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Change of Heart ( Taehyungx OC)

Pairing : Taehyung x OC Werewolf AU!!

Genre : Romance, Explicit Content.

Warnings : None. ( Some mild violence but mostly off screen ) werewolf sex, ruts, knotting etc

Chapter 1 / Chapter 2 / Chapter 3/ Chapter 4

[ Summary :

Times are changing.

After years of being oppressed, werewolves are taking a stand against humans , demanding equal rights and fair treatment. Heading the movement is Kim Taehyung, the breathtaking heir to the Kim fortune and one of the few remaining Alpha werewolves in the country. His disdain for the human race is well known and well warranted. They killed his family after all…..

He wants to change the world , to put humans in their place but when his five year old daughter takes a shine to their very human neighbor , maybe he has to start with a change of heart , first.  ]

Chapter 5

I found myself breathing through my nose, woozy and incoherent as the doctor fussed over me. 

“This is looking pretty damn bad, Dr. Jeon...” He was muttering while Jungkook sat next to me gripping my hands. My throat went dry at the words, fear making my heart jackrabbit against my ribs. 

“The bullet’s hit pretty close to artery near the clavicle, she’s lost a whole lot of blood. “

“Seo Joon’s going to prison for this... “ Jungkook swore, stroking my palm as I tried to stay conscious. 

“Tell me I don’t have to stay in the hospital for a long time...” I begged, desperate. 

Jungkook rolled his eyes. 

“You got shot... It’s not a playground scrape, Mirae....” Jungkook sounded exhausted. 

I nodded.

“ Whats going on with my father? Seo Joon was pissed off about something with my father....” I said, remembering the reason the wolf had been so pissed in the first place. 

“We’ll talk about this later- You need to rest and-”

“Just tell me damn it!!” 

Jungkook sighed.

“Your father got called out for trying to sabotage the vaccine drive going on on the island and he played the whole, ‘ why would I sabotage something my daughter helped make...’ card on TV. It’s had an effect....” 

I swallowed.

“What do you mean by effect?”

Jungkook looked a little angry now. 

“Can’t we talk about this tomorrow...you’re bleeding and hurt ...you need to fucking rest...”

“What’s going on...?” I demanded. 

“The weres don’t want the vaccine anymore. They think...well they think you may have tampered with it....” He looked uncomfortable and I couldn’t comprehend what I’d just heard. 

I stared at him, my jaw going slack in shock. 

“I’m not.... I have nothing to do with the vaccine...that is so far above my paygrade..I’m a lab tech..... what even-” I was too outraged to even think clearly. 

“People don’t know that, Rae. All they know is that they have always associated your father with bringing harm to the were community and somehow his daughter is here working on something that has the potential to both hurt and heal.....”

I bit my lips.

“He’s not even my real father.” I choked out. 

Jungkook looked surprised at that. 

“What?”

“It’s true. He adopted me because he raped my mom and she fucking killed herself over it. I was eight years old at the time and the bastard did not want any loose ends...” The words came out , bitter and edged with anger but it was an old hurt. An old rage that had long faded into a blunt sort of ache. I had been so young. Too young to fully comprehend 

Jungkook looked completely stunned.

“Fuck, I’m so sorry....”

“He wanted me to marry one of his anti-were associates . That's literally all he raised me for. When I refused , he cut me off completely. I’ve literally been on my own for years now and my job is the only thing keeping me from dying on the  streets....”

I hissed when the nurse touched my shoulder , the physical agony of my shoulder somehow intensifying as the nurse moved to finish dressing the wound. I would have to wear a sling next but I couldn’t even fathom moving,   let alone sitting up for that ordeal. 

The nurse gave me a slight smile.

“Your ribs are bruised again , this time its going to take longer to heal because one of them actually has a hair line fracture.” 

Great. That explained the woozy breathlessness. 

“It doesn’t hurt much...” I said confused.

“That’s because you’re on enough drugs to fell a horse...I’m actually surprised you’re still conscious.” Jungkook shook his head. 

“It’s just the adrenaline...that and the fear of being fired.” I muttered. 

Jungkook laughed a little at that.

“Don’t worry about anything. Just rest for a while and we’ll talk tomorrow , yeah?”

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I woke up to fingers in my hair, soft and gentle. 

My eyes fluttered open and I felt my breath catch when I saw who it was.

“Yuggie ??” I croaked out, my brother’s face coming into focus as I blinked back exhaustion.

“Welcome to the land of the living...” He said softly, keeping his fingers on my hair, stroking the strands back gently.

“What..... how did you get here so soon?” I whispered.

“You’ve been out for forty hours, baby....” He laughed a little and I blinked, 

“I....I got hurt.” I whispered bleakly. My shoulder was still throbbing and the pain in my rib was now a bit more prominent. I took a deep shuddering breath. 

“I’m glad you’re here.... “ I whispered, lifting shaky hands to hold his face. 

“Dad called me. He wants you to come back home.” 

I felt my entire body going cold, hands going clammy at once. 

“That’s not going to happen.” I said sharply and Yugyeom looked worried.

“He’s really upset , Rae. Kim Taehyung winning the election was not a part of his plan and he’s desperate to try and cover his ass before he gets carted off to prison.” 

I blinked at that.

“what do you mean by prison?” 

“We can’t talk about this here. He’s not allowed on the island. None of his cohorts are. So he’s been trying to get you transferred to a hospital in Seoul. Jeongguk was the one who called me. They’re holding off on the transfer but ....you know how dad gets.” 

I felt my head pound . 

“What does he want me for?” I whispered in disbelief. 

“I’m not sure. But I think you should at least go see him and find out what it is that he wants.”

I shook my head .

“I’m not going anywhere near him, I’m-”

The door swung open and I found myself jerking in surprise, the movement jostling my ribs and making me wince. I felt my eyes widen when I saw who it was, fingers scrambling to grab Yugyeom . 

“Dad...” He whispered, sounding terrified and I felt that familiar jolt of sickening fear . 

