#broken heart in hindi meaning

[shayarigateway]

Heartfelt shayari | Emotional poetry in Urdu | Love shayari for him/her Broken heart shayari #shorts

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Propaganda

Madhubala (Mughal-e-Azam, Barsaat Ki Raat, Mr. & Mrs. '55)—The Venus of India; heart-throb of all who saw her; responsible for the sexual awakening of every single desi lesbian I know (including me!) And my god, she is breathtakingly beautiful. Look at the subtle grace with which she moves, and that smile - the kind of radiant smile that can make you laugh with sheer delight, or cry because of its hidden pain. Those wild curls! That Cupid's bow! The way she tilts back her head and smiles at you with mischief dancing in her eyes! She has a way of looking at the camera that makes you feel she's sharing a private joke just with you; it's something about that quizzical twist of the lips and eyebrows. As an actress, she is inimitable; she seems to effortlessly inhabit roles ranging from a heart-broken courtesan to a laughter-loving socialite. Fun fact : she's had quite the fan following in Greece! Stelios Kazantidis even wrote a song as a tribute to her.

Ingrid Bergman (Gaslight, Casablanca, Notorious)—Where do I even begin with Ingrid Bergman? I fell in love with her with her astounding performance in the 1956 version of Anastasia -- the best Anastasia movie in large part due to her wonderful and touching performance. She's got this amazing, fascinating intensity to her in whatever role she's in. She commits 100%, and she's got this light in whatever she's in that's stunning. She's utterly convincing no matter what she plays, from an amnesiac possible lost princess, from a nun, from a woman taking her revenge on the town that wronged her, to light romantic comedy. She's never missed in any role I've seen her in! Also she became quite the MILF.

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Madhubala:

An icon of Bollywood, who was well known for her beauty and has continued to inspire performances and songs into the 21st century. She was at times described as "the number one beauty of the Indian screen" and "the biggest star in the world".

SHE IS EVERYTHING AHHH. JUST LOOK AT HER SMILE-

She's been nicknamed the Marilyn Monroe of India and was one of the highest paid actresses in the Hindi film industry (the term Bollywood did not exist yet) during the 1950s. Also an extremely talented dancer and singer

SHE'S JUST SO STUNNING, like seeing her eyes IMMEDIATELY CAPTIVATES YOU, THE DANCING, THE BEAUTY!!!!!!!!! She worked in Bollywood for over 20 years and passed away at a sad early age of 36, BUT THE IMPACT SHE HAD WAS UNMATCHED!!!!!

That sassy sideways glance she does always has me WEAK AT THE KNEES. And when she's making silly faces at the camera to mimic someone ahhhh my gay little heart <3

Ingrid Bergman:

God, she's fantastic. She's both beautiful and a compelling actor who's more than capable of putting the whole movie on her shoulders if necessary. It's worth noting that while her beauty is conventional, she was seen as refreshingly "natural" with more eyebrows and less makeup than many other leading ladies of the time. She's well known for her role in Casablanca, but in Notorious, Spellbound, (both available on archive.org ) and Gaslight (1944) she shows how immensely capable she is.

I mean...she's Ingrid Bergman. I feel like that should be enough, you know? She's physically beautiful (her eyes!) but watching her is like a transcendent experience. Her voice, her expressions... beautiful woman, beautiful actor.

I'm a gay man but even I understand her appeal. I'll watch any movie she shows up in. Gorgeous woman.

Just try and watch her movies without sighing wistfully, then get back to me!

Choosing 1-3 movies where Bergman was at her hottest was agony because, of course, she was always at her hottest. Not just because she was beautiful but because she was absolutely willing to go up against the bs women in Hollywood were constantly dealing with. When exiled from Hollywood for having an affair with Roberto Rossellini, not only did she refuse to apologize at any point, but she went on to say that Hollywood's films had grown stagnant and boring to her. Though she said she appreciated her time working there, she wanted to try new, different techniques (hence starring in Italian neorealist films, working on stage, and acting under directors like Ingmar Bergman). She was not afraid to chase after her artistic ideals and go outside the box regardless of what society had to say about it. From her first movie to her last she killed it. There's so much more to say about Bergman's career and life, but I've already written five million words so I'll stop at that.

ion words so I'll stop at that.

One of the most incredible actors I've ever seen on film. Her facial expressions are so intricate and poignant that I cannot look away. I'm either ace or straight, but damn she made me question that.

SEVEN TIME OSCAR NOMINEE QUEEN. Girl also PULLED, having affairs with famously hot men Gary Cooper and Gregory Peck IN ADDITION to her three marriages...sexy

She has a very natural beauty to her, and she's from Sweden!

She left Hollywood and only became more beautiful. You could drown in her eyes. She can look innocent AND like she's seen it all. She is effortlessly elegant. She's played Joan of Arc (automatically hot) AND was in the movie that coined gaslight as a term. And where would we be without that!

She was known for being a breath of fresh air on the movie scene at the time with her windswept hair, dreamy smile and soulful eyes. I have loved her in every movie I have seen her in - she was just magnetic!

Where do I even start. There's a neighborly quality to this beautiful, talented actress that makes her hotness one of a kind and her looks impossible to forget

With a career spanning five decades, Bergman is often regarded as one of the most influential screen figures in cinematic history. Known for her naturally luminous beauty, Bergman spoke five languages – Swedish, English, German, Italian and French – and acted in each.

She's hot, don't get me wrong, but I've always found her very approachable, like she could easily be a member of my friend group

A lot of the time hotness in a movie is just about words and framing. "You're the most beautiful person here" [vaseline lens] well I sure hope so because that's who you cast. But when, in Casablanca, they call Ingrid Bergman the most beautiful woman in the world... they were not fucking lying. And such a dynamite actor too!! I'd only seen Casablanca up until last year, and there she's confined to love interest. But in Gaslight she was maybe one of the most incredible actors I've ever seen!!!! Goddddd shes so fucking hot and cool.

