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bicycle by patricia taxxon is doing something to me i feel like im drowning i feel like i’m dying i feel like gravity doesn’t apply anymore i feel like im screaming my throat raw i feel like im plunging my paws into the dirt. it’s night and the moon is so beautiful. im blinking in the wind and the wind is keeping me awake and the wind is keeping me alive my heart pounds with the rustle of leaves with the clicking of the rusted chain as it turns around the gears. i am mourning something yet simultaneously rejoicing in its revival. there is water in my ears but ive never been able to hear so clearly. i hear the moonlight’s reflection on the ocean when i raise my nose to the sky i can smell the salt. is it raining?
#btw this is not an attempt at poetry or anything of the sort#this is straight up just a stream of consciousness as i listen to the album#brotherhood and big wheel my beloved.#echoes#patricia taxxon
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Do you have any other favorite characters in WoT besides Lan? Iirc, you mentioned Perrin being one of your favorites
Warning: Includes spoilers for season 2 of The Wheel of Time under the cut
PERRIN MY BELOVED
I have loved him since watching the first episode and watching the man get traumatized by accidentally killing his pregnant wife 😭
Don't care for the whole Perrin loves Egwene storyline they were going for in the first season
So glad it looks like they dropped it for s2 - but who knows if it comes back
I loved his relationship with Hopper and was absolutely devastated with him when Hopper died
I love ghe whole thing of him becoming a wolfbrother! Love how it's been developed since the beginning. Can't wait to see where it goes next
Also love when we get to see him fuck shit up
I love his brotherhood with Mat with my whole heart. The definition of a bromance
Definitely have to check out more of Marcus Rutherford's work
ALSO MAT
I loved Barney Harris' portrayal of him in s1. I love that his main concern was taking care of his sisters. I was bummed originally when I found out Barney wasn't coming back in s2.
HOWEVER, I love the way Donal Finn portrayed him in s2. His portrayal is obviously so different. You see a different side of Mat we didn't get in s1.
He's still a bit of a fool (affectionate) but
But I am mad that they kind of dropped his concern for his sisters
Loved the scene of him and Rand talking and them both telling each other that their friends are not better off without them 😭
Loved that he did what he could not to touch the cursed blade
AND THE WHOLE THING WITH THE HEROES OF THE HORN *chef's kiss*
His absolute devastation when he stabbed Rand 😭
I love Mat Cauthon with my whole heart
ALSO MY WIFE NYNAEVE
Let me start off by saying: Talented, Brilliant, Incredible, Amazing, Showstopping, Spectacular, Never The Same, Totally Unique, Completely Not Ever Been Done Before, Unafraid To Reference Or Not Reference
AN ABSOLUTE FUCKING ICON SINCE DAY ONEEEE
She is a survivor, a warrior, a protector, a healer
And she is my (and Lan's) EVERYTHING
Love that the only time she seems to channel is when Lan is in danger (more like dead or dying) because BITCH SAME - I know she's channeled besides that but let me have thus
I absolutely loved the scenes where she was living her best life with Lan and their daughter 😭
Wish we could have seen them actually reunite in reality but those scenes at Two Rivers will hold me over til s3
I'm curious to know what's behind the mental block that prevents her from channeling
I would die for her
I would kill for her
I am lowkey in love with Moiraine - but that's mostly because Rosamund Pike intimidates me and brings that intimidation to Moiraine and I am attracted to women who intimidate me
She is such an interesting character
I'm glad we got to explore more of her past in s2 and meet her family
Also her whole thing with Siuan makes me so soft - up until the end 😭
I'm always here for any type of queer representation even the ugly side of it
STOP THE HOMOPHOBIA AND LET THEM BE FISHWIVES TOGETHER GODDMANIT
I have a big old crush on Lanfear/Selene
Give me a hot villain and you KNOW I'll fall in love with them instantly
And she is a hot villain
But also woman just wants to be loved
I need to know what happened between her and Lews Therin - it's always a bitch ass man tearing beautiful women down
I am so in love with Natasha O'Keefe and have been since Peaky Blinders
She has my consent to tie me to a wheel if she wants
LASTLY
Ishamael, my beloved 🥺
Another hot villain
I wouldn't say he's a fav but I definitely was a little bummed when he got killed
I really think Ishamael, Lanfear, and Lews Therin had a throuple situation going on and I don't care if anyone disagrees
Because at the very least Ishamael and Lews has something a little gay going on 👀
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I Hate the Alternate Ending of Blind Betrayal, and Here's Why!
DISCLAIMER THE FIRST: Massive spoilers for Fallout 4 abound. This post discusses Blind Betrayal, a quest with suicide as a heavy theme. Content warning applies.
DISCLAIMER THE SECOND: This post discusses cut OFFICIAL content from Fallout 4 that has since been repurposed into multiple mods. I am not criticizing any modders or their implementations of this content. Mods are fun and people can enjoy whatever the hell kind of game experience they want with whatever mods they want.
