#bruh i am still. i am still crying /pos

[angstandhappiness]

AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL, UNNERVING, GORGEOUS, ENTHRALLING, DIVINE, but also a bit painful in context

@momwool #I dunno anything about this series but look at this beautiful art#friend's art#I love the BG so much it's stellar#tumblr image size isn't doing this piece justice

@r0zaria #THE MOUNTAIN KING HERLP

@sterling-starlight #I only just learned that Wukong only had molten copper to eat when trapped under the mountain#goddamn man how can you eat noodles after that?#It's been centuries I know but still

@moss-and-marimos #tw emetophobia#emetophobia#sighs

@willow-dino: #UUUUAAAAAAAKSKEJFKSJFKDKFKEJFKDJFJKDSKKF#pretty#BRUH SO PRETTY LIKE. BRUH!!

@spoofyleaf #THIS IS SO GOOD WHAT

@mythicalmagical-monkeyman #:O#OH MY THOR#*jaw dropped*

@i-am-a-fan #…. it’s so good because sun wukong could only drink molten metal under the mountain.#maybe not what you were going for but it’s a cool fact never the less#god. the tone. the lighting. MY GOODNESS

@hyperfixation-tangentopia #oh that is CHILLING#the lighting the chains the mountains gosh just the sheer MOOD of it all#that's FANTASTIC /gen#oh look it's the delicious art again#I think I'm just gonna stare at this for a while

@fluffypotatey #*SREAMING CRYING FLINGING MYSELF INTO THE SUN*

@darth-sonny #ok but this slaps tho#and hall of the mountain king is a banger no matter what

@amalgamorph: #he's fine @vouwlgs: #this is so good what

@simply-1-thought That looks so cool omg

@imbeccablee: #HEHEHEHEHEHEHE @welveteen: #mesmerizing

@eating-radioactive-pebbles #oh man this looks so good

@pupppppppy #SHEESH#the rendering on this is fucking insane /pos

@the-orion-inexpirience #AUGHHHHHNDCANCSAMCJ#BOOTIFUL#I LUV OMGOGMGOGMINJ

@vaguelylostinquestions #OOF#lmk#☹️☹️

@captain-space-kin #dope art!

@minnowbit: #THE RENDERING???#THIS IS SICK

@mythicalmagical-monkeyman IN THE HALL OF THE MOUNTAIN KING !!

@heythemoony IN THE HALL OF THE MOUNTAIN KING!! LETS GO EDWARD GRIEG!!

In the Hall of the Mountain King…

[onecanonlife]

mx angelsdemonsducks i just want to pop in here to tell you thank you for writing thank you for putting your fics out there thank you because heres a list of things i Feel about your fics dude youve inspired me SO MUCH all throughout 2021, starting from:

a) CAREFUL SON ive read and reread this fic so very much it sits at the very top of my most visited fics in ao3 wrapped at 126 and god you have no idea how much this fic . gets to me . it has me in a vice grip its killed me dozens of times before and then its ending gives me a smooch on the head and i come crawling back to it dude. holy shit. chapters 7 (WAA) and 11 (THE FUCK MAN) and then 15 (OH GOD CHAPTER FIFTEEN) and 20 (A

b) THERE WILL BE NO SUCH ENDINGS do you have ANY IDEA how much i love time travel stories and how horribly barren the canon adjacent time travel scene is . Mwah incredible this fic slaps so hard i adore the mystery i adore tommys comedically traumatic past this is the shit and seeing dream in his early stages of villainy is … So Eerie /pos i love it so much holy shit.

c) SILVER LININGS dude . Dude. This one made me ugly cry it has every trope i adore . Dude . Wilbur almost dying thinking hes hated . Wilbur being soft for a child and being a Good Father Figure. Dude. Wilburs very casual self hatred and suicide ideation. Crimeboys. Fundy soot. Holy fucking shit. Apocalypse story. Wilbur whump (we also have a horrifying shortage of this). I was ugly crying when he started hallucinating about fundy and i couldnt stop all the way to the end holy shit youve Got me every story involving the egg plot you write just. Hits different. I fucking adore it

d) FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM MX ANGELSDEMONSDUCKS THIS FUCKINF FIC HAS BROKEN ME your descriptions of wilburs plight and his Pogtopia Senses destroy me oh my god the running motif about dust and stone and teeth and eyes dude i go nutty i lose my little mind dude holy shit im BEGGING this man to tell somebody dude the foolish scene dude the ghostbur scene dude the revival scene dude the tommy dude th (i am carted away kicking and screaming)

e) EVEN CHILDREN GET OLDER i will be sending you a cease and desist letter (/j) i need monetary compensation for the absolute emotional devastation youve given me holy SHIT this one i can just SEE this one being canon you got their voices and their mannerisms so perfectly down and oh hh h h the “do you prefer ghostbur” talk and the “im not what you want” i will be screaming and crying and wailing for the foreseeable future