[bbarican]

ヽ(★ω★)ノ ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ ——— may the 4th be with you!

hi tumblr! may the 4th be with all of you! especially to my fellow star wars fans

kamusta kayo? how’s everyone so far? i cant believe its may - we’re really well into the summer na and i guess we’re all just trying our best not to let the heat get the best of us

some updates for yall but mostly myself kasi alam naman na natin, if i dont gather my thoughts, theyre all just gonna pile up and i might burst so here’s a run down of how life is so far:

family:

visiting japan with our lola was really lovely but it proved to be a bit more difficult than we anticipated

im glad we’re all back in manila, fully rested by now, going about our normal routines ulit

we’re seeing my lola and the rest of my mom’s side tomorrow and im really excited for the roadtrip going to batangas! for the reunion part, meh, lets see how it goes

i miss my kuya more than anything; so many new memories without him present cause he’s in the states but i know for a fact naman na he’s also having fun there and working hard

how is thirdy turning 20 in a couple of days?!

friends:

i saw chevy last night! we went out for drinks and food somewhere in bf and i really enjoyed just talking to her and catching up and laughing and even having our hearts broken over boys

i hope she finds the right kind of love that will surpass what she and her ex had

im forever grateful for my office besties, i will never stop saying that (kahit na may time na nakakainis din sila, love ko parin sila)

work:

i mean, work is work

im just glad to be having productive days here and there

im also really glad na hindi nagiging problem yung pag alis ng boss ko for 11 days since he’s on a vacation with his family which he deserves naman

summer s typically the slow season for us so i guess ill take this time to prep for when the busy season rolls in ulit

personal:

i noticed ive been eating more and i am not okay with it; im going to do something about it starting on monday and i really need to discipline myself better cause if not, im gonna spiral into a really bad place for sure

my dog literally just farted and amoy skunk putangina ang baho

i really want to save up even more money kasi nga jp and i plan on going to baguio in august

and kinakaya naman! i got this in the bag for sure

i have enough right now to buy a laufey ticket too for september so please please pray for me na makakakuha ako ng ticket sa monday

love:

beyond grateful for him, always always always

im 3000% sure im going to choose him everyday, over fights, over drama, over overthinking

he bought me donuts and i love him

so yeah! i hope may is lovely for all of us; its really really hot so i hope everyone stays hydrated and wag tayong magpapakagalit dahil mainit

also stan bini!

[dreamsofnightmares2035]

kapil sharma PS-1 extras

(bear in mind, not fully fluent in hindi here!)

[0:17]

kapil: a big round of applause for our guests!

my question is to all of you. [to the audience] you might already know, they're making a big-budget film.

[to the actors] so when you found out that the budget is so big, did you tell your actual price to the producers or did you add some ten thousand to it, like it's fine, it's already so expensive, let us ask for a little more as well? or did the producers say, we're making PS-1 now, there will be PS-2,3,4,5 so please lower your rate a little?

i heard from [somebody] that those who weren't lowering their rates would be dying in the war scenes in the film. is it true, sir?

vikram: yeah, yeah, definitely. 

-

vikram: you can say amitabh sir's dialogue; "i can talk english, i can walk english, i can speak english" (dialogue from the movie 'namak halaal' in 1982; i think they cut to when they're talking about kapil's english)

archana: [kapil] can flirt english! anytime! 

kapil: i can what?

archana: you can flirt english. hindi, punjabi, sindhi, marathi, all!

kapil: thanks, thanks, pleasure. okay, you know that this film is based on kalki's novel and it's a 2600 page novel. so did you read the script or read the novel? and if you read the novel, how many days did it take you to read such a long novel?

sobhita: there are five books, each of them this thick.

kapil: you read the whole thing?

sobhita: yes.

vikram: half payment is for reading the novel.

kapil: for [a book] that long, actually yeah! 

vikram: and exercise also with that.

kapil: you read the book in seven days.

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archana: about trisha, do you know this?

trisha: so actually, my first film in telugu, "nee manasu naku telusu" ('i know your heart/mind'), in that film, archana ji was my mother; and she's very hot, and the role was of a hot mom, so…

kapil: until now, there's no one in the industry who has said they haven't worked with archana ji. 

trisha: that's true.

kapil: some people were saying that when the british left in 1947, she was standing at the main gate to see them off.

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[2:24] to [8:11] is the game, as per this post.

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from [8:12]

kapil: karthi sir posted this photo. 

[reads comments] 

"it looks like they're pulling the TC (ticket collector for trains) aside to confirm their ticket on the waiting list"

(reply to above) "hey, that's not the TC, that's the director; they're confirming their roles"

please show more.

"karthi sir's smile is telling that his next scene is a romantic one"

"director be like: you're doing all the romance scenes; what share are we getting? take out a couple thousand [rupees]"

please show more.

[trisha's post]

"it seems like the producer is coming to discuss the budget, so she's taken out all the awards and put them there"

[another trisha post]

"by standing on that cake, you could even fix the ceiling fan"

[another trisha post]

"madam, a question: in horse riding, does the horse burn calories or does the person sitting on the horse burn calories?"

"you give your helmet to the horse and put on the horse's ears on yourself, then your height will be as much as the horse; free advice, there's no fees"

[jayam's post]

jayam sir posted a photo; back to doing what i do best. please show the comments below.

"i can also drive a tractor well; you are a good actor also"

"seeing the lion behind you, i remembered i have to (not sure what the word means exactly but i'm assuming it's some type of consumption) drink two bottles of glucose"

"sir, i have to shift my house, will you give your tractor? dm me the charges"

"he's also waiting for the ride; it won't move forward until the trolley is full (of people)"

please show more.