I am ONLY interested in discussing the original cut content as Bethesda had written it, and how it would have impacted the story and lore of Fallout 4.
So, yeah, it seems there was originally going to be another way to conclude Blind Betrayal (BB).
As described in this Kotaku article (citing this post by Tumblr user tentacle-explosion,) there are unused audio files of Danse’s dialogue that show an alternate ending to his pivotal quest. These lines are the only evidence we have of this ending (suggesting that it was cut fairly early on, as no other actors/characters seem to have recorded for it.)
From what we can tell, in this alternate ending of BB, Danse comes up with a possible way out of the sticky situation re: his identity as a synth. According to the Brotherhood Litany, he is able to challenge Maxson’s authority as Elder via combat. If you agree to this idea, you go with Danse to challenge Maxson. The Paladin and the Elder duel one another, Danse wins, and Maxson dies. Then Danse names the Sole Survivor the new Elder-- or with a hard charisma check, you’re able to convince Danse to take the job himself. It is unknown how the main plot would have progressed beyond this point, as there is no other evidence of what being (or influencing) the Elder would have been like or what choices it would have given you.
There is understandable disappointment in learning that this ending was cut. Choices in games are great, and it could have been fun to have multiple different options for how to resolve the quest. In many gaming circles, people complain that this theoretical ending is superior to the one we got and shouldn’t have been axed. The Kotaku article calls it a “way better” ending, and you’ll see many players lamenting that it wasn’t implemented, saying Bethesda was bad at writing for cutting it, etc.
So why did Bethesda get rid of the Elder ending of BB?
In December 2020, after the Fallout 4 Cast Reunion, Danse’s voice actor Peter Jessop answered questions in a private signing session on his Instagram. Peter Jessop is an extremely kind and gracious man, an avid gamer, and a huge fan of Fallout. During the stream, he reflected on the alternate ending and remembered recording the lines, but stated the content was ultimately cut because Bethesda decided it was lore-breaking.
Peter Jessop is right. Bethesda was right. The Elder ending of BB is a bunch of dumb nonsense. It sucks, I hate it, and I’m glad they got rid of it. And now I’m going to tell you why!
SIDENOTE: King Shit of Fuck Mountain
There is no wrong way to play a single-player video game. If you are having fun, then you are accomplishing the task for which the game was made. Good for you! Play it on easy. Play it on hard. Mod it. Speedrun it. Make up an intricate roleplaying scenario. Perform “challenge” runs. Kill everybody you see. Ignore the story and run around collecting wheels of cheese. Games are meant to be fun and there is nothing wrong with enjoying a game however you damn well please. This is especially true for RPGs like Fallout, which are designed with player freedom in mind.
There is an RPG playstyle I like to call King Shit of Fuck Mountain: a naked power fantasy in which your protagonist is the most powerful person ever, even beyond normal RPG plot significance. Through brute strength, incredible charisma, or having completed tons of quests for world-breaking artifacts and weapons, your character wields godlike influence, able to control people, factions, and the fabric of the world itself. A game enables KSoFM gameplay when it allows the player limitless freedom to gain as much power as they like with zero consequences to plot or storytelling.
A great example of this is the Dragonborn in The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim. If the player chooses to pursue every questline in the game, one single person can become Harbinger of the Companions, Archmage of the College of Winterhold, Listener of the Dark Brotherhood, Nightingale and Guildmaster of the Thieves’ Guild, hero of the Imperial/Stormcloak army, the chosen one of like, 11 different Daedric princes, a bard, a Blade, and otherwise just, absurdly goddamn powerful in completely unrealistic ways. And that’s not counting DLCs. A fully-kitted-out Dragonborn is King Shit of Fuck Mountain.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with playing KSoFM if you like to. But I’m not a big fan of this style, personally. Sure, my first Skyrim character became KSoFM while I was figuring out the game, but after my first playthrough I preferred my characters become coherent figures in the story of the world. I pick one or two character traits and things that my Dragonborn is good at, focus on them, and make them part of some overall story. My honorable Imperial paladin werewolf is in the Companions, and hunts vampires on principle. My Argonian sneaky archer is a gleeful thief, but would never jive with the College or the Dark Brotherhood. I like creating protagonists who fit into these settings immersively. I don’t care about power fantasies or being in charge. I don’t WANT my character to be all-powerful, because that ruins my immersion and my little story.
Additionally, in a plot-driven story-focused game like Fallout, KSoFM tears the narrative apart. Skyrim is fairly light on story, so the Dragonborn can be the leader of the Companions and the Dark Brotherhood and whatever other factions without any of them noticing or caring. But FO4’s themes, faction drama, and the main thrust of the plot don’t work at all if the Sole Survivor is able to become too powerful or too influential. The Sole Survivor cannot become the leader of every faction, solve every problem, or eliminate every inconvenient bend of the conflict because it makes the lore of the entire setting implode. Thus, the game forces you to choose between factions. You cannot be with the Minutemen and the Nuka-World Raiders. You cannot be with the Railroad and the Institute. And you cannot become Elder of the Brotherhood of Steel.
