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CHAPTER 3

spirit, universe, reincarnation

- Debora Moretti -

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Part 1. The beginning of it all

She’s Debora Moretti. “Debora” means “queen bee” or “strong woman”; “Moretti” is both her surname and a description of her appearance as a person with dark hair and slightly dark skin. Her name says it all, the woman from Rome is a strong, decisive and ambitious one.

Like her best friend, Sofia Sanchez, she is also struggling in her journey to find the love of her life. Meanwhile Sofia tends to have long-term relationships, Debora’s romances only last for months, or even weeks. However, that doesn’t discourage her. In fact, she has become so used to short-term relationships that she no longer remembers what the concept of “dating” is. The guys she meets only come to her, and she only comes to them, for one thing, sensual pleasure.

Debora was not too beautiful, sexy or talented, but in the past she had no difficulty in meeting new guys. Then almost a year ago, having someone new appear in her circle suddenly became a “rare” thing. Is there something wrong? Or is it because she was getting to the age of marriage? Whatever the reason, she felt it was “unusual” and even made her a little anxious.

So she - who was not superstitious - decided to ask her aunt to introduce her to her psychic friend to see if she was having any spiritual problems that might have caused all these.

And little did she know, that night would change her perspective forever…

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Part 2. The psychic

It was a small house in the alley not far from Debora's house. Different from her imagination, the house was simple, old-fashioned and there was no sign of a “psychic" at all.

The conversation began. Debora’s aunt introduced the two of them and briefly explained her situation.

The first moment when the psychic saw Debora, she turned to her aunt and said “This girl is in a very high realm”. Debora was clueless about the meaning of “realm”, this concept was utterly foreign to her, as she had never paid much attention to anything related to spirituality. She attempted to conceal her confusion: instinctively smiled and nodded as though she comprehended their conversation.

The psychic turned to Debora and continued:

“Your realm is high so you are hard to please, even a bit haughty. People who come to you will have to measure their strength.”

She then teased that Debora was only 26 years old and already anxious about having a lover.

Debora’s aunt said that many people have karmic bonds, but there are some who after reincarnation will not have this connection with a spouse, meaning that their fate has been “programmed” that in this life they will not have a husband or wife. Therefore, some search endlessly but never encounter, some search but the moment has not arrived.

Then the psychic told Debora to close her eyes, meditate, and focus all her thoughts on herself. Meanwhile, she didn't use any of the “tools” of a typical fortune-teller, astrologist, medium or whatsoever: card deck, astrological maps,... nothing. She also closed her eyes and tried to “listen” to something in the air.

“Your rendezvous has not arrived yet”, she said. “You will meet someone who you had a promise with in the previous life, that is your predestined karmic bond.”

She revealed that Debora would marry a foreigner. And remarked that although Debora was not blissful now, she would be very blissful later. Her karmic bond was just not yet manifested, but when it did, her life would be very satisfying.

She stated that Debora was not the kind of conventional woman, she did not care too much about details, and she lived very liberally. The psychic also mentioned “the origin” - meaning her past life, she was from Northern Europe. And she would meet someone who would match her energy.

She continued to describe Debora’s future husband - spouse - fate - predestined karmic bond. He’s a Northern European. He has slender tall physique, he was born in 1991, 1m85 tall with a healthy sunburnt skin and light brown hair. They would meet next year, from the day her and the psychic met, on a vacation rather than at work. At the time they meet, he is in Italy, possibly travelling or working there.

She said, as soon as the two fragments of fate met, they would be drawn to each other instantly, adore each other very much and their minds would only think about the other one.

She turned to Debora’s aunt and said: “These two have a long-distance karmic connection. Their realm is high so they “catch the wave” far. Like a big ship fishing far from the shore, while the rest are only in the ditch, in the pond, or the stream.”

She instructed Debora to continue meditating and “asking”, like a manifest therapy, for what she desired.

Debora couldn’t recall what she had wished for, it must have had something to do with love, since that was the main reason she had made an appointment with the psychic that day.