[sobhita's post]

oh this is anurag sir? (a filmmaker) show the comments.

sobhita: i'm feeling scared.

kapil: "boys are like this only. even if their own leg is broken, they are always ready to give a support to a girl" (referring to the fact that in the picture, anurag's leg is in a cast, and he's letting sobhita lean against him)

"sobhita ji, from looking at your shoes, it seems like you came straight from school"

(reply to above) "in that sense, then anurag ji looks like he just came after getting beat up"

please show more.

karthi: it's scary when it scrolls, huh?

kapil: "it looks like whoever they trusted and came to france, that person isn't picking up their phone" (because it looks like they're stranded somewhere)

"i have also sat like this is a foreign country; people started giving me money"

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[lizzybeth1986]

Character Playlist: Hayden Young

I realised this year that even though Hayden's was the first appreciation week I'd ever organised, I had never gotten around to creating my own playlist for them. And I've always had songs I associate with them...so I figured now would be the best time to compile them!!

Most of them deal with similar themes of self-discovery and love - both themes I find in abundance in Hayden's story. There are three foreign-language songs, for which I'll attach the translations - one Hindi, one French and one Japanese.

Tagging @haydenyoungappreciationweek and @sazanes for HYAW Day 1: Indescribable! Find the Spotify list here!

On a Day Like Today - Bryan Adams

On a day like today the whole world could change

The sun's gonna shine, shine thru the rain

On a day like today no one complains

Free to be pure, free to be sane

In the Lap of the Gods (Revisited) - Queen

No beginning, there's no ending

There's no meaning in my pretending

Believe me, life goes on and on and

Forgive me when I ask you where do I belong

Indescribable - Olivia Broadfield

Too indescribable

I've got to think it over

When you kiss me like that.

Too indescribable

I've got a sinking feeling,

I don't like where this is at.

It's My Life - Bon Jovi

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted

No silent prayer for faith-departed

And I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice when I shout it out loud...

All the King's Horses - Karmina

There is a reason I'm still standing

I never knew if I'd be landing

And I will run fast, outlast

everyone that said no...

Safar - Masala Coffee

Duniya ik kitaab, padhna hai pura

The world is a book; I will read every page of it.

Raahi hoon main hamesha...

I am a traveller, I have always been...

Nayi duniya nayi ruhan

New worlds...new souls...

Rahat har raah deti hai

Every road gives me solace

Safar hai takhti musafir ki

The voyage awaits its voyager

Manzil ki parwah kahaan...

Who cares where the destination is!

Lyrics and Translation

What was I Made For - Billie Eilish

Think I forgot how to be happy

Something I'm not, but something I can be

Something I wait for

Something I'm made for

Alone Part II - Alan Walker, Ava Max

We all need that someone

who gets you like no one else

Right when you need it the most

We all need a soul to rely on

A shoulder to cry on

A friend through the highs and the lows

I'm not gonna make it alone

anatomy - kenzie

It's just anatomy, you're only half of me

And still, you don't know me at all

You've been my missing piece, so why aren't you missing me?

Guess I meant less than I thought

(while the original context of this song was about the singer's feelings about her father's abandonment of their family, I thought the lines worked well for a Hayden thinking about a parent that didn't exist 😞)

Sun - Sleeping At Last

Our once barren world now brims with life

That we may fall in love

Every time we open up our eyes

I guess space, and time

Takes violent things, angry things

And makes them kind

Dernière Danse - Indila

Je remue le ciel le jour, la nuit

I move mountains, day and night

Je danse avec le vent la pluie

I dance with the wind the rain

Un peu d'amour, un brin de miel

A little love, a bit of honey

Et je danse, danse, danse, danse, danse, danse

And I dance, dance, dance, dance, dance, dance

Et dans le bruit, je cours et j'ai peur

And in the noise, I run and I'm scared

Est ce mon tour

Is it my turn?

Vient la douleur

Here comes the pain

Dans tout Paris, je m’abandonne

Throughout Paris, I abandon myself

Et je m'envole, vole, vole, vole, vole

And I fly, fly, fly, fly, fly

Lyrics and Translation

Then You Look At Me - Celine Dion

Day by day

I find my way

Look for the soul and the meaning

Then you look at me

And I always see

What I have been searching for

I'm lost as can be

Then you look at me

And I am not lost anymore

orion - Kenshi Yonezu

Even in dreams, my heart is somehow never at its best—

So don't bother worrying... about my grievances and tears.

Pulling a string from my unraveling sweater, I constantly tried to weave a constellation,

Using our fingers as the stars.

It ended up so terribly haphazard that we both had to laugh!

If you were truly there with me in that moment... that's more than enough

Lyrics and Translation

You Gotta Be - Des'ree

Listen as your day unfolds

Challenge what the future holds

Try and keep your head up to the sky

Lovers, they may cause you tears

Go ahead, release your fears

Stand up and be counted

Don't be ashamed to cry

[adellat]

Dear moz,

It took me a while to respond since a lot of things had been going on—I MEAN A LOT A LOT— quick chika and recap —lost over 4 dogs last September & had a hard time adjusting sa work setting pero isa pa talagang reason ay I didn’t want to rush whatever it is that i want to say.

Firstly, I admit na naging somehow “immature” ako sa pag bring up ng issue ko regarding sainyo ni micah — pero regardless sa pagiging immature, sana maintindihan mong i needed to bring up the issue (despite how crucial the time was) kasi hindi na nagiging okay sakin. It meant something to me kaya i needed to bring it up. It was bothering me soooo much kaya i had to do that.

Of course, I weighed the consequences of my actions bago ko sabihin saiyo. In fact, it got out of hand since issue ko lang naman dapat about you but one problem led to a lot of problems na.

I had no regrets confronting you about the issue. I had to do it dahil nga it was bothering me so much, it was personal, and ofc i wanted to be honest with you since kaibigan kita.

Despite what happened, hindi naman mawawala yung part mo sa life ko. You’ve been one of my closest friends. You knew things Zae and CJ didn’t know. Hindi ako natakot na mag open up sayo.

You and I had a special bond.

Our walks together, our hugs when we pass by each other sa school and mabilis na kamustahan, biglang chat just to say how we miss each other and kung anong plans natin (mostly foodtrip) pag nagkita, chikahan, and ofc, heart to heart talks.