So if you’re the kind of person who loves playing KSoFM, if you like plots that your character can “solve” with relative ease, or if you just think it would be super cool for your Sole to become Elder regardless of surrounding storytelling, then you might think the Elder ending sounds super cool. You are absolutely allowed to disagree with me here. Install all the mods and write all the fic and have all the headcanons you like. I respect that. There is no wrong way to enjoy a single-player video game. Have fun!
But if you’re a big nitpicky pedantic lore nerd like me, a fan of cohesive storytelling, or if you just want to hear how the Elder ending of BB absolutely fucking ruins Maxson, Danse, the Brotherhood of Steel, and the entire plot of FO4 from a narrative perspective, read on!
1. The Synth Thing
The Elder ending requires the stupid plot contrivance of the BoS forgetting about Danse’s synthhood.
One of the biggest problems with the BoS as an institution is their strict and dogmatic beliefs, which include a widespread dislike of non-human species. Perhaps more than any other non-humans, the BoS hates synths. Synths are, in their eyes, machines given free will, a violation of the sanctity of human life and the ultimate example of technology run amok. To them, synths are not sympathetic, they are not slaves, and they are not victims of circumstance. They are weapons that left unchecked will destroy all of humanity for a second time. Synths are anathema to everything the BoS stands for, and finding out that one of their most beloved and trusted Paladins is one is an earth-shattering blow to their integrity and sense of security.
It is completely absurd that the BoS would allow a synth within their ranks, particularly as they are waging war against the Institute, who created synths in the first place. It is even MORE absurd that they’d allow one to influence their Elder, or even worse, to become Elder. It completely undermines their mission in the Commonwealth, and the core tenets of their extremely rigid beliefs. No matter the Elder, no matter the Litany or obscure BoS law, no matter how valuable the Sole Survivor is as a soldier or how much influence they wield. Danse is a synth. He’s the enemy. He is physically the embodiment of everything they hate.
Not only wouldn’t they trust a synth in general, but the BoS specifically believes that Danse is an infiltrator for the Institute. Even Danse believes that he is a danger, that the Institute may be able to take control of him and use him as a weapon. Sure, we know none of this is actually true, or possible, but the BoS don’t know that. And given how quick they are to order Danse dead without even the possibility of surrender, I don’t think there’s any charisma in the world that’s going to convince them otherwise.
According to Peter Jessop, this, ultimately, is the reason why the Elder ending was cut. He talks about it around the 11:30 timestamp in his Instagram stream, linked above:
“We recorded an ending where you keep Danse alive and you take over the Brotherhood. But there was a question of content… there’s no way the Brotherhood, once they knew he was a synth, would let him be even the right hand of the person in charge.”
Bethesda correctly recognized the incredible narrative contrivance for the BoS to shrug off the reason they’re trying to execute Danse in the first place. Whatever other beefs I have with this ending conceptually, they all come in second to just what a big dumb leap it is to get beyond this first and most important problem.
2. The Complete Death of Conflict
The Elder ending of BB destroys the conflict of the quest, and potentially the conflict of the entire game.
Greed is a poison. There is no such thing as a perfect ideal or a perfect organization. Power corrupts. Humanity has the choice to build back better. War never changes. The Fallout games are full of themes, depicted by the characters and quests and factions we play out.
Blind Betrayal is rightfully praised as one of the most powerful quests in FO4. Not only is it well-acted, but it puts the player in a very difficult position. The BoS has given you clout and glory and free power armor and lots of firepower, but now you see the price: unquestioning obedience. You are ordered to execute your friend and mentor Danse for the mere fact he is a synth. Are you going to follow that unjust order? Are you willing to give up your principles on command? Or is this where you can no longer stay quiet and stay in line?
To be honest, I’ve always thought the fact you can talk Maxson out of killing Danse but still remain with the BoS in good standing was a cop-out. BB goes 90% of the way to forcing you to choose between a companion and a faction, and then chickens out at the last second to let you have both, if your charisma is high enough.
(I believe this has the fingerprints of Skyrim’s development on it-- Bethesda’s writers got nervous about doing another Paarthurnax choice involving the fan favorite Brotherhood of Steel. That’s right. Danse is the Paarthurnax of Fallout. Frankly, I understand why they chose not to go there, but damn, wouldn’t it have been wild? You want to run with the BoS? Then kill your friend and feel the burn. THIS is what it means to follow orders without question.
As for me, I’d pick Danse every time and sleep soundly without the company of shitty bootlicking dieselpunk LARPers- but I digress.)
Anyway, you know what would have REALLY been a copout? If the game asked you to make a difficult thematic storyline choice, and you solved the problem by just not choosing at all.
