#brittany and bianca are still vaguely tainted
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at the end of the day i was a coward towards my loved ones which will never change and i will always be a lonely suicidal girl who wishes she died in middle school
#txt#i don't know if i regret being on the internet anymore#it was an escape for me#it didn't do much because i got traumatized by two peers but still#it was a safe place. it was my main source of comfort#i loved roleplaying and talking about my characters with my friends i loved my ex and having a sole roleplay partner and being able to shar#my love and interest#and now theyre gone and i know they were bad to me but i do miss the company#nothing will replace it and i hate being that type of person#that constantly mopes over their ex#but i am traumatized from them and their touch will always infect and plague me#i know better and never will contact them but i do miss him sometimes#i know its mean to say . to miss him. but i do#he has a new roleplay partner and is all moved on but i still havent#brittany and bianca are still vaguely tainted#along with aiko#i cant get rid of their past. the historyi had w my ocs. our ocs.
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