f) HOLD ON ONE MORE TIME jesus fuck. Jesus fuck. /pos. List of things that arent okay: THIS. (/j) dude the way you write wilburs fucking relationships ohh h h h h i am No Okay ohhhh rainduo and quirkyduo and crimeboys and fundy soot and Jack Manifold (also known as Thunder1408) (JackManifoldTV) dude. The fucking letters DONT you DARE do that again /j i am in SHAMBLES

mx cat onecanonlife angelsdemonsducks once again i just . I love your fics to no end and i could harp my praises for you forever youre one of the people that inspired me to write and to create and that STILL inspires me to write and to create i just . (Shakes you) . thank you for writing thank you for putting out these gorgeous works holy shit thank you for a sick 2021 in fic. happy new years mx cat i hope 2022 will be just as, if not More kickass for you <3

khio you are going to make me cry look at me i am sobbing there are tears on my keyboard look at what you have done wtf /pos

i don’t even have anything coherent to say i’m just. happy stimming. hands are going brrrrrrrr and bruh you. literally i cried multiple times reading ywc your stuff is so fuckgin good like wth you have inspired me (uno reverse card.png)

you are literally so cool and i hope your 2022 is absolutely amazing

[nakedhiddles]

i try to put alot of respecc on senpai nolan, since he was one of my inspirations to be a film director back in high school, but also you can't ever deny he hot af tho OwO

(i say senpai as i joke tho ;;w;; *wheeze*)

ok sit down story time.

same here, he is still the reason. I always liked movies and going to the theater and when I first saw a movie of his in theater, interstellar, pretty much everything changed, and since then, bc of that evening and all - the experience - , I wanted to be a film director too. I could literally spend all day talking abt that day, that evening that I went to see interstellar with my parents, of how I felt watching the movie, feeling every bit of it, falling in love with everything that I saw and heard, being completely taken away to somewhere else and struck with so much, so many things in this movie that I take extremely personal. I say and I am not joking - I entered that theater as someone, and left as someone else - I remember how I felt, I remember the cold air hitting my face covered in tears, my eyes wide open while I was shaking and having hickups. when I think of a moment to come back in time to and feel everything again, I think of that evening.

I still have the photo of the ticket, (I didn't keep the actual ticket cause it's that thin yellow paper that fades away) I found it last year in my Google photos backups. this movie is my BABYYY and I'll forever protect it from anyone, be damned I'll protect it even from its creator if I have to lmao.

I never really paid attention to the person making the movie, I just went to see bc I knew "it's the movie from the person who made batman" oh I loved the batman movies, yeah I'll watch it. well

and it's a KARMA STORY too... bc I saw first time, interstellar trailer on July 31st, in imax, when I went to see guardians of the galaxy, and guess what? trailer came on, I completely ditched and shitted on it telling my friend next to me "eh another boring astronaut movie that goes to the moon and everything goes to shit, conspiracy theory bullshit cliche movie" bruh... to 5 months later... and I get completely obliterated by this movie. (imagine that scene of Loki getting smacked by b 13 in the first episode of Loki - I am Loki and the movie is b 13)

I remember two years after seeing it, I got to write and direct this project for history class in high school, it was so amazing, it was so simple and so silly but I loved doing it, I remember my teacher congratulating me and I started to cry bc I was just so happy and I kept thinking of my fav movie and just being overwhelmed by thinking if "this is what I'll do with my life". with time, bc I am moron that doesn't look up shit, I become a fan very slowly... so when tenet trailer released it was all excitement around and after that I am here...

in the gutter, bc I started to dig into this guy's movies a lot, I thought "oh ok this guy made my fav movie that helped me to go through so much during extremely hard time in my life, I am gonna check out the rest"

I did?? I checked too much and now I am here calling him "daddy material" bc he is, as you say, very hot 😭 did finding out he is the voice behind those creepy breathing sounds from tenet ost help? yes or definitely? (EMMA HOW'D YOU LET HIM DO THIS TO ME??? DID HEAR THOSE SOUNDS? CONTROL YOUR MAN GODDAMNIT)

when I found out abt the book Tom shone wrote I became obsessed to read, I found it online for #free started reading it in March 2021, but since I am an espetacular procrastinator in reading, it's March 2022 and I still even got to the 5th chapter, which is about inception, I made my first credit card so I couldn't buy a copy, I cried when it arrived cause the book is GORGEOUS. it's all red, hard cover, so pretty, has this hot stamping on the spine, has even the specs in the last page abt the book project ( I am a graphic designer, I love to see all those details). I've been all heart eyes over this book since it arrived.