You are supposed to feel uncomfortable when Maxson orders you to kill Danse, because the game is telling a story about how it is maybe a bad thing to thoughtlessly follow orders without question. It is asking you to think about what the BoS is, what they are doing, and how they are going to run things, if you choose to let them “win” the Commonwealth. It is pointing out that there is no room for gray in the BoS’ black and white. That a good, loyal man may die because of the way he was made, through no action of his own. That soon, you’ll be killing other people on command. The Railroad. Fleeing Institute synths and scientists. Others, down the line. It all depends on who’s giving the orders. Are you going to follow those orders?
Eesh, that sounds thought-provoking and unpleasant and difficult! Let’s just skip it by killing Maxson and making ourselves the boss. Now we get to tell everybody else what to do!
It’s unknown what powers the Elder ending would have granted the player, or how it would have interacted with the other factions. There is speculation that you’d have been able to ease back on the BoS’ dogmatism, or change some of the later events of the game. For instance, perhaps you could talk the BoS down from attacking the Railroad, sparing popular characters like Glory and Deacon who must die in the normal BoS storyline. Perhaps you could have made the BoS a kinder, gentler faction and directed them to run the way you want them to.
If this was indeed the case, then the Elder ending would not only suck the gravitas out of BB, but torpedo the entire main plot.
If you can get rid of any and all downsides to siding with the BoS, why in the hell would players side with anybody else? With the player given total power, the BoS becomes a perfect faction with no drawbacks, no weaknesses, no tough decisions to be made. Screw slumming it with the Railroad or the Minutemen, let’s take over the BoS. Free power armor and a giant robot! Forget the whole intolerance thing, I hereby proclaim the BoS No Longer Problematic! Now to force all the factions to get along, completely removing all conflict and nuance from the plot!
That’s some real anticlimactic “tell Legate Lanius to go home and then he does it” bullshit right there. King Shit of Fuck Mountain!
Look, it might be nice if there was a perfect path like that to take through the game. It would be cool if our characters could be that powerful and the game was that tailored to our individual choices. On the other hand, “I change all the factions to suit my exact liking” might be a fun idea for a fanfic, but it’s an incredibly boring plot for a video game. “I get to make everything in the world exactly how I want it” is Minecraft, not a story-driven RPG with a complex and intricate plot.
It would be great if complex conflicts could really be solved that easily and effortlessly, but hey, you know what? War never changes.
3. The Assassination of Arthur Maxson (Literal)
Arthur Maxson’s death is too significant and fundamentally disastrous for the Elder ending to make any sense at all.
Hero, villain, leader, monster, tortured soul, brutal dictator, immature twerp, bearded sex hunk. However you personally interpret Arthur Maxson, there is no denying that he is a venerated, popular, beloved figure in the BoS. He is the blood heir of the organization’s founder, a powerful warrior, a brilliant tactician, and a charismatic negotiator. He is responsible for reuniting the East Coast BoS with the Outcasts, leading the new, stronger BoS with a sense of shared purpose. There is a damn good reason his name is Arthur and he named his ship The Prydwen, echoes of King Arthur and the legends of his glorious kingdom of Camelot. Arthur Maxson is so beloved that many view him as a demigod, a messiah sent to lead the BoS into a mighty and prosperous future.
So I’m sure nobody’s going to be upset when some wasteland jackass recruited a month ago stumbles in with a synth, kills him, and takes over his job. Right?
It doesn’t matter that it’s “honorable.” It doesn’t matter that it’s done “by the book” via obscure BoS rules. There is no codex or litany or rule so binding that it’s going to overcome the cult of personality around Maxson. There is no way that the BoS is going to accept the death of Arthur Maxson, a man whose reverence borders on worship, especially not when he is immediately replaced by a wastelander, or a synth.
The death of Arthur Maxson removes the unifying glue that’s been holding the BoS together since mending the rift with the Outcasts. Maxson’s death eliminates the one person that both sides of that conflict agreed could steer the organization in the right direction. Some level heads may try to keep the focus on the mission and the Brotherhood tenets, but Maxson loyalists will never forgive the new Elder for his death, and that amount of passionate righteous anger will not be quelled by appeals to the rules. The new Elder’s war on the Institute is basically over before it begins, when the forces splinter and start infighting over the change in leadership.
And this is if the new Elder lives long enough to actually give any orders. I give them around 24 hours after the duel before some angry Maxson loyalist “accidentally” pulls the trigger and “tragically” empties a clip into their back.
24 seconds, if it’s Elder Danse, the dirty synth abomination.
4. The Assassination of Arthur Maxson (Figurative)
The Elder ending of BB falsely pretends that Arthur Maxson is the biggest and only problem with the BoS.
In the Elder ending, as written, the conflict of BB is considered completely and totally solved by the death of Arthur Maxson. The core problem, that Danse is a synth and considered an enemy by the BoS, has not gone away. But by getting rid of Maxson, this apparently no longer matters. Nobody else is going to take offense to Danse’s nature or protest his presence. Nobody else is going to attack him or try to follow through with Maxson’s prior orders. Nope, that meanybutt guy who gave the order is gone, and everybody else is going to welcome Danse back into the fold like nothing ever happened.