“There she is.... my precious little one.” My father’s eyes held no emotion as he stared at me, lips curled in a perfect smile. He looked so much like a good guy that it was nauseating. 

I took a deep shuddering breath. 

“the management here is terrible. I had to petition the fucking courts to get a permit to visit my own daughter.” He shook his head as he made his way over and I lurched away instinctively. 

“I’m taking you home now. Bout time you came back to me.” He smiled, chillingly and I shook my head. 

“No...thats not going to happen. I’m an adult, you cannot force me to...” 

“You are my daughter. And you will be my daughter till you live. Cha Eun woo is still single. He’s looking for a wife and you were promised to him a long, long time ago. “ 

“Dad.... she’s fucking hurt...she got shot like three days ago can you not do this right now...” Yugyeon had stood up, reaching out to actually shove my father away and he looked surprised for a second. 

He gave Yugyeom a glare but my brother didn’t back down, towering over my father easily. 

“Forgive me. I didn’t mean to sound insensitive but it just worries me that my only daughter is choosing to stay in an island full of beasts and getting mauled quite often . Isn’t this the second time you got attacked in that same cabin, by wolves?” 

“that doesn’t mean you can just offer me as a gift to one of your buddies.” I hissed. 

“He’s one of the richest men in Seoul....you should be on your knees thanking me for letting you so much as breathe near him.”

“Isn’t he a werewolf?” Yugyeom frowned in confusion. 

My father shrugged.

“I’ve since learned that your sister has a preference for them. Well if she’s going to spread her legs for an animal, better an animal I happen to hold the leash to....” He stared down at me with calculated cruelty. 

The crude words made nausea rise up in my throat and I almost dry heaved. 

“You’re not pimping me out to serve your own selfish purposes.” I shook my head. 

“He’s here. Outside. He’s going to stay here and he’s going to bring you back to his apartment in Seoul and you’re going to stay there with him. End of discussion. Yeom, I want you to come back to Seoul with me now. “

Yugyeom looked torn as he stared at me and I bit my lips. Yugyeom was still a kid, still in college. He couldn’t afford to antagonize my father.

“I’ll be fine. Go ahead.” I smiled. 

“I’ll send Eun Woo in.... “ My father nodded at me and then sighed. “ contrary to what you think, I don’t want you to hurt. I’m offering you a good life. Marry the fellow and spend your days lounging around in luxury. Thats hardly a punishment now, is it?” 

I turned my head away in disgust. 

Less than two minutes after he left, I felt a hand on my arm and I jolted.

“Mi Rae ssi.... I’m Eun Woo.” 

I glared at the man in front of me, barely looking at him. 

“I have no interest in being your wife.”

He looked bored at my outburst.

“I have no interest in indulging your  interests.  Your father is paying me handsomely to take you off his hands and that's all I’m doing. If you happen to be good at taking my knot, that's just gonna be a pleasurable bonus?” He pressed a thumb to my lips, stroking the skin in an almost gentle caress.  . 

A knock on the door made him pull away and I glanced up, relief flooding me when I saw it was Jungkook. 

“She’s going to have to rest now, Mr. Cha. Her father told me that he’s arranging her transfer to Seoul but that's going to have to wait for tomorrow at least. “ He was staring at the beta with narrowed eyes and Eun Woo bowed lightly. 

He shot me one leering glance before walking out casually.

“So...fiancee huh? You’ve been holding out on me...” Jungkook whispered thoughtfully and I flinched.

“Didn’t know he existed till five minutes ago..” I muttered. 

“Are you in trouble, Rae?” Jungkook looked worried and I hesitated, before shaking my head. 

“I’ll be fine. I can handle him. I just hate the thought of having to leave the preserve... even if its temporary. But I don’t want to annoy my dad right now... He’s... He can be irrational and i don’t want him to take it out on the Preserve and do something harmful to the research program itself , just to be petty.”

It was exactly the kind of thing he would do, too. My shoulder still had a lot of healing to do and it was unlikely that Cha Eun Woo would actually hurt me , at least till i got better. My dad, for all his anger was still rabidly protective of what he considered his. And i was definitely high on that list. 

“So you’re going then?” 

I caught the hint of disappointment in Jungkook’s tone.

“Aww....is my poor Jungkookie gonna miss me? If I weren’t sporting a broken rib and a messed up shoulder, I’d definitely, at least give you a handjob…” I waggled my eyebrows. 

Predictably, his eyes went wide , lips tinged fire engine red in a second. 

“Wha- Shut the fuck up, noona” He whined and I laughed. 

And then I sobered up when he sat next to me, linking his fingers with mine .

“I’m serious, Jungkook. I’m gonna be just fine. My dad’s upto something. If I stick close, I can at least figure out what he’s planning. I don’t want him to hurt you guys.” 

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“Right little firecracker his daughter is. So fucking pretty and man, those lips. I’d like to take a drink from that....” Cha Eun Woo gripped the shot glass hard, throwing back the whiskey with practiced ease. 

Taehyung struggled to keep his features neutral. 

“ Yoon Jae hyun’s daughter? From the preserve?” He had meant to sound casual but he sounded like he was being strangled. 

Eun Woo hummed.

“ Yeah....Her name is... Mirin....no wait ? Lirae? Mirae? ….. whatever. Poor thing. Apparently she has a tendency to get mauled by wolves too often. She was in bad shape when i saw her. “ 

Taehyung felt his heart lurch at that. He had wanted nothing more than to sink his jaws into Seo Joon’s throat, when he’d heard what had happened. If it weren’t for his abysmally packed schedule he would have rushed there as soon as he could. 

 As it was he had talked to a few of his acquaintances who were in prison. Seo Joon was going to go to prison and he wasn’t going to be coming out alive. 

“So, she just.,...agreed to marry you then?” 

“Not like she had a choice. The old man is going senile. Dude really thinks he stands a chance with his whole Reform Camps proposition. Wants to put weres in concentration camps.... What the fuck, are we in the middle ages..? He also thinks that betas are naturally resentful of Alphas or some shit. Kept feeding me crap about how you alphas want to subjugate the rest of us. Of course the fucker’s feeding into my Hotels and resorts so i just nodded along and agreed to his shit. Next thing I know he’s offering me his daughter in return to me being an ally in his campaign.. Figured I’d agree. See if i could get some inside dirt on him. I know you’ve been trying to bring him down for years, Tae...” Eun Woo gave him a reassuring smile. 