I cried when Jess posted this video on her ig showing the interstellar script in this hard cover format in all red (my fav color) and she was also talking abt him I was like 😍😭😍😭😍😍😭😭😍😍😭😍😍😭😭

ppl like this grows on me, passionate ppl who love what they do, that cares about the experience, the whole process, that craftsmanship of the work, who has vision and works to bring it to life, it's insanely amazing what he does, it's this incredible amount of love and care involved in every step of making a movie that warms my heart and soul, I see it through his movies, the echo of this man's passion, I just love it so much. and since I started seeing all movie's behind the scenes, you just finally get it. he is so focused on his works, he does it so well, he cares about the quality, and oh... he is such a sweet humble man, I can't get enough of him.

oh boy end of story, this ended up being so long

[sadgoldensisiw]

05-12-20 ; 9:00 pm

it makes me so sad thinking na whenever i feel unwanted i tend to isolate myself from other people expecting that they would notice it and tell me na i am important to them.........BUT THEY WOULDN'T DO THAT so i'm going to end up feeling sad again and again and again.......i always think of what other people think about me, likE do they want me???? am i annoying to them???? smth like that. i don't want these feelings. ITS HORRIBLE istg. anyways, if they don't like me naman, they can tell it straight up to my face—nO HARD FEELINGS BRUH (~￣³￣)~ i've spent my whole life hating myself too bUT OBV I'M TALKING ABT MY CRUSH AND ME AND EVEN IF I WANT HIM TO LIKE ME IF HE DON'T REALLY LIKE ME???? ANUNA GORL. "u can't force things", sabi nga nila. HAY. oh, wow. this is giving me relief. u know, i just notice while writing this piece of shit full of grammatical errors because idk anymore i'm writing this while crying and my brain is not functioning bRo forgive my stupid ass this is the only way i know that i thinkKKKK will lessen the pain that i am feeling and will give my mind some PEACE AND FREEDOM.

ok sTory timE stoRy op mY layp and the clownery itself

these past few days, he is always busy......its like we're chatting just to say hello hi ganon lang and even gabi na busy pa rin siya idk why he's always busy but he's telling me na he is studying sO OKAY I RESPECT DAT I KNOW HE ALSO HAVE HIS PERSONAL LIFE HE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANT BUT IT FEELS LIKE SOMETHING'S OFF???? SOMETHING'S WRONG??? WITH HIM??? WITH ME???? IDK if i'm just overthinking bUT THAT'S WHAT I FEEL :(( AND IT REALLY MAKES ME SAD to think na may mga secret pa rin talaga siya sakin na di sinasabi but i get it......sabi niya nga we're not close ENOUGH to tell me something abt his life (AND IT HURTS???) he don't trust me ??? i guess,,,,,•́ ‿ ,•̀ haha ok but anyways I KNOW THE WORD PRIVACY,,, ITS JUST THAT......WE'RE LIKE LANDI-ING EACH OTHER AND HE STILL DON'T TRUST ME ?????? haha ;"")) no i'm not crying ??? is HE HIDING SOMETHING FROM ME??? whatchu think whatchu thINK TUMBLR ANSWER ME BCOS IM GOING CRAZY ( ꈨຶ ˙̫̮ ꈨຶ )

i wab him beri much even if things ARE NOT SURE FOR THE BOTH US BUT YE I LIKE HIM ANYWAYS AND I PRAY TO WHOEVER UP THERE NA SANA AKIN NALANG PO SIYA cute naman po ako. lordT angels mama mary bIGYAN NIYO PO AKO NG PEACE OF MIND AND HEART. UNIVERSE!!!!? BIGYAN MO Q SIGN?????? please. ty ily

that's all good bye

these are my tots

these are my stupidiy in life

this is me

this is trash

em sori for all d wrong things that i've done HehE pls forgive mE

[big-bad-skull-boss]

Date Night

(music for this fic is here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xyj0Mq-YdUY)

You looked down at your phone and unlocked it. Your eyes strained at the bright light that they hadn't seen in a while. It was a mild, windy late evening and as you stood under the tree shielding you from the slight drizzle you were waiting for Guzma to show. He had been pressuring you to meet up again after the fight you had over you needing a break for your own mental health. You enjoyed being around Team Skull in the mansion but the constant loud music and disruption made it hard to sleep or even concentrate. Most nights you would be woken up by a grunt making noise. As you scrolled through your texts, you read out the last conversation you both had had in preparation for this "reunion" (Guzma's words, not yours).

Babe

Babe you there

# yea what

I wanna see u

# it's been like two days. I'm not going to the mansion with the amount of noise your grunts make

# it's why I left, remember?

I made Plumes take em all out lookin for pokemon

I made sure shes gon stay out till like at least  2 and their body clocks are fucked at that age so when they come back they all gon fall straight asleep babe

Please i wanna see u

# hhh fine as long as theres no dumb fuckery like last time

# slippery slope, bitch

# slippery slope

There aint

Like I said they all gone we have the whole place to ourselves so if u come around early we can do dinner and shit and then uh

U know

;)

--

Your face softened into a low grin as you breathed out through your nose. You'd read those last texts at least a dozen times that day and it still got you. That's why you loved him. Despite his lack of skill in communicating his feelings, you still couldn't be mad at him for long. Plus him being a bumbling idiot at times, especially when he was trying to be soft, was so endearing and cute, no matter how much he denied it when you brought it up to him.