I touched on this a little bit on an ask about Maxson a few weeks back, but a lot of people seem to believe that the FO4 Brotherhood of Steel is the way they are purely because of him. That he is the one making them treat non-humans as second class citizens at best, and enemies to be slaughtered at worst. That it’s his fault the BoS is so vehemently against synths and the Institute. That he is the one influencing their imperialistic tendencies, and treating the Commonwealth like territory to be conquered and people to be ruled over by their betters.
He’s not. That’s the Brotherhood of Steel, guys.
The charitable, altruistic, virtuous BoS that many of us met for the first time in FO3 were outliers. Lyons’ group was literally disowned by the rest of the faction because their kindness to wastelanders had gone so far astray from the “core” tenets. The BoS as a whole has always been exclusive, isolated, and seen themselves as “superior” to the average wastelander. They have long disliked or outright hated non-humans (and even Lyons’ BoS in FO3 use ghouls, feral or not, for “target practice” if they get too close!) The rigid dogmatism of the BoS is not something that Arthur Maxson started, but has always been part of their fabric.
Now, it’s true that Maxson is absolutely going hard on the BoS tenets, and extremely dedicated to upholding them. His BoS are the way they are and act the way they act because he believes that this is the way it should be. Is it possible that a different leader may be a little more flexible? Absolutely. Could a skilled Elder eventually show them the benefits of a softer approach and a more generous worldview? Totally. Is getting rid of Maxson and replacing him going to make that happen overnight, or going to make the rest of the BoS who supported him shrug and follow suit?
Nope.
Blaming Arthur Maxson for everything unsavory about the Brotherhood is unfair to him and also foolishly ignoring the deep, massive problems that are far older than he is-- problems that plenty of its members wholeheartedly believe are not problems at all. Getting rid of Maxson does not make the BoS kinder or gentler. Even pretending Maxson isn’t as personally beloved as he is, any new Elder who steps in and starts trying to fundamentally alter the way the BoS operates and what they believe in is going to face some major, immediate pushback.
Like, a full clip of bullets in the back type of pushback.
In the face if it’s Elder Danse, the godless freak of nature.
5. The Un-Redemption of Paladin Danse
Last, and my personal least favorite!
At first glance, Paladin Danse is a steely jackboot, a die-hard Brotherhood loyalist who fully and firmly believes in their cause. Many immediately dismiss him as a humorless brute, or completely ignore him because they think that’s all there is. But if you spend any time with Danse at all, you’ll notice a sort of weariness in him. He is tired, overworked, and his years of service are starting to weigh on him. He has watched friends, comrades, and mentors die in horrible and gruesome ways, and he suffers from PTSD. Though he has always been told that his own sacrifices, the sacrifices of his brothers and sisters have been” worth it,” he’s starting to question if that’s true.
After telling of the incident where he personally executed his best friend Cutler, who’d been turned into a super mutant, the Sole Survivor is able to console him:
Player Default: You did the right thing. Danse: {Somber} It's what I was taught. I don't know if it was right.
This line is an excellent summary of Danse’s entire character arc. He learns to question whether to believe what the Brotherhood has taught him, or to believe in himself. His gut feelings. His sense of justice and his own ideas of what’s right and wrong.
(In the interest of not turning this into an essay about Danse’s character, I won’t even get into how this also applies to his beliefs about his worth as a person. But keep in mind, that dimension is there, Danse just covers it up by making everything about the Brotherhood.)
During Blind Betrayal, after getting the orders to execute him and hearing Haylen’s plea for mercy, we may expect Danse to be ready to fight back or flee. But when you confront him in the bunker at Listening Post Bravo, he’s compliant and suicidal. Danse is so deeply poisoned by the BoS’ rhetoric that his own feelings or will to live don’t factor into the conversation. He demands that you follow your orders and execute him, because he believes, as the BoS does, that all synths are dangerous and must be destroyed.
Danse: {Stern} Synths can't be trusted. Machines were never meant to make their own decisions, they need to be controlled. Technology that's run amok is what brought the entire world to its knees and humanity to the brink of extinction.
{Confident} I need to be the example, not the exception.
Through various dialogue options, if your charisma is high enough, you are able to talk Danse off the ledge. He is able to consider, at least, that the BoS’ merciless judgment of him is wrong and that what he was taught isn’t right. He is a thinking, feeling, self-aware synth, and that makes him as much a person as any human. Danse is no danger to humanity-- and maybe, most synths aren’t either.
Danse is an example, not an exception.