Taehyung felt a jolt of pride for the beta. Cha Eun woo had been a close friend of his from childhood and he knew he would never betray their kind. He had worked hard to earn his position as one of the biggest tech moguls in the country and he stayed true to his roots. Taehyung liked Eun Woo.

Admired him even....

But the idea of him touching Mirae.....

His claws nearly popped out at the mere thought of it. 

“And well if I get to fuck a nice little human bitch in the process, so be it right Taeh- Fuck!! “ Eun Woo jumped when Taehyung’s claw popped right out, shattering the beer mug in his hand and spraying both of them with the frothy liquid.

“Fuck...” Taehyung groaned and to his utter horror his fangs had dropped as well, his words slurring around the lengthened canines and he felt embarrassment flood his face. . When was the last time he’d popped a fanger in the middle of a fucking conversation....not since he’d been through puberty.

“Uh...you okay, pal?” Eun Woo looked worried now, beta eyes flashing green as he stared at him and Taehyung waved him off. 

“Be uh... Be careful with the daughter.” He muttered , trying to sound nonchalant. 

Eun Woo just waved him off. 

“Whatever , I know the type Tae. Likes a good, feral fuck from a wolf that knows how to give it to her good, you know?. Could smell her all over the alpha doctor who works there... Jungkook was it? Yeah... Girl gets around a lot, i could tell. And you can just tell that she’s going to be so fucking tight when you knot her you know, i mean human bitches always are but those hips just look like they-” Eun Woo stopped, stunned when Taehyung suddenly shoved the table away from him, hard. The older gripped the table and stood up on shaky limbs. 

“ I need to get going...” Taehyung fought the urge to shift, his wolf warring inside him, snarling at him to shift and leap across the table and devour the man across from them. To lock his fangs on the beta’s throat and rip his jugular out. 

 He’s threatening our mate...... He’s talking about what is ours....

The voice in his head was so clear and concise that he nearly blacked out at the very force of it. 

Eun Woo was saying something behind him but Taehyung was moving swiftly , stumbling to the bar where Jimin was taking one of the shifts.

“I need to go home...” Taehyung choked out. “ Call....fuck... Call my chauffeur.” 

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“Pre rut symptoms....are you fucking serious...?” Taehyung growled at the doctor taking his vitals. the man, long used to Taehyung’s intimidatingly deep voice, merely hummed. The man had been one of his father’s dearest friends. And one of Taehyung’s most trusted confidantes. 

“You’re body believes you mate is around. A mate you haven’t yet claimed. It’s reacting to it.” 

Next to him Ji hyun was looking disturbingly excited.

“It’s not you.” Taehyung snapped at the tall woman who recoiled in shock. Taehyung felt momentarily bad but the truth was he had been trying to break up with Ji hyun for a month now. The model was just so shamelessly clingy it was getting to him. and he most certainly did not want her around if he was going into rut. 

What he wanted was a luscious, chestnut-haired human with ebony eyes and a scent like heaven. 

Fuck... he was burning up and his skin felt like it was stretched thin. 

“You need to leave Ji hyun. I want to talk to the doctor alone.” He demanded and the were bowed, moving out of the room quickly. Taehyung turned back to the doctor. 

“So what do I do?” He demanded. “ I don’t.... my mate died two years ago. “

The doctor sighed.

“She was not your mate. I told you that already. She tricked you. She was wearing your mate’s scent but it wasn’t hers...” The doctor shook his head. 

Taehyung growled. 

“I fucking know that..... And I’m gonna fucking bury Yoon Jae hyun into the ground for what he did to me..... But I need to have my senses about me if I want to do that...Him and his entire drug cartel is coming down.....But. That's not gonna happen if i go into fucking rut  now.. so close to me taking over office. So tell me how to fix this. “ 

“Who is the girl?” The doctor said casually. 

“What?”

“the girl who smells like your wife. Like your mate. Who is she?”

Taehyung sighed. 

“Its Yoon Jae hyun’s daughter.” He muttered. 

Dr. Lee’s eyebrows shot straight up to his hairline. 

“Oh no... do you think he .... again?” 

Taehyung shook his head. He had distanced himself entirely from Mirae just to make sure he wasn’t being pulled into another fucking trap. But so far , from what he learned, the drug did not work on humans. There was no way a human’s scent could be manipulated to fool his wolf.

And that meant that it wasn’t a trap at all. 

His wolf really did find a mate in a fucking human of all things. 

God, he couldn’t believe the sheer irony of this. 

“it doesn’t work on humans. It is her scent. She’s... She’s the one I want.... “ He groaned. 

The doctor chuckled.

“ You mean, she’s the one your wolf wants?” 

Taehyung frowned.

“Isn’t that what i said?” 

“No, you said she’s the one you want and it makes me wonder.....do you perhaps....care for the girl?” 

Taehyung shook his head swiftly.

“I barely know her...she...she used to look after Luna. “ He finished. 

“Luna...? Interesting. “ The man’s words carried a hint of amusement and Taehyung felt his hackles rise. 

“ What does that tone mean?” 

“I’m just saying.... You don’t let people watch Luna that easily. You’re fiercely protective of your daughter. If you let this girl watch her, you must trust her at least.” 

Taehyung sighed. 

“I.. of course i trust her …. she’s a good girl.  A good....person...” 

“ I would suggest spending your rut with her. Claiming her if she’s interested. With you being you, I doubt she’s going to refuse.” The older man’s eyes fairly twinkled, 

“I’m not knotting her when I’m on my fucking rut …” He snapped. “ I’ll likely break her in two. “ 

The doctor chuckled. 