I admit na kasalanan ko why our trio friendship didn’t workout. Pero sana maintindihan mong I had my reasons. It was bothering me and ayokong dumagdag yon sa stress ko (kasabay ng upcoming boards) kaya naiopen up ko, naconfront kita. I had to do something. Selfish siguro? Since inisip ko lang yung sarili ko. I know deep down you understand, and I know I’ve hurt you. And I’m sorry for that.

I appreciate the effort of still responding kahit na months have passed. And I appreciate what you have given me. Salamat, moz.

Isa sa pinaka mahirap sigurong gawin ngayon ay i-rebuild what was broken. Hindi alam paano mag sisimula. Pero alam mo yon, I don’t want to put all those years and bond to waste and I don’t want pride affecting me. Of course may hope sakin to gradually fix what was broken and siguro hayaan nalang natin ang time to take its course. 🦋

You’ve been with me during my ups and downs before kaya I want you to know that you mean so much to me despite our issues, and I, thank you for that.

I miss you, moz. And congrats, RN! Super proud of you and of what you do.

It would be nice to talk about a lot of things over a cup of iced coffee. 🧊☕️ (if time and the universe permits) 💫

Be safe, moz! Happy birthday! 🎈

Sincerely,

Issa 🌼

[dowot]

Never Have I Ever

Rules: Answer only with "Never" or "I have." Providing explanation/details is optional. You don't have to answer everything. Don't lie.

1. Never have I ever had a broken heart.

2. Never have I ever cried in a public place.

3. Never have I ever pretended to be someone else.

4. Never have I ever broken a promise.

5. Never have I ever been on a blind date.

6. Never have I ever been on a dating app.

7. Never have I ever ghosted someone.

8. Never have I ever hooked up with someone of the same sex or gender.

9. Never have I ever drunk-dialed my ex.

10. Never have I ever accidentally said "I love you" to someone.

11. Never have I ever been in a relationship with someone whom I did not love.

12. Never have ever been in love with someone without them knowing.

13. Never have I ever fallen in love with a friend.

14. Never have I ever had a friend with benefits.

15. Never have I ever cheated on my partner.

16. Never have I ever been cheated on by my partner.

17. Never have I ever done nude pictures.

18. Never have I ever had sex.

19. Never have I ever been a kabit.

20. Never have I ever had a crush on someone from tumblr. (if you have, tag mo kung matapang ka)

1. I have. Madaming beses na.

2. Never. Pero nagawa ko na in front of my closest friends

3. Never. Will never be.

4. I have. Kaya siguro talaga sabi, "Promises are meant to be broken".

5. Never.

6. Never.

7. Never.

8. Never.

9. Never. Thank god I didn't do it Haha

10. Never. If I said it to someone, I really mean it.

11. Never. If I'm in a relationship I definitely love that person.

12. Never. If I'm in love with someone, I'll definitely find a way to let her know.

13. Never.

14. Never. I wish I had one Haha kidding aside 😂😂

15. Never. Naniniwala ako na loyalty & faithfulness is the key for a relationship to work.

16. I have. Pinagpalit sa malapit.

17. Never. Hindi ko hilig.

18. I have.

19. I have. Hindi ko kasi alam, ang sabi niya sakin single daw siya yun pala may boyfriend siyang pangit Haha

20. I have. @iam-deactivated20220101 siya talaga nag iisang crush ko dito sa tumblr Haha 🤗🤗

@ameownymous

[missgirlinred]

October 5, 2024

I got home from Hannah's birthday and I do not feel the need to call him for my last goodbye or for the closure I want. For now, what matters to me the most is peace and strength to move forward. The closure is something i have to create with myself. It was a long day and I waited for this moment only for me to realize its not worth it anymore. I love him. I love Ben and thats a fact no one can ever take.

I had a lot of realizations today and I know for a fact that this is not how I want to be loved. I now know that this is not the kind of love I deserve. I dont deserve to be not fought for. I love you but this time I want to love myself more. I couldn't bare anymore the thought of hindi ako kaya ipaglaban or hindi ko deserve ipaglaban. I dont deserve that. or even the thought of na-fell out of love siya, or he just made a reason to leave you. You just dont love me enough or the way I love you. But at least, I have no regrets anymore because I know that I fought 'til the end even if it means losing myself. I fought and gave my best love to you that even until now I still believe you deserve it because at some point I was happy with you. I was happy with the decisions I made with you. I was happy loving you until the very end. Yes, i must admit that I was hurt with everything that happened but even if I was hurt and broken I still love you because you brought life back to me.

So Ben, my dearest Benedict, for one last time,

I love you with all my heart and I will never regret any of it. You made me the happiest girl even for a short while. My life was easier and bearable with you around and I just wish it could stay like that. But even though it cannot anymore, that's okay. I will continue living this life even without you. I hate to admit it but this will be the last letter I am going to write about you because I will now move forward. But moving forward does not mean forgetting the past we have rather accepting our fate that I have to live this life and pursue my dreams without you beside me.

From the first time I saw you up until the last time, I will cherish that forever. Thank you for making me happy, for taking care of me, and for loving me even for a short while. Please do take care of yourself and achieve your dreams. I really do wish the best for you and hope that you will find the love and the girl that you are looking for.

So here I am, finally saying

Goodbye.