You glanced back down at your phone.

--

# omg Guzma you fucking dope

:))

# what time you wanna meet?

I'll come get u from under the big tree on route 16 at half 8

I'll get u something nice too

# omg you're really trying aren't you lol

# see you there, then

x

# x

--

You read the timestamp on the message he sent last:

--

Read: 12:27pm

--

"I hope he hasn't forgotten... His memory is shocking sometimes..."

The light rain had started to pick up a bit. It was now audible on the wide leaves of the palm trees around the area and it had begun to seep through the smaller leaves of the tree you were under. There goes any hope of not getting soaked. You glanced back down at your phone and shot a quick look at the time.

8:27pm.

You opened the keyboard:

--

# Ayo where are you? I'm here and I'm getting wet

--

...

No response.

--

# bruh

--

You checked the clock in the corner of your screen again.

--

8:30pm

--

The rain was steadily dripping down from most of the tree cover. It was enough that a branch had bowed under the weight of water and a quick torrent of cold rainwater spilled directly onto your head and phone.

You stood there and comically stared straight forward as if you were looking into a camera to break the fourth wall in a sitcom. A large gust of wind swept up just as you clicked back to reality and all the trees on Route 16 swayed.

Shit.

You looked up as a large volume of water gushed right down on top of you, soaking you straight through in a matter of about a second. You felt it roll down your chest and back because it had infiltrated your hoodie's head hole.

Now you were getting annoyed. You debated crying but you were wet enough already thanks to the now stormy weather conditions that were almost as if Thunderus and Tornadus themselves were fighting right above you.

You pulled out your phone from your hoodie pocket. Wet, of course. The screen was awash with red, green and blue smudges because of the damp insides of your pockets. You rubbed the screen between your thighs as that was the only dry place left to do so.

--

# Guzma the fuck are you doing I am SOAKED rn

…

…

…

Oh fuck sorry i didn't see the time babe im omw

--

Fucking finally. You took one last look at the time. It was 8:35 and your battery was on 14%.

Great. You forgot your charger at your mom's house where you were staying for the week.

Two whole islands away.

KRSHHHHCUNK

Your thoughts were cut short when you heard the familiar sound of the Po Town main gate slide open, albeit in a much faster, rushed fashion than usual.

By this point you had slumped down onto the floor at the very base of the big oak tree you were being betrayed by since there was one tiny spot you could see there was no rain seeping through.

You heard squelching footsteps coming your direction at a speed comparable to a Rapidash. Oh. There he was. At last.

You could barely see 10ft in front of you because of the rain but you made out a tall white and black figure moving about  through the storm.

"YO BABE WHERE YOU AT" it yelled in a low, but sharp tone.

You felt so cold that your teeth had begun to chatter. You weren't getting any good words out like this, so you pulled your phone out once again and repeatedly pressed the torch icon, creating a strobe with your nearly dead device.

Yup. He saw that.

The blur ran towards you. Now you could make out that it was indeed Guzma.

You sat on the floor, staring up at him. You were hunched into a ball, almost. To Guzma, you looked like a defenceless Caterpie. You were so cold that all you could muster was a small "m-mmm-mm" under your breath. The sound was broken up by your chattering teeth and your now quite intense shivering.

As tears pricked in the corners of your eyes, your vision began to blur. This wasn't the rain anymore. You hadn't realized it until that moment, but you'd started crying heavily. It was a mix of your stress and anger but his presence was making everything seem ok.

As soon as he realised the state you were in, he pulled out a scrunched up jacket from under the one he was wearing, stood over you, protecting you from the downpour and pulled your hoodie and shirt off. Guzma quickly wrapped you in the jacket and then pulled you up before wrapping you in his arms and making a swift (or at least as swift as possible while trying to usher along another person who can barely take decently sized steps) move towards Po Town.

No words were said. You couldn't say anything and you were almost in shock due to the cold while Guzma was focused solely on getting you to the mansion. He thought that his night was already ruined and it was all his fault. As you walked together, he rested his head on your shoulder in an attempt to let you know that everything was ok and that he was sorry. You knew that, and it was comforting to you, but all you could focus on was how cold you were. At least this was helping with warming you up.

The next few minutes were a blur to you. You were on the cusp of passing out and you felt like you were at death's front door. You told yourself not to be so dramatic, though your jaw and your midsection hurt from shivering so much.

Guzma kicked open the double doors preceding the mansion. You noticed how clean it looked but you hadn't the energy to even look around.