“It wouldn’t be a very pleasant experience for her, yes. But ….there's no reason why you can’t make it enjoyable for her. “ His tone turned gentle and more serious. “ Listen to me Taehyung-ah...… There is a reason wolves mate for life. We are not meant to be alone. If your wolf has found a mate, he’s not going to let you function till you claim her. That's just the way our body’s are built. You need to talk to her. Make some sort of arrangement. You have three weeks at the most before your rut hits and trust me you don’t want to be alone when that happens. “ 

Taehyung felt his insides churn at the prospect. 

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“No fucking shit.... You couldn’t have just told me that instead of letting me mouth off about her like that ? “ Eun Woo groaned , watching Taehyung with guilty eyes. 

Taehyung brushed him off. 

“It’s fine. I just.... can you just...keep her at your place till she gets better. I’m ...not in a good headspace right now and i don’t want to hurt her. she needs to recover.”

Eun Woo nodded.

“The doctor says three weeks and she’ll be fine. I’m a bit busy myself so I’ll just arrange for her brother to pick her up. Her dad’s busy meeting some suppliers. I sent the details to your men.... Did they get it?” 

Taehyung nodded. 

“The guy’s a bigger idiot than i thought. He’s actually met a few of these dealers himself. We just need one of them to ID him and he’s going to get locked up for life.” 

Eun Woo nodded.

“Everything by the book, Tae. We stick to the laws....no  bloodshed without cause and no one gets hurt. He likes to hide behind the fucking law when he’s trying to destroy our entire species , we’re gonna use that same ;law to rail him to the ground .” 

Taehyung grinned. 

“ Not just on the ground, Eun Woo. I’m gonna be putting him six feet under.” 

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The recovery from my shoulder was surprisingly easy compared to the bruise on my ribs. Movement was difficult and it definitely hurt but my pain threshold had definitely gone up. It helped that Cha Eun Woo had stayed away from me and Yugyeom was on a three week break . We crashed out at his apartment and It was like being a kid again. 

We spent the days lounging by the indoor pool or playing video games. Yugyeom was a great cook and he liked cooking. 

Two and a half weeks after I had moved in, I was finally out of the sling. The physiotherapist visited me at the apartment and after making me move my hands well, she gave the go ahead to start my normal routine ahead. 

“I still want you to take it easy. Your ribs are healed and so is your shoulder but no roughhousing.... I’m only saying that because i know how it is i when siblings live together.” She smiled and I laughed, nodding. 

“I’ll make sure she’s resting well, noona.” Yugyeom said seriously. 

I closed the door as the doctor left, smiling as I watched Yugyeom trip over my sling on the couch, when the doorbell rang again.

Surprised , I turned back tot he door.

“ Did you forget something, Unnie-?” I froze in shock. 

Kim Taehyung stood leaning against the wall, looking like he had run all the way from his home across the city. 

“Taehyung-ssi?” I stammered out, taking in the untucked shirt, sweat drenched hair and flashing red eyes .

“I’m.... I fucked up.” He whispered, eyes fluttering shut. It took me a second to realize that he was falling and instinct made throw myself under him, holding my hands out to catch him. 

Pain shot straight up my shoulder as it took the entire brunt of his weight. The pain only lasted a second though, because Yugyeom was shoving me out of the way and grabbing the taller alpha by the waist.

“Holy shit....is this Kim Taehyung?” He looked awestruck as he stared at him and I felt my heart race. Taehyung seemed conscious but his breathing was raspy. 

I pressed my palm against his cheek and his eyes fluttered open .

“I’m... I need you.” Taehyung growled right at me. 

Yugyeom froze next to me and I felt my throat go dry. 

“I... sorry?” I squeaked out. 

“You...need you....under me... fuck...” 

“What the fuck, Rae?” Yugyeom hissed , face turning red as he tried to maneuver the alpha werewolf to the couch . 

I stayed frozen, having no idea what the fuck was going on.

Taehyung scrambled to a sitting position on the couch, gripping the cusions and he was paniting, his eyes wild as he stared right at me. 

“Mine.” His voice was ten times deeper than usual, fairly vibrating with power and Yugyeom went completely still. He was shaking as he reached for me, the terror evident in his face. 

“Oh, shit... Rae...is he....? Fuck , is he -��� My little brother sounded terrified and I pulled him behind me. 

Taehyung’s eyes flashed red again and then they shifted to my brother. His gaze narrowed and his mouth opened. 

There was a split second when I knew exactly what was going to happen and I whirled around , grabbing Yugyeom and shoving him straight into the hallway leading to the front door.

“ YUGGIE, RUN!!!”  I screamed with all my might, and behind me Taehyung let out a vicious growl, pouncing across the room at my brother. Yugyeom managed to avoid him by a hairsbreadth and instinct made him move faster to the door but he stopped near the door looking terrified but torn. 

“ Rae...come with me,...come...” 

I stared at the alpha on the floor, my heart racing. 

Taehyung was clearly fighting against the wolf in him, trying to stay down, on his knees, fingers gripping the carpet to ground himself but the little growls that he let out told me that it was a fight he wasn’t winning. He looked up at me and there was so much pain and contrition in his gaze that I felt my heart break. 

“I’m...sorry...” Taehyung gasped out eyes fluttering shut. He was panting harder now, fingers clenched into fists around the carpet and voice ragged. i looked up at my baby brother and he looked so young and scared that I couldn’t stand it. 

“Its okay.... just go... I’ll be fine...he won’t hurt me... Just go...” I whispered desperately and Yugyeom shook his head.

“No... No... you’ve got to come with me... Rae...Noona....”

He never called me noona. I realized just how scared he was and tried to comfort him, but wary of going near him, lest Taehyung attack him again. 

“Yugyeom listen to me carefully. He’s on his rut. He’s not gonna hurt me, he just thinks I’m his mate. If you stay here he’s going to see you as a threat, so you need to leave..If I come with you he will hunt us down....I’ll be fine. I can take care of myself. You just need to go.” 

Yugyeom nodded, moving to the door and I turned back, feeling my stomach clench when Taehyung’s claws came out, tearing through our rug with ease. 

I heard the door shut behind me and I stayed perfectly still. 