[unsent-unspoken]

Notes for my therapist:

i still don't believe that things get better for people like me. i mean, of course it does. paulit-ulit na yun sinasabi ng mga tao -- sa akin man or hindi. it's something i know. i'm just not sure i believe it's applicable to me.

yes, yes. trust in God's plan and all. i know that. hindi naman nawala yung faith ko at yung paniniwala kona andyan siya. it's just --- i get mad and annoyed and helpless and hurt. very much hurt.

of course things are going to get better. of course there are other things planned for me. of course. i know that.

do you get what i mean? alam siya ng utak ko. if i think logically or objectively, it's something considered as a fact. but when i look at my life, when i look at the people around, it's hard to believe that things would get better.

i mean, how is it na ako yung nasasaktan? ako yung nahihirapan when i didn't want to be in this place after all? there would be posts sa social media na "you're living one of your prayers" or "remember that you asked for this" or something like that. I DIDN'T ASK FOR IT! WHY AM I PAYING THE PRICE FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T WANT? nagagalit ako na why do they get to break my heart when i didn't ask for them in the first place? why does he get to do that? why do i get to pay for the price of someone else's actions? do you get what i mean?

what lesson am i supposed to take away from this? na masakit magmahal? na kaya akong saktan ng mga tao? that i have a fragile heart? WHY DO YOU THINK I'VE BEEN GUARDING, PROTECTING MY HEART ALL THIS TIME? i've seen what a broken heart can do -- sa mga kaibigan ko, sa mga kapatid ko, sa mga kamag-anak ko. i've seen it and it was gut-wrenching to see how much pain they were going through. i didn't want that with someone i'm not going to end up with. whatever lesson i'm supposed to pickup with this, sana hindi na lang tinuro sa akin. or sana it was taught to me another way. not this.

it's hard to believe that things would get better. na after all the effort i've put into to make sure na i was going to be okay, it wouldn't matter because the universe decided against it.

my gahd, it's 1:17pm and i'm already crying.

i don't want any more lessons. ayoko na please. let me just stop breathing.

[maybellecc]

The caption says, "Go ahead, put anything" so I'll write down everything.

Sorry if I'm not always grammatically correct. lol. These writings gonna be for my healing era not for anyone else.

I cannot access my old tumblr account, so I made a new one. Every time my heart got broken, I always do journals. Why? because it helps me to process my thoughts and my emotions.

I'm so immature back then... haha cringe. If you can read all the writings in my old account I would say I am so blinded by love.

I edited this pic and chose the text "Choose joy".

After 8 years, it happened again. My heart was shattered into million pieces because of the same person. I don't know what happened, maybe that's the true meaning of life, it is full of choices.

For the past 8 years, I graduated from college and got a government job. I even learned how to drive in 2020. I pay my own bills now and I realized how hard to survive in this life.

The most recent life happening is that I am heartbroken again haha funny but tragic.

It's the same feeling from the first one. The difference is that Taylor Swift songs became my therapist, literally. Every song she wrote for became the story of my life... from Lover era to TTPD.

I cannot explain how things turned into something I did not expect to happen. But it just happened and I have no control over it. I just watched him left.

The turning point for me or the stage where I really accepted that everything is over.... it is when he told me that he does not love me anymore and I'm not even part of his future anymore.

It happened in May, and the last 3 months were very hard. I cried every night... no not every night it's all day. Even at work during office hours I cried a lot.

I don't want to focus on my grieving phase, it is what it is. It's over now and I know it's the result of my decision from the past. I can say is that nagmahal lang ako ng sagad, all in ika nga. I don't want to think or guess the real reason behind this breakup. 3rd party, fall out love.basta ang alam ko di nako mahal at di na ko kailangan. Hindi sapat ung foundation based sa mga pinagdaanan na namin.

Choose joy. Life is full of surprises. Minsan maganda minsan hindi. When we are in the happiest days of our lives let's enjoy it. But when we are in the saddest days just let it pass and choose joy even in trials. Lagi nating isiping God has a better purpose and plans.

I will not say that I already forgive I know it will takes a long time. I will forgive that's for sure. But I will never ever forget. Once or twice it's a mistake but thrice or more it's a choice.

I am still picking up the broken pieces of myself day by day. I choose joy even when it hurts. I have to live by myself and find peace being alone. I'm just trusting the process.

[hotvintagepoll]

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Dorothy Malone (The Big Sleep, Written on the Wind, The Tarnished Angels)—She is theeeeee b-movie actress, but her two Sirk melodramas are where she really shines--she's mesmerizing, electrifying, playing her roles with such nuance and conviction that you can't look away from her. And on top of all that talent she's like stupid hot. I mean good god just look at her.

Madhubala (Mughal-e-Azam, Barsaat Ki Raat, Mr. & Mrs. '55)—The Venus of India; heart-throb of all who saw her; responsible for the sexual awakening of every single desi lesbian I know (including me!) And my god, she is breathtakingly beautiful. Look at the subtle grace with which she moves, and that smile - the kind of radiant smile that can make you laugh with sheer delight, or cry because of its hidden pain. Those wild curls! That Cupid's bow! The way she tilts back her head and smiles at you with mischief dancing in her eyes! She has a way of looking at the camera that makes you feel she's sharing a private joke just with you; it's something about that quizzical twist of the lips and eyebrows. As an actress, she is inimitable; she seems to effortlessly inhabit roles ranging from a heart-broken courtesan to a laughter-loving socialite. Fun fact : she's had quite the fan following in Greece! Stelios Kazantidis even wrote a song as a tribute to her.

This is round 2 of the tournament. All other polls in this bracket can be found here. Please reblog with further support of your beloved hot sexy vintage woman.

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Dorothy Malone:

Madhubala:

An icon of Bollywood, who was well known for her beauty and has continued to inspire performances and songs into the 21st century. She was at times described as "the number one beauty of the Indian screen" and "the biggest star in the world".

SHE IS EVERYTHING AHHH. JUST LOOK AT HER SMILE-

She's been nicknamed the Marilyn Monroe of India and was one of the highest paid actresses in the Hindi film industry (the term Bollywood did not exist yet) during the 1950s. Also an extremely talented dancer and singer

SHE'S JUST SO STUNNING, like seeing her eyes IMMEDIATELY CAPTIVATES YOU, THE DANCING, THE BEAUTY!!!!!!!!! She worked in Bollywood for over 20 years and passed away at a sad early age of 36, BUT THE IMPACT SHE HAD WAS UNMATCHED!!!!!