You felt a surge of powerlessness wash over and you and your legs gave up. You stumbled forward and since Guzma wasn't expecting it, you slipped from his grip and towards the floor. Your head narrowly avoided hitting the arm of an upholstered chair on the way down but just as quickly had you fallen had the man picked you up and flung you over his right shoulder.

"Shit, you ok?" He said softly, trying to hide the worry in his inflection.

[moogiwarah]

Yaoi/Shounen-ai ヾ(≧∇≦*)ゝ

I won’t be updating this post anymore hehe instead, newly read BL will be posted here (under the tag ‘rec’). Happy reading!

SHOUNEN-AI MANHWA

💖•Star x Fanboy (ongoing) -cUTE ASF ?! AS IIIIN ?! BOTH THE STORY AND ARTWORK 😭💜 HUHU IBABATO KO CP KO GANON AKO KAKILIG SAKANYA. MUST READ ISTG ANG CUUUTE 😩. 

💖•Fools (completed) -  A reeeeeaally good read!  💘 like,, saglitan ‘to sa’kin and I’m sad that it’s over :(((((((((( The seme is my dream guy,, actually i think he’s every girl’s dream guy, he’s so good. ✊️😞💯💜 (this is my wallpaper atm, they’re so cute talaga). 

💖•Heesu In Class 2 (completed) -😍👌💜✊️😩💘 cute and so pure im,,, ugH orz. Nung natapos ko season 1 I fell in love with the story,, like PROTECT THEM OK THEY’RE SO FLUFFY AND PURE TALAGA aksjsdhjkjh

•What Lies at the End (completed)-parang nanood ka ng short series 👌 good character and plot development. 

•Raising a Bat (completed) -LIKE WATCHING A KDRAMA PRAMISSSS good sht esp. sa mga bandang dulo,, deals with realistic problems 💯👌.  /becomes a little mature as it progresses/

•Unripened Expression (completed)-FOHTA LONG HAIR NG MC DITO NAKAKALOKA! Cute graphics! 👀

•A Man Like You (completed) -THE ART 👌✨ ngl the seme is shady pero it's pretty damn interesting 👀 

•Can't Take My Eyes Off You (completed) -ANG KDRAMA DIN NG DATING NETO SKL HAHAHA. It looks promising 👀👀 

• 💖 For Your Love (ongoing)-VERY FLUFFY. I thought it was quite boring and nagagaguhan ako sa MC nung una pERO UGH IM SO GLAD I CONTINUED READING IT IS SO SWEET HUHU

💖•Meeting Him (completed)- tHIS IS A CUUUUUUUUUUTE ONE. Especially the seme :(( the plot is clearly inspired from Kdramas, royal person from the past is suddenly transported to present day. However, despite it being completed maraming unresolved things abt the story in the end, yun lang downside for me haha. 

•My Starry Sky (completed)-  A dramatic slice of life. It is veeeeery emotional. It is about two childhood friends and the progression of their friendship and feelings towards e/o. Not the usual na pampakilig type of romance but still a nice read nonetheless! 

MANHUA

💖•19 Days (ongoing, shounen ai) -A CLASSIC 💯😂👌 the side couple MAKES ME SCREAAAAM ANG CUTE TALAGA NILA HAH JUST LOOK  👀 HUHU

💖•Cry For Me (ongoing, yaoi) -ANG CUTE NG ART TAPOS PATI YUNG CHARACTERS HUHU THEY ARE SO PRECIOUS AND CHILL AND THIS IS A VERY NICE READ TALAGA :(( 💜 

💖 •Men’s Wear Store and “Her Royal Highness” (ongoing, shounen ai) -HOYYY ANG CUTE NETO EWAN KO BA? TRIP NA TRIP KO ‘TOOOO HUHUHU CUTIE NILA GRABEHHH,, im not a fan of crossdressing pero this story made me see the light! hahaha pls read if u can it is really good 💜

💖 •Here U Are (ongoing, shounen ai,,, for now? haha)-The art is soooooo fcking good ?? ugh 👌 yung story din? it is  👌 👌 👌 BACK THEN DI KO MASYADO TRIP TO TBH,, PERO NGAYONG BINASA KO YUNG LATEST CHAPTERS I FELL IN LOVE HUHUHUHU PLEASE READ THIS, THIS IS SOOOO GOOD :(( 💜

asldjhasjkas in case u didn’t notice, lahat ng manhuas na nabasa ko love na love ko. i think the chinese peeps have a talent for creating great yaoi (art + story) ganon huhu ok skl

WEBTOON (all shounen-ai)

💖•That Awkward Magic! (ongoing)-aNG CUTE NG DALAWANG ITO AAAAAAA 💜 💜 💜 , one of the works wherein the seme is really, very, truly, boyfriend material. Dream boy ganon /sighs/ 

•My Weird Roommate (ongoing) -yeeeees hit me with that cliche trope, we all need cliches 

🔞👀 manhwa

💖•Killing Stalking (completed)-SO FUCKED UP BUT SO DAMN GOOD GRABE 😩👌 NO WORDS NEEDED 💯 i cried at the last chapter :))