Taehyung was still trembling and he finally looked up at me. Now that we were alone he was distinctly calmer. 

“I shouldn’t have come here.” He rasped out. 

I nodded. 

“So why did you?” I asked, staring at him as he stumbled to his feet. 

“You smell ....fuck you just smell like. ....like...”

“Like your wife, yes.” I muttered . “ So you want me to be stand in for your wife tonight?” 

Taehyung’s eyes shot up to stare at me. 

“My wife .... she worked for your father.” He choked out.

I straed at him, the blood running cold in my veins. 

“What?”

“Your father hired her.... to get rid of me. She... used a drug . A drug that confuses a wolf’s senses. Makes the wolf think he’s found his mate. Wolves cannot hurt or live without their mates. Its important to us.  She...She got pregnant on the night we mated and by the time I found out she was already carrying Luna and there was nothing I could do....I couldn’t...it wasn’t even a fucking bond.... I couldn’t sense her...couldn’t feel her...couldn’t muster any kind of affection for her but ... but she was carrying my baby and I just couldn’t bring myself to send her away......”

“Taehyung...” I whispered, remembering how Luna had talked about her father not liking her mother. 

“Its not natural for a wolf my age to be without a mate. But ....that scent ....I... I never picked up on it with anyone else till I... “ He sighed. 

“Till you met me.” 

“Till I met you.” 

I stared at the floor. 

“I’m not.... I’m not actually in rut yet. It’s still a day or so away. i didn’t want to come here but.... I’m supposed to be taking over the office in three days. When I do, I can finally use my position to bring your father down. He is using his drug dealers and suppliers to mess with our biology and its ...something sacred to us. Wolves mate for life and to make a wolf doubt his ability to choose his mate is the worst kind of sacrilege.....”

“What do you want me to do?”

He stared at me....

“If I go into rut and I don’t have.... my mate ...it’s going to fuck me up. I don’t wanna go into the gory details but I most certainly will not be able to take over the office. ” He laughed without mirth. 

There was nothing else to be said , was there?

“You have no right..... asking me to do this.....” I whispered , angry . 

“I know.... I know and if you say no, I will walk out this door and you will never see me again.” 

I laughed. 

“I think you came here because you knew. “

He didn’t respond.

“You fucking knew I wouldn’t be able to say no to you. “ 

His gaze was steady as he stared at me.

“I’ll take care of you.... I won’t...this isn’t a one night stand or a no strings attached thing, Rae..... You will be mine. I’ll be yours. “ 

“And yet, your eyes tell me that there is nothing you hate more, than standing here asking me to be your mate......” I said bitterly.

He didn’t deny it. 

“Will you come with me , then?”

I stared at his handsome face , the surreal beauty of it. And I thought of my father and how he wanted only to destroy anything that he didn’t understand. If Taehyung was going to bring my father down , I wasn’t going to be the thing that stopped him from doing it. 

“Let me get my clothes.” 

AUTHOR’S NOTE : IT WAS EASIER GIVING BIRTH THAN WRITING THIS FIC 

just kidding i love werewolf tae. Please let me know what you thought uwu

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Give me some sugar Daddy

Park Jimin x OC

Chapter 1 /   Chapter 2/   Chapter 3 /   Chapter 4 /   Chapter 5 /

  Chapter 6 ~ Part 1/  Chapter 6 ~ Part 2   / Chapter 7/

  Chapter 8 /   Chapter 9

Chapter 10

“Y/N... “ His voice was just a little more insistent and I clenched my fists. I had always known, in  the back of my mind, that this day would come. And i’d always told myself, that on that day, I would look him right in the eye and tell him to go to hell. 

Taking a deep breath, i pushed down all the memories of him hurting me. 

No one can hurt you without your permission...no one will ever touch you without your permission ever again...

“Good evening, Ji Hwan.” I said calmly, opening the door. 

He looked as devilishly handsome as i remembered , unfairly sculpted features that made him seem inhuman. 

“Wow... aren’t you a sight for sore eyes... come here. Give me a hug , angel.” He held his arms open. 

I gave him a look of bored disinterest. 

“You’re embarrassing yourself by coming here. I don’t want anything to do with you.” i said casually. 

His jaw tightened and I wondered, if it was too soon. Maybe i should wait a bit more? 

“You’ve forgotten your manners angel. I’m disappointed .” He said softly and I smiled gently.

“its a good thing, then. The fact that i don’t live to please you.” 

He snarled, stepping forward aggressively and holding himself back at the last moment. 

“Come on angel. Its been so long... At least let me come in.” He said and i nodded, stepping away to let him in. My eyes darted to the back of my desk. 

“It takes two people to make a relationship work, Y/N.... You were always lying to me. .. about the smallest things.... “ He complained, shrugging his coat off and I stared at him. 

“Because when i told you the truth, you hit me.” I said bluntly and he scoffed.

“fine... I roughed you up a little once in a while. Maybe if you were a proper girlfriend, I wouldn’;t have had to. You ever thought about that?” He snapped. 

The initial terror had faded and i realized that it was mostly a pavlovian response. i had been scared of him, for so long that my body automatically reacted with fear. But truly, deep down , i wasn’t actually afraid of him. 

Because I knew that he was just so incredibly full of it. 

And i wasn’t helpless. 

I moved to stand in front of him. 

“ I’m going to be honest with you. I think you’re the lowest of scum. Vermin, if I’m being specific. And i honestly would like nothing better than to rid the world of your presence. But...” I sighed deeply. “ I don’t want your blood on my hands. So leave.” 

He stared at me, jaw slightly slack.

“What did you just say to me?” He stood up , towering over me and it surfaced again, that little bit of fear.  He’s so much bigger...so much taller...a man... what am i doing...he can do so much damage and i’m not...

“ I said that I don’t want to hurt you...but i’ve had enough of you to last a lifetime and now...I want you to get the fuck out of my house. “ I said calmly. 

He laughed obnoxiously.