Later on, if you manage to get him out of BB alive, Danse shows further acceptance of his nature. His approvals about synths begin to soften slightly (or many of them do, at least… it’s not perfect.) He is still struggling with his identity and reconciling it with his former hatred, but his dialogue suggests that he’s on the road to being more open-minded and understanding. Along with this, Danse learns that he has value as a person beyond the Brotherhood. He no longer needs to define himself with BoS beliefs or judge himself by how useful he is to them. He learns that he is worth caring about, worth being friends with or being loved because of who he is-- not what he is, in any regard.
[SIDENOTE: Many players, myself included, are frustrated that Danse’s arc leaves off sort of midstream there. Due to the open-ended nature of the game, we don’t get a real conclusion to his arc-- even though much of his idle dialogue doesn’t change and he still espouses pro-BoS sentiments ( an unfortunate by-product of writing for a video game) there is every indication that he’s started down the right path, but understandably has a ways to go.
Also, Peter Jessop agrees with us.]
Meanwhile, in the Elder ending, Danse doesn’t get a redemption. His entire character arc, actually, hits the skids and does a total 180.
He never leaves the BoS. So scratch the need for Danse to ever think about himself as separate from them. He never needs to question what they’ve taught him or whether they’re right or wrong. He never needs to find any worth in himself beyond his use to the BoS. Why would he? He might be the Elder. The BoS is all he needs to care about anymore. The BoS is all he ever needs to be, ever again.
And I think, most horrifying of all, this Danse never needs to change his mind about synths. On the contrary, one of the surviving dialogue files includes Danse’s speech to reassure the rest of the BoS of his stance:
Danse: I want to make one thing clear to everyone. This body might be synth, but my heart and mind belong to the Brotherhood. The Institute is still a tremendous threat to the Commonwealth. They possess technologies that need to be confiscated or destroyed. And even if that means I have to pull the trigger on my own kind, I’m willing to make that sacrifice.
Elder ending Danse doesn’t grow more understanding on the nature of synths. He doesn’t accept that synths are people, or anything more than technology run amok. He won’t even accept that for himself. Elder Maxson wasn’t wrong about synths-- they’re the enemy and they need to be destroyed.
But, see, he was wrong about Danse. It’s okay for Danse to exist in spite of his nature. It’s okay for him to never fully accept his own personhood, and to outright deny it to his kind. Because his body is a machine, but he’s different from the rest because his heart and mind belong to the Brotherhood.
He’s the exception, not the example.
CONCLUSION:
The Elder ending of Blind Betrayal is dumb, contrived, stakeless, character-derailing powergaming crap at its finest and I’ll happily dance on its grave.
People give Bethesda a lot a shit for their writing-- whether it be stuff they left out, stuff they left in, or stuff that they never, ever could have made work due to the limitations of writing for a video game. Plenty of it is well-deserved, or at least worth a discussion. But from the minute I found out about its existence, I have always wanted to extend a congratulations to Bethesda for cutting the alternate Elder ending of Blind Betrayal. It was a good choice. A very good choice to cut a very dumb plot that would have fundamentally altered the story they were telling, and characters that I’ve grown to love. I think the writers deserve some credit and a hearty handshake for the wisdom of this decision.
Now as for why Nick Valentine isn’t romanceable--
#fallout 4#fallout meta#paladin danse#arthur maxson#blind betrayal#this one was a long time coming#any thematic resemblance to any fics of mine is a coincidence#the blind betrayal manifesto#king shit of fuck mountain#the initial intrigue of the idea wears off if you think about it more than not at all
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What Christmas gifts would the companions like to recieve?
Ada – Complete overhaul of her entire frame simply because she hasn’t a taste for material items and only thing she ever really seems thankful for is Sole’s friendship. So aside from promising to forever be her pal and living for as long as they can, Sole is really only left with making her the most badass-est automatron to grace the Commonwealth which, in a way is an even better gift than they intended because to her, it allows her to better protect her friends like she’s always wanted.
Cait – Big black biker boots fit for curb stomping along with a matching black leather jacket fit with shoulder spikes and numerous pockets for guns and knives alike. Oh and of course a brand new fully automatic combat shotgun and a few bottles of drink because why not spoil the woman who deserves it most??
Curie – Somehow – whether by actually knowing where to go or by some streak of impossible luck – Sole had managed to gift to the ever curious little synth many rare chemicals whose canisters had somehow survived the Great War and subsequent post-apocalyptic damage. Curie explained why she needed them at one point in her travels with Sole, but all that science jargon went right over their head without so much as a “How do you do?” and so they were left simply saying: “Happy experimenting!”
Codsworth – The faithful Mr Handy would finally receive what he’s always wanted throughout all his long years: a pristine gentleman’s top hat, lacking the common wasteland crinkles, tears and faded fabric that sits perfectly atop his metal hull. He’d cherish it until the day he shuts down forever.