💖•Youjin (completed)-Such a good but short read! HAHAHAHA idk man nagenjoy ako dito ng bongga,, the only problem is that kokonti chapters and it’s already completed huhu. Highly suggested! 💜 

• 💖 Love Is An Illusion (ongoing)-ABO dynamics! kala ko sa fanfics ko lang 'to makikita lol and the artwork is niiiiice! 👀👌 

• 💖 Sign (ongoing)-The story is about a deaf cafe owner and a guy who has,,, like,,, a fetish for the deaf cafe owner’s voice akdjaskdh. It’s new and interesting 💜 

•Window Beyond Window (completed)-GRABEH TOH ANOH,, BASTA MALALAMAN NIYO DIN BAKIT GANYAN REACTION KO WHEN U READ IT HAHAHAHA GRABEH PO TALAGAH ARAW ARAW SILA HAHAHAHA. This is like a prequel to “Room to Room”

•How Sweet is a Sugar Daddy? (completed) -THE DIALOGUES ARE SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD. Nakailang screenshots ako dito. And,, idk ha para saken ang hot nung seme, like one of the hottest 😩🔥

• 💖 BJ Alex (completed) -weLllLlL ang fanfic ng dating nito (i mean,,, handsome camboy is a campus crush? dibUH hahaha)

•Lover Boy (completed)- ISANG TELESERYE,, DAMING PINAGDAANAN HAHAHA,, oh and Eunho (a main character) reminds me of Jungkook,, just sayin 👀 isa din tong gRaBeHh btw lol

•From Points of Three (completed)-Mej madrama yung seme at uke dito, ewan ko sa kanila dami nilang alam HAHAHA,, but it’s entertaining lmaO. (there’s a threesome here, not too much tho, light lang. This ain’t polyamory tho, pero if di niyo trip yun, ayan nawarn ko na kayo haha) 

•I'm Yours, Blood and Soul (completed) -type ko 'to, basta type ko siya hahaha it's an easy read for me hehe cutie 

•My Last Love Scenario (completed) -Established relationship!! I read this before the prequel so mej bobo ako don hakhak. prequel

•Wolf in the House (ongoing) -BEXAN! 💜 SIBERIAN HUSKY! uwu

•Make Me Bark (completed) -a lighthearted read,, typical yaoi with good graphics u know hahaha

💖Totally Captivated -  AHHHHH this manhwa got mE totally captivated grrrr. A yaoi that ACTUALLY works well with action. This is great if you want a lengthy read na di ka mabibitin! 

manga (mostly 🔞)

💖•Ten Count -wooooop 👉👉👀👀👌👌 chos di lang yon ofc the plot got me hooked too, this is rly good!

💖•Life Senjou no Bokura (completed) -UMIYAK AKO BRUH DI KO INEXPECT YON 😭  I CRYYYYYY SHEEEEEEEEET MUST READ IT'S BEAUTIFUL PRAMIS U WON’T REGRET READING THIS 😭👌💜

💖•Honto Yajuu (ongoing)- I LOVE THIIIIS GRABEE (icon ko sila d2 sa tumblr so halata naman jadhasdkh) THEY’RE SO PRECIOUS 😢 💜 ❤️🧡💛  My all time fave yaoi manga talaga (as of now)!! hehehe. As in, idk tuwang tuwa ako sa couple na ‘to because they show such a loving and healthy relationship hehe.

💖•Yatamomo- pROTECT THIS COUPLE EWAN KO HA MOMO IS...UGHHHHH 😢💜 Comedy but if u look closer grabe basta huhu it might seem like comedy and sex pero sHUCKS SILA I LOVED THIS 🧡💛

💖•Fushidara na Hanatsumi Otoko (completed)- This features a good relationship, likeable characters, and is very pleasing to read so it’s sad to know na mej underrated to huhu 😢💜 A very good read!! 💛

💖•Gunjou no Subete- slightly painful but my heart felt fULL after reading this ahhhhh 💜

•Labradorescence- A doctor and a photographer, ahh yes, slice of life of two adults uwu

•Kocchi Muite Waratte- Co-workers!! Cute confessions and relatable inner dialogues!  💜

•No.6 -A plot heavy story na di super focused on romance,, BUT IT’S THERE AND THEY LOVE EACH OTHER AND THE PLOT IS GOOD SOOOO yeah it’s a good read!

•Super Lovers -aAaAaAH Ren the cutie pie uwu,, for those who are bothered by age gaps,, this ain’t for u lol. Also this is (kinda) slow burn! For those who don’t know what that is igoogle niyo nalang hahaha basta ayon, more on slice of life siya,, as in showing the daily lives of the characters etc. etc.