“where is all this disrespect coming from? What kind of pussy-whipped guys you’ve been hanging out with angel? No one’s put you in your place in a while huh?” 

i stepped closer instead of away and he seemed even more surprside. 

“No... i’ve been hanging out with a real guy... and he knows how to treat me right...” I said honestly and his jaw tightened even more. 

“Look at you...fuck.. You forgot I’m stronger than you huh....? bigger than you... more dangerous...”

He stepped even closer and i smothered a smile.

“Give me your best shot you fucking coward...” I whispered. 

His eyes flashed with violence and he lunged for me.

It had been a long, long time but muscle memory can be an amazing thing. I bent away from him, reaching out swiftly to grab his arms, hard. I let him charge, and quickly moved sideways, causing him to lose momentum, his body swaying as he lost his balance a bit. 

I quickly stuck my foot out, catching around his shin, hooking my leg and yanking back, using the force of his movement against him. 

He tripped over my foot, landing with a crash to the floor, the wind knocked out of him. 

Before he could regain his composure, I stepped behind him, grabbing a handful of his hair and yanking his head back hard, till he gasped, neck outstretched and throat sticking out, just the way I wanted. I pulled my hand back, bringing the side of my palm down into his throat with as much force as I could. 

the sickening crunch of breaking bone and a crushed cartilage told me that I’d done it. 

He choked on air, gripping his throat in disbelief, eyes wide in shock and pain and i stared at him feeling nothing but sick revulsion.

“When you left me like that on the streets...bleeding and dying... I told myself that I would never be in that position ...ever again and you know what i realized Ji Hwan?” I whispered, moving to the desk on the side of the room. 

He lay flat on his back, eyes scrunched in agony and clawing at his throat. 

“That i didn’t have to be  to be in that position again. Know why??? Because,  yes, you may be stronger than me....but would you still be stronger , with a broken neck?” I grabbed the baseball bat and pulled it out of its bag. 

I’d bought it the day Ji Soo had told me about Ji Hwan coming back to Seoul. 

i moved to stand over him, staring down at his handsome face. He was losing consciousness. 

“And yes... you’re bigger than me... but what good is that going to do to you?, when your knees are shattered?” i whispered. 

I raised the bat high before bringing it down on his knees. the sickening crunch of his kneecaps made me tear up. 

“Pul-leash...” He choked out and I smiled at him.

“I begged you...to stop..that night...you remember , oppa?” I whispered, my head spinning with a sort of delirious rage. 

a murderous desire to inflict as much injury as I possibly could to this monster...who had done so much irreparable damage to me. 

“Y/N!!!!!!!!” The knock on the door startled me. 

“open the damn door!!” Seulgi’s voice was joined by a familiar male voice and I swallowed . 

It was Jimin. 

I turned back to the man on the floor, not sure what to do. What was Jimin doing here? 

The door crashed open before i could make a decision and Jimin stood on the threshold, wild-eyed with worry and his eyes fell on me, moving to the bat in my hand . 

He stared down at Ji Hwan and his eyes went wider.

“Holy shit...baby... what... Oh my God...” He whispered, sounding stunned. 

Seulgi screamed, rushing to her step brother and plopping down next to him.

“You little bitch!! What did you do to him....!! Oppa!! Ji Hwan oppa!!” She was shaking him, probably doing more damage to his broken neck, but I couldn’t care less.

I turned around to stare at Jimin slowly.

“Jimin ssi....” I said softly and he stepped closer. 

“Its okay.. it’s going to be okay.. Y/n.. I’m here.. everything’s going to be okay... Alright...Just...give me that thing...” He held his hand out. 

i stared down at the bat. 

“Okay.” I said calmly, handing it over. 

“ alright..shit...fuck...i think you‘ve done...considerable damage to this bastard...fuck... I’m going to call an ambulance. Where’s your mom? “ Jimin stared at me expectantly. 

My mother. She had probably slept through the whole thing , I thought, suddenly. 

My sister and i used to joke that my mom could sleep through someone getting murdered and maybe...it wasn’t an exaggeration after all.

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“Hyung..I know its the middle of the fucking night but this is fucking serious...I don’t think he’s going to make it....” Jimin was saying into the phone and I tried to relax against the leather cushions of his car. Next to me , my mother was still half asleep, staring out of the window in dazed confusion. 

 i should have made arrangements for mother...i’m going to go to prison for the rest of my life..who’s going to take care of mama? 

“Hyung... she has no defensive wounds but the guy has a history with her. He’s injured her badly before...” Jimin said softly. 

He paused a bit more and then sighed.

“okay hyung. i get it... I just don’t want her to spend even an hour in a holding cell... She’s not leaving my side tonight, alright? i just need you to make sure those charges are dropped and gone before they even appear....” 

I stared at him as he hung up.

“you don’t have to do that...” I said, my voice hoarse from disuse. I hadn’t said a word in three or four hours. 

Jimin sighed. 

“Let’s not do this, Y/N. You killed a man tonight. this is serious stuff.” He said dryly. 

I stared down at my knees.

“He’s not going to die.” i whispered. “ He’s ... he has a crushed windpipe. they can intubate him at the hospital and he’ll be okay.” I said softly. 

or maybe he would have lost enough oxygen to his brain to render him alive but mentally and physically incapacitated for the rest of his life...but i’m not getting my hopes up. 

“  Fuck... you did your research huh...” He said with a shake of his head. “ Wow... you look...fuck you look so fucking delicate , I never thought ... “ 

I flinched.

“Are you disgusted?” I said meekly.

He rounded on me, wide eyed.

“Disgusted? Are you out of your damn mind?  I just... I’m trying to process this” 

He shook his head, seemingly still a little dazed. 

“ i thought... I mean... i thought you were getting hurt and then i saw ... I’m trying to understand.  “ 

He laughed a little, without mirth and shook his head again. 

I sighed my fingers still shaking.

“He deserved it.” i said .

Jimin hummed.

“i never , for a second, doubted that. I’m sure he deserved that and more.” He said gently. “It’s going to be okay, sweetheart. I’m going to make sure that he gets out of your life for good. this isn’t going to follow you. i’ll promise you that....”

i nodded , too tired to fight over semantics. 