Danse – Considering when Danse had to the leave the Brotherhood he consequently had to leave behind his beloved power armour, leaving him with a sticky X-01 frame which may have had extra protection but was so obviously lacking in more ways than one, Sole knew just what to get him. Or rather, what to give him back anyway with a few extras of course. Cue the kinetic dynamo, jet pack equipped hydraulically improved T-60 power armour sporting the blackest of the black paints and almost dangerously lubed up limb actuators for better mobility while out in the field. Sole is expecting a happy tear or two.
Deacon – Finally, he’d get that Deathclaw he’s always wanted, fit with a leather spiked collar and a tag with “Fluffy” imprinted in the metal. If he wasn’t wearing sunglasses, everyone would have seen him tear up just a little bit as he grinned up at his brand new guard dog.
Desdemona – A brand new Fat Man, painted mostly black with a small white lantern imprinted on the side with the words “From the Railroad, with love” printed underneath. It may have been Deacon’s idea originally, but dammed if it didn’t make her smile like an idiot.
Dogmeat – Being the goodest boy in the whole entire Commonwealth, Dogmeat deserved nothing less than a nice cosy doghouse fit with comfy pillows, a non-leaking roof and an almost brand spanking new teddy bear to strut around with proudly in his mouth.
Gage – What do you get the man who has everything he could possibly want? A penthouse loft of course! Or something close enough anyway. Considering Fizztop Grille is Sole’s alone, they can do whatever the hell they want with it, so why not construct a secondary level just like their own for their right hand man ready to be unveiled to him on Christmas day.
Hancock – Chems is all he’d ever asked for and chems he sure did get…but with the added sweetener of Sole’s handiwork. The best he ever really could come across was raider or novice made chems, their potency were lacking substantially which had him powering through his reserves quicker than he could get them in. That meant that with having to need to consume more for the desired high, the cost of buying more damn near sends him broke. With Sole’s Christmas gift of a load of pure, undiluted chems, he’ll be flying higher than ever for a good long while.
MacCready – The best gift Sole could ever give him was curing his son Duncan from whatever horrible disease it was that he caught and considering Sole had already done that by the time Christmas rolled around, he really didn’t want anything more from them. He’s already in debt, but of course Sole won’t listen and would instead find him a stash of Grognak comics that he says he hates but secretly power reads when he thinks no one is looking.
Maxson – A man such as him in charge of an army such as the Brotherhood of Steel would neither want much nor have time for a thing such as Christmas aside from of course enjoying the traditional turkey-based meal. So if Sole really wanted to give him something special that he’ll enjoy, then they better saddle up, stretch those limbs and flick on a stealth boy, because they sure don’t wanna get caught sneaking into the Elder’s quarters at night for a little ‘under the blankets’ awakening.
Nick Valentine – Considering both he and Sole were obviously old souls in a world full of fresh-faced youngin’s, Sole figured that maybe the old synth would like a healthy blast of nostalgia by way of intact, still legible pre-war books. Specifically, crime thrillers and sci-fi fiction that would sure give him a good laugh and be easy reading when he has those days where its best to just zone out for a little while.
Old Longfellow – What can you get an old hunter who makes everything he needs by hand and lives almost entirely off the land? A whole caravan load of whiskey that’s what. Ranging from Teeling, Redbreast, Jack Daniels and of course Tullamore Dew (my one true love)
Piper Wright – A brand new, state of the art Platen printing press whose rotating wheel doesn’t stick and whose ink reserves doesn’t spurt up into the user’s face each time a copy is successfully printed. Oh and loads of non-crinkled paper from God knows where and an entire cache of sugar bombs just for her – no sharing required.
Preston Garvey – Sole had already given him the best gifts he could ever have hoped for – the full restoration of his beloved Minutemen and also another reason for him to live – so to ask for more would seem greedy in Preston’s eyes. But of course, Sole won’t let it go that easily because under the Christmas tree for Preston would await something small but something undeniably packed with so much meaning and thought that it very well might bring the noble Minuteman to tears. It was a genuine Freedom Trail Boston Minuteman CNCL medallion. Now, wherever Preston goes with that little gem hanging from his lapel, everyone will know the hero that Preston Garvey most surely is.
Strong – Much like Ada, the big guy hasn’t really got a taste for material items so that leaves little to actually gift him with considering his frame can’t be as easily upgraded as Ada. What he does have a literal taste for however, is fresh juicy meat. So, without selling their morals and feeding him raider, Sole will get together with the caravans and organise for the biggest delivery of fresh meat, whether it’s Brahmin, Deathclaw or Mirelurk they’re not picky as long as it’s not human flesh.
X6-88 – Yet another companion with low affinity for material possessions – aside from his sunnies of course – X6 will only really appreciate a gift if it’s something particularly special, and by special its generally something that makes killing Institute enemies a sport. Taking this into consideration, Sole’s best bet is the fully upgraded Gatling Laser with more power than necessary which – by its own nature – totally makes it necessary for the Courser to use.
