gentleman. 

“Hel-” his words were cut off by the shouting outside. 

“Y/n!” 

“Sorry, could you excuse me for a second?” you giggled awkwardly, turning back to see who was making all that noise.

“Y/n, get in. I'll drive.” Jungkook urged with no hesitation, patting the passenger seat. 

“That's not necessary,” you scoffed, arms crossed over your chest. 

“That wasn't a question.” a sly grin covered his face. 

Parking his Mercedes in front of the bus, you looked back at the old man who was busy checking in the other students to notice Jungkook’s stubborn act. Well, shit. 

“Fine.” you muttered, ushering him to open the trunk.

As promised, you fell asleep almost immediately, suppressing the daunting feeling inside your chest. Jungkook didn’t mind, and kept as quiet as possible, reclining your seat before covering you with his jacket. It was better that the two of you didn’t speak. This gave him the perfect opportunity to look at you without being threatened. 

The drive was supposedly only 4 hours, but the rain lengthened the process. 

“Hhmm?” you flinched from the sound of hail hitting the glass window. 

“Sleep well?” Jungkook whispered, glancing at your drowsy eyes. 

“Yeah,” you muttered, stretching your back. 

“Are you hungry? We will have to stop at a motel, it’s too dangerous to drive.” 

“Alright. Let me just text Yuri then,” you said, unzipping your bag. 

“No need, I already let Mr. Lim know,” he winked, pulling into the parking lot. 

Mother Nature was pissed and decided to take it out on all of us. So, it wasn’t long until the two of you were drenched from head to toe. 

“Quickly, let’s go!” Jungkook exclaimed, grabbing your hand before locking the car. 

The place wasn’t brand new, per se, but it served its purpose. As soon as you walked in, you were welcomed by what could only be described as a parade of taxidermy deer heads mounted onto the wall with a complimentary coffee station by the corner. 

“I'll be right with you!” a female voice echoed from the back room. 

Glancing at the water dripping down your face Jungkook chuckled, pulling you in to wipe the excess with his sleeve. 

“You okay?” he hummed, levelling his head until your eyes met. 

“Cold,” you muttered, nibbling on your lip before turning him back towards the front desk. 

“Right, so sorry for the wait. What can I do for you, dear?” an older woman exclaimed with a soft smile. 

“Oh, no worries at all! We’re just looking for a room for the night,” Jungkook explained, pulling out his wallet. 

“Of course! Are you two a couple by any chance?” she giggled, dimples popping out on both cheeks as your mouth dropped. 

“Oh, n-” you scoffed before his glare pierced through you. 

“Shhh, let her finish, love,” 

“Well, it’s just that Saturdays are usually our couple specials. You get a 30% discount!” she clapped, admiring what you assumed she thought to be the epitome of young love standing in front of her. 

“Lucky us, then,” Jungkook clapped as well, inching your stiff body closer to make it more believable.

“Go us!” you smiled awkwardly, patting his chest before whispering something in his ear. Don’t get too excited. 

Placing a gentle peck on your forehead he grabbed the bags, following the sweet lady towards your room. 

“Alrighty, here it is! If you need anything I’m just a call away.” 

“Thank you!” the two of you said in unison, unlocking the door. 

One bed. 

“So, how is it?” Jungkook asked, laying out his jacket on the cabinet to dry. 

“You’re sleeping on the floor.” a teasing chuckle escaped your parted lips. 

“The rain will stop soon. I doubt we’ll even need the bed,” he said, running his fingers through his hair. 

“What? We wasted all that money for nothing?”  

“Well, first of all, I paid. And, we got a discount, remember?” 

“I'm sorry. I'll pay you back,” your gaze lowered from the sudden guilt, fingers fidgeting with your rings. 

“Are you kidding? I would pay triple to spend more time with you,” his tone was genuine, pupils dilated at your timid state. 

“Jungkook,” you whispered. 

“If only you knew how much I missed it,” he tilted his head back on the wall, nibbling on his lip ring. 

“What?” 

“Hearing you say my name,”

“I thought we hated each other,” you muttered, folding your hands over your chest.

“You did. I just loved the thrill of it,” 

You would be lying if you said that you didn’t miss it too. In hindsight, your feelings were always suppressed but obvious to the naked eye. To his eyes. However, just because you miss something, doesn’t mean you have to go back. Sometimes, the door is better off closed. Hidden deep in your subconscious mind, buried under a pile of broken promises. 

“I’m going to shower.” you blurted in a hurry, walking past him to avoid the thoughts running through your head. 