•Konya mo Nemurenai -CUTIE NILAAAA 💜 THERE'RE DEMONS IN THIS MANGA AND THEY CHILL AF COZ..u know,, manga.

sequel: 

•Jackass! -A fun and easy read hehehe and idk ha trip ko pagka drawing sa characters 👀👌

💖•Sasaki to Miyano (ongoing)-  I AM IN LOOOOVE WITH THIS MANGA!! I LOVE IT WITH A PASSION 🔥💜 para siyang typical na tropahan ng guys sa anime bUT WITH ROMANCE,, yung SHOUJO MANGA type na romance huhuhu a must read! Warning tho, matagal tagal mag update :(( 

💖•Yoidore Koi o Sezu (completed, yaoi)-  Saglitan sa’kin ‘to hahaha, it is very very very nice! Good romance, good sex, good story, aHhhh a good read! 💜

💖•Shiba-kun to Sheperd-san (ongoing, yaoi)-  tHERE IS A CUTE DOG HERE GRABE GRRRR. PATI YUNG MAGJOWA DITO VV CUTIEEE. Kaso another one na mabagal bagal magupdate zzz but still! A cute read! uwu 

💖•Sayonara Alpha (completed, yaoi)- ABO!Dynamics mej nakaka loka siya kasi parang kakatok na yung FBI maya maya sa pintuan habang binabasa ko ‘to asldjnanskjdadjjasjk. but don’t worry! hindi siya (totally) shotacon! AND I ACTUALLY LIKED HOW UNIQUE IT IS EWAN OK NAGENJOY AKO HAHAHA BASTA BASAHIN NIYO TO KNOW WHY TF IT IS SO UNIQUE HAHAHA. 

💖•Itsuka koi ni naru made (ongoing, yaoi)- i think i have a thing for unrequited love between best friends asldjaskjdhadh. Ok ang cliche nito tbh pero iDK WE ALL NEED CLICHES EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE AND THIS IS A GOOD ONE hehez. 

This has a sequel, and apparently it’s good! at nakakaloka completed ang sequel pero yung prequel hindi grr (di ko pa nababasa coz habang inuupdate ko to tsaka ko lang nalaman lmao): 

•Kazoku Ni Narouyo (mangarock says it’s ongoing, but mangago says it’s completed sO don ako sa completed HAHAHA)

💖•Usagi Otoko Tora Otoko (completed)- HOY ANG PURE NITO. VERY WHOLESOME. GRABE MY HART OK. The couple is so precious and cute huhu PLEASE READ THIS IT IS GOOD FOR UR HEART :”(( 💜

•Hatsukoi- The characters OBVIOUSLY look like kageyama and hinata, pero since the author used different names, hindi ko siya icoconsider na doujinshi out of respect hahaha. NAPUYAT AKO NETO COZ IT WAS INTERESTING AF. 

💖 •(haikyuu!dj) Pinky Promise with My Boyfriend the King (completed, shounen ai) -BASAHIN MO FUUUUUUUUUUUKK SO MUCH MOE DLADASFASJDLASKJDAS

•(haikyuu!dj) Hatsukoi Combat (one-shot, shounen ai)-AAAH ANG CUTE POTEK I LOVE KAGEHINA SO MUCH OK I HAD TO 😭

•(haikyuu!dj) Tatoeba (one-shot, shounen ai), -FAVE PAIRING KO TALAGA KUROKEN SKL OK I LOVE THEM KASO DI GANUN KARAMI FANFICS and DOUJINSHI NILA :(( (one-shot)

•(haikyuu!dj) Precious Inversion (one-shot, shounen ai) -AAH another cute one ugH KageHina is precious af ok,, appreciate ✊️😩 

I hope you found something to your liking! 💜 Again, I will no longer be updating this post but for my new recommendations, I’ll be posting it under the tag: ‘rec’. Happy reading! 🙆💋

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my thoughts/reactions while reading Kingdom of Ash

Nooo it’s Aedion x Lysandra all the way

Darrow is such an asshole

Ayyyy it’s Nox!! Ya boi is back!

Damn, everyone is hungry for sex

babies already?!

Rowan please rest

That’s right Elide you give him that cold shoulder mhm

Ugh, darn that was sweet of Lorcan to shred his shirt for her blood

Oh snap that messenger almost revealed Lysandra’s true form omg I seriously thought everyone was going to find out that she’s just been pretending to be Aelin

I need more Ilias but please protect him!

Aelin no queen don’t give up

FENRYYYSSSSS! NOOOO DON’T, FENRYYYYYYYS!!

Oh thank god Fenrys you almost broke my broken heart

wait nooooo Fenrys nonononono please no oh damn it I really thought... 

OH WAIT YESS.. YESSSSS. HELL FUCKING YES DO IT AELIN SAY THE MAGIC WORD. COME ON FENRYS LET’S GO BOIII YEEEEEE YOU GONNA LIVE OR SO HELP ME ahahaha HE LIVES PRAISE BE TO MALA AND AELIN

Wait I still don’t get it: whom did Dorian want to shift into? what did the golden hair mean?