Besides, it was really tempting, the prospect of never having to see Im ji Hwan ever again. 

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“Another drink? You look like you could use a stiff one?” Jin said casually , holding his glass out and I shook my head.

“No.. I.. No thank you. “ I said awkwardly, feeling jarringly out of place in the living room of the dorm.

after a surprisingly short interview with the cops,  Jimin had arranged for a lady to watch over my mother in our apartment, before taking me back to his dorm. he told me that I may need a lawyer and he had to talk to yoongi about something. 

“Hmm... Fair enough. so, its true? you killed a guy tonight?” He laughed cheerfully.

“Hyung!! play nice...” Jimin called out sternly and Jin laughed.

“What? No judgement, babe, i know most of them deserve it.”

I smiled awkwardly. 

“I’m... I did hurt him, yes.” 

Jin hummed.

“Don’t worry about it. yoongi’s brother is one of the top lawyers in the whole country. He’s going to get those charges dropped within the day. And besides, Jiminie here has made it pretty clear that he’s on your side. Not a lot of idiots out there , gonna risk getting on Bangtan’s bad books.” He winked. 

I nodded, glancing tentatively at Jimin. He was deep in conversation with Yoongi, who was on the phone, presumably talking to his briother. My skin itched, the proximity oddly disconcerting. 

i felt high strung, maybe residual adrenaline from what had happened earlier but whatever it was, the urge to clamber on Jimin’s lap and just stay there forever was strong and over powering. 

Objectively, i knew all of them were good looking. But no one affected me the way Jimin did. I stared at him now, feeling somehow worse than ever. I had never considered Jimin ever seeing this side of me. The side of me that was... nothing more than an embarassing canvas of mistakes. 

I felt awful , the reminder that I had brought Jimin into something criminal, somthing ugly and disgusting and I wondered what he would think of me, if he knew about Ji Hwan and I. 

I watched the clock on the mantel and somewhere between Four and five in the morning, i dozed off on the couch. 

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I woke up to the sound of a coffee machine. 

I was still on the couch, but stretched out and with a soft blue blanket draped over me. there was something hard beneath my leg and I squirmed, realizing it was a thigh. 

I scrambled back , horrified to find the thigh attached to Kim Seokjin, who was deep asleep, mouth slightly open , body draped over the arm of the couch. 

“You’re up? I told hyung to stay put because i didn’t want you to wake up.” Jimin said kindly, carrying over a cup of coffee. I didn’t reply, merely thanking him quietly before takign the cup.

We drank in silence .

“So, everything is sorted. Ji Hwan is... stable and he doesn’t want to press charges. “

I nodded, not surprised. 

“It would be a blow to his ego to admit he got assaulted by me.” I said bitterly.

i immediately regretted it. i had no business telling this to jimin. 

“You did good. Where did you learn that?” He asked curiously and i swallowed.

“I used to baby sit for a self defense teacher , a few years ago. He ...uh...he taught me how to inflict maximum damage on a bigger opponent. I’ve been... practicing that for a long time now.” i admitted softly.

“For yesterday.” 

I nodded.

“For yesterday.” i confirmed. 

Jimin gave me a thoughtful stare.

“He must’ve really done a number on you.” He said thoughtfully. 

I flinched. 

“that’s one way to put it....” I said with a grimace. 

“I understand. But Y/N... the guy’s pretty powerful... Yoongi’s hyung thinks you might be in danger....” He said worriedly and I sighed.

“It doesn’t matter. I just... I’ve always been in danger with ji Hwan... if he comes near me again, I’ll gouge his eyes out. I learned how to do that too.” I said calmly and Jimin’s eyes went wide.

“I... okay. that’s an...interesting plan. Sounds like a lot of fun.” He laughed nervously and I frowned. 

“You looked scared for a minute there.” I tilted my head, curious. 

Jimin shrugged.

“You can’t blame me. you literally said you wanted to dig a guy’s eyeballs out.” 

I stared back at my knees. 

“Yeah... I’m a witch. Sorry to deceive you.” I said bitterly. Jimin sighed and moved closer, draping an arm over my shoulder.

“Stop putting words in my mouth. I was only joking. I’ve done and seen a lot worse than what you did to that guy. I’m not judging you. Sometimes violence is the way and I’m not against what you did.” 

I nodded.

“But we need to talk about you, now. this thing is over but I don’t want anything else happening to you.” He said seriously and I hesitated. 

“You do realize you aren’t...like... responsible for my well being  , right?” 

He frowned at me. 

“Well, it’s pretty clear that you aren’t being, in any way responsible for your well being... so I’m just doing it for you.... “ 

I groaned.

“Jimin...”

“Yoongi’s brother is here. He wants to talk to you about some stuff. We’ll discuss things with him, see what he says and then we’ll make a decision okay... Just... I just want you to keep an open mind about this...” 

i nodded finally. 

“Well, okay. If he’s already here then... okay.”

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Yoongi’s brother looked nothing like him. 

“Y/n, I’m going to be honest with you. I can only help you if you’re completely honest with me. If you want this to be confidential, I can ask Jimin to leave right now.” 

Jimin made an affronted noise and I smiled a little.

“No..uh.. That’s alright. “ i said awkwardly.

He nodded.

“First things first. You did  substantial damage to Im Ji Hwan...but he got help in time.... doctors say he should be back on his feet in less than a few days. “

I grimaced. apparently, I’d failed at yet another thing. 

“okay.” i said miserably. 

Jung ki chuckled a bit. 

“I spoke to your ex and I spent the night going over a lot of things and honestly the most disturbing thing for me, is similarities between this case and something i dealt with, a year back. “

He glanced at Jimin, who leaned forward curiously.

“what case...” He said with a frown.

“domestic abuse resulting in justifiable homicide.”  

Jimin reeled back , eyes jumping to mine and i willed myself not to choke. 

“What? Domestic.... you mean they’re....” He said confused and disoriented and I swallowed nervously.

“You would be right...” I said softly. “ Ji Hwan... is... legally my husband.” 