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A beloved brotherhood Abhishek Kumar Singh - Taj Pharma
April has always been a special month for me, for more than one reason. If the start of the summer holidays during this month had been a great source of joy in childhood, important milestones and events of the freedom struggle marked in April made an imprint on my mind in later years. But more than anything, my elder brother’s birthday has been the most inspiring beauty spot of the month. And Rangarajan, my elder brother, has been a great source of inspiration throughout my life.
He was barely six (and myself two and a half) when we lost our mother. Whatever little I have gathered about those critical days, Rangarajan’s passionate narration contributed a great deal. He was so attached to my grandfather, K.C. Rajagopalachari, who was headmaster of a school in Walajabad near Kancheepuram. At his instance, to pursue our studies both my brother and I moved to the grandparents ’ home at Kancheepuram where they had settled down after my grandfather’s retirement. But nature snatched him before our academic year had even started. But my grandmother would not leave us, and the indomitable courage and care she exhibited in taking care of us is beyond description. I was in Class 8 when my college-going brother took me to the branch library near Rangasamy tank and made me read various periodicals and books. Back to our parents ’ home at Vellore during the holidays, Rangarajan would make me join him to proceed to the big District Library once breakfast was over. Not a single day during the holidays would be wasted. And invariably, we would be the last to be politely sent out by the library staff at the close of reading hours. He has mattered so much in my upbringing. One day he took me for a very long walk in Vellore and we were at the other end of town, near a cinema. The film being screened was Navarathri, starring Sivaji Ganesan in nine roles. I suggested we walk in. But upon counting the coins in his trouser pockets, he shook his head in the negative. The next moment, he handed over to me that small amount, barely enough to buy one entry ticket, telling he had seen the movie already and I could see it. He promised to return and pick me up after the show, which he did. Many interesting episodes during our days in Kancheepuram remain unforgettable. He learned to ride a bicycle fast, and the same evening was riding it very fast. A group of people was seen following him, and it appeared they were doing so to appreciate his riding skills. Alas, it was for the wrong reasons. The well-built man leading the group was a distributor of aerated water bottles (soda bottles, as they used to be called) whose bicycle that had been parked at the other end of our street, adjoining the Varadaraja temple. My brother’s bicycle had hit his, pushing down the crates. Realising what he had done, my brother was quick on his heels and wheels, but the group was even quicker. They made a big claim towards losses suffered, but my grandmother’s heartrending narration of her woes ever since she had shifted to the temple town, the unexpected loss of her husband, non-receipt of family pension, the ordeals of bringing up the grandchildren, and so on, touched their hearts and they left, accepting a ten-rupee note. Once they left, my grandmother promptly asked my brother not to venture out on the bicycle anymore. The job I secured, I owe to my brother. On his suggestion I took my very first test for a bank job conducted by the Banking Services Recruitment Board (BSRB). When the selection process was on, I had moved to Coimbatore to pursue my post graduation, staying at my parent’s home. By the time the appointment order was delivered, my father, a Deputy Collector, had been transferred to Dharmapuri and we had vacated the house; I was staying in a room elsewhere in the city. The orders were returned to the bank undelivered and the appointment was cancelled. Interestingly, the envelope carrying the news of that cancellation somehow reached me through a friend. I dropped a post card to my brother sharing the news of the cancellation of the appointment. He quickly contacted a bosom friend working in the same organisation and asked me to quickly go to Chennai and represent to the bank authorities.That was how I regained the opportunity lost and secured a job. He knew the pains of getting a job and his was a very bitter experience, faced with odds and challenges at every turn. Yet he would never ever complain of anything and his graceful smile would drive out the heat of his plight. One day I called my wife to inform her that I had received the milestone award of a wrist watch given to staff members who had completed 25 years of unblemished service. My wife’s instant reply was that it should go to my brother who was primarily responsible for my securing the job. But he took it very casually, as usual. It was from him that I imbibed the art of appreciating literature and cinema, developed the habit of greeting the author of any creative work and sharing with others examples of good writing that I come across. As he turned 60 recently, the whole family gathered to joyfully celebrate the ‘ordinary ’ man in his extraordinary attire, with my nonagenarian father himself presiding over the function. What better way to repay an unassuming Anna!
STORY IS BY: S. V. VENUGOPALAN RE Written by - Abhishek Kumar Singh TAJ PHARMA INDIA (MUMBAI)
UNICEF Ambassador since 2010 Perhaps best known for his role as CEO, of Taj Pharmaceuticals (Mr.Abhishek R Singh) As a UNICEF Ambassador since 2010, Abhishek traveled with UNICEF to visit UNICEF-supported programs for children affected by HIV/AIDS in Africa in June 2014 and to the Ivory Coast and Liberia in 2011, to visit UNICEF-supported centers for war refugees and former child soldiers. Mr.Abhishek R Singh continuously supports UNICEF and its mission to save and improve children's lives by encouraging family, friends, and fans to donate to the U.S./ India Fund for UNICEF and support UNICEF via his social networks and media interviews. www.unicef.org/about/employ/index_volunteers.html
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