That sassy sideways glance she does always has me WEAK AT THE KNEES. And when she's making silly faces at the camera to mimic someone ahhhh my gay little heart <3

[loverottingshit]

Tuso ang pag-ibig. Akala mo you’ve figured everything out, but then it strikes you that you really haven’t. It occurs to me that I still have the same heart I had four years ago— ang handang magpakasakit sa puso mo. Nakatali at walang takas. Nakagapos hindi lang ang mga kamay kundi pati ang leeg gamit ang isang taling higit pa sa lubid— pag-ibig, pag-asa, pagkahumaling, pagnanasang maging totoo lahat ng hiling. It hurts when you realize you’ll forever be that way, at kahit love hurts too good and the thought of losing someone while being completely in love, hurts so good— mahirap din palang mag-isip kung kailan ka magiging eksakto para ‘di ka maiwan. And even though you don’t want it to project to other people, you still have the same broken and fragile heart you swore to God you wouldn’t mind to throw away if it means being kind to yourself rather than sacrificing every bit of you for love. Oo, alam kong masiyado akong wasak para magmahal. Pero ano bang dapat gawin kung you’re all about the wars you’ve lost to, at pagod ka nang lumaban yet you want to win this one so bad? Ano bang gagawin ko kung ikaw lang ang gusto ko?

Am I, after all, incapable of being loved because I love too much? Am I not the great lover I’ve always perceived myself as?

[sanjaylodh]

Is it love or pain, does both have meaning in living?

Is it love or pain, does both have meaning in living?

Do love and pain go together?

Quora

https://www.quora.com › Do-love-and-pain-go-together

9 Aug 2017

Antonio Baldascini

Bsc in Economics (college major), Royal Holloway, University of London (Graduated 2005)Updated 6y

Absolutely, when love is not corresponded!

Most people think that you suffer both if you don’t love and if you do; you suffer from fear of abandonment. You want to feel secure.

For most of us, “love” is an obstacle.

In a “romantic” relationship as long as someone is not psychologically self-sufficient, independent, he/she will always have needs.

You can fix this!

Love yourself first. Be at peace with your own company.

Love to the self is not an abstract concept. By embracing yourself, touching your hand with love, taking care of your body, appearance and your overall wellness, by your presence alone. We will discover to sense the love for our presence, to spoil ourselves. Insane?

Why Love Literally Hurts

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by E Jaffe · 2013 · Cited by 2 — Psychologists believe that physical pain has two separate components. ... Love doesn't have to hurt but it can if you allow it too.

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Why Love Literally Hurts

Eric Jaffe

January 30, 2013

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Most of us see the connection between social and physical pain as a figurative one. We agree that “love hurts,” but we don’t think it hurts the way that, say, being kicked in the shin hurts. At the same time, life often presents a compelling argument that the two types of pain share a common source. Old couples frequently make the news because they can’t physically survive without one another. In one example from early 2012, Marjorie and James Landis of Johnstown, Pennsylvania, who’d been married for 65 years, died just 88 minutes apart.

Truth is you don’t have to be a sentimentalist to believe in broken hearts — being a subscriber to the New England Journal of Medicine will do. A few years ago a group of doctors at Johns Hopkins University reported a rare but lethal heart condition caused by acute emotional distress. The problem is technically known as “stress cardiomyopathy,” but the press likes to call it “broken heart syndrome,” and medical professionals don’t object to the nickname.

Behavioral science is catching up with the anecdotes, too. In the past few years, psychology researchers have found a good deal of literal truth embedded in the metaphorical phrases comparing love to pain. Neuroimaging studies have shown that brain regions involved in processing physical pain overlap considerably with those tied to social anguish. The connection is so strong that traditional bodily painkillers seem capable of relieving our emotional wounds. Love may actually hurt, like hurt hurt, after all.

Is there pain in true love?

If love gives you pain, is it true love? Or is it fake love ...

Yes it always hurts when we love someone. It is because when we love someone we always have expectation of being loved back in the same way we are loving that person.3 Jan 2017

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प्यार या आहट क्या यह दोनों ही जीने में तात्पर्य रखता है

क्या प्यार और दर्द एक साथ चलते हैं?

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9 अगस्त 2017

एंटोनियो बाल्डासिनी

अर्थशास्त्र में बीएससी (कॉलेज प्रमुख), रॉयल होलोवे, लंदन विश्वविद्यालय (2005 में स्नातक) 6 साल में अपडेट किया गया

बिल्कुल, जब प्यार मेल नहीं खाता!

अधिकांश लोग सोचते हैं कि यदि आप प्रेम नहीं करते हैं और यदि करते हैं तो दोनों ही प्रकार से आपको कष्ट सहना पड़ता है; आप परित्याग के डर से पीड़ित हैं। आप सुरक्षित महसूस करना चाहते हैं.

हममें से अधिकांश के लिए, "प्रेम" एक बाधा है।

एक "रोमांटिक" रिश्ते में जब तक कोई व्यक्ति मनोवैज्ञानिक रूप से आत्मनिर्भर, स्वतंत्र नहीं होता, तब तक उसकी ज़रूरतें बनी रहेंगी।

आप इसे ठीक कर सकते हैं!

पहले अपने आप को प्यार करो। अपनी कंपनी के साथ शांति से रहें.

स्वयं से प्रेम कोई अमूर्त अवधारणा नहीं है। अपने आप को गले लगाकर, अपने हाथ को प्यार से छूकर, केवल अपनी उपस्थिति से, अपने शरीर, रूप-रंग और अपने समग्र स्वास्थ्य का ख्याल रखें। हम अपनी उपस्थिति के लिए प्यार को महसूस करना सीखेंगे, खुद को बर्बाद करना सीखेंगे। पागल?

प्यार सचमुच दुख क्यों देता है?

मनोवैज्ञानिक विज्ञान के लिए एसोसिएशन

https://www.psychologicalscience.org › ... › फरवरी

ई जाफ़ द्वारा · 2013 · 2 द्वारा उद्धृत - मनोवैज्ञानिकों का मानना है कि शारीरिक दर्द के दो अलग-अलग घटक होते हैं। ...प्यार को चोट पहुँचाना ज़रूरी नहीं है, लेकिन अगर आप इसकी इजाज़त दें तो यह चोट पहुंचा सकता है।

मुख्य कहानी

प्यार सचमुच दुख क्यों देता है?