The water was cold no matter which way the faucet turned, so you had to be quick unless catching hypothermia was on the list of things Mr. Lim wanted you to experience over this trip. If so, then you were ahead of the game. 

Wrapping yourself with a towel you washed off your makeup, combing your hair with a detangling brush before getting startled by the swinging of the door, hitting your side. 

“Hey! I wasn’t done.” 

“Sorry, it’s cold,” Jungkook whined, welcoming himself in. 

“Did you try putting on a shirt?” you scoffed, eyeing his naked chest before his furrowed gaze caught you red-handed. 

“It’s wet, smartass. And, I didn’t want to put new clothes on before showering.” 

“Well, go stand over there and face the wall,”

“Are you shy?” he teased, leaning on the counter. 

“Well, I’m not comfortable.” you hissed, tightening the fabric around your body. 

“I’ve seen you naked plenty of times, y/n,” Jungkook grinned, eyes squeezed shut as if reminiscing the good old days. 

“You don’t have to remind me. I'll be taking that sin to the grave,” 

But it was too late. Lips inches apart, your chest heaved up from the intensity of his heavy gaze, eyeing your form from top to bottom. Tilting your chin with his fingers, he leaned closer. 

“We can’t,” you blurted, hands hovering over his chest. 

“No?” he glanced at your scattering eyes, pressing your palm against his burning skin. 

“What about Soojin?” 

“What about her?” 

“Seems like you guys were hitting it off pretty well,” you hissed, looking past his glare. 

“Meh … not my type,” Jungkook scoffed, eyes flickering down your lips.

“Oh, really?” 

“Why? Was y/n jealous?” he said with a sly grin, tracing his fingers up your thigh. 

“Soojin, is not your type? Ha! Hard to believe when she was all over you a few days ago.” your tone was low, annoyed at the whole thing. You were jealous. Fine. Whatever. Moving right along. 

“Hmm, is that so? Then what does that say about us? If I leave a trail of kisses down your neck, does that mean you're my type?” he whispered in your ear, pulling your body onto the counter before finding himself between your legs. 

“I'm not your type,” you chuckled, ignoring the obvious tension. 

“I could've been a dad by now and you're questioning if you're my type? Really?” Jungkook teased, resting his forehead on yours.  

“Jungkook, the baby wasn’t yours.” you said firmly, palms holding his face to make sure he was paying attention. 

“But, it was yours. And, what’s yours is mine. Isn’t that right?” he winked, fingers intertwined with yours. Then it happened. The long-awaited kiss. And, although you knew this wasn’t the best of your decisions, you didn’t mind revisiting this door, at least for the time being.

Until that night. The night in the forest. When a locked door was the only thing separating you and Jungkook. 

“Call him. Let's see if he actually cares,” you could see the grin smear across the man’s masked face, as your blood-shot eyes swelled with tears. 

Hands tied behind your back, you watched him press the call button, turning the phone towards you before resting his knife right under your chin. 

“Jungkook!” you cried out with a shaky voice.

Ring Ring 

“Oh, shit, where’s my phone,” Jungkook exclaimed, patting his pockets before reaching for the glove compartment. 

“What the fuck?”

His eyes widened. It was you. Rather, snapshots of you. One’s that he had no recollection of taking. But, they looked strange. As if you also weren’t aware of them being captured. 

Call from 647-568-0349. Call from y/n-ie❤️ 

An automated voice broadcasted through the speaker system set up in his garage.

“Y/n?” Jungkook yelled out, bolting towards the locked door. 

“Jungkook … please …” you whimpered, feeling the tip of the knife poke into your skin as your chest heaved up.   

“What the fuck? Why won’t it open?” Jungkook growled, fidgeting with the knob before banging on the wooden door. But, no one was home. 

“Please … please … pick up.”

Running back into his car, he turned on the engine, scattering eyes looking back at the empty driveway until the garage door began closing on its own. 

And within seconds, he was trapped. No way in or out. But, the engine was still on, running inside the confined space. Gaseous fumes slowly intoxicating the air he was forced to breathe. 

“Fucking hell.” Jungkook coughed, covering his mouth with the sleeve of his hoodie. 

“Please …” you kept trying, hoping to hear his sweet voice on the other line. Completely naive to the carbon monoxide that was now spreading through his lungs. 

“Help!” he cried out, feeling the tightness in his throat. 

“Jungk-” you gasped, widened eyes glaring back at the masked man. 

“Tsk … what a shame.” he sneered, ending the call abruptly before piercing through the phone.

“Oh, angel, it’s okay. We can wait if you wish. Hopefully, his lungs don’t collapse,” he rasped against your hair, cold touch sending shivers down your back as you felt your heart sink.