“These people are in a higher realm, they enjoy travelling around. They descend to one life just to “hang around”. And then when that life ends, they move to another one”.

“Our lives here are temporary”, she said. “Here” meant this life.

“You have a karmic bond, you just haven’t met the right person yet. Live happily, don’t worry about anything”, Debora’s aunt added.

The psychic told Debora that she was fearless and was not afraid of getting married, but she was actually afraid that she had no karmic bond. And what the psychic had just said proved the contrary, that Debora did have a karmic bond, even a predestined one, but the timing was not right.

Debora’s aunt explained about the “promise” from the previous life. It was probably just a casual remark that they would continue to love each other in the next life, but because they were madly in love then, that remark had sunk deep into their subconscious, and followed them to the next life.

Surprisingly, Debora’s sister and her husband were an example of a predestined bond. They had been in love for 7 years before they tied the knot. And they were blessed with a lovely son, who is now over a year old. Debora adored her nephew immensely.

“Wow!”, Debora thought silently.

The two of them went on to discuss religion: the differences in how religions preached, heaven, hell, reincarnation,… terms that she did not comprehend.

The psychic asked Debora if she wanted to inquire more about anything, if she had any troubles, regarding work or life.

She confidently replied: “No, I can handle things myself”.

“She was clever since young age”, Debora’s aunt commented with a smile.

“She will accomplish whatever she wants”, the psychic continued. “The important thing is you are in the higher realm, you have to do good things for everyone. Benefit yourself, benefit others, benefit all beings - that is the principle of life. Everyone has you, and you are a part of everyone. People in higher realms, the more they know, the more they err, the more they perish. Like an airplane, the higher it flies, the worse it crashes.”

Debora listened attentively to everything, but these terms, these knowledge were quite a lot compared to her understanding and perception at that time. So she didn't think much about predestined fate or karma. The young woman only thought about not wanting to "marry a foreigner", because she loved her country, and more importantly, she didn't want to leave her family.

"Is there any way for me to love an Italian? If from now until I meet my destiny, I date an Italian and decide to love them, what then? If I meet my destiny and I decide not to marry them, what then?", Debora asked naively.

Her aunt said that she should continue to live normally, keep dating if she liked them, but if they were not her "destiny" then it would be hard to get along. Or even if she met her destiny, but this life had another karmic relationship interfering, then it’s okay too. Everything should go along with nature, things that happen are variables that could change her fate. Although her life was predetermined, she still has to keep moving, not to sit still and wait for her destiny to come.

"Everything in the universe moves. Opportunities only come once, if you don't seize them, they will go away because you just sit still in one place", the psychic said.

She continued to tell Debora to disregard others’ opinions and to pursue her own happiness. She should have confidence and pride in herself, without needing to announce it to anyone. She would invariably draw the attention of everyone, because she possessed remarkable energy. When she encountered them, she would impart positive and reliable impressions, which constituted her forte.

Debora had always been confident about her energy and capability, when the psychic said that, she felt even more reinforced about that belief.

The psychic pondered for a few seconds and looked at Debora: “You will not reincarnate anymore. This is your last life. You only need to complete your mission in this life, which is to pay off your karmic ‘debts’. Consider this as a period of time to bond with your family. You will not reincarnate anymore”.

All of a sudden, everything came to a halt.

Debora attempted to conceal her confusion by nodding and smiling innocently, as she had done at the beginning of that night.

Her aunt was also astonished, but expressed an opposite reaction. She asked the psychic once more to verify that Debora was in her final reincarnation, then they chuckled joyfully, as if they were truly content with this. They proceeded to talk about other matters, unrelated to Debora. She remained there for a while, wished to inquire further about the meaning of “last life” but did not have the courage to say it. Eventually, she excused herself to depart earlier, not wishing to interrupt their dialogue any longer.

And the moment Debora left the place, her tears gushed out…

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(To be continued)

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