Jun Ki nodded thoughtfully.

“But...” Jimin turned to me in confusion and i quickly explained. 

“But i never consented. He got that sign from me when I was... technically a minor and also under physical and mental strain.”

He nodded.

“i figured as such. I went through public records of your involvement with the police and hospitals . Four years ago, he assaulted you brutally, an event that left you in a hospital for three months. He broke seven of your ribs and fractured your wrist. You had a collapsed lung and nearly died. I read his explanation for the events that night and earlier today , I spoke to Ji Hwan and it further confirmed my belief that he suffers from Nar-”

“Narcissistic Personality disorder , yes.” I said .

“Oh God...” Jimin sank back, looking even more horrified. “ i’m.. Baby... Why didn’t you... I’m going to fucking murder that bastard with my bare-” 

“Don’t interrupt us.” Jun ki said sternly and Jimin frowned but backed away a bit. 

“So, I’m going to go out on a limb and tell you that you’re actually in danger here. he’s going to want to come back. “ 

I nodded.

“I’ve thought about it. I just don’t want him to go anywhere near my little sister . I’m alright...” I said softly. 

Jimin turned to me and reached out and gripped my hand. 

“I’ve already sent someone to her dorm. She’s safe there .... We don’t have to worry about it.” 

I stared at his fingers , not sure how it was suddenly ‘ we’. 

“Luckily, my sister went through something similar and i can tell you that you’re not in any danger from anyone except him. Its important to him that he’s the one inflicting damage ...so he’s not going to use anyone else. Which is why he’s not pressing charges either.... A narcissist’s ego is really important to him...” 

I nodded, having heard it all a million times before. 

“I understand... I have the address of the therapist i saw four years ago. Her name is Kim Ji Eun and she’s still in practice in Gangnam. she has all my files and records from the time of the accident and she was one of the witnesses for my case back then...”

“the case that you lost...” Jun Ki said sympathetically. 

“you what?! You lost the case? “ Jimin stared at me in shock.

I nodded.

“He had a lot of money and he painted me as a hysterical attention seeking gold digger .... “ I said dryly. i really didn’t want to think about what had happened back then. 

“but he hurt you.... and...”

“they delayed the trial till i was fully healed. in fact the first thing the attorney defending him said was , ‘ you look pretty good for someone claiming to be assaulted.’.” i said bitterly.

Jimin hesitated and then gave me a very serious look.

“I’m going to suggest something that I want you to really think about...” 

I stared at him curious.

“I can get rid of him for you. We don’t have to go through all this bullshit. tell me the word and I’ll put a bullet in his skull by the next sunrise. It’ll save us a lot of money and a lot of bother..... ”

I was sure he was joking , until Jun Ki coughed conspicuously.

“uh... Jimin I thought we agreed not to uh...solve things that way again...” He coughed again.

 Wait...again??!!

“ Tell me, baby. you want him to go away for good?” Jimin said blankly and i shook my head, mildly horrified.

“No... I mean... i’m... i don’t want you to become a killer...” I said, surprised i even had to say it. 

“Good choice. Moving on...” jun Ki gave Jimin a pointed look and he frowned at the lawyer, clearly disappointed that murder was now off the table. 

“ We’ll get you a restriction order and till then, i’d suggest you stay somewhere safe.”

“She can stay with me.” Jimin said softly and Jun Ki looked surprised. 

“oh... i thought ....  Jin Hee was still living with you? Isn’t she ? “

I blinked. who was Jin Hee?

Jimin shrugged.

“Of course my girl’s  living with me hyung, where else would she be?” He rolled his eyes. 

 My girl......

 Suddenly, i felt completely and utterly foolish. When would i ever stop misinterpreting this guy?!!! He had another girl...of course he did... Jimin hadn’t changed in any way....Seeing him there , looking so angry on my behalf , i’d allowed myself to fall deeper... and here I was...disappointed again. 

what kind of idiot gets their heart broken over and over again with the same guy?? 

I felt sick, mostly at myself. 

“Well, if you can make it work that would be great... it’s going to take a few weeks to get the restraining order. “

Jimin nodded.

“i understand. Is that all?” 

Jun Ki nodded.

“For now... yes. We’re still going to have to file for divorce but it will be easier with the restraining order. If we file for one now, they may suggest co-habitation to resolve issues....” 

I swallowed in disgust. 

i hated the judicial system in my country sometimes. 

“Okay. Then we’ll talk about this later.” 

Jun Ki bowed and i returned the gesture, thanking him again for all his help.

once he had left, Jimin gave me a smile.

‘i still have all the clothes i bought you.” He said softly and I stared down at my feet. 

“I can stay with someone else... i don’t want to intrude and-”

“don’t say that. i’d never forgive myself if something happened to you baby...” He said gently.

My heart lurched traitorously. Was there no end to this torture. ...?

“only till i get the restraining order...” i said tiredly.

Jimin nodded. 

“okay... Besides , i can’t wait for you to meet my baby girl.” He smiled.

 I need to die right now, God. 

“ I’m glad you found a nice replacement... for me.” I said bitterly before i could stop myself. 

Jimin blinked owlishly.

“Replace...what?” He said looking confused.

“Jin Hee or whatever her name is... I’m glad you’ve found her... “ 

Jimin stared at me for a second before chuckling.

“Jin Hee is not... My god, Y/n...will you always believe the worst of me? “ he said softly.

“What does that mean.”

“Jin Hee is not my girlfriend.” He said sternly, reaching out and pulling his wallet out. As i watched, he pulled a small polaroid out and slid it to me. 

It was a small toddler, probably two or three. 

“This is...” I stared in confusion and Jimin smiled wide, eyes crinkling. 

“Jin Hee is my three year old daughter.” He said calmly. 

All i could do was stare at him. 

 what. the. fuck. 

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AUTHOR’S NOTE : BITCH WHY SHOULD JIMIN BE THE ONE TO SAVE HER SHE CAN KICK ASS HERSELF...ASDHGFDSHF HOPE YOU LIKED.....