एरिक जाफ़

30 जनवरी 2013

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जैविक/तंत्रिकाविज्ञानसंज्ञानात्मक मनोविज्ञानअनिहित अनुभूतिभावनाएंएमआरव्यक्तित्व/सामाजिकसंबंध

  पीडीएफ को बाद में डाउनलोड करने के लिए सेव करने के लिए लॉग इन करें

हममें से अधिकांश लोग सामाजिक और शारीरिक दर्द के बीच संबंध को आलंकारिक रूप में देखते हैं। हम इस बात से सहमत हैं कि "प्यार दर्द देता है", लेकिन हम यह नहीं सोचते कि यह उस तरह दर्द देता है जैसे, मान लीजिए, पिंडली में लात मारने से दर्द होता है। साथ ही, जीवन अक्सर एक सम्मोहक तर्क प्रस्तुत करता है कि दोनों प्रकार के दर्द का स्रोत एक समान है। बू��़े जोड़े अक्सर ख़बरों में रहते हैं क्योंकि वे एक-दूसरे के बिना शारीरिक रूप से जीवित नहीं रह सकते। 2012 की शुरुआत के एक उदाहरण में, जॉनस्टाउन, पेंसिल्वेनिया के मार्जोरी और जेम्स लैंडिस, जिनकी शादी को 65 साल हो गए थे, की मृत्यु केवल 88 मिनट के अंतर पर हुई।

सच्चाई यह है कि टूटे हुए दिलों पर विश्वास करने के लिए आपको भावुक होने की ज़रूरत नहीं है - न्यू इंग्लैंड जर्नल ऑफ़ मेडिसिन का ग्राहक होना ही पर्याप्त होगा। कुछ साल पहले जॉन्स हॉपकिन्स विश्वविद्यालय के डॉक्टरों के एक समूह ने तीव्र भावनात्मक संकट के कारण होने वाली एक दुर्लभ लेकिन घातक हृदय स्थिति की सूचना दी थी। समस्या को तकनीकी रूप से "तनाव कार्डियोमायोपैथी" के रूप में जाना जाता है, लेकिन प्रेस इसे "टूटे हुए हृदय सिंड्रोम" कहना पसंद करता है और चिकित्सा पेशेवर इस उपनाम पर आपत्ति नहीं करते हैं।

व्यवहार विज्ञान भी उपाख्यानों को पकड़ रहा है। पिछले कुछ वर्षों में, मनोविज्ञान शोधकर्ताओं ने प्यार की तुलना दर्द से करने वाले रूपक वाक्यांशों में काफी हद तक शाब्दिक सत्य पाया है। न्यूरोइमेजिंग अध्ययनों से पता चला है कि शारीरिक दर्द से निपटने में शामिल मस्तिष्क क्षेत्र सामाजिक पीड़ा से जुड़े लोगों के साथ काफी हद तक ओवरलैप होते हैं। यह संबंध इतना मजबूत है कि पारंपरिक शारीरिक दर्द निवारक दवाएं हमारे भावनात्मक घावों को दूर करने में सक्षम लगती हैं। प्यार वास्तव में चोट पहुँचा सकता है, आख़िरकार चोट लगने की तरह।

क्या सच्चे प्यार में दर्द होता है?

अगर प्यार आपको दर्द देता है तो क्या यह सच्चा प्यार है? या ये झूठा प्यार है...

हां, जब हम किसी से प्यार करते हैं तो हमेशा दुख होता है। ऐसा इसलिए है क्योंकि जब हम किसी से प्यार करते हैं तो हमें हमेशा उसी तरह वापस प्यार पाने की उम्मीद होती है जैसे हम उस व्यक्ति से प्यार कर रहे हैं।3 जनवरी 2017

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Letter for Talaarawan

Last 2019, I saw a girl full of potential. A girl who is not afraid to fulfill her dreams. I feel the spirit inside of her. A loud voice of an unclaimed recognition at the back of an unseen personality. I wasn't intimidated by the silence she brings, instead, it uplift my spirit to go & talk to her. Be friends with her and let her become part of my journey. We've been through a lot of trials. Mine was tough. Hers was the worst. Mine was hard. Hers is painful. Mine was identified. Hers is unrecognized. But despite the unbreakable scenarios in life, we still hold each others' hands. 2019, she wrote a birthday

letter to me. That was the first

letter I receive.

letter from her heart. (I guess?) Hindi ko alam kung paano kami nag karoon ng common ground. Pero, I can say na she's that "one call away friend" On my toughest trials in life, she's there. She did not leave me. Her presence is more than a friend a person can define. It's not the money nor any property she can give to make me feel better, but if she's listening now, I want her to know that she is one of the reasons why I get through that. Her messages makes me feel important and accepted. She's a gift to me that will never expire. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, ito yung taong dapat pnprotektahan at iniingatan. Kaya I promise to protect her from any attack of the enemy in return. Protect her physically, and mentally at kahit spiritually. But here comes February this year of 2022, sabi nya may sasabihin daw sya sakin. I thought that was a prank. I waited. But she didn't reply. I called her, but she did not answer. I waited. A day. After a day. After a day. Finally, she responded. It was February 6, meron syang inamin na onti-onting dumagdag sa trust issues ko. I feel wreckless and miserable that time. I feel like, naagawan ako ng paborito kong laruan. Muntik na ko ma depress that time kasi even my surroundings, I don't feel like I deserve attention. I thought parehas kami ng level of anger sa taong kinkwento ko sa kanya. Pero I am totally wrong. The more I described his wrongdoings, the more na na fafall ang kaibigan ko sa kanya. Kaya I was shocked na yung paborito kong laruan, hindi ko pala pag mamay-ari. Para syang spy. Para syang assassin. Onti-onti nyang kinuha ang loob ko until patayin nya yung nag iisang dahilan kung bakit buhay pa ko. I wept. I blame myself. I cried all night. Para kong nag build ng friendship just to be betrayed. That was tough. Mas tough pa sa pag papaalis sakin sa house. I have so many question na gusto kong masagot. Bakit di nya sinabi sakin? Bakit nag sikreto sya. Bakit sya pa. Bakit nya ginawa yon. Bakit parang balewala lang ako sa kanya. Puro bakit. bakit. bakit. Pero walang maka-sagot. Walang maka-gets. Hindi pwedeng ipag-sabi. I was like a candle who's about to vanished. Gladly, na I am doing my devotions day and night. I prayed all night. And instead of asking and blaming God for what had happened, I simply surrender my situation to Him. I admit that I have been attached to that person and wasn't able to free her. I submit to God my anxiety. My brokenness. My uncertainty. Hindi madali. Pero kailangan kong ifix yung emotions ko. Yung ako. Kailangan kong mag decide ng mabilis. Kailangan ko to lagyan ng deadline. Psalms 94:19 When anxiety was great within me, your consolation brought me joy. I surrender to God my anxiety and my emotions. My weeping. My discomfort. Pero, hindi pala sya nag tatapos sa surrendering. Di pala dapat surrender agad. Dapat pala CONFESSION muna. At that moment, I have partially been free from guilt, I realized that it is not her who hurt me, it is the enemy who was trying to steal, kill and destroy my joy. This