Aw damn Manon & the 13 getting their hands dirty for the fallen :(

KALTAIN?! did not expect you :’(

the Little Folk are so cute but at the same time I envision them as those creatures from the horror film Don’t Be Afraid of the Dark 

Aww Fenrys hugging Aelin tugs at my heartstrings!

LOOOL ofc Aelin you would so raid treasure from the dead but it does make sense yeah

Everyone giving Lorcan the cold shoulder is pretty amusing

I’m on Chapter 39 already?! I feel pretty lost without a Table of Contents

Awww I am absolutely living for the blink communication between Aelin and Fenrys!

I need a longer Rowaelin sex scene please

Ok but the battle at Anielle reminds me of the Battle of Helm's Deep from LOTR, especially when Princess Hasar and her army arrive to flank Morath

NOO AEDION! LYSANDRA! COME ON!

A witch tower?! Holy shit omg I hope no character I know just died in that group of 4k soldiers that are now dust in the wind

Aelin is reuniting with Chaol, Nesryn, Yrene, and Falkan!! Omg oh my fuck nuts it is HAPPENING.

Ok seriously the battle at Anielle's Keep really reminds me of the Battle at Helm's Deep

Manon yaaaas Queen light 🔥 it 🔥 up 🔥

Aedion please hang on gods he's taking the worse of it this whole story

I agree with Lysandra he cannot just apologize and all is forgiven just like that bc seriously it took her to be nearly killed for him to apologize? But at the same time poor Aedion

Fuck you Darrow you worthless pos

Omg is Aelin going to stop the dam with her water powers?! Oh ok that's cool too

Chaol's father is such an ass

Yrene/healers are basically a metaphor for killing the enemy with kindness

ROLFE FUCKING FINALLY DUDE WHERE YOU BEEN BUT AAAYYY YOU CAME THROUGH THANK GODS

I legit started tearing up when Manon and the witches began lighting the hearth fires calling all other witches scattered to heed the call of their Witch Queen and go to war

Major LOTR vibes when everyone started responding to Terrasen's call for aid but ffs Aedion why didn't you call for aid earlier?

Everyone is getting smutty sexy time but Rowaelin :(

Please I need to see more of Ilias, Ansel, Rolfe, Nox and Falkan pleeaassee it's been years

Everyone's going to Terrasen now ahhhhh

Dorian no oh damn it Dorian yes but be careful

WTF Erawan was seeking Maeve and now she just waltzes right to him and now they're conniving together?! Surprised, but also not surprised. Erawan probably doesn't know she's the runaway wife of his brother... they would make such a power couple though

Aw fucking hell Dorian

Dorian wtf you are out of your mind blegh I can't imagine you with Maeve

Dorian agh jfc are you serious. You had one job. One job....

Ohhh I see. I judged you too soon Dorian, nice work!

Awww YEAH BABY. I am literally tearing up. Just when Aedion and co. Thought it was over, Manon swoops in with her army! I can just imagine the entire scene :')

PETRAH IS THE MVP

What no no no oh no I am crying ... the 13 are the true MVP oh God damn it

Bruh I am choking up at the 13's sacrifice and everyone paying their respects I am so close to crying

Bruh I'm listening to the Haunting of Hil House OST while reading the scene where Dorian and Aelin are using the Wyrdkeys and wtf is happening

Oh wtf?! Dorian's father of all people to appear?!

UWWAAH HOLY SHIT THAT PLOT TWIST I NEVER THOUGHT ABOUT DORIAN'S FATHER AND NOOO AELIN

BROOO AELIN JUST PASSED BY FEYRE AND RHYSAND'S WORLD SHE MADE A CAMEO IN THEIR UNIVERSE

Aw man she lost most of her power but guess that's the price to pay :'(

I ALWAYS IMAGINED AELIN RIDING THE LORD OF THE NORTH INTO BATTLE (I was listening to The Hobbit Battle of the 5 Armies OST) AND IT HAPPENED

NOOO GAVRIEL! Man I knew he'd do this for his son 😭

Where is Nox amongst all of this?

Come on Aelin come on you can do this!

Yes Rowan and the Cadre have arrived and--oh crap FENRYS NO NOT AGAIN--ROWAN--MY HANDSOME FAE WARRIORS NOOO

"Dorian" well who would have guessed that was his father's name

Did NOT expect Fenrys to be the one to deal the first blow almost thought it was the killing blow

YRENE IS THE TRUE MVP

"Lord Lorcan Lochan" try saying that 5x fast

I'm done and I feel empty... I feel like the book could have been a bit longer because some moments did feel rushed. I'm still wondering what the hell happened to Nox because he just ghosted halfway through the book and never made another reappearance

There wasn't as many difficult losses as I feared for and that's good but I still cry over the 13 and Gavriel and & Murtaugh