letter wasn't meant to let her feel guilty, but to let her know what I've been through since then. That girl, I want her to listen carefully. Open her heart, mind, body, soul and spirit to understand what this

letter TRULY means. After months of having trust issues regarding this, I realized that she is more than my anger. Our friendship is greater than my trust issues. And after all, she's not mine. She's not a toy. She is not even the assassin. It's my illusion and worst description. Sya nalang naging conclusion ng lahat ng issues ko in life. Alam kong during and even after that incident --- she is fighting. Mentally, physically, spiritually (isama na natin -- financially) Alam kong sa pang-yayaring yon, nahihirapan din sya Nag sstrugle din sya. Greater than my struggle. Bigger than my pain. Greater than my issues. Kahit di nya sabihin, alam kong lumalaban sya. She's fighting a battle that can only be fought by her. Shame of me na hindi ko sya matulungan at wala kong magawa. Bukod sa ipamuka sa kanya na because of her, I've been through a lot of this and this and that. Wala syang ibang ginawa kundi pakinggan ako. Intindihin ako. Sagutin lahat ng calls and chat ko. Just to let her fullfill her promise, na "nandito lang ako. moral support" Now, we are entering a new journey in life that is unpredictable. All I can do in return for her sacrificial love is to always put her in my prayers. Intercede. And just be here whenever she needs me. As how she does when I needed her. Sometimes, inaatake sya ng laban na maski sya hindi nya ma-identify. At wala akong magawa kundi titigan sya, at bumulong na "Lord, please comfort her whenever she needs your comfort. Hug her for me, please" Before this

letter ends, I want to personally say to that girl I met 4 years ago, na kahit alam kong papatawarin mo ko ng 70*7 times, I still want to sincerely, say pasensya, paumanhin. Sorry . My greatest apology kung may mga bagay akong nagagawa, nasasabi at naiisip na sobra na sa limitasyon ng ating pagka-kaibigan natin. Proud ako sa lahat ng laban na pinanalo mo mag isa. Proud ako sa mga desisyon na kahit nahihirapan, pinili mong kumalma. Proud ako sa lahat ng ups and downs mo, Proud ako dahil nag papatuloy kaparin kahit nahihirapan ka nang tumayo. Proud ako na nakilala kita, Hindi man matino pero the best na suporta. Nawa'y sa muli mong pag alis, mag paalam ka. Pero kung di man ako makareceive ng paalam mula sayo, I know you have reasons. I boldly confess that I allow the enemy to blind me by the past and let you feel guilty for all of this. I confess that I have sinned and don't deserve to be with God, in Heaven. I believe that Jesus died to pay the price of my sin. I ask God to fully forgive me, for all of my sins. And help me to live for Him, from now on. In Jesus' name, Amen. This prayer means a lot. Muli salamat. I have so many words pa to say, pero to summarize everything, here's my covenant sa Lord --- una akong tinanggap, una rin akong tatanggap. Pinapalaya na kita at pinapalaya ko na ang sarili ko. Mahal kita- palagi my dearest Talaarawan.

[daramdarararam]

64, 60

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?

03: Do you regret anything?

04: Are you insecure?

05: What is your relationship status?

06: How do you want to die?

07: What did you last eat?

08: Played any sports?

09: Do you bite your nails?

10: When was your last physical fight?

11: Do you like someone?

12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?

13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?

14: Do you miss someone?

15: Have any pets?

16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?

17: Ever made out in the bathroom?

18: Are you scared of spiders?

19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?

20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?

21: What are your plans for this weekend?

22: Do you want to have kids? How many?

23: Do you have piercings? How many?

24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25: Do you miss anyone from your past?

26: What are you craving right now?

27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?

28: Have you ever been cheated on?

29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

30: What’s irritating you right now?

31: Does somebody love you?

32: What is your favourite color?

33: Do you have trust issues?

34: Who/what was your last dream about?

35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?

36: Do you give out second chances too easily?

37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?

38: Is this year the best year of your life?

39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?

40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?

51: Favourite food?

52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?

53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?

54: Is cheating ever okay?

55: Are you mean?

56: How many people have you fist fought?

57: Do you believe in true love?

58: Favourite weather?

59: Do you like the snow?

60: Do you wanna get married?

No for now. Mahirap kasi magsalita ng tapos, baka mamaya mauna pako ikasal haha

61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?

62: What makes you happy?

63: Would you change your name?

64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?

Hindi naman siguro. I think it would be nice nga e.

65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?

67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?

68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

69: Do you believe in soulmates?

70: Is there anyone you would die for?

salamat anony hehe